#partial program

[mashupofmylife]

Weird place to hunt for info, but I'm looking for anything and everything!

Anyone on here who works in a PHP/ partial hospital program? How many individual patients do the therapists carry? How is the program structured? I'm trying to figure out how to get a reasonable census, structure the program, and not burn out my therapists and I'm hitting walls left and right. I want to know what works in other places!

[notyourdream]

im not sure who, if anyone, needs to hear this from me but:

- getting help at a mental hospital is okay

- doing an inpatient program is okay

- doing a partial program is okay

- doing an intensive outpatient program is okay

i "graduate" from the iop ive been in for over a month on tuesday, and i can safely say this is one of the best decisions ive made for myself and my well-being.

ive learned so much about myself and why i think the way i do. ive learned how to cope with intrusive and catastrophizing thoughts. ive learned that i love group therapy and it's incredibly helpful to share with people in similar life paths as you. im still mentally ill, but i can cope much better now. you get out what you put in, and all the work has been incredibly worth it.

my only regret is not doing this sooner. i was struggling so incredibly hard and on a downward spiral since February. the stigma against these programs kept me from doing it sooner, and if even one person can see this and maybe take the steps to get the help they need, i'll have made at least a small difference.

tldr; get help if you need it. you are worthy and deserving, and stigmas are stupid.

[fullofberries]

it seems like i am incapable of making serious art for epic

[dawnsedits]

I'm really glad you're here, Tony.

Wouldn't miss it for the world.

[razzafrazzle]

been feeling very nostalgic over my old gravity falls art so!! a lil redraw!! you can really tell about how my feelings toward bill have evolved over the years <3

[image description: a drawing of a gravity falls original character named hodge podge with a human design for bill cipher. hodge is fat, pale-skinned trans man with curly yellow and blue hair dressed in full blue and white jester attire, and bill is depicted as a thin, pale-skinned androgynous person with a yellow dress and an uncomfortably-wide smile. they have their arms around eachother and are smiling at eachother with barely-disguised malice. next to the drawing is the original version of it from 2015, where bill is a younger looking boy in a suit with messy hair, and hodge is a young girl with shaggy purple hair and a purple suit. end id]

[alwaysbewoke]

[boycritter]

anyways i have probably been accepted into one of the schools i applied to? which is pretty neat

[mythandlaur]

I like the headcanon that Jeremie actually had a lot of battles during the fight with XANA...except most of them were really mundane, incomprehensible to anyone else, and against the supercomputer itself.

I mean, the whole thing was built by one guy, who probably made his own programming language for it, in 1994, while actively in the process of going insane. It was a marvel! A masterpiece of technology far beyond its time! And its codebase was probably spaghetti on top of spaghetti on top of a dumpster fire. Hence Jeremie having a love-hate relationship with first the computer and then Franz Hopper himself, constantly oscillating between "wow! how did you do this?!" and "oh god, how did you do this?"

The scanners and RTTP work nigh-perfectly because they were thoroughly tested, and Lyoko itself mostly runs very well, but also there's a pebble in the forest sector that cannot be removed or all the textures turn into checkerboard for no discernible reason, everyone's models have loaded in missing any kind of physics at least once, all of the shaders broke at some indeterminate point right after Aelita was first materialized and he still has no idea how that happened, why can't he spawn anything less than three meters above the ground without it ending up IN the ground, yes those are two rocks inside of each other stop giggling, what do you MEAN THERE'S A MEMORY LEAK, WHERE IS THERE A MEMORY LEAK, WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME SOMEBODY CLEARED THE TEMP FILES ON THIS THING, WHERE EVEN ARE THE TEMP FILES THIS SYSTEM MAKES NO SENSE--

He keeps having to ask weird programming questions on internet forums and laments that he has to know an equal amount about 3D physics rendering engines and QUANTUM PROBABILITY MATHEMATICS to make the thing work. Plus he tries to do some things remotely, but his laptop can't run half the supercomputer's programs, and the other half he's remote editing over terrible 2006 school-wide wi-fi that craps itself every time some 10th grade bozo down the hall tries to pirate anime.

[alexandraundone]

psychotherapy on Christmas Eve

psychotherapy on Christmas Eve

psychotherapy on Christmas Eve

psychotherapy on Christmas Eve

there’s a droning in the stairwell

there’s a droning in the stairwell

there’s a droning in the

[punkeropercyjackson]

That Spy x Family au Todomomo fanart my ex-best friend sent me is still the stuff of nightmares.Not only do did i never even say i like Spy x Family so i don't know why she thought to send it to me to begin with but Momo literally looked like a submissive uwu japanese girl caricature and Shouto looked like a straight cis masc twink💀How dare you disrespect my ultimate comfort ship by making me look at them drawn like disney heteros

[leile-is-lonely]

I MET REAL LIFE ANGEL IM TWEAKING IS ALL OF THIS REAL??? IT WAS A PERSON NAMED ANGEL and they totally gave angel vibes

[falloutnewnobody]

save me no internet for like a month

no internet for like a month

no internet for like a month save me

[xenocorner]

"Please return my cap?"

"Mmno-"

I have committed the sin of self indulgence forgive me.

[nabsthevulture]

Apologized to my boss about leaving and mentioned that I just don't really feel like I belong there and she got genuinely offended

[hydrasheadscientistmcu]

…..I’m back-

*Soldat stands awkwardly. He knew he shouldn’t be here but he couldn’t help the programming in his mind demanding he go in for a monthly check up*

”Ah, so you are.” Artemia greeted smoothly, “Take a seat if you would like, I have no traps set.”

[say-hi-intrepid-heroes]

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