#pillhead

[benzodolli3]

Me

[poptarts010101]

slipping through the cracks

[selfmedblves]

~ i love my benzos ~

[anaxietyyy]

(not mine, found on pinterest)

[medsformyhead]

percs and gabbies.

[forwhenienditall]

i truly live to be cross faded

N that’s all folks

these eyes have seen the strangest things

[klutzykelzy]

my birthday treat 🌸 (pt. 2)

[benzodolli3]

[poptarts010101]

i hate myself more and more as each day passes

[selfmedblves]

babe are you okay? you haven't even touched your x3 lines yeat

[theaddictspoetry]

It's a weird feeling-

Feeling like you never belong here,

That you're not made for the world

I simply feel too much.

Words pierce at my skin,

People leave, and everything caves in.

Constant wonders,

Of what its like to be normal...

To not have to stay so busy,

Just to be sane...

Whats in my brain? Whats all this pain?

I search everywhere i go, in everyone i meet,

For a cure. An antidote.

Just something to free me,

even for just a second-

Hoping to free myself of my insanities.

@theaddictspoetry

[anaxietyyy]

Relaxing rn, while listening to AIC, with about 13 lines of morphine up my nose (cause tolerance), feeling no worries as the warm opiate blanket comforts me and I feel like I'm laying in a warm bath, nodding in and out of unconsciousness. I love opiates so much, they're my one true love besides my partner, booze & stims. They'll never leave, and they're always there when life gets unbearable 🩷

[medsformyhead]

i’ll be getting high tonight if anyone needs me.

[forwhenienditall]

I’m wide awake, but shit, I’m still dreaming

[benzodolli3]

[poptarts010101]