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yāall are so weird. if you hate the way i characterized regulus in ahb! then,,, stop reading it? no one is forcing you to read it?? you can just put it down,,, you know that right???? who has the gun to your head making you click next chapter??? you can just stop reading it at any time. no really, trust me!
#but you canāt do that bc then youāll feel like you're āmissing outā on something you want to be a part of#so youāre gonna force yourself to read it so you can understand the references#which is fine. i guess.#but to make that choice AND COMPLAIN ABOUT IT#PUBLICALLY#like itās the great burden of your life#like bud just put the fic down#or shut up#pink sticky notes arenāt worth it lmfaoo i swear#you hate the writing and you hate regulus ā¦.well i have bad news for u#neither get any better LMFAO. SO WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?#āforcing themselves to read it bc ppl are talking abt itā hereās an idea. donāt. do. that.#haha š#art heist baby!#probably gonna delete this#i feel like i bitch a lot on here soz xx
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#probably gonna delete this#but. got struck by the idea of kyle getting facefucked by c*llis this morning and it wont leave me alone#grossed out AND turned on at the same time. HELP
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Are the bucktommy shippers who just want Evan Buckley to be "normal" in the room with us?
#saw my first anti post out in the wild#and its been rolling through my mind for hours now bc ... what?#anyway#probably gonna delete this
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Ough speaking of heteronormative bullshit leaking into queer culture. Some of the shit I see on my followed transmasc tags is like 'teehheee but what if i was your cute little tboy wife who cooked and cleaned while you went out and worked.. teeheee..' and not to shit on anyones kinks but uh. Oh wait no. Fuck that. I'm shitting on your kink. Fucking. Pick a better one ffs
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Me: *trying to work on a craft that takes my focus, after a long day at work followed immediately by apartment-stuff shopping*
My dad: *keeps complaining about things re: my move tomorrow. (Itās gonna be raining, he doesnāt remember where he put the directions for how to put my bed frame back together, oh the football game is tomorrow he might need to set up my TV first - and then giving me a dirty look when I say I didnāt get my wifi set up yet*
Me: I need a break.
Dad, in the most obnoxious voice possible: Take a break!
Me: *deep breaths*
#Jules vents#probably gonna delete this#Iām just super tired and I havenāt eaten today and shopping was Stressful AF#Iām pretty sure Iām overstimulated atm and itās making me cranky
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My therapist: I will never understand forcing people to do something they donāt want to do for the sake of tradition or any other reason
Family member: *hasnāt stopped being upset and ranting about my sibling who doesnāt wanna wear a tie to mass and how selfish and ridiculous that is while also forcing me to wear a bridesmaid dress to another siblingās wedding*
Me: *stuck between this unstoppable force and immovable object* *shaking so hard in this dress Iām gonna be sick but knowing I canāt stand up for myself*
#i hate it here#i hate dysphoria and how anxious it makes me#i feel like im overreacting :/#but i cant stop the panic attack#dysphoria tw#probably gonna delete this#i just needed to say it somewhere
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But growing up ain't what I thought it would be, nah
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All I ever wanted was To be the things that I was not When I tried to touch the stars My arms were never long enough I didn't care, 'cause it felt like I was gettin' there All the summer nights that I would stare up As I wondered what's out there But growing up ain't what I thought it would be, nah [Chorus] I'm getting older, I miss the days When there was so much time left to waste It isn't over, there's still a chance
I'm getting older and I don't know how to explain the life setbacks that I've had. It makes me not want to be emotionally open with others for fear that they'll ask me āØquestionsāØ about where I am in life. But also I get/am lonely and want to connect with others. It's weird. I'm doing okay financially thanks to help from my family but it feels awkward explaining that as well.
There's been times in my life when I've been "on track" and just felt so so much more confident and like a different person and I think I exuded that confidence. Being detached isn't great but I don't what else to do for fear of judgement or questions that I don't feel comfortable answering.
This isn't a fun phase of life. But- maybe just the next 6 months and then I'll be through it.
#music#song#personal#probably gonna delete this#for 13 years I had a tumblr where weeklyish I'd put my most personal thoughts like a diary#This is cathartic#but nobody *really* needs to see this or can help#So no one told you life was gonna be this way#Your job's a joke#you're broke#your love life's D.O.A.#It's like you're always stuck in second gear#When it hasn't been your day#your week#Your month#or even your year#friends song#a series i did not watch#Youtube
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I'm sad does anyone wanna make me their world
#jkjk#unless...#not trying to be a pick me i just want to be loved#i would be so easy to take advantage of when im sad#time to go to therapy#probably gonna delete this#sad#depression#hopeless romantic
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Me: literally no one on any website knows who you are you can post stuff and not have be scared
My anxiety: FEAR THE INTERNET AND IT'S STRANGERS, IF YOU DON'T POST NO ONE CAN JUDGE YOU
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"don't make it political!" .... what proportion of death and suffering must occur before politics are involved. if this isn't political, what is even the point of any politics, ever. of democracy. the words are "by the people for the people." if i am going to be left alone by my elected representatives to "figure it out" - to undergo damage, hardship, fear. what the fuck did i elect them for. what was their job. the entire point is that they handle this shit. this is why we were supposed to be electing leaders.
poverty is political. misogyny is political. gun control is political. climate change is political. how much aid a community gets is political. what the fuck are you talking about. it's been political this whole fucking time.
#to be deleted probably#i think aid should be REQUIRED to be bipartisan#ppl shouldn't suffer bc of how they vote. sorry. i'm never gonna be like ''ah yah x area deserves it''#..... they're people. they're human people. what the fuck is wrong with you.#this is nonspecific bc it's the same argument every time it involves things the right wing could have prevented#oh she died in childbirth bc of abortion laws? well nows not the time to make it#well he died bc his boss made him work during the tornado? well let's not make this#ohhh they died in a school shooting? thoughts and prayers let's all not make#there's a big fucking natural disaster that is strong evidence for oncoming ecological collapse?#welllllllll leTS NOT MAKE IT FUCKING POLITICAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11#WHEN WAS THE TIME???????????#PREVENTION HAS ALWAYS BEEN BETTER THAN WOUND CARE.#> stabs u . oh sorry that wasn't political#but also good luck in the hospital good luck with insurance good luck with medicine#good luck with disability support good luck w/ur job and taking time off good lucK!!!#refusing to allow politics into the matter means they get to shrug their shoulders and absolutely#refuse any fucking ACCOUNTABILITY#THEN WHAT WAS THE JOB FOR??? WHY DID I GIVE THEM THIS JOB???#WHAT IS LITERALLY THE POINT OF ELECTED OFFICIALS
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bet you guys didn't know that I have a genderbent jax design that makes out with ragatha
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc ragatha#tadc jax#genderbent jax#bunnydoll#pretty much implied#jax x ragatha#these are pretty rough I can't draw im sorry#probably gonna delete this later#if I hate it too much idk#i love her tho#fem!jax
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Would anyone like to see this idk itās kind of rotting in my gallery.
#art#fanart#my art#original art#splatoon#ocs#splatoon oc#salmonid#salmonid Splatoon#Splatoon salmonid#splatoon salmon run#salmon run#salmon run Splatoon#I donāt like it honestly#probably gonna delete it to get some storage space back
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ā... it's the winter soldier. that guy is so cool.ā
#just doing this because he's so fucking hot#I'll try to make more later... i think#also probably gonna delete this one#but holy fuck my man is so back#we are so back babyyy#he's so hot#he should manhandle me you know#look how easy he took that man's gun? fuck#bucky barnes#sebastian stan#marvel#mcu#thunderbolts*#buckybarnesedit#marveledit#mcuedit#sebastianstanedit#sebstanedit#fysebastianstan#sstanedit#stansclan#marvelcastedit#mcucastedit#thunderbolts#gbbb
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#please i have to know if i'm just a bitch or not#you can probably guess what my opinion is on the matter lmao#just orphan the fic if you don't like it anymore/don't want to be associated with it!!!!#that's what the orphaning option is for!!!! why are you taking away MY beloved reading material!!!!!! it makes me so mad#i've started downloading and keeping a collection of my favorite fics because i can't trust them not to disappear on me#if you've written a fic i love and deleted it you'd better count your days#ao3#archive of our own#orphaned works#deleted fics#fanfic#fanfiction#fics#batfamily#batfam#batman#fandom#i'm just gonna tag all the fandoms i've read fic for lmao#voltron#voltron legendary defender#the raven cycle#trc#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#yuri on ice#marvel#mcu#the avengers#young justice
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Alice Dyer is NOT Tim 2.0. Their humor is completely different. Canon Tim is incredibly different from fanon tim. He is funny sometimes, but when it comes down to it, his humor comes down to āmillenial who makes the occasional pop culture reference and is jokingly flirty sometimesā. He knows what a meme is, but his meme knowledge is not that far advanced from āI can haz cheesburgerā cat. He is not hip with the memes. Alice is the one who is hip with the memes. Please let this woman be cringe and let Timothy Stoker be free from the chains of comedic relief meme guy.
#Iām probably gonna delete this later idk#God forbid women are losers with a somewhat cringey tumblr sense of humor#anyways. Iām only protocol tagging this so people can avoid it if they donāt wanna see protocol stuff#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol#alice dyer#i dont think this is discourse so Iām not tagging it as such? but I can add it later I guess if I decide to let this thang live#rambles
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somehow the "fics need more comments" conversation has swung all the way to like "I'm OWED comments"???? Or maybe that's just what I'm seeing be it fandom based or just who I interact with. but like, it's not the right place to be.
yes readers should comment if they like stuff, it goes a long, long way to help the writer but oh my god they don't have to. certainly not for the writer's ego. if you need comments to thrive, you might need a new hobby. sorry.
#i always dream of getting comments#i have a few on my fics#and i i cherish most of them#there's one commenter ruining my motivation though#but we're not here to talk about that#i just can't imagine expecting people who read my fics to comment#i dunno maybe i'm weird#maybe this is a good movement#maybe it's what's needed to get things to a happy medium#but wow how i can't see myself feeling entitled to comments#it's just all over things and i needed to get this off my chest#probably gonna delete this
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