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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#fushiguro megumi#itafushikugi#inside me are two wolves one is dead on the floor bc this took ages and the other one is screaming from the rooftops bc i am so PLEASED#im so . im so happy w this im in love w flat markers and chisel brushes im sorry fr ever being frustrated with the harsh angles#opacity down square chisel....layers upon layers of polygons...#i love u so much the effect is a treat to play with#hard shapes thin lines my beloved i think ive struck a good balance between sharp n smooth vs textured render#idec that these kids took probably 12 hours each#worth every minute worth every second#nobara's hair here alone is some of my best work idec#god i love. making things tht make me happy i know how to draw i love when i make smth tht makes me say wow im good @ my hobby
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#I HAVE SO MUCH COMMENTARY#first... ROWAN!!!!!#whenever i make the poses i feel like everyone's essence is truly there#did i want to throw myself off my loft bed?? yes. was it worth it?? YES.#U KNOW corey was like can u both wait here imma hit on him-#corey's voice is sexy I'M GONNA SAY IT NOW !#wisp from the future or past or w/e: i was feral putting this together a month ago#i am feral today feral for the next post too#i love zain as a friend for rowan sm they're like the chaotic lil sibling he's always wanted#also bf was like PLEASE STOP GIVING HIM A BLUE EYED DEMON U KNOW WHAT HAPPENED LAST TIME 😭#ONE: leave atlas alone he is... he's just a lil guy#TWO: it's not that kinda story I SWEAR#a year in nordhaven#Coralie by thebramblewood#Corey Nyhus#Nia Sarpong#Zain Amri#ts4#simblr#sims community#ts4 gameplay
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It's just you and me... Both going through a living hell. But we're going together and that's what matters.
I'm with you, and you're with me.
(I did the thing[?)
#Gir Says#/sObs#It's now 4 AM leave me alone----(??#NDNFKSKKAKAKDD#I'll be strong... For him---#He had it worse than me... But I still can see myself---#(I'm going insane)#OUAW#Torbek#and that's it I ain't tagging more shit----#This is NOT selfship btw-----#I do not ship myself with Torbek#It's different... I love him with my heart with my soul#It's literally insane and I'm even scared about it#But I definitely do not see it like “selfishp”... but maybe something worse---#(Or maybe I'm just projecting myself lmao)#/siiiiiigggghhhhs#by worse i just mean stupid by stupid i mean it makes no fucking sense what I'm saying#I just love him. I see myself on him...... God I can see myself on him#And I fucking HATE myself... But he brings me joy#Like... We're the same but we're not.#I should be sleeping someone please hit my head really hard right now#till I fell unconscious or till i drop dead-----#NobodyCares
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i think a really great aspect of oofuri is how much it gets mihashi's ass for being overly timid and dependent. it would be really easy to write off the way he and abe interact as being abe's fault because he is overbearing, and a lot of people do, but it has some really great moments of going "hey, you cannot hide behind abe or depend on him to make every decision. it's not good for you, or him, or the team."
#oofuri#yeah abe is a little overbearing but it is often because mihashi does not make decisions on his own so abe is just filling in the gaps#because he really and truly cannot make a good guess about what mihashi wants#because mihashi has never said anything about what he wants#but any time mihashi has ever voiced a complaint or suggestion abe takes it into account#he is not dismissive#he just doesn't think to ask because 1. mihashi has never given abe a straight answer to anything 2. abe is not very good at being social!!#autistic teen boy who needs things said simply to him paired up with autistic teen boy who thinks saying things simply will get him killed#abe should ask more but mihashi also needs to say more. abe can't read his mind and he shouldn't have to that's not how relationships work#i get a little irritated at the perception that abe is treating mihashi poorly#what is he meant to do when mihashi doesn't talk to him#i am thinking about the scene where tajima gets mad at mihashi#and tells him 'you can't play baseball with just abe'#because mihashi being incapable of speaking his mind and acting on his own isn't good for the team#and abe will pick up the slack but that isn't how things should be#i did not like the bijou game but i really liked it showcasing the strain it put on abe to make all of the calls#and there is a lot there to be said about how his willingness to do everything but actually pitch for mihashi#stems from how bad catching for haruna was for him#because he felt alone at the catcher's plate the same way mihashi did on the mound#and that. fucking scene of abe begging haruna to pitch. augh. he'll do the rest please just pitch#abe can do everything else as long as mihashi stays on the mound#obsessed with mihashi and abe mutually being so worried that the other person will not be there
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Sometimes I'll be writing a comment on a story on Ao3, and I'll just stop because I'll realize how long this comment is, and I'll think to myself, "Do they even want to comment this long? I'm basically psychoanalyzing half of the paragraphs in here! Would they be appreciative of this?" And then I realize another thing: I want comments like this. I love comments like this! I want more comments like this! And then I go on and continue to write a 10 page dissertation about why I love this particular chapter on [almost] every chapter
#we almost is only in there because sometimes I get way too lost in the story to be able to stop and leave a comment#let alone walk around or get a drink or eat or something#sometimes meaning a lot of the time#way too many times than i would like to admit#ao3#ao3 comments#ao3 writer#please leave comments#tell writers you love their stories#i can guarantee that most if not all want ro have discussions about their work#it feels redundant to add into the mess of people saying the same#but i am going to scream it in your faces until more comments are left on more fics and art pieces#(yes i am a hypocrite for saying this but I'm getting better at letting people know when i like their stuff)
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Hi,
I'm seeing a bit of a common theme in a lot of the posts today with people feeling hurt/lost/sad/you name it, all extremely valid.
I want to say that if you ever need somebody to talk to, my DMs are open.
And not just about this latest shit storm. If you want to talk about OFMD, a funny meme, a cool bird you saw. If you're just feeling a little lonely and would like somebody to talk to? Whether that's today or next week or next month, I'm here. I'd like to be your friend.
I know DMing people out of the blue can be intimidating and awkward, and honestly I'll probably be awkward the first few times we talk because that's kind of just how it goes, but that's okay. That's how friendships grow.
Nobody is alone here. I promise. 💗
#emynn.op#feel like a hypocrite for saying this bc I am a NOTORIOUS isolator when I'm stressed/sad#but please please please don't suffer alone#or feel like you can no longer trust anybody#please don't brush an entire group with the actions of one#and even if it's not ME#I hope you'll reach out and talk to somebody#I know I've been a bit quieter on here recently bc work then the horrors then craft fair#but I'm still very much here and not going anywhere#💕💕💕💕
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I gotta say; I relate so hard to Nynaeve's "That's just my face" line because Jesus Christ, I have to say that soooo often because I have real bad RBF
#wheel of time#wot#wot tv show#nynaeve al'meara#really i have like a resting angry face its very inconvenient#esp at work people keep saying i look so bored and annoyed all the time#i mean tbf i kinda am lol but also this is just my resting face please leave me alone
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knowing pomnis favorite color is red makes me emotional and also slightly more in love with her, for some reason
#knowing facts about her makes me inexplicably giddy about her existence i think somethings wrong with me#like i dont even care that much abt the color red like its a good color but its not even it being her favorite color i think its just like.#knowing trivia about her#im obsessed with her it genuinely brings me to the verge of tears.#sorry everyone... pomni makes me feel very romantic and also prone to saying strange things i dont know what it is about her#dont know why im apologizing actuqally. its my blog and i feel like if you follow a lesbian who repeatedly talks abt how obsessed thing is#with a fictional character#idk why anyone would be surprised or annoyed that i state this#anyway her favorite color is redddddd... wow....#i need to know all there is to know about her please please pelase please please plese#looking at her with huge normal eyes and so kindly ok...#pomniiiiiiiiiiii#i gotta make a tag for this jic anyone ends up liking my posts#but wanting to maybe bl my gushing...#i mean its not really important but maybe i should#sorry i got distracted again im thinking about her......#sighs dreamily.#this is me toning my rambling down ftr i Want to be weirder abt her#but that also frightens me#i dont want 300+ people to watch me be TOO strange abt her thats scary...#atm i lack access to all my meds so i cant even like#easily go in public alone i get really scared. not of anything happening i just Get Scared#because of something to do with people i think??? i dont really know why#how am i supposed to be too weird in front of so many ppl even on the internet......#i try my best. i should be weirder#to do list: be weirder about pomni to practice being more confident socially
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Dream I had: Brant (aka wuwa Jack Sparrow) and Aalto reenacting that iconic scene from the first Pirates of the Caribbean movie—y’know, the one where Jack and Elizabeth are stranded on a deserted island. I refuse to be the only one enlightened by this!
Brant smelling smoke: No! Not good! Stop! Not good! What are you doing? You’ve burned all the food, the shade - the rum!
Aalto: Yes! The rum is gone
Brant: Why is the rum gone?!
Aalto: One! because it is a vile drink that turns even the most respectable men into complete morons. Two: that signal is over a thousand feet high. Do you really think someone won’t see it???
Brant still distraught: But... why is the rum gone?!
Aalto: -_-
And then they kiss *gets shot*
#wuwa#wuthering waves#wuwa aalto#wuwa brant#braalto#what can I say? Aalto hates alcohol and Brant loves alcohol#the angst potential writes itself#but i also love comedy so this is what my mind comes up with#it’s been weeks#can these two please leave me alone???#the answer is no#I don’t think I’ll survive if I actually see these two interact in game#oh right#pirates of the caribbean#potc#it’s so weird to see those tags man#I should really rewatch the trilogy#highly recommend it if yall haven’t seen it#ignore movies 4 and 5#they don’t exist :)#back to braalto#I keep having very weirdly specific aus and scenarios for these two#I am so scared that I’m actually gonna write a fic one of these days#incorrect quotes#I guess???#tagging is so fun can you tell I’m having too much fun?#no one reads these anyways lmao#marrapost
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said goodbye to him feeling weird!
#hes abt to go skiing w his friend im abt to go back to the uk to an ordinary life#he is perfect and I've felt appreciated none of the time and i think it's not his fault idk#not how racemic compounds work not how amphetamines work not how people work#french suits his mouth but german does a bit more i think . climbed to a very beautiful place#asked him to be my boyfriend then almost took it back yesterday. chemistry is not his strong suit#he carries things for me he catwalks he gives me his jumper when im cold he's good at kissing#he got me a beautiful necklace on a riverside in amsterdam he lights my cigarette with his#he holds my hand and his only complaint about me putting lipstick on his lips is that it wasn't evenly spread#his eyelashes are long and he's sharp and scarily productive and very good at navigation#always on time always the right place . i make a comment about being a beautiful collective and he says yes but it's odd that we havent#received the social benefits of it. what you mean? well when im alone or with friends people just...give me things. flowers baked goods#compliments a pack of cigarettes he says. he asks me if I've ever had to pay for a pack. i felt genuinely SO UGLY like am i. downgrading u?#ppl see me next to you and..what you get negative attractive points? gosh.#unfortunately shutting the fuck up is not my strong suit so i never let that go. he says nooo it's just you are So Gorgeous that you scare#people away. OK!!! he knows he's pretty and he uses this to his full advantage#you're cool and you're friends with all the club bouncers and you take such good care of me and you know#the state secrets and we can scheme murders together and i love that you love your friends#but when i joked we wont get to see each other in months and you said 'so?' that rly did smth very upsetting!!!!#twisting and backtracking is his strong suit but unfortunately seeing it happen is mine#and sometimes it's endearing and sometimes i want to kill him about it. he would be a very good diplomat#who the fuck stumbles gracefully on cliffs? anyway his voice is gentle and he says i don't want you upset#he holds my hands he says lets talk about it please i want you to know i appreciate you#he says all the correct things i believe 0 things out of his mouth and he can tell#i am snappy and terrible and calm. i tell him he's sweet and i want more i want to be missed#SHUTTING THE FUCK UP IS NOT MY STRONG SUIT! would you be ok being just friends? eventually.#and the next day ive decided what to do with you. what is that? you can still be my boyfriend. he says thank you.#walking is our strong suit so we go everywhere. i tell him about my best friend his head looks great thrown backwards#im afraid this is too good for me and I'm also afraid it's not enough. not asking questions is not my strong suit.
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It's taking me ages to write this chapter because every time I look through old VODs / notes to check something, I come across moments like this that make me want to lie down face-first on the floor:
[Context: Pac commits to the idea of taking the Happy Pills so he can create a cure. He's about to write a note to Cellbit to explain his plan.]
Pac: If Cellbit puts himself in this position, it's worse for everyone, because Cellbit is smarter when it comes to coming up with strategic plans, so he is the thinking mind of the Favela Five group, so if he no longer has the mind, he’s not capable of solving this whole problem, you know? But if I put myself in this position to help Cellbit so he can get the cure... You understand? It's better if I'm the bait. Right? I can't- I can't carry things alone guys, I've already lost Mike [...] if I lose Cellbit and I alone had to carry things, I won't be able to. But I think Cellbit can manage better. He is more independent, and he has Roier. He has a husband. I'm trying to– to be lucid here, understand? That's all.
Date: September 11, 2023 || Timestamp: 03:10:10
#i talk#qsmp talk#Oh Pac... :((((#I know the Happy Pills arc is soured for a lot of us (for valid reasons) but I still love it because of how vital it is to Pac's character#This arc is what solidified him as my favorite character. He was so brave and he's so full of love and grief#Aghh. Those self-worth issues man... :(((#Pac cubito I carry you in my heart forever and ever and always#fic talk#I don't know if it's funny or miserable that whenever I fact-check myself thinking#''Am I misremembering this / misrepresenting this? Is this too grim?''#The answer is no I hit it dead center#I love Pac's dynamic with all the Favela members but Pac and Cellbit's relationship dynamic has so many layers#it's fascinating to explore#Especially since in the stream before this he had a complete breakdown because he was terrified Cell was going to come back#Love and fear and friendship and anger and hate and healing...#So many layers#The murderer who once mauled him who he left to die#Now a dear friend and co-parent of his son#It's fascinating#What breaks my heart is when Cellbit finds out Pac took the Happy Pills a few days later and they have a confrontation#Cellbit tells him ''You were my only hope- the only scientific person who could create a cure; how are we supposed to save you?''#''We still had one another and now I'm alone!'' <– As always please take my translation with a grain of salt#But man. MAN.... Pac saying Cellbit will be fine he can handle things on his own and he has Roier#vs. Cellbit having the same fears of being left alone#I wonder if; even for a moment; he remembered what it felt like when Pac (e Mike) abandoned him on that Island after Fuga#Obviously he realized / later learned why Pac took the pills but AGH!!!!!!!!!! It hurts.#I wish they logged on at the same time more frequently I WISH we got to see them interact more#I can't really explore this too much in the Fit Pac fic but I am delving into it in the Pac fic#I don't think I'll go as in-depth with the Happy Pill stuff as I'm doing in this fic though. This has been exhausting. It's a heavy arc#(Stream date: September 13 2023 || Timestamp 1:34:00 for Cellbit's POV of that conversation btw)
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The belief of "if you like [insert ship] then you dont understand the characters" is baffling to me.
Because that's not what shipping is about.
I don't want to see these characters making out on screen, I don't want them to be made canon, I have no interest in the main story being changed just for a relationship to work. What I DO want to see is the what-if scenarios of how these people would end up together.
That's what shipping is, the what-ifs, the possibilities, the understanding that of course this is never gonna happen but what would it take for them to cross the line? What needs to happen to make him say that, y'know?
You can understand a character perfectly, can know them more than you're own brain and have never once strayed from their canon and still find the possible dynamic of them and a character interesting.
You can still imagine scenarios of 'what if he said this instead?' 'what if this went differently?' 'what would it take for them to mesh just right?' and you can do it ENTIRELY in character.
People explore ships and enjoy ships because they are a way to mess with different dynamics and ideas, not because it's what they want to see on screen, and not because they think it makes complete or perfect sense. They simply find the dynamic and 'what if they kissed' ideas enticing. That's all it is.
Fandom is for having fun, it's for relaxing and playing with digital dolls and writing fanfiction about if the dolls had trauma, and this weird elitism of 'well you don't get them like I do so therefore YOUR interpretation is wrong' is just. . . mean?
Trust me, I get not liking certain ships or HCs, I do that all the time but I also know that I don't live in that person's head. I don't know the dynamic they see, doesn't matter if they're 'in-character' or not. There are plenty of ships I have seen and haven't liked at first but then after seeing a person's AU or fic, I change my mind based on that interpretation.
Making the claim that 'you don't really understand these characters or the story' based on someone having fun with the source material is so strange to me. Not everything has to be serious 100% of the time. People will see things differently than you, and saying that they're 'fake fans' or 'don't get it' because of that feels so silly to me.
No one is lesser of a fan because they ship something.
I am so sorry for such a long post, I am just very passionate about this subject.
TLDR; people are still on their 'real fans vs fake fans' trip and I'm tired of it.
#borderlands#handsome jack#rhack#rhys strongfork#fandom#i have so much more i could say i have so many examples of this in other fandoms and so many thoughts#but this is already too long#so you're getting the bare bones argument#it just reminds of the whole 'mary sue' 'if u have an alicorn oc ur a fake fan' type shit from early fandom#and im tired of it#there is so right or wrong way to interpret or play with fandom- leave people alone#dont even get me STARTED when it comes to self-inserts and ocs people are terrible when it comes to that#also this post is not an attack on anyone please do not see it that way i am simply tossing in my two cents on the matter
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I just posted my incredibly self-indulgent retired ballerina Soriku AU oneshot over on Ao3, so I drew this to celebrate! :)
Title: Pas De Deux
Rating: G
Words: 2,178
Chapters: 1/1
#Soriku#soriku fanart#soriku fanfiction#soriku fic#kingdom hearts fanfic#I have NO IDEA if anyone will enjoy reading this at all but. it was bouncing around in MY BRAIN so I had to get it out#also I used to go to the ballet yearly + did about 45 mins of research for this fic. which is to say. please excuse me if i got things wron#pose is from the video linked in the end notes of the fic#Also I FORGOT SORA'S CROWN NOOOOO#I'd love to draw them more but 1. oh god the pain. especially since lineart alone takes me like. many many hours#and 2. every time i try to draw them i am perplexed by their hair!!! omg. it's a trial every time.
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Aqua Timez - Sen no Yoru wo Koete / THE FIRST TAKE
#HELLO I AM CRYING??????? ACTUALLY???????? Wait tags first#Bleach#Sen no Yoru wo Koete#Aqua Timez#OK BACK TO RAMBLING BUT WHEN THEY RELEASED NIJI LAST WEEK I WAS THINKING GOD WHEN R THEY GONNA RELEASE ALONES OR SEN NO YORU WO KOETE#GIRL WHEN THE VIOLINS STARTED PLAYING I FELT MY DRY-ASS EYES GET WET!!!!!!!!#SUDDENLY I AM TRANSPPRTED BACK TO 2010 I AM ON TUMBLR AT 1 AM GEEKING ABOUT BLEACH WITH Y'ALL#I MISS YOU... I MISS THOSE TIMES...#if ur from my bleach era... please please know that im glad ur still here and it gives me happiness knowing you still exist...#tumblr users begetter oudziel and la-femme-anonyme yall aren't here on tumblr anymore but i miss u all too :(#oh im gonna cry... are these... as they say... ✨signs of aging✨#blake too but ur on discord im just gonna message u later 😭
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Oh you guys have no idea how much angst this single comment spawned in my head... If I was a fic blog it would be SO over
#someone please understand me i love brozone but i am also so unbelievably mad at them#what do you mean a performance goes awry and you leave A BABY. A BABY!!#yes rosiepuff was there. yes they left him thinking it was his fault#because the entire pre-show jd is LOUDLY SAYING EVERYTHINF HAS TO BE PERFECT#AND THAT HE ISNT ALLOWED TO BE NERVOUS#oh my god. brozones biggest hater right here#but not in the same way i hate other characters#but oh my god. guys#tears them apart with my teeth like a dog ripping up a pillow#wheres them apologizing to branch. for literslly anything#wheres them properly acknowledging rosiepuff died a few years after they left and he was alone#AND GREY.#Basically his whole life#can anyone hear me hello (yelling into the void)#koppaitepaladin#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls band together#beeps yapping#poppy “yap-a-lot” springwater here...
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I'm actually so obsessed with him it's not even funny if i'm not listening to a TikTok or music directly related to him I can't focus free me free me
This is @/cherubpuppet's OC for a object show [au? pitch? wip show? How do I categorize this] and I've been destroyed by the fact that ruler art is infinitely superior [and 10x longer] and i don't have a good enough grasp on lip gloss's personality to make fanfiction so I am frozen in "want make fanart but fanart takes effort :["
#also object shows are the new mlp community change my mind /ref#from what ive seen a very large part of the community is centered around death/gore or mature topics? it reminds me of the mlp infection au#that and smile hd and everybody keeps saying object shiws are kids shows - if kids are making this stuff then good for them /gen#every fandom has its toxic/proship/18+ side obviously but from my pov gen alpha needed something they coudl handle age appropriate extremes#with - its just alot harder to make compelling emotional angst/gore with newer ultra sanitized shows or w/ mascot horror#and like thats a whole nother tooic but its obvious to me younger kids have flocked to mascot horror so harshly because average kids tv is#much more afraid of tackling any big topics to the point that the ones that DO [bluey] immediately are pushed into front and center#but i mean i also rewatched a few episodes of the shows i grew up with and ngl i think we need shit like ren and stimpy and invader zim#i hate ren and stimpy and i didnt grow up with zim but i grew up with pbs kids shit and that shit looking back was hella boring i never#cared for any of the tv shows i saw aside from elmos world and even then i was hoping that something gorey would happen. at like 5 yrs old#im rambling anyway im not sure if im actually going to get into the os communitg but i AM horribly attached to tape to the point that its#maybe possibly becoming harmful to my mental health so im gonna stick around for him for like months#just know that if im not posting anything its because im obsessed with this guy#oh also DID/MALE SA REP LETS FUCKIN GOOO#I LOVE PSYCHOLOGY AND IVE HAD LIKE 4 FRIENDS WITH DID/OSDD I NEED MORE POSITIVE REP OF STIGMATIZED/COMPLEX DISORDERS !!!!!#art#tape dispenser#search for smos#talk talks#EDIT NO. NO DONT SAY IM THE ONLY PERSON ON TUMBLR WHO HAS USED THE SMOS TAG NO. OH MY GOD#PLEASE BEING OBSESSED WITH SOMEONE ELSES OC IS SO GARD DONT LEAVE ME ALONE DO I NEED TO BUILD THIS FANDOM FROM THE GROUND UP??? NOO
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