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#is being predisposed to having depression/general feeling of sadness through your whole life an actual thing?#or do I just have undiagnosed high functioning depression#txt
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if anyone needs help identifying things that can become moral scrupulosity OCD obsessions/compulsions, heres a list of some i've experienced:
rereading your posts/texts over and over
checking your notes and/or followers list frequently to "make sure" bad actors aren't interacting with you
checking OP's blog before interacting with posts
compulsively opening a social media tab to look at your notifs and then closing it, over and over
fearing ways that things you say/do (or don't do) could be taken in bad faith. being anxious that your words/actions will be misconstrued as morally wrong, bigoted, rude, or aggressive
feeling guilty or obsessing over whether you should or shouldn't have reblogged a post
feeling like you aren't "allowed" to disengage from online discourse or unfollow people who post it
fearing you're being stalked, talked about, or called out behind your back. fearing you'll never be forgiven and that people might even celebrate your disappearance or death, even though you havent done anything wrong
searching your own name/username to see if anyone is actually talking about you
imagining defenses you would make against nonexistent heinous accusations or arguments against you, to prove that you didnt do it
feeling like you have to roll over and become a doormat when others are cruel to you, because it could cause strife if you do anything other than grovel or apologize
having trouble enforcing your own boundaries out of fear that they are somehow "wrong" or unethical
ending up surrounded by people who have all the "right opinions" but are super mean and unpleasant, and make you feel like you have to walk on eggshells
fearing that just HAVING moral ocd makes you a bad person somehow (for example, i often fear that having moral ocd is somehow pushing a 'stranger danger' or misanthropist agenda, even though i actually have a lot of faith in my fellow humans)
some of these bullet points are not inherently bad on their own, but if you find yourself having this kind of anxiety very often, that's not normal, and it's time to get offline or even seek professional help if it's impacting your life
this list is catered to how online culture influences moral scrupulosity, it is not indicative of how everybody's moral scrupulosity functions, and it is not exhaustive
#amygdalae#ocd#actually ocd#moral ocd#moral scrupulosity#ive had OCD since as far back as i can remember but it used to be religious and contamination related#i actually started to grow out of my OCD symptoms until i started using social media as a teenager. i had trouble making friends IRL#i ended up in some very emotionally abusive online friend groups that basically trained these behaviors into me like a dog#its not entirely their fault. its something im just biologically predisposed to. and it can latch onto anything!#the wild part about OCD is that it grows and changes with you. for better or for worse
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i usually only post art stuff to my tumblr but folks seemed to like these so i suppose ill put them here as well !
ppl have been saying im just irl betty so ig my gov assigned kin is now betty ! i mean it doesnt help the allegations that im literally ginger, wear glasses and is very much pink
#betty grof#adventure time#fionna and cake#guess im predisposed to liking simion#also yes me giving betty freckles is just me projecting
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yeah biggest warning i can give is do NOT watch house if you’re neurodivergent. you will not be able to escape its claws. your age or profession or interests do NOT matter. it will take over your life and soon you’ll be making a separate blog just for house and that’s just the start…
#im like haha funny joking but at the same time#im fully serious#like genuinely i do not gaf about anything relating to medical shit#but if you’ve been predisposed to toxic yaoi and you find it compelling.. the pipeline is too strong u will get sucked in……#house md#gregory house#hate crimes md#hatecrimes md#james wilson#hilson#actually autistic#neurodivergent#special interest
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hey is anybody gonna talk about this excerpt from the artbook or can i lose my mind about it. we cool? cool.
anyways. always screaming over it.
like, i know from a narrative standpoint that this excerpt is designed to make floyd look even more sympathetic to the audience; framing the brothers' disbandment as a 'well they stormed off first' kind of deal.
but!!!
... the absolute agony of could have.
could have kept everyone together. could have talked them through their issues. could have spared them so much of the heartache he never wanted any of his family to go through.
like!!!! all this unforeseeable anguish lying in wait, maybe entirely avoidable if floyd had just ... asked for it. if he maybe talked about his own feelings on the matter. if he hadn't buried them in inscrutable boyband puns, in an effort to comfort a confused three year old. if he had maybe made this expression somewhere that somebody could see it.
we all love the 'quietly bears the bulk of emotions' trope in fiction but man. martyrdom as character flaw my beloved....
dEVAStating!!! to me,
#trolls floyd#joey talks trolls#floyd's love for his family being part of the catalyst that tears it apart like aRE U KIDDING ME#call that the falin paradigm#your position as story crisis predisposes you to self-sacrificial tendencies which almost doom you & your loved ones#even floyd's letter - his cry for help - isn't his#oUNCH!!! YOWCH EVEN
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I say this as someone who's trained in internal self-awareness and adaptive internal resourcing:
The kind of Brain Tigers that living paycheck to paycheck gives you are nothing less than horrific.
It simulates being persistence-hunted.
You can't think. You can't hide. You can't plan.
You can only run.
#zan speaks#I'm predisposed to this given C-PTSD but the experience of financial insecurity is like trying to survive a warzone
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Sorry for being kinda dead lately it's been hard to motivate myself to make full pieces ToT Have some doodles in the meantime tho. I enjoyed the purple game big surprise from the portal fan I know
#i think i may be predisposed to liking girlfail birds#and self aware ai but we knew that#mannn idk if its just me but the writing in this game was so refreshing lol#Indigo Park#Undertale Yellow#I KNEW I WAS FORGETTING A TAG DANG IT
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sally having taught percy ancient greek was the funniest detail they could have added. they really said sally jackson, high school drop out, imparted a graduate level classics education on her 12 year old in between him spending half his life in boarding school. where did SHE learn ancient greek
#sure he didnt know everything they said but why did they add this. what happened to being naturally predisposed to it#and chiron being his latin teacher#percy jackson#sally jackson#pjo adaptation#poplars.txt
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*types any question containing the word "empathy" into a search engine*
like half the results: are YOU an EMPATH??? EMPATHS are a SPECIAL ULTRA RARE SHINY POKEMON GROUP OF PEOPLE they are like MYSTICAL PERFECT FAIRY ELVES they are the BEST most MORALLY PURE beings on the planet they basically have MIND READING SUPERPOWERS and they are also SUPER OPPRESSED by SELFISH GREEDY ORDINARY PEOPLE who DRAIN THEM like VAMPIRES with their NEGATIVE ENERGY. if you are an empath you are guaranteed to get into HEAVEN 😇 but if you are not you are BASICALLY THE DEVIL!!! 😈🔥😈🔥😈🔥
#🐉#this isnt a dig at people with high empathy its just so bizarre how 'empath' is used as this like. moral judgement.#like if youre an 'empath' youre just an inherently better and kinder person#like bruh you realize that even if youre naturally predisposed to be kind and helpful you have to actually make the choice#to be kind and helpful right? 😭#anyway i was researching empathy this morning and god its painful
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the way i was lured into watching dead boy detectives bc they used mcr in the trailer. whoever was in charge of that really said "you know who likes gay spooky things? mcr fans that's who" and by god were they right i love my little ghost detective show
#they really knew their target audience#i of course was predisposed to liking it bc of my natural affinity for ghosts#wttbp also just happens to suit the show well thematically but that's a separate tangent#dead boy detectives#my chemical romance#dbda#mcr
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Alloplatonics don't realize how much they shove friendship and their obsession with having friends into everything istg. "This will be a new experience and you can make new friends!" No? How do I make you understand that I do not want that.
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watched some Columbo last night because this little guy has bewitched me body and soul, and it's delightful to watch him psychologically torment murderers. Anyway I was like "damn this episode ("Murder by the Book") is really good, these scenes are so gripping while being so quiet, the way Columbo interacts with the murderer versus the widow is great characterization, the directing is so confident and compelling, this is something really special" and the end of the episode comes and "directed by Steven Spielberg" pops up like a jumpscare, and I had a fun moment where I got to go OH. Sometimes the people who are famous for doing stuff are actually really good at that thing they're famous for.
#i love encountering surprises in the credits#i feel like it's the most neutral way to engage with artists who have prominent reputations#can't be predisposed one way or another if you don't know anything#columbo
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In a fantasy high tv show there should be intense student body president election beef that's only show in the background freshman year because Porter was probably trying to do his plan while auguefort was dead we just weren't privy to the drama
#like cookie clicker crocodile wasnt killing her own party yet but porter probably had some angry student that he wanted to be president#what would be even funnier is if he had a party better than the rat grinders but they just graduated between times auguefort was predisposed#like cicada crumbbottom would be so mad if she found out she was porters second choice#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#kipperlilly copperkettle#porter cliffbreaker
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that yakuza/like a dragon (the movie) (2007) huh??
#my art#yakuza#rgg#like a dragon movie#majima goro#kiryu kazuma#painted both these in heavypaint and its soo fun to use. especially for studies like this#also i dont know why the movie has gripped my brain quite so but god damn it really has. you dont even know#i dont even know if its a good movie but its so fun to me. i have a weird obsession with adaptations anyway i was predisposed to this
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Peter SO excited he can ask Dick about health issues on his side of the family, because he wasn't ever able to do that before
#your honor itd literally be so cute#“so lile what issues run on your side?” (secretly SO pumped to get an answer)#peter finding out hes predisposed to addiction#*eyeing dick in college#peter parker in gotham#spiderman in gotham#spiderman#peter parker#batman#batfam#dc#dc x marvel#dick grayson is the multiversal equivalent to peter's dad#dick grayson is richard parker#dick gray and richard parker are the same person
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Mikey's in the OtherWorld and shes about to wreck someone's shit
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#pheonix's lament#tmnt#I like letting her kill#ALSO SHE GLOW#u know the 3 httyd movie?#when they go into the hidden world and the dragons glow?#its like that#things are just more predisposed to glowing in the OtherWorld#tmnt mikey
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