#right when Jay became robin

[fantasticgothicpeachsludge]

Hello random Tumblr user you have enthralled Is back with art For your Dc x fnaf au! (Excuse the poor quality my computer has stopped working..) But just hear me out Pre Scoop Michael use a much simpler costume. Since he didn't have Henry to build him a suit. All he had with his old foxy mask in a bat!

He looks like he bites people and I mean that in the best ways possible

[amphetamine-keen]

I have a dc x dp idea.

What do y'all think that Jason's soul was up to for those years that he was just, in the ground. Or even when he was catatonic, if you wanna make it longer.

Yes, I am implying that Jason spent those years in the Ghost Zone.

For angsty reasons, I like to imagine that Jason's soul doesn't look like Robin (because that would make it to obvious), but instead, it looks a lot like he did when Bruce first met him. A street kid in a hoodie, armed with a tire iron.

Lets say Jason gets killed by the Joker about a year or two before Danny has his accident and becomes Phantom, and that Jason doesn't remember a whole lot about his time alive, but he's well known around the GZ. He's just this kid who was violently killed, with a spooky giggle, who loves stealing the tires off of Johnny's bike and causing problems. Not because he's mean, just because he's a kid who likes to pull pranks.

Jason and Danny get on like a house on fire. Danny is 100% down to annoy the shit out of Johnny, and as a bonus, Jason is 100% down to help Danny with his English homework. And Danny is immensely grateful that Jason never seems to want to leave the Ghost Zone to pull his pranks. Having to shut him in the thermos would definitely ruin their friendship.

And then one day, Jason is gone. Just gone. He's nowhere to be found in the entirety of the GZ or the realm of the living, as far as Danny can tell. Not even Clockwork can tell where he went, but everyone is kind of hoping that he got to move on, that his soul is at rest. It's never really happened before, but he was just 15 when he was killed, and he deserves to be at peace.

WELL! They're unfortunately wrong!! Sometime after the Red Hood's debut, some cultist shit goes down and Red Hood (and maybe some other bats) get dragged into the summoning of the Ghost King.

And it succeeds. Danny Phantom, crowned ruler of the Ghost Zone, bearer of the Ring of Rage and the Crown of Fire, King of all Ghosts, gets dropped right into the middle of Gotham.

He's really put upon by the whole thing until he notices Hood. It's been a while, and he reeks of rotten ectoplasm and corrupted magic, but Danny would recognize Jason's weird ectosignature anywhere.

"Jay!?"

"Danny!? Since when are you the Ghost King!?"

"Since I defeated Pariah Dark in combat. Since when are you alive!?"

"Since I woke up, two years after crawling out of my own grave. Dude."

And the other Bats are just watching this happen like "I was willing to accept that the Ghost King existed, but I'm having a hard time accepting that this child is him, or that he and Jason became friends while the latter was dead."

The trouble these two would get up to in the living realm is unparalleled.

[sweetlypunk]

OUTLAWS X READER Headcanons

this for that poll I did and Jason Todd headcanons won, but with a twist. Just writing something to cheer me up after someone made me cry:

i don’t have the money to read all the comics so pls bare with me and my knowledge exclusive from social media and dc pages that need better summary.

• Reader has Scarlet witch like powers. (Wanda in DC lmao)

• you trained with Constantine for a few years, until you met Jason and joined his emo group

• It’s more like a team with Roy and Jason but ofc pairing up with the iconic group from time to time

• Everyone is helplessly in love with you, but in different ways.

• You were kind to Bizarro from moment one, never making him feel like a monster. you have used your powers to soothe his mind, which he appreciates

• “you’re so ugly” “you don’t look like a princess”

• “aw Bizarro, you are too nice”

• you bought him a Black Canary vinyl, and he declared his love for you right then and there

• Artemis and you might have had a rough start, but eventually became close, too close

• You helped her see her strength in her own inside war

• She respects strong women, and knows one when she sees her. So she had a great respect for you, as you for her.

• eventually she might have had a small crush on you, though crushes are not her thing.

• you guys complain about the guys way too much (And you love it)

• Pls Roy thinks you are hot and that’s enough for him to love you.

• though you are pretty cool too. (And he’s aware of the fact that you can easily kill him)

• you both enjoy listening to punk bands and feel like rebel kids. Is fun.

• you also mock Jay together, he hates it.

• Roy and Artemis have gotten into fights while pulling you to each of their sides because of who should be the one to take you out

• “I’m the hottest redhead” “you’re the dumbest redhead”

• “Jason is also a redhead..?” “He is a fake redhead. He doesn’t deserve you”

• Jokes on them, while they keep fighting you are glancing towards Jason, who is just sitting with his legs propped up on a table, reading away

• he looks cute.

• but don’t tell him.

• honestly, you don’t know what’s going on with Jason. You are attracted to him, and you know he is towards you too.

• he is just so complicated

• sometimes the burning sensation of the Lazarus Pit gets the best of him and he loses it, his anger taking control. Luckily you are always there for him.

• your magic soothes him and helps him compose himself.

• you stay with your foreheads touching while you match your breathing. Waiting for him to take control over on his own.

• Sometimes just your touch, w/o magic, is enough to calm him. That sweet reminder that not every touch from a foreign skin on his means pain.

• the only pain you could ever cause him is in his heart.

• but he won’t tell you that. (Or to himself)

• you actually met when he was Robin, but you were a civilian, and neither of you recall much. You more than him though.

• someone once called you wannabes Justice Leaguers, You all showed your appreciation for the comment <3 🔪

• most of the justice league either doesn’t know about you, or are too scared to come close. Your ex-mentors love u tho (supes is another story, kay?)

• you all are just fun, traumatized friends hanging out

• they are your found family, and you wouldn’t change them for anything <3

[yvtro]

from time to time i see posts saying that people act like 80s jay was an angel while he was portrayed to have anger issues even back then, and what i have to say to that is: no. it's plainly not true that jason ever had anything that could amount to be called "anger issues" in his original robin runs. he was shown to get exceptionally angry maybe twice and both of these times took place in really extreme situations. both of these times the anger was rightful and out of care. + nearing the end of his run and closely towards his death, starlin did want to make him more snappy to make him unlikable, but even then it wasn't portrayed as his natural trait; it was a result of the circumstances and his insecurity.

if you think someone getting angry when they meet a murderer of their father or when a woman is raped and driven into suicide means that they have "anger issues" then idk what to tell you. or if you think a child being a bit impulsive or irritable at times dictates their whole personality, then i really don't get your standards. especially that otherwise, jay is pretty consistently shown to be sweet, caring and preoccupied with stuff like getting an extra credit at school.

i said it before, but for me, jason's kindness is the core of his story. in his robin days, his anger comes from this place: it's a reaction to injustice and other people hurting. he never was on a truly temperamental side, not like dick. actually, let's compare him to dick quickly: dick got into vigilantism for revenge. as a kid. dick is also often shown to be more neurotic, and it seems to me like he's channeling this energy into commitment to justice. i think for jason it's the other way around: he first got into vigilantism out of sense of duty, and only when failing to protect people or directly confronted with a source of personal trauma he became angry. and i guess that's still healthy. if you don't sometimes get angry, are you paying attention?

but jason's anger post-resurrection? that's a tragedy on its own. i think it can be framed as an almost pathological reaction for him. wherever it comes from, fear or disillusionment with the world, trauma or lazarus pit– i think it's foreign to him, and that he doesn't really know what to do with it. making this kind of anger productive isn't easy, because it doesn't go away. i think it's eating him alive, and that he can barely recognise himself. he probably flinches at his own violence.

so anyway, angry jason? that's jason pushed to the extreme. jason at his rock bottom. and also jason who cares so much that he can't reconcile with how cruel the world is. i think viewing it this way rather than assuming it's his natural trait makes him a much more human and interesting character.

[ggfj84]

The whole world watched as the JLA disappeared from Earth. Abducted, incinerated, teleported to a Bat Burger at the edge of the solar system, who knew?

Jason turned the channel and got ready for his night job. It wasn’t like he could do anything, and Dick would play dress-up to deal with the Rogue Gallery until Bruce came back again. The best Jason could hope for was that Dick didn’t want to tag along on his exploits in Crime Alley.

What he didn’t expect was a text message just before two.

Can you come to the cave? Need your help with something.

Great. If Dick wanted him to now check in every night, Jason would not be responsible for his actions.

And Jason wasn’t going to adhere to Dick’s whim like some obedient pup.

Working. I’ll drop by later.

Three hours, two coffees, and one burger later, Jason zoomed into the Batcave.

“All right, Dickface, I’m here,” he called as he lifted his helmet. “What was so important that I needed to – ”

“Sorry to pull you away,” Dick said rushed, not a hint of sarcasm in his voice. He was surprisingly dressed in jeans, a T-shirt, and a leather jacket. A stuffed duffle hung off his shoulder. “I just got off with Tim. He’ll take care of Wayne Enterprises, so you won’t need to worry about that. If he needs back up, he’ll let you know.”

Why would he give shit about Bruce’s day job? Jason told Dick just that, but his older brother just let out a little chuckle and motioned for Jason to follow him into the main areas of the cave.

“I called Stephanie, too,” Dick continued to ramble. “She excited to fly with you, and yes, I made that executive decision. I think she’ll be a better partner for you than Damian, and Tim said he’ll look out for the kid. They’ve been getting along better for a while, so I think it’ll be good for them to work together.”

Jason followed Dick almost on autopilot, listening intently but suddenly feeling so detached from reality.

“What are you talking about?” He refused to acknowledge his own high-pitched tone or shortness of breath. Dick was taking him to the closet - Batman’s closet. “Stephanie is with the Batgirls, and Damian – that kid needs to be Robin. It’s good for him.” Like it had been good for Jason, once, a lifetime ago. “What are you – “

Dick stopped on the very last step before the platform, putting him at Jason’s eye level, and clasped Jason firmly on the shoulders.

“You are going to be great, Jay.” His voice was pitched low and heavy with the weight of truth. “You have prepared for this. You know what needs to be done and you know how to do it.”

Dick could not be saying what Jason thought he was saying. There was absolutely no way. “You can’t be seriously, Dick. Me? After the last time –“

“You learned. You grew. You finally came home,” Dick said with an easy shrug, but nothing about this was easy. “That was the hard part.”

Jason begged to differ. “Just because I don’t shoot people as frequently as I used to doesn’t mean…” Jason gulped, his trembled hands becoming fists, and he was grateful Dick waited for him to compose himself. “I can’t do this. You can’t be asking me to do this.”

He never wanted to do this, not like this, not when Bruce could be –

“I know,” Dick said, pulling Jason up onto the last level and into a tight, reaffirming embrace. He repeated, lower, “I know.”

They stayed like that for longer than Jason would ever admit, and when he pulled away, he ignored Dick’s glassy and red-rimmed eyes. Dick did the same for him.

Instead, Dick nodded toward the wardrobe. “Why don’t you try it on? Just for size, of course.”

Jason thought he should be offended that Dick was treating him like some child who needed to be coaxed, but Jason was about to throw up. So he guessed he’d let it slide this time.

Inside the wardrobe, a suit awaited him – dark and menacing with a full facial mask similar to the one he wore with his current uniform. Jason went through the motions, undressing and pulling on the dark suit.

As it became a second skin, he called, “Why aren’t you doing this?”

“John Stewart, Zatanna, Lois, and Wally have an idea of where the Justice League might be. They asked me to tagalong.”

“You mean lead them.”

In the silence that greeted him, Jason could imagine Dick’s shrug.

When he emerged from the wardrobe in the cape, cowl still off, Dick smiled. “Looking good, Little Wing.”

He’s supposed to be the freaking Batman and Dick was making him feel twelve again.

Jason snorted and motioned to his uniform. “Bruce is going to kill you.”

“Yeah, yeah.” He pulled out his phone and cringed. “Well, I’m late, so one last quick pep talk.”

Jason rolled his eyes, only for Dick to flick his head. “There are times where you are going to second guess yourself. Don’t. You’re overqualified. Trust your gut, and if you don’t, then trust Stephanie’s. Trust Barbara’s and Cass’s and Tim’s. Lean on them. Despite what Bruce says, he isn’t a loner. He doesn’t do this himself, and neither should you.” He pressed his lips to Jason’s forehead, warm and reassuring and soothing. When he pulled away, a wicked smile was on his lips. “And hey, if you manage to keep all the kids alive, then you’re better than Bruce.”

Dick was walking away by the time Jason recovered. “T-That wasn’t funny!”

Dick waved without turning. “It wasn’t a joke.”

Jason caught up to him just before the Boom Tube. “Dick!”

Dick turned.

Jason nodded, a soft smile forming on his lips. “Thanks.”

For trusting him. For believing in him. For welcoming him home.

Dick’s smile said, “You’re welcome,” but his voice said, “I’d say, ‘Try to keep the place in one piece,’ but it’s not my place. So I don’t care.”

Jason snorted. “I think I like this side of you, Grayson.”

Dick hummed. “I could say the same.” He headed into the Boom Tube. “Kick ass, Jason.”

And then he was gone.

Jason glanced down at the symbol on his chest before glancing up at empty cave. The light from the Batcomputer cast the levels in a soft, blue glow. A bat shrieked. Stephanie’s motorcycle roared in a distance, signaling the arrival of his Robin.

A tiny, hesitant smile teased the edge of his lips.

Time to follow Grayson’s advice for once and kick some ass.

The End

A/N: Just wanted to write some Bat!Jason because of this.

[ti-girl1226]

New Beginnings - Ch 1 (re written)

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He puts his mask on, the red faceless mask stairs back at him in the mirror. He is now red hood not Jason, Jay, little wing, and definitely not robin that child died long ago. That child would have been sitting in his bed while his parents, or who he though were his parents, were fighting. That child would have gotten back from church earlier in the day and would have started praying for the shouting to stop. That child died after Batman didn’t save him, beaten and bloodied in the warehouse. Now he took that child’s place and became something that would scare the child he used to be. But he does it to protect and do what Batman couldn’t. So he straps in his gun into his holster and starts of his portal.

He moves thought the night shadows of crime ally as he moves, he takes down the usual suspects, robbers, thieves, criminals. People who don’t follow his rules. He checks the time it’s half past 12, and he hears his stomach growl. He sighs and sets his sight on the faded neon sigh of a diner, one that him and the child could agree was great. “Batburger” read the sign. He enters and hears an unfamiliar voice form the back, it is young in age and calls out “I’ll be right there.” He wondered who the new person was, he had been going here for a long time to the point that some know his regular. His thoughts are cut of when the person approaches there disheveled a bit seeming to have been cleaning up in the back. “Hello- oh.” The person is looking up at him eyes wide and for a moment he looks into there green eyes. They remind him of his past there eyes were vibrant. His time at ‘Eth Alth’eban was one he was both fond and not so fond about, yet there eyes remind him of his time there. He swears he sees a flash of neon green in there eyes. He stiffens for a moment, he is brought back to the rage of Ra’s al ghul the same green flash coming form the man’s eyes. He blinks and he is back in the restaurant and looking at the (y/c) haired person in front of him. There name tags reads “y/n” they seem to clock back in aswell. “Sorry I’m just a bit surprised, do you want your regular? They made sure to write it down so you don’t have to ask for it every time there’s a new person.” He just gives a nod and they go to the back to make his order. He shakes his thoughts trying to get rid of the person practical child behind the counter. He pays and leaves the restaurant and sits on a nearby rooftop eating his food before getting back to being a crime lord. He finds him self thinking of the child (yes he’s calling them a child they did t looka y older then he did when he was 14) at the wrong time though he gets a bullet grazing his shoulder. He shoots the man who shot him and with that he hear a voice that makes him cringe -he misses the voice he always will but won’t admit it-

“Little wing your hit!” God that nickname it -always- never made him happy it reminded him of the child. The blue acrobatic moved quickly to him “what happened you never get distracted like that” 

“Nothing dick.” He says grumbling, sometimes he thinks if you didn’t know the relationship between the two you’d think dick was meant as an insult but it wasn’t it’s just the name the blue man goes by. “I’m fine I can patch it up myself.” 

“No last time you did you got an Infection and you couldn’t even move your arm” The concern is clear and he knows there is no fighting it. So he begrudgingly moves back to the cave where one of his most favorite person is waiting for him, his arms crossed, an old wrinkled face is stoic, but if you knew the man you could tell he was upset, not enough to get a scolding but he is close.

“Master Jason, please sit” the gray haired man says motioning to the medical table next to him. He sits down and tries not to flinch as he starts getting patched up. 

“Little wing please tell me what’s wrong? You don't just zone out like that.” Dick persisted as Jason sits there. A chair moves out and observes them as dick continues to try to pry the issues out of him. The tired teen sips his coffee and starts to pul, up a program, the screen lights up with heart beats, and other medical information. The teen clicks on the tab labeled “Jason.” And then “irregularities” he scans the screen and finds something that peaks his interest. He then moves to another tab opening “footage” and “Jason” yet again. He moves to the time stamp that the irregularity occurs. He stops the camera and locks onto the face of the same y/c person from before. The teen moves back his chair and his tired voice speaks up through the chaos of the argument that was occurring. 

“Is it this?” Both men turn there head and Jason freezes once again, this time his eyes flash green, the pit. It causes the sleepy teen to stiffen and waken up. He mumbles and moves to scan the person and runs them through a database of faces. Then in bold letters flash across the screen 

“Not recognized.” The room freezes. Jason speaks his voice coming behind the teen now.

“What the fuck Tim?” Tim doesn’t respond frozen before Jason says it again more stern “what the fuck is this Tim?”

Tim respondents a bit flabbergasted “they don’t exist. And there’s no record of them being born or anything, not until 3 months ago.” 

“So what dose that mean exactly.” Says dick.

“It means they’ve either never been seen ever for the past how many years, which is impossible, there’s no way my system has access to everything every single database. Or they… appeared out of thin air, which-“ he is cut of by dick.

“Time travel or reality shifting.”

“Yes dick is right… we-we need to tell Bruce.” The three men all nod agreeing, tonight was there time to investigate. And as they start to in an apartment across the town of Gotham a person unlocks the door, you Walk into your apartment. The clock reads 2 am. And with a sigh you close the door and lock it. You put down your bag and kick of your shoes and grab a snack bar and unwrap it. Taking a bite and venturing further into your dark apartment and into your bed. You lay down and sigh before finishing your bar. As you drift onto sleep and the last thought that hits your mind as the anxiety eats away, is

“Fuck he probably was only weird because I was someone new. I really shouldn’t be concerned over something that is so stupid.” Oh how wrong you were.

- Notes -

please let me know if y’all like what I did with the talking, idk if I fully like it or if it’s to distract.

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[cookeybg]

Unexpected Cohabitation a JonDami fic

Title: Unexpected Cohabitation

Main Characters: Jonathan Kent and Damian Wayne (some of the others show up too, the list is too long)

Eventual relationship: Jonathan Kent/Damian Wayne (my fave)

Stuff to know: No capes, reverse robins, high school AU, no smut, no Brucie Wayne, I know nothing about sports but it will show up, (aaand I think that's it, will add more if it comes up)

Word Count: 1,354

[Here's my table of contents]

Part 2 - Chapter 10

Jon watched as the condensation of Jay’s strawberry milk boba tea dripped down to pool on the table. He grabbed a napkin and bit his bottom lip as he wiped it. This couldn’t be considered a date, right? He looked out the window to watch Jay speak on the phone, his soft pink hair ruffled in the light breeze as he nodded at whoever was on the other line. No, this was strictly part of the assignment Mr.Thompson had given them earlier in the week. He really shouldn’t be jumping into his fantasies when he hadn’t even asked him out. Their assignment had been to cover the up and coming student art showcase and Jay had suggested to meet up after school at the boba shop close by, that’s all this was and nothing more. Just a club assignment, but his heart wouldn’t stop hammering and his hands wouldn’t stay dry and why was it that he couldn’t say anything clever or funny? The moment that Jay’s phone had rung, Jon had felt relief since he had to step out to take the call. Was that normal, should he be this nervous? He wiped his hands on his thighs. Sighing to himself, he took a sip of his mango boba tea. His gaze wandered to stare out at the plaza outside. It was a sunny day in Gotham, the big green space in the center of the plaza was filled with people and students enjoying the mild weather. Dogs sniffed one another while their owners talked, skateboarders skated away from security guards only to return a few minutes later and shop goers carried clear iced coffee cups. The boba shop he sat in was also crowded, the noise so loud it became part of the atmosphere. Taking another sip of his refreshing drink, his eye caught on a head of dark spiky hair walking along with a much taller guy whose messy hair shone a bright orange under the shinning sun. Jon immediately shifted down in his seat, hid behind his hand and hoped that Damian wouldn’t spot him. Damian was good at ignoring him so he doubted he would even look his way, but for some reason he did not want to be spotted on his “not” date with Jay. Jon had learned that Damian was extremely observant, having as many younger siblings as he had probably accounted for that. If Damian found out that Jon had a crush on Jay, that the letter he had accidentally received was actually meant for Jay, and that he was on a possible date, that was definitely NOT a date, he would never hear the end of it. He could imagine it now, those perfect lips lifting into a smug teasing smile, making fun of his pathetic love life, probably bringing Conner into the ribbing. Jon risked a look back, lowering his hand a bit to peek over it and watched Damian turn around. A smaller body slammed into him, nearly tripping him backwards, Colin’s hands shot out to help stabilize him. A girl in a baggy black cardigan clung around Damian’s neck, her forearms resting on his shoulders and her legs wrapped around his waist. The white haired girl smiled down at Damian’s shocked expression. Jon’s hand slammed onto the table, his back ramrod straight, he watched her lips meet Damian’s. He watched Damian let her kiss him, let her wrap her arms tighter around him, let her fingers grip his hair. She then let go and dropped gracefully to the ground. He watched Damian let her hug his arm possessively, laughing at something he said. With his other hand Damian brushed his hair back casually and the group continued to head in the direction Damian had originally been going.

Jon continued to stare at the spot they had stood. The shock that Damian would let anyone kiss him left his fingers numb. He always seemed untouchable, many people tried to get close to him but couldn’t. His own brothers had difficulty making him soften. Hell, Dick was practically the only one who bombarded him with affection. Sure, Colin was constantly draping himself over the shorter boy, but Damian always rebuked him. Jon had only ever seen Talia caress his cheek and Bruce only ever pat his shoulder. Yet, here he was, letting a girl, Jon had never seen or heard of, kiss him. Publicly. “Sorry it took so long.” Jon startled spilling some of his drink on the table. Cursing under his breath he grabbed a napkin from the dispenser on the table and wiped it up. His cheeks felt hot when he looked up into warm brown eyes and imagined a green tint. Jay sat down across from him looking at him with concern. “Are you ok?” Jay’s eyebrows furrowed, “you look a bit flushed.” “No, yeah, I’m good and I didn’t mind,” Jon cleared his throat, “waiting for you, I mean.” Jay looked at Jon skeptically, he drummed his fingers on the table, biting his pink bottom lip. Jon turned away from Jay’s stare to grab his notebook. He lightly placed it on the table, took a deep breath, forced a smile and met his eyes. “We should get started before we miss the deadline, right?” Jay nodded and the rest of their time together consisted of comparing notes and discussing what would be written in the article. Jon didn’t notice that he wasn’t as nervous anymore. He didn’t notice that he had made Jay laugh a couple of times. He didn’t notice that their hands had brushed against each other once or twice. On his way home, Jon sent a text to his dad letting him know to pick him up from the bus stop, he didn’t want to walk all the rest of the way to the manor. No buses passed through Bristol. The bus itself was nearly empty with only two other people who looked tired and worn out. He leaned his head against the bus’s window unable to stop the replay of the kiss. Why was he so shocked? Damian’s older than him, he’s popular, he’s handsome, of course he would have a girlfriend. Why wouldn’t he? It was already bad enough that he was living in the same house as that bossy, infuriating, talented jerk. He saw him first thing in the morning, during school, even though Damian rarely acknowledged him, and he saw him last thing every night because they all ate dinner together. There was no escaping him, Jon felt he knew more than he needed to about Damian. He was too disciplined, a perfectionist, a workaholic, rarely ever knew anything about mainstream media and was overly committed to his animals and loved ones. Jon had at least thought Damian was as hopeless as he when it came to love, but it seemed that he had him beat on that front too. How dare he flaunt this girl, when he wouldn’t even give back the letter he wrongfully took. Who was that chick anyway? She had hung onto Damian with ease. Her thin, small frame was kept aloft by Damian’s strong shoulders and thighs. Jon could imagine how it would feel to hug him. He had seen Damian in a white T-shirt, soaked in sweat, the material see through and clinging to well defined pecs and abs, more times that he wanted to admit to. He had seen those legs in jersey shorts, knew of their strength. Her lips had touched, probably more than once, his soft plump lips- Jon stopped that train of thought. He didn’t need to imagine any further, didn’t want to. What Damian did or didn’t do, what he let others do to him, was not any of his business! He groaned and frustratedly ruffled his hair. Damian was so annoying. He hugged his bag against his chest, his arms tightened around it hard enough to be able to feel his school books and folders jab his biceps. He reasserted his dislike of the arrogant jerk. Jon wasn’t sure how anyone liked him…why then, did his chest feel so heavy?

Hoped you like the chapter! Jon is starting to fall hard, if he hasn't already. :D

[eiririamiu]

Please help me find this Jason Todd& Bruce Wayne Batfam fanfic.

I came across this beautiful fic on archive of our own a while ago but now when I tried to re-read it I couldn’t find it anywhere. I don’t remember its title or the author’s name.

On the first half of the fic there were many sweet interactions between Jason and Bruce. Like Bruce would hold Jay in front of him and put his chin on Jay’s head while they were supervising mugs as Batman and Robin. Also Bruce would let Robin!Jason hide under Batman’s cape to keep warm when it’s getting cold. Jason was loved and taken good care of by Bruce.

But on the later part of the fic the Duo still argued and became apart from each other. The story ended with Jason chasing Sheila and getting killed.（If I remembered it right.）

This is definitely one of my favorite batfam fics. I left kudos, thinking I could come back later with my kudos history. Then I found out there was no history for kudos. I have already spent nearly 10 hours in going through all my reading history and got nothing. If anyone happens to know the title or the author of this fic please let me know. It would really be appreciated.

[that-sea-sponge]

Batfamily VS Superman (my take)

So, I've fallen into writing Batfam fanfic of all sorts. Ships I've never even conceived of, but the family is FUN. Every once in a while I get a question about why I write Superman to be such an asshole. To be clear, I don't hate Clark or Superman. I adore the character whose hero fantasy is saving the whole world. I give the characters I like the most the most shit.

Superman is forced to have a global perspective because the man is basically a god. Nothing he does is small, he's incapable of being small. He would kill people if he ever became super hyper focused on one person or purpose. This should, by design, put him in direct opposition to the people whose job, specialty, and purpose in life is to be small - the Batfam. Even when they want the same things, they want it for different reasons and most of the time they reach a consensus.

The thing is, right, Clark would gladly die to save the world. He has died to save the world. That's about the only way he can die. Bruce or Dick or Jay would die to save just one guy they've never met and they're lucky they don't do it accidentally on any given night. There's a world of difference there and I love it when writers are able to play with it. So, yeah, my Supes is kind of arrogant and kinda rigid when others have to be more versatile and open to accepting new ideas. The world needs Superman, but it also needs little Damian Wayne tying up muggers before curfew because there are exams in the morning. Maybe it needs Damian a little tiny bit more because kids grow up wanting to be Superman but they already ARE Robin -they just might not know it yet.

[kiss-me-muchoo]

𝙃𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮, 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙞𝙩? • 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙈𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙭 𝙁𝙚𝙢!𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

𝙎𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮• 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙜𝙣𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙈𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙤𝙣. 𝙃𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙨 𝙞t’𝙨 𝙖 𝙟𝙤𝙠𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪. 𝙊𝙣 𝙉𝙚𝙬 𝙔𝙚𝙖𝙧’𝙨 𝙀𝙫𝙚, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙭𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙞𝙣𝙟𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙙. 𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚’𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣? 𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨• 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙚, 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙜𝙣𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙮, 𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙜𝙣𝙖𝙣𝙩 (𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩). 𝘼/𝙉• 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙄’𝙢 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙜𝙣𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙮 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣. 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙎 𝙎𝙊𝙉𝙂, 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙩. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝘿𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧 31𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙉𝙖𝙝, 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙡𝙖𝙯𝙮. 𝙉𝙊 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙊𝙁𝙍𝙀𝘼𝘿

𝘾𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙮-𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙭 (𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩)

𝙅𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙥𝙝 𝙌𝙪𝙞𝙣𝙣 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

𝙀𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙈𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

_________ _________ _________ _________

“Nancy!” you screamed after clinging to the bathroom sink. Your heart beating super fast, already ringing in your ears. “Coming!”

Nancy didn’t know you were calling her for help. She was your roomie. Both of you renting an apartment complex in Hawkins Downtown. Going to the same college, Monday through Thursday. Nancy quickly became your best friend back in August 1986. You were very much like her, smart girls, with soft and elegant styles. She was amazed by your years living on the west coast, admitting to you that she dreamed about living there.

“Oh God…” she whispered after seeing you. Her hands groped your shoulders, giving you a gentle touch. “Is it Eddie’s ?”

“Yes…” you were pregnant. You were 20 and pregnant. Eddie Munson was the father, and you two weren’t even dating.

“What am I going to do?” Nancy gasped after hearing you start sobbing. She could see the pink and white stick in the sink. It definitely was positive, you were going to have a baby.

“Shh. It’s gonna be fine. I’ve seen you and Eddie. I don’t think he’s gonna freak out. I’m not sure if he is in love, but he totally likes you. A lot…” you met Eddie in 1987. He was 21 and started working in a body shop. He wasn’t interested in college, he wasn’t interested in commitment. He openly admitted that women weren’t interested in him, and he wasn’t interested in having a couple. Now, what the hell?

“I don’t know, Nancy. I don’t know…” she ran to hug you, leading you to your bedroom.

“Go to his work. Tell him, and give him some time to think.” you knew she was right. Eddie was sweet, kind, and noble. He wasn’t going to simply shut you out.

“Yeah, okay. I’ll do it.” he had to listen. It wasn’t a secret that you loved him. How could you not be in love with him? He was cute, carefree, everything. Taking you to dinner, the movies. Listening to every subject you had to struggle with in college, and watching your cheesy movies when he stayed with you. He said you weren’t fuck friends, you were his special girl.

He was like your boyfriend, but without a title.

“I’m here. Steve’s gonna be here too. And Robin and Max, Jane, Dustin, Johnatan..:” your closest friends were going to be thrilled. And no matter what happened, they were going to be for you.

“Thank you, Nance. Really…” she nodded to you, offering you a warm smile.

.

As you parked your car, again you were nervous. Eddie’s workplace was near your home with Nancy. But this time felt like hours, every red light in the traffic was giving you anxiety.

“Hi, Jay. Is Eddie working?” The man gave you a happy smirk, giving you a sign of waiting. “Munson! Your girl is here!”

“He’s been talking more than usual about you. I like you but it’s annoying” any other day you would’ve giggled with a big smile and crimson blush. But that day you could only give him the shortest smile.

“I’m here, I’m here” there he was. Wearing a dirty tank, oil covering his soft abs. His long hair was safe in a bun. Any other day you would’ve run and kissed his cheek, whispering how much you wanted to fuck him. That day, you gave him a nervous smile. When he noticed you were not getting close to him, he did it.

“Hey, sweets. What’s up?” you crossed your arms, clearing your throat. “Can we talk?”

“Uh… sure. I Can take some minutes” you lead him outside. He could put something was off. Outside of the shop, you were still crossing your arms.

“So…” you knew you had to play it a little. You couldn’t be so obvious, first, you needed to know his opinion.

“I just wanted to talk. I was super scared in the morning after a noise woke me up” Eddie giggled. There was his sweet and cute girl. Maybe he was in love with you. After hearing you sing one of his songs months after meeting each other, he knew he liked you. Okay, he knew he was in love with you. But…

“Aww, that’s cute. So you needed me to comfort you?” you nod, lying. Causing Eddie to hug you tightly. “Sometimes you act like a baby”

“Is that bad?” the mention of babies fits like a ring. A good starter for dropping the bomb.

“Not at all. It’s cute again.” Never in your wildest dreams, you thought you would be able to meet the real Eddie Munson. Him calling you a baby in the sweetest way.

“I do like babies… they’re soft, smell nice and they are super adorable” Eddie giggled again. “Not when they shit in their diapers. Babies are like little devils”

“Oh, so you would never have a kid? To teach him D&D stuff? Or make him a little metalhead?” it could be manipulative, you knew. But… you had to know.

“I don’t know, baby. Why are you asking this?” the question sent shivers through your spine. “Well…”

“What would you say if I told you I’m pregnant?” his face went pale. Like four seconds of silence, and then he started laughing. “You’re joking…”

“Eddie…” he walked towards the door of the body shop. Looking at something, a calendar.

“It’s a joke. December 28th is close. Happy innocents day” great coincidence. It was an organized accident “I thought you were saying it for real. I got super scared”

“Would it be that bad?” suddenly the air felt heavier. Your skirt wasn’t enough to cover your shivers.

“I don’t know. But it would definitely be an accident. Like, What would I even do with a kid?” that wasn’t what you were expecting. He was accepting his immaturity, and it disappointed you even when you had no right to feel bad about it.

“Okay, I’m not surprised” your answer disappointed him. And he regretted that, because he wanted to prove to you many things, but he couldn’t ignore who he was.

“It would ruin our lives probably. I-, you couldn’t be the mother of my kids” tears gathered in your eyes instantly. And he closed his eyes because he knew that was the worst answer he could give you.

“Oh, I’m sorry, Eddie. I’m sorry I can’t be at the level of your desires. I can’t even make you ask me to officially date.” he tried to stop you, but you were already in your car, leaving the body shop. You had sobbed out of nowhere but somehow he knew he was wrong. Because he knew you two acted like a couple but he never got the balls to take you on a date or ask about your feelings.

He didn’t want commitment. But after more than a year, you thought maybe he liked you. Maybe those nights together meant something. Maybe he cared for you. But no. He got anxious at the mere thought of you being the mother of his children. You weren’t his type after all. If you said hi to yourself at eighteen years old, she wouldn’t believe any of what happened in 1988. At days before the year was over, you were pregnant. And you didn’t even told the father because he thought it was a joke, and after that, he said he could never have a baby with you. However, you wanted to get rid of the baby. You didn’t know how to. Suddenly you regretted all those times you fucked with Eddie. Barely even asking if he had protection because your hormonal pills were helping, apparently not much. Just as his touch wasn’t real, you were holding on to a fucking lie. But, all he can think it’s a joke, you included. To him your pregnancy, to you… his love.

.

Steve ended up running a Chinese food restaurant. It was super pretty, with red sky lanterns all over the place. Every Friday you would go with Robin, Nancy, Johnatan and Steve of course, and Eddie… You knew he was going to be there, in the end, your friends were his friends. Before the fight, you would share Lo Mein noddles and an order of wontons with Eddie. If you weren’t pregnant, you would’ve confessed your feelings for him. He was basically your boyfriend. He was a good man with you, he never disrespected you or made you feel wrong, until now.

“Hey! I got our favorite table. Everyone’s here already” Steve greeted you and Nancy. A shaky feeling invaded you just by thinking about Eddie’s presence.

“Hey, relax. You’ll have me and Robin on each side” Nancy said, making you smile. “Thanks”

Eddie saw you, and it hurt him that you didn’t even made a glance at him. He noticed red lipstick and a turtleneck sweater, along with a skirt and boots. The same outfit you were in on your first, not official date. Eddie remembered the nights when you went to watch some movie, kissing like teenagers in his van, and going to eat burgers and burritos in filthy but delicious places.

“I think we should make a New Year’s Eve party” Johnatan stated. Everyone agreed, even you. But your attention was on your spring rolls, feeling Eddie’s gaze every time. You wanted to think he was just as hurt as you were. And maybe it was toxic but it wasn’t fair you were suffering more. He didn’t know it was real that you were pregnant. As soon you start thinking you need to see a doctor, you need to know how is the… baby, you block the subject.

.

Eddie didn’t hear from you in days. He even stopped by your apartment, and Nancy told him you were at college. Lies, you were there, spending hours on your bath, thinking over and over about everything. Eddie wasn’t sure if it was normal to be at college two days before the new year. But he didn’t think about that until he was in his van.

For some minutes he questioned if you were really pregnant. You reacted way too emotionally, but no, no way. You had the pills, and his health was too messed up to create a fetus. He smoked a lot, if he wasn’t with you all he ate was junk food. He barely did any exercises and just as he turned 21, he had consumed more alcohol than he was supposed to. So no, you couldn’t be pregnant. Anyways, he could see you as the mother of his kids. He never had someone to rely on. Uncle Wayne grew tired of his shitty decisions. You cherished everything of him. You were the biggest thing that could ever happen in his life.

Especially after he almost died. He started seeing everything differently. He wanted a partner, but he tended to say he didn’t do commitment.

That’s how it went for some days. Until New Year’s Eve approached and the novelty was the party at the Byer’s house. You knew Johnatan and Will, they were cool. Even though their mom was cooler, and his partner too. Jane, how you opted to call her instead of El or Elle, told you that his father and Joyce were leaving for some days, and they were aware of the upcoming party. Nancy agreed to not say a word to anyone about your condition. Because you didn’t know what the hell you were gonna do yet.

At the end of the day, you just wanted to forget about the thing that was growing inside you, with no pressure. That’s how you ended up getting ready for the party with Robin and Nancy. They said a red dress would fit you. You didn’t care honestly, but you just agreed without even thinking. Something at the back of your head was telling you to stay at home, but you couldn’t help going to the party. Even when you knew Eddie was going to be there.

.

Don’t do it, you screamed in your head.

You’re pregnant, you can’t drink, you were screaming to yourself again. But the truth was that you were scared, you weren’t sure if you wanted to keep the baby. The party was relaxed, but Eddie didn’t appear for dinner. You almost forgot about him at that hour. So Steve offered you a glass of wine.

“Thanks, Steve” irresponsable. You drank the glass accepting you just fucked things up. “Hey. Where’s Eddie?”

“I’m not sure. I haven’t seen him?” The mention of him was enough to drink all the wine. Then you asked for more.

And more, and then more, a little more, and finally more.

“Okay, y/n. Maybe it wasn’t a good idea to let you drink that much” Steve said. Johnatan was holding you steady, and Steve took your beer. You giggled, showing how drunk you were. “No, I’m okay”

“Careful, you can’t even stand alone” Johnatan was right. But that didn’t stop you. Somehow you managed to get into the kitchen to open a bottle of brandy this time. You weren’t even conscious, all you could think was I’m having fun. I’m not pregnant, it’s a mistake. Eddie isn’t the father, because I’m not pregnant.

“Eddie’s here!” Robin announced. Suddenly you weren’t having fun anymore. Your stomach twitched. Your heart started beating very fast, a cold sweat. Nervousness flooded you, causing you to grip the sink in the kitchen.

“Eddie is here” Nancy whispered when she found you. She watched you nod, giving her the view of your back still. “Are you Okay, y/n?”

“I-, I’m…” vision blurred, nausea. You felt extremely heavy.

“Y/n. Are you okay?” This time Jane asked, softly grabbing your shoulder after joining you and Nancy. You were going to faint.

“Y/n!” After Nancy screamed your name, everyone was in the kitchen. Max was the first to hear, so she came running and held you, your back on her legs. Everyone heard you collapsing on the floor. Nancy was in shock after seeing you had a bottle of alcohol in your hand. Perplexed, she moved your leg from the broken glass.

“Oh, my god. Who gave her the bottle?” Silence. Johnathan and Steve looked at each other a couple of times. When Eddie entered the scene, he froze after seeing you unconscious on the floor, some fresh blood surrounding your legs. “Who the hell gave her alcohol?”

“It was me…” Steve accepted, grabbing his chin. He felt bad, but he would feel worst.

“She’s pregnant!” Max opened her eyes widely. Everyone looked at each other in shock. And Eddie felt he was going to vomit at any time.

Before he could say or think o even breathe, Jhonatan and Steve were carrying you to Nancy’s car. With Mike, Max, and the not so kids behind arguing in shock about your state.

“Nancy. You’re serious?” Eddie asked. Grabbing Nancy’s forearms and stopping her on the porch of the house. It was dark already. The girl gave him a cold shoulder and silently joined Johnatan and Jane in the car. Eddie felt wrong, probably Nancy knew all the time, and after what he said, it would be no secret that Nancy would be a little distant.

“It’s yours. Right?” Eddie got scared but relaxed a bit after seeing Max beside him.

“Yeah…” the red hair nodded. “I thought it was a joke. I didn’t want to believe her… so I accidentally said she could never be the mother of my kids”

“Jesus, man. You traumatized her” probably Max shouldn’t have said that, but that’s what the metalhead beside him deserved.

“I noticed she was nervous since she arrived. And super anxious, but I thought it was nothing…”

“And I go and give her the fucking beer…” Steve said joining the conversation. Eddie looked at him. He couldn’t blame Steve, he didn’t even know. Steve was such a good friend, there were a lot of stupid reasons to be jealous of him, but not real reasons.

“Hey, I’m sorry, man. I didn’t know she was pregnant” you were pregnant. No joke, there was never a joke. Eddie got you pregnant and he was there, feeling miserable with Steve and Max instead of being with you.

“It’s okay, Steve. You didn’t know. Now… I’m going with her”

“I’ll take you. Who’s coming?” Dustin came running to Steve.

“I’m going.” Eddie smiled briefly. He never said it, not even to you, but Dustin was his favorite kid, then Max and Jane.

“Okay let’s go” Eddie went to the passenger seat. With Lucas, Dustin, and Max behind. There were 3 hours left for the new year. But nobody was thinking about that.

“Okay. Will and Mike stay to wait if Joyce or Hopper call. Let’s get going” Eddie was quiet. The twenty minutes trip to the hospital kept him thinking. Before he could apologize he wanted you to be fine. He knew you could lose the baby.

——

The hospital was empty. Nobody was there in the new year. 10:38 pm. Eddie hasn’t even seen Nancy. The nurse told them you were taken to ICU almost two hours ago. Eddie couldn’t stop feeling anxious, his left leg bouncing uncontrollably against the cold floor.

Suddenly a doctor came and said your name.

“Oh thank god” everyone stood up but Dustin gently pushed Eddie. As of saying he was the indicated to respond for you. So he did, shaking a little.

“I’m Eddie, he-, her boyfriend” he lied but truth was, he wasn’t your friend, he was much more than that.

“Doctor Collins. I already talked with her friend but she said y/n had more visits here. She’s fine, and the baby is fine. We can hear the heart in a good state. To be at five weeks, y/n was very lucky” Eddie sighed relieved. He slowly nodded. “she vomited a lot shortly after arriving. Thankfully she got all the alcohol out before her system processed it. And therefore, the baby too.”

“Thank you. Thank you so much” The doctor smiled a little. He was old, so Eddie trusted him, he believed that young doctors weren’t good enough.

“You can see her if you want” Eddie nodded and called the others to follow him and the doctor. “I believe she’s gonna be fine to leave tomorrow”

“Thank you so much. Uh.. happy new year” the doctor thanked Eddie and left them in a new empty hall, Eddie thanked the doctor didn’t ask how it happened. Only Johnatan, Nancy and Jane were already there. Suddenly everyone was quiet, looking at Eddie. He slowly reached the room you were in.

“Don’t you dare, Eddie” Nancy said stopping him. “I don’t want you to go and disturb my friend.”

“Nancy, I won’t. But I need to make things up. I’m going to be a father and she’s the girl I love. I need to see her” he said whispering. Slowly, Nancy let him go, moving away from the door.

“We’ll join you after…” he nodded to her, ignoring the looks of everyone else. Decided, he opened the door. The room was clean and nice. Thankfully smelled like you. Grabbing a plastic container with a straw on it, and looking at some papers, there you were.

“Hey…” you stopped looking at the papers. Raising your view and focusing on the man in front of you. 11:42 pm. You wanted to sleep when you arrived, now you were fine you were hungry.

“Hi…” you could only state. Suddenly feeling nervous again, feeling a little in that bed.

“You look better” Eddie mentally palm-faced him. Of course, you looked better. “I feel better, thank you”

“Always so damn polite” you shrugged, trying to ignore his gaze by sipping at your rice water. “Yeah, unlike others…”

“I know. I-, I’m sorry” you could see him scratching his hands. His long hair interfered all over his face. “I really thought it was a joke. I know I completely screwed things up when I said you couldn’t be the mother of my child”

“But uh-, I meant that… How could you be the mother of my child? You have a decent family, you’re sweet, fun, and extraordinarily beautiful. Hell, you’re even in college working your ass for a degree.” You smile a little, just because he flattered you as always. “And I’m Eddie Munson. Once the town freak, once Eddie the banished. Always poor, shitty family, stubborn, and mostly a loser. Why would you even look at me?, now How the hell you would end up having my baby? You deserved more…”

“Stop. Stop it” you said wheezing. You couldn’t bare how he was describing himself. “Don’t say that fallacies about yourself”

“I don’t need more because I’m okay with you. I think I fell in love with every detail of you the moment you asked me to have dinner for the first time. You work so hard, you send money to Wayne every time you can. You take your time to be with me almost every day, you were amazing with me” crying you protect the papers you had over your chest. “Why don’t you just accept that you treated me so well because I was a good fuck? And now that I’m pregnant you don’t want to take the responsibility because you don’t even like me.”

Eddie saw you curling into a ball on your right side, crying as you held the same papers. His heart broke, seeing you like that. He had to stop that pain, it wasn’t good for you or the baby. After all, he liked kids, and he had some experience with The Hellfire Club, but he knew a newborn was harder. Yet, he wasn’t scared anymore, because he would do anything just to see you happy.

“Y/n. That’s not true…” you could feel him rubbing your back. And when you opened your eyes he was kneeling by the bed. Giving you a sincere looking with his beautiful eyes. You could barely see him due to the tears. “I did all those things because I love you too. You’re a lot more than a good fuck. I guess I was a little nervous about asking you out, always postponing it. But I want something serious with you. I don’t mind having a baby with you, sweets. I will work harder, I’ll give you everything you deserve”

“I don’t want you to do this for pity. My baby deserves a real father” he smiled. He loved how reckless and direct you could be. He decided that he was going to be there for his baby and you. 11:55 pm. It wasn’t on his plans to settle down so early but he didn’t regret it.

“I assure you I want this. I’m sorry it didn’t go well, but I really love you. And I wasn’t planning it, but I would love to have a baby with you”

“See…” you handed him the papers. And finally, he could see the content. It was your ultrasound, a tiny little ball resting on your womb. He giggled, feeling his eyes get teary.

“Oh, God. He’s tiny” you arched your eyebrow, giggling too. “He?”

“Alright. It’s tiny… but I think it’s he” he melted when you gently tangled his hair on your finger. He couldn't stay still and not kiss you. So he reached your cheeks and deeply kissed you.

12:00 am, the guys are cheering outside. You smile through the kiss, hugging his neck.

“Happy new year,” he said rubbing your hip. It was a weird way to receive the holidays, but after all, it felt warm and natural.

“Okay. Sorry, but we needed to know what was going on. Happy new year” Robin said peeking through the door. After seeing you and Eddie all tangled he sent you both a smirk. “They’re okay, kids”

Eddie and you started laughing and happily received all of your friends in the room.

You didn’t know what was about to come, but you were glad to be okay with Eddie.

“So, yes. My girl and I are having a baby. It’s real, it’s happening” everyone started talking, and after inviting Eddie to see beside you on the bed, you grabbed his forearm.

“Your girl?” Eddie sighed and funnily rolled his eyes. “Oh for fucks sake. You’re almost my wife now. But ugh… Would you be my girlfriend?

“Of course, Eddie” after looking at each other like two stupid teenagers and sharing a short kiss, you both started talking about it with your friends.

[daisychainsandbowties]

favourite books of all time? best non-fiction/fiction?

okay so this is just what i can think of right this second and i’m answering in the vein of these are my favourite books to read for the 💖💖 or when i need to feel warm or safe or whatever. i also admire & learned from their authors’ writing so. that too.

red sister and its sequel grey sister by mark lawrence (it’s gay nuns you guys like that right?)

sabriel and lirael by garth nix (for the beautiful magic system and because lirael made me feel seen as a kid)

best served cold by joe abercrombie (very fucked up. monza murcatto may have invented feral bloodsoaked girlfailures for me 🤔)

the black magician trilogy by trudi canavan (i would die for sonea no-last-name)

assassin’s apprentice by robin hobb (the whole series but this book i have read twenty times)

railhead by philip reeve (trains trains gender trains)

senlin ascends by josiah bancroft (there’s a tower and a guy who looked away for one second and lost his entire wife)

the locked tomb by tamsyn muir (self-explanatory)

the his majesty’s dragon series by naomi novik (but especially the first one. GOD 😭)

nevernight by jay kristoff (blood reasons, the prose might annoy you but it’s a fuck buddy to me)

the fifth season by n.k. jemisin (will destroy you. make you understand things about me and hands and breaking and bea in swau)

the poppy war by r.f. kuang (when i say this whole trilogy is brutal take me seriously)

she who became the sun by shelley parker-chan (again. GENDER)

on earth we’re briefly gorgeous by ocean vuong AND night sky with exit wounds by same (makes me bite)

the unbroken by c.l. clark (gay gay gay gay. haven’t read the sequel yet but i love this one)

the girl and the stars by mark lawrence (🥺🥺)

[punkeropercyjackson]

Mathew Wayne headcanons

@theautisticcentre

His full name is Mathew Jacob Wayne(So him and Tim can have matching middle names since they debuted close to eachother)

Sunshine boy but goth flavored

Not shockingly tall but definitely passess as older than he is due to his height

Jacked for a teenager too due to his training

Him and Tim became instant besties and it didn't take long for them to start seeing eachother as brothers.Stephanie was more difficult but purely because Mathew was worried she was only trying to date Tim to hurt him and/or get at Batman

When Stephanie was Robin,that was when they became friends and he mourned her death almost as much as Tim did.He was VERY shocked when Gotham ressurected her and she showed up at Wayne Manor to greet him with a huge grin and a bear hug and he asked lots of questions through his tears of happiness

He came in when Summer was still (begrudingly) Sparks and was an influence on his current personality with his positivity.He made semi-regular apperances on Ember's Ashes and is considered an honorary Superfam member by Supergirls

Was the one who made Cass discover goth subculture and he thinks she's literally the coolest person ever(and i mean,yeah,he right).She thinks pretty positively of him in turn

Babs was the one to come up with the 'Batboy' name,as a joke but Mathew loved it so much that it stuck

Was lowkey intimidated by Jason pre-Rhato but went to join him after a fight with Bruce that really shook him and now they're eachother's favorite brothers along with Duke

Speaking of which,the reason him and Duke are so close is that they're exactly the same personality wise!!20/20 VISION BITCH THEY TWINNINNNNNN' /ref

Before becoming an Outlaw,he was an unofficial team with Stephanie,Damian,Kara,Summer,Lian,Cass,Babs,Dick and Bobby in Batgirl 2009!!They were simply known as 'Batgirl's gang' since they weren't official

Almost Cass level fighting skills once he gets older and even beat Slade at one point

His love interest is Jennifer Williams,the first Batgal and third Nightwing.She's black,the same age as him,a bi demigirl and autistic!!Their ship name is Jennibat and Jennifer's a very bubbly and kind but headstrong and snarky person who's interest are anything pastel,video games,literature and legos!She's adoptive daughter of a black lesbian couple who run a library and met Mathew as Batboy when she saved his life and the next day as Mathew Wayne when he went pick up a book for a school project.Since Jennifer is middle class,they go to different schools

Eventually,she gets so entangled in the Batfam that Dick takes her under his (Night)wing and gave her her title as a reference to how much she reminded him of Mathew.No official teams for her until Rhato but she has semi-official partners in Summer and Mathew and has had several teamups with the Wonderfam

His verse's Rhato is not that shitshow in canon but my own version of it-It still started in 2011 but the lineup is instead Jason,Eddie and Rose as the original trinity and Summer and them as the Dark Core Four and Pepper(@moonage-gaydream)as their Greta with the other members being(in order of when they join),Thad,Imani(@honeypotsworld),Kyle,Mathew,Lilith and Daisy(@insomniac-jay),Artemis and Venus(@insomniac-jay)!!

[batstorm93672]

It was a trickle at first.

Damian laughed, he looked so small in this cave, barely able to keep himself up as he had shut his eyes with all the laughter.

It became a puddle.

Tears were gathering at his eyes, they all noticed it happening yet no one moved. This... uncharted area was something to look at, no one wants to provoke it and make it worse.

Then a river.

His laughter was a mix of the tears down his face, recounting in his mind what happened.

Finally a tidal wave.

Sobbing, lowering his head close to his knees, holding himself as his tears stained the cave floors.

It was really her. They saw Talia. Robin and Batman fought Talia. She left. She didn't regard Robin's presence one bit, hell he was fighting the other assassins and only Batman got to fight her. Then without a single glance back when the fight was over, she left. Robin wanted to reach for her to ease the swirl of thoughts in his mind. Fury, sorrow and fear all mixed in one giant storm in his head. Yet she didn't look back... and he didn't call her name.

"Damian" Bruce kneeled down, Damian scrambled back and ended up with his back against the stone. Left hand covering the left side of his face as he couldn't stop the way his breath quickened, laughter turning into sobs which borderline panic.

"Give me a moment with him B. I need everyone out"

"Jay? Are you sure"

"Yeah, I know what he may be feeling. I need everyone to leave us be"

Jason looked down at Damian "Hey habibi. I'm going to sit next to you, I won't touch you" Damian barely kept an eye on Jason sitting by him.

"I know, it hurts. You're angry, sad and scared. I get it, I think I may be one of the few who do in this family. Our moms aren't the best, broke our trust and all of that. Let it all out, the anger, sadness and fear. Keep crying if you want, scream, laugh, do whatever. I'll be right here and I'm not leaving"

Damian leaped into Jason's arms and sobbed loudly.

"There you go, let it all out. Doesn't matter how long or how loud, just... let all of those emotions out"

He sobbed with the memories of the woman he once knew, once loved and once missed.

[veryqueermovies]

My list of Queer books.

Now my labeling only has to do with the main protagonist, except for the books labeled "Queer" some of those the main protagonist is not Queer but the book has lots of Queer main and side characters. I only included the first books to make it easier but some of these are series.

The problem with making lists for books is that there's So. Goddamn. Many! New ones are being released every single day so all I can really do is add as I go. I also take recommendations so let me know of books I missed (specify what category they go in please 😊). I could also add specific Sexualities and Genders but right now I'm just doing basic categories because this is going to take time.

MLM:

Winter's Orbit by Everina Maxwell

Ocean's Echo by Everina Maxwell

In Deeper Waters by F.T Lukans

So This Is Ever After by F.T Lukans

Carry On by Rainbow Rowell

The Gentleman's Guide To Vice And Virtue by Mackenzie Lee

The Fever King by Victoria Lee

Red, White and Royal Blue by Casey Mcquiston

The Taking Of Jake Livingston by Ryan Douglass

Interview With The Vampire by Anne Rice

Right Where I Left You by Julian Winters

The Raven Boys by Maggie Stiefvater

Call Down The Hawk by Maggie Stiefvater

Zachary Ying and The Dragon Emperor by Xiran Jay Zhao

The Disasters by M.K England

Summer Sons by Lee Mandelo

And They Lived... by Steven Salvatore

The Black Flamingo by Dean Atta

Be Dazzled by Ryan La Sala

If This Gets Out by Sophie Gonzalez and Cale Dietrich

Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall

The Song Of Achilles by Madeleine Miller

WLW:

A Lesson In Vengeance by Victoria Lee

Burn Down, Rise Up by Vincent Tirado

The Unbroken by C.L Clark

The Black Veins by Ashia Monet

Escaping Exodus by Nicky Drayden

The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri

The Space Between Worlds by Micaiah Johnson

The Coldest Touch by Isabel Sterling

The Girls Are Never Gone by Sarah Glenn Marsh

Cinderella Is Dead by Kalynn Bayron

Deliah Green Doesn't Care by Ashley Herring Blake

The Lesbiana's Guide To Catholic School by Sonora Reyes

She's Too Pretty To Burn by Wendy Heard

You Should See Me In A Crown by Leah Johnson

One Last Stop by Casey Mcquiston

The Girl From The Sea by Molly Knox Ostertag

She Who Became The Sun by Shelley Parker Chan

Polyamorous:

Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao (F/M/M)

The Dark Artifices by Cassandra Clare (F/M/M)

A Dowry Of Blood by S.T Gibson (F/F/M/M)

The Fifth Season by N.K Jemisin (F/M/M)

Strange Grace by Tessa Gratton (M/F/M)

She Whom I Love by Tess Bowery (F/F/M)

Knell, Mr. President by Lauren Gallagher (F/M/M)

Chameleon Moon by RoAnna Sylvester (F/F/F)

Midnight At The Orpheus by Alyssa Linn Palmer (F/M/F Poly V)

Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi (Multiple Interlinked Poly V's)

The Fell Of Dark by Caleb Roehrig (M/M/M)

Books Of Raksura by Martha Wells

Lifelode by Jo Walton (M/M/F/F)

The Elemental Logic by Laurie Mark (6 person polycule)

The Tale Of The Five by Diane Duane (Group Polycule)

In The Ravenous Dark by A.M Strickland

Lead Me Astray by Sondi Warner

All Systems Red by Martha Wells

Queer (Books that have characters of many different identities):

Legendborn by Tracy Deonn

A Song Of Wraiths And Ruin by Roseanne A. Brown

Six Of Crows by Leigh Bardugo

The Fifth Season by N.K Jemisin

The City We Became by N.K Jemisin

Heartstopper by Alice Oseman (everything written by them is Queer)

Chef's Kiss by T.J Alexander

The Long Way To A Small Angry Planet by Becky Chambers

Mooncakes by Suzanne Walker and Wendy Xu

The Backstagers and The Ghost Light by Andy Mientus and Ryan Sygh

Once & Future by A.R Capetta and Cory McCarthy

Nimona by N.D Stevenson

Trans/Non-Binary/GNC:

Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas

The Sunbearer Trials by Aiden Thomas

A Million Quiet Revolutions by Robin Gow

Lakelore by Anna-Marie McLemore

The One True Me And You by Remi K. England

All Boys Aren't Blue by George M Johnson

When The Moon Was Ours by Anna-Marie McLemore

Felix Ever After by Kacen Callander

Pet by Akwaeke Emezi

Self-Made Boys by Anna-Marie McLemore

Aro/Ace Spectrum:

Loveless by Alice Oseman

Radio Silence by Alice Oseman

The Cybernetic Tea Shop by Meredith Katz

Elatsoe by Darcie Little Bardger

Every Heart A Doorway by Seanan McGuire l

Tarnished By The Stars by Rosiee Thorr

Let's Talk About Love by Claire Kann

Hazel's Theory of Evolution by Lisa Jenn Bigelow

The Sound Of Stars by Alechia Dow

Thaw by Elyse Springer

The Ladies Guide To Petticoats and Piracy by Mackenzie Lee

[yvtro]

Very much feels like a lot of people are ignoring Jason’s foundation. Like I think it’s important to pay attention to the later Robin runs for him. Felipe is actually I think an interesting place to start w Jason because it shows a wealthy, connected, powerful man assaulting multiple women, getting away with it, mocking those victims, causing one to kill herself, and there’s nothing Batman or the police or Bruce himself can do about it. That’s what Jason sees and I don’t think the comics touched on it as much as they should but I think it’s pretty clear that a lot of Jason’s motivation comes from seeing that. How do you say “don’t kill, they’ll get there justice from the criminal justice system” when the powerful won’t. And I really don’t see how “don’t deal to children” and controlling the supply is like. Anti-poor people? He has a different stance on crime, esp things like drug crimes, than bruce, who isn’t even from Gotham and is a billionaire CEO who had one shitty day in crime alley that apparently defined his entire existence. If you wanna talk abt shitty characterizations given the background of the characters, it seems crazy to start w Jason and not Bruce, who thinks he knows best and doesn’t do what he can with his resources to fix Gotham.

okay, first of all: i talk about jason and not about bruce because jason is my favourite character. i have plenty of thoughts about bruce re: classism that i could talk about, if asked – but i don't spend much time writing about it, simply because it's not something that gives me a dopamine hit. but if you're curious about my thoughts on bruce – ask me, and i will talk. but since here you're focusing mostly on jason, i will explain my thought process a bit further.

i do think that felipe's storyline is extremely important when it comes to jason's development of his own moral code. but i also think that people forget that what jay focused in this situation was 1. the victim 2.as you said, the fact that the wealthy and connected can get away with their crimes. thus, i think the most reasonable course for jason would to become extremely wary of that power imbalance and the way it corrupts people. but what happens with jason in utrh is not that: jason might say that he is after people who will find their way out of prison easily, but in reality his killing seems completely indiscriminate. his moral code is made into a joke. post utrh there are issues where he kills random goons (the anarky/batcat wedding storyline, for example), blames lower class people for engaging with crime (batman urban legends, if i'm not wrong; "a thief will always be a thief" or something along these lines, said by a man who stole to survive as a kid no less).

i'm not against jason killing per se; if he was a robin hood kind of figure, traveling around and dealing with those in power, if he even became a sort of revolutionary, i would be delighted. but he doesn't become any of these things in his comics. what he does is assuming the power himself and becoming an authoritarian figure. and i think, re: drugs, for example: someone whose mother died of OD should be socially aware enough to know that policing drugs doesn't really help the communities any, right? what helps with drug abuse is healthcare and prevention work, not creating arbitrary laws and targeting dealers at the lowest level of a drug business ladder. "how is controlling the drug supply anti-poor people" well, do you think, realistically, people in the community would have any trust in the person who controls the drug supply?

so, tldr, i think it's specifically the positon of power that i have an issue with. it isolates him from the people, it makes their issues into an abstract that he no longer has ways of relating to. it alienates the victims further. and it strips jason off his sensitivity.

since you mentioned bruce, i will say it creates an ironic situation where there's a 1% character who has more compassion towards petty criminals than a person who comes from that background. jason's answer to bruce's attempt at fixing the system is strikingly similar in some ways because they both conform to regular, uncritical perception of crime, retribution and rehabilitation. they both still work within that system, it's just that jason is more unhinged about it. and i don't know, i think jay should be more aware of the ways society pressures people to commit crimes, but also about how acts that are labeled criminal often aren't even inherently immoral but rather target marginalised groups. but no, the way he's written is just: head empty. crime bad.

i will finish this answer here before i get deep into strain theory, but i hope it makes my stance on it more clear.

[colorfulyetsinful]

As like all my other hcs I wrote this on my phone (actually wrote this while at work but let’s not this about that too hard). I wanted to go into more detail, but thought that’ll make it confusing and just choose to do it like this.

This is just something I think about when overwhelmed bc it’s helps distract me. I mostly think about it from a jondami perspective bc why not.

I might do more about this, if 5 ppl like this. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense :(

Enjoy!!!

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Reverse Batfam hc

Duke was the first adopted after his parents died from the joker

he’s still “the signal” but that’s a little later”

Damian joins in after, he’s the oldest of the Wayne kids

Duke looked up to Damian and was a little self conscious of his place in the family

he ended up getting g shot by joker and became oracle (he still calls himself the signal)

Jon is 3 years older then Damian

they met the same way with Damian trying to kidnap him to fight

they didn’t really say they were friends but they were friends

they form the teen titans when Damian was 14

the members are raven and beast boy ofc, then Colin and jon, and maps….kathy, maya, djinn II and Conner queen joining later

Jon is the oldest

Jon started dating Jay (Damian had a crush on Jon)

they broke up later and Damian was in a secret relationship with Colin (not really secret they just never out right said it)

Jon left the team after he graduated high school wanting to focus more on school

(the team kinda disbanded a little after with Kathy taking over for a bit)

Damian gave up being Robin after getting in a fight with Bruce

Joined a cult fight ring where he met back with Conner and met flatline

him and Colin also broke up (it was mutual with just a bit of awkwardness)

Tim became Robin after finding out Batman’s identity and the little shit was so desperate he put his family in danger just to get Batman’s attention (fucking dumbass)

Damian comes back to Gotham with a new Robin and he goes to Jon bc Jon was his comfort

they formed the titans again (with the added few)

Kon is born and Jon learns to be a big brother

He also makes it a good idea to introduce kon and Tim

Damian does not like Tim

he regrets it after Tim is kidnapped by the joker and is tortured to becoming joker Jr and ended up falling to his death

anyways he dies and Damian regrets not being there to at least help guide him

Bruce is destroyed, he was just starting to like Tim and his company only for that to happen to him (he didn’t really accept Tim bc of how he put himself in danger and only took tim in bc his parent were in hiding in another country) (imagine the phone call they got)

Kon also dies around this time

Jon and Damian pull apart from the team and eachother

Jon forced to become Superman after his father dies from doomsday

Damian “retiring” from heroing and going back to the legue of assassins

(he’s actually to keep an eye on his grandfather)

Bruce meets Jason and takes him in

he doesn’t tell Jason about Batman but Jason is a smart kid so he finds out eventually

Bruce is more protective over Jason so he doesn’t make him Robin right away

Damian comes back right on time when Bruce starts training Jason, he heckles Bruce a bit but starts train Jason as well so whatever happened to Tim never happens with him

Jason and Damian become a bit more closer

Stephanie joins the family as batgirl

She was friends with Tim when he was still alive

she met Batman the same way in the comics

Cassandra was adopted before Tim and was batgirl for a while until she was shot in the leg (she’s fine just was benched for a while)

Damian and Taven start dating

and Raven ends up pregnant (more on that later)

Damian and her broke up before find out tho and that’s when him and Jon were getting closer

Tim comes back to life bc ra’s Al Goul (?) wanted to use his body as a vessel and even trained him

Tim lost his memory after coming back to life, but gain it slowly through time

Fully comes back when kon comes back to life and rushes over to get Tim out before Tim’s soul can be switched

then ended up blowing up the base while escaping

They join a life of crime with Tim going through his mad scientist/villain arc

him and Jon got a Bonnie and Clyde thing going on

Also tried to kill Jason after coming back to Gotham bc he felt like Jason didn’t deserve to be Robin

Speaking of Gotham, he try’s to come back looking for his parent, only to find out they were killed by the riddler (of all ppl) and that kicked off his villain arc

Jon finds out about Kon being alive and when he asked kon why he’s doing the thing he’s doing, Kon’s just like “I rather be with Tim then the person who left me to die”

it kills Jon bc he tried everything he could to protect Kon that day but got there too late

it’s worse for jon bc he’s still grieving over the lost of Damian, and running tge titans again with the addition of Bart, kara, Cassie, and cissie

man’s is stresssd to no end

Back to Damian, he’s not actually dead, he got sent to the underworld by his grandfather after he failed the soul switch, so Ra’s went back to his og choice of a vessel.

Raven ends up having her baby, (it’s a girl), they name her Lilith bc I’m so original

She look like raven with Damian’s hair and eyes (what baby is 75% demon and the rest human)

Damian comes back to the earth (4years older, even tho only a year has passed since he’s “died”)

the catch up is insane

him and Jon start dating and they co parent with raven and bb to raise Lilith

Tim has also calmed down after Damian smacks him to his senses

he’s still a little shit and now helps the batfam with any tech things

imagine Jason but more off his rockers then homicidal

Dick is the last to join, and he’s just a ball of sunshine

Damian gains an attachment to him (mostly bc he’s only 3-4 years older then his daughter)

did I mention Damian is such a good dad bc he’s such a good dad

Dick and Lilith are spoiled by the whole family even Tim

the rouges would think more the twice then to mess with them (they do not want to get on Tim’s bad side)

Dick is also start to create his own team of young justice with Wally, Roy, Lilith, Donna, and Garth

also Jon and Damian are engaged

Ages!!

Damian - 28 (supposed to be 24) (the oldest)

Duke - 22 (second oldest)

Tim - 21 (physical, mentally he’s 19) (legally died at the age of 14)

Jason - 16 (try’s so hard to be edgy and is getting closer to tim)

Dick - 13 (the youngest)

Cass - 15

Steph - 17

Lilith - 9-10

Kent:

Jon - 26-27

Kon - 21 (technically 9)

Kara - 19

Others:

Raven, Kathy, Djinn, Jay, and bb - 25-26

Colin, Maps, Maya, Conner -23-24

Bart - 22

Cassie and cissie - 20

Wally, Roy and Donna - 11-12

Garth - 13

(I think that’s everyone I mentioned)

Names!!!

Damian - Ghoul

Duke - signal

Tim - Red

Jason -Redwing

Dick - robin

(Damian was never Robin bc that name was originally dick’s, it’s what his parent would call him, so I don’t think they’ll use Robin if Dick was never the first robin)

(Bruce used batkid bc he’s so original)

Seph is spoiler, to batgirl back to spoiler

Cass is batgirl, to blackbat