#part of my soul is gone
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daemon
noun
dae·mon
variant spelling of DEMON
usually daemon : an attendant power or spirit
usually daemon mythology : a supernatural being whose nature is intermediate between that of a god and that of a human being
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Ok. I have listened to the people. I have watched the thing. It is very wholesome.
Kazu comes home. He is hopeless and tipsy. And he swings between excited and wasted.
#I am SICK of Miri’s voice ngl#I know kids are loud. And make a mess of EVERYthing. That’s why i stay away.#But for Kazurei ; I made it to the end#They are precious#Rei is so cute I love this guy#He has 0 human skill and still is effortlessly hilarious and a little cutie 👏💖#i wish we had more of their relationship bc they have sth really special#They never question their trust in each other like it never crosses their mind. They disagree almost all the time but they never part#It’s more natural than breathing. They’re always saying stuff like « it’s not fit to involve other people in our way of life »#it’s not even an option to live apart. They clearly will spend all their lives together#Except that scene it’s so weird when Kazu says « hum with Miri gone we don’t have a reason to live together anymore » lol man#Not as if you guys were already joined at the hip before meeting her. But I get the «the family life changed us now sth’s missing#and it feels incomplete ». But still guys. You are soul mates.#Also the « of course he comes with me. He’s my partner. » line 💕💍#even if at some point they meant to part ways ; really they can’t be separated.#kazurei#No homo daddies#Buddy daddies#kazuki x rei#Domestic gays
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Hey about the ghost Luigi au. But. Would he fade with time? Or would he be forced to watch everyone’s lives continue without him? Would he be forced to watch his friends and brother die? Cause that’s angsty as hell my dude
oh, he’s in it for the long haul. i think after time has done its damage, he would go from being inconsolable to a long period of complete and utter shutdown. who knows, maybe he takes to scaring folks in the end. at some point, that becomes the only thing a ghost can really offer, right? when connection is that temporary it loses its meaning. the only way he can touch the real world anymore is through fear.
or you know, he could fulfill his dying wish and ascend to the afterlife. i want him to have a happy ending in one universe or another
#unfortunately luigi has always had very little sense of identity on his own#he relies on others to essentially shape him because he’s so deeply insecure. he people pleases impulsively you know#without mario he doesn’t even know who he is#once mario is gone luigi feels utterly sealed off from everyone. in an emotional sense#as far as luigi’s concerned he simply does not exist without mario#and like. i don’t necessarily mean that in the “luigi is mario’s shadow” way [although that’s a small part of it]#i mean that in the way that twins who are that close have extremely codependent souls#and you need them to live. honestly#this makes it sounds like i believe luigi has no personality or goals or principles which is not true. yes he IS his own person of course#and it’s not like he COULDN’T reach his own true potential and find peace and contentment in a lonesome life!#but i don’t think he will. he’s just not equipped for it and honestly? i think he’s so absorbed in the grief that he just doesn’t want to#it feels too much like moving on. and how could he ever really move on?#uh. damn okay. this is making me need to call my twin bro. this is getting me in the gizzard a bit /lh silly#asks#ididntwantobeaglader#ghost luigi au#no id#giddly’s art#i didn’t even make this art for your ask btw i just had it lying around and was like “OH this applies to your question!!”#thank you for the ask!!!
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no major fic updates just yet guys TAKE MY WOY OC I MADE LIKE. April of last year IM PLUGGING SOME INFO ABOUT THIS GUY IN THE TAGS.
I may also redesign her soon or something. Make her more bug-like with some stuff. I can cook guys let me cook !!!
#THIS IS VAL !!!! dubbed her as a he/she er..#I have lore about this guy and his homeplanet Amore and the Lovebugs..#all that’s really important to know is that ive based the worldbuilding for Amore around svtfoe’s mewni#design wise mostly. I’ll emphasize.#in terms of the societal parts of Amore the kingdom kinda flourishes in the arts of all sorts and trade within the kingdom it goes crazay…#they were pretty closed off from the rest of the galaxy though. like their tech and stuff is pretty outdated compared to most of the other-#planets with atleast escape ships and all that fun stuff.#foreshadowing#ANYHOW lovebugs are silly guys I think of them as like weird hedonistic freaks of sorts#they have very big dionysus worshipping energy to them just to give a perspective#and of course they prioritized relationships and the different forms of love#romance actually wasn’t even the big thing that built the kingdom#it was more like a love for community and friends#which is also kinda silly because of the monarchy aspect to Amore and all that#OH ALSO these guys go absolutely crazy with fashion and makeup. gender isn’t a major thing in the kingdom in my eyes#you WILL serve cunt!! /silly#WORLDBUILDING ASIDEEE Val was the prince to the kingdom and was set to be the heir to the throne#the designs are like three different route ideas ive had for Val#the first is just a baseline design so like. pre amore‘s destruction from dominator#the second is like a good ending design of sorts to my ideal lineup for a season three for woy with val continuing to embrace the lovebugs-#history and culture even with Amore gone and a good portion of her people#and the third. is a bit hard to describe because it’s more of an au but it’s just a concept idea I had of Val teaming up with Dom#(it would be short lived like probably a few months max so dw)#and silly note i joked about the idea of val being an ex to peepers BUT I WANNA DEVELOP THAT MORE BEFORE I SHARE.#tap into that this may be cringe but i am free mindset or something slash silly TEEHEE#BUT YEAH Val’s just a silly gal in my heart and soul no matter what. ive missed her a lot i wanna work on fics with him and especially to-#develop more stuff for Amore and the Lovebugs before Dominator’s destruction of the planet#BUT YEAH i wanna Val post more. go into depth for their dynamic with the other characters and all that#I may cook some more stuff with him once I get these stargazing fics all set and whatnot SO WE’LL SEE!#also /nf but if anyone would wanna ask questions about val/amore/lovebugs ask away I’d love to answer any questions! 🥺
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#over three weeks now since hes gone#sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that#like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door#the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall.#still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls.#i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie#we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well.#i miss him all the time everywhere#cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type.#its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol#collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now.#for the rest of my life. just this#and then we're back on the floor weeping lol#but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still.#anyway. SUICIDE#bb boy#txt.me#u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out#bb baby
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every time this banner rolls around i remember how this is the single greatest thing intsys has ever done for me
#ann cries about feh#this was coachella 2016#the entire community reaction to ‘HOLY SHIT THEY LET INIGO DANCE’ was cathartic and i mean that so genuinely#part of me wants to pull for inigo merges#but color sharing with azura scares me. sorry girl i dont want you.. i already have her at like +4 gunning for inigo 😭#so most of my orbs are for spring!inigo merges instead (whos also just. significantly better)#but still. dancer inigo changed something in me thats never gone back. for the better probably#i never used any free forma souls. if i actually play the game sometime i should probably pick up forma inigo…#i think theyre redoing the awakening one soon… hmmm….
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NAMI NEEDS TO GO UP THERE AND FIGHT BIG MOM I AM SO SERIOUS!!! THIS IS A BATTLE FOR THE ROMANCE DOWN TRIO!! SANJI DO NOT DARE TAKE HER SPOT!!!
#big mom just giving birth here on the battlefield.....#do i comment on the incestuous relationship between clouds made of the same soul??? no?? okay...#oh jesus.... goodbye kid and killer.... nami needs to get up there and take control of zeus and i am so serious#HER SKILL IS SO POWERFUL AND SO PERFECT FOR THIS FIGHT AGAINST BIG MOM BUT BECAUSE SHE IS NOT PART OF THE STRONG TRIO SHE GETS STUCK WITH#THE B LIST VILLAINS!!!! LKKE WHY DOES SHE NEED TO FIGHT ULTI?? OKAY THAT WAS MEANINGFUL BUT THAT COULD END THERE!!!!#SANJI GO FIGHT PAGE ONE!!! SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF ULTI AND LET LUFFY ZORO AND NAMI TAKE CARE OF KAIDO AND BIG MOM!!! I AM SERIOUS!!!#big mom is inside the castle.... maybe i will get my wish granted (kinda...)#kid and nami against big mom.... maybe sanji can join... i can see it so clearly.... come on now.....#if namo knew armor haki she would have gone up there and taken zeus and dealt with prometheus and his sister wife. let the others w/ big mom#fucking hawkins... end him killer.... calling him domesticated lmao... end his pathetic ass#using conqueror's haki on the weapons..... also zoro having it too.... the flower petals symbolism..... OHHHHHHHHH#nani indeed...... BREAK THAT MACE!!!! YEAAHHH!!!! law is completely baffled#KAIDO GOT SENT BACK!!!! LETSGOOOOO AND THE OG INTRO MUSIC QUICKS IN!!!! law just saw god again....#he said fuck off i got this.... omg.... he is either gonna nearly die and doesn't want them to follow or doesn't want to worry about them#while he fights and they try to defend him.... no other explaination (apart for 4 the plot reasons)#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1028#luffy king of everything that was such a slay#they changed luffy chiquito's design....#i was gonna say luffy swimming...... but he can't yet akdhajsj#yasopp taking care of everyones children but his own...... i see how it is....#WHY WOULD SHANKS STAY IN GOA IF NOT TO TALK WITH GARP WHO LIVES THERE!!! I AM TELLING YOU SHANKS IS IN KAHOOTS WITH THE MARINES!!!!#i was thinking about shanks scar... and thought it might be from buggy with his three knives in between his fingers you know#but it is too small... like the knives would take more space.... but maybei might be reaching and it is from buggy and not like a little paw#or little hand.... however much distrubing you want to paint it....#shanks is testing little luffy's intelligence... he knows his weak spot already akdhjasj#uta calling herself a diva.... ajshaksn might this be the reason luffy was so inclined to having a musician since the start???#episode 1029#that was like a perfectly realistic relationship between an older smartass girl and a younger boy lmao it was spot on
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a week's worth of work ive been tediously putting into a project on my puter just deleted itself... for no reason 🥲 what if i cry
#jk i wont cry but. i put so many hours of work into this and seeing it all Gone just killed a part of my soul 😭💔#im going to redo it all but its going to take so long im wondering if its even worth it at this point 😭#how fitting that slipknot's ''the dying song'' came up right as i noticed my files were gone#yea im dying for sure! and so are my files!! god!! 😭😭#pls send me good energy i deserve it 🥺😭
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swashbuckler rogue my beloved
#i would never regret the storm sorc/tempest cleric combo that i chose for Bonk because they're an absolute damage MACHINE#but sometimes i wonder who i would be if i had gone down the martial road instead#bonk literally has a pistol and a sword and they're pretty fucking good with both of them. you normally don't see that in sorcerers.#i think my attack bonus with the sword is higher than my spell attack bonus which is kind of insane#next time i level up i have to go through all my spells because honestly im starting to get a little tired of the same old lightning bolt#PLUS now i have transmuted spell so i can just take pretty much any damage spell i want and turn it into lightning damage#for my sweet sweet bonuses#there is just some part of me that needs to play a rogue though. swashbuckler. arcane trickster. soul knife. phantom. anything#normally i don't like playing stealthy characters but there are so many good rogues out there#even a “ruff boi” a la magnus burnsides (fighter/rogue)#multiclassing my beloved too i guess#so hard for me to make a character that i don't multiclass#i might even go paladin/bard with one of my newer characters eventually#inspired by calliope petrichor#but he's different. he'd be a bard because he's a theater kid#but also i want to play a straight up paladin because i want to explore with being a character who has a connection to a god#because i've never done that before#and the themes and motifs are too strong#idk man we'll see how it goes :)#i love dnd#ALSO i feel like i cant make him a bard because i already have TWO OTHER FUCKING BARDS#GUYS (sweating) IM NOT A BARD MAIN I SWEAR#maybe for my paladin i could just take magic adept and learn some bard spells or something? like beverly naddpod? maybe#but it's not about the spells... it's about the performance checks...#i really should be working on my finals right now#im so serious if you've read this far down 1 hi :) and 2 if u have dnd characters PLEASE tell me about them. bats my eyelashes. please
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Tornado sirens fully going off and my partner was sleeping in bed and I was in the garage smoking a bowl thats what living in missouri does to a person
#theyre gone now and were all good#i feel like ill just know in my soul when the tornado is close enough to shelter about#seeing as my middle school lost part of its roof to a tornado while i was inside#and also i have a sick tornado tattoo#the storm and i are connected in a way you all wish you could he
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messy unstructured ramble time ... whilst he takes pride in being the progenitor of mankind (when it benefits him at least), adam has lived in divine ordainment for so long that he's disassociated himself from the human race somewhat, the sinners in particular. he believes himself to be more than them. and whilst he's not entirely wrong (he was a super human for lack of a better description) i really want to explore his deeper feelings towards mortal souls, and his 'realisation' in moments of weakness that they aren't that different.
despite not really playing a part in humans getting free will etc. the humans / sinners still came from him. there are feelings of responsibility somewhere i think. in a way ... one could say the sinners are his mistakes. when he erases them, he's erasing those mistakes. erasing the comparisons that could be drawn between himself and them. erasing that side of himself he doesn't want heaven to see.
and on another note. it's sad seeing that leading up to his death in canon ... he tries to cling to those he thought himself above for so long. family for lack of a better word, humanity being one big family after all. he still tries to disassociate himself from them whilst, at the same time, turning to them for one last shot at approval. in his own way, sure. but it's interesting that he's the one that finally draws those comparisons that he was afraid of.
#-ˏˋ ━━━ ( out of character. )#-ˏˋ ━━━ ( about. )#I know I said this blog won't focus on his death much BUT I was thinking about what I said in the last part and Yeah.#We don't know how he ended up in heaven in canon yet but THIS IS WHY HE CAN'T BE GONE. THERE'S SO MUCH MORE#TO BE EXPLORED.#That insecurity about his placement in heaven in ep 6 just screams @ me that his way of getting in was shady#I want to see it explored more.#Alastor's whole “you should know better than anyone what a mortal soul could accomplish when they take charge of their fate”... deffo want#to write about that soon#Also just realised why no one can tag me. My own fault for setting smth wrong when I set this blog up. Absolute div lol
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#i miss my dumbass idiot cat so much i feel like im dyingggggg licherally that is my little baby guy i want my little baby boy back wtf#i cant deal with this shit i genuinely wish i was dead so bad#im having a worse day with it than usual and my usual was this bitch on suicide watch fr#I feel like its really starting to hit me that hes gone. and it kills me what do u mean hes never coming back thats my angel my baby i need#him#all i do is weep wish for death weep weep some more death wish again sometimes im granted complete numbness for up to several hours#i love totally dead inside time its the only time i can look at pictures of him without being 3 seconds away from throwing up#then its back to weeping on the floor. if i cant boop his little tiny nosey in the next 5 minutes im ending it all im not kidding#not to be dramatic but i feel like a part of my soul died with him lol#anyway. i hope i die#also everyone ignore me no one say anything i just needed to type this out#bb baby#txt.me
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Just reflecting on the fact that I wrote some of the earliest fic for a new ship in the Trek fandom and that’s frankly kinda cool to think about
#JuratiQueen#like someone is going to read Two of Two years from now and they might like it and#i dunno in some small way I guess that means a tiny part of my soul will live forever#and maybe that’s stupid to most of humanity but I got to create something new#for something I really love and enjoy#and even if only one other person ever ever ever reads that story or has it rec’d to them#that tiny piece of me will live on long after I’m gone
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The symbolism of Landon being locked away and tied up throughout the show only for his ending to be him being trapped and bound to limbo forever. That was some real foreshadowing for how the writers were gonna doom Landon huh
bonus: Landon being tied up in limbo
#text#multi#my posts#anti legacies#congrats to the writers#for pushing the mistreatment of an abused foster kid so far#that they made his ending being trapped in purgatory for eternity#with part of his soul gone#such uplifting and inspirational storytelling
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Good news: the mark's gone forever and I have a new semi-temporary tattoo. Also my soul actually took the change instead of immediately turning back to its 'save state'.
Bad news: I'm not sure what I expected from being digitized but my vague assumptions didn't originally involve that much screaming.
#Precursor to the tag rant: I'm mostly fine now and I'm not alone so don't worry too much.#It's different. From. Going to the astral plane.#My body disappears. I can see it disappear. I can feel it disappear.#And then it doesn't. Exist#My soul didnt exist#I didnt exist#just numbers in a box#I couldn't feel it. My soul. Any part of it. Any spark or nerve at all#couldnt breathe couldnt even try#i forgot where i was for a minute.#felt like somewhere else#apparently i wasn't supposed to be awake in there#..the AI helped but. It was. Hard to focus.#With my thoughts. Drifting. Like that.#Thankfully the alteration was. Really simple. Once I calmed down enough I got it done quickly.#And got. My soul back. Started to exist again.#I probably should've. Prepped better for this. Emotionally.#Or at least gone with someone.#Oof.#Still deeply grateful for the technology but of course I'm going to have the worst possible time with every otherwise cool thing.#And now I'm coping with cuddling in a nest. So it's mostly fine.#It's fine.#No Strings (ic)
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aos part 2 is gonna be my new personality for the next four weeks
#THAT EPISODE SLAPS#LIKE— HIT IN THE FEELS#i can’t believe I still fell for the second lead syndrome lmaoooo#and on the other side the chemi amongst the cast is out of this world#maybe I’m just emo but idc#SERU BANGET GILAAAAAKKK#70mins gone by in a blink 🥲#watch me going thru the hashtags on twitter#and rambles here EHEHEHEH#can’t believe they only gave us 10 eps 🥲 that’s only half of part 1#lot 2022 is over but at least I still got alchemy of souls to help me thru this year AHAHAH#guess I can finally pit youngwoo and jinjeong in the back of my mind now#*put 🙃🙃🙃#rambles
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