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sadpeopledancing · 1 month ago

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i truly thought this year would not be anything too exciting music-wise but boy oh boy was i wrong. i've somehow found myself enjoying literally every release this year so here are my top 9 albums of 2024!

since it was almost impossible to choose just 9, i also have to mention these albums that i really loved (or basically here's my top 20 in no particular order):

eternal sunshine by ariana grande ('hope you feel alright when you're in her' altered my brain chemistry)

what happened to the heart? by aurora (the 2nd half of this album blew me tf away, the run from dreams to body is not mine is literally INSANE)

post human: nex gen by bring me the horizon (kool-aid! top 3 easy)

for cryin' out loud! by finneas (little window goes crazy)

i love you so f***ing much by glass animals (wonderful nothing is the song honestly)

in waves by jamie xx

timeless by kaytranada (both kaytra and jamie were in the top 9 but bc i couldn't choose just one i had to move them here)

this wasn't meant for you anyway by lola young

chaos angel by maya hawke (maya has been on heavy rotation this year which also tells you a lot about my 2024)

welcome the night by sad night dynamite

chromakopia by tyler, the creator (in my head it's in the top 9 tbh)

i’d also like to continue with the category for ‘the album that somehow escaped you in the past but has truly grown on you this year’ and give it up for in rainbows by radiohead (i don't need to tell you what sort of year i've had if 3/5 songs in my top 5 on wrapped are from this album).

& other albums i really want to mention:

the great impersonator by halsey (conceptually this is SUCH a great and intimate record, with 'lonely is the muse' being easily in my top 5 songs of 2024. arsonist, dog years & darwinism as honorable mentions)

what happened to the beach? by declan mckenna

nobody loves you more by kim deal

mika's laundry by matt champion

songs of a lost world by the cure

dark times by vince staples

& EPs/rereleases:

sable, by bon iver (he's always on heavy rotation in this house)

unreal unearth: unending by hozier (since it's not a new album, i couldn't put it on the list but just know it was in my top 9 in 2023 & it's in my top 9 in 2024 also <3)

high fashion by tommy cash

out of ashes (deluxe edition) by dead by sunrise (y'all cannot even comprehend how hard i ride for this album)

freak (10 year anniversary) by olivver the kid (this one also with genuine being in my top 5 easy)

i hope everyone had safe christmas celebrations and here's to 2025! 🥂 we've made it guys, this year is almost over. huz-fucking-zah (i cannot do this again) much love to everyone 💕💕💕

#switched ariana and charli around last sec and i think this is how it feels to get shot #even tho i listened to ari more but von dutch is prob the best song released this year so i can't not put it there #anyway posting this every year feels like giving birth but i'm happy w this selection and apologies for a long post #but this year was really great music wise and i'm getting older and just want to have fun. as what else is there to do yknow #anyway thank you for letting me yap on here and please do share your top 9's if you see this <3 <3 <3 #personal

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valiant-portabella-pirkko · 3 months ago

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cracks my fingers

for the asura ask game: 1, 3, 24 for non-evil Ruju

and 1, 8, 27 for Sylffa!

Just an asura ask game

Thanks so much for the ask!! Time to crack my OWN fingers because that's a whole lotta questions-- I offer you Rat Lore, Deluxe Edition(tm) below the cut for everyone's convenience.

1. Do they fit well into asuran society or are they more at home with other races? How do they feel about fellow asura? Is it because of their personality or something else? Is there any deal maker or breaker?

It's probably no surprise that Ruju's opinion of asuran society isn't particularly great. Between growing up among Inquest and struggling with a learning disability that made school much harder for him than his peers, the guy just never felt like he fit in anywhere. The highly individualistic dog-eat-dog culture really did NOT do him any favors. Even in his Dynamics timeline he still felt like an outlier, preferring hands-on work and often requiring detailed written instructions that he could refer to when his memory blanked.

It really wasn't until Ruju left it all behind to join the Vigil that he ever felt like he really belonged somewhere. He still keeps in contact with his old krewe as friends, but they all know he's never rejoining.

Likewise, his initial feelings about other asura are generally cautious at best. And at worst? He's been known to get pretty hostile even right at the start if someone puts him even a LITTLE on edge. Ruju's much more likely to give a fair chance to others who are like him, leaving it all behind to find somewhere they feel more at home. While he can learn to live with asura that are proud of their own personal accomplishments, those that cross the line into mocking other races and customs raise his hackles IMMEDIATELY. The guy has no patience whatsoever for the ideologies that allow the Inquest and others like them to flourish right there in Rata Sum. He also tends to assume the worst of anyone with past Inquest ties, even if they've long-since left the organization behind.

But really, any asura stubborn-- and perceptive-- enough to get past Ruju's prickly exterior will eventually find an extraordinarily loyal friend. He's tough to win over, but even tougher to shake.

So I know what you're (maybe) thinking; 'are there any races Ruju gets along with better, then?' Well, that's complicated. He didn't have a whole lot of contact with other races until he left Rata Sum, so most of his knowledge base was from asuran stereotypes of their cultures-- which, well, led to more than a few awkward and insensitive encounters. It took him a while to feel them out on their own terms and figure out what was true and what wasn't.

Unfortunately, this guy's mouth moves a fair bit faster than his brain most of the time. That probably says it all right there.

The only race he never warms up to is, ironically, the charr. He finds their heavily militaristic society and loyalty to the chain of command too stifling for the most part, despite initially relating to their ferocious fighting spirit. It's really only the outliers like Rox and the Olmakhan that he winds up liking by the end. By contrast, he comes to really appreciate both norn and sylvari-- and he'd probably like skritt a lot too if he was a bit more open-minded about them. But alas, Ruju is pretty sure that having more than one chaotic rat in a room together would lead to horrible no-good things, and he MORE than fills that quota.

3. What's their family like?

That one was answered over here!

24. Do they have any particular opinion on the Peacemakers and the Arcane Council (and Eye)? Do they have any direct experience with them?

HOO boy this is another meaty one. Ruju didn't really have experience with any of them until he moved out to Rata Sum, but none of his interactions were particularly positive. When he was young and naive he wanted to believe they were better than the Inquest... And then he realized that the moment there was any real danger-- or ESPECIALLY a direct conflict with the Inquest-- the Peacemakers were always conspicuously absent. As soon as he noticed that, all semblance of respect was out the window.

Ironically this menace actually WANTED them to do their jobs, at least in the situations where it actually mattered. (Like, say, when Teyo is wreaking havoc with hacked security golems.)

As a result, the Peacemakers got the brunt of his rebellion; Ruju found out pretty quickly that they didn't dare to rough him up because of his parents' notoriety, and he absolutely took advantage of that to be a pain. On top of that, magitech cuffs would almost always fall off from his air element shorting out their circuitry, creating a whole fiasco as they assumed he was slipping them on purpose. Sometimes this led into wild 'races' across the city when he'd get sick of squabbling with them, just casting superspeed and swiftness on himself and bolting... Straight to the cells. All that fuss JUST to turn himself in without being cuffed. Once they realized Ruju was messing with them and not actually trying to escape, they just stopped chasing and let him at it-- and put that note specifically on his file to try and warn any new recruits not to engage.

Not that every rookie necessarily READ that file, though...

Regardless, Ruju still spent enough time in a Peacemaker cell during his younger years that they practically had one reserved for him. But despite the many arrests, he never really considered them more than a nuisance-- and a method of getting back at his parents by being a total embarrassment in public and getting them to pay his bail.

The Arcane Eye on the other hand... Over time, Ruju's opinion shifted from vague annoyance, to disrespect, to outright disgust. In his Dynamics timeline, well. Let's put it like this. He had the option to either reveal the truth of Gorr's research on the Elder Dragons to everyone via transmission, or go violently beat an entire squad of Arcane Eye officers to death in their own hideaway. Guess which option won out. (How has this guy NOT gotten banished.)

Likewise, he can't stand the Council either, but just generally tries to avoid them and stay out of their jurisdiction. And after what he did to their finest spies, that avoidance is DEFINITELY mutual. He's threatened multiple seated members at this point and they don't particularly care to test whether he'll make good on that.

Ironically, Phlunt is one of the few he can actually tolerate. Meanwhile, lock him in a room with Flax or Haia for more than a few minutes and the Council might have a very freshly vacant seat to fill.

Now for Sylffa's questions!

1. Do they fit well into asuran society or are they more at home with other races?

8. Do/did they have a krewe?

You can find both of these ones too over here!

27. Have they been impacted by that whole Pact thing? What do they think of the First Pact Commander, Aurene and the whole Elder Dragon mess?

Sylffa was a member of the Priory when the Pact first started taking form, but limiting her knowledge and exploration to a single faction always bothered her to an extent. So, saying that she was curious about the prospect of expanding her horizons would be a MASSIVE understatement. As soon as those doors opened, she was practically on the first flight over. If something THAT big was in the works she absolutely wanted to be a part of it! Getting to work on the Pact airships was one of her proudest moments, immediately followed by getting to see the fleet she helped design soar into action.

While Sylffa might not have seen a lot of the action herself, she also made a point of assisting many of the outer camps with repairs-- along with working on defensive measures to keep dragon minions at bay. She was NOTORIOUS for seeing just how many laser cannons she could cram onto the walls before they'd have structural issues. Some would argue that she wasn't taking the situation NEARLY seriously enough, but the rest would respond that even if she was maybe a bit too excited about getting to see her heavy artillery designs at work, you couldn't really discount the results. In reality, burying herself in her work was just the easiest way to compartmentalize; focusing on getting results and then putting them into action made all the stress worthwhile.

The fall of Zhaitan wasn't the end for her, either. She stuck with the Pact all the way through to the end, occasionally sending inventions to Ruju to test out in the field. A few-- like a prototype position rewinder-- have stayed in his inventory to this day.

As for the Pact Commander and Aurene: that definitely depends on who it is! In any world where Ruju reaches that station, she definitely has a positive outlook on the two! They might not be as close as they were during college, but still very much qualify as friends. He shared quite a bit with her about his 'honorary progeny' during Aurene's younger years so she knows the dragon isn't quite as scary as she might seem. They've only ever met briefly though, with Aurene having assisted her group during a Branded outbreak on Dragonfall. Sylffa made a point of saluting her before she flew away.

In any other version of events, though, Sylffa would've been unlikely to know much of the Commander and Aurene-- aside from their role, that is. She would've considered an honor to meet them, though! And even MORE of an honor if they used any of her gadgets in the field.

If you were to ask her if she had any regrets now that the cycle is over, she'd claim she wishes she could've given Primordus a good whack herself for her ancestors' sake-- but really she's just glad it's over. In the wake of the dragons, Sylffa hopes she can put her focus into inventions that help people via means OTHER than blasting dragon minions to bits. She's made enough laser cannons, it's about time to try something new for a change! How she'll apply her expertise in the future remains to be seen, though.

#my posts #GW2 asks #gw2 asura #Ruju the Spitfire #Explorer Sylffa #answered asks #long post #IT IS DONE...#ty so much for sending the ask even if it took me 300 years to finally get it done HDJUDHDH award for slowest poster goes to me #anyway this probably tells you a lot about what Ruju would be like to deal with as a peacemaker. the answer: terrible.#he finally decided it was funny to make them chase him and get them to clothesline themselves on obstacles. smh #(I now apologize to your rat again. the moment Ruju realizes he's not getting drowned in the harbor he'd be The Worst)#in the height of irony he'd prob respect them more if they just freakin' tackled him to the floor and got it over with rofl #he actually LIKES sparring so he'd have WAY too much fun fighting them head-on if they ever dared to try it #(and then he'd promptly let them win because he doesn't want to risk actually HURTING them. he's just a brat HDJDG)#also yeah funnily enough his disdain for the Peacemakers ties DIRECTLY into how he starts off the personal story #since if he actually trusted them to do their jobs he wouldn't have bothered HDJDG he knew they wouldn't do jack about it #meanwhile you've got Sylffa who'd ALMOST be wholesome if she didn't think laser cannons were an essential component of every structure #if it doesn't fire concentrated burning death at your enemies it's not done yet!! go back to the drawing board #they're both troublemakers just in different ways HDSJDGDH

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