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hissterical-nyaan · 2 years ago

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Country is in such a pathetic state that we have to table a no confidence motion to make our PM address the Manipur riots 🫡🫡

#reaching new lows I see

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cubbihue · 4 months ago

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Peri was very upset about a lot of things that happened. Within a span of a week, he felt like his entire life has changed for the worst!! He had a dumb bulb on his wand, Timmy was still moving away, and he had to go to a school far from everyone he knew!!!

Of course, the cause and trigger of those emotions was Timmy. But Peri can’t blame his older brother for any of that. So the next logical conclusion for a small child to reach was to blame his parents instead!!! And boy did he blame a lot on his parents.

Many of Peri’s actions in his childhood stems from misplaced grief and anger. By the time he was old enough to know better, Peri got a mixture of stubbornness and a bruised ego to admit he was wrong for how he reacted.

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#fairly oddparents #fop #fop a new wish #fop peri #peri #fop irep #irep #asks #itty bitties fop au #one of peri and timmy's many shared promises was that peri ONLY wrote to timmy. CosWan were NOT allowed to see them or call him or talk or-#anyways if ur wondering why timmy was peri's primary guardian this is why #peri /had/ a lot of low contact form his parents. which just made them even MORE clingy when they did get to see him.#timmy worked hard to keep his promises to his little brother #even if it meant letting Peri spend the summers with AC and Irep instead of at CosWan's place #(timmy was the one who urged his parents to go on their honeymoon as a result. to help. yknow. distract them from it all)#also yaaayyy yipiee!!#11 whole parts!!! just for. just for 6 or so asks.#OTL #god i hope i can speed things up now #there shouldnt be any more mini stories until i reach the end of the inbox #so we can finally FINALLY get back to the present with chimmy moving and timmy dealing with HazDev

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mammomlette · 5 months ago

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People don’t talk about MC needing to wear a magical ring to not accidentally yk cause NATURAL DISASTERS with their powers??? Not only accidentally but without realising???

Diavolo or smthn is asking too much of MC or being a bit too annoying and their other hand slowly drifts towards the ring and they hold onto it while maintaining dead eye contact. Like continue to piss me off hoe I’ll blink and blow a hole in your castle idk

Obv they never do it (or do they?) but the threat is there and it’s a risk dia (or whoever but I’m using dia) can’t take

#‘MC it’s your turn to take the trash out!’#*slowly reaches for the ring*#‘on second thought-‘#type beat #no cause why have I not seen ANYONE talk about how MCs magic is so strong they were GETTING RID OF PONDS in the celestial realm #and CREATING SINK HOLES in the devildom #I’ve also heard they were causing Natural disasters in the human world but I don’t remember if that was canon or not #imagine an MC that has sensory issues that means they struggle to wear rings to sleep #or just the DENT MC would get on their fingers from it😭#uf it was lucifers ring then it might not even fit on most fingers if your MC is small. like #new toe ring just dropped ig? gotta go on the thumb dude #obey me #obey me solmare #obey me!#obey me shall we date #btw if ur seeing this #are you guys getting tired of these low effort posts that just revise the canon in joke form #because I’m just being lazy and I can try putting in more effort and writing more full five if u want💔#I have a fic and some ideas in my drafts but i can never seem to put my motivation towards writing #always art #which I don’t even post 99%#and when I do it’s basically never on this acc it’s my art/oc one #so this acc gets neglected #these tags are too long peace out chat

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hyydrochloricacidd · 6 months ago

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Illustration of my oc Anala and @blackkatdraws2 / @blackkatdraws tsp narrator.

Kept thinking abt how if this AU was a game how would It pan out and then gave me the idea for this illustration

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wormchaser · 5 months ago

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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.

i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.

#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a #conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit #when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never #messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou #none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but #i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come #easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to #someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as #something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not #know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the #first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk #significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i #was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything #i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems #specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most #of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came #to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here

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la-galaxie-langblr · 3 months ago

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me knowing logically that immersion will provide more long term gains for language learning vs 5 new vocab flashcards and some grammar exercises go brrrrrrrrr

#i'm trying to create a structured plan w timelines for learning biblical languages (gonna start with greek and go from there)#idk i've just always learned languages in a very traditional way and i always default to it instead of trusting the immersion process #i just downloaded 2 apps on my phone so i could compare their biblical/koine greek courses before catching myself cus i said i wouldn't #ah yes apps only an infamously amazing way to learn languages to a high level #ig i have resistance to adapting popular immersion methods to dead languages and the thought of doing all that adjusting is making me want #to reach for The Apps like an ipad baby #“all listening to low level videos and no reading until x level” my brother in christ this is the new testament #i forgor that other immersion methods that are not dreaming spanish exist so i'm gonna research refold to see how that translates to dead #languages and will report back ig #the siren call of the language learning apps though!!#right back to research #edit: also these immersion methods focus on speaking as the end goal which i obvs won't be doing.........so yeah idk #ellis exclaims #langblr

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mikkeneko · 1 year ago

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Shen Qingqiu at pretty much all times:

#world's most self-effacing narrator #like this isn't necessarily a low-self-esteem thing? I don't think?#he literally will just do anything to be Not Perceived #see my prev post about how reaching for a fan to hide his face is THEE very first thing he does when waking up in his new life #even BEFORE he realizes where and who he is #he haaaaates having attention on him #(which makes the fact that he's basically the center of Luo Binghe's universe a source of profound ongoing discomfort)#it's not that he thinks everyone hates him he just doesn't realize other people think of him at all #he has no sense of object permanence SPECIFICALLY regarding his own self in other people's minds #like this is the man who made 'I'll fake my death and that will surely not bother my loved ones at all!' his PLAN A

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pastafossa · 1 year ago

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The last day of 2023.

And holy shit has it been a chaotic ride, one which you all shared with me, or that's what it feels like!

The Major Moments:

Feb: Cato's cancer diagnosis and discovery of weird mutated cells that likely won't be explained until after he passes away. He's still with me, fortunately! No idea how much time he has left but I'm grateful for every second

April: a small leak in my dining room ceiling turned into a bigger leak which turned into a massive hole in the ceiling, at least it wasn't winter???

May: DD Born Again Photos give us all a goddamn heart attack

May: I FUCKING REACH MY OVERALL 1,000,000 WORD COUNT ON AO3. 🎊 🎉 🎊 Next stop is 1mill for TRT!

June: Went to my first con since Covid! Drove all the way down to Philly to see Charlie Cox, WHICH WAS FUCKING AMAZING, HE HELD THE RED THREAD FOR OUR PHOTO, MY FANFIC DREAMS HAVE COME TRUE, AND I TOLD HIM WHAT DD MEANS TO ME AND HE WAS SO NICE I COULD CRY

June: At that same con, I finally FINALLY got to meet my bff @wonderlandmind4 in person after many many many late nights of chatting, and we just CLICKED like we'd been friends for years, which I should have expected, but still! And then I got to meet a bunch of my readers, too! Best con experience EVER

July: enter Whoops Covid Finally Got Me After 3 Years But Charlie Was Worth It ™

July: Finally dusted off my draft of Pasta's First Dark Fic cause even if my brain was too fuzzy to write, I figured I could edit a bit. And I did! And was pretty happy with the results!

August: Shit Now There's A Long Covid Heart Issue And I Can't Be Seen Until Late November Thanks Covid ®

August: leak in the garage leads to me losing about 65% of all the beautiful, special woods pieces I'd gathered over the course of six years for carving. Within a week I am gifted a huge bin of wood from a kind soul at my local witchy shop

Sept: TRT's 6th anniversary!

Nov: I was slowly getting back into the swing of things, doing a bit of writing in between learning to manage whatever was going on with my heart (which we'll hopefully figure out in January when I get all the results of testing in Jan)

Early Dec, and the worst week of my life: mom got sick. Within one day she went from not feeling good to needing an ambulance. By the next day, she was in the ICU - flu induced double pneumonia that was interfering with her breathing and heart issues. And with one more day, she was put into an induced coma and ventilated, without any of us sure if she'd pull through. They told us she'd likely be under for two weeks, potentially longer even if she made it. The amount of messages and supportive comments I got from all of you, the talks I had with @wonderlandmind4 and @shouldbestudying41, just the general sense of having a community to help me means more than I can ever say as you all helped me through that terrible, horrible moment, even if it was just gently messaging me to remind me to try to eat.

Mid Dec: against ALL odds, Mom was off the ventilator in a week. By week 2, she was out of the ICU. By week 3? Off to the physical rehab center. She was there a grand total of 1 week before she was allowed to come home to finish her recovery. Early December was the worst moment of my life, and yet it was also bookended by the best Christmas of my life even if it was spent at the rehab center, because I got to have my mama back, and hug her and tell her I loved her and make jokes, and now she's home and we've been watching Christmas movies and eating grilled cheeses, and as far as I'm concerned, that's what the holiday is to me: not presents and snow and lights, but this moment, this time with her. 'In all the places you find love, it feels like Christmas.'

In just a few hours for me, it'll be 2024. I have no idea what to expect going forward, or even what to plan for, much less a resolution. I know I want to get back to TRT when mom's a bit better (she still needs a lot of help, understandably). I know there are wood carvings I want make; friends I want to visit; witchy events at my local shop I want to go to. But other than that... who knows? If I'm lucky, things will be calmer than this past year. But even if they aren't, at least I know I have dear friends, all of you, and my family, including Pasta Mama, to help me through it.

Goodbye, 2023. Hello, 2024.

#new years #tw: sick parent #tw: sick pet #i have had a doozy of a year #and i truly don't think i'd have gotten through it without all of you #i feel like my life was just one great big tilt a whirl this year #incredible highs and incredible lows #we'll just have to see what 2024 brings #thank you to all of you this year #for your chats and messages #your comments and reaching out #it hasn't exactly been a smooth ride this year and i'm so grateful to all of you that helped push that metaphorical car up the hill with me #we'll see what comes this next year

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gu6chan · 5 days ago

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Not to be dramatic and point fingers but why is it that the worst people with no respect towards art or anything that doesn't involve mindless consumption for "the lore" always have to be drakengard 3 and nier fans. like i don't even try to look and search for things to complain about regarding them but somehow every stupid fucking thing in this fanbase comes back to them

#gu6chan's musings #can talk about this here so literally a couple of days ago #this dude decided to post a 'machine translation' of the dod1 side story and you know what they fucking said?#'maybe someone like barnabisms can come pretty it up in the distant future 😍'#and i was like 'what the fuck are you talking about i did NOT spend 4 years putting painstaking effort into my shit just for you to come #along and say 'that could've all been done with a machine; actually lol''#i ended up getting REALLY upset about it (the most upset about something ive been in a while) and was like #'whats even the point. i was gonna do the dod2 sidestory but yk what go ahead and fucking do that too if machine tl is that good'#and eventually they took the post down and apologised and their whole reasoning was they weren't thinking bc they wanted to see the lore.#and like. you just want to consume more content is the fucking thing. you don't actually care about any of this #i should have had an idea when they tried arguing to me about the one -> seere/manah heritage being a good thing bc it 'connected' the two #games (disregarding any damage manahs already established character arc TOOK bc of that 'connection')#and they were a huge nier fan by the looks of it too and like. come on i keep saying SURELY they can't all be like that #and it sounds awful for me to say it like this but it's always fucking them somehow reaching new lows making shit unbearable 'for the lore'#i rlly rlly hate this fanbase man #again I'm feeling a lot better but Godddd it's gonna take some effort to get back into tl again after this tbh #but people were very supportive :') it made me feel a lot better bc at that point i was like please just someone care lmao #hung out with some friends last night and it was a good time #but yeah im gonna have to say more on this whole issue later tbh. i really dislike stirring conversations and shit up but!!!#ppl need to have more fucking respect!!!!

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stcries · 7 days ago

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guys I’m just noticing…. viktor has a teensie little scar on his forehead.

i could just be hella tired rn and imagining things, but it’s there??? it’s incredibly small, but everything in arcane is deliberate so I DON’T KNOW?? MAYBE I’M JUST SEEING THINGS??

you really have to squint in order to see it, but it’s there, right above his left eyebrow. it could just be an eyebrow crease/line or something, but it seems too deliberately placed if you ask me.

as for how he got it? we can see he actually has the scar as a kid too. so i’m thinking he tripped once with his bad leg and landed hard on the ground and ended up scraping himself up? well it was zaun, so he could’ve gotten it anywhere tbh.

#・ ˖ ✦ ⋄ . HEADCANONS ❝ viktor. ❞#i have reached a whole new level of delulu actually #you really have to SQUINT to see it but it’s there #i tried to show it off as best i could with the caps provided #it was there in others but they were too low quality

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uchiha-gaeshi · 10 days ago

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Fuck fuck fuck low self-esteem has ruined my life.

#uchiha-gaeshi overshares #i should've known the signs when i got evaluated for adhd and my self perception was like #hold up gotta pull it up #and also disclaimer that this was a separate assessment for overall emotional wellbeing (or something like that) and this was just part of #the many tests that i had to take #ok. we're reaching even newer levels of oversharing here since i'm literally sharing evaluation results. but anywho #i was in the 96th percentile for sense of inadequacy; 17th percentile in (good) self esteem; 3rd percentile in self-reliance #and 3rd percentile in ego strength (i.e. satisfaction with self and one's abilities)#i saw this and got shocked and then forgot about it (in my defense there was a lot of stuff in the evaluation)#looks like it's more therapy for me. yay.#like there have been more times than not where i have felt less than to people around me. and fearing that people will see how pathetic #i actually am. god no wonder my desire to socialize decreased as my self esteem decreased #i might be repeating the same point over and over #ok so imma bring up the si/oc fic that i just dropped. like i think i *tried* to make a like a more confident version of myself; but i gues #i'll have to put it on pause because my teens were defined by feeling shit about myself. like idk what to do with a character like that #who's supposed to be making moves. like nothing would happen besides survivor's guilt #anyways back to the subject. as my gpa got pathetically low (i can't even share it here or else i'll probably deactivate this blog) and i #started losing jobs. i lost patience with myself. it seemed like other people were able to chug along with the demands of life while i was #fumbling around with no end in sight (tbh i wasn't the only one my close friend from college also has adhd and was really struggling and #another one might have dropped out. my childhood friend who also has adhd is in the same. exact. situation as i am with being unable to #go out in public since we feel like we can't be our “best selves”). then the old question came back: if i can't handle #high school/a part-time job/college on a low courseload then what the fuck was i going to do? some days i'd keep going with new strategies #or new ways to be more productive. but other days i didn't want to keep going #who knew it's not healthy to always assume that people are better than you? even though i have been reframing the more obvious thoughts #it's an automatic and unconscious impulse that just runs in the background of my head. idk if this is just a human thing or...#but because of this at times i'd hold myself back from fear of failure #anyways that's all i've lost my train of thought and have to do errands i've been putting off #txt

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crowrelli · 1 year ago

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#vent tw #death mention tw #okay I need to post this bc I’m. going to explode into a million shattered parts if I don’t #my grandmother on my moms side who lived with us my whole teen years. who I helped care for. passed last night before I could go visit her #and instead of IDK FUCKING CALLING ME TO TELL ME my estranged idiot sister just texts me basically ‘Oop she died 🤪’#what the actual fuck #I deserve to hear from our mom? I deserve to hear like the rest of the fucking family?#my cousin did it right and said ‘call your mom’ but you just fucking take it on yourself?? how inconsiderate and conceited to take that away #how little do you see of me to not show basic fucking compassion??#I will never not hold this with me every time I think of my grandmothers passing #I’m a fucking adult. I’ve lived on my own for 3 god damn years. and yet you can’t extend me the BASIC FUCKING RESPECT of letting me find out #the RIGHT WAY #I broke my no contact out of respect for my grandma. I promised to walk into a house I was fucking prisoner in half my life.#I looked past my pain and my trauma out of basic fucking human decency and she couldn’t wait a few hours to let the news reach me properly #and before I can even say my goodbyes she’s gone and this is how you tell me??#she KNEW I was in contact with our mom again #she KNEW #I lived with grandma I HELPED TAKE CARE OF HER #I picked her off the floor when she fell I made her food when she was hungry I READ HER BOOKS WHEN HER HANDS SHOOKTOO BAD #I knew they were monsters but are you fucking kidding me?? this is so so low I’m in fucking shock #I thank my partner and their family every fucking day for teaching me what real love is #because after you live your whole life trying to love people who are only playing roles for the sake of appearance you can never go back to #the cold lifeless greyscale power plays they call unconditional love #god I just #I’m just so fucking tired

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exmojoe · 2 years ago

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Gotta dress sluttier so I can piss off god, who will then — hopefully — make it rain in a failed attempt to get me to cover up

#for context it’s been 110+ degrees for the past like 12 days and even tho we’re a month into monsoon season there hasn’t been a lick of rain #we’re used to this heat but not for this long #the lows haven’t even been reaching 90 #and the unhoused population has grown significantly in the past year #we get ~300 heat related fatalities a year #and that numbers only going to get higher #basically very very hot and dry with no end in sight #and then there’s also the fact that the scotus just denied the Navajo nation clean water/water in general #and that our wildlife is already seriously displaced #plus we’re already super prone to wild fire #as it is #the downside to a miraculous cool off tho is that people are gonna be like ‘see it was never a real problem’. I mean they’re gonna be like #that anyways #anyways I’m frustrated as hell and my brain keeps telling me ‘just pray’ but like I don’t even believe in that #if you’re in the south/southwest US rn just know I’m thinking of you and please try to stay cool and hydrated 🙏#specifically the ca/az/nm areas #cuz I know they’re getting hit the hardest rn #Arizona #new mexico #California #climate crisis

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maydayfireball · 2 years ago

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I'm still doing what i am referring to as my vocaloid concert pilgrimage, and have currently reached magical mirai 2017

as much as i rag on MM for not being mikupa, MM17 actually has a very solid line up compared to prior or upcoming years.

#meiko and kaito get ONE SONG #AND ONE OF THOSE SONGS WILL BE A REPEAT FROM A PAST YEAR #i mean it's still in the curse of #but like my standards are low since they'll never reach the kaito mikupa peak #actually tbf they did do luka kinda dirty this year specifically #i think it's the first year luka hasn't gotten a new song in a concert and also she only got two songs #but len and rin came out pretty well this year despite it being miku year #.. also did u know mm17's line up shares 4 songs with PLP 1 #and 2 songs with PLP 2 #obviously you don't know that second part only i know that but. easter egg.#valkris says shit #sorry i'm in such a content desert btw once i finish commission stuff i'll see if people will let me post those so i have SOMETHING

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takemeinyrarmy · 2 months ago

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i know people are not reading the posts of Palestinian's pleading for your attention I know for some they might even think they are repetitive or tiring but every single one of these people are risking their lives to come ask for your help that every single life is valuable and every person is a universe and I am begging you if you see this please donate what you can and help share these fundraisers as if you were doing it for your own loved ones please don't ignore this!

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These people have reached out in asks as of 22/11/24. All of this are vetted and/or donation protected!

#d0i #im back to trying this bc i feel the longer donation posts get ignored or are being supressed

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ocpdzim · 2 months ago

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What are y’all’s favorite sources for news that is not about the US, Australia, or Britain? I want to know more about what’s going on around the world but when I read the news from the news app on my phone it’s mostly just about those places and only occasionally mentions anywhere else if something really, really major is happening, and then with inadequate context or sometimes just obvious bullshit. I can read it in English (at any reading level) or Spanish (if it is not using a particularly complex writing style)

#i’d actually kind of prefer it to be in low to mid level complexity spanish bc then i can practice spanish and read news at the same time #i’ve kind of hit the point where i don’t feel like i’m progressing so much w duolingo #it has been very helpful but like it’s reached the point where i’ve got the basics #and i need to actually see how people are putting together sentences in real life

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