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kinda nuts how my parents talk to every one of my cousins with so much love and pride...
#same abt my sister#😁👍 it's ok out of 13 of us ... there has to be 1 fuckup 😚#guess it's me#it's ok... i'm not really good at anything and that's just how it is...#heh...#it's kinda depressing being someone who's never going to live up to expectations but#no one ever expects much of me anymore#i think i've failed too much for anyone to care abt me anymore#ah well 👍#no one cares abt me etc etc#i've been feeling really lonely and it always comes up again when stuff like this happens#i don't really have anyone in my life lately... it's kinda quiet and that's ok#i just feel lonely...#kinda miss dating because at least it gave me a reason to feel like a human#ah... idk#it's ok though...#hm...#tired...#dl#neg#li.txt
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Thinking about how present Apple is in a Semi Charming Kind of Life. How she’s woven into Darling’s days, built into her world. There’s no world where Apple isn’t there, stopping by her dorm or dazzling the class or just hanging out with Daring when Darling approaches him.
Thinking about how rare Darling is in the original books. How Apple describes her for one scene only, how she’s a fleeting moment of a character. Dazzling, enchanting, but only there for the second and then gone, out of the story and narration. After all, out of sight out of mind. Right?
Thinking about Dragon Games, and how Apple never really apologized for hurting her, but Darling never asked for one. About Way Too Wonderland, when Darling was the one to show up to Apple’s club when no one else did. About the kiss, and how the first words out of Apple’s mouth were about Daring. Did she know? Probably not, but how could she not? All the feelings present for her over time, taken for granted and brushed aside or never noticed in the first place. About the last scene of the two, side by side and smiling. Did Darling tell her, once the dust settled? How much she meant, how much she thought about that kiss before it happened?
Thinking about how Apple’s entire character revolves around the desperate facade she’s trying to maintain to make people like her, and it made her miss the one person who always did.
#‘dappling aren’t an angst ship’ IM HITTING U W A SHOVEL#<that wasn’t directed at anyone it was a general statement not trying to start anything😭#anyway like???? did we watch the same show????#APPLE U EVIL LITTLE LESBIAN#U HAD THE PERFECT GIRL PINING FOR U THE WHOLE SERIES AND U SPENT IT LONGING FOR RAVEN IM-#ever after high#eah#apple white#darling charming#dappling#appling#been thinking abt this for a while tbh#like the references to apple every time darlings in charge of the narration r insane#and compare that to apple mentioning her twice and both times as darings little sister#she’s better than me i would’ve crashed out if my crush pulled that shit#‘there’s now textual evidence for dappling’ what’s all this then☝️#ALSO#the last time we see darling she’s BESIDE APPLE#but apple? she gets her own scenes independent of darling in epic winter#while darling only has the one
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And there are also these two~
#my art#ffreire art#naruto#naru foxes#uzumaki kushina#tsunade senju#yuriko is abt the same age as tsunade#kushina would already be like a little sister to her so imagine how she feels abt naruto
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im so mad they killed roy while jason was recovering from rhato #25...sicko behavior from the writers
#but i dont know why id expect them to be nice to jason#he was like the one person jason had#in current continuity#who was around semi actively still#i dont care that he was dicks friend first literally stfu#me and my sister had the same friends for years#jasons always so isolated and alone which makes it easier for bruce to treat him like shit#as much i preferred roy and kori as his friends (controversial ik)#ill never be mad at bizarro and artemis#bc the dude needs friends#its abysmal that after gotham war he just has to go be by himself#and i have issues with alfred but its crazy that he wasnt allowed to go#give me a gun and in storming into dc headquarters#jason todd#roy harper#jayroy#bc assume i mean that if im talking abt jason and roy
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evil win! the ones plotting for your mysterious death are uncle and nephew!
#persona 5#persona 4#goro akechi#tohru adachi#uncle Adachi au#this came from the idea of apophenia#which means connecting dots that aren’t there#every time I see these two in fanart I go ‘wow . Adachi is so uncle coded here. akechi is totally his nephew. everyone is thinkign this’#false. my au has not reached enough eyes#so I just idk wanted to draw them next to each other to inspire further apophenia in both me and perhaps my followers lol#i was inspired by someone who like. literally just drew them beside each other and I was like. yeah i could do that#NO I COULDNT. NOT EASILY#my brain was like ‘you should do a comic abt how Adachi can’t help but see his sister in akechi bc they look almost exactly the same’#and there was a lot more angst in the arsenal as well#took me forever to just. draw this. like literally I thought I was gonna go insane#i cant. not. draw. a comic. or something with the vaguest of stories it is SO HARD idk why#so this was definitely a struggle. hope y all like it
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what is up with these 10th graders man
#my frnd was telling me abt sm drama she heard from her sister (who's in 10th grade)#long story short there were boys sharing dick picks on snap & insta ?!?!?!?!!!#these are 14-15-16 year olds wtf#and anyways one of these boys was the son of a politician or smth#like super rich n everything#and somebody tried blackmailing him n shit.......#like i did not realize this stuff actually happened among ppl im in the same building with almost everyday#musings from thy truly#mithi's own
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If the Graveyard kids were demigods, which Greek god would they be the child of? (Riodanverse AU)
For Ashlyn, I believe she would just be another of Apollo's kids, keeping to herself most of the time. Nobody really paid her any mind because out of the dozens of Apollo kids, there wasn't anything particularly remarkable about her. She wasn't the Head Counsellor or anything. She liked it that way. Ashlyn discovered she was a demigod when she was young and spent two full years at the camp to fully prepare for living as a demigod in the mortal world before becoming a summer-only kid. Her sensitivity to sound is one of the strange abilities she inherited but isn't fully able to control, which is why she wears enchanted earplugs that keep sounds at a more tolerable level. Beyond that, she was a pretty average Apollo kid. She was good at the basics like Archery and Music but not beyond that of a normal Apollo kid. The only thing that really stood out was her dancing. It was her special interest, incorporating it into her daily life as a demi-god as often as she could. Her fighting style was based on ballet in canon and she preferred fighting with her legs over her hands--even going as far as putting a weapon in her shoes so she could still use her legs to attack. So she is an average demigod overall. Until one day she discovers that she was one of the few to inherit Apollo's nosokinesis, the ability to create and control diseases (like her ability to open rifts and trap people in them in canon). There's also the fact that her name literally means 'dream' or 'vision', so considering the fact that Apollo is literally the god of prophecy, I think being a child of Apollo fits her very well.
For Logan, I feel that for a long time, he would just be another unclaimed kid. He didn't know anything about his real parents and his grandparents were always super cagey about it until he was older and got attacked by a monster and they finally took him to the camp. He still doesn't know who his biological mother was. Then one day after being pushed too far by bullies, he snapped just like in canon, and was claimed by Ares, the god of war. Much to his and Barron's (another child of Ares) dismay because what the fuck do you mean this dickhead is my half-brother?! He had initially believed that his parent was related to his love for space and astronomy or maybe even his intelligence and love for math but Ares?!
For Aiden, I think being a child of Hermes suits him best. I've done some tests and got answers like Ares or the Big Three, which I don't think those really fit him. But for some reason, I like the idea that he has the favour of/is a legacy of Hades or Hecate from his dad's side while being completely unaware of it until much later (the unexplained connection his dad has to Maverick). Children of Hermes tend to be more hyperactive than other demigods and are often referred to as a jack of all trades and I think those things really suit Aiden. When he was younger, his parents sent him to camp year round in hopes that it would help him and he came back with dyed blond hair, red eye contacts and a reckless streak a mile wide.
For Ben, I believe that this kid is and always will be a child of Apollo. His deep love and talent for singing and music, his rage and hurt at having this taken away from him. His knack for medicine despite only having experience through taking care of Aiden. He only discovered he was a demigod after his voice was destroyed so he never learned that he could heal people with his voice/singing until one of the others, maybe Taylor, were fatally injured and he had no supplies to save them so as one last attempt to comfort them, he breaks his years of silence and sings for them. To his complete astonishment, they started healing and were able to stay alive long enough to get the medical help they needed. He felt pressued to sing and use his voice after that because it could heal people but Aiden or one of the others nipped that in the bud and told him he didn't have to do anything he didn't want to. The idea of him also having premonitions when something bad is going to happen is cool, especially if it's the reason why he ends up catching little details the others fail to notice (a little nod to Canvas Ben for being so goddamn observant). His relationship with Aiden is also cute because children of Apollo and children of Hermes tend to get along, although not all of them do (Aiden and Ashlyn lol).
For Taylor and Tyler, I believe the twins would be children of Hephaestus. In some cultures, identical twins are treated as one entity/soul that was separated into two people and the same could be said about the Hernandez twins in this AU. Although they are different people with different interests and goals, that is how they are perceived as mortals. On the divine side of things, however, they are seen as a single soul split into two. That's why their connection goes far beyond that of regular mortal twins. Their abilities also reflect this. Taylor is a brilliant craftswoman and has a way with technology that separates her from the rest. She's also extremely fire-resistant, which proves to be useful considering her brother has the ability to manipulate fire. Tyler, on the other hand, has the basic skills needed to be a mechanic due to growing up with Taylor but it isn't instinctive in the same it is for Taylor. He is one of the few children of Hephaestus to have pyrokinesis, something he had to learn to master on his own because there wasn't anyone to teach him. They complete each other.
Although Aiden and Ashlyn spent a year or two in the camp, their paths never crossed and they were just another faceless person in the crowd of campers until they officially met when Ben and Aiden began to go to her high school in her sophomore year. Aiden clocked her as a demigod as soon as they met at the bus and was excited to meet another one of them outside of camp. He was also curious to know if she figured out what she was yet and if not, he could protect her from monsters and lead her to camp! Ashlyn recognized both Aiden and Ben as demigods but preferred to avoid mixing her mortal life with her mythological one so she avoided Aiden's needling to the best of her ability. When Ben finally told Aiden that she was another child of Apollo at camp, Aiden doubled down on the pestering which irritated Ashlyn beyond belief. Unfortunately for her, this wasn't the last she was going to see of him.
Mid-way through the first semester, Ashlyn received a prophecy from the Oracle stating that she and five others were to go on a quest. It was a shock to her and everyone in the camp because she was pretty unremarkable yet she was the one that had to go on the quest? It was ridiculously vague beyond the fact that she specifically had to go to Savannah with a group of five others. So she had to pick five other members for her team.
Nearly everyone tried to volunteer and because Ashlyn didn't particularly care who went along, names were drawn out of a bowl. With her luck, Aiden and Ben's names were both drawn out of the bowl, along with the Hernandez twins and Logan. She wasn't particularly happy with those chosen but she supposed it could be worse. Especially when she considered the fact she could've been going with him.
Barron was throwing a fit about how an unclaimed coward like Logan couldn't have possibly been picked but Tyler told him that no one would even want to go on a quest with him considering the only thing he cared about was glory and honour for himself.
And so, the six of them packed their things and started their journey to Savannah, Georgia where it all went to hell.

#the idea of speedy son of hermes aiden amuses me to no end#he went to camp had his first rush of adrenaline and made it his whole personality#is that mean to joke abt😭#if so sorry#can unclaimed children go on quests???#nothing i searched up answered my question so I just kinda assumed yes#school bus graveyard#school bus graveyard webtoon#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#ashlyn banner#aiden clark#logan fields#ben clark#taylor hernandez#tyler hernandez#graveyard kids#riodanverse au#sbg au#demigod au#if you guys have different ideas for this AU I would love to hear them!#logan and baron being half-sibling and absolutely fucking despising each other is amusing af#like Logan was unclaimed the whole time and Barron was dissing him for it then it turns out they had the same fucking dad??#he would hate it so much#i love it#the soul thingy for taylor and tyler was highly inspired by Maki and Mai in the jjk manga#I love them 😭#hermes and apollo going for the clark sisters cause they got taste✨#daniel and william gotta respect the game cause pulling a whole god is crazy#their quest could have something to do with mist being lifted and stopping the mortal and divine worlds from being forced to combine
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“Casper, I worry that you might like your car a little too much, buddy.”
-my friend earlier, in response to me eating lunch by where I’d normally park my car if she wasn’t in the shop (yk to mourn her, since she’s so far from home…)
#idk what he’s on abt he’s nuts I like my baby a normal amount#im sorry cars are on the brain rn cos my baby’s in the shop and I miss her#(we’re waitin’ on a part to come in so my hands r tied rn sigh)#my sister didn’t do anything dw Gloria’s just old lol#ah well at least she gets an oil change outta this…but boy do I hate having to take the city bus everywhere#no shade to it but yk. It’s just not the same smh#rambling#whining#personal stuff
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So, I’m a liar. I did color it!!
Yap sessions where donnie is Not Listening while leo yaps to his hearts content
Donnies taking in the sky, Leo’s taking in absolutely nothing
#me and my sister have talk sessions like this#by which I mean I’ll be reading or smth and she’ll just talk abt anything and everything to fill the silence#it’s nice#I like listening to her talk#I imagine it’s the same for them#tmnt#rise of the tmnt#disaster twins#tmnt leo#tmnt donnie#rise leo#rise donnie
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pissed tf off because 1) i have once again put on a new show thinking i could work on shit with it in the background without getting distracted (and failing miserably)(when will i learn). 2) i have a new character that i want to tear apart with my teeth which pisses me off even more because 3) it is EMBARRASSING how much i like this character i could fucking feel my pupils dilating and my prey drive activate literally immediately 4) it is even more embarrassing bc he is so embarrassingly my type that im pissed tf off that i never watched this before now or literally any time i wasnt busy. and this all leads to 5) now i have to think about killing him when i am TRYING TO GET SHIT DONE and it's making me mad it's pissing me off so bad i'm fucking enraged they should invent a way to physically harm fictional characters just for me i think
#IM GOING TO THROW UP#for the record i started watching this show like 3 days ago (the exact same time i stopped properly working on my valentines cards....)#and every day since ive just been like [thinks abt the character] adkjddhsjhahsjdlkakhsghdfashsjkhhds asjhdajsjdhvamnbsmbashjbdnasnd#*starts banging my head against the wall* skjsjhgdjakdshhjsjahjdsada ksdjhjajhadjhkadsjmkajdjs#but like it's not at light yagami levels okay. but i can see it getting there. but i cannot let this happen. but it Could. u understand.#literally my sister asked off-hand what i was watching and i fucking put it down adn started pacing and ranted abt the show#and The Character for Literally an hour when i was on like s1ep5#okay we're far enough in the tags for me to admit it's hannibal Yes i know there is a lot of overlap btwn dn and hannibal fans No i still#didnt watch it for the longest time idk why BUT Why didnt anyyone tell me that will graham is like that. like yeah i knew some things#abt hannibal but i didnt know will was Like That. like i feel sick. i also didnt know about the glasses why havent i seen the glasses#before im losing it im going to throw up and im not kidding i feel physically ill. this is likely bc i ate peanut butter which apparently#makes me feel sick now. not an allergy but it's triggering a problem ive never had w pb before so like Okay ig we;re doing that now#so anyway will graham.... it's not fatal but it is bad. now watch me never post abt hannibal again bc if i start posting abt it it might#become fatal. and then i'll never escape. and like i need to be doing things like applying to schools and being sane#and idk if i can do that and also deal with more characters that i need to kill
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OCtober day 18 - swap 🩸👼 (their original forms look like this!)
i went with "role in the story" for this one. i've thought abt this AU a bit before, but i think a lot of things would change if gwyar was sacrificed instead of claret…
The Cooler Claret spawned from a face monster and so i thought it would b cute to have gwyar mutate from a crimera! (<- objectively uncute thing to say). the monsters r somewhat significant bc they represent unfulfilled desires from when they were still ppl, like claret becoming strong enough to protect her home/family and gwyar's desire to be free (hence y she can fly now).
even though claret emerges as an adult in canon, i chose to keep gwyar as a child in the swapped version bc it felt more fitting. clarets new role in the story is similar to gwyars in that she aims to purge the crimson, but where gwyar becomes quite apathetic, claret takes on a much crueler personality... 😔
#2024#bweirdoctober2024#bweirdoctober#oc-tober#day 18#art#fan characters#my art#my ocs#terraria#terraria oc#claret#(<- she/her in this au)#gwyar#(<- she/they/it in this au)#no matter what universe they're in they're doomed ig...#i think this one has potential to b a little lighter than the original tho#i don't think gwyar has the same desire to expand the crimsons territory as claret did#bc she's always looked to claret for protection and so they have entirely different priorities#gwyar is mostly a lil sassy thing that flies about kdmfj#tho if i thought more deeply about it i could conjure up smth awful i'm sure#so strange seeing claret without red hair#failing her responsiblity to protect her younger sister would rlly mess her up.....#their parents fate is left ambiguous in the original but i think claret might have had a hand in things this time.#trying to imagine how claret would react to gwyar.#gwyar doesn't recognise claret at first but i have no doubt claret would just Know.#and whilst gwyar doesn't remember claret again here she would b so attached to her#sorry for yapping so much i just (crushing them). like them a lot.#shoutout to ecuwe who got me thinking more abt this one lol 🫶#otherwise i would've just done a hairstyle swap sksk
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EVERYONE SEEMS TO HAVE MOVED ON SO WELL, ITS LIKE NO ONE EVEN CARES THAT SHES GONE. ISNT ANYONE ELSE FUCKING MAD? OR CONFUSED? I WILL TEAR THIS WHOLE WORLD APART FOR AN ANSWER, SINCE NO ONE ELSE SEEMS TO WANT TO.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#jay ferin#FORGOT TO POST THISSUN WWWOOOOPS!!#anyway JAY!!! at some point during the feywild arc. after gill lost pretzel. condi had mentioned that the reason jay enabled gills rampage#was bc she had lashed out the same way when she lost her sister. what was that like? what was jay like when she was sad and heartbroken and#AAANGRY? like we've seen her get mad and upset but. we've never seen her in the deepest throes of grief and anguish#I WANNA SEE HER AT HER WORST shes so cool and fascinating to me. also she totally took up smoking that time. thats MY silly headcanon#i love drawing the ferin family so much too. she has the nose from her dads side and the eyes from her mothers#i also like the idea that during the first part of riptide. she was doing her hair up like her sisters. all the more reason for lizzie to#mistake her for her sister eheheh.#NO OTHER THOUGHTS. HEAD EMPTY. TALK TO ME ABT JAY IN THE TAGS#I LOVE READING TAGS I WILL READ YOUR TAGS
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sometimes i think about the way sunday is 100% fine with doing fucked up things as long as he thinks the people he’s doing those things to deserve them
#thinking out loud 🏵️#honkai star rail#listen i might cry and sob over sunday whenever i think abt him#but he is BRUTAL#like look at what my guy did to aventurine 😭#straight up said ur dying now have fun#and he didnt feel ANY remorse because in his eyes aven was the villain#aven was a threat to penacony#and so in his mind his actions were justified#its the same w gallagher#sunday is an asshole to him because gallagher killed his sister (and he doesnt know that shes actually fine)#im telling you if gallagher didnt stab sunday when he did#sunday wouldve started pulling out his whole oh triple faced soul thing#and he wouldve been a lot worse to gallagher than to aven#would it have worked? no idea bc gallagher. isnt exactly real#but who knows#sunday is kind and empathetic no doubt about it#but like an angel he is kind to the weak and ruthless to the wicked#and i LOVE that about him#he’ll be a decent person but the second he has any reason to believe that youre a threat#its free real estate#i have a lot of thoughts on sunday#maybe one day ill share my perspective on how stellaron hunter sunday could work from a narrative standpoint#but today is not that day
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you get riz gukgak so well 👍👍
thank u!! he really kinda is all of my favourite character things rolled into one package (negotiation of principles/investigator-truth seeker-negotiator with reality and the narrative/obnoxious character whose narrative reward for participating in the story is getting to be even more authentically obnoxious/deeply and hauntingly aroace
#not art#everything else abt him is also compelling so Im just eating well while crying over here#the aroace part I believe from the bottom of my heart the moment he bribed a girl in freshman year First Day Of School to eavesdrop for him#In The Girl's Bathroom. like the decision itself isnt far off from a lot of noir stuff trapp's character in mentopolis did the same#but the supreme lack of awareness of what that decision says abt you in a social setting. now That's aroace#the only reason I dont read him as agender too is bc he didnt straight up waltz in there lmao#honestly bouncing off of that I also thinks folks sometimes downplay or buff off how cringe riz is... but its my favourite thing on earth#esp. in tandem with the Everything else abt him. theres an insistence in the genres he pulls from on the greater good and losing#ur real self in the work and being maybe strange but above all The Guy Who Gets The Job Done. and riz pushing the limit of that is awesome#like as a character I feel like some of it is like yeah I do get the job done. if it kills me even. how Strange do I get to be#or is it just being strange in a domineering and mysterious magnetic way. I will be cringe actually deal with that for my service#this and the part of his character that's yknow. Living While Goblin. that's a deeply compelling dynamic to me#anyways uhhh once again typing huge paragraphs abt this guy lmao. this happens forever I let it#anyways for the reason of spy theming and information dealer if u do class swap AU I propose bard!riz#u know. what is disguise if not a sister to stealth (<- extremely transgender sentence to say)
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sigh. one of these days im going to actually read some jane austen and my sister is going to be insufferable about it
#we share the same libby account so she will know....😔#nah she'll have so much fun talking to me abt it she adores jane austen stuff . i have literally not read any of her stuff just to be#annoying to my sister LOL. eldest sibling duties. but im in a classics phase rn and i knowww jane's stuff is coming up soon#p
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good days aren't easy to come by
#simblr#ts4 legacy#valentine gen 4#fun fact for context on why i care so much abt him finally choosing to play the piano on his own#but it's gonna get Long so strap in#basically. the guitar he used to have had been with him since he was like...... my god. probably about 15#he bought it at a yard sale for pennies from an older woman#it belonged to her late son originally and it wasn't even . supposed to be a part of the sale in the first place. she just took a liking to#devin and figured that really it's better in the hands of someone who would use it than for it to collect dust in her garage forever#and he couldn't really practice at home. his parents... are not exactly the kindest people you've ever seen#he was too afraid of them destroying or throwing it away so he'd sneak off to god knows where and learn how to play it from old#youtube videos on his busted up phone#it quickly became Everything to him. his most prized possession. and it wasn't a shitty guitar either. the son was a professional musician#that's how ellie and devin met in the first place. he was playing at the market she used to sneak out to in the evenings to#and she instantly knew . this boy is going places and really they might as well go together#enough backstory of the backstory. long story short: he was struggling to make rent eventually and was out of vinyls to pawn off#so he had no choice left. it was either that or he'd get kicked out along with his sister. who was still struggling a lot w/ addiction#so he sold it. and it broke him. he's literally just not been the same since losing it#his sister stole him a guitar from a music shop she'd go to sometimes but it just wasn't the same and he had not played an instrument since#until now anyway#still not a guitar. but maybe someday#or he can find his old one and buy it again.........#lmfao if you made it here congrats. you win nothing bc im broke but i do respect you
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