#pillhead

[anaxietyyy]

(not mine, found on pinterest)

[benzodolli3]

Me

[selfmedblves]

~ i love my benzos ~

[medsformyhead]

percs and gabbies.

[blowhisfaceoff]

[klutzykelzy]

my birthday treat 🌸 (pt. 2)

[forwhenienditall]

i truly live to be cross faded

N that’s all folks

these eyes have seen the strangest things

[theaddictspoetry]

It's a weird feeling-

Feeling like you never belong here,

That you're not made for the world

I simply feel too much.

Words pierce at my skin,

People leave, and everything caves in.

Constant wonders,

Of what its like to be normal...

To not have to stay so busy,

Just to be sane...

Whats in my brain? Whats all this pain?

I search everywhere i go, in everyone i meet,

For a cure. An antidote.

Just something to free me,

even for just a second-

Hoping to free myself of my insanities.

@theaddictspoetry

[thankgod4pattsu]

I feel as if god himself is ignoring me.

[anaxietyyy]

Tfw you're dopesick all day but you manage to score some more 🤪📶 also took 2 benzos 💊with this so I hope I can finally fucking sleep for once!

I'm not proud of this life, but this is how I'm coping and surviving rn.. addiction is a severe disease and I'm still in denial about it tbh to myself and to my therapist.. in my eyes it's only a problem if you shoot up,

But when I blow my nose, it bleeds from all the snorting. I hide it from everyone and I'm literally physically dependent now, get violently ill if I skip a dose or two. I really need to get help, but I'm not ready yet to let this security blanket go, it sounds pathetic but it's literally all I have to make it through atm..

[benzodolli3]

[selfmedblves]

babe are you okay? you haven't even touched your x3 lines yeat

[medsformyhead]

i’ll be getting high tonight if anyone needs me.

[medmansblog]

[klutzykelzy]

my birthday treat 🌸 (pt. 1)

[forwhenienditall]

Daily routine