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[comrade-margot]

A Kentucky of Mothers By Dana Ward (posted for posterity)

As i had to go to the wayback machine to even find this poem. one i find extremely pognient and important to my transition. im posting it here for the sake of posterity. remember the secret of Primative Accumulation. and the fruits of labor and culture will be perserved with the proletariet. -Comrade Margot. Today in the PEN Poetry Series, guest editor Maggie Nelson features a poem by Dana Ward. About Ward’s work, Nelson writes: “It’s not an exaggeration to say that encountering Dana Ward’s poems cleaved my life in two. Before, I had the occasional flickering doubts about contemporary poetry—what it could do next, what sounds/ forms of address/ ranges of interests/ combinations of talky/  political/ confessional/ sublunary/ metaphysical/ gossipy/ unabashedly gorgeous/ profoundly intelligent, rushing, and WILD poetics was still possible. After, I knew I had nothing to worry about. This poem, “A Kentucky of Mothers,” is one of my favorite poems ever. I hold it close to my heart, and encourage you to read it, then read everything Ward has written, which includes the books This Can’t Be Life (2012) and The Crisis of Infinite Worlds (2013).”

A Kentucky of Mothers

Derek what’s Kentucky for you? 

An orange rubber globe? A jagged blue shoe, Paducah-toed, & heeled somewhere near eastern Tennessee? A place with dirt in mouth & blood on hands & prettiness all over in its undulance & peaking. Where Marshall Allen’s lips & lungs began to kiss & breathe. Where, through Wes Unseld’s divinity of play, physical reality was altered by his Balanchine.  Where the laureateship of Cassius Clay began, in the poem of changing his name to Muhammad Ali. His tonal university of butterflies that sting as those similes collapsed the float of puncture into me. 

“I’m so bad I make medicine sick.” he once said. Really that’s as well as one can write. 

But Derek, since you’re from there too, what is that place for you, Kentucky? 

I know that you can’t answer me this morning though the golden-Sharpie’d Peyton you made me keeps watch here while I type this down in our world. It’s coke’d up nose still bleeds. So there’s always some wilder night in the memory of the picture, an invisible tincture of bumps for me, awakening the implants in the archive of my body. 

Fill its search field with some bluegrass. Press return.

Kentucky is mainly a myth I abide because I learned to love inside its stories. 

For me it’s a maternal place but not the mother-land.

It’s where my heart when it was young & small & lacked impressions

took its wealthy shape in songful opulence 

of birthdays. 

Who were they? All these mothers who seem mothers to me still? 

My father, who mothered the concessions of mortality by dying in my childhood, giving birth to me in hospice care, two floors above the maternity ward where my mom, eight years before, saw me into the world.

So her of course. But she is where this poem’s going. 

June, who was someone to watch over me, desirous of children but childless, she & I lived in a mutual surrogacy. She died with my mother as her daughter, & I as her grandson, recipient of doting forgiveness, flawed inheritor of her one conceptual novel, consisting of the Golden Rule repeated to infinity. Her being was the hotel in The Shining had it been enlivened by impossible benevolence instead. By which I mean she was so nice that it was weird.

One year older than me, next door, there was Jessica, by whom I was both brutalized & cherished. She showed me how I was mere thing in the world, another doll absorbing storms of affect. The porcelain heart my other codlings yielded was for her an invitation to explore just how much cruelty could be managed before I ran off sobbing to more empathetic mothers. Her tough love was econ 101.

Then the Barry Manilow mother-hood records in the living room which bore my dependence on preposterous emotion & show. His nurturing colluded with the neediness of children as it lived & lives in me. It nursed some pleading chintz my art relies on even now. Julie Andrews mom of me as well when I go big & sweet to get my way. 

Also the Ella Fitzgerald cassette in the Honda, the mother one reveres. Pristine her voices feel for how ebullience to gutter grief & every nuance in between was waiting to be coaxed from the material of life (I mean its music) if intelligence & discipline were paid. To her I would remain a disappointment, & she remained remote in all her generous perfections. 

Ft. Thomas where we lived, a nursery of whiteness, so plain in being racist it was clear. You could see the white & hateful core through every opaque surface. These orders of transparency were births in their malignancy, of what to be against in one’s becoming. A feel for the structures of division how we’re cut by race & class & sex so then The Father in his local form of hoarding. 

Chapman, Rex, who I loved with the fervor of a Bieber-ite, who bore what’s called the ‘girl-ish heart aflutter’ in my body. It beat its wings in frenzy as I idolized him so. I wanted to cry like Beatlemania  when he dropped 25 on U of L his freshman year. No one told me my performance of idolatry was femme. 

The boys who were my friends found me so weird in this I wonder now if they thought making fun of me redundant. Some of those boys were my mothers as well. 

Blake so pretty, shy & duty bound. Jacob von Gunten. He mothered sanity & keel, & too their limits, revealing the harm of normed wellness in the bedtime stories we told one another, 9 or 10 in bed together, mother & child & child & mother. 

Geoff, the mother I would bury in his youth, though then, in the time of his maternity, he gave me life as if he’d stolen it from god on my behalf.  His delight & his approval were my joy & aspiration. His charms surpassed the mesmerism Orpheus possessed, deployed in service of whatever’s endless lulz. He had some Mary Poppins & the rarest bedside manner, Lake District with his bandages & ornery soups for spirit.  I loved him past the tragedy of Oedipus in puppy ways & chastity still later, sitting shiva with the future we were going to spend together. His mother love was funeral & teen. Now there’s nothing left to know of its exhaustion. 

Some mothers only last a season. Or a day. Or the life of the party. There were only two more mothers in Kentucky left for me. 

The first was Allen Ginsberg, who arrived by way of that cultural line I had followed form the Beatles, on to Dylan where I found him, this sort of interesting guy at Bob’s side, sensing he’s the guru but not being quite sure how. Already invested in what I took to be the outlaw canon, Allen was skeleton key, giving not only his art, poetics clear in DIY articulation, & too the queer in factuality, modernity, it’s cosmopolitan glory, experimental & demanding no more fealty to its aspects than what could be accessed for our survival, & the suddenness of vision & of pleasure. Blood & shit were on the table near a leaky Hebrew Bible. The incense stick puffed Leaves of Grass in scented smoke around the angel head of someone who would soon be in his bed & plainly naked as the ethics of the muse should govern flesh. His motherhood awakened all my senses.  

He asks a wild question of himself there in Kaddish, musing over whether he should try & do it with his mother, right there in the infirmary, just to see how that would feel. You laugh because it’s funny then you laugh like woah, it’s heavy. He seems really free inside his mind! It’s excessive yet from him it sounds so healthy. It’s why so many people have him as a mother they remember. So many inhibitions shattered—for the fervor & the humor of the quest. 

Geoff & I went to see him give a reading in Kentucky, in Lexington, in 1993. Geoff was no longer my mother by then. We were both still Allen’s children en extremis. He read & sang & chanted. We were joyous gathered round him, beamed & smiled in our nearness to the body of our mother, needy, anxious to go even closer still. 

So Geoff & I stood there, in the long line with our books, waiting for his dedication’s kiss upon our pages, swooning sons with steadfast City Lights. I went first, & Allen asked my name, but barely met my gaze. He lingered though with Geoff, meandered in his beauty, these two mothers of mine, flirting in a way that felt like watching boyish pulp of the initial batted eyes behind my body’s constitution. They seemed to wink & dare & coo for several hours.   

Geoff rejoined me & he showed me his inscription.  Allen had addressed him as angel boy & done a little drawing. What’s more he’d invited Geoff to his hotel! We were seventeen. We hadn’t been this far away from home, not by ourselves, ever before in our whole lives.  90 minutes by car from our parent’s front doors. We were fucking Sam & Frodo in the morning of the ring, two bumpkins all mixed up in grander magic. 

Now, which mother were we going to run to?

Its easy to forget what blameless ignorance can be because our culture calls it innocence instead. That heaps too much untrammeled snow & later says it’s sullied though the dirt was there from jump, & time refines it. Thusly unrefined I’m just not sure we understood. I know we didn’t understand what little sex we’d had, our bodies or the bodies of our lovers, young women lost in their way too, though smarter.  All we knew was hard-sold dude lore told through locker room & porn. “Big Titties” or whatever. Baseball diamond of erotic pilgrim’s progress.   

But we believed good heartedness would certify desire in eternity. The plebiscite of seekers was the carnival of night. The orgy a fait accompli. Now one of our moms maybe wanted fuck! She was making good on bodied promise. Here was the gift in the flesh. We were incandescent with the truth of her, & shared her honor there between us. Precious drug. 

First let me say we just went home. I don’t think we knew, in the end, at least not for sure, what the invitation meant for Geoff. If he’d gone to find out then where was I supposed to go? All we did we had to do together. Mom’s response to Geoff’s allure had made it true as cosmic fact. So we departed with our intuitions written in the stars. We needed nothing else for our fond adventure equation. 

But now? I think it’s a shame. We did it wrong. Geoff should have offered up his pretty body to our mother. We should have offered her one body. Ours.

Because us having two of them was waste of healthy matter. What I should have done was gone & donated my organs, then poured my excess ooze inside of Geoff; hold your nose & open up you fucking corpse my heart’s obsessed with, then made my was as slime into the womb-less space where I began as embryo of who I was that day. Then he could have carried me in utero to & Allen, & whatever he wanted would be his. Maybe lots of soulful talk for hours of suspense, & then to be joined in soft, passionate kisses, tingling caresses, dissolutions of the flesh at heights, mysteries, pleasures, trembling heavens, nerves made crushed velvet of pre-cum & spit. Pillows then, & slumbers, & a cigarette to meet our raptured soreness in the dawn. 

The reproductive algebra of “Veracruz” obtained. A child emerged from the absence of encounter. A darling little thing no more than myth in its material. As real as baby Allen was the day that he was born. Like the make-believe the commonwealth Kentucky is a passion play of mists & bloods & poverty & mountains. A baby like a state of love & nothing in its mother.

The three of us, by never fucking in Kentucky, made a child. Sometimes I always wonder where she’s gone. 

She’s in my ear as Cymbeline to listen for her nothing ghost whose youth has soaked the alphabet with music. 

But what’s the alphabet to music if it’s not a dead imaginary child people think they’re so in touch with

one another. What’s the internet, the people all keyed up on boards which really are a boneyard of such offspring of our fantasies efficiently arranged from Q to M. 

Because this isn’t writing. This is typing. 

& my mother’s an extraordinary typist by the way. The one who held me in her body, near her body, kept me fed. 

I’ll say more about her soon. What’s deep & simple? 

But now I’ll say I’d nearly left the nest. My last Kentucky mom would see me off into the poem. & though I met her long before I met Allen, the realization didn’t come until much later. That she, more than anyone else, was the matriarch that opened writing’s world.

O Veronica Sawyer, my mother. I was watching Heathers all the time. O Veronica you cared for me so well. Your affected monocle, the way you dove into your journal, an avenging angel coming back from hell at 3pm, flown into acerbic pique by spiritual distress.  

You were young to have been caring for a son three years your junior. You were little more than 17 yourself.

Lord I tried to mirror you. I failed. Yet there you were. As reliable as emptiness of metric on the testing day. As sharp as #2’s are for the throat. 

I loved the way your pen was always pregnant with your sword. All that social cruelty that your soul could not abide. All that degrading service you’d performed in employ of those tyrants who like school days come & go with common agonizing sameness. 

You could see the beauty of the omelet life could be! Soon you’d be persuaded to the side of breaking eggs. But tactical revolt was not enough for your dumb boyfriend. He was charming though, & sexy, so your heart kept coming back. With reservations. Although things kept getting hotter. Sex & crime make up the Reece’s cup for teens who hate the world. Everyone should eat up all they can!

But you opened up a breach old suave JD did more like blow. He was snorting up the Less Than Zero void & killing children. His moralizing started sounding hollow. You knew that you had to get out. When you faked your own suicide I’d never been more proud. I’d never seen my mother hang & smile. 

Then after all the shit went down, & you blew off his finger, & he blew his body to bits on the steps, you came home bathed in soot & charring ashes of his body, that red ribbon spider cracked your eyes they were so blood shot, & your gaze was like the feel of someplace years of war had changed, there were ruins in it, smoke & haze, cadavers. We watched Breakfast Club with Martha Dunnstock twice that night. I’d never seen so many human tears. 

But really as my mother…it’s this writing thing you did, this fall & swoop into you journal, your motion made me think the heart’s confession’s were more real because they fronted, in their littleness, designs against the world as it is premised on unerring domination.   

The ruling cliques, the system’s ribbon gathering their locks & every two or four Novembers it’s some other fucking Heathers, other warlords, other bankers, mainly dudes. 

But it’s that way you said ‘dear diary’, like nausea was pining in intelligent exhaustion for the words that thrummed against them in the body of your mind. 

That sound was how I felt those years.  

It’s kicked me out of the house. The house of one feeling for developmental shelter. I started writing a novel. So I became the mother of a character, Veronica essentially, although I had named her Amanda. In my novel she murdered a teacher she hated. Then ran away from home to live in gladness in the basement of a woman she befriend. The woman was a poet who was making love for fun, stealing wine that she could pay for just because, & terrorizing her small town with that illegal mixture of the female & Rimbaud. 

The book was called Never Go Home. 

I wrote the thing on legal paper, longhand, during class, & then at night in bed, Sweet Valley High. I laugh but this was pre-Columbine. Sometimes I think if I were in school now & writing that? Shit. That kid might really be arrested!

God my poor real mom she would have died. 

But people say her eyes contain a twinkle they believe in. When they see it they don’t need a leap of faith. Although I was surrounded by hate, as the common disasters claimed our town as most are claimed, my mother barred that city with a pivotal insistence so the heart could turn away to meet new thought. My life is when critique feeds from the auras of her care, a violet glow that begs negation as a sharpening to yellow, or a deepening to red that means ‘the Real’ is not so cool that it is spared a mother’s love in its redout. The way these colors drink me is my sight. I have been inspirited to tesselate their spectrograph by singing so the 4th dimension flutters in their plane, the 3rd may bell the heart & move the blood to hear a ring, to honor lights in eyes that shine against imprisoned worlds & for her merry life of grief that rudder’d mine.    

For her my admiration & my love just can’t be typed.

These are my Kentucky mothers then. The mothers of my heart.  

& I’ve been reading that Yepez book on Olson, The Empire of Neomemory, & good lord it is astonishing. He talks about how Olson attempts to construct an alter-patriarchy on the ruins of an already false one. Part of his martial, nationalist project of mythos. Stacking universe & state & self on Pound-carved Plymouth Rock of cock & balls.  

Yepez says, in essence, Olson’s thing is an elaborate psycho-social misprision. No less interesting because of that, & perhaps a great deal more. It’s quite revealing.  

I thought about that some while I was writing this, & wondered, how might we construct a matriarchy of the world instead?  God knows for truth & world’s sake that we should. 

But what of this. What I’ve been writing. How to think it?  

Many gendered micro-lineage, 

the matriarchs of my Kentucky heart?

To narrate one huge part of one’s small life in one small state in one dead country so besotted by oblivion, through mothers.

But is ‘mother of’ precise? 

Should I say ‘singers of’ instead? 

The heart wants what it wants I guess

those metaphoric light years of itself are all it has—its flesh & blood

its Moulin Rouge

its basic make-up

doctored St. Theresa reputation & a problem like Maria for the discourse it keeps 

photo bombing like the sound of music.

Alive

in some pretty dead hills. 

O god save all the many gendered-mothers of my heart, & all the other mothers, who do not need god or savior,

our hearts persist in excess of the justice they’re refused.

& yo. I have nothing like Olson’s ambitions. But my source in varied care is something real in my song’s story. The way we have our source in locks & open endings, still

there was this thing I meant to say

way back at the beginning

of how the heart is dreamed by idiom

then seeps from out of speech & song to wet the feeling’s thought

Bullfinch’s water on the brain 

of love & when the floodplain dries

the myths have drowned alive in their reality of being

to haunt our body’s opera as the stories of our life.

That is no exaggeration

it’s just a penny on the ground

it’s just the repertoire in flight toward ever newer immolations, disembowelments

reunited 

holding hands beside the carousel again

then grab your bag 

how much alike & not it is the others there gone round & round

how much it’s like a plastic pastel steed 

the way its piping up & down

distinguished from the other inauthentic breathing

ponies by the magic’s fact that circulates between us 

like an organ sound. 

It doesn’t fit beneath our wounded breast

inside the mega-church bewitched

bewildered, bothered

Ella’s way.

It’s just a penny in the busker’s cup

& since you’ve heard it all before

she’ll sing her flawless analects unmoored in static changes. 

She writes the songs

she writes the songs she is the heart like all of us are driving nowhere

spending someone else’s hard earned pay.

But there’s this thing I meant to say

way back at the beginning

that Kentucky is the place I found my heart’s real princess soul.

I don’t know. 

Does that sound strange? 

Perhaps it’s 

                pretty easy to

                               explain…

My heart’s eyes are closed when I am walking in the sun, & they dream the way I look in my delight. I’m a princess then & I have every thought inside my head, as well as none. I am neither regal nor belong to special blood, & I am simple in my costume of a levitating pink, cheap in clothes a royal wouldn’t dress a beggar’s wound in, smiling ear to ear as if I’d nursed on Purple Rain & smack, then set out for my walk of painless warmth. There’s liquidity of sex moving in between my legs. In desire I’m for anyone & I belong to nothing. I commune with bluebirds in the customary way because my singing is so kind & perspicacious. I am free, never once having seen my own image, existing in my mind’s eye as a portrait of forgivenesses received & that’s my calculous of body. Effervescence wanders in my system as the animating spa of matter lacking prime directive, bathing all sensation for an amplifying mildness my being is reliant on as empty, tender joke. The world is all this is in its exquisiteness & filter, the details I receive are simply dialect, & murmuring, a tease made of fulfillment & release. I am beaming absolution in my tulle & my satin, as light means only light has been for pointlessly rejoicing. Shade is little more than night that sun sings for completeness through the liberated objects near my motion. I waltz to meet the billowed bell my shadow is, for sleeping, as sun sings Honolulu nights of me, & endless births. & what was harm? & what was loss? As if ‘to love’ meant never knowing either one. 

But my heart’s eyes are open when I’m walking in the sun, & I see me as I am here in estrangement from the facts of all who have in our conditions lost & sang, less known than not & social, for my truth of constitution as it’s made. 

But still. What is that princess soul so real in heart’s release?

It’s the absolute mirage that private happiness is seeking in its adequate contrivance of a figment.

It is happiness more actual than blood & making good on its reality by offering myself to me in this authentic picture. 

Perhaps it’s all my mothers in their elegance & heavens.

Perhaps it is my mother when she smiles in my mind & her contentment comes to life beyond its borders.

Perhaps it is my daughter’s joy when I have mothered well.

Perhaps it’s institution in a pretty dissipation.

Perhaps she is an emissary born past all of this, & come to tell through feeling how the locks will die in swells of interpenetrating being not yet thought. 

Perhaps the heart’s the princess in its picture so impoverished it is fine to pump in rhythms that the blood holds out for that

redistribution & no center in our nourishment of motions.

Then the world goes all pre-code so free & post to seethe with titillation. 

Of course auto-correct sees ‘total ruin’ 

as if to even speak of freed arousal were an error in the language

mythic imperfection that my princess is in speech.

Our love is god.

It’s really touching. 

Sometimes I think that I’m just in the way. 

So 

Derek, anyone

what do you say?

Is it good to call these others as my moms the way I have? Is it care, & if it is, have I gave honor in my song?

My heart tells me surely they’re the mothers of its fact. 

So many others & in our world with its infinite oppressions

who can know what honor is 

or love?

Perhaps it’s like Kentucky in the way the state contains so many cities of the world, having stolen, for its country places, several famous names. 

Look at a map of the state: 

There’ s Florence. 

There’s London. 

There’s Warsaw, 

& Paris. 

There’s Alexandria,

& Athens.

There’s Versailles.

In Kentucky here’s what people say: “Versails.” The twang distorts the reference to the opulence & splendor. It makes it into someplace else that’s also just is real. Mother

when the heart announces cities of its birth

in twangs which mean it’s from such 

storied places.   

The way a child of Versails may seem a gremlin of Versailles

or a princess-man who’d die

to sing his heart out.

A princess of Versails may be a child of Versailles of care

a princess-man alive 

to sing his heart out.

& he may live to see the world’s Versailles be crushed & freed & him 

   with them 

       & him with them 

                 & him with them

[davinverlac]

OLIVER STARK? Não! É apenas DAVIN VERLAC, ele é filho de AFRODITE do chalé 10 e tem 30 ANOS. A TV Hefesto informa no guia de programação que ele está no NÍVEL III por estar no Acampamento há QUINZE ANOS, sabia? E se lá estiver certo, DAV é bastante AFETUOSO  mas também dizem que ele é SENSÍVEL DEMAIS. Mas você sabe como Hefesto é, sempre inventando fake news pra atrair audiência.

BIOGRAFIA: 

Caleb Verlac sempre foi um workaholic. Na adolescência, enquanto seus amigos estavam correndo atrás dos rabos de saias das líderes de torcida, o capitão do time de futebol americano estava focado em manter suas notas altas para garantir uma bolsa de estudos numa boa faculdade. Sua vida universitária também foi no mesmo ritmo. Claro, participava das noites de bebedeira com os amigos porém, jamais deixava uma festa na companhia de alguém, sempre dizendo que não tinha tempo para relacionamentos e que estava focando nos estudos. 

Não foi uma surpresa para ninguém quando foi o orador de sua turma de medicina, nem quando logo em seguida foi aprovado em primeiro lugar para a sua residência em obstetrícia e ginecologia. Sua família e amigos, apesar de orgulhosos de seu sucesso profissional, sempre questionavam: e quando você vai se casar e construir uma família? As pessoas ao seu redor sempre fazendo questão de enfatizar que não havia problema nenhum caso ele fosse homossexual, o que Caleb apontava não ser o caso, estava apenas focado em outras coisas.

Com seus trinta e dois anos de idade, Caleb Verlac já possuía sua própria clínica de fertilização in-vitro, seu nome aos poucos virando referência na área, fruto tanto do seu esforço acadêmico quanto de sua habilidade de se conectar com as pessoas, realizando o sonho de tantos casais que lidavam com infertilidade. E foi assim que acabou chamando a atenção de Afrodite, deusa do amor e da sexualidade.

A deusa foi o primeiro e único relacionamento romântico de Caleb que, com ajuda de Afrodite, finalmente conseguiu dar um nome para sua sexualidade: assexual. Foi um romance que durou poucos meses e com o seu término, venho o presente mais precioso de sua vida: Davin, um semideus. 

Era impossível negar que Davin era filho da deusa do amor, o bebezinho tendo duas marcas de nascença próximas à sobrancelha em formato de coração. Davin fora uma criança que conquistava todos apenas com um sorriso, sempre feliz e brincando por aí. Por vezes, seus avós questionavam se ele não sentia falta da mãe, porém, isso nunca fora uma questão para ele. Seu pai possuía amor o suficiente para dar, então nunca sentiu necessidade de uma figura materna em sua vida. 

Seu poder de detecção de sentimentos causara situações constrangedoras quando Davin, ainda criança, perguntava porque fulano e fulano ainda estavam juntos se não se amavam mais ou porque algumas pessoas se recusavam a admitir seus sentimentos quando, para ele, tudo estava bem claro. Após isso se repetir diversas vezes, seu pai entendeu se tratar de uma habilidade herdada de Afrodite e que não podia mais manter em segredo a identidade da única mulher que amou.

Davin, primeiramente, sentiu-se abandonado. Mas com a explicação de seu pai sobre os deveres de uma deusa, compreendeu a importância de Afrodite. E não é como se tivesse sentido falta dela até aquele momento. Nada havia realmente mudado, mas ao menos agora possuía explicações para coisas que somente ele parecia enxergar.

Nunca tivera muitos problemas com monstros na infância ou adolescência mas, aos quinze anos, não pôde mais adiar sua ida ao Acampamento Meio-Sangue. Caleb temia por sua segurança, já que Afrodite lhe contara sobre o usual destino de semideuses. Então, no verão daquele ano, entrou em contato com Quíron que logo providenciou um sátiro para levar Davin à Colina Meio-Sangue.

Como nos outros lugares, Davin não demorou muito a se encaixar. Afrodite logo o reclamou e mudou-se para o chalé dez. Para tranquilizar seu pai, focou no treinamento com armas, se afeiçoando particularmente ao chicote. Alguns semideuses erguiam as sobrancelhas ao ver um filho de Afrodite treinar com tanto afinco, mas ninguém podia negar suas habilidades.

Por falar em habilidades, seu poder foi responsável pela junção de vários casais em seus verões no Acampamento Meio-Sangue (e algumas separações também). Davin adorava ver relacionamentos surgindo e bancar o conselheiro, sendo sempre o ombro amigo para as pessoas chorarem suas pitangas e pedindo sua opinião sobre dilemas de namoro. Não é à toa que hoje em dia trabalha como terapeuta de casais, tentando resolver os problemas de relacionamentos alheios. 

Sua habilidade de analisar o relacionamento dos outros, porém, não vale quando ele é uma das partes interessadas. Não é como se seu poder não funcionasse, funcionava. Era muito útil na hora de saber se as pessoas se atraiam ou não por ele. O problema mesmo era quando a relação tomava um rumo romântico. Davin adora se sentir amado, mas a expectativa criada em relação à reciprocidade faz com que ele dispare na direção oposta. Chega a ser cômico um filho de Afrodite que não sente atração romântica. 

PODERES: Detecção de sentimentos e atração. Davin é capaz de saber a natureza dos sentimentos das pessoas: se alguém é atraído sexualmente por outro, se é uma conexão familiar ou platônica, se há um interesse romântico… Não pode manipular tais sentimentos mas consegue identificá-los através de cores e cheiros que apenas ele pode sentir, como uma espécie de sinestesia. 

HABILIDADES: vigor sobre-humano e força sobre-humana.

ARMA: Um chicote chamado Long Distance, uma piada com o tipo de relacionamento e com o alcance da arma. Em seu comprimento, possui pequenos espigões feitos de bronze celestial, sendo capaz de causar dano a monstros. 

[strawmariee]

Era mais uma manhã da Steel Ball Run, e Diego e você haviam acabado de acordar de mais uma noite de descanso depois de tantas horas cavalgando e correndo para garantir o primeiro e segundo lugar de vocês.

Um suspiro escapou de seus lábios enquanto você organiza com cuidado suas coisas dentro da sua mochila e, quando você menos espera, sente um peso em seu ombro esquerdo que faz você dar um pequeno saltinho.

— Jesus! Diego, que susto!— você diz com um pequeno beicinho em seus lábios antes de retornar sua atenção para seus pertences, no entanto, ao sentir certos braços abraçando sua cintura você logo para novamente.

Aquilo era tão raro quando ao alinhamento de todas as estrelas das diversas conjugações, e logo você coloca uma das mãos na nuca de Diego e, em resposta, ele solta um grunido que parecia ser um ronronar dos dinossauros? Bem, você acabou deduzindo isso de qualquer maneira.

Então você tem mais um desafio a superar: Arrumar sua mochila com um certo homem-dinossauro atracado em vocé como um carrapato.

— O que foi que deu em você hoje, hein Dio?— Você foi capaz de sentir o aperto ficar maior assim que você o chamou pelo apelido dele, e isso fez você rir baixinho.— Goste que eu te chame de Dio? Hein Dio? Você fica muito fofinho quando está carente, Dio!

— Para com isso, idiota.

Ele diz, levantando levemente o rosto para você e te deixando capaz de ver suas bochechas levemente rosadas enquanto o aperto dele só fez aumentar conforme as vezes que você repetiu o apelido dele.

— Aw, paro não Dino boy.

Em seguida você deu um beijinho na ponta de seu nariz, o que fez com que o loiro estremecesse um pouco antes de esconder o rosto novamente em seu ombro.

— Entendi, você deve estar naqueles dias... Mas temos que ir, senão podemos ter desvantagem na corrida—!

Assim que você tentou se levantar, você foi bruscamente puxada de volta para i saco de dormir que ainda estava quente e sentiu outra coisa rodear seu corpo, você logo soltou uma risada nasal quando reconheceu as escrituras de "Dio" naquele rabo de dinossauro.

— Estamos muito mais à frente do que todos aqueles idiotas.

Você se surpreendeu com aquilo, já que independente da posição deles, sua ambição só o fazia querer ficar no topo e não dar chances a ninguém roubar o que ele já considerava dele.

E isso até mesmo incluía você, mesmo que ele nunca confessasse isso.

Você logo então suspirou em desistência e, resolvendo aproveitar aquele momento raro de carência de Diego, voltou a acariciar sua nuca e sendo recompensada com aqueles ronronados/grunidos dele.

Não faz mau tirar só mais alguns minutinhos de descanso, não é mesmo?

[minguukie]

͏⋆ ₊ﾟ ┈ ☆ thank u so much for 4k! 🧸 ͏☆ ͏┈ ͏⋆ ₊ﾟ

[foxeslostones]

˛ㅤ⠀ ⋆ ㅤ⠀⌗ ㅤ⠀𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 ㅤ⠀› ㅤ⠀escolha uma frase daqui, aqui, aqui, aqui ou aqui + M para um starter com a @damselnstress ou A para um starter com a @talesofcreation ! limite de 05 para cada.

[azclie]

、 ❪ ‥ ❥ ⋆ 𝐀𝐙𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝑨𝑻 𝗙𝗘𝗧𝗘 𝗗𝗘 𝑭𝑰𝑵 𝑫'𝑨𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑬 ˙ ❫

❥ 𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐝𝐨 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐨: o frio não a impedia de exibir suas pernas, mesmo estas estando cobertas por uma meia calça grossa e botas de cano longo. adorava roupas com pelinhos, assim como aquela época do ano onde poderia poderia ser brega sem qualquer chance para julgamentos. ❥ 𝐛𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥: odiava o natal, portanto, não tinha roupas para usar naquela época do ano. por sorte, a seleção lhe proporcionava estilistas a sua disposição, estes lhe auxiliando com o vestido e os acessórios utilizados. optando pelo verde, uma das suas cores favoritas. ❥ 𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬ã𝐨 𝐝𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐭𝐨𝐬: seu vestido era simples, apenas uma seda cor-de-rosa. o ponto alto, no entanto, deixava para o casaco bordado com flores por todas as partes. sendo como uma atração especial exclusiva apenas para as fotos que seriam tiradas. ❥ 𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐨: por ser o ano novo uma das suas festividades favoritas, soube escolher perfeitamente suas roupas, mesmo com um pouco de auxílio por não entender nada de moda. o branco era uma cor marcante, sendo prata o coadjuvante da noite, assim como os acessórios que utilizava.

[lemonynuggets]

Eu terminei a segunda temporada de Mob Psycho...

Juro por tudo que NUNCA na minha vida eu tive Kin em personagem... Mas esse desgraçado do Reigen Arataka foi o primeiro personagem no mundo inteiro que eu genuinamente falei "literalmente eu"...

O Separation Arc foi o motivo da minha morte😭😭

EU CHOREI NO SEPARATION ARC VÃO SE FODEREM MOB E REIGEN EU AMO ELES TANTO

[sleepyheadnat]

Culto da manhã

Meu nome, disseram, está escrito no Livro da Vida e jamais será apagado O que é escrito em lápis se apaga com borracha Então pensei em pensar em caneta, mas a tinta desbota e o papel se dissolve Pensei em rochas, no que é gravado nelas Mas mesmo que dure milênios, o mar e o vento e o tempo as destroem também Então eu percebi que nada há nesse mundo que seja realmente eterno Mesmo estrelas morrem, galáxias decaem Não há, meu Deus, na criação algo com o qual eu possa comparar o Teu amor

[blindhades]

dato che oggi è lo speak your language penso che posterò un testo che avevo scritto per scuola (che è stato assolutamente tragico da scrivere e che ho consegnato con due mesi di ritardo)

[beadickel]

☕️✨️

[un-suflet-anonim]

Să te întorci în trecut, nu va schimba absolut nimic. Nici măcar sufletele sau caracterul oamenilor ce te-nconjoară.

@un-suflet-anonim

[zihcn]

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ instagram update .

pai de menino™

[susie-dreemurr]

Até os soldados mais fortes desistem uma hora o7

[danilcc]

SOCIAL MEDIA          ⸻          𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐎

𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙵𝙸𝙻𝙴:

POST 1 — esse menino tá crescendo rápido demais.

POST 2 — meu maior fã @haejeans

POST 3 — pai babão parte um #zihcn

POST 4 — as boias até que serviram... #yangnaseon

POST 5 — pai babão parte dois #yangnaseon

POST 6 — eu só tenho cinco anos kkk churrasco na coréia é assim

POST 7 — #rico

POST 8 — mozão lindo parte um #yangnaseon

POST 9 — mozão lindo parte dois #zihcn

𝙿𝙾𝚂𝚃: é um grande filho da puta mas eu amo essa praga com @gaevl

𝚂𝚃𝙾𝚁𝙸𝙴𝚂: com @zihcn & @yangnaseon ao som de joão bernardo.

𝚁𝙴𝙴𝙻𝚂: VLOG #NAKSAN ao com de lenine.

[sunnybergamota]

Manos do ordemblr, participariam de um discordizinho? Só pra bater papo msm, acho q seria mt legal poder conversar c vcs fora do tumblr 👉👈

[makshu]

Eu terminei "O Segredo na Floresta" e não estou bem.

I finished "The Secret in the Woods" and I'm not well.