#otherwise it was... humiliating.

[hakugreenfinch]

sorry im being silly tonight. im just thinking about how. i was placed 3rd at a cosplay competition at japanexpo paris this year. and its one of my biggest achievements as a cosplayer and i cant really brag about it. like i told my parents. i guess. my friends congratulated me. thats nice. like. really nice. but idk its like. when people go to cons abroad and get placements, even when they dont, mondo posts about it and they get two pages in the next mondo issue. and i guess you have to let them know for them to report it but. it just feels like something thats cool if youre a big cosplay name and trashy if youre not and with 13 years like literally half my lifetime and a long history of competing i know im still not someone anyone would name their favourite cosplayer. im just some guy whos too broke and depressed to be able to make a big name and so my shitty little third place at the biggest anime con in europe feels like no big deal.

[en-bitch]

Misbehaving as someone's personal computer so they take you to a 'repair specialist'

"Hmm you've got a problem with your computer?"

"Yes, it takes way too long to respond to any input command"

"Hmm well let's take the shell off and hook it up to the diagnostics"

Your owner strips you naked and 'hooks you up' tying your hands together above your head, locking your legs in a spreader bar and putting an anal hook inside you

"So what have you tried so far?"

"Well I've tried blowing on it, turning it off and on again but it hasn't made much of an impact"

"Ok let's turn it on and see what we're working with"

Your head is lifted up and the blindfold is removed. The specialist asks you calculation questions a computer should be able to get instantly and shakes disapprovingly when you are unable to answer within the time limit. They 'calibrate' you, pinching your nipples and turning them as they continue to ask questions

"Sometimes it's just that something has clogged the internal fans and it needs to be removed, you can fix that with some percussive maintenance around the rear of the computer if you wouldn't mind."

Your owner gets behind and starts spanking you, making it so difficult to answer that you can't even say words properly.

"Well that's no good, the audio port is on the fritz" The specialist says, thrusting their fingers down your throat. "Ah ha! The audio driver is out of date. I'll need to install the newest version, but we'll have to keep your PC fully charged for the duration. Firstly we'll need to turn it off," they explain, putting the blindfold back on. "And second, the diagnostics machine won't apply enough power, so you'll need to keep filling it with power the entire time."

Like that you are taken off the hook and put on the 'operating' bed. The specialist takes your mouth whilst your owner pounds your ass, spitroasting you relentlessly. The specialist gives updates on what percent of the updates are downloaded and it spends an awfully long time at 69% downloaded. When they've both had enough fun you are finally released and booted up, only asking 'what is 2+2?' and 'who is your owner?' Satisfied, your owner turns you off and begins to take you out of the store

"Now you'll want to keep those drivers up to date, maybe next time I'll give you the update so you can try installing the driver whilst I supply the power eh?"

"That would be wonderful, I'm always terrible at installing updates so please let me know when there is a new driver available <3"

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[valtsv]

i can't believe there's a most annoying tumblr users poll and nobody nominated me when there are literally posts about how i'm the worst tumblr user out there with more notes than the population of some people's hometowns, but i'm glad nobody did considering how much harassment i've dealt with because of those posts to the point that i wouldn't wish the experience on my worst enemies. what a stupid, cruel idea. i hope whoever came up with it is ashamed of themselves.

[brother-emperors]

Do you think Spartacus haunts Rome ?

honestly I'm kind of cooling on haunting (specifically What Haunts Rome) as a concept, I'm just not interested in that kind of thing wrt to Rome right now. but the idea of Spartacus probably did. the humiliation, for sure. an empire being brought to heel by a slave (and a gladiator, at that) definitely bothered Rome going forward (if the extent of erasure with Spartacus is anything to go by)

but I'm also pretty sure Spartacus just straight up cursed Rome as a whole, and that kind of thing sticks around.

Appian Civ. 1.117

Blood in the Arena, Alison Futrell

[uncanny-tranny]

I sincerely believe that institutionalization is a deterrent for healing. The state of many institutions is incapable of handling people in acute need, and more often than not, we are traumatized from institutionalization because of this reality.

[god-of-this-new-blog]

“For a master of deception and subterfuge, You’ve made yourself quite the bed to lie in”

[squorttle-pox]

please. i need alastor with his hair up so we can see the side of his head. second set of ears or smooth flesh prairie?

[skunkes]

the way I've been raised has shown itself in a recent awful experience I had and the realization won't leave me because I'm not sure what to do about it.

I don't like feeling anger/upset and it's rare for me to feel it anyway but it's led to me being unable to tell what's worth getting upset over anymore. If my wants upset somebody, then, well, maybe I shouldn't have them? What is so serious that I need it to go completely my way...? What desires am I allowed to have. It's not that serious, it's okay if not, you can't always get what you want....

every time I feel Upset I am later wracked with guilt because it wasn't a big deal and I was just being selfish... What IS a big deal then? How can I tell? Its admittedly never a big deal... But I keep being upset. And stepped on....

[drowninginredink]

I'm picturing Tommy Bowe and Grant O'Brian in the same room together. And I don't think the world would survive. I need it and it's never going to happen. Just. You see the vision, right?

[james-is-nasqueer]

anyone else seeing some distasteful kurt busch dwi takes or is it just me

[chirpsythismorning]

People keep posting in the tag like WHERE ARE THE LEAKS bc we keep talking about it.

To be clear, there are no leaks. And I feel like it’s disingenuous to keep humoring stuff that we know for a fact is false. Like it’s 100% false and there is no room for speculation.

And then on top of that not giving the full context of the situation that led us here, because a lot of fans just popping in obviously don’t have that context. They hear the word leak and they get excited and then it just spirals to something that complicates things even more.

To be clear, there was one account on Twitter that is known for having sources and getting leaks. This one account said they got a spoiler in their inbox. They did not share that source nor the spoiler. That’s where the supposed leak ends. That’s it.

Since that happened, fans have been unhinged making claims they have a source too.

I understand being misinformed because you don’t have all the information. And that’s why it’s harmful to humor stuff as if it has an ounce of validity when we know it doesn’t, creating confusion.

If there was ever a leak, it’ll come from a source directly, and it’ll likely end up on the Hawkins AV Club on Reddit. IF you want leaks, join that sub and wait it out. THEN if and when something happens, there will likely be a list of leaks based on what comes from that. THIS is when there will be fans saying they have a leak, when really all they have is the leak the sub has. If fans said they had leaks in the past and they ended up being accurate, it came from that sub, not from their personal source. And so that’s my issue with taking claims fans have sources seriously rn, bc there are no leaks for them to even claim they have. They’re just trolling and using the past of having leaks that weren’t even theirs in the first place, as an excuse for why they magically have some now. But they don’t.

And seeing fans take these claims seriously, when its coming from people very intentionally mocking bylers, like it’s hard to watch.

It’s not a matter of maybe it’s true maybe it’s not. It’s not true. And spending time confusing people over it as if there’s a chance it could be true, is going to make this hiatus miserable bc we are clearly struggling to think critically about what’s worth our time, as if it’s worth confusing other fans over, based simply on just wanting stuff to talk about.

Of course we’re bored and lacking content. There is still plenty of stuff we can do that doesn’t involve falling for stuff specifically made to mock us by antis.

And now people elsewhere are saying the leaks came from byler tumblr, which isn’t even true, and we’re getting shit on for something that wasn’t our doing in the first place. We get enough hate as it is for simply shipping byler, and now we have to deal with claims that we are making up stuff. People are going to think and say what they want about us, but I dread that we’re giving them ammo to criticize us even more for stuff that we never started in the first place.

[dudeslut]

oh gosh, I would love to play with your little penis... to put it inside me and start rocking against you, trying so hard to get it deep enough that it makes me feel good, but it's just too small, huh? Feeling your penis twitch in me as you cum again, and still not making it to my g spot. What a shame. Guess I'll have to use your mouth to make me cum, this little thing is merely a decoration between your pretty legs...

-🪻

God the things you send always work me up to no end. I love the way to talk to me 🥵. No lie, when I first read this it made me so hard and horny so fast I got a stomach ache 😵‍💫 Been on my mind all day.

You get me so overwhelmed, my little erection aches for contact. As you toy with me, I lose control; something switches my brain off and I'm grunting, barely able to form words, and all of a sudden I have a desperate, burning need to be inside you. My cockdrunk behavior, erratic humping, and whines slurred by drool collecting in my mouth leaves no need to guess as to what I want. What I need.

When you take control, guiding my bucking hips so my throbbing little penis enters your wet heat on my next thrust, I'm immediately gone. My vision blurs and I yell out a choked sobbing moan in intense ecstasy. I'm inside you. I'm inside you and your warm wet hole is enveloping me. And fuck- I'm cumming. Cumming hard. Shaking uncontrollably as just being allowed to be inside of you like this is enough to push me over.

"S-s-sorry...," I stammer out a slurred apology for cumming prematurely and without permission as I continue to shake against you. But my remorsefulness only lasts a moment as it's quickly replaced by that burning desire. I'm still hard and so so so needy. Desperate. Feeling as if I'm under the spell of an otherworldly aphrodisiac.

I can't hold back, feeling like an animal in heat I start to desperately rut into you. My head hanging by your ear, you hear every desperate whine, pathetic whimper, and pleasured moan that being inside of you wrings out of me. The only thing on my mind is cumming again. And again. Feeling like I need to chase the high at all costs.

The only words that spill out of my mouth is a repeated, whiny chanting, "s-so good so good so f-fucking good feel sooooo f-fucking good!" The sounds of rapid, wet slapping as my hips snap against yours drive me even more mad with lust. Fucking my tiny tdick into you wildly until my body stiffens as I hit my second orgasm.

I manage to yell out a warning (barely) before my orgasm overtakes me, letting out an animal-like howl of blinding pleasure. Upon feeling my body begin to build back with the same, violent need to fuck and breed you, I resume my desperate thrusting. Face red, body soaked in sweat, but with no signs of coming down.

Still so desperate with my own need, but I can't help but whine with frustration; my pathetically tiny tdick barely penetrates your hole. It's as if being unable to cum deep into you and fuck you like you deserve is keeping me in this heightened aroused state. No matter how much or how hard I cum from the feeling your perfect hole provides me, I can't pleasure you.

The lack of stimulation to you makes me increasingly frustrated. What was once a pleasurable chase of a high quickly devolves into a helpless pursuit; no matter how hard I thrust, I just can't get my throbbing little penis to make contact with your g-spot. Good boys should be able to please you and make you cum as often and however you desire. And after being a bad boy by cumming early and without permission, my attempt to prove I can be good is an impossible one.

That is, until my one-track focus is broken and I'm temporarily brought out of my blissed-out haze by you pulling off of me. The loss of your deliciously warm hole makes me let out a whine as I feel my tcock twitch and pulse at the air. However, my hope is restored at the ability to get you off with my mouth. A charge of desire surges back through me in anticipation of you using my mouth like your personal fleshlight.

With my own aching need still throbbing noticeably inbetween my slick-covered thighs, I plead, "Please can I play with my pathetic little penis while you use my needy mouth? I want to cum again so bad, please I need it. And sucking you off makes me so horny like a good little whore, I can't help it."

With my eyes blown wide with desperation, and my soft lips in a pout, I slowly grind my painfully erect little penis against your thigh as one last attempt at persuading you~

[primalbloodlust]

📍Location: Hell

You will learn what it is to feel without flesh.

Little by little, you will be deprived of the luxury of your hide, for you have not been receptive to its wonders.

We will flay the flesh from your meat, knowing that soon all will be revealed.

We wait

for your tears and mount your pelt on a mannequin; the masterpiece takes your shape

and you're never referred to by your name again.

We torment you over weeks as your replacement rots in front of you and your semblance of identity wanes, your blasphemous soul piked on our cock as a trophy for all eternity along with the others.

Your wounds never fully heal.

This is what it is to be grateful.

You deserve it.

To be changed.

[god-of-knk]

Host I'm not posting that you can kiss my ass.

[aroace-poly-show]

this entire thing is a little funny though. like. i don’t really remember last year’s start or many specifics of last year let alone like most of my time in school. but this is very likely the worst start i’ve had to a year by far, absolutely no competition. and it is the second week. i haven’t even really officially started some of my classes and yet this is probably a new low for me i think. guy who is so functional

[boycum3000]

I need to date so bad its getting dire