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this whole "turning over a new leaf" thing might end up a shockingly uphill battle
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#ggg#great god grove#ggg spoilers#great god grove spoilers#inspekta#ggg inspekta#ggg hector#hector ggg#his intentions are good after snapping out but i feel like the fears may only end up being exacerbated#i'm sure he'll have enough resolve to overcome this Eventually but goddamn i don't think internally this will be any easier than#making amends externally. obviously im not trying to overlook what's been done; i can just sympathize with this possibly haunting him for#the rest of his mortal life; unless he hops into godhood again. then it'll just haunt him forever!#im not transcribing the whole text because it's not really meant to be fully parsed to begin with. the ALT just has the summary
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Dean pulls Cas toward humanity, emotion, and personal freedom
Cas pulls Dean toward belief, self-worth, and that feeling of cosmic significance
#i think about hos cas learns how to parse love and how to have the courage to act on that feeling#and i think about dean learning just how loved and SEEN he is#dean thinks: maybe i do matter#at least to him and thatâsâŠ
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I don't know how everyone isn't also always constantly thinking about how burial rites seem to be potentially one of the few things Siffrin instinctively remembers about their culture. But rest assured. I am in fact always thinking about it.

Textless version where they're just hanging out. It's fine!
#love how i said id slow down on fanart. and then didnt. anyway. the bg is supposed to be a ocean shore but its vague intentionally.#ALSO SORRY FOR DRAWING EVERYONE FACING AWAY FROM THE CAMERA ALL THE TIME? WHY DO I KEEP DOING THAT IN MY ISAT STUFF. HELLO? HELLO??? WHY???#in stars and time#isat fanart#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat loop#siffrin#sifloop#lucabyteart#hi again sifloop tag. read this as you will. go nuts. i know you people are here for the crumbs.#if you want other thoughts re: what they do/do not remember on instinct. i wonder what their culture's bonding ceremony equiv is.#since they dont seem to have any answers to that. perhaps since not directly asked during that conversation. hm. feels like a cute fic idea#not that ill be executing on that.#ill be damned if i bare my ass on ao3. i can barely write about my ocs without feeling like im naked on stage. i salute your kind's bravery#also sorry if the dialogue here is hard to parse what order its in. its a zigzag of some kind im not fighting my absolutely ass typesetting#samdontlook
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Left Behind
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#FFXIV#FinalFantasyXIV#Erenvahl#wolship#WoL x Erenville#Erenville#X'vahl Tia#(he's not here and this one has basically nothing to do with him but it's still part of the story...)#this is one of the ones that I've had in mind since playing through MSQ#I thought when he went off on his own he probably went to parse his feelings#and be able to have a breakdown in peace.#I also originally had *a lot* more dialogue written#but decided I preferred to keep it simple.#ugh this one kind of relies on people to actually click the images and see them bigger#since I added details that I think are important that kind of get lost in the small images#they're still kind of hard to see in the last image even when you click it#but I didn't want to make the tear stain trail like comically huge...#This is an excellent time to reiterate that I am always writing for the Erenville that exists in my game specifically#your canon may differ
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Stepdad Luigi: Larry Edition
#mario#super mario bros#luigi#larry koopa#bowser#bowuigi#bowluigi#bowser x luigi#petey pirahna#my art#nintendo#i think i like this formatting better than what ive been doing#this feels easier to see/read/parse
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Fear of being left behind, and wanting to be loved as much as you love others. Sometimes little reminders from a friend can help. Peep my tags
#thinking a lot about amy rose lately. I drew this maybe a week or so ago but couldnt parse how i wanted to talk about it#Was rambling to a few friends abt her journey to self love and dismantling comphet-isms and how#If I were to write her#they'd be interconnected#Her attachment over someone who's made it clear he doesnt feel the same way. ogh#Her begging to not be left behind and BEING left behind often is SO#I make a lot of angst of the sonic characters. sorry. I respond well to tragedy (btas enjoyer)#I find Shadow and Amy's friendship so comforting and interesting.#Amy is the reason Shadow remembered Maria's promise and went to help Knux and Sonic in sa2.#I'd even argue that Amy Rose is Shadow the Hedgehog's first friend that he'd say is his friend.#For Rouge and Omega he could pretend that they're just a team and work together. Nothing more.#The idea of them being good friends also gives me a lot of joy.#Amy takes him shopping! Takes him places he didnt know existed. He tries food he'd never had before#Amy gets to share her love of the world with someone she cares about. Someone who. deep down. is kindhearted and wants to do good. wl#wants to love the world as much as her#And I adore that so much!!#Shadow the Hedgehog#Amy Rose#sth#sketches
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on the eve of the war you ask me if i regret any of this i guess even you need reassurance sometimes you're only human after all
#(wordless reply) :')#rwby#summer rose#salem#mlem#im obsessed with them. i think no one understands what salem is feeling ever and sometimes even -she- can't parse her own feelings.#but summer is a certified Salem Knower after all this time. she's reading the micro-est microexpressions on that woman.#when shes annoyed...when shes brooding...and even...when shes got the jitters... đ
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now that 2.4's done, time to move onto 2.6. i'm gonna be honest, i do kinda dread watching it at the fear of not truly understanding the story and the themes because i have not a single lick of knowledge about latin american literature and all the other things that entail 2.6 and whatever aleph's got going on with the prison
#certified storm moments#i've been consuming a good bit of r1999 analyses and i've never felt so out of my depth with it lmao#people know me as the shitpost and maybe even the funny story reactions guy and i do that because. god i feel like that orc meme whenever#i try parsing through the rr1999 story sorry.#i guess i feel a sort of.... jealousy to people completely in their realm when it comes to the topics and real life history that the#game is referencing?#i'm neither literature buff nor history buff which are the two main things this game prides itself on#should i put this on the tag? sure why not#reverse 1999
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its the intrinsic queer nature that blends the platonic with the romantic its the revenge and absolute power to crush a terrible man its the intimacy and support and love of music and walking in the woods and records and not editing well at all and its been years and they just remember only to note the promise was to forget and they could leave but they can also stay and the abyss was a promise of freedom and vengeance and she's still there go find her
#terran talks#im feeling so much and cant parse it#im so full of love and bloom and rage#lost records#lost records bloom and rage#tape 2 rage#lost records spoilers
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Came Back Wrong because he came back at all, never accounted for because how do you plan for impossible variables. The equation is unbalanced. You are born and you die. Coming back demands something.
Came back because of an apparent miracle but the only thing known of the giver is a solitary tale that reveals little of their nature. Even though it's your job to understand the intricacies of the improbable, you can't find reason or logic in what should feel like fortune. No matter the depth of answers you unearth, you can't shake that something unnatural, unspeakable has occurred.
Came back but not because you figured something out, not because of profound understanding or rediscovered knowledge. Even the artifacts in all their confounding activity have some amount of consistency, a resonance to which you can attune, a shifting of energies you can redirect. But this? You fumble and the gaps don't feel negligible or improvable, but dire and damning. So grand an upset can only struggle to resolve.
Came back but the relationships are insufficient, the fabric of reality is insufficient, the substance of reality is insufficientâand you struggle together in the fallout as he spirals further away from the person you grieved and becomes a person you struggle to understand, to trust, to feel is safe to leave alive.
Came back to build a new equation. Came back to walk beside you while you trudge through the requisite opposite reactions to his arrival. Something else must be destroyed. Balance.
Came back to you. Aren't you happy?
#dragon age#da:v#bellara lutare#cyrian lutare#struggling to parse my feelings#am i doing anything here or is it just my last half a braincell fizzing out#feel like the sibling angst could have been more palpable#veilguard#dragon age veilguard
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listen I know everybody makes Orpheus and Eurydice quest aus of Nico bringing Jason back BUT we already did Orpheus and Eurydice in canon like at least three times (Nico bringing Percy to the Styx, Nico bringing back Hazel, and Piper in general is Orpheus as an Argonaut) AND we are missing the much simpler canon-established method.
Remember the whole soul-trade thing Nico was doing in BoTL that got dropped completely? Even though it was like the entire subplot with Minos?
The requirement is a soul that has cheated death for a soul that has died. Now, quickly ignoring the convenient emperors running around who very much cheated death and the entire main conflict in TOA is Apollo trying to get rid of them. There are a ton of escaped souls from the whole Doors of Death/Thanatos getting captured thing. They're just kind of around. A lot of them were in the Giant Army but not all of them and a good number of them are random mortals and they're just. Somewhere.
So that's two loose plot threads: Nico is 100% fully aware of a completely Underworld-Legal method for bringing people back from the dead and there's an absolute ton of random souls-who-cheated-death running around who knows where completely unaddressed. Also, we know from BoO that Nico has changed his stance since BoTL and is now completely down for some murder.
Now, is there a very compelling plot within there about Nico and his sense of Underworld justice/Nico's morals and how he views the situation (insert the "That word ['please'] didnât make sense to Nico. The Underworld had no mercy. It only had justice." quote from BoO of Nico killing Bryce while he's begging for mercy here.) vs Jason's own sense of justice/morals and the knowledge that Nico 100% actually murdered somebody to bring him back. THAT'S FASCINATING. It's a good conflict for a story and it ties up loose threads! We don't need to invent new mechanics the worldbuilding writes the plot all on it's own.
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#jason grace#not tagging as ship because it does not inherently need to be though most versions of this plot are#and i will say this plotline does have a FASCINATING secondary conflict if you go the ship route with it#because Nico is Ghost King! Jason was A GHOST! NICO CONTROLS GHOSTS!#Ghosts are inherently drawn to Nico and respond to his emotions/commands/etc even if he is not consciously controlling them!#So you could *absolutely* have a secondary conflict of Nico and Jason trying to figure out their feelings for each other#but both of them worrying about trying to parse if their feelings *are* actually mutual#or if Nico accidentally influenced Jason while he was a ghost into reciprocating his feelings and that stuck when he was revived#which is like. extra sucky for Jason to figure out because HE ALREADY WENT THROUGH THAT WITH PIPER. This would be the second time!#can you tell i started writing this once#i never finished it but i stand by it's SUCH a great compelling plot if you wanna go the revive-Jason route
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like, thereâs literally a scene in s2 where all the adults are finally together and thereâs no distractions and no outsiders present. theyâre even a little drunk and loose with their words! and yet van still shuts it down when misty tries to bring up their time in the wilderness! thatâs her first instinct, even when theyâre all together, and thereâs assumedly no judgement! like yes she doesnât want the mood ruined, sure, but itâs also a perfect summation of it all: they donât think about it, because they canât, because theyâre always having to re-write! nat literally two seconds later in the very SAME scene asks what they all remember, and itâs made clear they canât??
Yes! This is not new, and it wasnât new in season 2, either. The Taissa running for Senate and the Taissa in the woods going âthis place will follow us foreverâ are two different women. She remembers it was bad enough to warrant making sure no one would talk, but do we think she really remembers all the details and still ran for office? No way. Shauna would not have the reputation for being a soft, boring housewife if she recalled in vivid detail setting up a teammateâs murder and then demanding her hair as a trophy. Nat remembers the most, I would guess, but sheâs also been dulling those memories religiously for two decades. They remember the big picture, the vague awfulness, but the specifics of who they were? Theyâve been running from that for YEARS.
#ask#yellowjackets#yj spoilers#yj meta#also like look at what they ARE haunted by#Natalieâs obsession with Travisâwhich is feeling more and more like it wasnât about their teen years at all#but about clinging to each other and addiction after they got home and each had no one else#taissa remembering the wolf but not parsing that her sleepwalking mightâve started again until sheâs literally in a tree#shauna being haunted by jackieâbut never real jackie. never the truth of her. just the twisted shame version#shauna believing wholeheartedly that she killed jackie is such an early indicator of this#because she didnât! they had a petty fight and jackie was stubborn and snow came#it was tragic and awful and shauna did not do it! but thatâs the one murder she berates herself for eternally#itâs a memory of a memory and âactually. you donât knowâ
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if I had a nickel for every time a rebellion-era star wars series ended on the note of an unexpected child of a dead protagonist....
#weird it happened twice???#trying to parse why i feel weird about it aside from my feelings about how bix was written#like. many things about this finale i liked but. huh#andor spoilers#andor#star wars
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Constantly writing a Jason who isn't as mischaracterized as in the comics (2006-2011 for instance) is exhausting. Trying to make him have a believable personality is exhausting, like how emotional is he? How much does he love his previous family? Should he reconcile with Bruce? Whats his relationship with Dick like in this characterization? How do I stick to a canon that doesn't even portray Jason in a stable way? Like girl please.
Getting so fed up I might just make Jason a full on bitch again. Really cleanse the tl with a Jason that does not give a shit. It'd be so much easier fr đ©
#nightwing#batman#jason todd#dc comics#batfamily#or no batfamily#not for jason#currently writing a fic about Jason returning and not being an asshole#and my god is it hard#i feel like i'm just making shit up now#and god dont even get me started on the infinite crisis#parsing through dick and jasons relationship during this time is like looking through a muddy lens and trying to see molecules or some shit#like what do i do with this horrible bitch that jason is during this time#he does not give a fuck in these comics#and idk how to make him realistic without taking away his cuntiness#god im a fanon girl rn and theres nothing i can do about it#im a found family gorl#i just need to write tim and dick geez#much easier dynamic cause they actually have always liked each other#or like roy and dick#thats actually what i need rn#AT LEAST THEY HAVE ALWAYS LIKED EACH OTHER#i just need to read more about roy#then im gonna go down the roy and dick hole#cause FUCK YOU JASON#and your weird characterization that i cannot make cool unless i remake you as a different person#fuck canon for not giving this man good storylines either#like please#i need something to work with#anyway
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You ever think about how the Kings of Yore are nearly exclusively remembered in full, faceless, often nearly inhuman battle regalia, weapon in hand?
What were their names? Not their titles. Their names.
#Iâll make an actual analysis about this at some point#I think the only real exception in game#are the cosmogony books#however the founder king they depict looks much more like Ardyn than Somnus#there is also a painting depicting-#Iâm not entirely sure which event exactly#but it appears to be a king using the armiger to vanquish daemons#with the support of the oracle#and the kings of yore sans helmets (but still in armor)#actually I have more thoughts and feelings about that particular painting#but thatâs for another time Boy Howdy#bc Iâm realizing that thatâs probably the broâs fights against the daemons#and thatâs just-#too much to get into right now#anywho yeah#just#the kings of yore being reduced down to titles and weapons#their faces remembered indistinctly or not at all#and specifically#being parsed down to warriors#servants of *Bahamut* the *war* god#do you get it?#ffxv#ff15#final fantasy 15#final fantasy xv
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Let us now consider, Tech with an ND classic: audio processing issues. Is this why he records everything? Maybe it is.
Hunter: Well, I don't see any better options, so plan 15 it is. Tech, confused: ...plan 50??? Four voices in comms: NO.
#tbb tech#the bad batch#tech tbb#star wars#I feel this is a missed#opportunity in the show#Tech preferring written#and on-screen communications#because wtf is anyone saying#preferring some alien languages#to others because#he can actually parse them well#etc
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