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...I miss having a best friend to talk with about everything. Everything is so quiet now... Sometimes I regret it. Sometimes I'm sorry... I just miss having a friend who cared for my creations the same way I cared for theirs.
Now I feel obnoxious with my characters or like an everyday fan of my friends'. Late night regret and loneliness spiral, sorry chat...
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#sometimes I think maybe I'm just not meant to have friends#its incredibly hard when my BPD is not professionally diagnosed bc nobody in the field believes me#despite hitting the mark for every single symptom and train of thought#and that leaves me unmedicated and yk- the C-PTSD#im... not a friendly person. im explosive. and rash. and i hate getting attached to people for too long#so i sabotage myself and ruin any chance at life long friends bc it scares me and theres no way I can let myself have something like that ig#no matter what I do I cant stop burning the world at my fingertips#why can I just keep friends like a normal person without the urge to be loud that they are hurting me even if its a mistake#my walls are so high it feels like they never really go down with a person because of how much deceit Ive endured#i cant fully trust anyone because of how many broken empty promises ive gotten-#promises to be different#to not fall to the same thing as the last#to be patient and give me time and work through things and talk it out#and then the mental illness I suffer and am still trying so hard to get better from gets in the way again...#barely 22 and I know I have a friendless life ahead of me because I cant help but ruin it and leave them first before they can leave me#i just expect it now...#how pathetic is that..?
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This is what the dynamic was like
#my art#sketchy sketch#arcane#silco#vander#silco arcane#vander arcane#zaundads#vanco#sadihasdias I can't stop#i am not that into turning this duo into a trio#and downplaying some of the themes and dynamics established earlier on#the political and freedomfighter stuff. Now it's a promise to a keep etc not a fight between two different views on how to handle#a difficult thing as breaking away from oppression and becoming independent and free#and not in individual level but as a whole community/city#and neither of them did it 100% right but both did some things right#anyway haha lol gay
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In my heart, Ford once went to an ice dimension and got Really Good at ice skating, and now he's absolutely insufferable about it.
#I think Ford has a bunch of random skills & everytime one comes up he has the most ridiculous yet completely true story to go along with it#in this case it involves picking a lock with his skates while scaled half way up a glacier. (he needed something for the gun dw about it)#I also think Stan would also be good re the 'Stan's Roller Skating in short shorts' lines from Dreamscapers#The difference being that Stan isn't willing to risk breaking his back for it. Unlike Ford who is already mid backflip#I know what ice skates actually look like btw. I know the blade is inaccurate. I promise. I know 🙏#Gravity Falls#Stanford Pines#Ford Pines#Grunkle#Grunkle Ford#Fan art#fanart#artists on tumblr#my art
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Jeremy Fitzgerald bravery in FNAF 2 worries Michael..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#mangle#jeremy fitzgerald#michael afton#jeremike#fnaf 2#JEREMY RETURNS#JEREMY BACK!!#fr I didn’t mean to go so long without drawing him#other ideas just kept coming#but!! want to bring him back and draw him more often#Jeremy will never not be funny to me#here’s a guy with no known prior knowledge to Freddy’s#but dude just kills at being a night guard#it worries Michael for sure how casual he is about it#Jeremy just built different the bite was a mere flesh wound#dude lived he’s just too powerful#mango is so safe I promise 🩷#their bites are outta love!! 🩷🩷
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dysphoric baby butch struggling to feel as butch as you are, but you aren't sure why.. ditch the panties sonny.. get those boxers you've been thinking about
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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four cheers to the show that just can't be stopped! 💖🤍🖤💛
#they said 'keep moving forward' and god dammit they're gonna keep that promise not matter how many things try to stop em#Oscar is also wearing these shorts but for different reasons#rwby#ruby rose#weiss schnee#blake belladonna#yang xiao long#team rwby#fanart#fan art#doodles
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In the world of heavy metals, love is denser than hate!
#Poorly drawn SVSSS#SVSSS#luo bingge#luo binghe#ask#Is that right? Two different character tags? I think that is right.#I'm calling myself out with screenshotting the asks with the dates because my full ask box has become a problem I'm determined to solve.#I promise you that if I did not respond to your ask it was because I 1) *really* wanted to hold on to it to make a doodle reply#or 2) really was so touched by the message and got overwhelmed#So expect many year + old asks suddenly gaining a reappearance! I'm going to get to them ALL.#Back to Luo Binghe (both versions). You see...the substance he is made with has a chemical reaction to affection.#Like how a pokemon has multiple paths to evolution depending on it's friendship points or exposure to random stones#so to does he evolve into various forms. I feel like Bingge (Ht) would be a noble gas. Unable to form bonds#I could also see him as a Halogen-type of element! Highly reactive and only truly found in manufactured environments.#And Binghe (Lv) would be an alkaline earth metal (+2). Sturdy. Forms bond better but not freely giving them away.#this is the second time I've related characters to elements - and I am far less familar with Scum Villian so please feel free to chime in.#I could be way off base here and I am very down for someone to talk chemistry and character themes.#Thank you all for the love you have given my silly little LBH. It means a lot to me B*)#Don't...don't look too hard at the lack of mark on his forehead here. I gave up. It's just...hidden behind his bangs.
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#lokius#lokiedit#mcuedit#lokitvedit#marveledit#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#loki disney+#incorrect quotes#please this is domestic lokius#missing them extra recently#i'm very normal about them promise#i was gonna do this as screenshots but i needed to get the editing sillies out#i'm working on a few different gifsets all at once rn so this helped break the monotony#mine: gifs
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“In another life maybe Percy would’ve ended up with—“ You guys don’t understand, in EVERY SINGLE UNIVERSE, Percy and Annabeth will find each other.
#I say this as a joke#I’m just thinking of them finding each other in different life times#once again no hate to any other ship#except for the questionable ones#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth my beloved#and if death do us part#I promise to find you in every lifetime#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#percabeth#heroes of olympus#hoo#soulmates#they’re soulmates okay#percabeth soulmates#sorry not sorry Perachel shippers#I’m petty
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monster!au sketchdump #2
1-2: monster swap!! purely indulgent, since if they were actually these monsters from the start, they'd all have turned out different.
3: price in his prime! he was a real tank, but he grew out of his destructive phase.
4: preening time with gaz <3
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#nothing will stop soap from wearing crop tops and low waisted jeans#also i PROMISE i am planning to do a backstory comic at some point showing how price lost his wing#for now just enjoy the fact that for many years he was an absolute menace in the skies#also dragons dont preen like harpies do - they clean themselves in different ways#price learnt how to preen gaz on a mission they had together where gaz was injured and unable to do it himself comfortably#its a tradition now#monster 141#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#cod mw2#ghostsoap#captain john price#kyle gaz garrick#giragi art
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hina... have you ever drawn nanami & yuji. pls i need to see them. my reluctant mentor and ray of sunshine. maybe eating together after a mission
cleaned up this request doodle from a while ago <3
#my art#answered#anonymous#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#nanami kento#yuji itadori#jujutsu kaisen fanart#sorry for getting to this so late anon :'<<<<#also sorry the art technically isnt new shkdg i tried to come up w a different setting fr them#thought abt them going fr ramen or something ? like an izakaya scene#but i wasnt happy w any of my sketches n took the easy way out gomen gjdghjj#i hope u still like the cleaned version!#well . “clean” gjhgssgj yuuji sweetie do u need a napkin#both of these pastries r based off ones we sold at the bakery i used to work at#u know . the one that put me into a 7 month depressed artblock n made me want to kms/srs#and speaking from experience. those filled croissants r not user friendly#crumbs + cream + fruit + syrup drizzle + chocolate...all EVERYWHERE smh#also nanami's looks like a cookie but it's not i promise. it is a raisin danish bc he has th palette of an old man at 27
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overprotective older-boyfriend könig.
tw/cw; age difference/gap, possessiveness, slight dub-con, intoxication, blowjobs. MDNI 18+
older-boyfriend könig doesn't like the way younger men look at his girlfriend. he views them as competition, believes they'll snatch you away and take you for themselves.
könig can be pretty clingy, perhaps even needy depending on how you look at it. he craves your attention and love, will follow you around at parties to make sure you're protected, and will drag you into the bathroom for a quick blowy. he'll record you while you suck him off, your fingers barely meeting when they're wrapped around his girthy length, coating könig's dick in your sticky split and saliva.
“good job, little one. show me how in love you are with my cock, mäusi, please— there we go...” könig growls out drunkenly, perversely watching as you greedily swallow more than half of his meaty cock, his breathing heavy and laboured as he records.
older-boyfriend könig will shame and lecture you for coming home drunk, stumbling over your words and barely able to string a proper, coherent sentence together. you apologise profusely through tears and giggles, hiccuping and sniffling as könig orders you to lay down on the couch.
it's nearly a daily occurrence for könig to check your holes. he has to make sure you're not getting up to anything while he's gone, or that someone hasn't taken advantage of you while you're drunk.
“present yourself to me, liebling. c’mon, don’t be shy.” he encourages you with a greedy, perverted grin plastered on his face. you're so sensitive while you're drunk, he knows you'll obey him and will listen to whatever he says.
he'll push your damp panties to the side, wet with your sweet arousal, your folds slick and your sensitive clit sticky. he'll bury his face between your soft thighs, cleaning up the sticky, sloppy mess with his tongue, gazing up at you with heavy eyelids and lustful eyes, drunk off of the taste of your pleasure.
#orla speaks#könig#konig#konig x reader smut#konig x reader#könig x reader#könig x you#könig call of duty#konig mw2#tw: age gap#tw: age difference#tw: dubcon#tw: intoxication#UGHH :(( i need this man to put me in my place#he'd be so cruel and condescending but he promises that he means well.
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OH MY GOD??? HAS IT SERIOUSLY BEEN A MONTH????? I am so sorry guys
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#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop nature au#fop dev#fop dale#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#fanart#comic#GODD I DIDNT MEAN TO TAKE THAT LONG OF A BREAK#the next pages are done but since I posted the first 2 as a batch I decided to keep it consistent#the next two pages are already done though I promise!!!! You will not have another wait like that#wugh what was I even going to say about these pages I need to keep a commentary of my thoughts while I write these#Ill be honest the script for these pages went in a way different direction than I was planning LOL but I like it#As awful of a dad as Dale is I do think he has legitimate issues around the idea of someone taking Dev from him/dev being kidnapped#because of what Vicky did to him the idea of Dev being kidnapped makes him feel legitimately nauseous#unfortunately that doesnt always stop him from being a reckless awful parent#but it is part of the reason he would never hire a human caretaker for Dev. somethin.. something. bad experience with a babysitter...#another thing about Dale is that generally he is very... blunt with Dev. For better and for worse.#He WILL give Dev compliments if he thinks what he did was praise worthy. And he'll just as easily say something awful. if he thinks it true#more on that in upcoming pages...
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A little random but I love how when you drew Michael with Ennard inside him you could see the wires in his neck/chest and now we can see stitches in the same place :)
I’M GLAD you noticed that! Cause it is on purpose!
#ask reply#Michaels switches and bandages are all there for a reason#just from different injuries he’s gotten#plus just in general his body rotting etc#you can notice too before he doesn’t have bandages on his mouth#but after he does#and he got those once ennard left his body#so his mouth ripped but it’s okay guys it okay!!#he’s better now promise :-)
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#turns out yes he could#the second one is different i promise#hes simp i swear to god#they both are#they deserve each other#hannigram#murder husbands#hannibal#will graham#hannibal nbc#nbc hannibal#hannibal netflix#netflix#hannibal lecter#hugh dancy#mads mikkelsen#bryan fuller#hannibal crack#revive hannibal#renew hannibal
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