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emotionaleating · 15 days

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pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

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sunlit-mess · 2 months

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#messyr #doodle #artists on tumblr #vent art #vent post #bpd #bpd splitting #borderline personality disorder #fuckass episodes I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TRIGGERED THEM I WAS DOING OK SO WHYYYYY #i feel like throwing up i want to kms ajkdgksd #i want to break something iwantto hurt #it'sso hard to breathe if cking hate it

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belletlafleur · 1 month

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deceiver-of-god · 4 months

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Man I love having NPD. I love feeling good looking at myself in the mirror and two seconds later wanting to tear off my skin, bury myself underground and never allow any living creature to see me again.

#self esteem changes hit hard lately #actually narcissistic #actually npd #cluster b #narcissistic personality disorder #npd safe #actually cluster b #npd culture is #narcissistic #npd #cluster b pds #personality disorder #mental health

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pallanophblargh · 1 year

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I’ve basically been dead as far as online presence and art is concerned, mostly due to keeping busy with life stuff. There is currently a recently spayed cat wearing a shirt in my house, I’m playing houseplant musical chairs, that kind of stuff.

But here’s a few crude scribbles of a curly ‘noph lady who I’m finding fun to draw. I should compile another pallanoph sketch dump when I’m less lazy.

#pallanophs #sketchbook #personal art #creature design #love when my camera skews the crap out of a sketch #on top of the drawing already being wonky haha #art muses are hard to come by these days #I have plenty of things to blame but mostly it’s me #anyway this lady looks like she’d be soft #curly hair is fun to draw #expressing my hair envy via imagined creatures heh #can’t be normal about it nope #I can feel the seasonal affective disorder kicking in and that’s fun #I’ve achieved what feels like peak laziness/lack of motivation #I’ll get over it just stab me with a poker

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kagoutiss · 12 days

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#star wars #the original trilogy #boba fett #darth vader #hi. sorry for star war jumpscare. genuinely #i feel like ive kinda been on an art hiatus lately due to health stuff #i got diagnosed with a parathyroid disease recently (wahoo) so now i know why i have been feeling so bad! need more tests though #anyway. in the mean time most of the entertainment my brain can handle has been like. youtube clip compilations of shows and movies #not even the actual shows or movies. literally just sections of them on youtube #i wish i was joking #the only reason i know what happens in succession is because i have watched it in disjointed order in youtube compilations. not joking #anyway so ive learned a lot more about star wars than i ever. thought i would #mostly just the original trilogy and prequels. some of the old comics & books are interesting too #(sick to my stomach) i like darth vader he has like the same personality as ganondorf except he had no good reason for doing anything #when vader/anakin does literally anything weird or unacceptable it like. makes me laugh so hard its like jerma when he sees a car accident #boba fett’s costume design has been rotating in my head a lot too it’s very good #he’s very colorful and like. matte/unpolished compared to vader and it makes them a cool duo visually #those 2 are my favorites. vader why is the space cowboy the only person aside from sidious or tarkin who is allowed to get mad at you #sidious is my 3rd favorite. he sucks so bad as like a person that you just. you have no expectations of him except just being evil #so its just really funny like everything he does is horrible and he’s so happy all the time like good for him #i’m making it sound like ive never seen star wars before. i have i just never really cared about it until i got an endocrine disorder lmao #but yeah idk art may continue to be slow while im figuring out treatment stuff #if anyone reading this also has or has had hyperparathyroidism im wishing the strength & radiance of 1000 beautiful horses upon you

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miiiwu · 3 months

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more TYO doodles before I go to bed :3

#Nigel planer is so pretty but man is he hard to draw #also mike is my beautiful normal non-disordered princess #normal and cool. would never suspect him of fraud theft or tax evasion!#the young ones #rik mayall #ade edmondson #nigel planer #christopher ryan #vyvyan basterd #neil pye #rick pratt #mike the cool person #sketchbook #fanart #britcom #still lowkey proud of kewpie vyv :3 #my art/

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phayz · 3 months

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we are mutuals but i have no clue who you are…did u recently change urls? if not perhaps we were mutuals before my tumblr hiatus and i simply don’t remember who my mutuals were from the olden days LMAO

yea i change my blog up every now n then, this is still homeboygirl/epicsauce

#i have a diagnosed personality disorder *shrug*#its hard for me to stay the same person for too long #03

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x0x0stuff · 3 months

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Jetzt mal ehrlich. Es geht doch schon lange nicht mehr ums high sein, sondern nur noch um diesen tauben Zustand bei dem man nichts mehr fühlt...

#so sad #borderline problems #black tumblr #i hate everything #allein #borderline personality disorder #fuck life #müde vom leben #sad quotes #sadgirl #tw drugs #girls who do hard drugs #drogen #suizigedanken #artists on tumblr #Spotify

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thee-radio-host-is-a-kookaburra · 8 months

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me: ugh I'm feeling paranoid as shit. maybe I can talk to some people online with similar experiences and-

ppl online: LOL IM IN YOUR WALLS 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪 #SCHIZOPOSTING 🤪🤪🤪 IM OUT THERE #DELULU 🤪🤪 THE VOICES LOL 🤪🤪🤪 #CRAZY

#max squawks #why is it so hard to find communities of other delusional ppl that aren't filled with trolls #actually ppd #paranoid personality disorder #actually paranoid #ableism #tw ableism

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agnarid · 2 days

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Man, I love it when I'm in a mentally ill friendly server and people are ableist because I'm showing symptoms of my disorder! I love when people are supportive of me until they learn I have NPD and tell me to go fuck myself! I totally don't wanna burn my house down with me inside it absolutely not no way! :D

#please just be normal about people with npd it isn't hard #you're still ableist if it's toward someone with npd or aspd #fuck you #npd #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #actually narcissistic #narcposting #narc abuse isn't real #npd vent

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emotionaleating · 1 month

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if i ever act like this again shoot me in the face