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Reading a tender moment in fic, only to put it down and hold my face in my hands because it was a bit too Tender for my poor, lonely soul.
#it was so tender it reminded me that i want to be loved so bad.#i dont think i know the basics of comforting touch but id wish to be so tenderly held aaaaaaaaaaaa#yearning will never leave me! thats my curse and my fortune!#arrrghhhhyuuhhhhh#love. what a concept.
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Sometimes, I think how I'm always there for my sister, and I wish I had an older sister who would be there to catch me when I fall. But aaahhhhh. You know. No one is there to hold my hand, but at least I can hold hers and make it less hard.
#brought to you by me paying her tuition for the semester#she was ready to take out a student loan but she had. uh. bureaucracy obstacles#(which could be avoided if she read everything carefully) (which she didnt)#(and it was getting kind of close to deadline so i was like just let me pay)#and then i got a bit sad that i dont have anyone to do that to me.#i just have to hold myself together and make bad life decisions and face all the consequences myself alone
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Btw this was my last push into a spiral. Time to create something negative about it.
Was so elated with having the final participant... only for her to reschedule the last visit
#its just that ive apparently have forgotten the entirety of last 2 weeks? i dont remember booking a hotel!!!!! for the conference!!!#fucking hell!!#thank god for emails#very distrubed by my memory problems!!!!#on top of all that. i have work responsibilities#that are quite pressing!!#and then i have. end of phd year looming ahead of me... publication....#and the apartment which i want to break contract with#and the bathroom pipe changes#ands and oofs and aaahhhsss#but the good thing is!!! i dont want to kill myself for it!!!
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Lost my stance for a quick moment as a gender non-practioner when my uncle saw me putting on hot pink nailpolish with gold glitter, while he wanted to ask me where I wanted the shower tap to be installed. Was cornered to the very essence of cisgender practice at that moment. Oof.
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Was so elated with having the final participant... only for her to reschedule the last visit
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"Fanfic tropes don't work irl" besties I'm having "there is only one bed" situation irl. Due to budget restrictions for our work trip, we agreed to sleep in an apartment with 2 large beds. We are three people, and we want to take the fourth coworker with us for funsies.
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There is nothing greater about the moral torment of wanting to protect people, but the people being ignorant at best and actively harmful at worst. To bear compassion and a sense of duty for the anonymous crowd, which would never accept you as you are.
#reading merthur fics#i want to grind arthur and merlin in a mortar#i have so many feelings about it#btw this specifically brought to you by the book of merthur
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Nighttime breakdown hack: start listening to upbeat music while falling asleep. You'll be thinking "nobody loves me :(" but 99 luftballons will be in the background and you'll find the whole deal funny and move in a rather clownish acceptance that you are actually fine, and just a bit dramatic
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the older the get, the happier i am for not choosing to study medicine, law or accounting.
i also get sadder for NOT studying english literature, maths, physics, philosophy, scandinavistics, art, and history; not enrolling in a flight school and not learning how to be an electrician, plumber, car mechanic, and seamstress.
#textpost#it is what it is#very happy for choosing biology!#but today i was watching merlin tiktoks#and i was like. i want to read all the texts available about the arthurian legend and analyze them in a historic and philosophical context#and there is nothing me stopping from doing that except my employment and my already cool ass studies#i want!!! so much!!!
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It is never* too cold to go for a walk. But it can, very often, be too hot to go for a walk.
*in a temperate climate zone
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the Glucose has turned into a paragraph today! academia cannot defeat me!!!!
wrote one word today for my publication!
yay! yippe! Glucose!!!!!!
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Starting to think naruto is not a good show for sasuke enjoyers
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I think having sex with Mercymorn would be an extremely cool thing. We're talking about the woman who can stimulate organs into hormone secretion with her necromancy. She'd probably just put a hand on your pelvis, and ta-da! your clitoris would be having a blast. She could play with timing, too, and she could add on some more hormones for the effect. The only downside of this is that you would never make her feel as good, and she would always have to do the work. Unless you're also an anatomy and physiology crazed lyctor, which is unlikely.
Also, I firmly believe the only times she had not-enhanced sex was when she was on a mission to decieve god.
#fandom#Mercymorn#the locked tomb#nsfw#harrowhark on the other hand would make it worse. with bones#tlt
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901 pets also gets you sent to hell
pet me 900 times or go to hell
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I have very good news


The guy knows his chicken paintings
Btw i went to a museum with only 6% battery and I took only these 2 pics there:


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Btw i went to a museum with only 6% battery and I took only these 2 pics there:


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The more I watch Naruto, the more I start to believe that Jonny Sims, the author, also has watched it.
#fandom#naruto#tma#i mean vampires are like the disgusting tongue thing going on there#the corruption? straight up the guys who use insects as their jutsu or whatever its called#OR. i am seeing tma everywhere i look of course. which is also true.
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