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For the Christmas ship meme, Tear in My Heart, Like Real People Do, If My Heart was a House, and Leah and Nate, if you like? Merry Christmas!
So this was originally asked .... hahaha, never mind. I finished answering these earlier, but i wanted to queue it to show up at a more "thematically appropriate" time.
Already answered Chuck/Sarah here.
Elizabeth/Darcy -- Modern!AU? Modern!AU
who starts putting up decorations in october: Elizabeth is in charge of decorating, and October is too early. Have all the leaves fallen off the trees? Is there snow on the ground? Are there skeletons and ghosts and monsters in people’s yards (if they’re in America -- don’t think Halloween’s a thing in England)? Then it’s not time for decorating for Christmas yet. Everything in its place. Darcy wasn’t really a “decorate in October” guy, but he does like Christmas, so once Elizabeth starts teaching him the art of “harmless mischief”, she starts finding her fall-scented candles getting replaced with ones that smell of gingerbread or pine, wintry scenes replacing other photographs or prints, and ornaments or other small decorations hanging in out-of-the-way areas. It becomes a game if she can find them all before the “actual” Christmas decorating season begins.
who buys the advent calendars: Elizabeth. Though that’s more a thing once they have children.
who places mistletoes all around the house: Darcy more than Elizabeth, but while she lives with them, Georgiana hangs up the most.
who wraps the presents for other people: The Darcys have mastered the art of wrapping. Elizabeth is in awe, and though she is never able to match their perfection, she does improve. Somewhat.
who puts the final star/angel on the top of the christmas tree: Before they have children, Darcy gives Elizabeth a boost to reach the top. She is definitely not tall enough to reach it on her own.
who’s the one that hates eggnog: Elizabeth might not hate it, but i don’t think she’s ever developed a taste for it.
who’s the one that bakes christmas cookies for guests: Group project. They have very … disparate experiences with both types of cookies baked, and how to bake them: Darcy grew up baking a few specific “posh” cookies (probably more like cookie bars and sweetbreads) in a very tidy kitchen with his mum and Georgiana, following the recipe to the letter and instrumental Christmas carols on CD. Elizabeth, the kitchen eventually became a free-for-all where multiple recipes could be going on at once, with younger sisters trying to sneak “test cookies” or ingredients like chocolate chips from other bakers, and the radio blaring Christmas pop at top volume.
who sends out the christmas cards: Joint effort. Darcy has the neater handwriting and more experience writing nice-sounding generic Christmas greetings, but Elizabeth is better at adding the personal touch.
who knows all the words to twelve days of christmas: Elizabeth. That song was not often part of the Darcy Christmas playlist.
who’s the better snowman builder: Elizabeth. Darcy had never made a snowman before meeting her.
who starts snowball fights: Elizabeth does it more frequently, though after a few years Darcy will occasionally sneak snow down her coat or even toss a (very small) snowball at her.
who’s the one that wakes the other on christmas morning by playing christmas songs really loudly: Elizabeth wakes up their children that way, but not her husband. He’s usually awake before her, anyway.
Blue/Gansey
who starts putting up decorations in october: Blue, though the ones she puts up are usually … a mix of like Halloween and Christmas, like a skeleton with a Santa hat. Her decorations in general aren’t very traditional. When their place is decorated for pretty much any holiday, it looks like a particularly weird thrift store display got dropped into a high end department store's model room.
who buys the advent calendars: Gansey.
who places mistletoes all around the house: … Y'know, i'm ignoring canon on the subject of whether or not Blue can kiss Gangsey without him, well, dying, but … i don't think it's a tradition they take to for a few years. Henry definitely sneaks some up when he visits, though.
who wraps the presents for other people: They wrap their own. Blue can’t stand Gansey’s magazine photoshoot-perfect corners and inoffensively bland wrapping paper choices, while her uneven wrapping style and eclectic wrapping paper put his teeth on edge; to say nothing of how it would be received at his family Christmas.
who puts the final star/angel on the top of the christmas tree: Gansey.
who’s the one that hates eggnog: Gansey politely tolerates it.
who’s the one that bakes christmas cookies for guests: Blue. Cookie-baking was not a part of Gansey’s upbringing, and though he tries to learn, he’s just too … put-together and proper to fit into the mess Blue makes. She usually pushes him out of the kitchen to do the Christmas cards when she's baking.
who sends out the christmas cards: Gansey. Blue adds her own messages to the ones sent to the other members of the Gangsey and takes initiative on any sent to her family, but if she even sees any of the other cards he's sending, that's the full extent of her participation.
who knows all the words to twelve days of christmas: Gansey.
who’s the better snowman builder: Has Gansey ever built a snowman in his life? Even basic snowman designs are outside his capacity. Blue’s aren’t much better -- lopsided, awkwardly-sized things that fall or melt in ways that make them look even more bizarre -- but part of that is because she’s always trying to make more unique things than the classic “head, body, carrot nose” archetype.
who starts snowball fights: Blue.
who’s the one that wakes the other on christmas morning by playing christmas songs really loudly: Gansey does it once. Once.
Leah/Nate
who starts putting up decorations in october: Leah didn’t decorate that early, but she did start considering where to put the tree, how to arrange the lights, what “regular” decor would be taken down to make room, etc.
who buys the advent calendars: Nate.
who places mistletoes all around the house: Nate.
who wraps the presents for other people: Leah.
who puts the final star/angel on the top of the christmas tree: Nate.
who’s the one that hates eggnog: Neither of them cared for it.
who’s the one that bakes christmas cookies for guests: Leah, and not just because of the aggressively-50s culture of her time period -- Nate would sneak cookies or add unauthorized ingredients, so after the Hot Sauce Fudge incident, he was banned from participating, by his parents, Leah, and himself.
who sends out the christmas cards: Leah.
who knows all the words to twelve days of christmas: Between the two of them, they could usually figure them all out.
who’s the better snowman builder: Nate.
who starts snowball fights: Nate used to, before the war. He couldn’t find the same enthusiasm for it after the war.
who’s the one that wakes the other on christmas morning by playing christmas songs really loudly: Nate, unintentionally. Loud Christmas music is part of the Christmas morning celebration, and he would just forget about his poor wife trying to catch up on sleep after spending the last few nights buying, wrapping, and sending last-minute gifts and cards.
Thanks for asking!
#valiantarcher#ask#answer#s: tear in my heart#s: like real people do#leah tolkien (fallout 4)#queue of wonder queue of night
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Orpheus/Eurydice Bluesey goes so hard. What if the only way to bring Gansey back was to venture into barely healed Cabeswater, wake him like Glendower would never be woken, and bring him out without Blue ever actually getting to set eyes on him. The reminder of how he looked on the corpse road that first night haunting her the whole way out. Blue who almost broke in the cave when the mirror lake showed her a broken version of her mother. How would she do with nothing but trust? Knowing she’s not just doing this for herself, but Adam and Ronan and Henry waiting for her on the other side. That if she fails she breaks more than just her own heart. How would Blue deal with Gansey’s voice in her ear. “That’s all there is.” “Kiss me, Blue.” “Bees, Jane.”
Would she turn around?
#nice :')#lite fanfic#the raven cycle#blue sargent#richard gansey iii#adam parrish#ronan lynch#henry cheng#f: king and lionheart#s: tear in my heart
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this fucking movie and the essence of living felt in spock taking death to reach the stars
#star trek#star trek tos#spirk#k/s#my art#wrath of khan#i start tearing up remembering they couldnt touch#spock#jim kirk#big star is where spock’s heart is#btw
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As I Do Thee Fanzine | Deeb, 1989
#this is one of those pieces of fan art that just#tear my heart in two#so much emotion#yet so simple#mustve been wild to be a part of trekdom in those days#star trek tos#fan art#fanzines#star trek#captain kirk#admiral kirk#star trek movies#space#1980s#the wrath of khan#search for spock#spirk#k/s#the premise#sci fi#science fiction
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Penumbra 🌑🧿⚫️
#TotK#zelda#tears of the kingdom#zelda tears of the kingdom#Zelda TotK#link#zelda fanart#TotK fanart#tears of the kingdom fanart#daeyumi art#legend of zelda#TotK Link#brightbloom seeds#zonai#i’m really proud of this one actually#i love drawing link with glowing eye/s idk it’s a whole mood#i keep drawing him sad tho it breaks my heart he deserves the whole world 😭💔
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OH i just realized...!!
you know how on august 22nd they were like
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and also:
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well the official heart killers twitter account posted this pic a day later:
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and welllllllllllll....
COULD WE BE ABOUT TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED ON AUGUST 22ND??
#the heart killers#joong archen#dunk natachai#fadelstyle#thk sm#august 22nd#adrm#thk#august 22nd has been my roman empire since. well. august 22nd#oh god i NEED these two to drop the information what scene(s) exactly they were referring to#am i onto something here??????#help#no bc we KNOW they were shooting in the kitchen on august 22nd#bc on that day admin posted a pic of FK from ep3 that just dropped#when kant is in the yellow shirt and they are in the kitchen#and they also posted one of JD where style is in a green shirt#so like yeah they were DEF in the kitchen on august 22nd like we KNOW both joong and dunk were there too#and then the next day admin posts one of JD with style in the white/red crop top? that fadel will tear up next ep?#and in that same tweet from august 23rd they posted another one of the ep3 kantbison kitchen scene where kant is in yellow#a behind the scenes pic from that scene but at a point where fadel is talking to kantbison#which we know they shot on august 22nd bc admin had posted one of JUST fk on august 22nd#so yeah that makes me think they shot the scene where fadel tears up style's shirt on august 22nd as well#there's nothing else on august 23rd‚ the next pics were posted only on august 28th#SO!! ARE WE ABOUT TO FIND OUT!! I NEED TO KNOW!!!!
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About to fight the dragon king and I am NOT OKAY
#like fuckin hell props to taash's vo#that scream ripped my heart into a million pieces#how do you expect me to do a boss fight after that#I CANT SEE THE SCREEN THROUGH MY TEARS#like a big part of it is joy that she listened to taash and was able to see them for them#but the other part of is just fucking agonnyyy#taash#dragon age#da4#datv#da4 spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#taash spoilers#i am in spain without the s
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scrolled a little too far back on mogetwt and found pure gold:
#i miss mitsumona… i love asumona y e s but mitsumona~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#‘where were you when this part of idol sengen was being serialised?’ trapped outside due to regionlock s o b s#man… looking at idol sengen on piccoma again like. gosh. 7.9 million hearts/likes so trueeeee#which do you think we’ll get first: mitsuki mv (a la gijirenai) or idol sengen s2?#the crumbs we get of her in mona mvs isnt enoughhhhhhhh aaaaa#even a 1 image mv would do!!! just give us a tiny bit more of her plsssss#i wanna know what made mona such a huge fan of hers~~~~~~~#though. the way mona specifies that she only likes girl idols will forever be funny to me#she really can’t care less about lxl huh… so true of her tbh#girl idols are a m a z i n g (<-weakling who tears up while watching love live live recordings)#like. man. props to the casting directors or sth bc. m a n their stage presence is unreal for idol vas#like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa if you told me the vas were idols themselves id believe you#rkk was so cute. and aik.yan was super cool (esp during her solo) a n d ain.ya was both cute and cool and!!!!!!!!!#but um!!!! i digress!!!! anyways stan girl idols (esp mona) lxl w h o—#i think i’ll forever be envious of those who’ll be able to watch nan.su’s mona oneman live though… no foreigners allowed (how sad)…#though y’all should def check out some of nan.su’s other songs!! her powerful songs are so cool (imo)…#but i think she’s actually really good at singing songs with cheering/chanting portions lmfaooo the monachan lives on#i think hw should give mona more cool-ish songs though… let nan.su show off her range!!!#though. while im on the topic. i think sena should have cool songs too. narumi sisters cool song p l s s s s s#(bc my hot take over here is that hw doesn’t let their vas show off their full range *c o u g h s* i m e a n—)#what am i even on anymore h e l p started on mitsumona ended up in narumi sisters cool song desires…#anyways!!!! stream silent sword (both the og by ama.miya sora and the cover by nan.su) that’s all goodbye
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Thinking about Oikawa and Sugawara and how they're both so different when it comes to volleyball but also their parallels when it comes to Kageyama
#im going to go sob in the corner#im also finally listening to Billie 's new album#THE GREATEST is whats playing in my ear en so the vibes are overall very sad im sitting on a step stool with tears and a heavy heart#maybe one day i will post my thoughts on this#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq!!#oikawa toru#oikawa tooru#haikyuu oikawa#hq oikawa#sugawara kōshi#sugawara koushi#hq sugawara#haikyuu sugawara#kageyama tobio#haikyuu kageyama#haikyuu rambles 🏐
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and if they cry while confessing to each other
#what then#almost every single one of their heart-to-heart 's have been so emotional#with both of them tearing up#the duffers willl pay for my therapy#byler#its gonna be so beautiful
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Listening to instrumentals from the silly doo-wee-ooo show is actually something that can be so painful.
#doctor who#doctor who music#murray gold#segun akinola#musings about music#this is specifically about 10's theme in vale decem. the long song in 11's regen piece. and clara's theme in face the raven / clara's diner#i get psychic damage everytime i simply hear the use of the motifs elsewhere because of the tragic associations those sadder renditions hav#obviously these songs aren't the only examples in doctor who but they are by far the most emotionally devastating ones for me personally#and obviously it isn't just leitmotifs either. basically hearing any piece that played during a sad scene gets to me.#how are you supposed to explain to your coworkers that you're tearing up because of instrumental sound association?#'yeah sorry these violins and humming sounds summoned vivid images of my favourite character dying/leaving and it made me sad'#love that composers can just straight up pavlov bell your emotions by getting you to associate a melody with a sad scene#an addition to this is doctor who instrumentals that make me nostalgic because I associate them with my own past#like 'this is gallifrey: our childhood. our home'. that song was one of my alarms for a good long while back when i was 15ish#so it kinda transports me back to that time in my life whenever i hear it. music really is its own little kind of time travel#i am very much looking forward to the continuing psychological damage murray gold will inflict upon me in the new season#and to have previously uplifting character leitmotifs used against me and forever be contaminated with sad feelings. love to see it#(also: not a instrumental but damn 'the stowaway' has no right being as good as it is. who knew a christmas sea shanty could sound so great#apologies for this probably niche-ish post (is it niche to know ost title's by heart? asking for friend). just feeling things about music
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kghn fic where hinata gets hit by a car on his bike ride home. or his bike gets stolen (pseudo sugar daddy kags arc maybe if tobio pays for a new one ?)
#can’t believe i’ve never read this before#if anyone has I am always so happy to receive recs#kghn#kagehina#hinata shouyou#kageyama tobio#it would just hurt so bad and I rly rly love when fics play on the underlaying themes that make hq so deep and complex and authentic#and beautiful#like the difference in resources and accessibility b/w hinata and kageyama#bc of differences in background/wealth#hinata having to do a half hour bike over a mountain to get to school/home every day has always broken my heart a little#like. fuck he’s just a kid#he’s trying so hard#he’s working so hard#now imagine his bike gets stolen#he relies on it and loves it and maybe can’t afford a new one#he’s so sad and worried and torn up#and he’s stressed tf out bc obv his parent(s) can’t drive him or they would (?)#maybe they can but it’s not sustainable#enter kageyama. freaked out by hinata’s tears. doesn’t like how they make his chest feel weird. buys him a new one.#hinata: did you get a new bike .#hinata internally: it looks just like my old one the bastard#kageyama: it’s yours#hinata: excuse me#this reminds me of that fic where kageyama is on a sports scholarship in uni and a year older and buys hinata things kshfksgkfdhk#it was rly cute#oh the accident one is bc every time there’s a shot of a car on the road while hinata bikes home I have a heart attack#ITS NIGHT TIME. YOU DONT HAVE A HELMET. THERES NO ONE ELSE ON THE ROAD. UR ON THE ROAD AND THERES A CAR#scares the shit outta me I WISH YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO THIS BABY😭😭😭#even tho it’s super important for ur character and themes etc etc ikik
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Still not used to how damn easy it is to make me cry anytime anything dad related is mentioned
It's like a specific trigger that is all over everywhere. Ah well. Such is life.
#speculation nation#not like every mention of a dad does this but if it makes me think about *my* dad. well nonzero chance ill start crying right there.#usually just a few tears. i wasnt even sniffling for this one.#just got punched in the heart and squeezed my eyes shut and what do you know. theres tears now.#stopping as quickly as they started.#and sometimes i see a loving dad in a show hugging his kid(s) and i get just a Deep ache in my chest...#this may or may not just be the entire rest of my life y'all. sigh.#negative/#i guess. i know all the dead dad talk has got to be rather tiring by now.#but it's been almost 2 months and im still processing. alas.#i'll still be processing for months and months im sure. oh well.
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[ID in undercut]
ANOTHER YEAR, ANOTHER ANNIVERSARY REDRAWWW! And it's just gotten gayer each year!!
It's been officially 2 years since I've made art and posted art for this fandom! My 2 year anniversary of officially watching the show was January 3rd but I posted my first art here on this day, January 14th, for the past 2 years and so I wanted to keep that tradition alive while I still have it, SO! I'm very excited and so happy and proud of myself and this fandom. Truly one of the coolest I've been in! I made friends that I've kept between this year and last year! A thing, for me, that happens very rarely because I suck ASS at communicating and talking to them unprompted! This fandom is just so cool! You all are so amazing and talented! I'm STOKED for season 2 and I'm so excited to just growl at it the entire time with the rest of you clowns. Thank you all so much for 2 fantastic years. Love you all *mwah* 💜💜💜💜
Here are the redraw and Og :>
[ID: A digital illustration of Aziraphale and Crowley. Aziraphale has his left hand placed on Crowley's cheek as he leans in to give him a small kiss on the cheek. His right hand is wrapped around Crowley's waist. Crowley is blushing and smiling, his left hand wrapped around Aziraphale's waist and his right hand tucked into his pocket. Hearts float around them along with a halo that shines bright above Aziraphale's head and a demon tail and horns that float around Crowley. His tail forms the shape of a heart. The words "Aziraphale and Crowley" are above their heads. 1/4
[ID: Same as previous but Crowley's sunglasses are off so you can see his mushy expression even more 2/4
[ID: A digital illustration of Aziraphale and Crowley. It's the 2022 redraw. Aziraphale and Crowley stand side by side holding hands, Crowley is wearing his sunglasses and you can see one eye through the lense. He is looking at Aziraphale who is also looking at him with one eye open. Crowley wearing a grumpy look, one eyebrow raised, while Aziraphale has a soft smile that seems almost smug. He also has one eyebrow raised. Halo and demon horns and tail float above around them respectively and over them are the words 'Aziraphale and Crowley ' in gold and red. Hearts also float around them. 3/4]
[ID: A digital illustration of Aziraphale and Crowley. It's the original 2021 version. Aziraphale and Crowley stand side by side. Crowley is wearing his sunglasses and you can see one eye through the lense. He is looking at Aziraphale who is also looking at him with one eye open. Crowley wearing a grumpy look, one eyebrow raised, while Aziraphale has a smile that is most definitely smug. Aziraphale has his hands behind his back while Crowley has one by his side and the other in his pocket. He also has one eyebrow raised. Halo and demon horns and tail float above around them respectively and over them are the words 'Aziraphale and Crowley ' in gold and red. In the background it's a paved road and a tree. The wind blows softly in the air. /End ID 4/4]
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#ineffable spouses#good omens art stuffs#aziracrow#blazenfire223#blazenfire223's art#good omens fanart#LOOOK AT THESE QUEERS 🥺🥺🥺#brings my heart to tears
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Bitte, lass‘ es uns einfach versuchen. Nein.
#'Weil ich dich drum bitte' but make it angst#play 'Stop crying your heart out' by Oasis#When your boss got kidnapped you didn't get any sleep and you fought with your girlfriend#the breadcrumbs are there#there's so much fanfic potential in this film actually#sidenote: e y e s#Karin going for confrontation...but also tearing up at the implications of what Leo just said.#it's fine. it's all fine.#they need to hug and I will not get tired of saying it#Tatort Dresden#Tatort#clearing out my drafts#meins
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Pretty much living in this scene today, so had to make a quick appreciation post for his soft little outfit 👇
That is all, nothing more to see. ☝️
#look at him#so soft#varian things#transatlantic#varian fry#that scene tho#both hurt and passionate but still listening to each other#invented love and respect#´But where would we go Thomas? There´s nowhere to go!´#kills me everytime#my heart#varian cries i cry#thomas cries i cry#tears anywhere tears on me#i´m sure there are more actual text posts in my future#with like thoughts and structured sentences#but for now still very much flailing at everything#it´s been three weeks
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