#personal txt

[disgustinggf]

when we're done booping i think tumblr should bring back porn

[deloveusion]

a relationship should be 50/50: he leaves hickeys on my neck and i leave scratch marks on his back

[bioswear]

I think more people should make peace with their dark sides, and I don’t mean that in an edgy way, I mean that in a “letting purity culture infect you to the point where you get frightened by even your own darker thoughts and impulses is NOT the healthy own you think it is” kind of way and

[thebluemage]

It’s my 30th birthday today!! 🎉🥳 Celebrating my 30th year of life!! ❤️✨ I’m so excited about it!! 🙌

[vivika-ka]

For anyone in the ASPEC community, how did you find out you are in the ASPEC spectrum? I’ve been grappling with my identity for a while now.

Getting super personal for a minute but as someone who grew up in a small town in Brazil where even the concept of being LGBTQ+ was considered a sin/taboo during the time I was a child and teen (I’ve been told it’s somewhat better now!), I’m still trying to understand my own sexuality now that I’m out of there and have the opportunity to even explore how I feel.

And thinking back on my intimate experiences, I never felt anything while engaging in them. I’d enter some sort of limbo, idk. Just complete numbness. And I felt absolutely awful after—I’d be extremely depressed for days.

Like, I know only one instance when the journey of being together with the person and even light activities (that felt genuine) made me feel enjoyment and love. And there were the rare times I’d want to engage in sexual activities, when I felt in love with the person. But when it got to the activity itself, zilch, I felt nothing. Which made me feel guilty.

I still have difficulties knowing what spectrum I fall under. On one hand I’d say I’m panromantic asexual. On the other hand I’d say I’m just pan asexual. But both experiences (romantic and non-romantic) rendered me numb.

The thing that confuses me is, I love romance. I love love, if that makes any sense. But when it comes to me in the equation, it often (but not always) falls flat? So I get to the question of, “Am I aromantic too, then?” And I fall in this rabbit hole of scattered identities. And admittedly I often find myself falling into some sort of traditional line of thinking (thx Protestant and Catholic upbringing 🫠)

Anyway, I’m in a constant state of trying to understand myself and my sexuality, and even feel pressured at times to have a specific answer, given how it seems extremely important for people online.

Most people seem so sure. They know with such certainty, I find myself envious at times. Given that I often find myself at a lost. And that usually makes me feel…incomplete, for a lack of better word. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere. Idk.

[jerry-loves-you]

want relationship when I don’t have to ASK for things such as cuddles, kisses, morning breakfast, showering together, holding hands, forehead kisses whenever i feel low. Yes, I’m needy and clingy you should know that if you’re with me. NO i won’t ask for it, it’s something you’ve gotta do it. Even if we’re in long distance you should know that sometimes i just want to see your cute smile, a cute selfie in the morning when I wake up, a cute good morning text, a video in the evening, eating together on video call kinda makes me feel you’re in it as me. I won’t ever ask for a picture because I don’t feel like asking. You should know by it yourself that when a person loves you, you just things like these without asking them for it you know. I’m happy to receive a picture once or two days, an unexpected call in the middle of the day. Let me know you care, you want me, you need me as much as i need you. Sure in the return I’m willing to do the same and even more but make me feel loved and needed by you.

[jelicaalynn]

so i washed my curls today and now i have a lions mane lmao

and they still aren’t fully dry 😶

[robinalcor]

I love how colourful my inbox is. It’s a mess of different boops.

I’m glad I learned how do send super and evil boops

[xlleh]

I'm your tumblr's crush tumblr crush🤫

[drrksaturday]

Still haven't decided if I ever wanna post actual cosplay on here but none of my irls care abt mdzs and wanted to show someone the WIP of my jc cosplay :) remade it and did a bunch of new sewing things like uhhh making my own pattern and sewing puffy sleeves !! Based the silhouet on the mobile game, the colors on the donghua design and the textures on the life action because I have mental issues 👍

The con is this weekend so Im holding back on doing detail work but am planning on adding to this with embroidery and making sandu and stuff over the summer!!!

[disgustinggf]

quit your job, drop out of uni, leave your family and focus on booping me

[deloveusion]

you make my heart cum

[bioswear]

Not to be some conspiracy theorist liberal hippie piece of shit but like… anyone else feeling like something is Off about the election tho

And before anyone who doesn’t have online media literacy goes “so yOu DoNt care that people JjuSt lost their rights” no I do bc I’m one of those people (proud triple minority), and I hate Trump and the American ChristoFascist plague that’s sweeping the nation and the deep rooted misogyny that American men hold for women and minorities. I very much care I’m also just coping lmao

But also something is wayyyyy too quiet about this election

[thebluemage]

My very first tattoo!! 🌹❤️

[oromn2]

Didn't expect to get followers... hi! 🫡 sorry for sparse posting. Tired lately from work.

[jerry-loves-you]

One thing I’m sure about that is I won’t ever be tired of clicking my lover’s pictures