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i’m so deeply in my failure era it’s unbelievable…
i haven’t written anything this entire month everything i start i hate… and it’s really weighing on me, so any advice would be helpful
#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing#creative writing#on writing#thoughts#failure#mental health#idk how to tag this#but it’s okay#pressure#i hope i feel better after vacation#right now i’m struggling
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#I’m struggling to draw fanart right now so random fashionable characters it is!#art#artists on tumblr#anime#anime art#jirai kei#jirai kei fashion#j fashion#japanese fashion#cute#pink#aesthetic#90s anime#90s anime aesthetic#feel free to use as a profile pic!
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Hello, I may be needing to close my shop (again lol) in April, so I’m having another small sale. Until April 1st, you can use the code FREESHIP for free shipping on orders over $60cad ($42usd), or you can use 10OFF for 10% off of any order! (they can’t be stacked, sorry ^^) I have mini prints for $5cad ($3.50usd) that can be sent by letter mail. There are also discount “misfit” prints, which are a random print with some small flaws. There’s also still two chokers available ^^ Thank you for the attention on my work recently, and hello to new followers! I’m sorry for the advertisement post. My shop has really taken a hit with the loss of Twitter and I’m honestly not sure how to peddle my stuff around anymore lmao.
💐 here’s a link to my shop! 💐
#Borderline embarrassing post but.. idk what else to do ;_;#I’m also considering opening a patreon. Like a free one? I’ve been seeing some artists do that#Problem is I think it won’t be updated very regularly since illustrating has been so difficult.#And most of what I’ve been doing sketchbook wise is character stuff from the two ttrpgs I’m playing right now 😭#Don’t think anybody really cares about that 😭. And the writing I’ve been doing isn’t post-online quality lmao. So. Idk what to do#Okay sorry for the in tags ramble. My struggle to make illustrations has really made it difficult lately lol
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Richie doodles bc my two current WIPs are actively trying to murder me dead.
Feat. my trans + hard of hearing HCs
#sorry but the idea of Hoh Richie makes me so happy#as someone who is deaf in their right ear#I looked at this skrunkly little teenage boy and said you know what?#he’s just like me actually#I need someone who understands the struggle#plus trans bc also just like me fr#I have thoughts about him#no but seriously those WIPs are kicking my ass#I’m debating even finishing one of them#ugh why’d art have to be so hard#idk if these are my permanent designs for Richie but they’re fine for now#I just had to draw something that wasn’t my other projects#and thus#this#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#Npmd#richie lipschitz#Starkid#jon matteson#my art#:)
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WIP (theres 30+ panels for me to draw… it might takes time 🫠)
I’m currently dealing with my perfectionist and my mental health. So, if you saw my art once in a while… Yeah, I’m dealing with it slowly.
If you want to support me, here’s my Kofi (my cat and me will be much more happy to buy some food )
#work in progress#emmrich x lucanis#spite x lucanis#EmmCanis#SpiteCanis#sorry for suddenly#yeah I’m a bit struggling with my life right now…#i want to finish this fanart project#I don’t want it to be in my wip folder#a dollar will be enough
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Aftg Hunger Games au with Jean as Katniss because in the end Elodie dies anyway
#Kevin as Gale and Jeremy as Peeta#do you see the vision#the rest of the characters can be loosely based and even have their stories played with a bit#like maybe Kevin lived in the Capitol for a while before running away because he heard Jean’s district was where his father was#but do you seeeeeeee it#anyway I’m going back to sleep now bc it’s 4am#oh and the au is All For The Hunger Games#and Jeremy’s family are the mayoral family and while Jeremy is struggling with using that’s when Noah gets picked but because of Bryson and#Annalise’s accident they can’t volunteer so everyone expects Jeremy to and he doesn’t and Noah ends it right off the bat by stepping off#the pedestal. Jeremy’s using gets worse before the forced therapy and everything#but he’s always seen Jean around and always been kind to him—tosses him a loaf or does some equivalent of that idk#and then post hunger games he relapses and Rhemman (Hamich) who’s always been somewhat close to Jeremy sees what’s happening and decides#that it’s hypocritical but he’s got to help this kid. so he and Jeremy help each other to overcome their addictions#and maybe Jeremy’s family demand a huge share of his winnings claiming it’s the least he can do for all the grief he’s brought to them#Hunger Games aus are just so brilliant to write hcs for#aftg#tsc#trc#the hunger games au#Jeremy Knox#Jean Moreau#elodie moreau#noah wilshire#noah knox#james rhemann
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#i’m struggling through supernatural right now#sirius black#marauders era#regulus black#black brothers
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Childhood encounter AU! BabbyGale got separated from his mom mushroom hunting and rather than stay put he ended up more lost trying to show off his navigation skills, luckily helping people lost in the woods is literally Asena’s whole upbringing.
They’re the same age but Asena is a runt.
#bg3 tav#bg3 fanart#bg3 gale#gale x tav#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#oc: asena#child au#spoiler: Asena does not give him back the basket#her mushrooms now#I have another sketch but it involves drawing a wolf and I’m not feeling it right now#I’m always impatient to post things as soon as they’re done#the amount the ‘no it’s like a really big dog’ made me chuckle to myself is frankly embarrassing#Idk why it didn’t occur to me until now that procreate has text and I don’t have to struggle to write legibly
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spoilers for chapter 429
idk if you guys remember but ochako does have parallels with All Might, specifically as the side who saves. It’s not that he feels the same for them both or something like that, they serve to represent the type of heroism he naturally goes to; his friend is not his love interest, from his perspective she’s out there having a crisis over not being able to save her, and Izuku reminds her that she is a hero bc she is his hero -she saved him multiple times, and she should be able to feel like a proper hero.
This conversation is not about the nature of their relationship, is about heroism; Izuku relates to a conflict between being a hero who saves and failing to save someone, and doesn’t want to see Ochako ending spiraling because she couldn’t also fulfill that role as expected. She’s his hero not because he loves her romantically -he’s a nerd I’m sure he would be way more nervous and blushing if he was confessing anything he thought was romantic- but because she’s able to go and do what All Might does to Izuku, save him physically and emotionally.
He knows she hides her feelings in order to not be a burden, yet he doesn’t talk about his own feelings outside of his guilt in heroics -what does he feel about losing OFA? About his own failures? About the people he personally lost? He can’t talk for others and claim Ochako is everyone’s hero, but he can speak for himself, and that’s his personal perspective -she is a hero to him, she’s his hero. And then the class appears to make sure she’s able to get support and understand she’s not alone, and she’s important to them too.
but Izuku doesn’t get support. Izuku cries a little and talks a little about himself, but he doesn’t get supported. If this was meant to be romantic, I don’t understand why he would hold back what’s inside of him.
the end of the chapter reveals that boy is going to be helped by that woman who regretfully ignored Tenko, and they both witness it and are happy about it while hearing izuku inspired that change, and iida wonders what’s up with them -this is the conclusion to their relationship. In their hearts these two are saviors who struggle to be heroes who save others, and they are happy there are appearing more people who want to be heroes like them. Heroes who save. Save like All Might.
That grandma for example, interpreting the narrative as what I think is intended, would be that boy’s All Might; she’s his hero.
Izuku and Ochako are heroes who save, and Deku is here to remind her at least she did save him many times, that she is still a hero because she is his hero. I don’t believe is meant to be interpreted as romantic, not that Izuku sees that phrase as it neither -after all, he said he does want to be like All Might and feels good to imitate him, but he doesn’t love him.
Ochako’s All Might hair moment, the parallels with Toshinori telling him he can be a hero, the trying to save from black suffocating quirks, the we can do it and do your best…
Do I need to remind you heroes arent a romantic thing for Izuku Midoriya?
#grrr talking#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#I’m not saying I’m happy with the chapter#I have my criticisms#But I don’t want to keep seeing ppl say this is romantic and “izu///ocha canon we won bkdk dead”#First of all no it’s not even if it was canon we would still ship them and make content about them#Second of all this chapter was about ochako getting comfort not a boyfriend#Are we really sitting there believing they are together when ochako doesn’t struggle nor think about her crush at all#And her character goes way beyond liking him or not#And izuku hero nerd midoriya calls her his hero bc he sees all might savior qualities in her???#Bitch where’s the romance#And you know what? I don’t get it now#Bc ppl were all like “yeah it’s platonic” when izuku said he admired all might but katsuki was just right there closer to him#But now they see the whole “you are my hero” as a romantic confession? Fuck off#Personally I always felt kinda strange about that scene in bk vs dk 2#It focuses on the closeness and and it’s strange bc izuku doesn’t strive to be like him at all#He doesn’t want to be the victorious hero side nor want to be a angry and disrespectful when he gets angry#He just is#So. Yeah#ochako is part of the saving chain and she saved him multiple times since the beginning#This is his experience with her and she deserves to be acknowledged as the hero she is#Even if nobody else sees her as that including herself he sees it#She deserves to hear it#When she saved him during black whip with shinso’s help everyone else saw a romantic moment#Mina teased her about it and made things weird for them always trying to look into it as a romantic gesture#And it wasn’t. That was ochako being the hero she is and Izuku confirms that to her#She is a hero not a love interest
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IT IS TIME TO ASK A QUESTION. The most epicest of epic questions.
how much do I gotta pay to see Sky dual wielding Fi and Wars like a maniac.
I would draw it myself but I am not an artist. I can only make music. :(
Uh… I don’t know… probably like two monies.
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(I’m still not really vibing and making art has been incredibly difficult recently. So this isn’t my best work haha! I might revisit this when I’m feeling better but this is the best I could do.)
Sky does not wield Wars’ sword like… ever. Time does, because Wars recognizes him as the most powerful. Sky both respects Wars’ agency enough to not take his sword without his consent and also wants to avoid Time at all costs. But this is still a fun idea haha!
#the legend of zelda#chain as cryptids au#my art#fanart#i answered question#cryptid lore#cac art#I’m struggling so hard right now#but here you go!#cryptid warriors#cryptid Sky#links meet au
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writing is so difficult sometimes because i’m just an over explainer and really try to be nice and factual when im talking about something and sometimes the character i’m writing is an asshole that is mean. just the constant reminding myself of “do not break out the statistics on this. do not make the dialogue nicer. he would not fucking say that”
#graveyardtxt#writing is also difficult for many other reasons but that’s the one i’m currently struggling with#especially since it’s surrounding a topic i’m very passionate about (psychology) so it’s very hard to not just start infodumping#when the character is not an infodumper like that#i hate him i need him dead right now
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ok yes i’ve been gone for a while because work and uni are KILLING me but season 2 of the magnus protocol is coming and i’m subbed to the patreon and you bet i Will be back with the weekly little title cards. i miss making those
#i got a new tablet!! a proper one with a screen and god it’s so much easier to draw on this thing#the magnus protocol#and i’m so excited for the new season#i find that i love fanart because it’s nice to have a prompt for something to draw#but i struggle so much with art for something that’s already visual#like i’m really into severance and arcane right now but like. what the hell can i draw for that that’s adding anything to the original show#they’re already visually perfect. so what the hell can i draw for it???#but when it’s a podcast.. there’s so much space for interpretation. magnus pod my beloved come back to me
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why do i keep getting surprised when people get sad at the ANGST that i write

of course they’re sad, Wish YOU WROTE IT THAT WAY
anyway, Charles didn’t get up fast enough and the bullet shot straight through his head 😁😁
uh oh, blood on the sand 🙁
if you listen close enough you can hear anguished screams of a man who just caused the death of his lover 😻
#sometimes these guys just need to struggle#do you guys get my vision 😁#i’m half paying attention right now im also watching a movie#cherik#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#x men#professor x#magneto#wish does not shut up#angst#xmen first class
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THEM!!! <3




I love In Stars and Time SO MUCH (I haven’t finished it yet though… but eventually I will!)
And man… I’ve been rotating this story in my head for only a week, but the grip it has on my psyche is just- AHFKSKAKSJFNKJLDLS
The main group of characters have such a fun dynamic and they feel so multidimensional, and, without getting into spoilers too much, I love how the game then completely breaks down these characters. It’s kind of the epitome of ‘under what circumstances would this character do something that initially would be out of character for them to do’ and it’s DEVESTATING!! But in a good and interesting way!
also?? Also?? Such a good game to find right as we’re getting into pride month :33
#in stars and time#them <3#watercolor#traditional art#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isat odile#isat bonnie#isat mirabelle#I forgot loop :(#I was worried I wouldn’t finish this character line up as I was starting to loose steam after painting 3/5 of them#but I prevailed! And I think I’m pretty happy with how they look in my style :))#hopefully I’ll get around to making more fanart as I had some paintings planned but was struggling with translating art styles#Siffrin means everything to me they are just so <3✨#I’m at act 4 right now and slowly getting through let’s plays of the game#AGH I am also tempted to write a post that’s in depth on why I love this game right now but idk that takes time#I’m so tempted to draw them in color but I also want to keep my fanart monochrome to practice my values and lighting#as well as honor the reason for the game being in black and white
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Really genuinely starting to think that pretty much all of this “X group isn’t REALLY oppressed/ X group has it less bad compared to ME, the most oppressed suffering person ever who is part of Y group that ACTUALLY suffers”…
Is based in that really weird Christian thing that idolizes suffering and thinks pleasure is a sin. Like I’m just saying.
#queer#antisemitism#tagging both of those cuz thats where its hitting me rn#but this applies to other shit as well#i haven’t finished my coffee yet maybe I’ll marinate more on this later#I know there’s a specific name for the weird Christian thing#where suffering is like righteous and good and pleasure is a sin#but i just can’t fucking think of it right now#but if you’re constantly going around#and telling other people that they’re not REALLY opressed#because uwu you don’t have it as bad as I DO#then like… I’m starting to just assume you either get off on being The Most Oppressed#OR you think there’s some kind of righteous moral value in being oppressed#and in struggling and suffering#and like… that just ain’t fucking it for my Jewish ass#I’m too busy shoving as much joy into the little cracks of my life as I can#and taking as much worldly pleausure as I fucking can#because suffering isn’t some righteous thing that makes you a good person#it’s just bad for anyone to be suffering so#maybe stop competing to be the most sufferingest ever?
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I just want to say one more thing for now, to anyone who is struggling right now because the Bad Batch has been your comfort show but how they handled Tech has potentially ruined that for you, you’re not alone. I know that doesn’t make it any easier to deal with, but you aren’t alone.
#the bad batch#the bad batch tech#tbb tech#star wars#i also want to say to people who are struggling with themselves right now because of it that you’re also not alone#i’m in a spiral because i’m so angry with myself for being so upset about something fictional#(that’s not a reflection on others it’s because i struggle badly with being ‘abnormal’)#and that i’m so upset about something fictional when there is so much going on in the world#i feel pathetic for it#so if anyone is feeling even remotely the same#i’m with you
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