#probably projecting if anything tho
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I haven’t seen anyone talking about this but imagine the papas kissing your stretch marks and reassuring you that they’re beautiful and it’s normal but they deserve to be loved too just like any other body parts
#not saying im love starved from the papas but maybe i am#probably projecting if anything tho#brb crying at the confessionals#ngl just thinking of any papas reassuring you over your insecurities or imperfections that you see just helps me a lot cause man :/
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Through the years, from popinjay to coxcomb to maccaroni to dandy to dude
#and from dude to gigolo if i have anything to say about it#baby i can the sweet mama to your sad and lonesome#this was so fun to draw my favorite hobby is historical fashion#are they accurate? not answering that. i refuse to draw codpieces#at my heart i am unfortunately a coward#i know i gave dandy kayne a short haircut at first but then i remembered all the mullets ive been seeing and i had to give it a try#i hope it looks like he as having fun throughout the eras <3#malevolent#kayne malevolent#but anyays like i as saying theres no ay king is appearing regularly in a three piece suit and not bringing that energy to#every other century#and i almost drew him in like plate armor but if he’s like snapping his fingers and ppl explode bro is not gonna get a suit of armor#that was wishful thinking on my part i remedied it he dresses like a bourgeoise i have to accept it#if i did this with the yellow king it would be like 5 inages of the same dude copied and pasted#i started giving the yellow king a pennanular brooch and even then i as like whoah thats kinda lavish for john#i dunno maybe i should fuck around with his robes and try some stuff out#hmmmmmmm i do like jewelry……….#new project: project runway but with john doe#and then eventually ill help poor arthur out#tho honestly i think he really probably dos have an eye for quality clothing i think he’s probably respectably fashionable but he#cares more abt quality#id love to put my boy in a fishermans sweater tho i feel like he needs something warm and sturdy on his journeys <3
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started a sourdough starter!!! It’s not even that much abt bread; I just like the idea of having a pet and this is about the max amount of responsibility I’m looking for rn
#an emotional support living flour sludge if u will#altho the conditions aren’t ideal rn: it’s negative degrees so I don’t have a warm enough of a place probably so if (big if) it starts to#ferment it’ll take longer (which means u gotta be extra much on the lookout for mold)#could put it in the oven with just the light on but that freaks me out; I don’t wanna have the oven on for like days (even tho it wouldn’t#actually be on)#also I only have all-purpose flour & whole meal is the best one to induce fermentation#also the flour is past it’s best before date bc I haven’t rly been baking (also one of thr reasons I’m doing this bc like gotta use#up the flour somehow)#so u know we’ll see if anything comes out of this#if nothing else at least I’ll have a project for a couple days#also I’m not naming it yet; that’s for when it’s going strong bc I don’t need to be crying after getting emotionally attached to a#blob of flour & water when said blob dies tragically#march 2024#2024
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OK GUYS SO I SAW THIS POST (by @AHHexplode on twitter) and I had ideas sbdjndvdjssb
(implied polysho bc I literally can't do anything wxs without at least implying polysho a little bit
A bit more context about it: Rui suggests a play and asks nenekasa if they're ok with playing a couple and since they're dating they think why not right?? But Nene didn't really realize that meant they were going to kiss at the end of the play and she's like oh fuck oh no bc shes not ready to kiss in front of everyone (completely reasonable). But the thing is that the kiss is very relevant to the story and very emotional (and also one of tsukasas favorite parts)
BUT!!!! Last thing kasa wants is to pressure Nene ofc so they're like maybe we can find something that is ok for everyone and rui goes ooooh I have an idea
Only wxs knows if they actually kissed behind the umbrella or not but I think both possibilities are super cute nsbsjsbsvsjsbsv
#i started making this at like 11:30 pm yesterday#the artstyle is very sketchy bc doing anything more detailed would take SO LONG and probably wouldn't be that good anyways#i think thats like my first comic ever tho so im kinda proud jsbsjsbdvdj#proseka#wxs#nenekasa#project sekai#colorful stage#pjsk#wonderlands x showtime#wondershow#nene kusanagi#kusanagi nene#tsukasa tenma#tenma tsukasa#pjsk fanart#🌸 frog posts#🌸 frog art
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Shout out to facebook memories reminding me that today is the anniversary of the day I could have secured my rights to my work before someone stole it and made money off of it. 🥲 Always a good time with Facebook Memories.
#facebook memories#the thing I know I shouldn’t look at#but still do#good times#this is the bad place#fml#I try to forget about that#I should probably just delete everything I made in regards to that#so I never have to think about it again#also just a reminder that I can’t do anything legally about it#because 1: different media format#2: the person who did the theft left the project before completion#3: it’s been several years now#so just a general not looking for advice just whining post#lol#thank you for all the people who reached out at the time tho#you were so kind and it made the whole thing so much less shitty
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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well holy shit thats nice to hear
#project for a class is due saturday but APPARENTLY anything turned in by tuesday will be considered on time#>:)#jk kinda ill probably turn it in. monday. and spend time tomorrow sarurday and sunday catching uo#cause i have NOT been doing stuff for this class#my own fault#i will take advantage of the tuesday deadline tho#amber's shit you can ignore
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I love how Carnelian Blood made me re-fulfill my promise to return to the DL fandom (I left bc I had more passionate interest at the time and wasn't interested in Chaos Lineage but if it got new characters I told myself I'd return) and it's like stepping into a time capsule
things, for better or worse, have no changed
#the same arguments#the same praise post#now I love Yui & the boys still#even tho my interpretations of them probably differ from most people#and I am excited to see if anything comes from the side/spinoff cast (Carnelian Blood)#Honestly I have some hot takes of my own regarding Yui that maybe I'll share one day#(spoiler: it's not dislike or anything just a different approach to why her personality is the way it is)#(aka a more realistic/doylist perspective that is probably less romantic)#but currently I will just vibe....#diabolik lovers#carnelian blood#good to see that the old blogs I liked are still active#need to reread some route translations to see if I can write that DL fanfic project I wanted to when I was younger
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it's okay babe i still love you despite your disconnect from the general human population
#i don't know anything. I'm just a sorta fucking person with a few thoughts and not much of a solid identity or idea of what I want#you know how it goes#design is so fun I love trying to intuite what the consumer needs#sigh. sighhhgghhhbhhhg#im shit at this im so ass at coming up with literally anything ever#lilac post#god. Im so lucky i didn't have a project like this at all last year#it would have been impossible but also. Really fucking funny#i think it would have been my breaking point#or maybe it would have helped me. who knows.#probably not tho LMAOOOOOO
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GIRL HELP WDYM I REACHED 30 TAGS??????? OMG???? I WASN'T EVEN DONE YET
ANYWAYS 31st: and that compared to a relationship where the communication lines are basically none or very fucking weak then yeah it is an upgrade I think. Idfk I was never in a relationship I'm just picking from the ones I've seen in my life
#it's like that one image i saw#under read more too bc i don't wanna get jumpscared#anyways i wanted to say#one thing is that I've been kinda into hlevpeka (how do you even call that?) for like. 2 years? 3?#it's just that it kinda fell off for me once i started thinking about the possibilities of hlevteo (which was around the end of 2023 so)#but ig the myth hunt trio as a whole is kinda making me pick it back#definitely the most underdeveloped out of the 3 tho. i have no idea what could lead to the same guy have weird shit going on with himself#well probably it is a want to learn about himself or something#they were separate for a good while so ig they wanna pick things back and learn together#what makes them them and what they like for themselves#and who can know you better than yourself (?) idk it's weird i need a good excuse still#anywayyyyys#I've also been thinking about something for hlevteo#like bc i want it to have significant differences over teopeka (healthier ones at that) and i think one of them would be like. transparency#and sincerity and “truth” (if you really wanna tie it back to myth hunting)#bc i feel they'd reach a point where they like. can be open with each other right#and i feel that'd amount to like. knowing stuff nobody else does#like teo would tell hlev like. oh yeah me and peka have been around for almost a decade now. yeah it was a very weird thing for those times#i think the reason why im even here with you is bc you remind me of him. ig i just gravitate towards you#and hlev would be like yeah dw it's fine. y'know you also kinda remind me of someone. of like- oh that's gonna be weird to explain#and then he explains to her the whole. Thing. about being a protagonist#and she'd be like “oh huh well alright. that's one more existencial crisis for me. anyways what does that have to do with anything#and he'd be like “yeah ok so the reason why i think im also around you is bc of the power dynamic(?) we have#like you're my boss still and i honestly like that? I think all those years of feeling helpless and powerless have kinda taken a toll on me#and she'd be like “oh huh alright i guess that makes sense. that's kinda sad tho”#(heavy projecting there with That Man™ but it's whatever)#anyways what im trying to say it's that like. it's not that the motives behind the attraction are healthier?#it's moreso the fact they explained them at length to each other that kinda is? bc then they can work from there right?#like they can like. at minimum make them not devolve into something obnoxiously bad
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I decided to give a go to @niennanir’s lovely print-your-own-fic recipe on my Inside and Out as a test run and I’m quite pleased with the results as a first pass :D
I wish I’d taken a few more process pictures but there was a slight lull as I had to go shopping for 12x12 cardstock lol, but! I do have a couple closeups/extras that I added for funsies :D
I went with freehanding the title and I think in the future I would opt to not do that lol, at least not without a printed template. That said, both LibreOffice and SAI refuse to recognize my SCII fonts >:0 If you notice on the first page, I used the Ace Attorney font in italic haha, it’s an okay alternative even if it’s not what I actually want |0 I am happy with the gold detailing tho :3c
I did have an unconscionable amount of fun freehanding the ship caption tho ahh <3 <3 Immediate happy stims upon completion, their names together look so pretty ♥ Credit to Zarla’s original minicomic on that one :3
I also managed to get the last sentence of the fic isolated on the last page thanks to the formatting haha ♪
I was also able to add a bookmark! Ma happened to have a couple very thin ribbons to choose from and red ended up complementing the green very prettily!
It reminds me of VUX tongues hehehehe ❤️💕💖💞
#What do I tag this lol#SCII#I am continually and incurably in love with papercrafts <3#Hard to believe it's been since Pokemon Homestyle since I've given anything a go! These darn talented artists inspiring me! Lol#Honestly tho I would absolutely recommend this project :D The prep work is manageable and friendly and the action itself is enjoyable#Depending on how much you enjoy repetitive motions haha ♪ Folding and creasing the pages was very relaxing to me :)#I went for my own fic as a first run since y'know - I have very direct access to it lol#Plus it'd be less sad if I messed something up - I want to do right by my favourites from other artists! I'm allowed to make my own mess lol#Also finally convinced me to return to the loving embrace of LibreOffice after like a decade away lol#I just never had a reason to redownload it! Wordpad does exactly what I want 95% of the time!#But it couldn't do columns so okayyyyy fiiiiine I'll get it again (lol) I do rather like it :)#There's still some things I'd change! I'm sure you can see from the pages where you can see both edges that the layout's a bit uhmmmm#Skewed? Corner-heavy? Lol just a matter of changing the borders :) LibreOffice's measurements are wack tho :P#But I fully intend to do this again! :D Print a few test sheets first >:3c Legitimately looking forward to it!#Probably gonna do another one of mine next before I give a go to someone else's I'd like to keep#I have ideas for how to improve! And better and more plentiful supplies! It makes me want to make! :D#Oh yeah and being in the book-making mood reminded me of one of the Vargas-as-a-psuedo-bible ideas I had but didn't put anywhere lol#If I may posit for your consideration: Before as the Old Testament and After as the New Testament :3c#I'd Absolutely buy two versions - And a full version for the record lol I would easily own multiple copies of physical!Vargas lol#Fun thought to me hehehehe ♪♫
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hi i just finished the first five episodes of house of the dragon and i am so so obsessed w the whole family and love as rot and sickness theme it is done so well!
also hello costume department i see the byzantine influences and i hear you. lovely. the sets are all so beautiful but i truly wish that it was not so painfully obviously green screen every time they are on a boat but what can u do! at least the dragons look mostly fine even if the sound design could be cooler and/or more creative but ig they were bound by whatever GoT did first and i havent watched that one yet so i'll ignore this.
anyway the gender of it all!!! every targaeryen ever has one (1) dream job and it is visenya but also every monarch has only ever been a king and the daughterson girlboy failchild dreamheir of it all....... so glad older rhaenyra will be played by a nonbinary actor bc yeah. yeah. exactly. but also milly alcock is so so good at the teenage defiance and the naivete and the simultaneous disillusionment with everything and the excitement about it like yes!!! yes!!!
i will not say anything abt any other characters or ny of the relationships lest this post get 3k words long but i am absolutely looking forward to watching it all unfold and unravel and also watching that old man literally fall apart. cinema <3
i WILL however say: ramin djawadi my eternal goat u managed to be my most played artist back in 2017 when i wasnt even watching GoT just bc ur music goes so fucking hard and u've done it again. idk if i correctly connected the dots but the one melody which i am p sure is rhaenyras theme is so delicious mwah. u will end up on my spotify wrapped again beloved ♡
#the whole alicent rhaenyra situation is sooo fucking insane u guys were not lying this is crasy#i did Not however realise that she had an affair w criston cole in the beginning that one hit me out of nowhere#somehow ive managed to get spoilered for literally everything from the incest to the wife murders to the gay little side piece but Not him#i do know that in s2 hes having an affair w alicent tho???? which. yeah. yeah. girls who keep each other from commiting harakiri etc etc#no but genuinely. alicent and rhaenyra shouldve fucked. it wouldnt have solved anything but it wouldve meant alicent got some fun#also last thing then im quiet bc i need to fall asleep but i loved the undressing before the rhaenyra criston sex scene#idk why but both of them unlacing their boots side by side was such a great moment to me which yeah part of it was The Gender#but also it was just nice from a costume standpoint bc u dont often get to see boots in a close up??? also the armor <3333#sorry im forever a fealty dynamics fan i will go rabid as soon as there are vows and armor somewhere which is why i am curious to see#whatever will develop w criston and alicent later but also. alicent never having sworn to rhaenyra as the heir is so!!! many thoughts.#more on this as i make my way through the rest of s1 this weekend probably but i am having fun so far :)#hotd#cavetext#also i just did the math and i knitted about 3700 stitches while watching this and so far went through almost 100m of yarn!#which isnt v much wrt my current project bc the rows are more than 300 stitches so this means i barely knitted 12 rows but still :)#im having fun this is fun!! yayy yippie :3 etc
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Ok so obviously Eli isn’t white, we know that much from the comics, but thinking about a modern AU got me wondering what other people conceptualize Eli as ethnicity-wise. He’s fairly mid-tone from the comics? His hair is straight-ish?? Idk I suppose that doesn’t mean anything. Put in the tags what you conceptualize Eli as, if anything :)
#eli vanto#star wars#sw#thranto#me I don’t really conceptualize non-live action sw anything (in my head Eli is still a comic book character)#but if I had to pick I’d say desi?#that’s probably just me projecting tho lmao
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I gotta be honest guys… Fanto is a Ler…. I know I know, I love my faves being Lees so much, they’re adorable, but Fanto is such a specific case. He canonically doesn’t like being touched much- unless he initiates it- and I don’t think he’d enjoy being overwhelmed or out of control. I do think he’d love being a ler and being the one making others smile- and also enjoy the power trip tbh! He’d just have a lot of fun as a ler, but I definitely don’t think he’d like being a lee unless he was in a very specific and rare mood for it. It would have to be with someone close to him that he trusts alot, and also be very light and gentle tkls, probably just stuff like tracing the palms of his hands or little scratches at his chin.
I do think he’d be fairly tklish, but I don’t think he’d enjoy it unless under those very specific conditions because of his sensory issues, and it would overstimulate him too much. Like, I think he’d be genuinely upset at a surprise attack, and probably not trust the person again for a while, if at all. It would have to be with his specific consent, and with very strict rules about where is okay to touch and what sensations are okay to apply. And if he says to stop, the ler better stop immediately.
But he’ll tkl others freely, as long as he’s in control of it, he enjoys it! He’ll do a lot of silly antics and creative little things too, even putting effort into little acting bits or gimmicks. He loves entertaining as well as seeing others at his mercy just from so little effort on his end. Hell, he doesn’t have to touch his lee if he doesn’t want to- which sometimes, yeah, he doesn’t- he’s got plenty of creative tools and even his magic to get them squealing for him. If he’s not making them laugh from the tkling (for some impossible reason), his antics and theatrics will have his lee laughing regardless.
#tickle rambles#static talks#Ler!fantoccio#lee!fantoccio#he just doesn’t strike me as much of a lee! I’m all here for Lee headcanons tho!#this is just my interpretation#i think his sensory issues would make it hard#but I do think he would love tkls in general!#it’s probably something very personal and almost intimate to him tho#and it’s part of why he really only likes light tkls#it’s just something gentle and soft that gets him all giggly and feelin all fuzzy#anything intense just wouldn’t be very enjoyable for him#too much touching and overstimulation :(#and don’t even think about restraining him#i really think he would hate it#tickle hcs#yehhh :)#by all means tho#lee Fanto content is really cute!! i just like to project haha#he definitely does have rare moods where he wants some good Tkling tho!#its just gotta be with his very specific consent and rules to follow#and with someone very close to him#which is very few people…
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#ugh. im feeling chatty today. probably bc i feel kinda weirdly anxious. like when u can Imagine bad things happening in detail#and like it feels like ur wait for it even tho its in ur imagination? whatever. anyway. ive been watching a lotta#stuff on like professional artists and idk maybe im just in too deep on science academia but i dont. i dunno the culture#seems so weird to me? like what does one do in art school? i guess i took a lot of art in high school but my teacher was kinda trash#all we did was paint realisticly using a grid and i hated that. but i image ur supposed to exercise different styles and medias? how tf#does that get graded? i dunno. i haven't taken any uni level art classes. i should tho. id probably like it#its weird tho. anything that tries to give structure to art stuff seems so weird to me. like u go to school for science stuff to build up#ur background knowledge and i guess u can do that with art but it feels different. i guess bc ur training muscle memory. i dunno#i like to imagine an au where i go to art school but i legitimately cannot fathom doing that. cannot fathom a life outside of my toxic#relationship with academia. i dont even kno what i would want to specialize if i went down that path. maybe illustration#bc it makes me happy when ppl say my style looks like something out of a kids book. i dunno#i guess classes would help with things like forcibly learning shadows and anatomy and composition#maybe i just need to make art friends. like what is ur life like? im too much in a science bubble#i guess going to art school also just devotes all ur time to art. not just tiny pockets of time between all the things u have to get done#god. i can only imagine the panic of procrastinating an art project and physically not having enough time to finish it#thats how i felt with my masters thesis. there was just physically not enough time for me to fix my code in all the ways i needed and rew#rewrite things. but i finished it somehow#ugh. god. i have things i need to finish coloring. i will finish them today. i will#i hate coloring. but colors r so pretty ;_;#unrelated
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I think. College about to start beating my ass soon so uhm. Might be slower to post </3
#I am taking 5 courses and 4 of them I've been put into groups all of them involving a group project. and exams. homework. quizzes. etc#i mean. I'm not failing anything my lowest grade is a 89 rn but like. it be stressful sometimes yknow?#I'd love to put small pieces out about some ongoing lore and ideas but idk if y'all are interested in that#like lil tidbits#bc I'd probably have time for those#anyways#thanks for almost 100 followers <3#I'd love to do smth when i do hit 100 but yeah. college. gotta put that degree first ig?#my askbox is open tho#feel free to send stuff I'd love to answer questions
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