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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this#social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
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60kg | 132lbs available at home now at 51kg bodyweight 🥰 (actually I could make it 62.5kg but it seemed like a weird numberrrr hah)
And 2 shots of my back below the cut. Though my phone does something truly awful to the quality of pictures taken with the front camera, they're absolutely HORRENDOUS and I don't know WHY, but it's been like that for a while now :((((((
#fitness#sports#exercise#workout#gymmotivation#home gym#gym#gymlife#trans fitness#ftm fitness#transmasculine#trans ftm#personal#my post#my pics#lgbtq#weight lifting
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one of my fav bus drivers was driving the bus home today it was so nice to see her :)
#personal#she is so nice and one of the best at operating the wheelchair ramp and/or lift#she had a long shift today but said she was going home to play with her cats in an hour! yay
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not to sound like some political bootlicker but i could cry honestly seeing a presidential candidate who can actually string a coherent sentence together and isn’t on the verge of having an aneurysm
#you can think whatever you want about me or Kamala I’m voting for her for a number of reasons#like you literally cannot get a better outcome in this election#also it’s so fucking funny how Trump is TERRIFIED of being held accountable by her#like former attorney vs literal fascist convicted felon#HILARIOUS actually#and it would be even funnier if Biden just HANDED Kamala the presidency like could you IMAGINE#truly something something the two full moons something something#honestly it feels like America is waking up like a cloud of utter fucking stupidity afflicting our country is lifted#say what you want about Kamala but having her as the candidate gives me?? hope???#personal txt#this is my home I live in America like my THINGS and my cat are here#I can’t have Trump win again I will DIE#everyone will die#for the first time I feel like we’re not completely and utterly fucked#honestly tho on a pure woman scale having Kamala who speaks so intelligently and also motherly? after a raging storm of male violence#overwhelming the world and politics and being awful and unsafe and violent#it’s so comforting the feeling of knowing a woman is at least looking at the world and going how can we start to fix this
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Hi bestie!! :D
If you want to, can you share more about the Phineas and Ferb Welcome Home au?
Definitely!! gah this au is so!! Silly! and wholesome! man I was thinking about sending another ask to you but I forgor :/ curse my adhd brain lol
Anywhoo hmm let's see what I got! ,,,
A lot. I got a Lot haha,,
And we'll start with Families!
Wally and Barnaby, ofc, were adopted by Home when they were younger. He's a single parent who is very supportive of his boys' summer endeavors
Julie lives with her three older siblings! Franny is the only one still in high school. Bea and Jonesy have jobs. Oh her and Frank are still besties! Mostly when Julie goes over to Wally's she's got Frank with her
Frank's got both his parents, his dad is Brazilian and his mom is American. His parents are great (especially his dad, an absolute sweety) no one knows why this kid is such a grump lol. Also Julie is over a lot for sleepovers.
Eddie has a single mom. This kid is such a Mama's boy I can imagine him mentioning her at least once every "episode." She's a great southern mom but can come off as intimidating at times (it's the Mama Bear energy)
Sally has parents but they're irrelevant mostly. She's on her own a lot bc they work pretty much all the time.
Poppy also has parents but they're probably seen once lol. They maybe sheltered her a little too much as a kid and is trying to make up for it by "getting her out there" this summer. Speaking of,,
My brain Exploded when you said Poppy was the kid's babysitter! Her parents def shoved her into it when they were talking to Home about how he needed a sitter.
How I think it goes is Home leaves, leaving Poppy in charge. The gang arrives, and Wally says the iconic "I know what we're going to do today" (order varies) and then Sally shows up. She says hi to Poppy real quick before trying to stop the kids or bust them. Poppy leaves, mentally leaving Sally in charge bc she trusts her to keep the kids safe. So on and so forth!
Ok few more things, how the kids feel about Sally!
Wally is neutral, doesn't understand what she's on about but doesn't mind.
Barnaby thinks her attempts to bust them are hilarious and is constantly poking fun at her.
Frank has beef and sticks his tongue out/blows raspberries at her whenever she tells them to stop doing something.
Julie thinks she's cool and tries to get her to have fun. She's usually the one to drag Sally into their shenanigans where she'll enjoy herself.
Eddie is scared of her. He finds her intimidating and loud and is scared she's gonna get him trouble with his mama.
Overall none of them actively hate her. they're just kids and she's a teen trying to rain on their parade.
Gah ok one more for Howdy
My guy has no "real" trauma. his childhood was fine, he doesn't get along with most his family but that's bc he's a prick. He takes Every Minor Inconvenience and makes it sound tragic like the dramatic worm he is.
He really only gets along with his nephews, Seeya, and his Aunt Toodaloo. Oh and Beeya's the mayor... yeah Howdy doesn't like him but still favors him more over Latter. Toodaloo sends him money that helps fund his schemes, but he's also got investment stocks n such.
His cockiness is his downfall. he's so confident his inventions will work but it always blows up his face (literally). He's incompetent but if he actually took things more seriously then he'd be a genuine threat.
#typed this in my notes first and did not realize how long it got!#so much so i cant think of much to throw down here hmm#Oh! Eddie is clingy lol. ive mentioned his personal space issues last time but when Sally's around#he's hiding in Poppy's feathers or behind Barnaby bc lil guy is frightened#i have this image in my head of Eddie hiding behind Barnaby and lifting his ear to see over Barn's shoulder#oki thats all for the moment i need to ✨lay down✨#my tummy still hurts >:/#neon child#dizztalkstoomuch#welcome home au#wally darling#barnaby b beagle#frank frankly#julie joyful#eddie dear#poppy partridge#sally starlet#howdy pillar#wh home
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r/regretfulparents is my hellscape. i know most of them are just going through hard times and venting and probably don't actually regret it but like. i genuinely think motherhood would be my most awful prison. the whole sub is like the scariest horror game the internet has to offer for me.
#im just already exhausted of being a mother and i dont even have kids 😭#(i do. hes fifteen and dyslexic and ADHD and my little brother)#(yes mom i did take care of him a shit ton i am not exaggerating it)#(there is a reason he tells people i basically raised him and he asks ME for things before asking our father who is your coparent)#(there is a reason you sigh in relief when i come home from break and ask me to 'whip [my dad and brother] into shape')#(there is a reason i spent my thanksgiving day being bitched at to do everything)#(even though you have a husband!)#(and another grown adult kid!)#(who's actually older than me but hasn't lifted a finger to help the family)#(she always said she'd be like fiona gallagher if anything happened to our mom"#(NEWS FLASH. YOU WOULDN'T BE. YOU DISAPPEARED. I STAYED.)#(even before you disappeared you weren’t allowed to be a caretaker)#(you couldn’t care for him. you were banned for being violent)#(I shouldn’t have been putting someone else’s kid to bed most nights of the week)#(then when quarantine hits and my mom has the time to be a mom again)#(she gets mad at ME for being overly involved and acting out of pocket)#(girl. this is how things work around here you just didn’t notice)#(whenever I come home from school now she completely checks out)#(she makes comments about how she’s glad I’m home so she doesn’t have to make all the decisions anymore)#(because im so bossy! and then I get made fun of for being bossy! you made me like this! you want me like this!)#(I am not your partner I am your daughter)#(my dad is more of a dad and husband in recent years but it quite honestly didn’t seem like it happened until I moved out)#(because he didn’t have to step up and do that shit it was just dumped onto me)#(and no I don’t want to have a kid to be better or something. im done raising kids. im going to be better for myself)#(I know I could do a hell of a lot better. but. im. not. going. to.)#(my childhood was for them. my adulthood is for me.)#(my students will be the only kids I have and that’s for damn certain.)#mattie gets personal
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Every time someone I know dies, it's like I spend the next several days searching for proof that it was all a misunderstanding. Before I lost someone close to me for the first time, I couldn't wrap my head around the "denial" stage of grief. This must be what that is.
#i had dreams about my grandmother coming back home and scolding us for letting the funeral home workers take her away#telling us how silly we were for not realizing she was only asleep#when my childhood friend died i had a dream where i ran into her in public and we talked through my car window#i couldn't hear the words she was saying but i remember feeling like a weight lifted from my chest#like 'everything is okay now you're not really gone' but she was#and now with my boss i just keep checking the articles about his death#hoping and waiting for an update saying 'sorry!! we published the wrong one!“#but i know it won't come#this shouldn't be happening and i just can't rationalize it#i don't like being a person right now#personal#death#grief
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tired of being called inconsiderate and rude the second I say something thats not exactly in a nice tone when my brain is working 3× more to be considerate of everyone and everything else 99% of the time.
#i feel like im actually going insane#my own sister backs up her husband (who i now see in a different light ((negative)) over me#and I was understanding at first. fine. maybe I do need to pick up after myself more maybe i am messy#and my friends and family even told me that because theyve brought it up so many times now maybe i am the problem and thats okay#so i. like yeah. okay i take up too much space. i'll step back. i stay out more. i'll clean my dishes right after i use them#i already do all that#and then today she DOES IT AGAIN!! and i broke down cause she basically said this is the last warning#you need to start looking for a new place (ive been saving up PENNIES for years. it'll take 3 full months of salary to even rent a ROOM)#it took me even longer cause i was unemployed for 6 months and had to use EVERYTHING I HAD SAVED#and i gave up. im back at home and i gave in. i took a video of my room and the living room and asked my friend#is there really anything else i have to do because i am TIRED AND I CANT SEE WHATS WRONG AND WHATS MESSY PLEASE#because fuck i feel like im actually INSANE cause the way my sister has been wording it to me its like im so messy#and my friend just replies..... i am so sorry for ever being on your sisters side because you are not messy at all#and the RELIEF i felt. the weight off my shoulders LIFTED OFF INSTANTLY#IM NOT CRAZY!!! IM NOT MESSY!! IM HUMAN AND NORMAL#im just so upset right now cause it just dawned on me that.... not a single person in my famiy has my back the way i have theirs#not even my own sister.... and im tired.#personal
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As much as I hate to admit it, working out regularly has done wonders for my back pain. I still get pain if I stand in one place too long (like concerts, ughghgh). But the day to day pain is almost completely gone. 🎉🎉🎉
#personal#i just bought an ergonomic chair for my home office and I'm so excited lol. That's how I know I'm getting old#Yoga and weight lifting has really helped and that makes me mad LOL but they really do help me#obviously i don't have any chronic health conditions that cause severe pain. just a cranky lower back
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Small home gym @ Wilson, Wyoming (USA)
(Via: RoomPorn on Reddit)
#fitness#fitblr#home fitness#home gym#gym#tapis roulant#cyclette#workout#exercise#lifting#fitspo#gymlife#home workout#leg day#strength training#running#gymmotivation#health and fitness#healthy#fitness journey#fitness motivation#personal fitblr#treadmill#run#runners#cardio#rowing#rower#dumbbells#interior
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I think the best thing about me is that I both do and don’t have a type.
Like I have so many types that it basically doesn’t mean anything anymore.
(That’s what happens when your demisexual/romantic and therefore everyone is kinda the same to me until I’m attracted to them… that is to say I’ll think you’re really cool and love platonically until the moment my brain decides I like you more than that)
#personal#I love me some goblin people who are kinda feral#I love overly tired dilfs/milfs#I love bimbos/himbos#I love really sophisticated people who can just share all their knowledge with me even if I’m confused#I love the misunderstood rough around the edges type (like they’re really nice but kinda awkward and intimidating)#I love buff people#I love fat people#I love skinny people#I love people who like to geek out over stuff with me#I love the energetic extroverts#I love the quiet introverts#I just love people and love loving people#it’s so beautiful and so fun!#my partner currently is my string bean sweetheart#I can lift this man and regularly trap him by laying on him#he and I geek out to each other about our separate and common interests#we’re both very quiet and love to stay at home but we’ll gladly go out if the other wants to#he makes me laugh more than anyone by being both a silly little guy and really witty#he’s super smart so I always enjoy hearing his thoughts#he gives love like a cat#that is to say he like a lot of alone time but comes out to find me when he needs love and someone to sit with#I’m just in a very loving mood today
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one of my fave things at my job is when a dog who hates being there goes home and you bring out their collar/leash and they go CRAZY for it.
#theres this dog whose been there for a few days who is very old and hates all of us#very aggressive if you try to do anything with him#etc#today we brought out his collar and took him to his mom and he was SO excited#she had me lift him into the car for her bc she was older and he couldnt get in himself#and; after spending multiple days growling and biting at anyone who tried to do anything he didnt like:#he let me pick him up and put him in the car with literally no issue. he was just happy to go home#when i see stuff like that it makes me even sadder thinking about people who give up their old grouchy dogs to shelters :(#sometimes u are the only person they tolerate#simon says
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>Just a man, not a hero >Just a boy who had to sing this song >He cares very much >The world will never take his heart or break him >He will carry on
#ordinary courage — makoto#work has been in a word: exhausting. i'm on my feet this past week so much i'm drained as hell once i get back home and i just play vidya..#but i've been listening to welcome to the black parade and!! it still is absolutely a makoto song!!#except the 'i don't care' part Makoto CARES and he cares VERY MUCH and this is his whole thing!! he cares a lot about others!!#if your muse is makoto's friend i hope that they know they are extremely important to him!!#we'll see what i can get to today though. i don't think there's any heavy lifting going on for a bit so i hopefully won't be so exhausted#all the time. optimism!!#makoto IS a hero btw he's just not a hero in the sense that he's a great man he is a hero in that he is a BRAVE man!!!!#(and also Makoto will always see himself as just an ordinary person and tends to be pretty self-deprecating)#i love the difference between eiyuu (英雄/great man) and yuusha (勇者/brave man) in Japanese guys it's so cool#I LOVE LANGUAGE SO MUCH
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#I’m really struggling rn. not in the way my anxiety and depression has previously manifested. I feel like I’m two different people#living at home w my parents who I love dearly has really really impacted the view of my self.#this whole identity crisis has been on and off for 6 years nearly (wrt gender). I keep pushing it under the carpet until someone almost lif#lifts* it up. & I scramble to hide it somewhere else.#I feel so isolated I know I’m not - I have friends but I don’t think they really want to hear it. I don’t want to be a burden#(By the way if you know me irl or we have eachother on personal socials) hiiii.#what if I can never tell my parents. Or what if I never am happy.#I start a new job next week & ik im going to be [name] she/her I can feel it#I hate myself.#edit - to add I came out and was happy at uni but moving back in w my parents I conformed to their perfect daughter.
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My coworker: I've heard different opinions about the barbie movie
Me: oh yeah bad and good?
My coworker: yeah, some say it's a really good movie and the others say it's such a feminist movie
And that's how I came out as a feminist at my work
#we had. a discussion.#her argument was that some women WANT to stay at home and do nothing#and i was like yeah but what about us who dont want to do that#and i mentioned pay gaps with real examples from our work#i asked her if she wouldnt like us to get paid as them#and she said no bc everywhere men get paid more#and i was like. isnt that. isnt that a problem in your eyes#she was quiet for a few seconds and said that men deserve more pay bc their work is physically harder#i then pointed out a male coworker who has not lifted a finger in the establishmenet. ever. we (girls) have always been the ones who bring#him all the equipment. not the hardest equipment but like cpr mannequins are quite heavy in bulk#and she was like he doesnt count hes an old usless guy#and i was like he counts because he is old and useless and earns tirple our salary because he is a man#she was silent again and said women dont earn more bc they dont know how to talk#to which i said our vice director (a woman) can.#and she said she cannot say anything to me#and i was like yeah not to you but she has negotiated quite impossibly sounding things before#i added of course it depends on person what you can and cant do and how hard your work is and that those abilities are not divided by gender#she said nothing and we continued on with our day#like idk guys i feel like im slowly destroying our friendship with thisb#but also why would i be friends with someone who sees women as lesser?
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#I hadn't seen my favorite kid at work since he started school and my schedule changed#it was only a week lol but I missed him so much. he's just very sweet and special to me !!#but I finally got to see him again yesterday#so before he went home I lifted him up into a big hug and for the first time I said 'do you know I love you?'#he simply answered 'yes!' before I let him down and he ran back to his dad#I didn't expect him to think much of it tbh? it was important to ME that I told him 'I love you' but#it didn't cross my mind that it would effect him at all#until today when he got off the bus and came directly to me with this tender look on his face and said#'Miss Faith I remember what you said to me yesterday 🥺' and hugged me tightly#and like...idk. but it was probably the most heartwarming experience I've ever had with anybody#afterwards he was very smug and told the other boys what I said lol and kept hugging me until he got picked up :')#I cant even articulate why but it just Got Me and now I'm emotional thinking about it phhss#anyways ignore me I'm journaling this so I remember it#personal
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