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Part Two of my OL×ACNH headcanons
I actually had a lot of fun and a lot of trouble making this.
So first off I'll explain his lazy boys I chose Zucker and Stitches. First not only is Zucker a giant piece of food but he's also one of the few sea creature villagers (Octopi) in the game. Truly a villager designed for cove. (Besides Sasha who literally Cove if he was a villager imo.)
Now stitches may seem like a bit of a wild ard BUT her me out. Stitches is one of few animals that is based off an object and not really an animal. He's a stuffed bear and he's like the animal crossing embodiment of childhood. His room is filled with gifts from "mom" and because his hobby is play he's constantly running around like a little kid playing with toys and playground equipment you place. If anything stitches would fit most of the our life love interests in my opinion. I feel like it would remind them of Jamie/Franky. HIS FAVORITE SONG IS I LOVE YOU!!! Like he's perfect.
Next up is his Peppy Audie. She was an obvious choice as her house is literally a mini beach vacation and she was made for new horizons so she's a very tropical girl. She looks like she'd be right at home in sunset bird.
Next up his Cranky. Octavian would have been chosen purely because 1. He's an octopus and 2. He's the only cranky design cove liked that fit with his beach/space theme.
Next is his snooty Diana. Diana might also seem like a bit of a wildcard but I chose her mostly for her interior as it's a beach/flowery themed bathroom.
N e x t we have his smug Cephalobot. Cove would love him no doubt about it. He's once again a sea creature, his name is a pun about octopi. hIS HOUSE IS ALSO SPACE THEMED! Another perfect fit he and Cove would be besties.
Now up for his sisterly Faith! Faith is an adorable little koala with flowers and her house is beach themed as well! He'd have no choice but to take her.
Next up is Frobert, he's the closest cove could get to an aquatic like villager that was also a jock. Grew on him like moss to a brick wall.
Finally for his normal gals we have Marina and Ione. Marina is once again a little octopus so he had to choose her to complete the collection. Ione is a star/space/alien themed squirrel once again another obvious choice for our Space Cadet!
It's the B-Man's turn! This is the one I'm most proud of.
First we'll go with obvious choice, His smug Zell. Zell is literally step 3 Baxter I he were an animal. He's a smug, monochrome gazelle what more is there to say?
Next are his Sisterly villagers Muffy and Agnes. I decided to give him two because he's an only child so I feel like he'd really like them. I chose Muffy specifically because she's an alternative queen which is right up Baxter's alley let's be real. I also chose Agnes because she was the only other monochrome sisterly and she's a very sophisticated girl.
Now for his lazy I chose Antonio because he's the only black and white one I could find. He's just a little guy <3.
Next for his peppy girls Piper and Bella . I must repeat myself and say LOOK AT THEM, young Baxter and those two would be besties. Piper and Bella are so bitchy looking (compliment) I love 'em. Also Bella is another alternative queen.
Now up for his lazy Wade! He's a cute penguin with all around good vibes and a solid design.
Up next to bat is his snooty Portia. Portia is not only monochrome by much like Muffy wears a lot of purples! Her design request in the Happy Home DLC is place where she can listen to classical music! All of the snooty's give off mom vibes so I feel like her personality mixed with design would definitely make her a favorite of his.
Now it's Marlo time! His smug villager is a fancy looking hamster who may also be a mafia boss secretly (???) Peak Baxter vibes once again.
Aurora is our final Baxter-brand villager his resident normal. Aurora needs zero explanation I feel, her catchphrase is b-b-baby and the quote on her photo says "Always keep your cool." She's perfect.
#olba#our life beginnings & always#cove holden#baxter ward#our life ramblings#animal crossing brainrot#Not at all obvious who my favorite villager is
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this post & merthur
#sami rambles#our favourite doomed couple <333#i will always and forever remember hearing sara bareilles' orpheus for the first time as a teenager and immediately and irrevocably#linking it to merthur for the rest of my natural life so much so that i can no longer separate the two#LOL :D#merlin#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin x arthur#merthur#web weave#orpheus and eurydice
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Just a silly guy, with silly silly thoughts.
@glowweek Day 2
Casual | Surprise
A casual surprise?😬😬😬
#Hooooo boiii this lad is about to get funky.#He was internally screaming the whole time.#It's in my core memory as a connverse fan. I'm never truly going to let this up I believe. haha#Our boy really one day went out there wanting to get married as a teen like a true classic Disney princess. 😭#It was honestly endearing but sad and also pretty embarrassing. 😔#Secondhand embarrassment aside. Steven is pretty much lucky in the romance department. Which. Deserved by the way. With all the other#crap he had to deal with.#connverse#Steven Quartz Universe#Connie Maheswaran#SU#my shiz#teal#SU comic#glowweek#connverse week#I have no idea if whatever Connie is spouting are actuallt true in real life. Good thing this can be chalked off as just a thing in their#fictional world.#Also I'm glad part of that was covered by Connie's body because I had to take a few notes from chat GPT to add in her enumerated rambling.#I had to make the glow bracelet float like that because I couldn't draw his hand holding it quiet right in that angle.#And yea that size difference is no error. That's how small Connie's wrist is compared to his hands. Or at least something like that.#comic
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I just desperately want more recognition of traumagenic experiences that lie outside of the usual "childhood abuse" assumption that everyone forces on that label. what about trauma from bullying? what about trauma from undiagnosed illnesses? what about trauma from queer experiences like transphobia? what about trauma from medical experiences like surgeries, hospitalizations, psych wards, and other areas where the medical field failed you? what about trauma from eating disorders? what about trauma from racism?
there are so many experiences that can fall under traumagenic, but are yet swept under a rug in favor of a strict, stereotypical narrative that's easier to comprehend. I think we as a community need to make an active effort to expand our understanding of traumagenic, especially where it may overlap with experiences traditionally considered endogenic, and understand that trauma can come in so many different forms. so often people are shunned for trying to create roles and labels that describe their specific traumagenic experiences, and I don't understand why. there can be no progress towards acceptance for all systems if we don't accept that traumagenic is an umbrella label too.
#dollerium speaks#🎠 | reona (he/she/doll/bun/eld/spell)#this came out very rambly#but just know if you have trauma that's considered 'not traditional' or 'not enough'#I see you and I appreciate you#plural#plural things#actually plural#pluralgang#plural system#actually did#hc did system#did osdd#a lot of these are things we experienced in life that 100% contributed to our system's function#and yet it feels like we're not allowed to talk about them#because they're not the 'usual' accepted trauma that's discussed in traumagenic spaces#pro endo#endo safe#endo safe blog
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Day 1 — Soulmates ₊˚✧ ゚
Submission for @goldengroovy's @olnfweek2024
MC: Micha
Long ass ramble under the cut 😂
Okayokayokay SO-
I love soulmate au's. I cannot tell you how many fics I've read or how many prompts I've played with or media I've consumed or how many bullshit ideas I've come up with in my own head for them, I CANNOT.
It's just - hhhhhhhhhhhh- Soulmate au's and Time Travel au's are just the shit that gets me out of bed some days 😩💖my world weary soul drinks that shit like medicine, okay?
That all being said, it's probably a little ambiguous which au I picked to some, so let me explain: There are two au's I'm mashing up here really, both are from fics I've read back in the day. One being a Clack fic and the other a Thilbo one 🤷♂️kind of calling myself out here but w/e, they were good fics.
The Thilbo one is easier to explain - the concept is "Heartsong" which is, literally what it says on the tin. You find out who your soulmate is the first time you hear them sing (and no, that does not mean everyone is just a naturally good singer - they can be ass at music but, the point is, when you hear them their song is the perfect song for you and your heart knows that). There's a lot of little nuances to this one - things like you hearing your heartsong when you dream so you always know the moment you find them. Also people who have quiet dreams because their heartsong died, sometimes before ever even meeting them. etc etc. The heartsong also seems to expand, in some respect, to instruments (as Thorin plays his harp one night and Bilbo starts to hum without thinking about it because it sounds wonderful to him and that's how Thorin finds out).
Overall, it's a very soft and sweet concept to me and as someone who has a deep love of music, it's also one of my very favourites.
The Clack one is a little less easy to explain? I think. Maybe because it's nuances are so round about but I'll do my best. The concept for this one is "I Only See Colour When I'm With You" - anyone who knows how Clack fics usually go knows where this is probably headed 😂 and I am sorry to have hurt you but, overall, the idea is: You live in a noir-esqu world where everything is black and white. This only changes when you find your soulmate, of course, who brings the world into full saturation and lets you see colour for - possibly - the first time in your life (I say possibly because I genuinely can't remember if you start out colourblind or if it's an age cap thing).
Unfortunately, for as much as I adore this concept, it's been a long damn time since I read the fic and I don't even know if it still exists somewhere. So I can't actually recall if it was a 'you have to touch them' or 'you have to hear them' thing but the fic takes place with Zack on the cliff right before Midgar where he holds Cloud and looks at the sky - so I'm willing to bet it's a touch thing.
I also really loved this fic because it was the first one I'd read that brought in the concept of multiple soulmates to me - As Cloud later sits with Aerith and sees the colour he couldn't see with Zack, meanwhile Aerith only sees black and white, because she was only able to see colour with Zack (who was never able to see colour with her, because he needed Cloud for that).
Essentially, they all needed each other to see the world in colour. As a polyam person who didn't quite realise I was poly back then, it was a very comforting (and now dearly cherished) fic.
Anyways! Now that you have the background on the two concepts, you can kind of get what I'm going for with this piece.
Tamarack, Micha and Qiu are all soulmates in a fuzzy, desaturated world (I'm sorry, I'm not cruel enough to but them in complete greyscale LOL) and the way you find your soulmate is by hearing them sing and, when they do, your world is suddenly vivid and bright and beautiful. Suddenly, you can see things as they were meant to be seen and it's a permanent change (unlike the Clack fic) but things are always clearest and brightest when your soulmate speaks or sings 💖
I get a real kick out of the idea that Micha's known for fucking months that Tamarack is his soulmate (if not years) because he's always listening to her play but never says jack shit about it because he's emotionally constipated that way 😂Though genuinely, it's probably because he just doesn't think he's her soulmate and he's a bit against finding out he's right honestly.
Joke is on him, he's Qiu's and Tamaracks soulmate! And he couldn't have picked a better moment to grow a pair an take the risk 🥰
#OLNF Week#OLNF Week 2024#olnf#our life now and forever#mc michael#our life#qiu lin#tamarack baumann#olnf qiu#olnf tamarack#soulmate au#au#iwrite art#iwrite rambles
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not my best work but also like. who cares. woe explosion be upon ye
#jimmy solidarity fanart#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#bamboozlers#scar gets his own piece once i finish all my. work due. very soon#wild life smp#wlsmp#wild life smp fanart#trafficblr#i was waiting for grian pov for SO LONG to figure out where he exploded them#life series smp#my art#this isnt like good but also like#we all have our off days and i was working on a doomed thing from the start#if i make another one like this that looks better ill go :)#but until then i need to draw the tragedy#grian was so mean for killing jimmy#something something the canary wasnt in its cage so he had to put it back#he needed to fix things since clearly jimmy wasnt dying of natural causes#so he just took it into his own hands#enough rambling bye
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warm up doodle of the cutest ppl in the world
#tamarack baumann#qiu lin#olnf#our life now and forever#thiis doesn't need a backstory but i like to ramble sso...#thiis is like step#2-3??#ttheyre fwiends wooo :3#theyre bbeginngi to openly care for each other again wwooo!!!!#my art#aalso funny thing aabout rendering#iis that apparently u juust do rrandom shit until it looks good#i thouugjt rendering wwas like this big scary thing#nnope!!!!
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Tamarack the "I'll stand up for what's important to you and be on your side no matter what"
#sorry I fell asleep and hibernated for two weeks... but I'm back with more tamarack propaganda!#kinda surprised that I don't have more tamarack propagandas here. she's on my head so much I was worried that my bias for her is too showin#our life#our life now and forever#gb patch#tamarack baumann#olnf#olnf rambles#tamarack rambles
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Imagine playing a Visual Novel with Cove and you both REALLY get into it and obssesivly play it together for hours... But when you have to decide what love interest to go for, you both have vastly different opinions?? When you ask each other why they like this certain love interest, somehow you both answer, at the same time: "Because it reminds me of you" LIKE LIKE LIKE If you're younger or not dating yet it would be SO FRICKIN CUTE AND YOU TWO WOULD BE ALL BLUSHY AND NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY If you're together, you two would still blush and laugh about how silly you are... Then probably fight about which route you should go through first lol
#crow rambles#crow writes#our life#our life beginnings and always#olba#cove holden#olba cove#our life cove#cove x reader#cove x mc#I wanna write or draw this at some point BUT#If anyone wants to take this idea and run with it go ahead#seriously it would make me so happy
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Keep your fangs sharp, and your cash hidden 🐺🪙
#reverse1999#reverse 1999#r1999#reverse 1999 fanart#r1999 fanart#pavia reverse 1999#centurion reverse 1999#i present thee the crime duo#Pavirion#can be seen as romantic or platonic#this is my blog so this leans in a 100% shipping territory#what can i say i like equally sly and cunning people together who also enjoy a gamble with life (symbolistically; if thats even a word)#the 2nd image is pavia being a 'guard dog' to centurion mostly because if you remember the daily logins our girl bankrupted 3 casinos lol#he's just there to ensure she doesn't get banned#no not to stop her from going too far btw#he's supportive over her swindling everyone out of their cash#and if things go awry he'll enjoy a slaughter party while she's just basking in her riches in the background-#^which btw was originally going to be a comic before i got burnout from college so yeah#p.s if you made it this far in my rambles; have a cookie#p.p.s i chose the joker card for its symbolism#(sobs i dont have centurion's skin busy being broke-)
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The autism gang (They would hate each other while Laios think they're nice)
I head canon Idia as an autistic person (as an autist)
I have so many hc but I need to study...
Like
Laios meeting tsunotaro (I can imagine Marcille thinking he's pretty while Laios is looking at the horns-)
Idia Vtuber arc (his video in the newest chapter is peak)
Would Laios try to eat the octavinelle gang? He'll probably think about it
Cove would hate everyone there. Most of the twst cast are red flags-
He'll definitely want to become a mermaid tho
Characters:
Left : Laios Touden : dungeon meshi
Middle : Cove Holden : our life
Right : Idia Shroud : Twisted wonderland
#my art#artists on tumblr#dialaiya's rambles#our life#cove#cove holden#olba cove#olba#twst idia#twst#twisted wonderland idia#twisted wonderland#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#dunmeshi laios#autism#idia shroud#shitpost#idk what im doing#crossover
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So I've been really into acnh and our life so I started making a list of villagers I think the characters would have and here's that..!!!
So for Qiu I was going purely based on vibes I won't lie, I feel like their island be super normal but in a very charming way.
So for their two Smugs I chose Shep and Henry. I think Henry would for sure be their favorite villager like look at that frog he is so Qiu coded. Shep is Qiu coded too so he absolutely stays. I have a feeling Qiu would just in general have a soft spot for smugs.
For their peppy villagers I chose Cheri and BonBon. I chose both of them for the same reasons I think step 1 Qiu would think they look very fun. They'd always be active on the island, like they would 100% be the resident island troublemakers.!!
For their Jock I chose Roald because look at those big dumb eyes, that scatterbrained bird has not a single thought rattling around in there. He would have been a starting villager that was too cute to give up.
For their Normal I chose Goldie and I feel like the reasoning behind this is obvious, Qiu's favorite color is golden (and who doesn't love Goldie?) She would be on one of their first mystery island and they would invite her ASAP.
For their cranky I chose Wolfgang because he gives me such step 2 Qiu vibes it's not even funny. Look at h i m like oh my lord there isn't a world where Qiu doesn't have Wolfgang on their island. He would definitely be a lucky autofill villager.
For their snooty I chose Whitney because of vibes alone. She's so adorable They'd have 0 choice but to keep her. Also step 2 Qiu would love her imo. Once again she'd be a lucky autofill villager.
For their Lazy I gave them Beau because 1 he's orange, 2 he looks like he'd be right at home in golden grove, 3 and most importantly like Roald they're a silly little guy with worms for brains.
And finally for their sisterly (Who I definitely didn't forget to add and had to poorly photoshop her on.) Phoebe. She's a phoenix that lives in a volcano, she is literally so cool they would love her.
It's TamaTime™ I went in extra hard for my cottagecore queen!
For her normal's I gave her Molly and Stella. I chose Stella for multiple reasons;1, I think she's such an underrated cottagecore villager 2, Not only is she a cottagecore staple she also gives me major grandma vibes so Tamarack would definitely get Stella cause she reminds Tamarack of her Omi. 3, Stella is sooooo step 2 Tamarack coded oh my godddd. Besties for life I say. Now I chose Molly because she's the cutest little duck and reminds me of Tamarack in step 1 based purely on vibes.
Onto her cranky boys ofc I had to choose Dobie. Dobie is the grandpa villager and she would get him for a similar reason to Stella and that's because he reminds Tamarack of her Opa. He would have a home next to Stella and she'd use the Happy Home dlc to make his house a little office. As for O'Hare he was definitely an autofill she got too attached to.
For her peppy(s) I chose Felicity and Tangy. Once again both of my girls are so Tamarack coded. Felicity I'm more of a general sense and Tangy is one again giving me step 1 Tamarack vibes which I love. Also semi-unrelated but step 1 Tamarack definitely would love peppy villagers as a whole.
For her lazy you know I had to go with Erik. He's a cottagecore staple, a sweetheart, he's a sleepy little orange antelope and I hate to repeat myself (not really) but LOOK. AT. HIM. He even has a snazzy lil sweater. Love him and Tamarack would too.
For her snooty I chose Willow because she's so bright, cute, she's a sheep 🩷, her catchphrase is "bo peep" and because shes a snooty ofc my girl is going to tell you exactly what she thinks at any moment. For the third time we have peak Step 1 vibes.
Her jock is Teddy not for any particular reason other than I think he'd be a starter villager she few too attached too and conveniently fit the island theme.
For her Sisterly I chose Deirdre because she's a deer, she has a forrest as her home, and her starter sweater reminds me of one you can choose in game for Franky.
I will be adding to this later but my brain will implode if I think about this anymore right now.
#our life ramblings#animal crossing brainrot#Baxters is my favorite so far I cant wait to show and explain his#our life#olnf#tamarack baumann#qiu lin#also did I choose roald and molly so Qiu and Tamarack match? Nuh uh#(Spoiler alert yes-huh)#animal crossing new horizons#our life now and forever
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Would it be too out of pocket to say I been thinking about pregnancy sex with Cove 😳
Like I just knowwwwww he thinks you’re the cutest thing all round with his baby, waddling around and needing his help for things and he tells you as much
Or he just does things for you even without you asking for help just because he wants you to be as safe and comfortable during your pregnancy 🥺
And maybe it makes him a little more protective and stuff because I’ve seen tiktoks of guys saying they’ve only gotten more attracted to their wives during pregnancy and even if it’s ooc I’d like to imagine he’s like that 🤭🤭
Like him kissing your fuller boobs and your stomach while fingering you, being scared to fuck for real at first cause he doesn’t wanna hurt the baby even if you tell him it’s fine and he won’t, and of course lactation kink because you’ve covered that before lol
Anyways yeah pregnancy sex with Cove 🤗
no because i was thinking about it too, ages ago but didnt bring it up!
yknow they say pregnancy makes you horny, imagine cove being totally thrown off... but he does try to take care of you...
he'd lay you down delicately, puts you down like he's laying you on fragile clouds and kisses you so softly it leaves you breathless. kisses down your neck, presses feathery kisses down your collarbone and massages your increasingly sensitive tits with his hands, and can't help but tease you by sucking and nibbling on your nipple, twirling and gently pinching the other between his fingers...
"sorry.." he says, coming back up to kiss your lips, his hand sliding over the swell of your belly until his fingers reach your dripping cunt, slipping in one finger, slowly dragging it along your walls before adding another one, rubbing your clit with his thumb for awhile, swallowing those sweet moans before he moves his digits.
leans on his elbow to see how you look. couldn't bring himself to admit the way his cock twitched at how responsive you are, and how fucking beautiful you are..
your sweet, growing belly and how your cunt swallows his fingers, the squelching from his thrusts into your wet pussy echoing so beautifully from between your trembling legs, his fingers hitting that spot inside you that makes you fucking reel with pleasure.
kisses you soothingly when you whine about more, fisting his shirt and curling into him even though you just came. indulges you, presses his fingers against your sensitive g-spot, bullies that spot with his knuckles, reaches as deep in your cunt as you find pleasurable.
surprisingly to him, he finds the way you squirm so cute...
you're just so ethereal with your pregnant belly, so cute, so sweet. everything you do he eats up, he loves it. and is surprised by how much he is loving taking care of you right now.
of course he loves sex with you, that's obvious, and he love's you, that's even more obvious. but fuck. he didn't think he'd be damn near obsessed with fingering and eating out his pregnant wife.
gives you the most romantic fucking head of your life during that time. makes out with your cunt so gently, slips his tongue inside, his thumb rubbing circles on your clit and holds your hand while his tongue explores your heat, moaning at the pools of slick spilling on his tongue...
tries to make eye contact with you like he always does, and this time your round belly is in the way.
whenever he eats you out, has one hand on your tummy, the other either holding your shaking legs, trying to keep them from closing, or on your clit.
kisses you and worships you down there. leaves a hickey on your thigh if you keep trying to close your legs around his head or tug on his hair too hard.
even if you convince him it's okay, i truly don't think he'd wanna go all the way frequently, especially not when you're close to due date (unless you need help inducing, then he could probably lend a hand..)
but god imagine this when he first rejecting you...
he'd damn near cry seeing his poor pregnant wife trying to get off with her dildo, bouncing on it so prettily, your back sweaty and shaking from bringing your hips down so hard
it's not that you're having fun without him, it's that you look so pitiful, so sad. and when you make eye contact with cove, you look so desperate. begging your husband to do something, anything! to please just fuck you!
he'd grab you up in his arms, kisses you until you're both breathless and tells you he loves you, missed you all day, that he'll take care of you so just lay down and let him...
lets out such a pretty hybrid of a moan, whimper, and a groan. it's such a strangled, pathetic sound... he hasn't been inside you since you told him you're pregnant. can hardly breathe now that he's wrapped up in your heat again, didn't even realize how he missed this too... (cannot admit without blushing and dying that he got used to the months of bountiful raw sex...)
can't bring himself to sink in all the way, knows he's big, and he's just too nervous.
and fuck, if he doesn't make love to you right now.. cages you in his arms, face buried in your neck, kissing softly and muttering about how he loves you so much. you're so beautiful, let him take care of everything for the next year, in fact, for forever...
can't help but ramble about how amazing you are for carrying life, for wanting to have his baby, thank you for marrying him and giving him a family, you're so amazing... god, why are you so beautiful. you're even more attractive than before if that was even possible, can't explain it, he feels like he'll explode if he does try.
even if you interrupt him with a kiss, tells you in between kisses that he'll take care of your sexual needs from now on... he promises, he'll make you feel good... really, really good... as many times as you want...
sits up so he can watch you, make sure you're okay, see how beautiful you are...
curses at how his head spins seeing you take half of his cock, your pretty, puffy cunt stretched around his length, trying to take him deeper in your warm walls, and the pretty swell of your belly, still early on...
you're too gorgeous. he can't take it. wants to cry, probably, definitely, does. you're just too perfect.
kisses your tears when you start crying because of all his sweet words and sweeter love making, holds your hands, lets go only to rub your clit and tries to keep himself from cumming just yet, waiting for you to cream on his cock already..
but also imagine him fucking you with your toys.
a wand against your clit and cove on your back, either way you go you're running into a wall of pleasure.
it must be embarrassing for some of you, cove fully clothed while he holds your naked form against his chest, drawing orgasm after orgasm from you. you've been extra horny today, begging and clawing at cove for just a little bit of his touch...
or him fucking that pretty jelly pink dildo into your cunt, so softly too... the strokes long and slow, almost painful against your wet walls.
he just can't be rough with you, not like you guys usually might be.
moves his wrist expertly, quickly thrusting it into you, the soft toy bumping against your insides, nudging your cervix, urging more slick from your needy cunt. bullying the toy against your g-spot, grinding it's head into your gummy walls even though you're clenched so tightly around it...
takes care of you as long as you need. loves it, is probably too eager to drop everything just to get you off, but it's not his fault his pregnant wife needs him! you're just getting heavier and sweeter by the day, so if you need to ride him until you're cooled down enough to take your afternoon nap, he's happy to help you <3
#my brain worms from months ago are waking up just for this. ty anonnie#olba#cove holden#cove holden x reader#cove holden smut#smut#our life: beginnings & always#rambles#drabble#fem reader#female reader
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Todays the day. I need to get a job, even if that jobs not in the gaming industry. So I’m heading to the library to print up a resume and apply at a little local chain of mattress stores.
The guy instantly liked me when I went in to do a secret shop for a competing store and offered to hire me on the spot so I figure if I can chat with him he’ll still like me enough to consider me.
#ramblies#I’m dreading this so much I had dreams about getting hired by dropout tv instead#also my beloved was very sweet and when I said this was hard reassured me that I can do hard things#I wish I could wait for an industry job but it’s just not feasible#because we desperately need to move my beloved out of our current carpeted home#and moving costs are no joke#I’ll also need to get myself a laptop so I can keep honing rigging skills at the mattress job which I’m dreading#I have little to know idea how much I’ll need to invest to get a machine that can run Maya like a champ#which I’ll also need to buy an indie Maya license#god life is stressful and expensive#I long to be a little renaissance artist kept in a garret making what I please on the funds of patrons#alas
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"Marchil? I guess I can see it on Chilchuck’s end, but what about Marcille’s? What makes you think she could develop feelings for him?" I’m glad you asked!
The first thing to note is that she does think highly of him
In the page on the right, literally defending his virtues and literally comparing him to Dalclan. And oh…
She does love a brooding mysterious guy who closes himself to love. But surely, Chilchuck isn’t her type at all, right? He’s not princely or knightly at all. In apperances certainly not, both looks wise and demeanor wise, but then that’s why she seeks to know him on a deeper level, to not only look shallowly.
And hmm. Chilchuck really is quite selfless isn’t he? Always looking out for others, and saving specifically her often, always making sure himself and, staying in or even running towards danger for her sometimes. Modesty is often considered heroic…
And can we talk about that drowning one… You can definitely frame the special attention as him knowing she tends to hesitate or be clumsy, and then his insistance on pulling her out of danger that she’s the healer aka the most important to keep alive, but. From the one who says that he just keeps his ass out of fights and won’t help this is a lot of risk to take, and he does die trying to pull her to safety in the dungeon rabbits chapter. And the drowning bit??? That’s when the dungeon collapses. The only reason they DON’T die of drowning here is that the water then gives way to outside. There was NO hope of pulling her to safety here and resurrections would likely not work either, he truly preferred to die with her than try to survive himself.
Sit your ass back DOWN you are in no state, self-sacrifical hero much damn
And Marcille definitely noticed this imo, after all she loves learning all she can about him, remembering things like how he hates waiting on people too. She pays attention to him and what he does and what he says. This to say that it’s notable, whatever reason for it you may think (though we know by this point at least she was already aware he was an adult though it wasn’t internalized), out of everyone it’s Chilchuck’s bed that she wants to sleep in during the Golden Kingdom stay. He’s safe and comforting to her: dependable, the defining trait in her view of him as is shown by the relationship chart in the Adventurer’s Bible.
^ Lending handkerchiefs is a romance trope btw and handkerchiefs have irl history of being used for courting. Especially in old English literature and plays like Shakespeare’s Othello, and personally I do see a lot of Shakespeare in Dalclan (nobility political drama with some romance). There’s how his cowl is a dearly beloved souvenir from his family too, there’s a lot of aesthetic tropes you can apply to him.
All this to say you can 100% romanticize Chilchuck into a princely noble guy if you try and that’s exactly what Marcille does with the wife roleplay. She doesn’t need much in the first place, she latches onto crumbs and makes aesthetic narratives out of details, give her an inch she’ll take a mile.
But what’s interesting about the shift throughout the arc of her and his relationship is that she starts out idealizing him into a little angel of a kid (shapeshifter), and she ends it idealizing him as a virtuous husband and family man instead.
And what’s doubly interesting is that in the former, she’s actively warping who he is personality and demeanor wise to fit the aesthetic, he doesn’t have that bitter pride of not asking for help and the edges have been smoothened. But what she does during the wife roleplay is something else, she acknowledges the flaws and just… Accepts them, rolls with them. She’s aware of his flaws and implements them into the narrative, but the reason why his wife left doesn’t capitalize on them even, rather Chil is chilblivious and his wife loves him very much still, she’s just testing him after having had a night of feeling out of place at his side.
And this is what separates the idealization vs romanticization, she’s not twisting him into someone else she’s just uplifting what he is and focusing on the good sides.
Marcille: "he has a shitty personality sometimes but if he was my husband I’d still cherish him" "If I were your wife I’d be overjoyed to go out with you and would get myself prettied up while you complain about me taking a long time, your friends would tell me that I’m nice and that’d make me happy, but I’d also be sad because you wouldn’t tell me that you love me enough"
He’s angry and his wife left him, he’s *flawed*, but he’s still worth hyping up, still worth having his own romance story, still has a shot of winning back his beloved. She sees him for what he is, human and real and not a carefully scripted character that fits an aesthetic, and she thinks it’s still worthy of love and admiration and fighting for
And what’s funny too is that you might expect her to cool down on him once she learns more about him but actually she only gets increasingly into his business. You tell her your age and next thing you know you promise to introduce her to your family. Give her an inch she takes a mile. And too the thing is, Senshi is equally mysterious but she doesn’t pester him like at all, asks him ONCE about his succubus and he doesn’t even answer and that’s like… It. With Chilchuck it starts off innocently enough with her wanting to know his age, hometown, the stuff she mentions having asked pre-canon. But it just keeps and keeps going and escalating. Think she’ll be satisfied now knowing you have a wife and kids, maybe she’s disillusioned now? Wrong! She wants to know their names and ages and occupations and hey how did you propose to your wife? Do you think she’ll stop after meeting them? What’s next? What will she want to know next????
She’s… Like it’s not a reach that Marcille is all over him. Like it doesn’t mean it’s romantic but she just is. She is not normal about him idk. Can you not ask him about what tongue technique he used when first kissing his wife, give the man breathing room
Marcille could literally go "if I was Chilchuck’s wife" having deeply pondered and thought out the hypothetical and people would still ask where anyone sees any romantic potential between them. Oh wait
There’s a platonic explanation for everything (almost?) in Dungeon Meshi don’t say I’m saying otherwise, but it’s definitely not like there’s nothing here to read into lol
Going off a bit more under read bc it’s my fave topic
Marcille has a whole theme with the charming prince trope with her idealization and storybook motif and Chil is kinda the "Well someone perfect like that isn’t very realistic and romance is usually more complex and that’s ok and good and flawed people can still be ✨virtuous✨" catalyst
Do you see do you see she starts canon thinking the most romantic thing is a prince charming but her arc in the end has her romanticizing an average, flawed, real and realistic family man, who’s on the poorer side and is on the verge of divorce. And that’s what he needed, too, seeing the positive of himself and the situation instead of focusing on the negative is explicitly what inspires him to hope that he might be able to reconcile with his wife, gives him the courage and self-esteem to shoot his shot.
He IS a prince figure instead that now it’s not about idealizing the grand and overt it’s about romanticizing the small things in real life!! About finding joy and beauty in things that seem normal or mundane and uplifting them to make the world feel kinder!!!!
He’s the devoted virtuous man that she wantsss not the storybook prince that’s unrealistic and could crumble like a script at any time. He’s the perfect example of a flawed realistic but virtuous & devoted & loving man. Far from a prince charming, but not fully detached from it either. Something worth fighting for despite the flawed cracks. Like literally, flawed romance being worth fighting for is literally the finale of Chilchuck and Marcille’s arc on the matter, where their separate arcs and issues intersect at the most crucial moment.
Marcille is important to Chil’s arc not only because of her optimism, but also because of her interest and knowledge in romance & matters of the heart, and that’s what he needs to both open his heart up to hope and to try to reconcile with his wife, like idk sounds gay
Their arc together is literally learning to 1) see each other for how they are and not undermining their qualities capacities etc etc while still not leaving flaws unchecked either and 2) opening up to people. Marcille LITERALLY makes Chil open his heart up to hope like idk man. What do you want from me. He’s literally the guy helping her through deconstructing novels and fantasy and rose tinted glasses and like. Deconstructing the prince charming figure into something more real but still romantically beautiful like KUI KUI STOOOOP STOP I’M ALREADY HOOKED I’M ALREADY-
Ok fine that’s me reading into the tropes too much forgive me for being storybook brained but like. Speaking his heart out to a lone woman on a balcony, Romeo and Juliette shit, asking if she, too, doesn’t want to meet his family, madly blushing. And like she’s learned with Chilchuck it’s all in the little things, all the implications he cannot speak aloud. She does reciprocate, does blush madly back, and the first thing she does is shower him in flowers and jewelry and what in her heart is coded as romantic gifts
A lady, stashed away in a high tower by her lonesome, waiting for someone to call out to her from below… Romeo courting type shit with an offer, a heartfelt spiel, implicit confession from underneath her balcony. Offering him flowers because he succeeded in calling out to her heart…….. And they have to climb to her too…. Crazy
Doesn’t it sound like a proposal. One that’s both so storybook-like and not, contrastedly real and grounded, all about the implications rather than in your face grand gestures, "Don’t you want to meet my family?". They literally have an arc about the topic of romance and this is the climax/pinnacle of it like god?? This is @ the woman who said "Chilchuck is a shy/bashful man so I know he wouldn’t tell me he loves me, but…" btw
To quote a friend, truly the shiny secret unlockable dating sim capture target : THE DUNGEON LORD BIT WAS SO FUNNY BECAUSE HE KNEW SHE'D TAKE IT HOOK LINE AND SINKER HES THE ONE WHO GOT HER TO TURN AROUND COMPLETELY SHES LIKE. WIDE EYED FLAG RAISED???? FLAG RAISED WITH CHILCHUCK 👀👀👀‼️👀👀‼️👀
And the way that this is the culmination of their arc together… Like people are not ready for the ‘Chil calling out to dunlord Marcille on the balcony has Romeo and Juliette romance novels imagery’ take. Or the ‘their arc is about growing to see beauty even in the non-idealized, in the flawed and in the real’ take which makes it so so perfect if she were to lower her ideal from a charming elven prince to a virtuous halfling man (which she does end up romanticizing)
So there, you got to witness in real time what happens when I think about marchil for longer than 2 minutes, there are so many layers it’s a deranged rabbithole. I saw the necronomicon of subtext and it’s driving me to madness with forbidden knowledge that no one else sees
……. Like what if I told you she implicitly picked Chilchuck over a "unrealistic prince charming who’s actually disingenuous" much earlier in the story already. If she was given the choice to think through going with a guy that seems perfect and chivalrous like her succubus she’d pick Chilchuck over the other actually. If I sound insane rn tune in for my full analysis on them coming this month hopefully thank youu. Interwoven arcs of fantasy vs reality and idealization vs pessimism I love youuu
So now you know the general thesis of my planned analysis about the importance of the prince charming figure in Marcille and Chilchuck’s arc, where she romanticizes things to a sometimes worrying degree or idealize people into something easy and digestible and poetic (like Chil being a kid, and then him being a virtuous ✨✨✨husband), and how she needs to value aesthetics less and actual acts and facts more, be more grounded (like seeing people for what they are flaws and all, and accepting that people need money and not pulling through on principles of honor or unity shouldn’t get Namari shamed) and a part of that is accepting that Chilchuck is BOTH flawed and virtuous, a loving husband that still has shitty moods and fumbled his marriage so bad etc etc. So it’s like, her image of perfect prince charming that will whisk you away on an ethereal romance -> realistic flawed middle aged dad with personality issues and a failing marriage but he still is worthy of love and having his cute grand romance story and his happy ending. Ik I keep repeating the same point through this but I need it to be burned into everyone’s brains it has its grip on me I can’t do this. They are so special……
#Someone did ask (on discord) btw i’m not just being a smartass though I do love being that too#This is stuff I cover in my upcoming marcille & chil arc analysis except here I can go full romo and don’t keep the strictly platonic angle#It’s at like 15k words rn I think. The 30 pics limit is killing me which is why I started asking my friend to do collages of panels for me#Sob#I keep alternating between it and the Falin analysis save me. Should be dropping soon idk i might test out having a beta reader for that on#Marchil foreplay is 2 years of being coworkers and slowly worming personal questions out of him until he blinks and she has#a key to his house#Dungeon meshi#marchil#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#like they’re so so funny look at this shit. Nonconsensual romanticizing of you as a person. Obsessive interest in your personal life#She’s latched so hard onto the “mystery” of him they’re deranged#MAYBE ITS ALL COMPROMISES MAYBE ITS ALL SWEET INBETWEENS <3#maybe we'll take our vision of what we thought we could be and make something new together. something for just us#Fumi rambles#Maaan Marcille’s ‘idealizing him into liking him even for all his flaws bc his personality is often kinda shitty’ arc’#and Chilchuck’s ‘prejudice against elves and mages and optimism into respect and trust’ arc are everything to me#Meta#Spoilers#Dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Tagged this so late oops#It’s so funny. She’s canonically wondered how Chil would be like as a lover#No no but like do u see. Fantasy is a key part of her chrcter and arc and he’s the foil to that he’s the thing that comes challenge it
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something i'll never recover from when playing OLNF is just how america the school looks. like its comical; the checkered boards and the lights, it feels so TV set. so disney channel. like i swear a character from TAWOG is gonna appear on my screen.
especially considering how most schools in my country are so open for more air circulation. will never get over it. do schools actually look like this ??? i will never know....
#citrusbuds ramblings#olnf#our life now and forever#our life#never ceases to amuse me#especially since its an elementary school#and usually the more closed building type of school are colleges
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