#puberty is rough
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Art dump of rat college days (ft. @valiant-portabella-pirkko's Ruju to the right with the kitty nose 😻)
Smaller segments and tiny wysma lore below!
Wys is ~15 here, running on the assumption that Asuran college = highschool years (Taimi was 13ish when she began studying)
We don't get a lot of insight into college culture, but if it's full of teenagers, it's full of teenage drama. Wysma doesn't learn how to be assertive- or confident- until much later, so he gets pushed around a bit 😌
#gw2 art#my art#gw2 asura#commander wysma#but baby#he was a deceptively strong beanpole tho#the muscle comes later ahxbgwhe#puberty is rough
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Yes!!! Being too “big” for some actions, being to “small” for other actions. This story was very much about being a girl on the way to becoming a woman. There is nothing sweet or ethereal. There are no role models. In Looking Glass, going from a pawn to a queen isn’t even gratifying.
in almost every other children's book where the main heroine is swept away to a land of whimsy she's shown having a lovely time; braving dangers occasionally, trying to find her way home, sure, but ultimately delighting in the magic around her. meanwhile alice spends her entire time in wonderland like
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Day 4 of @kaarija-inktober took a turn: the prompt is screaming
Inspired by Menestynyt Yksilö and Kintsugi (putting together broken pottery with gold glue)
So ... welcome to the ranty part of the post.
I have felt like I have been stuck recently. It is not as bad as it was pre-Käärijä where I couldn't sleep due to existential dread and had almost stopped caring about myself and my well being since I was constantly feeling inadequate.
That said my energy (physical and mental both) is fluctuating a lot where I sometime feel like all I can do is as little as possible (which results in me trying to nap and end up more miserable or going to bed way earlier than I actually want just to get the day over with). Artistically while I have some days where I'm hit with the inspirational dogde ball and can create artwork after artwork no problem, most of the time I feel like I am on the verge of an artblock. My gender dysphoria has been a rollercoaster as well going from days I feel like I've never felt better in my skin to days where I haven't felt worse. These emotional peaks are draining me and so when I sat down to draw this prompt and just couldn't get a good sketch going I gave in and decided to make this into a vent artwork. (Sorry to vintage Kä and especially MY for always seeming to get back to them when needing to vent).
So yeah - things are odd rn and not in a good way. I really hope things will turn around soon (maybe I have just reached that part of second teenage hood, who knows?)
#while I started this piece frustrated as heck not daring to hope for it to turn out good#I actually am pretty decently happy with it#I think turning the broken glass pieces into kintsugi did a lot#and it fits with vitage käärijä's yellow palette#if you want to hear me 'voe is me' ranting you can click under the line#I really hope this is just me experiencing second puberty#but yeah things are rough atm#not all the time but a lot#so I needed to vent about it#käärijä#vintage käärijä#käärijätober#käärijätober 2024#ngl having the whole thing with the kollekt and the nfts going on in the background is not helping my mental state#my own art#mine
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sheng wang spending his day on no sleep accosted by visions of tian in the shower is killing me, I get you wang
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I'm posting this now because I'm impatient and also because I just got that commission done by jerribbit (go look at it and admire it 🥰) which is based off of the same thumbnail as this drawing (lol) 'cause I had one of those moments like, "wait this concept is too good for me to not also draw this picture," so even though I paid someone else to draw it, I decided to also draw it. But expanded upon.
anyway it's AU-related and I plan to actually put this in a post with some other images later but I have to like, draw the other images first...
these are both Kaine as he looks in Houston in windowverse; left in mid-october or thereabouts and right in mid-november ish. 2015. he's 26/27/28/6 years old depending on how you start counting. (lol) (he's 27 and a half)
originally, I was gonna put his costume underneath, but I ended up deciding to bare his neck, just for the like... cohesion of the image as a whole.
closeups/details under the cut:
left pic is Kaine in mid-October ish as mentioned, mid-to-late really... he ran out of medication and he's not doing so hot. some breakthrough spots as his immune system kicks back into gear.
some of those spots (the little ones) are just from picking at his skin though.
then he gets eaten by werewolves.
also shaves his head. the white pupil is a cataract he's had for a few years at this point. a combo of meds + physical trauma when he was a few years younger.
also it turns out shaving a character's face and making his cheeks rounder really shaves off the years.
he may be going through some shit and adjusting to new medications and so on and so forth but at least he's eating enough ❤️
stop chewing your lips dude. anyway i spent at least an hour on coloring his scars in the second pic lmao, i just enjoy that. Like, lighting? no. texturing? yes. it's just a bunch of overlapping marks of cain. mark of cains. handprints :) a la Spider-Man: Redemption.
opposite side obviously.
some red hairs in his scraggly little beard :p
his voice is fried, for the record. that scar is right over his voice box. it's like five years old though, so it's well-healed.
and then it gets even more fried, probably. this relatively fresh extremely gnarly scar is from getting his throat ripped out by a werewolf lol.
He died! Then he got better. Obv being eaten by werewolves is directly lifted from his Scarlet Spider solo, though not everything is identical.
i had to bullshit the way it looks also cause idk about you but it seems like asking for trouble to try and google, like, "scars from wolf mauling" or something. lmao.
in the windowverse setting, the Other heals injuries but existing scars stay put, and in this case the life-threatening injuries he sustained made new scars rather than healing away to smooth skin, on account of, hey, he got torn limb from limb by werewolves! not exactly a papercut, you know???
admire his hair. the only reason it's not one big fluff is because of his expensive hair products.
oh yeah blue pullover hoodie because that's what Ben has :)
and the charcoal gray hoodie is a $345 Derek Rose hoodie he got from Saks after Aracely decided that she liked his blue hoodie and it's hers now.
oh right as far as his age goes—
this pic is, as mentioned, how he looks in fall 2015.
he was ''born'' on 4/1/2009 (so if you must be literal he's 6 years old)
he reached 22 the day after Peter's 22nd birthday (10/31/2009) (so he's 28)
but his 22nd birthday wasn't until 4/1/2010 (so he's 27)
according to the birth certificate wally gets made for him in this au he was born on 4/1/1989 (so he's legally 26)
He usually counts from his observed 22nd birthday in 2010 so generally he would consider himself 27 at this point. as long as he can remember his fake birth year it doesn't matter if he forgets what age he's ''supposed'' to be and since he was born in 2009 technically that makes 1989 much easier to remember.
also aracely was born in 1999 in this universe so this makes her both 10 years older than and 10 years younger than him :) which was another factor in why i picked 1989
#idk if this needs a label because of his throat scars or what. like. i will add one if necessary though.#nadiart#fanadiart#came in through the window last night#kaine parker#rough art#shiny art#i shot myself in the foot with those tags it turns out#gradually more hair between his brows because he gradually stops pulling his eyebrows and eyelashes out...#technically he should have a bit of a baby unibrow going on#because of some meds when younger which affected his hormones during puberty#kaine is simultaneously more and less hairy than his brothers depending on the year (since peter is more fuzzy after man-spider)
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you ever write up a combination of words you're really proud of at the time bc you think it's vivid but it's actually so atrocious that you remember it eight years later bc it's burned itself into your long-term memory? just me?
#i'm literally laughing my entire ass off rn. i can't believe i found this fic i wrote at 15 and orphaned when i came to my senses abt both#my complete inability and total aversion to writing first person as well as the fact that the english language should never have been#subjected to its words being done dirty like this 😭#also i straight up fucking LIED in the authors note??? i said i'd broken my knee as a kid which is categorically false. i fell down some#stairs and banged it up and it's a tiny bit weak ig but i didn't break it? all any teens born after y2k know is eat hot chip and lie...#still not over the first line... the flip flop bit i remembered but i'd COMPLETELY forgotten 'a shriek seeped out of my throat'. girl. what.#how does a shriek seep exactly? the world may never know...#and the use of 'groped' is also sending me 😭 AND 'crash bash whump thump' girlllll send help holy shit i can't stop coughing & laughing#the rest of the fic isn't quite this bad but it's very purple yet ineloquent and rough. it's a good reminder of how much i've improved and#honestly i'd rather read this utterly amature fic bc it's at least charming in its lack of skill rather than infuriating like some of my#oneshots that are still on my page bc they're more comprehensible but just bad enough to make me cringe. getting mad at this oneshot would#be like getting bad at a kid's stick figure drawing. like. it's just kinda cute to see someone starting out on their creative journey#my old sw oneshots on the other hand are like the awkward growing pains of puberty. you just can't help but wince at the reminder#this is okay to reblog btw bc it's objectively hilarious and i don't mind ppl finding humor in it#len speaks
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HOW HAS NOBODY BEEN TALKING ABOUT THIS!?
Wind is a small little baby bean right? NO well not for long at least because he’s 14 and that usually when puberty starts OH BOY POOR WIND IMAGINE BEING SURROUNDED MY 8 OTHER GUYS WHO 100% R GOING TO TEASE HIM ABOUT VOICE CRACKS AND PIMPLES AND WERID CRUSHES AND …..other things 💀 HEY MAYBE SKY AND HYRULE WILL HLEP AT LEAST as someone who had older brothers growing up (even though I’m a girl) he genuinely is going to wanna punch them so hard across the face but won’t because he loves his brothers to much 🥺🥺
#linkeduniverse#legend of zelda#wind#lu wind#PUBERTY SUCKS#BROTHERS SUCK#BUT THATS LIFE#😭😭😭#WIND IS IN FOR A ROUGH TIME#OMG AND HES GONNA BE SO MOODY#i cant rn
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peace and love on planet earth :)
#just a minor update on me is that i am still experiencing symptoms but they are less severe#2fort here demands something called window time#where i have to sit in front of the window WITH her and look outside#she will not do it alone#and she will try to herd me to the window if i do not follow her#anyways! hope everyone is fantrolling well#sooty has recovered from his neuter super fast and the effects were immediate! hes much less irritable and wayyy more lovey#puberty was being so rough on him but now he is a peaceful snugglebunny#anyways as always i will answer asks with art drawn during the workday so dont be afraid to drop anything in the box there#lokit OUT
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fun fact: Jack was a fat ass baby. chubbiest cheeks in the world. and then when he grew up a little, he was a skinny lil twig like Elijah. but puberty hit like a TRUCK
Eddie was always a skinny lil thang though... when he hit adolescence, he just shot UP in height
#they were both early bloomers... bc of stress#they both had to grow up faster than they should've#oc ramblings#oc#my oc#oc: jack#oc: edgar#another person who had a drastic transformation during puberty was rae#poor thing had a rough go at it because his folks passed JUST as he started it
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Damn I really do bet on losing dogs.
#rants n rambles#mitski im sorry#i know you relased TLIIASAW#but im still stuck on puberty 2 :/#JUST got over be the cowboy#like i know you said sad girl is over but GIRL SHIT IS ROUGH
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Surely, surely there are spells that dust, clean, scrub bathrooms, wash clothing? House elves can do it with a snap of their fingers, wizards can do it just as easily with a wave of their wand.
So why do house elves clean dorms and do laundry at Hogwarts? There’s only one explanation:
It has nothing to do with how easy the task is, and everything to do with it actually getting done. In other words, teenagers.
Living in dorms with other teenagers.
At some point in Hogwarts history, there had to have been teenagers running around in three week old uniform shirts and genuinely not realising it was a problem.
Like, it had to be bad enough that someone decided it was enough of an issue to call a meeting about it. House elves have been washing Hogwarts uniforms on a nightly basis ever since.
#House elves in the kitchens make sense#food being the primary exception to Gamp’s Law#but the rest never made sense to me#this is all mostly a joke#like we’ve all been teenagers and puberty is rough#shoutout to anyone who’s ever walked into a year 8 locker bay and made it out alive#anyone who went to a co-ed high school#*shudders*#let’s spare a thought for the poor Hogwarts kids with no guidance#a dorm of boys with no present parental figures to suggest they maybe try showering a bit more frequently for the next few years#also who’s teaching them to shave?#like are they all running around with those little sparse beards?#until they go home for the holidays and hopefully have a living father figure to show them?#that seems like a bit of a gamble given the survival rate of parents in the wizarding world#Hogwarts#Harry Potter#marauders era#marauders
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"omg why is this teenager tall and/or hairy and/or look like an adult" what exactly do you people expect puberty to do lol
#angel posts#guys thats when the height comes in#yes the 17 year old w the height genes is going to be tall when#like what#do you think ppl dont get tall til they turn 18#i knew a guy who was 6'4 at 14#girls my age were 13-15 and like 5'9#or more#that teenager has a rough beard bc puberty and genes#these things are not strange you just expect teens too look like infants#which a lot of them do!#but. not perpetually four foot nothing children pls
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Revamped au skunk punk info
In this revamped version of my au crash is a spotted skunk Mobian human hybrid with a human mother who lost custody of him after people had found out that she is a chronic addict even when she had good intentions.
After that he mostly just moved around from foster home to foster home before finally being adopted at 15 by rough and tumble who loved the idea of having a third member on their cute little team although he didn’t necessarily go through puberty until he was about thirteen or fourteen and it was a mix between them producing some estrogen while also being able to produce testosterone at any other time note the long hair(anyone can have that tho)and certain traits such as body curves and having a period one week but next thing you know a month later they go through male related puberty.
They’re just such a little adventurous punk with a straight forward attitude and I love them so much💙💙💙💙💙💙
#agirlwithmagicpals#rough and tumble my beloved🤗#crash the spotted skunk#skunk punk au#skunk hybrids#hybrid oc#au oc#au ramblings#foster children#tw adoption#punk style#puberty#hormones#estrogen#male testosterone#intersex#intersex oc#sonic oc#au lore dump
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interacting w any media is rough but esp medical shows bc like damn. would anyone show up if i got in an accident? we can't tell
#girlieposting#wah wah nobogy wotn me over and over who cares at this point#finally on my period after 3 months & seasonal issues return & also coming out of total shutdown so i've been having such a rough go of it#literally had a near meltdown listening to a podcast abt like. early puberty or smth#like that one was an insane reach for my mind to make and yet#i love you vitamin d and iron supplements u are my saviour#also insane that this is the first time in yrs i have regular social contact w like some variety of ppl#and this last few months just social contact at all#and ykw not a big diff#saying that and realising that no the diff is that now i'm like unfreezing and seeing or hearing literally anybody#do anything that implies that anybody cares abt them in literally Any way sends me into a tailspin#this post was inspired by: saw someone on a medical show be like ooh wheres my wife and that was just. rough for me.
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Content Warnings: active talk and display of voice dysphoria for FTM people, menstruation as an existential crisis
Until I can make a more qualitative cover and get my vocal cords up to it, here's a 'performed' one take wip cover of ThatLuckyPanda's "N0RMAL."
I wanna do it justice, and it'll take some time, so feel free to listen to the original here before I'm ready to bring out my proper cover:.
#thatluckypanda#damien does a voice thing#my voice#real rough try at harsh vocals#it's not mixed that well so just be ready#much to love and all the power to you lukas if you're reading#and to fellow trans people and teens who hate what puberty is doing to us all#and if anyone wants to ask how I learned the beginner's fry scream feel free to dm me
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Tmi nsfw in tags just rambling
#I’m so close to talking about trying to get on T with Aaron… like. I think it’ll be fine bc I what want.#doesn’t seem to really contradict/bother how attraction *seems* to work for him#like I don’t really care about socially transitioning tbh. like I’ll be ur wife still it’s fine#but I wanna be hairier. deeper voice. and I really hope for bottom growth#my only worry is smelling bad bc this summer has already been rough in that area I sweat through my deodorant so bad sometimes#but like… I half broached it in the weakest way possible like ‘ik u don’t like gauges what abt body mods’#but that’s how I want him to see it. I’m not killing the woman he loves Im just. body modding#like. he likes eating out and he likes sucking strap so like. my biggest concern is honestly him being put off by that but it shouldn’t be#an issue#but if I’m wrong I may lose him and tbh I’m a crazy person who finds the idea of a life without him not worth living#also going through a second puberty in public around my coworkers? also sounds unpleasant I don’t wanna be questioned by them#not to mention how deeply bigoted his whole family is. even goth ppl get shit on 😭#tbh now that my grandmas dead atp if my family tried to give me shit I’d just cut them off until they could behave#just my mom and my sis would get spared#don’t mind me I’m just constantly screaming on the inside
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