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if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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“If you want more representation” okay but what if they did a better job than all the other actors???
Like, with PJO Rick didn’t go “only black people can audition for Annabeth!! Grover has to be Indian! Zeus has to be black!”
No, the actors auditioned, did a good job, and got the gig.
Like instead of crying cause all these white actors didn’t get it, ask yourself if they even deserved the position.
Everything isn’t some “woke” propaganda or “more representation.” They just deserved the job.
#I’m gonna spend the next week emptying my drafts#I can’t even remember why I didn’t post this#i stand by what i said#no one ever considers that they just out acted the other actors#and since we’re talking abt pjo you can look at a clip of the series and see why they were picked#it’s cause they did a good job#better than who you thought deserved it#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#pjo#pjo tv show#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#acting#movies#representation
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I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY LIFE
#myart#tf bumblebee#tf one#bumblebee#b127#maccadam#transformers#transformers one#badassatron#HE IS SO ROUND AND LOVELY#MR YAPPERTON#He was so excited to see Orion and D#:(#Why did they leave him there alone??#they were so mean to him#I really appreciate that other than Elita saying she “needed him to talk less” no one from the group told him to shut up or smth#Yapper representation!#HE IS THE CUTEST EVER!#Took me hours to figure out his armour but now i can draw him WAY EASIER#These took like an hour and it´s 4am
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neil gaiman and RTD are absolute legends for being the showrunners of 2 mainstream shows funded by large production companies in the year 2023, and proceeding to make the most queer positive episodes ever seen by man
meanwhile david tennant is just vibrating with joy because he gets more opportunities to wear his one-thousand-and-twenty-four pride pins
#neil gaiman#rtd#good omens#doctor who#rtd looking over at the loki showrunners and calling them cowards#i mean that actually did happen#i'm just imagining rtd taking disney money and neil taking amazon money and chucking it in at a queer generator#oh we got more money? great let's throw in another lesbian#while all those execs look on in horror#David tennant frantically signing the contracts#nobody doing allyship like dt being the common denominator for both these#good omens eason 2#doctor who 60th anniversary#the star beast#david tennant#lgbtq+#queer representation#trans rights#nonbinary rights#anthony j crowley#aziraphale#there are too many queer characters in GO to tag#the doctor#14th doctor#rose noble#beep the meep#yes lol im tagging beep here too#meme?#our flag means death#not in this but it's also queer positive media released this year
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Gentle reminder that your disability and/or chronic illness struggles are valid, even if others have it worse. It’s not like there’s one definitive Most Disabled Person In The World and they’re the only one entitled to accommodations or reactive emotions. That’s not how it works <3
#physical disability#chronic illness#neurological disability#adhd autistic#audhd#neurodiversity#did osdd#late diagnosed autistic#complex trauma#invisible disability#invisible illness#intersectionality#comorbidities#comorbid conditions#disability representation#disability accommodations#disability advocacy#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#disabled representation#disabled rant#disability things#chronic illness things
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It will never not be super ridiculous that Buffy had to single-handedly protect the world from demons, raise her teenage sister, manage a household, and work a full time job, all at the age of 22 and everyone around her is like “god Buffy just grow up and deal with it, stop acting like it’s hard.”
#Giles leaving will never make sense#what 22 year old can be expected to juggle all that without support#and someone explain why Willow and Tara didn’t pay rent cause I have questions#she really got no sympathy from anyone they all acted like she was this sad pathetic loser who couldn’t handle being a grown up#but also can you give me any better representation of the reality of your early 20s than that#this show really did the thing#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs#buffy#buffy summers
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In all these years, I've never learned how to tag someone, so I have to come to you directly, to show you the tears on my cheeks because he's sitting so quietly, curled up, watching a world he'll never know through a tiny crack in the wall.
Thank you!
You know, it's a little odd. All of the pieces in this series are about isolation and escape--Icarus, Orpheus and Eurydice, Prometheus, and certainly the Minotaur. But A Crack in the Labyrinth came first, and more than any of the rest, it's about resignation. About having fought and scrabbled and clawed desperately and still...not having made it. Still being trapped inside, alone.
And when I made it, I hadn't really intended to say anything more than that one piece, but I just couldn't leave it there. I had to give him the whole story--an innocent beginning, same as anyone. I couldn't leave the ending as it was written; I'd initially just intended to have the conclusion the myth gives him, slain by Theseus, but...if I'm going to say, "I'm the minotaur, monstrous and alone and told by the world that that is right and deserving," then I am also saying "you, who feels deeply for this, for whom this resonates, you are also the minotaur and we are monsters who deserve the ending that is written for us." And I...just can't bear to. There has to be hope.
So there is, very literally, light at the end of the labyrinth, one way or another.
Anyways, I used this song for that photoset on the clock app, but I think you would also enjoy it. Cow Boy, take us away.
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#do you know what i mean??? if i had words for what im trying to say with this series i wouldn't have had to freaking sculpt it#there's a reason that the claw marks from A Crack are echoed in the last piece#because you can interpret that figure as a physical representation of escape through death#but you can also read it as a literal alternative. a different version where he really did break through#he really did make it out
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Edmund is so ride or die for Lucy after the whole lamppost business but first he has to complain about it
#yes I’ll support you when you tell everyone you saw lion jesus#but oh my godddd Lucy did it have to be at 2am?????#prince caspian#chronicles of narnia#edmund pevensie#lucy pevensie#the pevensies are such great sibling representation
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#tenka willow#my sona#there's no light in this room#my art#HE FINALLY FINISHED HIS TIMELOOP!!!!!!!! I CAN KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!! <- no longer in art torture#brief context in the nothingness he had to face this bird which is basically a representation of his ''inner instinct''#which developed in the period where he was basically eradicating everything#he fought it at the cost of getting an eye damaged and also getting a punishment from the bird#which turned him into. a mixture of himself and the bird form#while he was trying to get out of the nothingness he also was trying to fight the urge to eradicate#but. he successfully did it. thankfully#the bad ending would've been if he merged with the bird and eradicated the entire world#just to then eradicate himself. and leave everything behind but thank god this isnt the case#this is a really brief explanation theres actually so much more but as always#if questions feel free to ask#i can now take a huge break from lore art#hopefully he'll get some normal art now. poor guy#this took me like 2 damned hours my hands hurt
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You've got my body, flesh and bone.
#cotl#cult of the lamb#narilamb#<- implied#it's vague as fuck but it's supposed to be a symbolic representation of Narinder’s skull and the Lamb’s hand#cult of the lamb fanart#squish does art#it's annoying to work on my phone sometimes..#like. this took two hours but it looks like I did it in 10 minutes TwT
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I want to thank Alice for this, in "sorry" it was the first time I've ever heard someone say the word "aromantic" in tv, it's something really important to me and generally to every heartstopper fan who's also part of the aro/ace community. It makes me so happy for this representation to also be made by my favorite author ever and someone who's also part of the community
#hstv#hstv s2#heartstopper spoilers#heartstopper s2#heartstopper netflix#heartstopper#alice oseman#isaac henderson#osemanverse#aromantic#aroace#aroacespec#aromantic asexual#asexual#I love alice so much and also tobie because they did a great job with this#tobie donovan#lgbtiqa#sorry for the late edits#i cried#aroace representation
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The fandom god discussion is interesting, but I feel it’s sometimes hindered by an unwillingness to separate gods from mortal society, or even a sort of over-eagerness to project our own reality onto them, which simply doesn’t work. I've seen the gods referred to as rulers or tyrants demanding worship (which I kinda understand because it’s something Ludinus says in-game, though it’s funny to see fandom corners confidently repeat the inaccurate talking points of the antagonist) but more interestingly I've also seen them referred to as a higher/the highest social class, as colonizers imposing themselves on mortals, the raven queen specifically as new money. Overall these comparisons tend to talk about the gods and their actions regarding Aeor in the past and predathos/the Vanguard in the present less as if they're about saving their own lives and more as if they want to preserve their powerful position.
The gods, by their very nature, are above mortals. They cannot be compared to any mortal ruling class because they didn’t choose or strive for that power and cannot feasibly get rid of it/step down/redistribute it (nor do they actually in any sense rule; killing the raven queen, unlike killing an actual queen, will not end the 'tyranny' of death), they simply have it by virtue of being gods. Saying that’s unfair or unequal and that the gods should be killed because of it is akin to saying it’s unfair a mountain is bigger than you and demanding it be levelled, except the gods, unlike mountains, are living, feeling beings who shouldn’t have to die because some people can’t stand the idea of not always being top dog. Thing is, the gods themselves ultimately understood this power imballance and that they can't help but hurt Exandria the way humans can't help but step on bugs, and thus removed themselves from the equation by creating the divine gate. Saying this isn’t enough and that they're clinging to power is just demanding they line themselves up to be killed.
#critical role#cr3#downfall#nella talks cr#ultimately all these 'ruling class' comparisons are simply flawed and don’t work when under the slightest bit of scrutiny#gods arent rulers or tyrants bc they don’t rule and can't be deposed#they are representantations and guardians of (mostly natural) concepts#and those concepts won’t go away bc you killed the gods. death and nature and the fucking sun will still remain#they aren’t colonizers of mortals (wtf lmao) who demand they be worshiped and mortals live according to their oppressive rule#again did you watch calamity? not even before the divine gate did the gods demand worship or even respect#they were never less respected than during the age of arcanum and still they were just chilling#(until someone released the betrayers and they had to step in to stop the ultimate destruction of exandria)#technically you could argue they were colonizers against the titans but even that feels like a stretch#the titans to me feel less like people and more like representations of the chaotic and deathly side of nature#being angry they were killed sounds like being angry someone stopped a hurricane just bc the hurricane was there first#I'm sorry but that hurricane would've flattened you. it wouldn’t appreciate your support bc it isn't a person#and 'a higher social class' fucking NEW MONEY? this is just blatant projection#I'm sorry but not everything more powerful than you is a stand in for oppression#sometimes it’s a narrative stand in for nature and i promise nature isn't oppressing you
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looking for Adar posts to reblog and stumbling over a Jack Rackham „If you’re going to behave like children then I will be your daddy“ post is pure dashboard magic thank you tumblr and followed tags
#visual representation of adar dealing with uppity uruk:#i can just see adar do this (just with different words maybe) and it cracks me up so much#sry for the silliness in the tags but i needed something to laugh about today and this definitely did make me laugh#humor#funny#adar#jack rackham#adar trop#adar the rings of power#trop crack#(i have no idea how to tag this can you tell)#mine
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something, something, something, we win!🤘🏻
#drew nimona's expressions for practice#coz.. im bad at it yknow lol#im actually happy at how these turned out#did these while rewatching too!#this movie is GOOD#nimona#nimona netflix#nimona 2023#nimona film#Nimona fanart#today on tumblr#lgbtq+#lgbtqia#lgbtq representation#nimona movie#nd stevenson
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Uther’s A+ Parenting
#did somebody say#//child abuse#uther should have been the real main antagonist of this show#arthur putting his hand on his sword while uther grabs morgana is a better representation of their relationship than 5 years showed#bbcmerlinedit#merlinedit#arthurpendragonedit#morganapendragonedit#bbc:merlin#arthur pendragon#morgana pendragon#gwen pendragon#uther pendragon#morgwen#merthur
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Having survived abuse from people with mental illnesses, I know the urge to warn others to be wary of those mental illnesses. I know how often it can feel like that is your only power in life…the only action you can take against what you went through. But listen. Just because a mentally ill person caused you complex trauma, doesn’t mean you get to generalize and slander and malign every person with that mental illness.
You do not have to forgive your abusers. but you do have to heal without spreading stigma and misinformation. you do have to heal without antagonizing or dehumanizing others who are also just trying to heal. you have to help break the cycle. because nobody can heal alone.
#cluster b disorders#childhood trauma#abuse survivor#parental abuse#parental trauma#cptsd recovery#complex trauma#trauma recovery#cptsd healing#mental health representation#disability advocacy#adverse childhood experiences#npd positivity#bpd problems#personality disorders#manic depressive#did osdd#aspd safe#npd safe#bipolar disorder#psychotic disorders#mental health education#mental illness advocacy#cluster b#hpd safe#borderline personality disorder#social justice#antisocial personality disorder#narcissistic personality disorder#histrionic personality disorder
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