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deadheaddaisy ยท 2 months ago
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Day 19!
Prompt: Unrequited Love
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The time for feeding was near. She knew, though not how, for there was no real change in the light, no winds blowing or dusk falling or change in temperature as night fell, or any of the things she remembered from Before.
Perhaps it was the hunger. Perhaps the sounds of the other creatures nearby, in their cages and confines, as they all started awakening and calling out for sustenance.
Big Voice Man began his nightly round. But he was starting with one of the smaller cages. The Pyrithian bat gripped the sides of its cage and shrieked angrily. Why was she being ignored? Where was her food?
โ€œNow then, behave yourself. You know very well that today is your treat day and you donโ€™t want me feeding you. Ensign Sato will be by shortly.โ€
Smiling Voice Lady! The bat squeaked in excitement. She would be let out of her cage and be allowed to crawl around on Smiling Voice Ladyโ€™s shoulders. Perhaps even receive scritches! The batโ€™s head swivelled toward the doors. She was approaching!
There were other footsteps walking alongside hers; a heavier tread, but perfectly in sync. Strong Quiet Man. He had been accompanying Smiling Voice Lady more frequently, of late. He still refused to interact with any of the creatures, though.
The doors to Sickbay opened, and Smiling Voice Lady entered, accompanied by Strong Quiet Man. His hands were clasped behind his back, while hers swung freely at her sides.
โ€œHello, Doctor,โ€ she said, heading straight for the batโ€™s cage. She squeaked again, eagerly climbing up the side of the cage to where the lid was opening. โ€œHey, hello, how are you?โ€ The bat crawled out onto her hand, gripping tightly but carefully with her small, clawed feet. Smiling Voice Lady must never be hurt.
โ€œYou're so gentle with her, Hoshi,โ€ said Strong Quiet Man. โ€œNot many people would be comfortable around a flying rat with a vampire bite!โ€
โ€œSheโ€™s beautiful, is what she is,โ€ Smiling Voice Lady cooed, gently scratching the top of the soft, silky-furred head. The bat squeaked again and shivered her wings in pleasure, gazing up at the human in adoration. โ€œDonโ€™t tell me, you never had rodents or other small mammals as pets? No mice or rats or guinea pigs or hamsters?โ€
โ€œNone whatsoever,โ€ confirmed Strong Quiet Man. He looked a little sad. โ€œWe had a Labrador while I was growing up - a good dog for a good British family. His name was Sam.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s a good name. A strong name.โ€ Smiling Voice Lady kept stroking, and the little bat craned her head to get the best position for the finger scratches.
โ€œHe was named after Samwise Gamgee. He was the most loyal dog any boy could ever have hoped for. Sam lived to the age of 13; a ripe old age for a dog his size. When he died, we never replaced him. And then I joined Starfleet a year or so later.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€ Smiling Voice Lady sounded a little sad now, too. The bat rubbed its cheek against her hand, and she smiled, and cooed again. Strong Quiet Man let out the softest sigh, a sound only the bat could hear. He must enjoy the sound of Smiling Voice Lady cooing, just like the bat did.
Her voice was less sad when she said, โ€œI never had a dog, or a pet of my own, really. My grandfather, Michio, he had this utterly gorgeous black cat. Kuro - her name meant โ€˜blackโ€™. Sheโ€™d let me hold her whenever I visited, just the gentlest old lady. She lived to the age of 22. You remind me of her.โ€
Strong Quiet Man looked surprised. โ€œI remind you of a 22-year-old cat?โ€
Smiling Voice Lady laughed, and gently allowed the bat to climb up her arm to her shoulder, where it crawled around, squeaking happily. โ€œHer fur wasnโ€™t pitch black; it had that sort of reddish-brown tint to it, like black hair or fur turning rust-coloured. The way your hair looks black but then is brown in certain light.โ€
Strong Quiet Man frowned, but didnโ€™t seem angry. He simply nodded.
Smiling Voice Lady continued, โ€œShe was very calm, usually quiet, quite reserved - not just anyone could pet her, she usually only allowed Michio and me to touch her, or would curl up in our laps. But she was fierce! She was the smallest of all our cats, but she ruled them with an iron paw. They were all afraid of her, I think.โ€ She smiled. "Small, quiet, but deadly; sounds familiar, don't you think?"
Strong Quiet Man had been watching Smiling Voice Lady and a small smile had crept onto his face when he wasnโ€™t looking. He shook his head at her, chuckling, and didnโ€™t seem offended to be compared to a cat.
The bat crept up against the side of Smiling Voice Ladyโ€™s neck and cuddled in. She laughed, saying โ€œThatโ€™s ticklish!โ€ but made no move to dislodge the bat from its comfortable resting spot.
โ€œSheโ€™s quiet now. Would you like to pet her?โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t know, Hoshi, her teeth seem very sharp and theyโ€™re very close to your neck.โ€
โ€œJust move slowly and be gentle, Malcolm. Sheโ€™s a lot smaller than we are and frightens easily. Wouldnโ€™t you, if something a hundred times your size suddenly tried to grab you?โ€
Strong Quiet Man was reaching out toward the bat, slowly, carefully. The silvery bat hissed at his hand uncertainly, and Smiling Voice Lady bent her head and began rubbing it against the top of the batโ€™s.
โ€œHush now, you can trust him,โ€ she murmured, and the bat fluttered her wings and settled, watching warily as the finger reached toward her face. She allowed the touch, and preened under it a little. The finger slipped to one side and began rubbing gently along the sides of the batโ€™s jaw; she leaned into the touch, grumbling happily.
โ€œI think she likes you.โ€
โ€œSheโ€™s not too bad, herself.โ€ Strong Quiet Manโ€™s voice was low and deep and soothing. It made the little bat shiver happily under the resonance. Smiling Voice Lady seemed to shiver, too. Good sound was good sound, after all.
โ€œCome on, sweet girl. Playtimeโ€™s over.โ€ A gentle hand carefully removed the bat from Smiling Voice Ladyโ€™s neck and back down to her wrist.
The little creature sat back, considering; then she launched herself at Strong Quiet Man. He didnโ€™t flinch away from the sudden movement, simply looked down to where the bat was now clinging to his chest. There was a deep thudding boom beneath her ear, repeating over and over again.
A gentle finger began rubbing between her ears and under her chin, and soon she began falling asleep. Strong Quiet Man was comfortable and calm and his voice rumbled through his chest, accompanying that deep, rhythmic booming.
Smiling Voice Lady seemed to have moved closer, for her small, soft finger stroked down between the batโ€™s wings and along its spine. She let out some contented little squeaks and settled herself for sleep. Then a strong but gentle hand closed around her and her wings, lifting her from Strong Quiet Manโ€™s chest. Unfair!
But with some annoyed grumbling, the bat allowed herself to be placed back into the cage. She watched contentedly as Strong Quiet Man moved closer to Smiling Voice Lady, peering over her shoulder into the cage, but closing his eyes and inhaling quietly to take in her scent.
Perhaps next time the bat would once again have not one, but two admirers to pay her proper homage.
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stars-obsession-pit ยท 1 month ago
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Jason and Danny were magically married somehow and they are unable to break the effect.
However, aside from being a magical tether denoting that theyโ€™re connected, it doesnโ€™t really do anything. They can continue their lives more or less unchanged.
Thus they both just decided to kindaโ€ฆ do that. Collectively agreeing to ignore it, Danny sent Jason on his way back to his universe.
So yeah, Jason never felt the need to mention it to his family. Hell, heโ€™d all but forgotten about it himself.
Well, that was until it became relevant again due to <whatever situation> (magical person sensing it, using it to call Danny for help with something, being kidnapped because of it, etc)
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luna-azzurra ยท 1 month ago
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Dialogues that is like an open wound
โ†  "Why did you choose someone else over me?" Did I ever stand a chance? Or was I just the placeholder until the right person finally showed up and made it easy for you to leave?
โ†  "I can't believe I meant so little to you." I handed you all the parts of me I donโ€™t show anyone. And you tossed them aside like they were nothing. Likeย Iย was nothing.
โ†  "You promised forever, but all I got was heartbreak." You said things like โ€˜alwaysโ€™ and โ€˜foreverโ€™ like they were facts, not borrowed poetry. But forever, it turns out, had an expiration date the moment it got inconvenient.
โ†  "I still replay our last conversation in my mind, searching for answers." I memorized the way your mouth twisted when you said it was โ€œfor the best.โ€ Iโ€™ve dissected every word, every pause, hoping to find the truth hidden beneath all your careful detachment.
โ†  "Your betrayal left scars that won't heal." You didnโ€™t just break my heartโ€”you taught it how to doubt love, how to flinch at kindness, how to bleed without making a sound.
โ†  "I miss the person you pretended to be." You built this version of yourself I could love. Turns out, it was just a character you played to win me over. And I fell in love with a damn illusion.
โ†  "I wish I could erase the memories we shared." Itโ€™s cruel, really, how the best moments are the ones that hurt the most now. I wish I could bleach you out of my mind, scrub the laugh lines you carved into my life.
โ†  "Every time I see you, the pain resurfaces." You look the same. Smile the same. But now your face is a trigger, and my body remembers what my brain tries so hard to forget.
โ†  "You took my love and trampled on it without remorse." I gave you a love that bent, stretched, and forgave. And you wore it like a costume until it no longer fit your narrative.
โ†  "My heart aches for the person I used to be before you hurt me." I miss the softness I had before you turned it into armor. I miss the girl who believed love was something that stayed.
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geraskierfanficprompts ยท 3 months ago
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Prompt 149
This prompt has been filled by me! Anyone can write more interpretations and I'd love to see them, but if you're a reader, here's mine! https://archiveofourown.org/works/63921304
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An alternate universe where everything is basically the same, except for that Witchers aren't taught anything about humans, and never truly interact with any. Witchers don't go into towns for contracts. Monster contracts are posted on boards on the outer border of towns. People must check back every day to see if the contract has a knife in it. If it does, it means the witcher is either out fulfilling it, or already has. The witcher will then walk out of the forest with proof of it's kill, you gift them clothing, food, weaponry, sometimes even a steed, and back away slowly. Geralt is a witcher. And the most monstrous of them, if you were to ask him. He has sickly skin, long unnaturally white hair, and those slitted yellow eyes of his. It doesn't matter. Roach doesn't care how he looks, and that's good enough for him. He's hoping this contract will give him some new clothes. He'd even take sewing supplies. His best shirt has a big gash in the sleeve. Which wouldn't normally bother him, he could deal with it, but Roach keeps trying to nibble on it. It's a contract for a bruxa. One that's apparently been causing a lot of issues for some "count." Disrupting parties and attempting to lure people away for the slaughter. Geralt has killed her, and has her head as proof. When he approaches the board with his proof, he sees two humans waiting for him. One of them sneers in disgust, and one of them gasps in horror, tearing up. Geralt presents the head, and then holds his hand out for his reward. The older human shoves the scared one at Geralt. The scared one stumbles as he's shoved, and looks up at Geralt with big, wet blue eyes. Geralt tilts his head and turns back to the older one. That one must be the Count. "Your reward, Witcher." "F- Father!" "Silence, Julian. I don't care what you do to him." The Count turns and leaves. 'Julian' looks at Geralt with fear. Geralt is used to that. Witchers are scary. "I- I thought Witchers only hunted monsters, why did you kill Emmaline?" "...This?" Geralt asks, holding up the head, and the human gags, but nods. "It was a monster. She was a Bruxa. A type of vampire." Julian stares blankly for a moment, before he erupts into laughter. Geralt doesn't usually see or hear laughter very often. He likes when this 'Julian' laughs! Oh, but the laughing turns to sobbing. "I should've known! Of course she didn't like my bloody songs! She liked my bloody blood!" The Julian cries, and Geralt feels awkward. He doesn't quite know how to make a human happy. This would be easier if Geralt were at his camp. He doesn't like being so close to a town. He needs to be in the woods. He scoops up his (apparently) Julian, and throws him over his shoulder and walks him back to camp. Julian is now sitting by Geralt's campfire, still crying, but now it's silent. Geralt sits down beside him. Humans comfort with touch, he thinks. He doesn't truly know. He awkwardly puts his arms around Julian, and it doesn't seem to working.... Aha! Because the tears are still coming! Geralt can fix that! Geralt leans in and licks the salty water away. Julian starts laughing again, and finally relaxes. Geralt did it! He's such a good humankeeper! Having a human around is difficult, but Geralt is quite happy with this new arrangement! Geralt smiles a lot more than he used to. His human is adorable, and he's funny! And Geralt is learning so much more about humans! But sometimes that's horrifying. Geralt learned humans need to eat every day, so Geralt has begun hunting more. Julian didn't tell him this fact, Geralt had to learn it by himself when Julian fainted one day. Geralt also learned that humans are delicate things. Julian tripped over a root in the ground and ended up bleeding! BLEEDING! Geralt nearly lost it, that day. He licked his scratch clean, and bandaged his human, and kept a grip on his arm the rest of the day to balance him. They're sensitive, too.
The night had a light breeze, or so Geralt thought. Julian was shaking, teeth chattering, breaths visible. Hm. Perhaps it was colder than Geralt thought. He drags the human over, making Julian let out an odd "whoop!" sound, and wraps his arms around him. Julian scoots closer before settling, wrapping around geralt.
Humans are also curious. Too curious. Julian followed him on a hunt once and almost got hurt. Geralt shouted at him, immediately felt horrible, and apologized, but made sure to let Julian know that Julian was the one who did something stupid. Geralt thinks about getting a leash to keep his human safe at camp, but he doesn't think Julian would go for it.
His human seems happy! Until he doesn't. All of a sudden he's walking slower, and constantly frowning, and he sighs every few minutes! It's driving Geralt crazy not knowing how to fix it! He's tried all the things that have worked before! He licked him, he hugged him, he let him pet Roach, he made him a bigger portion of food, but nothing is working!
"What troubles you?" "๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝHm? Oh, sorry. It's justโ€ฆ I wanted to be a bard. Before." "Before?" "โ€ฆMy father.. Sold me to you, Geralt."
Oh yeah.
"โ€ฆWhat's a bard?" "G- Geralt, you don't know what a bard is?" "No." "Why, it's simply the best career out there! At least for me. Bards make music. They travel the continent singing their sweet melodies and sharing their feelings and hope to every townsperson out there. Farmers and nobles alike love a good bard."
Julian twitters on some more about these 'bard' titles.
"How do you become a bard?" "Well, you need an instrument. I had a lute, once. And you write songs in a notebook or journal. And all you have to do is sing them."
Thus Geralt makes a plan. Geralt goes searching for these items, loots here and there, and he believes he has a perfectly functional 'lute' and a journal. Geralt has a journal. It's too full of monsters to be given to his human, though. His human deserved one just for his songs.
When Geralt gave these items to his human, his human started sobbing. Shit! But Julian insists it's "happy" sobbing??? That's a thing? Humans will also cry when happy? Geralt will take note of this.
Geralt's Julian is MUCH happier now! And he makes such nice noises! He sings for Geralt all the time now. He strums his lute, and sings, and when he's not doing that, he's humming, and when he's not doing that, he's excitedly chatting away to Geralt, and it all makes him so happy. His human is happy! He likes his little human friend. And Geralt now knows for sure his human friend likes him back.
"Though it hurt so much at the time, I'm so very glad my father gave me to you. I've truly never been happier."
It appears Julian's last humankeepers were bad at their job, despite being humans themselves. Oh well. Doesn't matter now. Geralt would never rehome him.
Thus comes Geralt's problem. Winter is coming. He needs to head to the keep. He can keep his human alive up the path, Geralt's sure of it. He's skilled in humankeeping by now. But the actual staying part is what scares him. What if when Julian meets the other witchers, he finds one that can keep him even happier than Geralt? What if Geralt loses his Julian!? It's just unthinkable!
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novelbear ยท 1 year ago
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the words of an unrequited love (valentine's day edition)
prompt list by @novelbear
"you shouldn't have...really.."
"i didn't know you felt this way.."
"i hate to be the one to do this and ruin your day, but i don't want to lie to you."
"forget it. i'm sorry i bothered you." "can we please talk about this?"
"we could still go as friends if you want!"
"oh, dark chocolate....you remembered....yay!"
"shit....i am so sorry."
"you could have said that before i tried to kiss you." "how was i supposed to know you were going to do that?"
"i'm just going to go back home."
"you've been talking about wanting someone to spend the day with for weeks, silly me for thinking that was a sign."
"you totally led me on!" "what are you talking about?!"
"this is my fault. i guess what i said gave you the idea that i felt the same. i'm sorry."
"i just asked [name] out..."
"i thought you asked me to be your valentine in like a friendly way." "who asks someone to be their platonic valentine? please tell me." "plenty of people do, actually!"
"please don't say these are for me."
"this is a lot, like, a lot a lot."
"i just thought, you know what, nevermind."
"do you know how stupid i feel?" "i'm so sorry..."
"you're telling me this whole time, you didn't like me back and you still went on the date?!" "it was valentine's day! i couldn't reject you on valentine's day!"
"so, who was that lucky person you were telling me about?" "you, actually." "....oh."
"you're an amazing friend, you know that?" "stop there, i know how this goes."
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theaftersundown ยท 2 months ago
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me, forcing myself to sit down to write when I have no inspiration and it ends with nothing written and a massive headache:
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mrsmangi ยท 5 months ago
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Yellow Carnation ๐Ÿ’
just friends - luigi mangione
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โ™ก flower prompt: yellow carnation - a rejected love confession - meaning: in victorian times, to receive a bouquet of yellow carnations was read as a rejection to a romantic proposal. they can also be used to express sympathy or remorse. โ™ก w.c.: 2k โ™ก a/n: "pls more fluff" "pls more soft luigi-" no. angst will reign. this work of fiction is based on true events, directed by mrsmangi. enjoy!
โ™ก send me a flower & i'll write a drabble based off the prompt ! โ†ช prompts that have been requested
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โ€œI like you, Luigi.โ€
You have rehearsed this moment countless times in your head. You have crafted every word, anticipating every possible outcome. You wish someone would have told you, even with all the possible precautions taken in the world, nothing could ever prepare you for how it actually feelsโ€“baring your heart to someone and watching your entire life teeter on the precipice of change.
The words escape your lips, raw and trembling, vulnerable in a way that makes your stomach churn. Youโ€™ve been holding these feelings in for so long that theyโ€™ve started to claw at your insides from within. They have pulled at your thoughts and tightened your chest every time Luigiโ€™s name lights up your phone. Tonight, though, youโ€™ll let them spill over, even if it means losing everything.ย 
โ€œI thought if I just ignored my feelings for you, they would go away,โ€ you begin gently. He doesnโ€™t interrupt, letting you continue. โ€œI would never risk doing anything to jeopardize my friendship with you, but thereโ€™s really no use in denying it anymore. Every time you look at me, Iโ€™m just reminded of how much itโ€™s not going to happen. So, I try to cling to that and it helps me, sometimes.โ€
He chooses not to speak, but thereโ€™s a look on his faceโ€“one that highlights a tension in his features, and the faint crease between his browsโ€“that tells you heโ€™s listening. You take a breath to try to laugh it off, ease the tension, but it feels more like a deflection.
โ€œI mean, itโ€™s come to the point where I go out with guys just because they look like you,โ€ you say, forcing another laugh, but your breath stutters. โ€œThen, Iโ€™m disappointed by them when they donโ€™t act like youโ€“which is ridiculous in itself, I know.โ€
You know the words you utter wonโ€™t change anything because deep down, you already know Luigiโ€™s answer. He doesnโ€™t like you. โ€œI know these feelings are completely unreciprocated,โ€ you add quietly. โ€œSo, you donโ€™t have to remind me.โ€
His lips twitch and he looks like heโ€™s about to say somethingโ€“something you know will just demolish you if he does, so you continue. Youโ€™re not ready to let him say it. โ€œIt just weighs on me, Luigi. My sentiment for you creates these expectations for you in my head that youโ€™re not obligated to fulfill whatsoever. I have these urges to get to know you betterโ€“to know every boring, exciting, sad, stupid, happy thing about you. Friends donโ€™t get urges to know you like the back of their hand or kiss you when you make them laugh. And it has everything to do with me, and nothing to do with you. I just really needed to get this off my chest and be done with it.โ€
Finally, he sighs. When he decides to speak, his voice is gentle, careful. It reminds you of a hunter attempting to approach a frightened deer. โ€œIโ€™m flattered,โ€ he says. โ€œBut...โ€ He trails off.
That, in itself, tells you all you need to know. Itโ€™s not a cruel rejectionโ€“not even a flat out rejection, but it doesnโ€™t make it hurt any less. You know what he attempts to convey with his half-sentence alone. On the contrary, his kindness almost makes it feel worse, like a salve that stings more than it soothes. He looks at you as though heโ€™s attempting to soften the blow. โ€œI care about you, (Name). I really do.โ€ย 
You nod wordlessly. How can words help you now? Your own have failed you. Thereโ€™s no anger in your heart, no resentment toward Luigi because how could there be? Heโ€™s an outstanding friend. Heโ€™s been nothing but good to you, he makes you happy more than any other person youโ€™ve ever known, and heโ€™s never faltered. Thereโ€™s no reason you could be mad, even if you wanted to be.
โ€œI just thought you should know,โ€ you manage, even though the lump in your throat makes it difficult to speak. Difficult to breathe.
โ€œI appreciate you telling me,โ€ he whispers. You canโ€™t help but let out a laugh of disbelief, shaking your head and looking away.ย 
โ€œOh, my God,โ€ you breathe, hand rising to hold your head. You run your hand through your hair, still laughing, but itโ€™s bitter. Itโ€™s disappointing. โ€œIโ€™m thoroughly impressed by how youโ€™re somehow managing to dodge rejecting me while simultaneously rejecting me.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s not that,โ€ he protests weakly. โ€œYou know, (Name), itโ€™s just thatโ€ฆitโ€™s just a crush.โ€
โ€œRight.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™ll move on.โ€
โ€œOkay.โ€
Silence hangs between you. It feels suffocating, so unlike the comfortable silences youโ€™ve shared before.
Luigi shifts in his seat, his discomfort visible. Heโ€™s trying, you can tell. Trying to say the right thing, to make this moment less unbearable for you both, but thereโ€™s nothing more to salvage. Itโ€™s not just his rejection that stings. Itโ€™s the hope that came before it, the fact that you let yourself believeโ€“even just for a momentโ€“that Luigi might feel the same way. You think about the nights you spent convincing yourself that the way he laughed at your jokes or lingered in conversation or did his damndest to bring you joy meant something more. In hindsight, it feels foolish, but at the same time, it just felt so real.
โ€œI really want to stay friends, but I donโ€™t think itโ€™s fair to you,โ€ he says. You can tell he means it. โ€œIt feels like Iโ€™m not helping you.โ€
He hasnโ€™t. With his big dumb grin and his stupid awful jokes, how could he ever help you get over him? But you canโ€™t say that. How could you possibly put the blame on him when all heโ€™s ever done is be himself? Itโ€™s not his fault youโ€™ve fallen in love with him. Itโ€™s not his fault heโ€™s everything youโ€™ve ever wanted.ย 
โ€œAre you suggesting what I think youโ€™re suggesting?โ€
โ€œItโ€™s up to you,โ€ he whispers. โ€œIโ€™m giving you the option. You know yourself better than I do.โ€
True, you think, but if it were up to you, youโ€™d stay at his side forever. Youโ€™d let him twist and bend you, like a piece of plastic until it inevitably snaps. Let him ruin you, let him devastate you.
You say nothing.
โ€œI obviously donโ€™t want to,โ€ he voices what you both think, after you donโ€™t reply. โ€œBut I know I would end up hurting you and I donโ€™t want that either.โ€
He doesnโ€™t have to hurt you, though, you hear a voice that sounds like your own whisper in the back of your mind. Youโ€™ll do that to yourself anyway.ย 
โ€œYour friendship means so much to me,โ€ you tell him, gently. โ€œI'd really like us to stay friends because having you in my life is important to me. I just wanted to be honest about where I'm at emotionally, so I can work on handling it in a healthy way without jeopardizing what we have.โ€ย 
When he sighs with relief, your heart falls in your stomach.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re so emotionally mature, itโ€™s insane,โ€ he says. Thereโ€™s still a carefulness, a subtle difference that wasnโ€™t there before. โ€œWe donโ€™t have to let it change anything. We decide how we deal with it.โ€ You canโ€™t tell if heโ€™s trying to convince you, himself, or both.
You finally make yourself look at him, and the expression on his face nearly causes you to unravel. His dark eyes are so soft and apologeticโ€“so guilt-ridden, you feel as though you may throw up. He must notice the contorted look on your face because he leans closer, frowning softly.ย 
โ€œIs it really bothering you?โ€ he asks after a moment. He sounds so tentative. Youโ€™re almost tricked into believing he was just lying to you, mere moments ago, when he implied he didnโ€™t feel the same way.
Of course, youโ€™re bothered. Youโ€™re sitting here like an idiot, choking on the weight of his kindness. The way it hurts you more than any outright rejection ever could. Itโ€™s not that Luigi doesnโ€™t care about youโ€“itโ€™s the fact that he does that just makes it all so much harder.ย 
The affection you crave from him, solely him, isnโ€™t something he can offer to you.ย 
โ€œNo,โ€ you say finally, forcing a smile. โ€œIโ€™m okay.โ€ย 
You donโ€™t have to say anything to know that he sees right through you. His expression doesnโ€™t changeโ€“not reallyโ€“but the way his eyes dim, filled with a subtle sadness, tells you he knows the truth. You can tell he wants to say something. You try to ignore the tense posture of his figure when his lips press together tightly in a straight line. You feel the weight of his restraint as if it were your own. Youโ€™ve always understood him in that way.
The conversation dwindles after that, neither of you quite knowing how to move forward. Eventually, you stand. The chair scrapes loudly against his wooden floor and you have to stop yourself from crying when he looks up at you with something akin to regret.ย 
โ€œThank you,โ€ you say, and his eyebrows knit together in confusion.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re thanking me?โ€ he asks. โ€œFor what?โ€ย 
โ€œFor letting me say it. For listening,โ€ you say. โ€œIโ€™m sorry if I made this weird.โ€ย 
He doesnโ€™t respond immediately, but when he does, he does so quietly. โ€œOf course.โ€ย 
You canโ€™t take it anymore. โ€œI should go,โ€ you gesture to his door. He doesnโ€™t stop you. He doesnโ€™t try to convince you to stay or ask you if youโ€™re sure. If you want a ride home. He just nods, his hands resting loosely on the edge of his kitchen table. You wonder if heโ€™s just as desperate to get out of this position as you are.
โ€œText me when youโ€™re home,โ€ he says softly.
You only manage to nod before grabbing your things and leaving.ย 
By the time you make it home and close the door behind you, the first sob chokes you as it escapes your throat. Itโ€™s soft at first, but it snowballs into something larger quickly, the weight of the evening crashing down on you all at once. You sink to the floor, burying your face in your hands as the tears pour. Itโ€™s exhausting and messyโ€“the kind of sobbing that leaves your chest heaving, you coughing, and your head pounding. You let it happen.
The tears finally subside after what feels like a lifetime. You wipe your face with trembling hands and drag yourself to your bed. When you open your phone, Luigiโ€™s name still sits at the top of your messages, just as it always is.ย 
ย Luigi: Take care of yourself and get home safe, okay? - 40m ago
You stare at the screen for a long time, debating whether to text him as he asked. You could type something simple. His message is nothing dramatic. Thereโ€™s no overreaching attempt to comfort you, no empty reassurances. He says nothing wrong. He doesnโ€™t try to fix anything or pretend itโ€™s not hard for you. This is Luigi. โ€œSteady, dependable, who will always care about you, just not quite in the way you want him toโ€ Luigi. The text is not cruel, Luigi never is, but itโ€™s distant. Only a reminder of the boundary that has always existed between you, one that feels more evident now than ever before.
A simple โ€œMade it home safeโ€ text from you would suffice. You could pretend everything is fine. Pretend youโ€™re fine. But you canโ€™t bring yourself to do it. Not yet.ย 
Itโ€™s too fresh, and the thought of attempting to say something that feels adequate enough to reply with seems impossible now. Your friendship isnโ€™t over, you know this, but this version of it has come to an end. Tomorrow, youโ€™ll figure it out. Take it step by step, work on moving on from this chapter of your life. This โ€œcrush.โ€
But tonight, you want to soak in your ache. In a way thatโ€™s not cathartic or labeled โ€œprogress.โ€ Just in a way that feels real and unforced. And maybe, for now, thatโ€™s enough.
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ttroubledwaters ยท 3 days ago
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as a fandom, we dont use the hanahaki disease trope NEARLY enough. fanart and fanfic wise
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dumplingsjinson ยท 1 year ago
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List of โ€œ(un)requited loveโ€ promptsย 
Requested by: @girlwonder-writes Request: โ€œI would like 24 prompts about unrequited love please!โ€ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re the best thing that will never happen to me.โ€
โ€œI love you. I know itโ€™s one-sided. And thatโ€™s okay. I just needed you to know.โ€
โ€œI swore to everything I love that I would never catch feelings for someone like you, but here we are. And whatโ€™s worse is you donโ€™t feel the same, and Iโ€™m the one whoโ€™s going to embarrass themselves when all is said and done.โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t ask for you to love me back. I only ask you to understand it will take time for me to stop feeling this way for you.โ€ย 
โ€œI never asked to fall for someone whom I know doesnโ€™t feel the same way.โ€
โ€œThereโ€™s a twisted beauty in being in love with someone who doesnโ€™t feel the same.โ€ย 
โ€œWhatโ€™s worse is, this is the first time Iโ€™ve genuinely felt this way about someone.โ€
โ€œDo my feelings disgust you that much that you canโ€™t even look me in the eyes now?โ€ย 
โ€œIโ€™ve always known that you donโ€™t feel that way towards me. I justโ€ฆ Didnโ€™t expect you to confirm it in a way that would both embarrass and hurt me.โ€
โ€œEven love itself bested me.โ€ย 
โ€œYour mindโ€™s not occupied by anyone else, so why canโ€™t you let it be occupied by me instead? Like you occupy mine.โ€
โ€œI mean, it would be nice if I was given even one chance to prove myself to you.โ€
โ€œI respect that you donโ€™t like me back, so I hope you can at least respect my feelings for you.โ€
โ€œDid you really just ask me if I know how it feels to not have someone love you back like that? Me, the biggest lovesick loser of them all?โ€
โ€œIโ€™m tired. I want to let go.โ€ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t want to feel like this way towards you anymore.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m not used to this lack of reciprocation.โ€
โ€œNot to be a whiney bitch, but why canโ€™t I be the one?โ€ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t mind loving them from afar if it means I get to keep them in my life.โ€ย 
โ€œIf I let go of you nowโ€ฆ Then Iโ€™m letting go of you forever. And I donโ€™t knowโ€ฆ I donโ€™t know if I can do that just yet.โ€
โ€œWe could be something more but thereโ€™s just one thing missing.โ€ โ€œWhich isโ€ฆ?โ€ โ€œYou also holding the same feelings for me, as I hold for you.โ€ย 
โ€œI fell for you, fully knowing the risksโ€ฆ Yet I was still unprepared for the crash.โ€ย 
โ€œThis is why I never wanted to tell you how I felt! I knew it would ruin everything between us, and thatโ€™s exactly whatโ€™s happening right now.โ€
โ€œYou warned me not to fall for you. And itโ€™s my fault I didnโ€™t listen.โ€
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sageandscorpiongrass ยท 2 years ago
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could you do a web about loving someone who doesnโ€™t love you back
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I Wish That You Loved Me.
I Swear Somewhere This Works, Trista Mateer | For the Best, Gregory and the Hawk | Today Means Amen, Sierra DeMulder | from the unsent project | poem I wrote sitting across the table from you, Kevin Varrone | The Garden of Eden, Ernest Hemmingway | Cascando, Samuel Beckett | Hungry Thread of Nerves, Fatima Aamer Bilal | Catalog of Unabashed Gratitude, Ross Gay | @/haematiclove on twitter | Lullabies, Lang Leav | In a Dream You Saw a Way To Survive, Clementine von Radics | Donโ€™t You Dare (Make Me Fall in Love With You), Kaden MacKay | Honeybee: Baggage, Trista Mateer | If This Were My Book The Ending Would Be So Different, Natalia Vela
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shadebloopnik ยท 1 year ago
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Unrequited/One-sided Radioapple but it isn't treated like an angsty end of the world thing.
Imagine they slowly get closer after all the banters, and eventually becoming close friends. Lucifer ends up catching feelings for him, and after a long while, decides to confess and ask Alastor if he felt the same.
Alastor admittedly does not feel the same.
He's getting uncomfortable, struggling to keep his composure because he's DONE this before. He KNOWS how this ends. He remembers Vox and all his insistent declarations of affection and desperate pleas for Alastor to reciprocate; the possessive entitlement. He remembers how all those sickly sweet words morphed into something venomous when he didn't give the lowlife what he wanted. He remembers the anger, the ridiculous notion that it was Alastor's fault why he was so mad, that Alastor led him on and that he obviously deserved something in payment for it all-
So yes, Alastor knows how this ends.
It doesn't mean he isn't disappointed though, because he actually LIKES Lucifer, far more than he ever did Vox. Perhaps not in the way the king might have wanted, but he did. He treasured their little talks, their drinking sessions, their shared love for their instruments, Lucifers singing, their little duets, the banter, the playful jabs, the sparring.
He'd even slowly grown accustomed to the other's touches, not feeling the same surge of disgust and discomfort whenever the shorter man would grab at his arm in excitement, forgetting his usual thoughtfulness of Alastor's touch aversion for the short moment of whatever distracted him. Alastor even enjoyed it at times, relaxing at the feel of soft feathers beneath his claws, or the sensation of gentle scratches against his ears.
Difficult as it was to admit, Alastor had grown to care for the angel, the same way he had for Rosie orv Mimzy.
But no matter how fond Alastor was of Lucifer, it didn't change the fact that he didn't feel the same way romantically, or even sexually. No way in the 7 rings of Hell was he going to lie to Lucifer about either, not going to even entertain the idea of pretending he reciprocated for Lucifer's sake. He respected his friend too much for that.
So a clear, direct rejection it is. It was a shame, but nothing could be done. He said his piece concisely, and waited, shoulders set, back straight, smile and eyes a careful blank canvas as he prepared for the inevitable.
Lucifer nodded, a normal soft smile still in place, "Thank you for your answer, it means a lot."
Which......what? Alastor expected an outburst, or at the very least sharp words.
What he did NOT expect was....acceptance? And not just that but, a happy one? Contentment?????
"You're....alright with that?", he had to ask, he had to. Lucifer was clearly just very good at masking his upset.
But the damn angel just smiled?? And it didn't even look fake, just as bright and soft as his normal smiles, albeit a little confused?? Lucifer smiled at him, his brows furrowing in a bit of confused disbelief, as though Alastor is being the weird one here.
"Uhh, yeah??? Why wouldn't I be??? Yeah I may have some feelings for you but its not like you're obligated to feel the same. Above anything else, we're friends first and foremost and i'm alright with that..."
Then he seemed to have reached his own little conclusion as his words trailed off, because suddenly Lucifer's eyes widened in realization of something, and his words picking up with a sense of panicked urgency.
Alastor would really like to know what Lucifer's supposed realization was about himself because he had absolutely no clue.
"I mean, we ARE still friends right?? I don't- I- I hope this doesn't like- change your opinion of me. You're not- oh gosh I'm not making you uncomfortable am I? I- I won't mention it! You can even forget this whole confession ever happened! We can just go on as before! I don't feel any different or would act any different! Honest! I mean, I don't regret confessing because you deserve to know and I'm not ashamed of my feelings, but I don't want you to be uncomfortable! It doesn't change the way i'll treat you! Or change any aspect of our relationship! I don't even think I like you more as a lover than as a friend! I really, really do love our friendship, it matters more to me than any thoughts of being in a romantic relationship with you! So please just forget it all-"
Alastor let the word vomit wash over him, every word leaving him more confused by the minute.
Because yes, there's the desperation he expected, but...it was more about, convincing Alastor to remain friends?? Reassuring Alastor that nothing has to change?? That their friendship is the most important thing here??
(If anyone asks, no Alastor's heart didn't swell. Only lesser beings would have had the urge to cry, and Alastor is anything but.)
Lucifer is unknowingly reassuring Alastor of every single one of his insecurities about the situation. Because Alastor DID want to remain friends, he cared too much about the man to let it go so easily. It was rare to find people who treasure friendships above romantic relationships.
"I don't tend to forget easily, nor will I forget this one in particular.", he spoke, finally finding his voice. At Lucifer's defeated, pained expression( is their friendship really that important to him?), he continued. "But....yes. I'd like that.. To remain...friends."
He didn't often say the word out loud, being comfortable enough with each other that it need not be reassured with the label. But with Lucifer brightening up like his namesake, relief and happiness palpable, Alastor felt no qualms at declaring their friendship out loud.
So life went on as usual. True to his word, Lucifer remained basically the same. The following weeks were a bit stilted for Alastor, as he put some rather painful distance between him and the angel; limiting their interactions, their usual touches.
Anytime now, Lucifer would break and show his true colors, Alastor would think, waiting for the boot to drop. Lucifer would end up angry, and dissatisfied, and that was that.
But it never happened. Lucifer never expressed discomfort when Alastor avoided him, seeming to be understanding of the others need for space. He was just as affectionate as before, though initially a bit held back, as though gauging Alastor's comfort.
Months would pass, and the king never faltered. Their friendship remained strong, if not growing ever closer than before. Alastor found himself even growing more comfortable with the man. Affectionate touches were becoming common, hugs and head pats and cuddles being a welcome thing, with the reassurance that the shorter king would never disrespect his boundaries.
Lucifer seemed genuinely happy about it, despite being clearly told that none of Alastor's actions hinted at anything romantic. In fact, he seemed ecstatic that Alastor was getting more affectionate towards him as a friend. The embarrassment the radio demon felt at having Lucifer basically tear up (no really, he was crying so hard, full on drama sobbing) with joy in front of him was intertwined with the sheer incredulous fondness he felt for the man at that moment.
They were sitting at a couch one night, more than a year passing since that confession. Lucifer was leaning back, resting against the cushions, while Alastor had his head on the smaller one's shoulder, nuzzling at the crook of his neck, legs tucked close to his body. Both had a book in hand, two nearly empty cups of tea on the table in front of them. Every so often, Lucifer would flex his fingers that rested on Alastor's head, running a digit against the other's ear, often prompting the demon to lean into the touch. White wings enveloped the two, blanketing them against the chill of the night.
As Alastor turned the page of his own book, relaxing into the touch of his dearest friend, he wondered how he ever got so lucky in hell.
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youneedsomeprompts ยท 1 year ago
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~ BUT I'M NOT THE ONE ~ UNREQUITED LOVE PROMPTS
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requested by: various anons
requests: any prompts for watching someone you love pay attention and gaze at someone else lovingly?; Can I get some prompts for one-sided pining? your prompts have helped motivate me to write sm, thank you for doing what you do <3333
Part 1 (kinda): 15 unrequited love prompts
Feel free to use and reblog!
trying to forget that their love interest loves someone else but they're painfully reminded of it every day
feeling their heart break as they see their love interest showering someone else with love but they just can't look away
giving their love interest support/advice, full well knowing that it'll only serve to bring them together with someone else
indulging in fantasies where they are happy with their love interest
torturing themselves by nurturing their feelings and staying close to their love interest, even though it's a hopeless case
being torn between hating their love interest's love interest and wanting to be nice to them since their love interest likes them
how can someone so nice as their love interest hurt them so badly just by liking someone else?
adoring their love interest's ability to love because they see how pure their love is; unfortunately, though, they're just not the lucky recipient
they count themselves lucky to have known such love (telling themselves it's right to hold on to this selfless form of love that is independent of any reciprocation)
secretly/silently dedicating everything they're doing to their love interest, and if they could they would write the most heart-wrenching and heart-felt love poems outshining every great Greek and Roman poet
loving them hurts so good but it hurts so bad
they watch every little change in their love interest's expression and see how they brighten up when they look at their own love interest
they know their love interest and their way to (express) love better than they know themselves
they don't want their love interest to know about their feelings because they don't want to make them feel bad for not reciprocating
better to be tragically in love than to have not loved at all
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stars-obsession-pit ยท 6 months ago
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Danyal and Damian grew up in the League together, but theyโ€™re not related; some other member just happened to also have a kid at a similar time to Talia.
Damian outranks the other boy by a significant margin, but they still manage to interact sometimes. Itโ€™s not like thereโ€™s many other kids to socialize with.
And, well, Damian starts to fall. He may still be young, but he can feel how deep his emotions run. As the heir to the Demonโ€™s Head, he has access to treasures beyond reckoning, but the only treasure that he truly desires is Danyal at his side.
Then one day, Danyal never returns from a mission.
Damian slaughters every last person connected to the target. It doesnโ€™t change a thing. Danyal is still gone. Heโ€™ll never forgive them for that. Nor the League, for that matter. Regardless of if it was their fault, they sent his love on the mission that took him away from him.
But for now, heโ€™ll continue to make use of their resources. No stone will be left unturned until he finds the truth of what happened to his love. Even if he has to make use of the Pits, they will be reunited.
Meanwhile, many miles away, Danyal lets out a sigh of relief. It seems his plan worked; thereโ€™s no sign of anyone having come after him.
He spares only a brief thought to the boy he left behind. A part of him regrets leaving the other boy, but only a small part. The Demonโ€™s Heir seemed happy with his life in the League. He doubts the other boy will care about the loss of a nobody like him, even if they had interacted occasionally.
Besides, he has far more immediate concerns at the moment, like staying off the Leagueโ€™s radar and finding where to go next. He should probably leave the country at minimum, but then what? He doesnโ€™t want to have to keep running forever just to avoid going back. He wants to be free.
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luna-azzurra ยท 3 months ago
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Bittersweet & Soft Dialogues
"I still make your coffee the way you like it." "I know. I noticed."
"I can't keep doing this. Running into you, pretending we're just strangers." "Then stop pretending."
"Do you ever think about us?" "Every time I hear that stupid song on the radio."
"You always used to hold my hand like this." "Yeah... muscle memory, I guess."
"I still have that sweater you left at my place." "I know. It still smells like you."
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geraskierfanficprompts ยท 7 months ago
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Prompt 140
"What?" Geralt asks, frowning, a furrow in his brow. "I turn into a wolf every full moon." Jaskier repeats. "How-" "You were always away on a hunt. You'd just meet me back in the morning." "...You were a werewolf this whole time?" "..Yes. I- I'm sorry, Darling. I never wanted to lie." "Why didn't you trust me with this? Did you think I would hurt you?" "No! I thought I would hurt you. I'm not myself on full moons, Geralt. I can't even remember them. All I know is that the moon raises, i feel this ache in my bones, and the next thing I know, I'm waking up the next morning, nude, with a full stomach of what is HOPEFULLY nothing gross." "...You've not transformed in towns, have you?" "No! Of course not! I'm terrified of hurting someone, Geralt! That's the only reason I'm telling you now! I got the charts mixed up, I thought the moon was still a week away, but it isn't, and we're near a town, and I need you to keep me restrained." A long pause settles between them. "You want me to guard you?" "Guard them. From me. Keep me trapped in a shack and- And lock it up tight. Chain me, hurt me, knock me out, whatever you must do. Keep me from being a danger. I never wanted to be a terrifying beast, Geralt." Jaskier says, with those damned wet doe eyes of his. Geralt agrees. Because he doesn't know a world where he wouldn't. Mere hours later, Jaskier is sat against a beam in an old rundown barn. He's tied up with rope, and chained on top of that. There are no windows in the barn, the door is fully barricaded and locked, and Geralt guards it. "You really should guard it from outside" Jaskier had said. "I'm not leaving you to do this alone. You never should have had to." Geralt replied. Thus, Geralt stands and watches as Jaskier pales and starts twitching. The moon is rising. "It's coming- I'm going to be a beast." Jaskier says with fear, before the transformation takes the air out of his lungs. Geralt watches in horror and awe as Jaskier's body changes, changes, changes.... In... Into a songbird? sitting on the ground is a fat little songbird. It easily hops over the ropes and chains, now much too lose to hold it. Him. Oh my gods. Jaskier's not a werewolf. He's a... were.... werebird... And not even a scary one. Jaskier starts pecking the barn floor and Geralt rubs a hand over his face in exhaustion. He prepared for the worst, and instead is treated to watching Jaskier struggle to bathe in a trough. "Jaskier, it's too deep." He tells the bird, as it fluffs up it's wings. "Jaskier, you're going to-" Jaskier tries to take a step into the birdbath, only to fall, dunking his whole fat little body into the depths of the trough. He flails about in the water, chirping panickedly. Geralt rushes to his aid, gently lifting him out of the water with gentle hands. Perhaps guarding over Jaskier will still be a challenge after all.
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blaire-apricity ยท 9 months ago
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hellow can i make a request of a sylusxiseakaid reader who is a side character and her being unrequited love due to sylus has mc of l&d?
Unrequited Love
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แฏ“โ… โ”† ๐˜ด๐˜บ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ด โ”† : ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ?
แฏ“โ… โ”† ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ด โ”† : ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต & ๐˜ด๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด๐˜ต
โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ ห—หห‹ โ…๏ฝกหš โ˜๏ธŽ หš๏ฝกโ‹†๏ฝกหšโ˜ฝ หŽหŠห— โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€
One moment, you were having a regular day and as you were about to retire for the day, upon pushing through your door, you stepped into the foreign yet familiar world; your heart raced with excitement as you realized where you entered. What once existed only in your wildest dreams, the fantasy confined to your phone screen, had become your reality. You found yourself inside the very game you played for so long: โ€˜Love and Deepspace.โ€™
Your old life, a cycle of dull routines and exhausting repetition, seemed distant now. Here you were, in a place you only ever daydreamed about. It felt like the universe had granted you a second chanceโ€”to rewrite your story in a world you once believed was unreachable.
But this new life came with its own challenges. Most painfully, it brought you face-to-face with someone youโ€™d always admired from afar, separated only by the cold distance of a screen and the difference between reality and fantasy.
But now, it was different, you were closer than ever, yet nothing was as you imagined.
In the game, you had always been the protagonist in Sylusโ€™ storyline. You thought that, now that you were here, it would be the same. But it wasnโ€™t. Instead, you were reduced to a mere side character, watching from the shadows. The gut-wrenching disappointment hit hard.
Abandoning your old monotonous life was one thing. But realizing that the person you longed for might never see youโ€”that hurt even more. Yet, you were determined to make the most of this second chance. Just because the person you love doesnโ€™t love you back doesnโ€™t mean your world has to end.
Right?
But convincing yourself of that was harder than you expected. Back when it was all fiction, when Sylusโ€™ every move was scripted by developers, at least there was some comfort in the illusion that, in some way, he knew you existed. In that fictional world, he loved you.
Now, in this real version, he didnโ€™t even know your name. He had no idea what you looked like, what you loved, or that you even existed. The sting of unrequited love was unbearable, but being invisible to him was what shattered your heart.
You clung to your knowledge of this world from your days playing the game, using it to guide you. You poured every ounce of effort, persistence, and determination into getting closer to his orbit. You left Linkon City behind and ventured into the N109 Zone, carving a path for yourself in his industry.
You were still far from his actual organization, but you understood the gameโ€™s rules better than most. You thought maybeโ€”just maybeโ€”you could introduce yourself, find a way to meet him, forge your own story with him.
For a while, that hope kept you going.
But then you saw him. With her. The real protagonist of this world.
Thatโ€™s when it hit you. You werenโ€™t her. This world didnโ€™t revolve around you. With or without you, it continued, indifferent to your dreams.
Clenching your fists, you let go of that delusion. This love of yours, so deep and painful, would remain unrequited forever. And there was nothing you could do to change it.
ยทโ†ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€โ†ใ€€โ…ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€โ€ขใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€.ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€โ†โ†โ€ข ใ€€ยทใ€€.ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€โ…
๐ด๐‘ข๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ'๐‘  ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘’: ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘”๐‘–๐‘ง๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘“๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ž๐‘ข๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก, ๐ด๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘›. ๐ผ๐‘ก'๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘˜๐‘Ž๐‘– ๐‘ค๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ฆ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘”, ๐ผ ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘›'๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ข๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐ผ'๐‘š ๐‘”๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ผ'๐‘š ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘‘๐‘ข๐‘๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘‘๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ.
๐‘Š๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘›, ๐‘–๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘๐‘’๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ 2 ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘  ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘ข๐‘๐‘‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’ (๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘ , ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ฆ). ๐ผ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ค ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก, ๐ผ'๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘๐‘๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐ฟ๐ด๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐‘† ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘›'๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ฆ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.
๐ผ'๐‘š ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐ฟ๐ด๐ท๐‘† ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘–๐‘ก.
๐‘€๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›.
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