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bitegore · 10 months ago

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Man.... I gotta have a talk with my subconscious. Genuinely what's its fucking problem

#red rambles #its not what you think it's just that it severely mischaracterized both of my siblings last night while I was dreaming #had a genuinely interesting dream i enjoyed a lot but my brother is really not a schemer and neither is my sister. i'm the one of us who #makes week or month long plans to fuck people over and my brother has on multiple occasions asked me why the fuck i bother. so he wouldn't #be doing that shit even if i joined a very nasty and unpleasant disguise club where one of the entry requirements was a blood sacrifice from #someone else and he also wanted in #it was one of those levels-of-awakeness dreams so i kept thinking i was waking up and putting the dream on hold and being like damn.... do i #really believe this about my siblings...... guess i'm more controlling than i thought i was.......#now that i am actually awake No. i do not believe this about my siblings. however this is almost undoubtedly what living with *me* is like #so i should cut that shit out.#actually in retrospect i only threaten bodily harm when no one's looking; i don't actually do it. and it's a joke. but also yeah i should #probably still cut that shit out

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solradguy · 4 months ago

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I thought the early 2000s "strong yet naked/mostly naked woman kept in her place by stronger, bigger, beast/monster or gang of racist caricatures" trope* was known by basically everyone but I mentioned it as a criticism of this older art book I'd flipped through recently to a friend and it turns out it isn't lol Maybe I've just read too many Heavy Metal issues... It used to be HORRIBLY inescapable in any sort of mature art scene back in the day lmao

*This trope is different from the pre-2000s one because the women usually look like they COULD fight back for at least a little bit whereas the previous trope had them be completely helpless damsels in distress

#textpost #And the damn apes. Why were there so many APES in art back then #I am so TIRED OF APES #'look at my drawing isn't it so quirky and funny. i have given the sassy stylized gorilla a naked human woman and sunglasses har har'#Ngl when the NFT thing started and I saw the ape one taking off it was instantly enemy number one because I am TIRED OF APES!!!#Not that every fictional or stylized ape is bad but there is a particular way they can be drawn where it makes me roll my eyes #Those NFTs are a prime example. They were absolutely drawing on the apes I loathe when designing those #I suppose these apes are parallel to that category of 'unintelligent and crude unkept representation of the reader/artist that still-#-hooks up with the smokin hot babe with the hourglass figure' trope #Which I also loathe #Probably this doesn't make any sense lol #I don't know how many of my followers on here shovel as much of this shit into their eyeballs as I do #Unfortunately sometimes the periodicals with such tropes that I so despise also occasionally have little gems between that make up for it #Wading through the Kevin Eastman+Simon Bisley Heavy Metal pissfart era for a scrap of Moebius or something avant garde #If I wasn't working on 1000 different things I would write reviews of Heavy Metal issues from my bookshelf lol #Some of these issues are ripe vomit. I could really tear into them #Insane that they went from cutting edge of adult SFF sequential art to whatever the fuck was going on in the FAKK 2 era #Ok I need to go get ready for bed lol enjoy whatever this post turned out to be

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faunandfloraas · 7 months ago

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It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.

#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too #like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks #the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently #there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again #instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day #even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever #and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle #bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about #so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk #idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through #and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff #for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3 #anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes.#🐶

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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XIN YA MOMENT

#FINALLY. TOOK ME TWO FUCKEN DAYS TO DRAW THIS DUDE #I made it way too detailed cause I wanted em to look fancy but I’m probably gonna simplify it any time I draw them anyway shfjgsg #i changed my mind way too many times trying tk figure out Colors for them. I’m actually happy with how this came out!!!!#if you squint the sash and jinbu is a reference to sailor HEHE.. I tried to make it stand out without contrasting too much so you can tell #-that it’s not part of Xins aesthetic more like a piece of him they carry around with them <3 they make me ILL #I should also mention they can’t nock arrows for shit. they just use em to stab and cut things apart hence the lack of a bow #it was left by one of the scholars before the island was abandoned so they were like ooh stabby stabby #I just realized I put braces on both their arms and legs but I’m too tired to do anything abt it. I’ll just symmetry win this time #still need to make a quick ref for their pelt pattern and coat. I’ll slap em on artfight when activity dies down shjdgbd #my art #myart #my oc #oc #lmk oc #Monkie kid oc #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #fan character #Xin Ya #furry #I guess???#reference #reference sheet #artfight #artfight 2023

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honorthysalad · 6 months ago

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fact that the kubitachi ancestors were just throwing all those heads into a big hole never fails to amuse me

#still haven't answered why they cut them up and buried the rest of it spread out #probably some more hole junk #hikaru ga shinda natsu #the summer hikaru died #hgsn #hgsn spoilers #my hgsn shit

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s0fter-sin · 6 months ago

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is there any actual catharsis in the boys or is it all just suffering and scrambling for a crumb of relief

#bc i cant handle whump without a bit of silver lining #its why i didnt like game of thrones #theres just so much suffering and the entire time you want just something to go right for the characters you like #but its just bad thing after bad thing #and the people you dont like keep getting worse and getting away with it #i already know homelander will exhaust me #theres enough celebrities and rich people that do horrific shit and get away with it in real life i dont need that in my shows too #like for a while? i can deal #but season four is airing and this mother fucker is still adored even if he is being sued or something #i know its not the type of show with clear cut good guys and bad guys thats not what i mean #but yeah is there any relief? or any good things?#or is it just it starts off bad and gets worse and thats the point #i need there to be a reason for all the suffering you know?#so far i like black noir (though i know what happens to him) butcher and a train #and a little bit of the deep but i can also see him annoying me for long chunks of time #is it bc elliot knight is in the new season and i can do a cod crossover with it? maybe so #either way i’ll probably end up not watching it and just watch vicariously through gifs and fic lmao #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #the boys #homelander #billy butcher #soldier boy

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princess-of-the-corner · 8 months ago

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Amnesia!Dabi: "So, did I get on okay with my dad?" / Everyone else: *sweats nervously* "UHHHHHH-"

YEAH ABOUT THAT

#honestly the wild shifting on things of like #toya pre-death very much loved his dad and wanted to be like him and wanted to earn his affection #so it's not as bad as current canon where it's pure hatred and murderous intent #especially because that shift had multiple factors to it #yes there was the fact that Toya realized *oh hey this dynamic is fucked and dad's an Asshole™ and I shouldn't have to fight to be loved*#which is entirely valid #but in /canon/ we had two other factors #one was that the league as a whole but def AfO was enabling that realization and manipulating it from *cut my losses and move on* to #*become a villain and commit some murders*#the other factor is Toya feeling like his death meant nothing to the family because they were exactly the same when he tried to go home #and I think that even with him still getting the first *this shit's fucked* realization #that the other two factors won't make him as furious and able to be manipulated #like he still might join the lov due to a lack of options but he's not quite as in the cause #actually swinging to CC for a moment:#toya finding out how devestated the whole family was /including/ his father is probably something that really helps pull him back #amnesia!dabi

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roychewtoy · 1 year ago

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impaled

#nathan being impaled on that tetanus inducing loose steel pipe. tho tetanus is the least of his worries on account of. well u know 🕳#nathan can be a body horror fans best friend if u let him into ur heart. living human crash dummy #i really cant believe he gets impaled. twice.#hole moment!#love turning nathans immortality round in my head. but healing factor....?#thinkin today about how the video game guy tim threatens to cut one of them in half with a chainsaw and simon is like:#[😐nathan u obviously have to volunteer]#but what woulda actually happened if that followed through [probably why it didnt lol]#would the others have had to drag each severed bit of him back to the community centre and let his guts re fuse #fucking hold him together with gaffer tape and plasters. cause i doubt he coulda regrown a whole half #his 'healing factor' only comes into play when he dies. fresh canvas etch a sketch reboot and all that. hes not fuckin wolverine #all the deaths r: impaled on fence. impaled on pipe. beaten to death. blows his own brains out. falls and snaps his neck #but chainsaw... ? one can ponder. fingers to head i can imagine anything image #readin his wiki rn 'his body will never get sick. rot. age. or truly grow old'#may not get sick but he can still shit his guts out. hashtag oblivious lactose intolerant king hashtag milk drinker #forever the worlds most annoying twenty yr old #and then the wiki goes 'the user does not need to eat drink or breathe' ....hello #ive rotated him not aging any further cause it lines up with the whole stuck in his ways. never changing [kelly voice: its just who u are]#but eatin and drinking and breathing??? we know he still experiences hunger [<-kebab]#and he dunks his head in a bucket of water when hes testin for powers with simon. gaspin for air afterwards right #firm believer in the. he suffocated to death several times in the coffin before they dug him up #oh waaait. is it stating this like. he doesnt need foodwaterair. cause it doesnt matter if he dies.. ohhhhhh..... Oh..😃#staring at nathan sleeping in the community centre surviving on bags of crisps from the vendies so hard i burn holes through my monitor #this got away from me. uh. living crash dummy. oil pastel guts and water colour jumpsuit yessir #having fun doin art. expect more hole art. sorryfor putting this in the misfits tag hehe. not really #gore #blood #misfits #my art #chewtoy

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slightly-gay-pogohammer · 11 months ago

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"no you can't recreate modern art so easily there's a lot more thoughts and tecniques than you may think in a giant single color canvas" and "you can think modern art fucking sucks" can coexist actually. should coexist in fact.

#yes sure i know fontana probably had deep thoughts behind his cuts. yes i know that klein created a whole new color and thats actually--#--so impressive. yes i know the artist shit is one of the best criticism towards modern art critics out there.#i can still quote my art history teacher and say it sucks ass tho #gio talks

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fadeintoyou1993 · 5 months ago

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having to explain to people things like. if i have to go out to do something and run errands i need to have it all mapped out and planned w like. at least a week in advance. and if i go out that day i cannot do anything else because That will be it. if i have multiple commitments that cannot be put on the same day i need one full day in between those commitments so i can rest and be recharged for that next thing otherwise i might have a breakdown in the middle of the street (again) and then That will render me unable to function for like a whole three days. and then people look at me like i choose to live like this?

#txt #audhd tag #just venting a little #its crazy because ppl around me are like I understand your limitations However why dont you-#So you dont understand my limitations?#like okay yeah i understand that it must be Weird for people that are not Inside my brain and hard to understand that i PHYSICALLY CANNOT>#do things that they dont even think about. alright! but to sit and tell me Yeah we get it! but then try to either fix it or >#> come up w a New Incredible Way To Fix Me as if half of what i talk abt w my therapist isnt Exactly This #like yeah i dont fucking like it either. i wish i could do shit like other ppl do. i wish i could remember things.#i wish i didnt feel exhausted all the time i wish simply leaving my bed wasnt the most difficult task every single morning #but it pisses me OFF when people try to talk me through these Limitations i have that They Understand<3 like. can you be accommodating or no #one of my closest friends and oldest friends since i was like 5 had her bday on friday and she ljterally messaged me like #Hi we r having something w my family but theyre rly loud and extremist on the right wing side and i barely wanna be here u dont have 2 come>#> but i wanted to invite u anyway so u dont think ur being left out! and i was like Yayy nice thank u bc lbr i probably wouldnt go anyway.#and she KNOWS that. and she literally was talking to me like she alwahs does and That felt accommodating and understanding and i felt loved #cut to my mom last night trying to make me feel guilty for not going because Shes my friend and i should have gone anyway.#i told her off and she backtracked but thats still innmy head like. that shit is so irritating #okay sorry vent over im just aboht to get my period so this is making me sick #want to yell into the void and forget about it. Hits post

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orcelito · 5 months ago

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Everyone be proud of me

I am eating dinner 👍

#speculation nation #u know when ur feeling bad enough u wanna do fuck all or like the most self destructive shit ever #and ur tryign to reign in the 2nd urge so ur just sitting there zoning out #i wanted to just go to bed. but i am eating something first.#i dont want to eat. i should be hungry but im not. but im still eating.#not gonna bother with the video game today bc itd probably just make me stay up until 6 am again and i wouldnt even enjoy it #emotions cut off bc it was the only way to calm down etc etc u know the drill #tomorrow... will be gentler. i'll make sure of it.#and for now. i am eating this leftover biryani. whether i want to or not.#negative/#disordered eating/#kind of lol. whatever

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lususnatura · 6 months ago

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blamore having to wear things like back-less shirts / lower - cut tops and just items of clothing that will allow him SOME sort of free range of movement for his tail in general + will actually not constrict his rib cage may just make him a fashion icon y'all... sorry, i don't make the rules ( nah i'm just joking around with you guys LOL... mostly )

#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#MAN IS BOUND TO LIE ABOUT HIMSELF: headcanons.#and he also wears cut-off shirts that may have like. rips in them or netting in the front of them due to the fact that one of the-#downsides of his transformation that is more like a minor inconvenience than anything is that he can no longer wear a lot of-#materials and so he kinddd of has to either make his own clothes or get a special tailor to make them for him? so yeahhh BUT he can also-#wear like loose clothing if he wants to completely cover up his rib cage for some reason. though no matter what he HAS to have some sort of #free range of movement for his tail bc it gets very irritated and stiff if it's like stuck in one position for too long / bound in some way #so that's why he has a habit of wearing partial / cut-off shirts and stuff bc he values comfort a LOT + this may have some implications-#behind it if/whenever he's imprisoned because you already know most people are NOT going to risk him having even partial rein-#over it's tail so they would make it so that he can't move it and wouldn't give a shit if it was uncomfy / eventually painful for him.#though blamore would CERTAINLY care and at least try to lash out at whoever's keeping him locked up (which coulddd theoretically be-#arkham since they do have special containment cells for those like Killer Croc and Man-Bat) but they would really have to limit his movemen #because trust me when i say if you allow it to still practice it's bone-manipulation then he is going to be planning each and EVERY-#person's decimation who put him there so... yeah. that's lovely ain't it y'all JSJSJ LMAO but again being compassionate towards patients-#/ inmates in arkham is something that DESPERATELY needs to be practiced though it's certainly missing most of the time from-#the place unfortunately.

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bibleofficial · 11 days ago

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Hey, a shy mutual here, I love reading your tags on stuff, they always make you sound like you're in the middle of a manic episode or some other psychotic state, and that's exactly the sort of shit I stay on tumblr for 💖💖💖 you're doing.the Lord's work

wdym ‘sound like’ ? 😭😭

#asked #anonymous #queen it’s bc i AM !!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭#i’ve been twitching all day from either dehydration hunger or both & i’m still refusing to eat #like ok real stimulant users get it …. u know when u been up like 30hrs & u haven’t eaten at all & ur so tired & it’s like ur muscles in ur #neck are literally having spasms trying to keep ur head up bc ur body is so exhausted & starved #u can just dm btw like will i respond ? probably ! the same day ? week ? month ? we will find out ❤️#i literally just talked to raid again yesterday since october 13 bc i’ve been constantly panicking & too busy to respond at all #‘too busy’ girl ur just being crazy & doing shit u SHOULDNT #also i think the jeeters i usually get have switched to spice i think their real weed money ran out ALSKALSKALKSLAKSAKSL #idk like a real thc oil isn’t supposed to be running and viscous at room temperature it’s supposed to be slow & thick like glue or syrup &#shut shit is FLUIDDDDDDD #i think it’s just cut honestly w what lord knows but u can tell like they don’t include the microusb or the little antishatter sponge in the #packs but it’s fine idc im still smokin it im high im happy im going to kill myself i swear to god anyway not the point #where was i going w this #i don’t remember

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writeitinsharpie · 1 year ago

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love house md as a dumpster fire trash medical drama show but istg they needed one (1) single person with chronic pain on the writer's team

#sharpie says shit #house md #hate crimes md #greg house #seriously he went off of vicodin to fkn ibuprofen???#dude was consistently still in pain while on an opiate there's no way otc medication could put a dent in his pain levels #nvm the whole placebo morphine shot meaning 'the pain was in his head'#no SHIT the pain is in his head THAT'S WHERE ALL PAIN IS #and physical pain DOES RESPOND to placebos #sometimes even better than psychosomatic pain!!!!!#the writers found out what psychosomatic pain is and applied it to house when there's a clear physical source of the pain #also!!!! he wasn't addicted to vicodin (at least up til season 5-ish)#he was dependent! because it's pain medication and he hurts!!!!#you can tell because he didn't reach for vicodin at all post-ketamine until he felt his leg hurt again!!!!#if he was addicted (and not dependent) he would've wanted the vicodin even when he didn't need it for pain #anyways i have too many opinions on this dumb show #also there's probably a neuropathic component to the pain because they cut off a bunch of thigh muscle #which means there are neurons kinda just firing into nothing

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robertsbarbie · 11 hours ago

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my family doesn't know how to take care of animals and it's actually abhorrent

#we're watching my brothers dog because he's a doodle and hasn't been groomed since my brothers been going through his divorce #(and also has a medical issue that needs assistance but my brother couldn't be bothered to actually figure out what was wrong until our #cousin who's a vet diagnosed the dog :))#and because of how matted the doodle is he has shit caked around his asshole #and it's hard and thick so it's probably been building for a while!#but my mother is INSISTENT it just occurred today #and it's like??? everyone has been complaining about how bad he smells and no one watches him when he goes to the bathroom #who's to fucking say when this happened!!!!#i'm so genuinely horrified with my brother and everyone else in this fucking family for how they treat animals #and maybe i'm a little pissed off i has to get out in the snow and 22 degree weather to discover and take care of all this fucking shit and #it's still not better because it genuinely needs to be cut off! and i've only gotten an hour of sleep and have been unable to sleep #eris: text

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conanssummerchild · 9 months ago

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my parents will do absolutely everything for my sister, cater to her every need, and then chastise her for not being able to do things on her own, and they'll ignore my every concern and then chastise me for not asking for help

#ive been asking for help for eight years dickheads #i give up #i know they'll never do anything for me unless it aligns with their own motives #tw sh >#and yeah whatever maybe this is about my dad telling me to my face that the only reason im in therapy now id because i used to cut myself #when i clearly stated i wanted to go for an autism diagnosis #he thinks theres something wrong with me and fuck it hes probably right #because ive never had better odds than i do right now #and im still relapsing #and im too afraid to tell anyone bcs i dont wanna be like the girls i used to know who'd pretend to kill themselves every other week for fun #and the screwed up part is im more afraid of my parents finding out than the fact that im actually relapsing #bcs i was in a terrible place and i wanted to kill myself every day two years ago #but my parents finding out i cut myself was worse than anything i ever went through before #the blame the guilt tripping the endless doctor and therapy appointments #the punishment for daring to be hurt the gaslighting #its been two years and im still not allowed to close my door #if they found out im relapsing i wouldnt be allowed to leave the house until i was 20 #alex says shit #vent

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