#please give me your important insight on this matter thank you

[fogwitchoftheevermore]

TERRIBLE NEWS. TUMBLR HAS REMOVED MY ABILITY TO ADD POLLS TO REBLOGS???

anyways. i'm trying to decide where to put skizz and joel in the hermitcraft blaseball au.

skizz's team is already decided (he's on the lovers, duh). yes that's his team in the life series au too, it's not my fault he has a brand. i made these aus before secret life even started.

but joel is harder to decide so i'm giving the choice to you all, who i trust with joel opinions more than i trust myself.

i'll add my reasoning for the teams provided below the cut, alongside a list of all the other options, including which hermits are on which team if putting him on the same team as certain people matters to you.

tokyo lift: other hermits already on the team include stress and false, who i think he'd have a fun dynamic with. i'm pretty sure the lift had a cyberpunk theme, as does joel this season. if he's on the lift i can justify drawing him with a pink streak instead of a green one. i'm also feeding into his ego here and putting him on the strong team.

yellowstone magic: he would be teammates with zed here, and i just think they would be very funny together. i can also justify dying his hair pink here, though it's much more magenta. also i think shrek would've lived in yellowstone. idk it feels right.

kansas city breath mints: i think joel would fit in with them vibes-wise (which is to say i think he would fail the bar exam). but i mostly included the breath mints in the poll because he would be teammates with cleo and gem.

breckenridge jazz hands: it would be pretty funny to shove joel in a room full of band kids, theater kids, resident mean girl iskall eightyfive, and xisuma. just imagine it with me. however. know that if you vote for joel to be on the jands, he will be making a brief cameo in my pearl/netty/jimmy precog trio fic that i'm working on as jimmy's replacement on the jands when he dies. for flavor!

anyways, other options!

hades tigers: only hermit teammate would be exil x, which is inherently a little hilarious. anyways these guys live in hell- not really. but they ARE fireproof!

mexico city wild wings: would make him teammates with hypno. all i really knew about the wings was spicy milk (exactly what it sounds like) and the time they tried to sue the entire league so. keep those facts in mind.

chicago firefighters: would make him teammates with tango. and also he would be a firefighter now. like, the profession. blaze joel afterlife smp likers i feel like this would appeal to you somewhat.

atlantis georgias: would make him teammates with xb. if he ends up on the georgias i'm turning him into a sea creature of some kind, so vote for what creature that is if you vote for this option.

philly pies: no hermit teammates here. all i remember about the pies off the top of my head is that they won the first two seasons of blaseball and then proceeded to never win a championship again.

new york millennials: would make him teammates with mumbo. and also housemates, because all the millennials live in an infinite apartment together, which feels appropriate for magic mountain. i could also make him pink here. however putting him on the mills would require me to type millennials more often, which is a word i cannot ever spell. would you do that to me? (/j)

seattle garages: would make him teammates with joe. one large band. if joel joins the garages i will be making him play the drums, of course. also i'll need to decide which garages song(s) i think he wrote.

dallas steaks: would make him teammates with beef. i don't know if i trust joel at a grill enough for this but i also don't know if i don't trust him.

san fransisco lovers: would make him teammates with ren (team captain), skizz, and wels. wow you've found one of the hermit hot spots. anyways this would put him in a medieval-themed, team-wide polycule.

core mechanics: would make him teammates with doc and keralis. i do think this would be an extremely funny trio. these guys live in the core of the world and build cool robots and things.

hellmouth sunbeams: would make him teammates with impulse. the moab desert fell into a hellmouth in season 1, so all the beams are Weird now. joel joining the beams would also make him Weird.

houston spies: would make him teammates with pearl. netty and jimmy were also spies before they died but idk if that'll be relevant to joel idk when i'm inserting him into these teams. anyways top secret escapades on the spies. also they have a secret base on the moon.

miami dale: would make him teammates with scar. the dale are the party time capital of the world and were the last team to ever make the playoffs, qualifying for the first time in SEASON FIFTEEN OF TWENTY FOUR. they never won an internet series but that's less of an accomplishment.

la unlimited tacos: would make him teammates with grian. the tacos tried to do a strike against god one time (it didn't work out but i respect the commitment)

boston flowers: no hermit teammates here. this was my team when blaseball was running and it would make me happy to put a hermit on it but it doesn't feel right for joel unfortunately. i can be convinced, however.

ohio worms: would make him teammates with wormman (aka zedaph in a disguise) and be coached by tfc. the worms are worms. they're in the dirt. self explanatory.

hawai'i fridays: would make him teammates with bdubs. this is also esmp 1 joel's team in the empires au which isn't relevant but is a fun fact (esmp 2 joel is on the lovers). the fridays have a cool goddess and good vibes. except for that time they all died. don't worry they got better.

canada moist talkers: would make him teammates with etho. i don't know if joel could survive in the cold but maybe i'm wrong maybe he'd be fine. maybe he's withstand it just to stake his claim as #1 ethogirl.

charleston shoe thieves: would make him teammates with cub and jevin. would also (maybe) make him get cursed by god but don't worry about that part, worry about the thieves guild he's joining.

baltimore crabs: would make him teammates with helsknight only. also inherently hilarious. this is the divorcee zone also there's a long dead crab goddess in the chesapeake and if you join the crabs parts of your body will slowly turn into crab. we have fun in baltimore.

[the-returnofartemis]

Hey, can you share more posts about Jungkook's future spouse? Anything interesting about her what she's like what she do etc. Ty.

hi, thank you so much for your question! i’ll share some qualities and interests that i found both heartwarming and notable about her. to me, these are some of the traits that make her truly special. please remember that this is for entertainment purposes only and based on my observations!

important note: the pictures featured in this post are from pinterest and were chosen because i felt they best represent the essence of his special one, based on my observations.

MINI PLAYLIST:

whiplash by aespa | only 1 by ariana grande | i'm that girl by beyonce | mantra by jennie | one life by justin bieber | real thing by pink sweat$ featuring tori kelly

INNER QUALITIES

⚘ MONEY HONEY (GEMINI VENUS + MARS 10H) ⇢ this placement suggests that she’s likely to be business savvy and able to see the bigger picture, which helps her spot opportunities that can help her build a successful career. she may have a strong sense of ambition and creativity that enhances her leadership abilities — not just in taking charge, but in setting practical steps to achieve her professional goals. this blend of determination and intense focus allows her to overcome any challenges that comes her way, which makes her successful in both short and long-term goals. she may also see herself as a provider and protector, where her motivation extends beyond her own personal accomplishments. her goals may be deeply intertwined with a sense of responsibility for her family and loved ones, giving her an even stronger reason to succeed— not just for herself, but for those who depend on her. this dedication could make her a reliable and supportive presence in both her professional and personal circle. this trait is one that tests her, engages her deeply, and in the end, blesses her with growth and insight!

⚘ PRIVACY (LEO 12H + MAGHA MOON DK) ⇢ she likely values her privacy deeply and understands the need to balance her heart for service with her need for solitude. this selective nature may make her cautious with her trust despite her friendly nature. as mentioned before, she radiates a quiet confidence that makes her presence felt, and while she may resonate with this inner strength, those around her — and maybe even the world at large — may place her on a pedestal, while she herself may prefer to remain in the background. at times, attention may feel overwhelming as she may simply just want to support others rather than take the spotlight herself, choosing peace over recognition. she may dream of expressing her creative talents, but this dynamic might sometimes lead her to hesitaste in revealing her true self. ultimately, she could be someone who is intentional in what she reveals, especially in the public eye, showing up only when it aligns with her values.

⚘ PURE HEARTED (PISCES JUPITER 7H) ⇢ this is my favorite trait because it's so endearing! she may radiate an innocent-like joy, that brightens any space she's in. she approaches life with intentionality and sincerity, believing that it's important to show that light can exist even in the darkest moments and that empathy matters. people may look to her as a source of inspiration and be drawn to her genuine motivation to support and uplift others. even in her own struggles, she’ll see her challenges as an opportunity for growth, encouraging others to do the same. she likely believes in cultivating a mindset that taps into gratitude and vitality, seeing joy as a powerful tool in navigating life's challenges. her ability to romanticize life isn’t about avoiding reality but stems from a genuine desire to see the silver lining in every situation. honestly, people may even see her as ‘human medicine’ for the healing aura she naturally exudes.

NATURAL GIFTS and ABILITIES

⚘ FAITH ⇢ again, she has a remarkable ability to see the silver lining in every situation and maintains faith that everything will work out. while it may be challenging to apply it to herself at times, she’s great at supporting and inspiring others, which is something she truly values.

⚘ HUMANITARIAN ⇢ she may feel like helping people is a part of her calling, so she may find ways to always give back to all and support those in need.

PASSIONS and PASTIMES

⚘ ARTS AFICIONADO  ⇢ she likely has a deep appreciation for art and music, viewing both as therapeutic and essential to society. to her, the meaning behind each piece of art is an experience that weaves together various aspects of life in ways that other forms of expression cannot. art brings together all her interests – it sparks inspiration, reflection, and, most importantly, joy. music is most likely a shared passion and a point of connection between her and jungkook, so it wouldn’t be surprising if they create playlists or share songs with each other, as they may have similar tastes. she may also be musically inclined, with a good ear for sound and an artistic sensibility that helps her discern the nuances of music. for her, music creates a sense of connection, as she values shared moments that bring mental and emotional closeness with her partner.

⚘ CREATOR ⇢ she may find joy in activities that involve building and constructing, which in turn sharpens her creative skills!

⚘ HISTORY BUFF ⇢ she may be drawn to history, with a natural curiosity that inspires her to explore historical narratives for a deeper understanding of life. at times, she may not understand mainstream trends until she delves into the ‘why' lol. her curiosity allows her to connect with her interests on a deeper level, giving her an opportunity to not only expand her knowledge but to also shape her way of thinking and strengthen her creativity skills. she likely enjoy learning through documentaries, travel, or even reading and studying — especially when it involves foreign culture!

SHARED INTERESTS

these two will most likely be similar to each other, like two peas in a pod lol. even if there are any differences, they’ll find ways to smooth out the rough edges to create a balanced connection, which is so cute!

⚘ LOVE LANGUAGE ⇢ i’m almost certain these two prioritize the same love language: acts of service and quality time. for them, actions speak louder than words, and they feel most loved and appreciated when they spend meaningful time together, and make an effort to show up for one another. while other love languages also play a role, they’re naturally woven into the moments they share. this shared approach in love may help establish a solid foundation for their relationship, where each partner feels seen and valued.

⚘ RELATIONSHIP DYNAMICS ⇢ she and jungkook may share a similar approach to relationships, valuing loyalty and commitment in both romantic and platonic connections. both tend to be ‘ride-or-die’ types, where they are willing to support those they care about through thick and thin. even though they are friendly, kindhearted and enjoy meeting new people, they may take their time when it comes to building genuine trust. for them, true friendship or partnership takes time because it’s built on shared experiences and understanding. so, when they do reach that level with someone, it’s a sign of deep respect and genuine love.

thank you for reading — i hope you enjoyed!

x

[spiritualitygeek]

PAC | Your 2024 In A Nutshell

Disclaimer:

This pac is for entertainment purpose only. I am not liable for any actions or decisions taken or made based on the information presented in the reading. The interpretations and insights are subjective and open to individual perception. Please use your own judgment and intuition when applying the messages to your life or situation. Thank you!

Pile 1

Cards: 6oP rx, QoW, 2oC

With the Six of Pentacles in reverse here, I'm seeing your financial situation hitting rocky roads in 2024. You need to reassess your generosity or be cautious with resources. Refrain from spending or investing thoughtlessly. And most importantly, do not lend money. To anyone be it family or close friends.

Moreover, with the Queen of Wands I see you embodying a strong, charismatic energy, hinting at your ability to take charge and make bold decisions. This is particularly great if you're looking to move out or start a new venture. Or maybe start a new course? Degree? College?

I'm seeing you getting out of your comfort zone and taking charge for doing things that you've been scared till now. Most of y'all might be introvert or would turn 18 this year?

The Two of Cups here indicate deep connection, possibly in relationships or partnerships. Again, I'm seeing you start something new where you'd meet new people and collaborate with them. If you're a student, you'd enrol in college or if you're looking to start new business or anything for that matter. But in my humble opinion, you're gonna find your soulmate this year. It can be a best friend or lover? But you'd surely click with this person like nobody else.

To sum up, in 2024, you may encounter financial fluctuations, urging you to find a balance between giving and receiving. And so, it's highly advisable to approach any challenges with confidence and passion, embracing your leadership qualities. You may as well end up making meaningful connections which are going to last a lifetime. Be it professional or personal.

Stay attuned to your financial choices, ensuring fairness and caution. Embrace the Queen of Wands' boldness to overcome obstacles. Nurture connections, fostering collaborations that bring joy and fulfillment. Remember, balance and confident decisions will be your allies in shaping a rewarding 2024.

Pile 2

Cards: KoW, 6oS, 7oS

In 2024, you're likely to embrace the leadership qualities of the King of Wands, making your way through any situation with confidence. The Six of Swords points to a journey, both physical and metaphorical, indicating positive movement and growth.

However, be cautious of potential challenges or deceptive elements as the Seven of Swords are telling me there are people who are going to backstab you or feel jealous of your growth. When you're growing, and acing it all with confidence and grace, it's natural to attract envy of anyone. Be extra wise and careful with people you keep close. Not everyone has your best interest at heart.

In a nutshell, your year is likely to be a balance of bold decision-making, adaptability during transitions, and a discerning eye to avoid pitfalls. I must say, 2024 is gonna be your year pile 2. Fasten your seatbelts and get ready for the ride. You're gonna enjoy this one.

Although, it's advisable to trust your instincts always, in the face of your problems and in your connections. Sometimes it's important to keep your guards up against certain people. Regardless, you indeed have what it takes to overcome obstacles and lead yourself towards positive change.

Pile 3

Cards: KoS, 5oP, QoS

In 2024, you're advised by the King of Swords to approach challenges with logic and clear thinking. The year ahead requires you to use reasoning over emotions. Because situations would require it with the five of pentacles here. There may be temporary setbacks, a lot of rocky roads throughout the year, but nothing that can't be managed. You may feel often than once that it's too much. You can't bear it. Or that things never go as you wish. Well, they won't. If I'd be honest. This is why you need to stick to reasoning over emotions, to address financial or emotional concerns better. Just because things aren't going the way you want them, doesn't mean they're going to hit a dead end. There's always a door that leads to a better outcome than what you imagined or wished for. Just stop resisting the best by insisting for good. Because that'd lead you to settle for worse.

The Queen of Swords is here for you to guide you with her decisive and perceptive qualities to cut through any confusion and make informed choices. Take this message to your heart and make your mind right now. You won't give up. You won't complain. You will keep pushing! Because things will get better. And you will get the best if you stop resisting what universe has in bags for you.

Overall, be patient and practical in 2024. The year may not be your best year, but it'll indeed be a stepping stone to the best years ahead. Have faith! Don't be a quitter. Be a fighter.

You can overcome any obstacles with a combination of intellectual clarity and emotional resilience. Utilize your analytical skills, address challenges systematically, and make decisions with a discerning mind. Maintaining a sharp focus and clear communication with yourself will be essential in navigating the year successfully.

Thank you all for taking the time to read my pac. I hope the insights resonated with you and provided some guidance. If you found this helpful, I'd be grateful if you consider following me for more spiritual content and future tarot readings. Wishing you all love, light, and positivity on your journey! ✨

- With love, Snow ❄️

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[foreststranger]

DAN HENG ∙ IMBIBITOR LUNAE - Colliding to Catharsis and Reigning The Clouds

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“Well, thanks for helping me out, Trailblazer! I’ll be sure to visit you and the others on the Astral Express. But, uh… before you go, do you mind if I asked you something?” You take a step closer to them. Their soft grey hair rustles in the wind, swaying with a quiet solemness. The same way Dan Feng’s did the last time you saw him; when he told you of his departure and some grave sin he had committed.

“Would it be alright if you could… tell me more about this ‘Dan Heng’ you mentioned?” When they had first said his name, you felt an odd sense of familiarity. A cord deep within your being was plucked, playing a wistful song that has remained in your mind ever since it left you. This was who your heart has yearned for all these years. Dan Heng. Is that his new name?

Do you really even want to see him again? After you discovered what he had done? A traitor of the Xianzhou, a disgrace to the Vidyadhara. A sinner. But most of all, a man who had betrayed you and your future together.

“There’s not much to say about him. He doesn’t talk a lot but he means well.” It was a vague answer and didn’t give you much insight. Though, if you stretched it, it would sound similar to how Dan Feng was.

“What does he look like?” It was a shot in the dark. Reincarnations don’t always look like their past selves, but you had to at least ask. After all, that name…

“That’s a weird question. Why?“

You shrug.

“He has black hair, about this tall,” they reach their hand up to slightly above their own height. “and blue eyes. But recently, his appearance changed.”

You were too busy thinking to catch their last throwaway sentence. From the description alone, you could already feel Dan Feng’s presence in the air. It was as if the fateful string that bound you two together had finally lured you to him.

It was him, it was really him. He looked a little different — more meek, colder eyes, odd posture — but you could tell that it was him. He stared you down with a strange look, something between confusion and embarrassment.

“Dan Feng…” You can’t help but murmur, a hand reaching out for him. He was a sinner, but he was your lover too, once. He jolted at the sound of his name. Why? Why was he so scared of himself? He brushed your hand away, now avoiding your gaze.

“I’m… I’m not Dan Feng. He’s been gone for a long time.”

“But it’s still you… deep down, isn’t it? I can feel it. You’re still you.”

“I am Dan Heng.”

You frowned at this, unsure of what to say next. Who else could it be? Even reincarnated, you knew it was him. And he knew it was you, didn’t he?

“Do you know who I am, Dan Heng?” The name felt nasty on your tongue, leaving a horrid taste of longing.

“…I know that you must’ve been important to him.”

Tears well as you grab for him, when he makes contact, it’s a burst of emotions. Relief, a catharsis of sorts, but also a horrible feeling of mourning. This wasn’t him. It wasn’t Dan Feng. Like he said, Dan Feng was long gone.

Soft hands lay on your hair. You could tell he was unsure of what to do, having a stranger cling to him like this.

“You… he… he made a promise to me. That we’d meet again in his next life… and that we’d live out the future we never got to have. Do you… remember that? Do you have his memories?”

“I… maybe. Nothing is very clear.”

“I promised him that no matter who he was, where I’d find him, I’d love him all the same. But… he’s gone now, isn’t he?” Sure, this Dan Heng was his reincarnation, but it wasn’t really him. He didn’t have his memories, or his love, or that spark in his eyes, or the fire in his heart. And… that was okay. You pulled away from the hug, finally content with this ending as you wiped away tears.

“I’m sorry, really. I’m sorry that he couldn’t keep that promise to you.”

ask before translating, taking inspo from (not copy), reposting, etc. my work. remember to credit me and if you’re taking inspo from it, please @ me as I’d like to see what you do with my ideas!

[water1oggedcorpse]

on anti-intellectualism (and other bs cause i lost the thought after some time)

anti-intellectualism is the direct reason behind what the us and even parts of europe and the rest of the world are experiencing right now. we all joke about how “we’re all doomed” but we actually might be getting there.

anti-intellectualism is the rejection or devaluation of critical thinking and scientific insight. It often manifests as a preference for emotional (often based in hate towards a certain marginalised group) or anecdotal reasoning over evidence-based knowledge. This trend can be fueled by political polarization (“all right hates left, all left hates right. both are falling into extremism - you simply can’t choose between radical left and radical right. no matter what the people who promote them will tell you. both will bring bloodshed. - you simply can’t choose between Hitler and Stalin or Mussolini and Mao”), misinformation, and a growing distrust of institutions. Informed decision-making is essential for a functioning democracy. Anti-intellectualism can lead to the election of leaders who reject evidence-based policies, undermining governance and public welfare. as we all know, all it takes is one election and we can loose all our rights.

kind of what happened in Belarus when Lukashenko was elected in 1990s. one fucked elections and the “rising chance of democracy” was gone.

kind of what’s happening in the us right now. i don’t want to be all negative and say that it was the last elections. but i mean - trump said it himself. “you gotta get out there and vote. in four years we’re gonna have it fixed so you won’t have to vote.” (i am writing it off of a video and english is not my first language so excuse any mistakes please. but the general message is there). i can’t be the only one feeling uneasy about what trump has been spitting out these past days. i know i’m not.

- i am not trying to say that Kamala Harris is a perfect candidate, or that the democratic party is not also fucked. but one thing is certain. Kamala has morals. Trump has none.

i always remember history lessons about holocaust in middle school. “what would you do if it happened now?” the teacher asked and we would all say something along the lines of “help as much as i can” or “go against it!”. but we wouldn’t. not just americans - most of the people in the world. we love our comfort. so when stuff is “too far” (genocide in gaza) or “not about us” (persecution of groups we’re not directly a part of) we don’t give a shit (mostly - ofcourse there’s people speaking out. and more than ever, which is good).

also reminds me of the rhetoric that Hitler used against jewish people. if you think about it, calling them “rodents” is not that far off from “dangerous aliens”. both are there to dehumanise. you’ll feel better about the aggression against “rodents” or “aliens” than the aggression against “jewish PEOPLE” or “PEOPLE who immigrated into the country” (country of immigrants btw).

War is peace. Freedom is slavery. Ignorance is strength

tbh i lost the initial point about two paragraphs back. i think that all i said is basic knowledge but talking about it is still important. i don’t know if i am the best person to do that tho. my writing is very chaotic and my english can sometimes lack grammar skills and the correct vocabulary.

question everything. don’t fall into extremism. read and research topics on your own. don’t be a sheep. don’t be dumb. and read 1984 or/and animal farm by george orwell (if you want more political literature and already read “the basics” then - on tyranny from timothy snyder or manufacturing consent (: the political economy of mass media) from edward s. herman and noam chomsky).

:) thank you for your time

[fromuctorx]

Get to Know Me: Living with UC and Aspiring to Become a Pharmacist!

Hi to whoever is reading! My name is Kayden, I am 17 years old, and I’m here to share my journey with UC (Ulcerative Colitis) and my dream of becoming a pharmacist.

I was diagnosed with UC about 2 ½ years ago, after doing the One Chip Challenge with two of my friends. If you don't know, UC is an inflammatory bowel disease that affects the colon and causes chronic pain, fatigue, and unexpected flare-ups. After my diagnosis, it felt like my world had been flipped upside down–my plans, my routine, everything changed. But over time, I’ve learned that living with UC doesn’t mean giving up on my dreams. In fact, it’s made me even more determined to pursue a career in pharmacy.

A lot of people ask me the question “Why Pharmacy?” and probably expect an answer about the wonderful pay it has or the other benefits, but to me those reasons are on the bottom of my list. For one, my aunt and mom both worked in pharmacies, so it kinda is a family tradition I want to keep alive. Secondly, I’ve always had a deep interest in science and medicine. But having UC has given me a unique perspective. I’ve been on the receiving end of medical care since I was a baby, from being in the NICU 4 months as a baby to getting infusions every 6 weeks, and these experiences has made me realize how important it is to have compassionate, knowledgeable doctors who can not only understand the science behind medications but also understand the patients who rely on them. I want to be someone who can bridge that gap–someone who is empathic and skilled in helping others manage their health.

In this blog, I’ll be sharing my experiences living with UC, my struggles, triumphs, and the day-to-day challenges that come with balancing a chronic illness and pursuing a demanding career path. I’ll also talk about the science behind pharmacy, the insights I gain along the way, and how my condition shapes my approach to studying and working in the healthcare field.

I hope to inspire others who may be facing similar health challenges to keep pushing forward, no matter how hard it gets. Whether you’re battling a chronic illness, pursuing an ambitious career, or just trying to figure things out, remember: resilience is key. Your journey might look different, but that doesn't make it any less valuable.

I’m so excited to take this journey with you and connect with others who share similar experiences. Let’s learn, grow, and thrive together!

Thanks for reading! I really haven’t figured out a schedule for my posts yet, so please bear with me.

Kayden, The UC & Rx Explorer

From UC to Rx

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[fellshish]

Weird question, maybe?

What do you think you would recommend when you feel depression (and you're under treatment and all that), to love drawing art and writing again? I mean, there are some videos that inspire you or stuff like that? I have read your fic and recs and would love to be back into writing and all that 💕

Thank you for trusting me with such a vulnerable question. I applaud your choice to be in therapy, and i’m going to assume you’ve asked your therapist for helpful steps in this, too? If not, that could be a good idea since they know your personal circumstances.

I’m not a therapist. Please keep that in mind. But i too have struggled with long absences from creating, so i can give you some insights in how i came back from that.

An important thing is practicing kindness to myself. Of course, that’s far from easy. But if i don’t create? I forgive myself. If i was going to write and i didn’t? Well it’s a hobby, not a job, and i should only do it if it’s (mostly) fun. No matter how many days i haven’t written — it’s ok. That’s what i repeat to myself: it’s ok, and you will write when you want to.

Your mind might be too clouded with depression right now to create. That’s ok — it needs all the energy for healing from that. You’re doing that, and that’s already amazing.

Here’s what i also give myself permission for: to do things badly. To suck ass. To write horribly. As long as i’m having fun, who cares. If i wish to share my writing in the future i can always edit it. Whip it into shape. But at first, in the process? I am writing for me, and it’s allowed to be terrible. Again, i am not being paid, this is my creative outlet, i am doing this for fun.

You ask what inspires me. I’ve thought about it and, well, a lot does. I mostly get ideas (or solutions for ideas that are stuck) when i am doing other things, like doing dishes, or going on walks, or cleaning, or showering. That’s when suddenly something locks into place in my brain that’s been turning around without me even knowing.

And what inspires me to create (again), is other art. Reading books or graphic novels. Reading a funny or heartbreaking fic. Admiring fanart. But also going to a museum, a local drag show, a concert, … watching other artists extract joy from doing what they do. I get inspired by films, often too about artists, like dead poets society. Or i’ve started writing poetry again after reading a destiel au about a poet trying to find inspiration again after a long absence and struggling with self confidence. Fandom specific: rewatching the thing you want to create for, helps.

Reading about writing and listening to podcasts about writing, especially where writers talk about their insecurities, has also been helpful. Bird By Bird by Anne Lamott i found interesting. How to fail often has writer guests and is specifically about how failings and imposter syndrome have been part of even the most successful people’s careers. The writer files and The writers panel are interesting podcasts on writing as well.

I think my advice to you would be, take small steps. Forgive yourself every time along the way. Make a list of things that you love reading about and think of a way to put that in a blender for a story that will excite you. Allow yourself to write a bad first draft. To draw something imperfect. Fuck all the rules.

And start with short periods of creating. It’s a marathon not a sprint. Art is you, so you, it’s your self expression and though it might change over the years, it’s always yours. You can’t lose it. It’s still in there.

I hope this helped. Best of luck.

[desertfangs]

"Years ago", Armand interrupted, "it wouldn't have mattered to me, all this".

"What do you mean?"

"But I don't want it to end now. I don't want to continue unless you--" His face changed slightly. Faint look of surprise. "I don't want you to die".

Csually going insane over this on a Thursday afternoon because WHAT THE HELL, this is totally the moment for me where Armand went from being a quasi-villain to one of the most sympathetic, lovable characters in all of VC. The moment where the needle drops for him and he has that once in a lifetime realization about the redeeming qualities of love, and how his love for Daniel and Daniel's love for him meant that he all of a sudden he had a reason to live, and began to care about the possible demise of his kind (and of himself) a result, because it jeopardized his future with his lover. And the mere thought of Daniel dying? Unconcievable. Absurd. Out of the question. Loving that man saved him in every way that a person can be saved. Sorry for dumping all of this on you, I'm in my feels over them!!!

ANON!! 😭😭 I read this at work earlier today and I've been thinking about it ever since. Please always feel free to share your Armand/Daniel feels with me! I love it!

This moment is so important and means so much to me, and it means so much for Armand's character. The fact that he makes the choice to turn Daniel rather than let him die, and give up his long-held vow and conviction that he would never do so, all because he loves him too much to face the world without him in it is just... amazing. I really do think theirs is the best love story in the series because they both grow and change so much together.

Daniel goes from feverish and desperate for the blood because he wants to be a vampire and live forever, to desperate for the blood because he wants to live with Armand forever, and finally in that moment is resigned to die in Armand's arms because he knows Armand can't or won't do it. He's just happy Armand is there with him and he's not alone, but with the person he loves.

Armand goes from wandering alone and lurking in the shadows barely existing and not even caring if he meets his demise, to diving headfirst into modern life with Daniel and he learns to love someone, and learns that he can make mistakes in that love and they're not world ending. He learns to love and be loved and in the end, he realizes that love isn't something he can let go of. That he wants to keep it in the world and keep going.

I do think Armand, on some level, knew he wouldn't let Daniel die before this, but how much he let himself really understand that is debatable. I think here in this moment, faced with the very real prospect of losing him for good, he realizes how much he wants his life to continue with Daniel in it, because he's found himself and learned to be his own person and found that love at the same time. It's the most beautiful sentiment.

Honestly, all of DM gets me all the time but the scene where he turns Daniel just kills me because it's so beautifully written and you can feel their emotions so vividly. It makes me so happy I could sob (and often do!)

Thank you so much for the ask and the feels, anon! I feel like there's something more intelligent or insightful I should say about this but work has mashed my brain into pulp so this will have to do and I sure hope it's coherent. 💖

[jasper-tarot-reader]

Hello, Jasper! I would like a free reading if you're so kind please 🙏✨

My initials are SPQ (she/her), I've already asked you a question before about my career/job, and your reading helped me that time to know what should I resolve first instead of rushing things out.

However, I need some insight again. By the next month I'm going to have to start looking for jobs while I finish the administrative process to obtain my degree. At first, I was thinking to keep working at the place where I'm doing my practices, since they offered me to stay. But recently there's been a lot of tension among my co-workers, to the extent that some of them have been telling me to "run away while I have the chance" as a joke (not so funny in my perspective, but well), and a good working environment is really important for me. So, I guess my question would be: How would things go if I choose to stay at this place? Hope I phrased that correctly and that the cards can give some advice in this case.

Thank you so much in advance! Hope you have a wonderful day! ✨

Hey SPQ, thanks for the patience! I've been having what the kids call a "mental health episode", but I have finally returned to do your reading with the help of The Original Dog Tarot. It has given you the 3 of Bowls as the answer to your question.

This is a really strange deck to read from because it's a nightmare conglomeration of miscellaneous tarot cards (some chunks of the Major Arcana with the 1, 3, and 7 pips) in an oracle deck format.

The 3 of Bowls indicates harmony, warmth, and trust in relationships. It is the card of love, faith, and hope, and suggests an optimistic, balanced outcome to the issue of your concern.

There are two different ways to read this card. Number one is to listen to what your coworkers said and trust in their call, even if they were "joking". Number two is that things will be fine in your work, since you know (or at least, I assume you know) that they'll guarantee you a job. Upon drawing a clarifier card, I'm inclined to lean towards number two.

But I don't work in your workplace and I don't know what opportunities for jobs are available to you. Ultimately, this is just advice to consider and then either keep in mind or shrug off as you see fit.

No matter what you do, I wish you the best! If you feel so inclined, please feel free to send feedback in my ask box and/or reblog my new reading guidelines!

~Jasper

[k-s-morgan]

I cannot even begin to comprehend the weight of the alienation and numbness you’re facing, but I just wanted to let you know that even when I am not thinking about hp or fandom-related matters, I periodically check in on your blog.

I also know that it might be exhausting to provide updates sometimes, especially when words seem flimsy beside the magnitude of grief. Don’t feel obligated to share anything that is going to be mentally taxing, like you are indebted to your followers, or guilty for doing what you must do to preserve your energy. I Do like to hear from you, to know that you’re okay, but if this ever ceases to be a distraction please do not be upset at yourself for tuning out or like you need to be giving us more of anything. Your sanity is more important (as ridiculous as that is, in such an insane world.) Much love to you, your family, your friends, and your pets ❤️ You are one of the many reasons why I refuse to allow anyone I know to become apathetic about this.

Hi! Thank you so much for your wonderful, supportive words... it means a lot to me to hear this. I really appreciate your compassion and understanding. I do find solace in writing, and I still hope to update this week, but yeah, sometimes it's very hard :( Some days, all I can think about is my basic survival, and this really sets me back. The numbness and the fear get so overwhelming occasionally.

On the other hand, hopefully, it will give me a lot of insights for my future writing! Because some ideas occur to you only when you live through something like the war with its daily doses of cruelty.

Thank you again, seeing your ask was like a soothing balm. I'm hoping for a quiet night.

[chocosvt]

hi choco! i'm so excited to see you back on my tl; i've missed you and your god-tier fics & i'm super duper excited to read your wonwoo fic as well (140k words? we will all be well fed fr 🤲)

i had a little rant? not exactly rant but something that's been itching my mind a bit haha, i hope you don't mind me sharing it with you! i genuinely want some advice over this.

as a long fic writer, how do you consistently come back to writing your fic without getting bored? i looooove writing long fics too (big lover of slowburn and angst lol) but i always get so impatient and bored of writing the story so quickly :(

i'd posted a teaser for a fic a while back and it got a good amount of traction (something i will always be grateful for) and someone asked me when i would release the full fic, to which i gave them a tentative date. fast forward to the day before the day i said i would post the fic and you have me typing out paragraphs upon paragraphs of stuff that i absolutely loathe in my writing. i ended up posting the fic anyway, but it's been only a day and i already want to take it down—not bc it's not getting any attention, because it is, but more so bc i hate that fic and would do anything to rewrite it.

iirc your joshua fic, 'best friend's brother' was a rewrite of a fic you'd written earlier, right? was your thought process similar to this? where did you start your rewriting process from? did you have any second thoughts when you took it down the first time?

i'm really sorry if this is too many questions 😅 please take your time if you do choose to answer this! much love and have a great day, choco!!! thank you so much :)

(is it alright if i use an emoji to sign off so i can find this ask later?)

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first of all, THANK U SO MUCH <3

and i don't mind at all! these are rly insightful questions :o though i'll just chunk my answers a bit so i'm not all over the place.

not getting bored to be honest, i'm not sure if i ever "get bored" of writing out the plot. but i definitely get burnt out, and sometimes i get downright sick of reviewing my own writing, to the point where i just have to close my laptop and walk away. i think the most important & overarching piece of advice i can give--not just in terms of long fics but any fic for that matter--is to never force anything & take breaks!

when i'm busy at uni, there are like 5 month breaks where i don't bother writing at all. i always think that the second i have free time, i should theoretically want to write, but sometimes i just don't. and i make peace with it bc i know the second i force anything i will end up hating it (also takes the fun & enjoyment out of the process).

i think if you're getting bored, it's probably a sign that your body & mind just isn't interested in writing at the moment. so i would step away & take a break and attempt to get your mind off the plot. i think that taking a break also invigorates your mind a bit and gives you newer, better ideas (at least from my experience).

bfb rewrite the reason i rewrote best friend's brother was bc the og fic was from 2016, when my writing style was completely different. i still liked the concept but naturally, as my writing grew, i just detested the way the old ver was written, which spurred me to create the rewrite.

i wanted to give the characters a lot more depth & beef up the plot, so the new fic is actually a lot different in comparison to the old one. i wasn't attempting to do a scene-for-scene rewrite--it was simply just my approach to an old concept that i felt i could now execute better.

as to how i went abt rewriting it, i just picked out moments from the old fic that i liked and built around them. for instance, i rly liked the "skipping stones" scene that shows some intimacy & tenderness between joshua and reader. but it can't just happen out the gate. so i had to figure out the typical "why, when, and how is this moment happening right now?" from scratch.

the thing with long fics for me, it honestly is a test of patience & dedication!! bc it can truly be so frustrating :( a lot of times, you want to jump right into the good parts bc those are like the shiny glimmers that make the fic attractive. but depending on how impactful you want those moments to be, build-up is sooooo key! the thing is, build-up is just so critical in my opinion, but it can also be such a pain to write :p

i find when i review my writing, these are scenes i criticize or change the most--more than the big, hard-hitting scenes. bc to me, it's such a specific thing that you have to nail down justttt right. it's a lot of thinking and finagling and i think this process is what i dread the most? especially when it refuses to turn out how you want it--ugh, so discouraging!! but once you get it's like a silky flowy river!!

the big takeaways (i guess?) 1. taking breaks is so important! 2. don't force anything xxxx 3. take the big moments & build around them i totallyyyyy understand your frustration!! there have been so many moments where i'm like I NEED TO WRITE AHHHHH and then i promptly open the document only to sit there, blankly read a few sentences, and then get this rly big sinking feeling in my gut that is essentially telling me "never mind" and honestly i just listen to it bc if i'm gonna close & open the document 10 times in a row i obviously don't want to write. i'm just searching for something fulfilling and clearly not finding it in the task at hand so i should do smth else.

THIS IS EXTREMELY LENGTHY AND I''M BEYOND SORRY, but i hope somewhere amongst this mumbo jumbo there was something that stood out & may give you a bit of closure!

[skylarmoon71]

Patrick Jane (Mentalist) - Chapter 7

It’s a bit easier to breathe. While you’re still a bit skeptical of Jane’s explanation, there really isn’t any other.

His theory has given you a change of perspective. If it is true, then there might be other people out there just like you. The idea brings a strange sense of comfort. It’s similar to how you feel around Jane. You can’t help but wonder if you’re both connected in some weird way. He did repel your abilities, so it isn’t that far fetched. You try to push it to the back of your mind as you meet with Lisbon. 

It’s your monthly evaluation. 

“Good morning Boss.” 

“Good morning, take a seat.” 

You do as instructed, waiting patiently for any corrections or improvements that she’s about to inform you of. 

“You’re a great addition to our team. I have to say I’m impressed. Not just for your insight, but you do a good job of keeping an eye on Jane. At this point I really just need good babysitters.” 

You laugh at that. 

“I appreciate the compliment. These past three months have been very helpful. I’ve been learning a lot from everyone, especially Jane.” 

“I’m glad to hear it. I hope we continue to work well together.” 

You expect her to say something else, but she doesn’t. You raise a brow. 

“Is that all?” 

“Were you expecting something else?” 

“A lecture at least. My old captain had one for every meeting I had with him.” 

Lisbon smiles. 

“It’s obvious that your old captain was fond of you, otherwise he wouldn’t have spent the time giving you pointers.” 

“He’s a bit of a control freak.” You inform. 

“Well it’s clear that his method worked. You’re an exceptional agent.” 

That comment actually makes you blush. You nod as she dismisses you. It’s no surprise that Jane meets you the second you close the door. You jump at the sudden appearance. 

“Shit! Don’t do that!” 

He’s just wearing that grin. 

“She complimented you, didn't she? I can tell because you're blushing.” 

“Please don’t make me disappoint her by shooting you Jane.” 

“You wouldn’t do that, you like me too much. “ 

“Try me.” 

He narrows his eyes playfully and you can only smile. 

“Nah, that would be too much work.” 

“Really, that’s what would bother you. I’m appalled. Appalled I say.” 

He continues to complain dramatically straight to the point that you make it back to the bullpen. You’re so distracted by Jane that you don’t make out the man before you until you stumble into him. He steadies you and your instinct is to apologize. However, the first thing you notice is that he’s holding your arms and you aren’t bombarded by thoughts. 

“Jack’s play is tomorrow. I need to take time off.” 

You hear just one conscious thought. He’s looking right at you, but it takes a minute for you to process that his mouth is moving. 

“Are you alright?” 

You nod frantically and he releases you. 

Not that you’re looking at him you finally take in how attractive this man is. Tall, dark hair, stoic face. He’s a replica of Cho in a sense. 

It’s kind of hot to be honest. 

Not that you would ever tell this man, or Cho for that matter.

“Sorry, I’m usually more coordinated. Is there something I can help you with?” 

Jane is at your side just observing. 

“My name is SSA Aaron Hotchner, I’m here to see Agent Lisbon.” 

As if on cue she walks in. 

“Aaron, thanks for stopping by.” 

He nods at her as they shake hands. 

“I was in the area after a case. I was advised to pass on any information on Red John. I wanted to deliver it personally. It seemed important. I hope this helps.” 

Jane is fully invested now and Lisbon takes the file.

“Thank you, this means a lot.” 

“No problem.” 

He turns. 

“It was nice meeting you.” 

“Y-Yes, you too. Thank you.” He nods, heading out. 

“We’ll be doing a briefing tomorrow on the new information.” 

“Yes Boss.” 

They all agree, but your eyes are still fixed in the direction of Hotchner. 

“Why are you still staring at that guy?” Jane asks.

When you look over, all eyes are trained on you. 

“I-I wasn’t staring.”

“Yes and now you’re stuttering. You think he’s hot.” 

“Shut up Jane!” 

“Hah, that’s a yes. You secretly like the brooding types don’t you?” 

“I’m not playing this game!” You huff storming off and the rest of them share smiles. 

You make it all the way to the elevator before you realize that you actually have to get back to your desk to finish your paperwork. Going back now however would no doubt end in massive teasings from Jane. Maybe you should wait it out a little. 

“Everything okay?” 

You jump at the voice.

“Oh, Agent Hotchner.” You run your hand over your pants a bit nervously. 

“Yes everything is fine. Just needed some fresh air.” 

And time away from Jane.

“I could walk you out.” 

He nods at the offer.

You gesture to the elevator and he waits for it to come up. 

“So profiling must be a taxing ability. I can’t imagine what your case loads are like. Not a lot of time for other people.” 

He nods. 

“It’s hard. I have a son and it becomes a bit difficult to work around the schedule.”

The elevator dings and you step in the moment the doors open. He follows behind. 

“I can’t imagine what that’s like. How old is your son?” 

“Jack just turned ten.” 

He reaches into his pocket and when he flips open his wallet you smile when he shows you the picture. He’s wearing such a bright expression. There’s another image on the side just barely peeking out. 

“He’s growing up faster than expected.” 

There’s a somber tone to it. You’d like to offer comfort. It’s obvious he loves his son. You’re a bit hesitant at first, but then you reach over, placing it on his arm. 

“Hailey was always better with him. Better with us.” 

You’re saddened, because you realize now that his wife is no longer with them. 

“You’re a good father, Agent Hotchner.” 

He turns, and you hope that your words give him a sense of ease.

“Thank you.” 

Removing your hand, you nod proudly. Not just for your ability to talk to this attractive man without stuttering, but it seems that you’ve begun to get a better handle on your abilities.

The double doors open and you step out with him. The walk to the front of the building is nice. You stop right at the entrance. 

“Have a safe trip back Agent Hotchner.”

“Thank you, I will. “

You fully expect him to turn and leave, but he lingers for a moment. He reaches for your hand, a friendly gesture you assume. He gives your palm a soft squeeze.

“I appreciate the encouragement, it’s good to know I’m not the only one out there.” 

The thought he conveys startles you. Your mouth falls open. 

“No way..you can hear me..?” 

He wears a knowing smirk as he nods.

“The compliment is appreciated as well.” 

With a light shake, he releases and you stare down at the business card in your hand. 

“Enjoy the rest of your day Agent.” 

No other words are exchanged. 

You can’t form any, not one. 

Suddenly you believe Jane, because you’re beginning to notice a pattern. 

~Extra~

“I bet you right about now she’s fumbling around him.” Jane says. Vanpelt smiles.

“Come on, I think it’s cute.” 

The hurried steps catch their attention. Jane turns at the sound, ready to see your possibly flushed cheeks but instead you’re beaming. Before he can say anything you basically crash into him. Hugging him happily. He stumbles, almost toppling over. His arms hold on to ground the both of you. The contact is definitely a surprise. When he regains his footing he’s a bit confused. 

Everyone is just as surprised as he is.

“You were right, we’re not the only ones.” 

The thought that invades his mind makes him pull back slowly. You’re looking at him with so much excitement. He doesn’t miss the subtle increase of his heart. 

“You were right.” You say aloud. 

He seems to understand because it can only really mean one thing. 

Hotchner is just like the both of you. 

Now that you aren’t holding onto him you show him the card. Vanpelt is smiling. 

“You got his number.” 

You nod with a laugh. 

“I did.”

Jane knows he should just say more teasing words, or encourage you to pursue a friendship with Hotchner since it’s clear you’re the same. But the sight of that smile when you came in, it’s engraved in his mind. For once he doesn’t have any snarky responses.

[icharchivist]

Please reply to this only when your post limit it's in a safer range but..

. What's your personal anni event tier list?

ALL EVENTS ARE QUEEN.......... i don't want to put them on tier list per se because i did love all of those i read, and putting a grade or a top or something on them wouldn't exactly do justice to the fact that every year i get emotional about all the anni we got.

the only anni event i don't have an opinion on is Home Sweet Moon because i didn't read it.

my top and thoughts kinda:

I think my favorite event is "And You".

It was the one that emotionally ruined me, while also feeling like a celebration of the years past, it really highlighted the journey we followed through the most. It's a really touching event.

and i think out of all of them, it feels the most Anniversary Event - it dives into creation lore while also being the most focused on the main character, it dives into the importance of family which is our main goal after all, and it gives answers to the blue hair phenomena while also setting up potential future threats. And it also celebrates a lot of the characters who crossed our path as well as seeing exactly how their lives were changed thanks to us.

In my opinion, it's the perfect Anniversary Event.

If i were to nippick the only thing about And You is that it has less of a narrative structure as the others event, since we kinda go from one simulation to the next and then to a reality check, and while there is an organization that makes act 1, act 2, act 3, it has its own structures compared to the rest.

Still, it's my perfect anni event for me.

Next, to me, is What Makes the Sky Blue 000.

As the conclusion of a trilogy it works hard to tie all the loose ends while also really opening the doors to the creation lore. We get the result of the built up of the previous years, and it slaps.

It also feels like an anniversary event due to the focus of the characters from others saga coming to help out against the threat in the skies, which really makes it stand out as well.

Next, i'll but Heart of the Sun.

I'll still need to sit a little on the event really to see how much it affected me, but despite some frustration, it's a very solid event. All the parts are really good and i think it's pretty well balanced.

Part 1 focused a bit more on the people we know and love and i think it worked very well as an anniversary, as a way to remind us of what mattered to us.

Part 2 managed to set up really well its stakes and to build up to the climax. And Part 3 delivered on the drama and everything that could possibly follow.

I think it had the weight necessary to celebrate 10 years of Granblue. It really dived into creation lore, and more insight on the past of the skyrealm as well. I also really like the recontextualization of the Phoenix, and the way to approach the Diviners into the lore.

The Event could have risked being overstuffed, but i genuinely think it somehow managed all of its plotlines really well and in the end everything feels like it had the proper focus it needed.

I think also the thematic of rebirth, and also grief, is a good one to celebrate 10 years of the game.

It's definitely one of the most solid plotwise and i think it's an insanely good 10th anni event in particular.

Next is What Makes the Sky Blue - Paradise Lost because i never fucking recovered man.

as a side note i think the wmtsb trilogy is a little hard to judge individually since they're all parts of trilogy and are meant to really built up from one another. With the benefit of insight it's difficult to see them as separate event. As a trilogy, it is one of the best written element of Granblue. As separate events, it means i think also that part 1 and 2 have weaker elements due to the fact that it's the benefit of the conclusion of the trilogy that makes them shine.

But i still score Paradise Lost high because the angst was hitting some of my favorite tropes of all time so i can't avoid it.

Next to me is Seeds of Redemtpion.

To me it was my introduction to the Eternals and it did its job very well. There were a lot of emotional high and introduction to some lore point, and the Seox/Nehan conflict was extremely compelling.

It's an event who suffered a lot on people's expectation though and it's true there's something a bit frustrating about the hyperfocus on Seox when all of the Eternals were teased.

I do think it's an event where the ideas are stronger than the narratives that bring them there. The last part was weaker than the rest and the ending was a bit rushed while the rest of the plotlines were left to be completed elsewhere.

I still love this event a lot as it was my first anni event per se, but i get the issues people had.

Next will be What Makes The Sky Blue, the OG.

Still was a strong event, still really dived into the creation lore, managed to really flesh out the archangel and Lucifer, and gave us Evil Sandalphon. What's not to like.

by virtue of being one of the oldest event it was a bit shorter and stuff but everything is done so tightly it was worthwhile.

it also worked well as anni goes since it included characters we've met in our journeys in it and actually focused on our crew too, as well as Lyria and Vyrn's powers and importance as well.

Finally my last one will be Created by the Stars, Loved by the Skies

This one's rough. The fandom isn't kind with it and i hate to add to it because i do think people are ways harsher than the event deserves -- but yeah it was on the weaker side.

The thing is that I love Cosmos, so just by virtue of the event focusing on her, i don't hate it, i couldn't hate it. but it's a very rough event.

The three parts don't jive well together. They sound like three different event patched together. The first part ask us to care about characters whom we don't ever see again, which is like... it's okay to have war content and all of that, and anni is probably the best place for that, but it felt very jarring. Part 2 was better if only because it focused on the primals we came to love and care about. And Part 3 was rough again because of the whole apocalyptic stakes linked to it.

I kinda imagine that the 3 parts were meant to echo the three parts of Cosmos character - first story being more about the humans (zooey), the second more about the primals (geo), and the third about finding a balance (yuni). But yeesh was it rough and i think Geo in particular was not given much to do and it hurt any type of messages that could have been had.

Also sorry but this event introducing that "if the Singularity dies the world gets destroyed" by having MC near death and the world starting to collapse.... kinda bugs me. IT removes a lot of stakes and i kinda hate it. "and you" also kinda is built on that, but i think "and you" kinda shows how the world would get destroyed by the Singularity's death in more subtle ways linked to the situations we die in. Ex: if Shinsha kills us, the fact she is unleashed into this world is what will cause its end yaknow? I thought CBTSLBTS was a bit vulgar about it.

That being said i love Cosmos. The relationship with Lucifer was amazing. Part 2 was extremely well done. And while i have issues with part 1 being in this story, it is a fantastic story on its own rights and i still hope Baldr will come back one day. Yuni is adorable and a fantastic addition to the cast.

But yeah it's a rough one and the return of Cosmos only a year later doesn't help the event stands on its legs imo. we desperately need Geo to be relevent again though, it's really the element of this anni that makes me go "wait, for real, that's all?!". Justice for Geo.

Still! i loved the event and think there's more good in it than the fandom has been saying about it. People have hated it hard and i think that despite its flaws, it shouldn't be getting this type of reception. If anything it was a gamble that didn't pay off.

But yeah that's pretty much my Anni Events Opinions. Sorry i can't give opinions on HSM though.

here you go o7

[galene-gothic]

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Hi! The readings I received were incredibly accurate, everything you mentioned, especially the childhood part about isolation and the caretakers’ personalities, aligns with my experiences. As a child, I was very giving, even if it caused me detriment, as I looked for acceptance and love. Currently, I am working on healing that part of my past and childhood wounds. It’s interesting when you mentioned my belief as a child that I could do anything, as I vividly remember at age 3 constantly asking my mom if I could be on TV (be an actress). At 12, I wanted to model but was shut down by my parents 😭. I was an imaginative and independent child, often spending time alone doing my own things and taking care of myself, as you mentioned. You accurately noted major power imbalances in the family system I grew up in, involving multiple people, and it resonated with me. I am pleased that my inner child is proud of me now, and I’m actively working through traumas to develop into a mature person with knowledge. The advice from my future self was very helpful, and I’ll incorporate it into my routine. I was very happy to hear about how I would turn out in the future, it’s exactly for what I am trying to emulate now. I was surprised by the accuracy of the ‘Remember Me’ reading, as it feels like I’m facing similar issues from a past life. It’s sad to hear about the relationship that had to end, and probably will in the future, but I believe everything happens for a reason. The ‘Breath of Eros’ was beautifully written, and your insights into how I would act in situations were spot on. I was amazed when you mentioned that smell is important to me because it’s true! I have a sensitive sense of smell, and someone’s natural scent matters to me. I have no constructive criticism to offer, everything was accurate and beautifully written. I trust you completely. Your kindness, time, energy, and effort are truly appreciated. Your gift and talent are evident, and I will continue to mention it because it’s undeniably true. Thank you so much.💞💞☺️☺️💫💫🥰

[alatismeni-theitsa]

Hey, nb anon here that asked that question about gender neutral names. I just wanted to thank you for the effort you put into replying and allowing me to reach more Greek people who are more educated than I am. you made me feel seen, provided extremely useful information, and connected me with other Greeks that I probably wouldn’t have been able to find otherwise. I am still thinking about how to proceed in light of everyone’s insights, but your kind words and vital information are much appreciated, I really am so grateful for the fact you give Greeks from all over the world and in diverse communities a voice in their culture. You don’t have to post this, but if you do, then I would love to thank everyone who contributed to the discussion and provided their insights.

Also, off topic but I think it’s important, please take care of yourself! I bet it can feel like you’re under a lot of pressure to help people and never be wrong, but I hope you know you can take a break and take care of yourself. Please please take care of yourself, you are a vital voice in our community but your wellbeing is also important and I hope you don’t forget that.

I am so grateful for you and the community you have brought together, thank you very much for your advice and thoughts! Please don’t feel pressured to post this or respond to this, just take care of yourself and know your work is benefitting others!

Thanks a ton dear! Ευχαριστώ πάρα πολύ! I think this is one of the kindest messages I've received and I can't describe how much it warms my heart! I appreciate all the time you took to write to me! 💙💙💙I'm posting the ask to give you my thanks in return, and also to make your gratitude known to the people who gave info on your request :)

It is pressure to be seen as a point of reference because people assume I can't be wrong, or that I believe I cannot be wrong 😕 And surely, I'm trying to give accurate info or give people access to accurate info but I can't be perfect. Sometimes it takes weeks or years to realize what I could've done better.

I'm only one person with various medical difficulties so there are time and energy constrictions. I really like receiving asks, and I love offering whatever info I have! No one is forcing me to write walls of text at a time 😂 Sadly, sometimes there are observers (not the kind askers themselves) who want to see JSTOR quality answers here that cover absolutely everything, and if they don't see it they dismiss the whole message completely. Or they don't offer some counterpoints that I'd be happy to discuss.

Buuuut this is Tumblr and I'm an ill, chronically exhausted potato* and they should remember the site we are on. (And that they don't even pay me to give me a headache with aggressive and bad arguments😂 I don't do that much for free anymore! 😂)

(*ok no one has actually diagnosed me with "potato" yet, but ONE DAY I'll add this diagnosis to my collection🙌 Maybe when I die and my body feeds the earth and then sprouts a potato?? A theitsa can dream 😂)

In any case, I do want to keep a community here and set the ground for Greeks and Greek citizens to be heard when it comes to matters of our culture and/or country. I created this blog cause no one else would do it. I don't have all the answers but I can only get wiser and more responsible with time! And I'm very happy when I hear good news about people who've been helped!

Good grief... I just realized I fell into the conversation pattern of an older Greek woman

Get excited and thank people

Moan about difficulties and annoying people

Mention illness and death

Reassure that theitsa will be here to annoy everyone forever 😂

[the-returnofartemis]

HEYY JUST CURIOUS, BUT don't you think his main planets should be a huge indicator for meeting his fs? because asteroids are not always accurate?? and moreover his vedic astrology says something different..?? let me know your thoughts because i have seen main planets to be more accurate?

hi! thank you for your question! i’m still learning vedic astrology, so i’m no expert yet, so this a bit of a shot in the dark lol. i do agree that asteroids may not always be the most reliable for predictions, but i do find that the marriage/union asteroids like groom, juno, and briede can be accurate at times, at least they were in mine and a few others case (especially with juno return). to me, the aspects play a more important part than the main planets and their rulers – the main planets do give valuable insight, but their influence really depends on the interaction with other planets within the chart. either way, it’s a matter of free will and outcomes will always vary!

i did my best to include a few indicators that could suggest the significance of meeting a “future spouse,” or fated union but again these can manifest in different ways (7H → business partnerships + romantic relationships + marriage). 

i also want to note that i am looking at both 2024-2025 and 2025-2026, as the second includes the second half of 2025. 

✧.* 2024-2025:

➳ CANCER MOON 9H aspecting 7H jupiter (can indicate destined union)

➳ JUPITER 7H indicates meeting someone important romantically 

➳ RAHU 5H suggest a change in dating preference → he may date outside his comfort zone. since it does aspect his natal moon, these relationships may have a profound emotional impact on him. given that it is in opposition in his SR chart, it could feel a bit unsettling, but he may be able to navigate the transition more smoothly than he expects.

JUPITER 7H positively aspecting rahu 5H 

➳ SR MOON + VENUS in overlay with natal venus and 7H ruler 

➳ 7H RULER IN THE 11H suggests that he may have strong desires and intentions when it comes to relationships. he may find potential partners within his social circles, group activities or online. 

➳ NATAL MOON aspecting his SR jupiter 7H, emphasizing the significance of partnerships. since his 7H ruler is the moon, the connection reinforces the importance in his life. 

➳ 7H RULER is venus ruled which can indicate the importance of themes of relationships. he may feel more inclined to naturally gravitate towards them and wanting to keep the idea open.

➳ TRANSIT JUPITER IN THE 7H

➳ TRANSIT VENUS IN THE 7H summer 2025

✧.* 2025-2026:

➳ LEO 7H SUN

➳ 7H RULER IN 7H means that relationships will significantly shape his identity. with the 7H at a venus dgree, this may symbolize a shift toward more authentic values, cultivating a deeper connection to how he approaches his romantic connection(s).

➳ 9H RULED BY LIBRA (can indicate a destined union) 

➳ RAHU 1H + KETU 7H

KETU IN 7H can indicate that he may meet someone who will have a significant impact on his life, especially in a romantic sense. this placement can mean a past life connection or an unresolved karma related to relationships resurfacing. having 7H ketu can also be a bit tricky, because it emphasizes detachment from relationships. since it’s in leo, this may mean that he needs to learn to leave his ego at the door lol. he should work on letting go of radical viewpoints and past hurts, as well as releasing any expectations, so he doesn’t carry those into new connections. 

➳ JUPITER 5H may indicate having luck in romantic relationships 

➳ 7H SUN in conjunction with 7H mercury means that there may be a focus on partnerships, romantic and platonic. 2025 could be a pivotal year where he takes a more dominant role in his relationships.

please remember that this only for entertainment purposes only and based on my observations! for obvious reasons, i do feel like 2025-2026 may be the best timeline but please let me know if i am mistaken! i did my best using astrodienst, but i usually rely on an vedic app for insight but i do not want to pay for his chart (it’s too expensive lol). i know that i also don’t have the nakshatras that might be relevant, either. if you have the information or any insights, please do share and send it!

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