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kyrios-i · 1 year

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A Moment in Time

In that summer lit field There was no one else The breeze was gentle The sun warm, clouds soft Sundress dancing

Only for a moment Held together with paper clips And loosely fit strings Bound to unravel The time skipped away

Only for a moment Two satelites cross orbits Waving as they swing Just as quick as they pull, They push

No, they can burn too.

Finished 04/16/2023 @ 12:06AM CST

Last edit (large): 12/07/2023 @ 11:36PM CST

Inspired by Sputnik Sweetheart by Haruki Murakami and life

Inspired by "Only For A Moment" by Lola Marsh

#poem #probably shitty writing but whatever #written piece #poetry #there will be a poster that is the official release of this soon #some thoughts one morning #inlustris #kyrios #sputnik sweetheart #only for a moment #lola marsh #music #no they can burn too #a moment in time #im bad at tags so ignore most of these

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daggerhobbit · 2 months

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Imperfect

For my entire life, I was expected to be perfect.

To follow the rules,

get good grades,

set a good example,

make my family proud.

You set those expectations for me,

to mold me

into what you wanted me to be.

Perfect.

Thats what you wanted me to be.

And for so long,

that's what I tried to be.

But to you, I was never perfect enough.

I've realized now,

I don't want to be perfect.

I want to be me.

I cut my own hair on a Friday night

with a pair of dull scissors in front of the bathroom mirror.

It was imperfect.

And it felt so good.

The scars on my arms are an imperfection.

The way I dress is another.

Every imperfection feels like a small act of rebellion.

And with these small acts of rebellion,

I am becoming so much more

than what you wanted me to be.

I'm breaking out of the mold

and growing so wild and free.

And although I am imperfect,

I am me.

That's what I am.

Imperfect.

#DAM that felt so good to write #this probably isn't the best but whatever #poem #poetry #original poem #my poetry #shitty poetry

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sunnibits · 1 month

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y’all my mom is too goddamn sweet I wish she could adopt all of you who have shitty moms

#and she WOULD too. in a heartbeat.#every time I talk about whatever new shitty thing my friends mom has done I can see her literally white knuckled clenching her fists #grinding her teeth and foaming at the mouth etc etc.#barely restraining from herself from personally writing up some adoption papers for a fully grown boy #anyways for context. she hid little tiny notes in little mini letters like an inch big (she has used them several times they are very cute)#in random places in all of my luggage #I haven’t read them yet and I still probably have more to find but like bro 😭😭😭#she’s too cute nobody deserves her fr

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bmpmp3 · 9 months

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so often i'll get that sudden and wonderful urge to make comics and stories of my OCs that I can actually show people but then just as quickly that urge is dashed by various foolish reasons, and one of the most foolish of those reasons is i get. scared. about committing to stylistic choices in a webcomic or illustration

WHICH is foolish BECAUSE

you can just. change them

really gotta stop thinking about branding and shit. some people are good with that but it always just paralyzes me LOL especially because when i think about all the comics and fiction and all that i like you can see signs of stylistic choices and characterizations shifting from the original vision at the start to how it ended up because things EVOLVE that is a Normal Aspect of storytelling IT TRULY is a foolish thing to get scared by orz

#like i get so worked up about like. what if the beginning isnt as polished as the end WHICH doesnt matter #i love so many decade old webcomics that started as pencil on paper and shifted into whatever formats and styles etc #you can do anything you want forever. you dont have to decide on the perfect style right away #you can just make whatever and its probably fine LOL #i like to write stories with my ocs but they are. written by very dysgraphic hand so theyre not readable #but someday.... someday i will work up the nerve....maybe clean up and post some....maybe draw some out as shitty comics...i can do anythin

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martyrbat · 2 months

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had a recent wfa panel on my dash. duke thomas get behind me.

#'damian actually said i spent too much time training [duke] for him to die'#from the same people who have a joke of duke and damian 'having to be taught etiquette table manners'?? really??#like having the only Black and Arab characters in your shitty webcomic be used just for racist jokes & them seeking approval from their #white families isnt subtle! repeatedly calling them uncultured compared to the white characters isnt subtle!#having them exist only to uplift those white characters (aka all things i seen for wfa cass) isnt subtle either btw!!!#like i don't read wfa but every single time its on my dash from the comic panel posting blog #its always just that or jason PTSD or tim sooooo kwazy or whatever the fuck.#like i get shallow writing is their thing so i dont expect them actually doing any story thats interesting or has real character dynamics #but when theres repeated instances of how any non white character is there to uplift the white ones up #(meta wise (talia saying caring is a weakness for not getting danian a dog iirc?) or in story (cass usually from what i seen)#or degraded for a quick jab then its something that should be considered intentional #and treated as such because at this point it probably is.

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themyscirah · 5 months

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This is technically a Diana's age poll but I framed it partially around Julia's rescue because that's the event I need to contextualize and whether or not Diana is a thing yet is p important for my purposes. I would keep the Pérez run and postcrisis continuity in mind when answering this bc that's when this is relevant but I'd keep in mind that even though Diana is very young there (like early 20s) we don't know I don't think if she ages differently as a child (esp as a themysciran AND being made from clay) and in some versions she is older than she looks and was made earlier

Edit: I accidentally logic-ed this out in the tags lol 🤦‍♀️but feel free to still vote however you want. Going to publish this anyway bc I think I made some good points later in my tags

#blah #the 45 years is a guesstimation of julias age w her being in her late 40s #bc she has a middle school aged daughter which would make you lean a bit younger but shes also highly respected prof at harvard (is she the #dept head? i think so. and has a career that would suggest older. and shes also drawn middle aged so 🤷‍♀️#i would say late 40s early 50s for her honestly. but i moved it down a lil bit bc of vanessas age #wait shit i may have contradicted logic here bc wasnt the diana trevor stuff supposed to have happened before dianas birth. and that was #wwii. which would be btwn 42 and 45 years. BC PÉREZ!TREVOR IS OLD I FORGOT THAT #okay so actually there still could be a question of what happened first the timeline would just be much shorter #but then wouldnt julias family be boating during wwii? that makes no sense #im definitely thinkimg too hard about this probably. logically it would make the most sense if diana was like 20smth in reality. but thats #its own basket of worms honestly. like what do you mean hippolyta only had like 20 yrs w her daughter out of a lifespan of thousands of #years. what do you MEAN she became champion and ambassador so young like #like also thats the point though. she had to wear a mask in the challenge for a reason. her inexperience with men is what makes her the kind #of ambassador they need. and her youth and relation to hippolyta and role as the baby of the amazons is one of the things that makes her #ambassadorship SO important is bc she fulfills that role in an ancient sense. where it would be a sign of great trust and respect to send #someone close to the crown as an envoy bc it shows you mean business and arent going to reneg on whatever the deal is. bc if you do they #shoot the messenger #god anyways i very much answered my own question here in the tags like 100%. esp in regards to the pérez canon bc he very much laid this out #and i was trying to weasel my way out of it. only that didnt work and the decisions he made he made for a reason and they have huge #narrative importance. damn. okay then #i always write the shittiest posts and the best tags and then have to keep the post to keep the tags #i rlly need to make these tags posts ugh. anyways keeping this up bc of my tags abt diana and ambassadorship #also sidenote I LOVE HIPPOLYTA #just though id mention that. i love how much shes motivated by love and i also love when she makes fucked up decisions bc of that and has to #live with them. woman of all time FOR REALS #god this is making me want to reread historia again lol bc its the one ww comic i own. also its fire. and hippolyta gets to make shitty #decisions motivated by emotion and live w the consequences. and the comic is actually good unlike when that happened in the messner-loebs #run. which was the other instance of that ive read rlly. 10000% sure there are others but i havent fully gotten there yet.#i mean ive read other comics where she makes painful decisions thats like her whole deal but there are different vibes to those than the two #i mentioned. like the exile thing in ww year 1 or rlly anytime she has to send diana away

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look-better-in-gold · 4 months

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one thing i think one piece fans forget is that for most of the characters in it having the d initial doesn’t mean anything. we don’t find out it’s anything to think about until skypiea while robin is talking to gan fall (who met roger) and he says “d.? i see. one letter of his name… that can’t just be a coincidence!!!” and laughs. we only know what we do bc luffy’s the main character. i guess you could argue kureha saying roger’s name is gol d. roger at the end of drum counts but it’s brushed off and you’re not like. encouraged to think about why it’s different. she only knows this bc she’s a REALLY old lady who was around when roger first set out. and gan fall met roger. law knows about it from cora, Who Used To Be A Celestial Dragon. nobody who knows about it is a normal citizen. the world government wants it to be a secret. they successfully wiped out 100 years of history. “the will of d.” or those “eat like a d.” jokes are NOT something everyone is making!!! GUYS. WE ONLY KNOW BECAUSE WE’RE THE VIEWERS. WE’RE WATCHING THE MOST POWERFUL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW. NOT EVERYONE WILL KNOW WHAT THEY DO!!!!

#this counts for g5 too. nika doesn’t seem to be a well known figure since that one guy (forgot his name.) that was fighting jimbei and #mentioned him was part of cipher pol (forgot. which faction or whatever) and Had The Fruit #maybe fishman island knows about him! but i don’t think your average citizen (or pirate or marine for that matter) would know!#idk. maybe nika wasn’t part of oda’s plan until late so he couldn’t add in details about him earlier and people DO know about him #but when writing in a character’s pov you Have to consider what they would know and ESPECIALLY at that point in time for a series like this #one piece #also also. i might be wrong on this i have a shitty memory but as far as we know ace didn’t know ANYTHING.#and it may have been mentioned to luffy before but like. it’s luffy. he doesn’t care or he just straight up forgot #i’m not sure any of the strawhats except for robin and maybe jimbei know anything #(again. shitty memory. i had a head injury. i might be 100% wrong on this)#also! with cora it was like. oh the will of d is the enemy of the gods or smth so like. it was told to him to scare him.#d’s are only a scary bedtime story to celestial dragons #in this story we are meeting significant people who know things. they are not the norm.#a lot of citizens eat up navy propaganda like it’s soup. not all bc we meet some and the revs probably help the rest #idk compare it to the real world. i’m way off topic but i’m not deleting any of these. or readinf over them to make sure rhey make sense.#i’m on like 4 hours of sleep enjoy. whatever this is.#i should probably make a tag for my rants like this #but i’ve been thinking about changing my username (it’s a song from my nami playlist rn) and idk what else i’d want to be called

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alwaysbethewest · 7 months

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I don’t read a lot fic so I’m simultaneously living in an ignorant lalaland but also wanting more and afraid to venture into wild territory for fear of repeatedly encountering the Joel you mentioned. If even someone like me has noticed it, then it’s truly pervasive. I like to think I do a decent job of separating the character from their dominant trope/au/fanon but it gets hard <insert Oscar Isaac coffee gif>

I'm kind of in the same boat! I'm not reading that much these days (and when my brain is ready to I have a looong to-read list for other characters!) but I like to scroll through the fandom tag and skim the summaries. I'm sure there IS some great, thoughtful, in-character fic out there but I rarely see anything that draws me in. I've actually literally just added a tag filter for his name so I can stop looking in the first place because I find it so dispiriting and confusing 😕

#i hate to even say this stuff out loud because i truly don't want to yuck anyone else's yum or whatever the saying is #it feels shitty to become self-conscious about what you want to write and i don't want to make anyone feel bad #AND i know that my own fics are often not that in-character #i really don't believe that being perfectly in-character is the most important thing #but at the same time i just am so....#confused by the predominant themes and tropes and how much they do not align with my vision of this character #a deeply sad broken hollowed out tired man #who probably barely finds it in him to regularly fuck his long term partner #(not that she is ever acknowledged either 🙃🙃🙃)#much less someone younger than his dead daughter #like where did that.... come from #sorry if this makes me an asshole!!!! oh well #anonymous #ask #and i am purposely not using full names or tags lol bc i'm just saying my thing to my followers not trying to start a whole conversation 😬

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musical-chick-13 · 1 year

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Ah yes. The age-old question of "Am I brave enough to put this fic on my account or should I just post it anonymously."

#this one is...it's a lot #'but mc13 you're in the middle of writing a j/c-centric performer au. you know: the ship where they're actually RELATED'#yeah this is worse. lmao #(worse as in 'even fewer people would consider this an acceptable thing to write')#(and even though /I/ know that you can write whatever you want and I genuinely don't care what people think about me writing this...#I am kind of fearful for my safety. and I don't have the energy to field shitty comments for a prolonged length of time)#(honestly in the grand scheme of All Things I Could Possibly Ever Write this is probably comparatively tame but. you know how people are.)#WHY AM I EVEN WORKING ON THIS PIECE I HAVE A /DEADLINE/ FOR THE A/H ONE ALKSDFJA;LSKDFAFJ #(I mean like. not literally. but we DO get new canon content in two weeks and that will likely render all of my speculation on their #early relationship completely inaccurate and obsolete. so I would at least like to get SOME of it out by then)#(this is the one where my original working title was 'I'm definitely going to hell for this' btw)

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carnographix · 1 year

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Sorry for focusing on almost exclusively the bad parts of Narry and Mari's relationship. It will happen again.

#rambling #i am mentally unwell ♡#writing awful relationships like this is how i cope with being stuck in a shitty relationship myself #though /my/ awful relationship is familial and not. whatever love letter is.#i feel trapped thus i'm trapping these two idiots together #maybe they'll beat each other to death or maybe they'll make out #probably both

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stunfiskz · 1 year

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btw while my brain is in glee s6 mode i am the only person who understands spencer. ok

#txt #like i feel like if i sat down i could write a whole essay about the s6 newbies but god theres so much there that like #UGH its like that post i made a while back about home but like.#as someone who has been the 'im gay but not like that kind of gay haha' position there is so much self hatred within that attitude #where obviously it does not excuse shitty behavior to fellow queer people but especially when you are in the position where youre #essentially the only queer person the people around you know its. really something.#and even if he doesnt secretly listen to gaga or whatever its still. youre left without a space. i dont know how to explain it very well #but i feel like people reducing him to an annoying character for it dont understand the implications. even the writers probably didnt #but like i said home as a song celebrates the friendships formed in the glee club and serves as the beginning of the connections for #the newbies #led by the only two who knew eachother beforehand #they arent singing together but theyre whistling together yknow. learning to trust.#and spencer is by himself! he may be in an environment he technically feels comfortable in but he is alone there.#and like roderick for his weight or jane for her gender or mason and madison for their codependence #he is isolated.#yeah i have thoughts about glee s6.

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revenantghost · 2 years

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Lmao of course the most popular poem I’ve written in a whlie is the one about a movie that doesn’t exist

#HILARIOUSLY not on Tumblr though #Probably because of the shitty graphic I slapped together aksjdnkan #BUT STILL #It's honestly entertaining #I'll take anyone reading my words ever #It's so hard to get engagement on any of my writing I'M HERE FOR WHATEVER #Yadda yadda

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astyrra · 2 years

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the thing. i keep doing. is i try to write down an idea to evict it from my brain. but writing it down makes me come up with more idea. so it takes like at least twice as long as i think it will

#if i get it all out it does leave my brain though #i wrote down like 15 pages of google doc outline/ideas for a one piece/percy jackson crossover #and now its not taking up space when i wanna think about other stuff #like its probably never gonna become a full finished fic but whatever #if anyone wants to see it i can post a link #right now my brain is full of persona 5/harry potter crossover #i do Not support jkr and will be making several characters trans in protest #but shitty hp crossovers are my weakness and there don't really seem to be many for p5. which is weird.#anyway if i wanna stop thinking about it i gotta write it down #then i can fill my brain with persona 5/batman crossover instead #which so far the most detail i have is ''post canon joker and morgana start a cat video youtube channel''#and damien recognises morgana from the videos lol

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alectoperdita · 2 years

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Joukai fusion of Gundam: The Witch From Mercury when? Or am I gonna have to write it myself?

#puppyshipping #violetshipping #shitty overbearing parental figures from YGO would slot perfectly into the plot #Gozaburo is already a tyrannical weapons manufacturing mogul in canon #Jounouchi as the backwater hick from Mercury dropped into a school of wealthy privileged corporate heirs #Kaiba doing everything in his power to get away from Gozaburo's control #Guel is probably the most Jounouchi-like character so far in canon but whatever #gonna make my favorite boy the protag #I'll do this after I write that Xenoblade Chronicles 3 fusion first 😔😔😔

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sar3nka · 2 years

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Something I really hated was that an airplane flew by to the city airport, it was a bit loud, and because of that noise I had shitty rock music in my ears for good 3 minutes

#i get a lot of sound hallucinations tbh. last time i heard some song in spanish. it was a bit like macarena in terms of sound #but anyway im shaking currently i sure hope this doesnt last until tomorrow #bc id be scared to fall asleep like this #i will be fine however. i dont understand why i feel so shitty #literally not a full dose... pls. i took more b4 at school and did very well. now? i feel like a dead victorian child on a sidewalk #its probably caused by me losing weight super fast #I mean nearly a week of starving would make anyone weak af #i should have considered that 💀 since to measure a safe dose you usually use your weight #but then. bestie weights like 45 kgs at most and downs two doses with ease. for me that'd be lethal even though I'm heavier...#im just writing whatever here its my little diary :)

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homunculus-argument · 14 days

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I think a lot of people really haven't considered the unlimited opportunities of being able to just commission art. Like you can literally just pay someone money to have them make practically whatever you want for you. Like you could probably hire some smaller soft rock band to write you a song about some shitty couple who obviously hate each other but instead of just breaking up already they keep getting drunk and fighting about the same damn subjects over and over and over while the neighbours can do nothing but listen to their publicly broadcasted private grievances.

And then put your stereos against the wall and play it on a constant loop until your annoying neighbours pause and go "wait, is this song about us?"

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