#and ur tryign to reign in the 2nd urge so ur just sitting there zoning out
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Everyone be proud of me
I am eating dinner 👍
#speculation nation#u know when ur feeling bad enough u wanna do fuck all or like the most self destructive shit ever#and ur tryign to reign in the 2nd urge so ur just sitting there zoning out#i wanted to just go to bed. but i am eating something first.#i dont want to eat. i should be hungry but im not. but im still eating.#not gonna bother with the video game today bc itd probably just make me stay up until 6 am again and i wouldnt even enjoy it#emotions cut off bc it was the only way to calm down etc etc u know the drill#tomorrow... will be gentler. i'll make sure of it.#and for now. i am eating this leftover biryani. whether i want to or not.#negative/#disordered eating/#kind of lol. whatever
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