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Tamarack the "I'll stand up for what's important to you and be on your side no matter what"
#sorry I fell asleep and hibernated for two weeks... but I'm back with more tamarack propaganda!#kinda surprised that I don't have more tamarack propagandas here. she's on my head so much I was worried that my bias for her is too showin#our life#our life now and forever#gb patch#tamarack baumann#olnf#olnf rambles#tamarack rambles
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Sooo...
MARIANA INTRODUCTION TIME !! :33
I'll do a Lucas introduction as well but lesbian first
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Let's starts with the basics shall we? ; At 10 years old Mariana Martinez moved to Puerto Rico all the way to Golden Grove. The move was....something. Travelling to somewhere to a completely different continent, with a different language, different culture— just everything is different.
At least she has her Mama with her, despite not having the best relationship with each other, deep down Mariana really cares for her mama. She just has hard time expressing it.
In step 1, Mariana is a cis girl from all the way to step 4 and doesn't really care what pronous you use "You guys are obsessed, She..He..They. I don't care." she says
-Originally when I made her ; They were a transgender boy but I scraped it (and made another one that I'll introduce later cough cough)
Mariana isn't afraid to tell the truth, she's very blunt and so horribly honest. ex : Random "Hey! What do you think of my new hat?"
Mariana "It sucks."
So..yeah.. And because of this ; back in Puerto Rico she did not have that many friends. Some parents complained to Opal about it even but guess what? Mariana still doesn't care and continues on being 'mean'.
Fun fact while we're at it : Mariana has a bit of an accent in step 1, but by the time passes they manage to cover up the accent but it'll often come by from certain words. Especially the r's and the v's (pronounces the v = b's)
And the famous bilingual problem ; forgetting words. Both native and english, when people at school found out she was from Puerto Rico (which made her a bit more popular, bragging) people would often come up to her and ask him if their Spanish homework was good enough or what that word meant. She'd either :
A. Be blunt.
B. Knows what it says and capable of translating it but, just, can't.
C. Knows the word in Spanish but forgot it in English.
(^ mostly happens in step 2)
The relationship with the leads!!!
Whenever you would ask Mariana about love, she'd peek at Tamarack Baumann secretly and look back at you, plainly responding by "I don't do that romance crap."
In step 1 : When Tamarack popped out of the leaves, catching Mariana off guard, noticing how pretty Tamarack is.
She was hostile about her at first because of how her heart keeps fluttering everytime she'd smile. They're immediately and naturally close, without Mariana noticing much. And would defend Tamarack at anytime, Tamarack said you look like a broccoli because of your hair? Well she's right and she's being honest about it. Suck it up. Nevertheless ; while those two pining idiots goes trought the hardships of Tamarack not really feeling like a regular and Mariana being, her and confused about her feelings, in the end they could call each other's girlfriend's <3
As for Qiu Lin, ehh...they're neighbors all right. Mariana was ticked off by Qiu's charming personality and Qiu's being a people pleaser.
But in step 2, while Mariana is confused with her feelings and other stuff. Not wanting to bother Tamarack or her mama and on the other hand Qiu's confused with their gender. They'd rely on each other instead and give each other their shoulders to rest their head on to either ramble or stay in complete, comfortable silence. Then Mariana would maybe give a chance to Qiu. Despite Qiu giving up on befriending her, she'd try and befriend them.
And voilà !! All the main stuff you need to know about Mariana. Thank you for giving me your time to talk about her, of course if you have any questions about her or hell, another mc that caught your eye you can ask them away. And I'd cry. Have a wonderful day/afternoon / night!!
#Finally caved in and listened to the voices#our life#our life: now & forever#olnf#olnf qiu#olnf tamarack#olnf mc#olnf mariana#olnf rambles#our life now and forever#our life mc
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I know that step 2 is the time for angst™, but looking at these scenes makes me feel like we'll be getting quite some angst in step 1 too.
Looking at Qiu's track record, I have a feeling that it'll have something to do with him beating himself up over a small mistake (that people don't even consider one to begin with) or being unable to fix something that's outside of his control.
As for Tamarack's, I'm not really sure since there's not much we can conclude from the public demo, but I think it can have something to do with her bluntness and how she might accidentally hurt/offend people with it despite having the best intention(?).
(There's a high chance that I'm really wrong about this, but it's still kinda fun to speculate)
Anyway... Yeah. Crying Qiu and Tamarack are real; they can hurt you.
Who said what to the child
I just wanna have a nice and happy convo 😊
#I don't like to see the babies cry but I do love the prospect of angst... it's complicated#our life reblog#olnf#tamarack baumann#qiu lin#rambling on other people's post#olnf rambles
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Day 1 — Soulmates ₊˚✧ ゚
Submission for @goldengroovy's @olnfweek2024
MC: Micha
Long ass ramble under the cut 😂
Okayokayokay SO-
I love soulmate au's. I cannot tell you how many fics I've read or how many prompts I've played with or media I've consumed or how many bullshit ideas I've come up with in my own head for them, I CANNOT.
It's just - hhhhhhhhhhhh- Soulmate au's and Time Travel au's are just the shit that gets me out of bed some days 😩💖my world weary soul drinks that shit like medicine, okay?
That all being said, it's probably a little ambiguous which au I picked to some, so let me explain: There are two au's I'm mashing up here really, both are from fics I've read back in the day. One being a Clack fic and the other a Thilbo one 🤷♂️kind of calling myself out here but w/e, they were good fics.
The Thilbo one is easier to explain - the concept is "Heartsong" which is, literally what it says on the tin. You find out who your soulmate is the first time you hear them sing (and no, that does not mean everyone is just a naturally good singer - they can be ass at music but, the point is, when you hear them their song is the perfect song for you and your heart knows that). There's a lot of little nuances to this one - things like you hearing your heartsong when you dream so you always know the moment you find them. Also people who have quiet dreams because their heartsong died, sometimes before ever even meeting them. etc etc. The heartsong also seems to expand, in some respect, to instruments (as Thorin plays his harp one night and Bilbo starts to hum without thinking about it because it sounds wonderful to him and that's how Thorin finds out).
Overall, it's a very soft and sweet concept to me and as someone who has a deep love of music, it's also one of my very favourites.
The Clack one is a little less easy to explain? I think. Maybe because it's nuances are so round about but I'll do my best. The concept for this one is "I Only See Colour When I'm With You" - anyone who knows how Clack fics usually go knows where this is probably headed 😂 and I am sorry to have hurt you but, overall, the idea is: You live in a noir-esqu world where everything is black and white. This only changes when you find your soulmate, of course, who brings the world into full saturation and lets you see colour for - possibly - the first time in your life (I say possibly because I genuinely can't remember if you start out colourblind or if it's an age cap thing).
Unfortunately, for as much as I adore this concept, it's been a long damn time since I read the fic and I don't even know if it still exists somewhere. So I can't actually recall if it was a 'you have to touch them' or 'you have to hear them' thing but the fic takes place with Zack on the cliff right before Midgar where he holds Cloud and looks at the sky - so I'm willing to bet it's a touch thing.
I also really loved this fic because it was the first one I'd read that brought in the concept of multiple soulmates to me - As Cloud later sits with Aerith and sees the colour he couldn't see with Zack, meanwhile Aerith only sees black and white, because she was only able to see colour with Zack (who was never able to see colour with her, because he needed Cloud for that).
Essentially, they all needed each other to see the world in colour. As a polyam person who didn't quite realise I was poly back then, it was a very comforting (and now dearly cherished) fic.
Anyways! Now that you have the background on the two concepts, you can kind of get what I'm going for with this piece.
Tamarack, Micha and Qiu are all soulmates in a fuzzy, desaturated world (I'm sorry, I'm not cruel enough to but them in complete greyscale LOL) and the way you find your soulmate is by hearing them sing and, when they do, your world is suddenly vivid and bright and beautiful. Suddenly, you can see things as they were meant to be seen and it's a permanent change (unlike the Clack fic) but things are always clearest and brightest when your soulmate speaks or sings 💖
I get a real kick out of the idea that Micha's known for fucking months that Tamarack is his soulmate (if not years) because he's always listening to her play but never says jack shit about it because he's emotionally constipated that way 😂Though genuinely, it's probably because he just doesn't think he's her soulmate and he's a bit against finding out he's right honestly.
Joke is on him, he's Qiu's and Tamaracks soulmate! And he couldn't have picked a better moment to grow a pair an take the risk 🥰
#OLNF Week#OLNF Week 2024#olnf#our life now and forever#mc michael#our life#qiu lin#tamarack baumann#olnf qiu#olnf tamarack#soulmate au#au#iwrite art#iwrite rambles
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warm up doodle of the cutest ppl in the world
#tamarack baumann#qiu lin#olnf#our life now and forever#thiis doesn't need a backstory but i like to ramble sso...#thiis is like step#2-3??#ttheyre fwiends wooo :3#theyre bbeginngi to openly care for each other again wwooo!!!!#my art#aalso funny thing aabout rendering#iis that apparently u juust do rrandom shit until it looks good#i thouugjt rendering wwas like this big scary thing#nnope!!!!
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something i'll never recover from when playing OLNF is just how america the school looks. like its comical; the checkered boards and the lights, it feels so TV set. so disney channel. like i swear a character from TAWOG is gonna appear on my screen.
especially considering how most schools in my country are so open for more air circulation. will never get over it. do schools actually look like this ??? i will never know....
#citrusbuds ramblings#olnf#our life now and forever#our life#never ceases to amuse me#especially since its an elementary school#and usually the more closed building type of school are colleges
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To the bitch ass anon who sent me a « i like your art but why do you always try to start fandom drama » regarding me saying that sexualizing characters who are minors is Bad, turn off that thing and I’ll answer your ask publicly.
I’m at point where i’ll allow myself to swear on main but what the fuck is wrong with some of you ? I am not talking about people who can learn from their error or people who genuinely didn’t see the harm and are willing to understand I am talking about the morrons who think that pointing out an issue in a fandom means I’m insulting it. So i will repeat and keep repeating it again. Adults know better than sexualizing characters who are minors in a fandom full of minors. I saw blogs of olnf fans stating they were 14. Some players are the exact same age of the character you’re sexualizing and you’re exposing them to that because on top of being a weird person you don’t tag your shit properly.
I will call out the weird people making sexist comments, transphobes content and pedo artwork because I’m an adult who knows better and I want a better fandom space for young players who deserve to enjoy a wholesome queer game without being met with creeps.
If me wanting to do that makes you uneasy then start to heavily reflect on yourself.
Yes I’ll read step 3 qiu x mc smutt if the trope seems interesting you know what ? Cause smutt isn’t the problem, people being weird as shit about minors and not being decent people are the problems that why. Writte all the smutt you want to kinktober as long as it’s with adults character and well tagged to not appear on main tags between two fanarts of 10 years old tamarack playing with crayons.
#dreamty’s ramble#i am heated and pissed so again excuse my agressivity#last time hopefully that i stop with this discourse#olnf#our life now and forever#our life 2#qiu lin#tamarack baumann
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OLNF oc infodump :]
Step 1:
“baroness of the bandages”
i wanted to follow the template for qiu and tammy’s intro sheets, so where qiu and tammy are the king/queen, aspen is the baroness—the lowest rank of nobility since she doesn’t think too highly of herself in step 1. she’s clumsy so she’s got a lot of bandages plastered everywhere.
the colour palette is bright for this step, she’s just expressing herself.
Step 2:
“mediator of the monarchs”
we’re still not sure what caused tam and qiu to be not friends with each other—but ever since the ‘breakup’, aspen has been the mediator for them (monarchs referring to step 1 queen tam and king qiu), having to keep things civil.
this takes a toll on her, of course, having to be the peacemaker between two of her closest friends, and she only wants them to make up again. she does get bitter about it though—getting tired of being the one keeping them together.
the ‘tightrope’ aspen’s balancing on is actually a metaphor for both his identity (trans!) and his neighbours. it also explains the more neutral colour palette of his clothes for this step.
Step 3:
“gentleman of the generation”
(lets pretend that says step 3 on the infocard LOL) aspen is transmasc! and he’s proud. he’s changed a lot from his kid self.
he’s on his way to become a fashion designer! (headcannon that if qiu and tammy are still ballet dancer/musician respectively, he designs clothes for them to wear during their performances :])
#hehe hope this made sense#i was just rambling n spitballing ykwim#oh yeah ignore the dolls in the infocards they’re for placeholders :3#toxxi art#olnf#olnf mc#qiu lin#tamarack baumann#our life now and forever#our life
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So... I noticed that Qiu wear their jacket slightly differently in step 1, 2, and 3.
In step 1, they leave their jacket open without bothering to button or zip it up.
In step 2, they do the exact opposite by wearing their jacket closed and completely buttoned-up.
And in step 3, they loosen up their jacket again, but not completely. Ending up with a middle ground where their jacket is partially open and partially closed.
I just think it's interesting that the changes in how they wear their jacket parallel really well with their character arc in every step.
Also the way their outfit went from warm palette (brown green jacket) -> cool shades (blue jacket) -> mix of both (blue-green jacket).
And the way they went from wide grin -> not smiling -> soft smirk.
Yeah.
#I guess I'm in my clothes analysis era#our life#our life now and forever#gb patch#qiu lin#olnf#olnf rambles#qiu rambles
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Ok, so... This is probably just a design choice and totally unintended, but her hair DOES look more sparkly in the step 3 icon!
The number of sparkles actually doesn't change much if you count the small dots (she went from 9 to 8 to 9), but all of her sparkles are equally big in step 3, so they're more noticeable compared to some of the dot sparkles in step 1 and 2.
As I said before, this is probably nothing, but I want to point it out because I really love the hc.
hc that probably won’t happen in the game but like. hair sparkles
tamarack’s hair sparkles are super noticeable in step 1, dim so much you have to squint to see them in step 2, and then go back to being noticeable in step 3, where they shimmer and dim depending on her mood- but usually are glittering brightly, fitting her reborn confidence.
#is this how i do queue?#our life reblog#our life writings#olnf#tamarack baumann#rambling on other people's post#olnf rambles#tamarack rambles
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EVERYONE WELCOME...!!
LUCIA FLOQUET!!!!!!
I've been brainstorming for two days on how to word my thoughts out, specifically for step 2.......
At 10 years old Lucia Floquet moved to Golden all the way from France, she was skeptical with the whole moving out from the continent. But how much worse could it be? She barely bat an eye back in France, not having much friends, when people come up to her she ignores them. But she'll definitely miss the pastries, especially the mille-feuille. Those are her favorites. (Mille-feuille are French pastries that has three layers of puff pastry and two layers of pastry cream. And on top icing sugar or fondant. You can add jam or fruits.)
Lucia is a cis girl — but that's only in step 1. With a few doubts here in there still back in step 1.
If Lucia tolerates you enough, she can be a playful and teasing — if you're a girl. Lucia is the complete opposite. Hell, won't knowledge you once and if she did she'll just be plain with you. Even if you knew her since diapers she'll act as if you two are just neighbors, that's all you'll get.
THE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LEADS!!!!!
Whenever you would ask Lucia about love, she'll look at you weird.
When Tamarack Baumann popped out of the leaves, Lucia was caught off guard was an understatement, but she tought Tamarack was so pretty, and so she blurted it out and quickly got embarrassed right after, but Tamarack just compliment her back plus her bow. Which Lucia complimented back with her hair tie.
They bonded very easily and attached to the hip! It was easier since they we're both girls, Lucia tought.
When she saw Qiu Lin up at his "hideout", she liked his hoodie, but quickly got annoyed by his personality and ignored him half the time. But as time passes she slowly started to tolerate him.
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When I was making her outfit I found this one rlly pretty and it suited them)
Gender dysphoria warning!! Read at ur own risk.
Lu personality did a whole 180° when they stepped into teenage hood.
Lu is no more a polite person, barely talks and is biting in general.
Not comfortable being called a "miss" anymore and people calling them their old name just icks her, deciding to shorten it sound it doesn't sound too 'feminine' but that's not their government name, just a nickname. And in this step they go by she/they, but feels less uncomfortable with 'they'.
In their room, when they we're twelve they used to have a mirror in the corner but now it's covered, not feeling comfortable with their look and how their body looked, more specifically their chest and would only wear baggy clothes with two baggy sweater under their hoddie to cover it up.
Their hair was annoying too, it grown over the years and people would come up and braid it for fun and compliment it. Lu we're grateful and happy for the compliments but they found it annoying and triggering when their strand of hair would rest on the back of their neck, feeling like carrying weight on their back which is why they put it up in a bun or ponytail most of the time.
Once they were home alone they really could take it anymore and still in their mind, they decided to cut their hair and that felt like the weight was finally off their shoulder and they could finally breath in peace. And asked their mom if they could them dye their hair.
(their hair went trought it all)
They're still best friends with Tee of course, going on walks in the forest and Lu talking about their gender, talking about they don't feel comfortable with their own skin and not feeling like someone.
And with Qiu? Their relationship grew between their years, knowing Autumn can count on them and they can do in return.
(Also why do people think they're dating or or something??)
BUT THE RAIN DOESN'T FALL FOREVER BABY!!!!!!
Lucas can proudly call themselves a man with he/him pronous but won't mind they/them. After tough battles of the storm the clouds dissipate from the side and the sun shine. He finally feels comfortable with his own skin.
Relationship with Tee? Yeah uhm, they're siblings. Can't tell anyone or them otherwise.
And Qiu? Uhmm....
Yeah so, Lucas knows what he's feeling for Qiu, and what he felt when he still battling. He actually likes them. Like, a lot..a lot, lot. But is scared to commit, scared to destroy the friendship in between of them. Everyone has to suffer and often encourage the other to just give hints and confess but Lucas rather shit himself than 'ruin' what's good between them.
WHOOOOOHOOOO there he is!! Btw he's the mc that I was talking about when I introduced Mariana :3 Thank you for taking your time to read this and have a great day/afternoon/night!!
#my writing#olnf rambles#olnf oc#olnf mc#our life: now & forever#our life now & forever#our life now and forever#olnf qiu#olnf tamarack#olnf Lucas#transgender#transmasc#:33333
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aauuuuhh qiu’s reaction to the mc using ms and mr <333
he’s talking like there’s two lily seconds haha
#they’re so#(talking about qiu btw)#aUUUYSSDGHjajjssnks#tamarack and qiu are so accepting about the mc’s gender and whether or not they’re trans#like they may be confused at first but once you give a short explanation then BOOM they 100% support you#qiu calling the mc smart :(((#wait do you guys think that if#the mc says that they’re trans it kind of pushes qiu in the direction of realizing they’re gender-fluid#like in a ‘wow you can do that’ kinda way ?????#probably not but it’s nice to think about#anyways enough rambling#olnf#our life now and forever#okay when i said enough rambling i lied#i really enjoy making my many mc trans because tamarack’s and qiu’s reactions are the best thing ever#like it genuinely makes me so !!! happyyy
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Hi... So, It's been a while, huh? So... I recently cleaned up my askbox, and got started on most of the requests that remained there, so I wanted to announce that my askbox is open once more ♥
Feel free to ask for one-shots and headcanons!
I'll be faster with updates this time, I promise.
#bee rambles#xoxo droplets#our life#olnf#olba#sweet elite#eldarya#my candy love#my candy love new gen#our life now and forever#blooming panic#last legacy
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Yeah! And there's also this too:
And this isn't one of those special things that he will only say to a crush or a friend, so he's actually this attentive and caring to everyone. No wonder all those kids are catching feelings.
OK, has anyone got this yet????, like dam, he was worried
#our life reblog#our life misc#olnf#qiu lin#rambling on other people's post#olnf rambles#qiu rambles
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yoooo what up party people!!! I finished my essay and it's only 3am so it's a little ms paint chi aubade from my drafts, ain't she beautiful?
kinda just a little status update post coz I'm addicted to this app, but I got two more essays due soon— HOWEVER I WILL BE POSTING PERCY BIRTHDAY ART!!! (hopefully,,,)
#and olnf secret santa soon!!!#get hyped get hyped!!!#i havent started those essays yet either#its not looking good for me fam#skips rambles :3
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I have a longer post for this where I’ll go into detail on this, because I think people need to understand where this is coming from, but I really need our life fans to understand that game is queer and it’s so clear that some of you are avoiding making tamaracks mcs only because she’s a girl, and fat and because y’all hate sapphics.
I saw an anon asking for another game with a male li, as if 90% of otome games aren’t about straight romances or around men. Can we sapphics have something? Or do we constantly need people showing us down our throats men and men romances? Are y’all able to survive without men?
We have a fucking game where neither of the mcs are men, CAN WE PLEASE HAVE THID OR DO YOU HAVE TO BRING MEN INTO THIS ONCE AGAIN???? Because some of you seem, SO DESPERATE to have men in this to the point where you’re misgendering qiu and is fucking annoying
#our life#our life now and forever#olnf#our life: now & forever#soar's rambles#anyways#again bigger post in drafts#just had to vent this because I will fucking go insane#I don’t even mind cishets playing the game just don’t erase the queerness of it#the only tamarack mc I’ve found is a man why are you guys scare of sapphics?#make girls kiss you cowards#oooh girl on girl action ooooh scaryyy#and also fatphobia#y’all hate fat people and it shows
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