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Heartbreak High (Netflix Reboot) - Ant/Spider - Mental Health Awareness Month Prompt 8 : Antisocial Personality Disorder
Prompt : Write a fic in which a character has Antisocial Personality Disorder (canon or not canon). THE CHARACTER CANNOT BE A SERIAL KILLER OR OTHER TYPE OF CRIMINAL! This is a negative connection with the disorder which is not what we're trying to do here. Headcanon : Spider has ASPD Author's note : The author does not have ASPD. I have very low empathy Autism so I understand the lack of empathy to an extent, but I know that doesn't equate to actually having the disorder. I hope this does not come across as insensitive or inaccurate- Please let me know if there is something off here because I always strive to educate myself. With that said, I hope this is passable <3
Spencer had been avoiding Anthony, and Anthony didn't know why. They'd been as close as ever just the previous week. What had happened?
It wasn't out of the ordinary for Spencer to do stuff like this, to be clear. He did this often with new people when he was still getting a read on them, manipulating the situation, testing them before he got close enough for them to realize what was so different about his brain. But Anthony wasn't a new person. They'd known each other for years... Why was this happening?
thebigant : spider pls stop ignoring me bro
There were about a million texts like that. It was a wall of blue message bubbles on Anthony's end and white on Spencer's. He knew that Spencer was ignoring him too, because all of the messages were marked as read.
Spencer stood a few feet from his bed, just staring blankly at his phone, which was open on his bed. He saw the typing bubble show up again and groaned in annoyance because this whole thing was so frustrating.
Anthony was always such a weird case for him because he didn't view him with the same apathy that he viewed everyone and everything else in the world. He actually cared about Anthony, to an extent, and recently that care had traveled to something a bit more serious and he didn't know how to deal with it because he never thought he'd have to.
He'd accepted long ago that he wasn't a people person. Why did Anthony make him feel this way?
A full week passed without them speaking when, eventually, Spencer figured he should break the silence.
whitespider : hi
thebigant : dude wtf y were u ignorng me for like a week hello??
thebigant : *ignoring
whitespider : idk
thebigant : i call bullshit
thebigant : is this like an aspd thing?
thebigant : u know its ok but u gotta like communicate bro i cant just be confused and wonderng y ur ignoring me for days on end
whitespider : right sorry whatever
thebigant : so y'd u vanish?
whitespider : ...
thebigant : SPIDER
whitespider : i think i like you
whitespider : like genuinely
whitespider : and not just in the friend way
...
thebigant : shit
Do not repost on other sites! If you want to participate in this month's challenge, there are 15 mental illness prompts that you can find here
#mental health awareness month#antisocial personality disorder#aspd#please read the author's note#fanfic#fanfiction#fanfic challenge#heartbreak high#spider has aspd#spider x ant#texting fic
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Relationships: Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Jaskier | Dandelion, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion/Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Jaskier | Dandelion/Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Minor or Background Relationship(s) Characters: Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Jaskier | Dandelion, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg Additional Tags: Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Jaskier | Dandelion Friendship, Father-Daughter Relationship, Aftermath of Torture, Burns, Curses, Period Typical Attitudes, Racism, Xenophobia, Elf Persecution, Non-Human Jaskier | Dandelion, Competent Jaskier | Dandelion, Jaskier | Dandelion is a Mess, Protective Jaskier | Dandelion, Protective Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia is Bad at Communicating, POV Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Fix-It of Sorts, Post-Season/Series 02 Summary:
“Please,” she begs, planting herself in front of him to act as a physical barrier, forcing him to stop. “I don’t have anywhere else to go.”
“Melitele’s tits, you’re persistent. Isn’t your…” His left hand does something complicated in a strange flourish, as though grappling for the right word. “... actual father, here somewhere?” It doesn’t sound like the word he’d been searching for, the common honorific somehow sounding foreign in his mouth.
“I was with him,” she admits, thinking about Geralt because he is the closest thing to a father she has now. “But… we got separated.”
The stranger raised an unimpressed eyebrow. “So, now you’re looking to adopt a new one?”
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Alternatively: When Ciri gets separated from Geralt, she has to rely on the kindness of one reluctant stranger until she can find the witcher again. She doesn't intend to get attached - and it's apparent that neither does the stranger - but destiny always finds a way to fuck things up.
#this work is complete!#I'd love for you guys to check it out!#Jaskier reluctantly becomes a single dad#I will be publishing the last three chapters in the coming weeks#please read the author's note#as I address the tags/warnings there#Ciri#Jaskier#Jaskier and Ciri#geralt of rivia#yennefer#the witcher#the witcher netflix#my writing#fanfic
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“Why are you bullying Hal Jordan so much in this fic?” Because it’s funny. Because it’s funny and he’s not a real person.
#I have deleted like three asks calling me a bully#it’s a fic#it’s made up#I promise I would not say/do any of this to a real person#in the meantime please enjoy my author note#which is hilarious after a re read#I was iffy about including it but now no regrets#bruce wayne#batman#dc#myfic#theresurrectionist#Hal jordan#I just love when Bruce takes care of Clark you know 💜#superbat#clark kent#superman
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#thats crazy.#context it’s a boycott of a boycott of israeli publishers/etc#to be honest that poem reads very sinister with this context…..#‘entertainment leaders’ is such a funny term to get around the fact that the boycott theyre responding to was done by authors.#like scooter braun why are you in writers’ business. flop.#they gotta pump up the numbers with random actors and execs lmfao 😭😭#anyway israeli literature has never produced anything of value regardless lol#EDIT: please note that he has now withdrawn his name from the list. make of that what you will
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shoutout to whatever L and Light had going on in Time Speaks
#and they had A LOT going on#death note#l lawliet#light yagami#death note fanfiction#lawlight#been thinking about rereading it. overwhelmed with emotion simply at the thought#god that fic is so. so.....#if you've read the fic please....... please talk to me#it's a time loop fic it's a fix-it fic it's got angst it's got lore it's got good misa writing it's got domesticity it's got mind games#it has everything like EVERYTHINGGG#I've never been so engaged with death note lore before#the world building is crazy the build-up to the reveal is crazy#almost every character shows up at least once and I cheered every time#if it weren't 400k words long I'd almost say it should be required reading I love it a lot#I know the author is on tumblr I follow them#if they see this hello thank you I owe you everything actually
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New Fic!
To Hate And To Hold (<- click there!!) also known as Gryphon Flier!Xaden, from @skyfallscotland Amy's prompt!! I had to learn way too many things about gryphons to make this fic work, so I hope my pain and suffering there is worth it!
#fourth wing fanfic#to hate and to hold#I said this in the authors notes but if you read this and have questions about the world PLEASE ASK ME please please please#i put so much thought into it and then I could not get everything in the damn one shot#I know so many things!!#anyway I hope you all enjoy
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Ava Silva is a beautifully disguised devil. Once she knows she has a hold on Lilith, she starts to use it. Some part of Lilith thinks she should be upset about this, because she’s had people use their power over her before and it’s the kind of thing that’s ruined her life. This is different though, because Ava’s power over her is different, it’s the antithesis of everything else she’s ever experienced. Where people like her mother or Adriel would use their hold on her to make her less of who she wanted to be and more of who they needed her to be, Ava is doing the opposite. She pushes Lilith as if she’s trying to tap into the parts of herself she’s afraid of. What’s worse, is that Beatrice is letting her. Beatrice, Lilith thinks, is encouraging it.
Ava/Bea/Lilith
#i don't even know how to tag this ship lmao#ot3#avalilbea#warrior nun#please read through the author's note#also shoutout to daisychainsandbowties sistermelanie and thistleation for the inspiration
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#genuinely curious how many of my readers actually read the authors notes#poll#please reblog for a better sample size!
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She couldn’t believe she thought the worst thing that could happen was embarrassing herself in front of rich people. Hell, she thought the worst would be that Yue Qingyuan would see her, make some quick mental connections, and get her ass fired! No, the reality was much worse. Fuck, Mobei was going to kill her.
here's the wlw moshang I've been working on for a while! please enjoy MBJ getting kabedon'd by a woman who's a whole foot shorter than her
#svsss#moshang#shang qinghua#mobei jun#my writing#also a brief appearance from lesbingqiu#man why doesn't moshang get a cute genderswap ship name like that#anyway. i had a lot of fun writing this!#I tried to write their developing relationship but I realized I do not enjoy writing developing relationships#so here's me skipping to the fun stuff lol#also please read the author's note for an explanation on mbj's name in this bc I can't exactly refer to her like a lord in this au
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'I flirted with the idea that instead of being trans that I was just a cross-dresser (a quirk, I thought, that could be quietly folded into an otherwise average life) and that my dysphoria was sexual in nature, and sexual only. And if my feelings were only sexual, then, I wondered, perhaps I wasn’t actually trans.
I had read about a book called The Man Who Would Be Queen, by a Northwestern University professor who believed that transwomen who were attracted to women were really confused fetishists, they wanted to be women to satisfy an autogynephilia. And though I first read about this book in the context of its debunkment and disparagement, I thought about the electricity of slipping on those tights, zipping up those boots, and a stream of guilt followed. Maybe this professor was right, and maybe I was only a fetishist. Not trans, just a misguided boy.
About a year later, on the Internet, I come across a transwoman who added a unique message to the crowd refuting this professor. Oh, I wish I remember who this woman was, and I wish even more that I could do better than paraphrase her, but I remember her saying something like this: “Well, of course I feel sexy putting on women’s clothing and having a woman’s body. If you feel comfortable in your body for the first time, won’t that probably mean it’ll be the first time you feel comfortable, too, with delighting in your body as a sexual thing?”'
-Casey Plett, Consciousness
#this quote always moves me almost to tears when i remember it#i'm not a trans woman and i don't share the author's specific experiences with transition#but it really moves me that she frame transition as joyfully giving yourself permission to approach your body#not as something that has to be disciplined and deprived and made small in all these various ways#but as a means for experiencing pleasure and joy and delight and for insisting that our feelings and desires are worth#valuing and exploring and treasuring#i always used to think of prioritizing those things for myself as selfish and irresponsible#but who does it harm to want to experience pleasure in your own body?#it's such a beautifully simple and powerful switch to have flip in your head#and equally why are we forced to deny our own pleasure in transition and anything else related to our bodies in the name of moral rectitude#this is why i get so confused and pissed off when other trans people are fatphobic for example#like why are you so invested in politics of shame and disgust that never had any purpose other than#violently disciplining people as if they've violated moral codes by existing in a body#to say nothing of white people being racist in gay and trans communities#like again this system of violence is foundational to homophobia and transphobia#so why are you acting like it has nothing to do with you#even if you are unmoved by the urgency of other people's suffering which btw you should be moved by#what do you hope to gain by acting a collaborator and handmaiden to those systems#Casey Plett#she really is one of my favorite authors i wish more non-canadians read her#this quote is from a series of columns she did ont transition and every single one is a banger#i love when she talks about the people-pleasing elements of dysphoria and transition denial#she's so sharp about noting how many of us deny our own dysphoria on the grounds that others like and validate our bodies#that's how i always felt during my cis conventionally feminine era#it pleased other people so much and also that reception felt so hollow and joyless to me because i hated it#i get less of that positive feedback but that feels so unimportant next to the joy and pleasure i get to experience#said with the understanding that i'm very privileged in being able to prioritize those things without fear. but it was a switch flip#personal nonsense
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I'm pleased to inform you that the wait is over! Here is CHAPTER TWO of For Everything
Chapters: 2/
Fandom: Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Miles Morales/Gwen Stacy | Spider-Gwen Summary:
~Perhaps they were meant for each other. It was written in the stars—stars meant to burn out in their all at once powerful surge. Stars meant to fall. Bright, burning and then gone. And in its sudden demise, no one would even remember it was once there, lost in the infinity of severed constellations.
That was the way of the universe. That was the way it had to be.~
Alternatively: Gwen Stacy is doomed but Miles Morales’ love might save her.
Please feel free to reblog to support and share my work!
#my oh my it’s been a long time coming#I’ve divided my time between finishing moving in and writing and while I may have made some unwise decisions#I’m still so happy to be able to post this#my garden may have suffered for it but heyyyy it was worth it lol#anyways#please read the authors note for special thanks#and please do tell me what you think of the newest installment#Atsv#across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse fic#Ghostflower#gwiles#Gwen Stacy#miles morales#ghostflower fic#all the characters are in this joint but I don’t want to clutter the tags#my wiritng#megan says things
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‿︵ ‧˚⭒ excerpt from please stay, hippocrene on ao3
(warning: contains suggestive text + mentions of kissing) ‧˚⭒
Frank eventually sputtered, “I’m... I’m just gonna try to explain what happened, and you can just tell me to shut up when it’s TMI, okay?” “Okay.” Percy said. He lowered his voice even more. Shadows from the gray sky made it seem like he was about to tell a ghost story. “Last night, things with Hazel got kind of... weird...” “Weird?” “Yeah... weird.” “How weird?” “We... we were kissing.” “Oh.” Percy blinked. That’s not where he thought this was going. “Okay. Uh... do you guys not usually do that, or—” “No, no, we’ve kissed before. But this time, we really kissed. A lot. Like, we were making out. And it was great.” Out of respect, Percy tried not to visibly grimace. No offense to either of them, but Hazel was like a little sister to him, and it felt really strange to hear Frank talk of her like that. It just wasn't something that he wished to visualize. “Okay,” he said calmly. Really. He was trying his best to be calm. “And?” “Well...” Frank twiddled his thumbs. “We’ve never done that before. And it got really intense, and I... I kind of reacted to it too much.” Now, here was some telling information, finally. Percy felt like he was starting to understand what his friend was getting at. But... their first time making out? Last night? Really? Percy’s free time was quite limited, and he spent approximately zero seconds of his days thinking about what other people in his circle did behind closed doors. He’s a--‘That’s none of my business.’--type of guy, to the extent that Annabeth was often irritated by his lack of interest in demigod drama. She’d come to him with fresh, riveting gossip like, “Did you hear? Sherman and Miranda got caught in the Big House together.” and he’d have little more to say than, “I forgot they were dating.”
Like... sure, he figured that the couples he knew of were sleeping together. He could even surmise that the singles he knew of might be sleeping together. But... so what? They’re adults, now; it’s not really all that scandalous or interesting, and in fact, people not sleeping together seemed a lot more noteworthy than the alternative. So to hear that Frank and Hazel had never even made out before... not only was it noteworthy, considering how long they’ve been together, but it was so surprising that he needed to know more in spite of his discomfort with the sordid subject matter. Is this why people like gossip? “... Wait,” Percy started nervously. “What do you mean you ‘reacted too much’?” Frank blushed, which made Percy even more nervous. “Um... Hazel was, well, we were on the couch, and we just finished a movie, and we were just really close, and I kind of— “Oh gods, Frank, you didn’t... do that, did you?”
Summary: In Frank's eyes, Percy and Annabeth are the perfect demigod couple. They're grown, they're engaged, and they've overcome so much together. Feeling helpless in escalating his own relationship to their coveted adult achievements, he seeks out Percy's help. Unbeknownst to Frank, Percy and Annabeth are grappling with some intimacy struggles of their own.
read on ao3 ⭒ 25k/ongoing ⭒ explicit content/18+ only ⭒ percabeth/frazel
#please read ao3 tags and ch1 author's note before going further!#divider by @saradika#percy jackson and the olympians#percabeth#frazel#annabeth chase#percabeth smut#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo#pjo hoo toa#percabeth fanfic recommendation#percy jackson fanfic recommendation#pjo fanfic#heroes of olympus#mdni#percy jackson smut#percy jackson fanfiction#riordanverse#rrverse#hazel levesque
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sometimes I boggle at things the fandom Youths™ don't seem to know these days, especially in an era where virtually anything you want to look up is a mere internet search away and then I realized: it's because bored tweens don't have to resort to reading old issues of Ladies' Home Journal or Glamour in waiting rooms anymore
#nowadays most people probably wouldn't LET their kids read those magazines but truly a source of knowledge has been lost#once I read a fic by a teenage author where a woman got pregnant and her male partner was sincerely like 'oh well no sex for nine months!'#by the time I was sixteen I'd read sooo many advice columns and articles about sex and pregnancy#I was far from an expert but I definitely knew that people don't stop having sex for nine months LONG before I ever had sex or babies#disclaimer: not all fandom youths etc.#I know this doesn't apply to everyone! but it applies to more folks than I would have expected#also please note that I went through my entire childhood and young adulthood without being able to carry the internet in my pocket#I was in my mid-30s when I got a smartphone (they existed before that I just resisted them for a long time)#so I have old-fashioned opinions sometimes
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me: waiting for shoe(s) to drop
Personified Alan Becker YouTube Icon: oh... buddy...
#me reassuring myself like#it's okay. look see? they can speedrun the genuine apology process too. see? yeah i know#i know#--/ art#L1_CAT#subpixels#alan becker#green influencer arc#ava influencer arc#(OHMYGO D BRIAN MADE IT??????? NO WONDER IT'S GLORIOUS?!?!?!?)#i don't think there will be- well no. that's a lie there will totally be more great works with these specific themes in the future . . .#because there will probably be these specific problems in the future. but W0w does it hit now.#not that long ago i know i was dealing with angst online. and that just. permeates everything. for *months*#what a shot to the heart !!! new weakness unlocked ! ! ! !#/pos ... yeah no it's. you know what i mean#ghhhhghh the imperfect files feeling defensive about not being included hhhhhhhhhhhhhh kindness to snarling creatures hhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!#gonna need to rewatch this a few more times. at Least. hooh#ps: i have a vivid memory of reading a fic on ao3 that emotionally compromised me and i saw in the notes that the author said...#''[please trust me. i know what im doing c: ]'' or something that that's what they meant. it was either a doctor who or a good omens one.#and i did trust them. and the story continued being amazing. and they didn't let me drown in that space i found myself in.#i feel responsible for not letting myself get too far underwater like that- and i have succeeded.#and i also trusted Them (scriptors directors animators etc etc etc). and i am. safe#it feels like there was a wound here i forgot about that is only now beginning to heal. . . ... . . . . . .#i think ill be 100% ready to laugh about it in like. a year. for now we roll catharsis gang#a year is maybe too long. you know what i mean. arbitrary time unit. laundry minutes.
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Words: 7515 Fandom: The X-Files, Californication (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hank Moody/Dana Scully, Fox Mulder/Dana Scully Characters: Hank Moody, Dana Scully, Fox Mulder, Melissa Scully Additional Tags: Minor Violence
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Scully is having a hard time after splitting from Mulder so she takes off to California to stay with Melissa and let loose.
#poangpals#lmaooo I bolded this to make this clear it is a HANK/SCULLY FIC#please read if you feel like it could be your thing lmao#as i say in the authors note this is not betad but it is peer reviewed#peers say its hot#my fic
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I recently read Seven Days recommended on reddit and it’s been on my mind ever since. It was good but a difficult read. I’m interested in knowing why your wrote it? As a parent, I found it terrifying. I’m just curious to know what prompted you to write something on such a troubling fear for a lot of parents?
Hi there,
I wrote Seven Days a few years ago after reflecting on a personal experience, though nowhere near as traumatic as the story. I often engage with difficult topics in my fics, using them as a lens to explore Harry and Draco’s possible relationship dynamics, canon characterizations, and my own head canons within these situations.
Additionally, the FBI estimates that 460,000 children go missing every year in the US and a 112,853 in the UK. These numbers are fucking insane. I guess I wanted to explore that terrifying reality. I’m not a parent (yet), but I am an auntie to several nephews and a niece that I helped raise and love with my entire soul. I can understand how the story might be unsettling. It is a single exploration into an extreme worst-case scenario, but also, I hope, shows one instance of the aftermath and difficult process of coming to terms with grief after experiencing such an unimaginable loss.
I am always thinking of the way people might engage with some of the stories I craft, and how it might impact them. But all I really know is that for me, I will always try to remain thoughtful and sensitive when I explore these difficult topics. I endeavor to keep doing so with the utmost care and love.
Thank you for taking a chance on the story and I appreciate your message so much.
With gratitude,
Trish x
#my thoughts#sort of author's note#anon ask#anon answered#drarry#drarry fic#character studies#Seven Days#Please read the warnings
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