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some doodles
#i meant to put the balor one in the previous post but i forgor 😭its in a diff file from the sketch dump i was coloring in so it just didnt#exist in my mind at all. i felt like smth was missing as i was posting it but i couldnt place what hlep#adeline and eiland have been driving me insane lately. expect more of them. probably.#dont minf the last two guys. some concepts for future farms 😋 (pls mind them im crazy abt all my farmers even if they technically dont -#exist yet. pls ask abt them or smth pls im nroaml i can be nroma l i prommy)#fields of mistria#fom balor#sona#im gonna start tagging that i think.#fom eiland#fom adeline#fom elsie#fom farmer#my art#guys can i just say that im so happy that balor is silver n not gold cus otherwise i would have to confront a part of me im not proud of#we shouldnt talk abt it but like yeah jjust know i like his silver and his whole deal#have such a softspot n bias for characters who dont settle anywhere. who never lay down their roots or whatever. who keep their past secret#like oughh hes hitting so many marks#i like hawthorne a lot. hes more developed in my head. and also i like his dead look and hair bows. i have so many ideas abt him man it hur#i promised myself i wouldnt make a new save file til i reached y2 w rory but apperantly errols bday is cursed bc the game has frozen twice#sorry if you read all of these tags. go to my askbox w fom stuff or smth. ask abt my farmers plsplspls pl s jk haha unless. maybe even#gimme drawing reqs for fom in general. ok tyvm ly sorry for yapping. its what i do best
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ITS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS x
#smosh#fred darts#smosh edits#spencer agnew#feral teeth smosh edits#I am locked out of my insta and cant post this there and also dont rlly feel like posting this anywhere else cuz tumblr is my fave place to#Post stuff so pls enjoy#smoshblr#smosh games#smosh darts#I am Super proud of this edit i spent a whoke day on it and idk it shows how much better im getting at making edits too
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rps
#my art#canmaker#i post it here because i want shippers to see#cant show this rps anywhere else#god helps me#you can see polar bear full design for the au on my X#thats it#dont sue me pls
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*leans against door seductively* does anyone have any tips on what to do when its hard + uncomfortable to breathe and ur heart is beating faster than normal to the point where its hard to focus on anything else
#rambles#/genuine#preferably without having to go to a hospital or anything#i dont have Money and also i dont want to go anywhere or call anyone i just wanna feel better enough to finish this drawing#and/or go to sleep please please pls#dont stress or worry abt anything btw im fine im just In Pain and its hard to ignore. ots not even the kind that hurts a lot#i just feel horrible in a physical way like im out of breath#will delete later sory if this is a scary post#at all. again donot worry i will be A OKAY#i hate when my body does scary shit like this man i just wanna draw km already constantly paranoid abt stuff like this#(shh dont tell anotne i said this but im gonan start crying like actually 😼)#i guarantee my own safety. muah. ily my beloved mutuals + followers#also ove been feeling like this since abt 2-3 pm i think if thats anything#iiirc?#it feels like its gotten a little worse but maybe kts bc im laying fown
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The sad thing about needing to share every single thing you draw is that sometimes its porn. and then yiu cant share it with that many people
#minors dni pls#theres like 17 whole people in one discord server who will see any Adult Art i make because theres no way to like. broach that subject with#other random friends . and i dont draw it frequently enough nor am i brave enough to post it anywhere#so it goes!#chess post
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funny that tawog is literally just tumblr if it was a show but most of my mutuals have not seen it. and this is a tragedy actually
#one day i'll post a top 10 reasons why you should watch tawog but alas i need to sleep :/#anyway pls. watch it. u can start anywhere except like. the end of s6. well actually not ANYWHERE but like u dont need to start at the#-beginning to Get It. ykwim.#bee.txt#tawog
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took me six labels to print before i realized i could print these directly on sticker paper and skip like two steps in this process of getting them to be ready for shipping
im so smart rn
#prepped some stuff to ship tomorrow. i'll ping people when they've been dropped off and then we cross the fingers i did this right again#as i still dont fully trust myself to not fuck it up. but yeah#but yeah. progresssss#after these i only have four more of gifts and one big one and then its just. whatever gets bought/ordered i guess#which pspspsps hi buy/order bracelets pls#since i cant give them out at events cause i dont go anywhere cause im broke lmao#as much as i'd love to do that#but yeah. things. shipping stuff. woo#now im gonna make dinner and then write a little something#maybe one day i'll have another fic to post for the public. that aint today tho#(i do however have more zack/chris brainworms so... maybe sooner than later? if anyone wants more of that that is)#night is an absolute mess on main
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I never really understood the appeal of sucking dick until I had a man groveling at my feet 🤔
#my post#i was one of those ppl who equated head with submission#i was a fool!!!#am i good at sucking dick? no but id still want to do it lol#if i had a partner theyd be like oh god pls no your head game is so bad i dont want your mouth anywhere near my dick
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tried to draw various ff7 characters from memory (having never drawn them before.) i tried to do barret too but it looked so bad i quit before i even finished his head
#aerith is the only one who looks normal ToT maybe yuffie too#red I AM SO SORRY. I TRIED MY BEST. I DONT KNOW WHO THAT IS EITHER#serena.txt#posting this here since its silly not actual art. also no spoilers anywhere near this post pls or i will flamethrower you thx 😁#<- for og OR rebirth im new to all this ok
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always remember makeup should only be for FUN and if it is not fun for you and does not make you happy, you should never force yourself to wear it for other people. sure makeup can be pretty, but your natural bare face is beautiful too!! ♡
#nobody should ever be forced to wear makeup to school or work or anywhere#your bare face is not inappropriate#your natural appearance is not ugly no matter what anybody says#i am a makeup lover pls dont be weird about this post#txt#vent#ramblings#personal
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Just finished this art project for school. Pretty happy with the turnout! Pls don't steal. Don't post without permission! Thank u!
#art#drawing#drawings#pencil#my art#pls dont steal i forgot to put a name on it.#dont post anywhere without permission#not that its good enough for that just making sure lol#reblogs are so so so appreciated!#illustration#dictionary#profile
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#so ive never really done a vent post like this on here (or anywhere for that matter)#so idrk how this is gonna go but ig im gonna try it anyway cause idrk what else to do at this point lmao#look. listen. i know. i know *logically* that if i did die or disappear or whatever i know people would miss me#i know people would be sad and heartbroken and i know people care about me listen. i *know*#but i just. i cant help but think that everything would be better if i just. wasnt here#like. i just feel like such a burden to everyone around me. like i feel like i make everyones life actively worse#especially my dad#god he deserves so much better than me#i treat him so fucking badly like. all he asks of me is to keep my spaces clean and i just fucking. dont#i let the shit and the garbage pile up until hes overwhelmed cause i cant fucking bring myself to do simple fucking human tasks#cause of my fucking adhd or whatever#even though thats just an excuse#i should be able to do these things! i should be able to function like a normal human being!#i should be able to keep up with my hygiene and my chores and my school and work responsibilities!#but i cant! i fucking cant!#god im so fucking tired im fighting. im so tired of trying over and over and over again all for it to not fucking matter in the end#cause im right back where i fucking started#god all of this is just a shitty excuse to continue being a shit fucking human being#i dont even feel human anymore lol i feel *less* than human#god i wish i was less than human. i wish i was a fucking dog or something#that way i wouldnt have to worry about this bullshit world#that says a lot about me huh#im gonna end it there#ignore this pls#vent#tw vent
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...... If I went on a hiatus for who knows how long again would y'all hate me....... 👉👈
#i just spent like an hour writing and rewriting a post trying to explain myself amd its just so hard to put into words#im bored here but not in a ew not enough content for the dopamine hit shit#in like a every time i scroll through I dont smile I dont see anything that makes me happy at all i dont get a laugh or anything#its just mindless brain rotting scrolling nothing wasting my time hoping maybe ill see a new artist to follow or something#and every time its nothing#so much nothing taking up so much of my time and space in my life and i already dont have a lot of time to begin with#ive made some awesome friends here ive had lovers from here ive had people who are no longer on this earth from here who ill never forget#i dont think ive really enjoyed anything on here in 7 years#ive left before for a really long time i think like a year or more or something#and i wont be totally unreachable of people message me ill respond but im so sick of this stupid app taking up my life#and all i ever get out of it is getting mad or getting depressed over shit that really is t worth my mental state over#all i ever feel on here is that the world fuckin sucks and theres not even anything here to make hanging around worth it#im not new to this site making me suicidal for an abundance of reasons and im luckily in a spot where i wont actually hurt myself#its just ideation and intrusive thoughts but its a pattern i cant keep ignoring#also im old tumblr im old tumblr and i think i will always be old tumblr im just not catching on to new shit anymore#the fact im even saying anything about a hiatus should show how pld tumblr i am no one does this anymore lol#i just don't want to be here anymore i dont really want to be anywhere online anymore tbh#its always something and i cant mentally keep up with it anymore i have too much going on in my life#my wife is having cancer removed on Tuesday im a lead teacher who has to take care of i think 8 babies now#i have problems i have actual problems that need me and need me to be as there as i can be#i cant be spiraling over stuff online on top of real world problems im in no position to do anything about on top of personal life problems#that are drastically affecting my life at home and hurting my family and loved ones#i have a mass in my thyroid which is so big i choke to the point i stop breathing if I dont have my meds i throw up all day#i have to see a neurologist because at best i have a pinched nerve at worst im having seizures and i might have to move states again#i dont have it in me to come on here and see stuff that makes me upset for the chance i might see something i like#and i can unfollow people and whatever but I dont have the energy or time to sift through people i follow on here#if you want to talk in dms or asks or you want to send me posts pls by all means continue to do so thats fine#but i think i need to take the app out of my line of sight again for a bit and just be in the moment again same with twitter#anyways i love yall i promise i am safe and not in harms way im just stressed af and i have got to start cutting things out that#arent doing anything other then making me miserable
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sometimes i look at something and become glad i keep to the edge of fandoms and don't deep dive into arguments
#i just saw a gif of rose in stolen earth with her gun which i had reblogged ages ago and then a massive length of argument between 2 people#smth abt her being selfish for jumping through the multiverse despite the risks and then it slipped into the romance story of 10 + 9/rose#i gave up reading not even halfway through it went on too much but guys seriously#did u have to do it on the gif itself and not make ur own post? genuinely#enjoy the gif pls#not tagging anything bc i dont want this to go anywhere i dont want it#robin posts ✉#sitting at the edge making my little edits
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FLASH WARNING !!!!!
this is my first animation i did thats sfw , i hope yall like it ! its not the best i hope to get better pls reblog and like ^^ if you reblog more ppl will see it ! its better for the algorithm
PLEASE DONT POST ON TIKTOK OR ANYWHERE WITH MINORS !!
#btd2#tpof#ren hana#btd fanart#btd ren#btd#my husband#boyfriendtodeath#ykmet#ykmet ren#tpof announcer#tpof fox#tpof ren#btd2 ren hana#btd2 ren#animation#fan art#mdni
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omg pls write more of what you just posted of rafe with that age gap it's sooo hot 😭 like something about the reader being bratty on purpose and sassing him
cw: dark!rafe x younger!reader, 29 and 19, non-con/rape, drug use, intoxicated reader, talks of free use and public sex, abusive relationship
note: is this too dark, yes or no
rafe HATES when you disobey at parties. ever since you two have started dating, you have a bad habit of misbehaving at parties to get more attention from rafe. whether that be overdrinking, snorting coke, smoking weed, or flirting with other guys. all of these being things that you KNOW rafe disapproves of.
tonight, it happened to be a mix of all of them. you went to the restroom and came back to rafe talking with one of his ex girlfriends, sofia. you completely being oblivious to the fact that he was telling her off. you huff and head back into the room where topper and kelce sit.
they're doing lines and drinking, sitting on opposite sides of a loveseat.
"hey, y/n, have a seat," topper politely greets you, gesturing to an empty chair beside the loveseat but you smile and sit inbetween topper and kelce. they give eachother a look but say nothing.
"whatcha guys doin?" you ask, looking over toppers shoulder as he sets up a line.
"coke, nothing you should concern yourself with."
"yeah rafe would kill us if he knew you were anywhere near this," kelce comments.
"hes too busy bein up sofia's pussy to care. can i do a line?"
kelce and topper both look at you at this comment, a little shocked. they knew rafe and how loyal he was to you, he never even so much as entertained another girl.
"you saw him up her pussy?" kelce asks, confused.
"well no but- it doesnt even matter, just let me do a line."
"sweetheart i dont think-" topper starts.
"pleaseeeeee?" you beg, giving him puppy eyes.
topper sighs and glances to kelce who shrugs. eventually topper responds, "okay fine, sweetie, but you cannot tell rafe."
"i won't, promise! ill even pinky promise if you want!"
topper stares at you for a moment, finding your innocence both endearing and hot at the same time. too bad you aren't his. topper sets up a line for you and gently guides you onto your knees in front of the table. he gives you the dollar bill and guides you as you snort it. you let it sit for a minute, not feeling anything, then it hits. and you want more.
"again!" you say, looking at topper, feeling your brain begin to buzz.
"yeah no i don't-"
"what the fuck are you doing?"
your eyes shoot to the doorway. rafe stands there, arms crossed, hair messy, blood on his knuckles, and he looks pissed.
"rafey!" you greet him, trying to pretend you didn't just snort cocaine. you stand up, swaying, and subsequently falling back onto the couch.
"what the fuck guys?" rafe questions, walking over to you. he looks pissed, "how much did you give her?"
"just a line, man, she asked for it. quite literally," kelce speaks first and topper agrees.
"i didn't know you don't let her do that man, im sorry-" topper defends himself and rafe shakes his head, calming down a bit.
"nah you're good, man. it's her fault. come on, princess, we have some business to discuss." rafe says through gritted teeth, roughly grabbing your arm and heading to his room. once you're upstairs and away from people, he starts scolding you, "what the fuck were you thinking? you know so much better than that."
"you were talking to Sof-"
"yeah i was telling her to go suck a fucking dick. then i beat the shit out of her boyfriend for calling you a whore. but maybe he was right, you don't think about anyone but yourself, huh? always just assuming. saw the way you were staring at top." rafe speaks with no sympathy and you two slip into his bedroom. he presses you down onto the bed, holding your hands behind your back as he flips your little skirt up, "no panties? you fucking serious? god what is wrong with you? you stupid little whore."
you hear his belt unbuckle and your head continues buzzing from your high. soon enough, you feel his cock, pushing into you. it's immediately too much.
"rafe-! no no no-"
"don't tell me fucking no, bitch. act like a whore, get treated like one. maybe i should've just fucked you downstairs," rafe starts, setting a fast pace with his thrusts, not hearing any of your protests, "or maybe i should tie you up down there, let all these drunk men use your holes since you wanna disobey. i think that's a fair punishment, huh? i try to be nice and defend your honor and you make eyes at two of my best friends. fucking bitch."
"rafe i didn't- i don't want this- stop!" you beg but rafe doesn't care. he simply tugs your hair in response as you start crying. your head is pounding and it's all too much.
"that's it, cry for it, bitch. this is my fucking pussy and i'm gonna use it when i want. now whine one more time and i'm gonna make this pussy free use to the entire island."
you whimper and stay quiet in response. you think about leaving rafe, but you can't, you love him and maybe you even secretly loved being fucked against your will.
#obx#outerbanks#rafe cameron#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron oneshots#rafe obx#rafe cameron thirst
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