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Rant below. Some stuff here about homophobia, racism, and my issues with Christianity (in relation to the uni I'm attending).
I've complained enough about being in a christian university and how much that sucks, but the fall festival here happened a couple days ago and I'm starting to genuinely feel unsafe here.
The most recent Internet Today video about Trump, made me realize that if he won, shit really would hit the fan. Specifically me putting two and two together about their plans for denaturalization, and all the racism against Haitian immigrants.
This alone is fine. I mean, it's definitely fucked that one of the two major political parties hates my very existence and the existence of people like me, but I've gotten used to living in such a sucky world.
What made me worried was heading to the fall festival and seeing a table for some conservative organization targeting youths. It makes sense, Christians fine with Christian universities likely lean right anyway, but it did feel a little weird given the fact still fresh in my mind that the future they want would have me gone, either dead or living a much worse life.
Then I saw some of the chalk drawings on the ground, for some sort of event or something (I don't pay that much attention to the goings on if they don't concern me or my classes) and saw a pro-life message. And then I remembered all the homophobic sermons I've had to listen to on Wednesdays. And that racism is still very much a thing, not at all helped by the fact that some of the people I hang around had discussed it in passing.
Don't get me started on their opinions on Israel. I'm scared to even bring that up.
I've mentioned to some people that if it weren't for the fact that I was attending this uni, I might have felt safe to express myself a little more, wear dresses and just try to be me for the first time in my life. And I'd already accepted that I'd have to wait years for that chance, but now I'm slowly but surely getting more and more worried.
It's not that I'm worried about being attacked by a racist or something. Least of my issues, most of the people here (at least, all the people I've met) are kind and rather clearly not racist, and I don't leave my room enough to even be worried about that lol. It's just that a good majority of the people here have political ideas completely opposed to mine, because this is an institution built on said ideas that I oppose. And those ideas include the fact that people like me, people who are queer, are sinners and will gain eternal suffering for just trying to be ourselves.
Who knows? Maybe if Trump continues to open his mouth for long enough they might decide that actually, they don't like immigrants like me anymore and want me gone or dead.
I so hate it here.
#unma rambles#tw racism#unma rants#tw homophobia#I'll probably be fine#I'm just being paranoid like I always am#If I just keeping doing what I've always done: head down mouth shut eyes on what I'm here for#then I'll be fine#probably.#I was 100% right to not want to be here#wow it's almost like my parents should've learnt to listen to me by now#oh well#my fault for expecting any better from them#or this school tbh
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"i kissed a girl once when i was 12" is kind of a losing response anyways
#danny phantom#savant par#I've had this scene as a wip for ages tbh#i imagine the 'actual soup' note on the thermos was left by jazz for him#did i successfully capture how shit school lunches are?#i always just packed my own lunch rather than eat the school stuff so idk#tucker foley#sam manson#my art#fanart#phanart#cyber space
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Kenji and his cow Hanako II were the best duo from wan change my mind
#GUYS ITS OKAY HE’S WITH HIS COW FRIENDS HE’S FINE#I present this after the abomination we all witnessed from ch. 118#sigh yeah I know the chapter released literally a whole ass month ago but I’ve been too busy with school to draw anything#take this as a manifestation for his return in the next ch#Seriously though I’m like 80% sure Kenji and the others are coming back asagiri can’t do this to us#idk maybe I’m being delusional#tbh I’m probably gonna disappear for a bit until my end of year exams are done so if anyone notices me on tumblr please yell at me to study#pls pls pls#btw I was watching moo deng live cams while drawing this she’s such an icon#bsd#bsd art#bsd fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#bsd kenji#kenji miyazawa#kenji bsd#bsd wan#cows#cow art#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr
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tag yourself: intrepid heroes' alter emos as ppl who went to my public high school
#i'm sorry but also i couldn't not frfr#also this is NOT a reflection upon any of the real people in this show#i am most like emy lee and i am ashamed of it#literally i would be 15 minutes late to school every day then do my makeup#but the quote real? unquote emy lee was cooler than me#fhjy#d20 fhjy#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy shitpost#intrepid heroes#d20#fh#also murph's alter emo looks so much like one of my shit exes#sorry murph you don’t deserve how savage yours is#tbh the references are soooo early 2010s but i am proud of some of them#and if no one gets any of them all of the skin will wither from my bones#tag urself
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❤️💙💚🩷💜✨️
They're a cool gang when they're not trying to kill eachother
Pico if he were PEAKK!!1!!11
#fnf#friday night funkin#friday night funkin fanart#fnf fanart#fnf boyfriend#fnf girlfriend#fnf pico#fnf nene#fnf darnell#fnf gf#fnf bf#picos school#i finished this after 2 months hi#HI TUMBLR#Tumblr people is so silly#im gonna explode everyone#i think they all need a gang name tbh#not my job do that i suck at that lmao#BLEEEEHHHH#epicexplosion#KurokkePostingLol
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Imagine this
nrc confessions board where theres this online space you can anonymously post confessions into
one day someone posts like "to that one magicless student in 1-A, you're kinda cute i like you/have a crush on u" or something
then everyone except yuu sees that starts freaking out
a bunch of ppl trying to find out who this mf is (its a mob/npc)
and at one point ace comments "STAY AWAY FROM THEM GET A JOB"
the poor guy probably gets doxxed at one point. it got so out of hand that they had to close the confessions board lmao
as for how my yuu reacts to this:
yuhei doesn't look at the confessions that much so he wont know until someone tells him about it like "hey did you see the confessions? someone was talking about you" then when yuhei sees it he would just brush it off lmao
he DOES notice ace's "STAY AWAY FROM HIM GET A JOB" comment tho
he would tease ace about it for sure but its more like "bro why are you getting so heated over this?"
then he sees the rest of the comments doxxing the poor guy and he's just baffled like "?????? ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS??? WHY ARE WE DOXXING THEM 😭"
#my friend's words: 'no but poor guy tho his whole family tree is on that board'#me: 'me personally i would've disappeared off the face of the internet'#not even just the internet bro the whole school#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#ace trapolla x reader#tho it could be anyone tbh#he was just the first that came into mind#yuhei#twst mc#twst oc
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trying to figure out how I wanna draw this weirdo. he stretchy stretchy.
#the anatomy here makes no sense but tbh i could not care less bro i am tireedddddd from school#anyway i bet it feels really good to stretch all 4 of his shoulders at once 👀#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago fanart#ninjago dragons rising#lloyd garmadon#arin ninjago#sora ninjago#oni lloyd
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Do yourself a favor and go read the entire fanfic work of @fanfoolishness
(In order: Under sun and shade, Blind Side, and Breathless (patching up is one of my fav too, I just had no cool sketch idea for it)
#star wars#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch fanart#tbb fanart#tbb fanfiction#dumping my “fanfic_doodles.clip” file here literally#sorry the style is messy#now I see them all Im like “ok it's all over the place zero/100 aesthetically pleasuring post”#hhhh its the thought that counts?#And tbh the point is just to convince you to read theses#because I'm like OBSSEEESSED with theses since you appeared in my notes#Every fic is gold#Me baiting my followers with pretty enough pictures to read fanfics#this being said I should really take the time to color properly my stuff#but I don't liiiiiiiiike it#there is tons of more talented artists if people want colored beautiful amazing art#me I can't really make my “”“spontaneous”“” “”“doodles”“” pretty without trying hard and at the end it's meh#They're so flat too#yesterday I was like “oh my scenes are becoming less flat I improved maybe”#Then I scrolled on my storyboard insta and was like#yeah sure no#I'm still faaaaaar away from the industry standards#I studied like at three arts school and I'm still bad at drawing TAT#why is my brain not working v_v#look brain I'm showing you nice pictures learn from them#brain: no Im gonna overfixate on this left hand here and only this#anyway
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Riz is such a funny character. wore a newsie hat until his friends found out he was much hotter without it. had a glow up that mostly consisted of putting on a bunch of rings. killed and ate a dragon in his freshmen year after breaking out of prison. prevented multiple apocolypses. almost started at least 1 apocolypse. covered in tattoos. liscensed private investigator at age 15. in every club in his high school. yells at his guidance counselor/ best friend's dad. in a world of magic he's one of the few brave enough to use a gun. nepotism hire at a celestial task force. has recently taken up smoking. his mom may or may not be dating several of his friend's parents.
#dimension 20#riz gukgak#genuinely cant stop laughing at the idea of him being a nepotism hire#also its so funny how in the show they focus on his stress coming from school work#as if he doesnt also have 2 jobs#that he has absolutely no business having#could do this with all the bad kids tbh
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yeah.
#its fine its fine its fine#im going through it tbh#and taking it out on grad school scitwi yet again lmao#at least theres just one more month to go#eqg#equestria girls#twilight sparkle#scitwi#my art#mlp
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one of the things about being an educator is that you hear what parents want their kids to be able to do a lot. they want their kid to be an astronaut or a ballerina or a politician. they want them to get off that damn phone. be better about socializing. stop spending so much time indoors. learn to control their own temper. to just "fucking listen", which means to be obedient.
one of the things i learned in my pedagogy classes is that it's almost always easier to roleplay how you want someone to act. it's almost always easier to explain why a rule exists, rather than simply setting the rule and demanding adherence.
i want my kids to be kind. i want them to ask me what book they should read next, and i want to read that book with them so we can discuss it. i want my kid to be able to tell me hey that hurt my feelings without worrying i'll punish them. i want my kid to be proud of small things and come running up to me to tell me about them. i want them to say "nah, i get why this rule exists, but i get to hate it" and know that i don't need them to be grateful-for-the-roof-overhead while washing the dishes. i want them to teach me things. i want them to say - this isn't safe. i'm calling my mom and getting out of this. i want them to hear me apologize when i do fuck up; and i want them to want to come home.
the other day a parent was telling me she didn't understand why her kid "just got so angry." this woman had flown off the handle at me.
my dad - traditional catholic that he is - resents my sentiment of "gentle parenting". he says they'll grow up spoiled, horrible, pretentious. granola, he spits.
i am going to be kind to them. i am going to set the example, i think. and whatever they choose become in the meantime - i'm going to love them for it.
#writeblr#i was doing a lot with high school students. over and over again#other teachers kept asking me what i was doing differently - why the kids listened to me. i am not particularly foreboding#and i have a pretty firm personal policy of never reacting in anger#godhelpme.#i was always kind of taken aback#because in general the kids were pretty easy. i explained i needed to keep everything “PG-13” because this was my workplace#and it was kind of their workplace#too. besides#i love swearing#and since i couldn't swear#neither could they - so if they were going to say “fuck” or become violent#they needed to choose a really specific time#because we only get “the one”.. sure enough - nobody wanted to waste the one very specific “fuck” utterance. kids listened.#i think just because - that rule makes sense. the kids understand that i don't want to be unfair to them#that censorship is stupid#but that i'm under these rules too so like let's ride it out together#also i look young and tbh between me and u nobody wants to make the nice english teacher cry#the way these kids defended me to their friends was really genuinely so heartwarming bc the Grouchy Frat Boy#would be like MISS RAQUEL DOESN'T DESERVE THAT KIND OF AN ATTITUDE BRO DON'T TALK BACK TO HER
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a lil Grian fishing design
#digital art#my art#digital fanart#fanart#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#mcyt fanart#grian fanart#hermitcraft grian#hc designs#grian#tbh I just wanted to make some fanart#life has been hard since school started#i just want to watch minecraft people fish
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I miss them …..
#black butler#kuroshitsuji#black butler fanart#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#o!ciel#black butler 2024#public school arc#I just wanted to draw them interacting tbh#ciel deserves friends and a peaceful life ghghhgh#can’t help thinking this was what he should be doing at his age instead of running a whole ass estate and doing shady shit for the queen
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I don’t really know what this means I just really like tuna crabs
#guys this has been in my drafts since last school year. I’m freeing the beast#ORIGINAL COMIC BY mysillycomics !!#idk what this is tbh#they’re so cute#I just really like tuna crabs#i love them 😭😭😭#marine biology#marine bio#crab#crustacean#crustaceans#tuna crab#bio#biology#marine ecology#marine biology memes#I would cry on the spot if I saw a tuna crab in the wild /pos#ocean lover#ocean#neurodivergent#fixation#current fixation#post
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Many springs ago, I perceived a sea of flowers upon a lake. I thought to myself that those fleeting colors held indescribable beauty.
The next time I perceived those colors was many years later, when the medic’s tent had blinded me to all but red. The radiance of that shining star was lost on my eyes.
Now, my eyes no longer perceive the subtleties in the colors around me.
But I am content.
For I can now see the most brilliant colors in my universe.
anyways yeah why did they fucking do that to jiaoqiu bro
the planning for this experimentalish comic is under keep reading
#artwork#digital art#hsr fanart#art#hsr#honkai star rail#jiaoqiu#hsr jiaoqiu#moze#hsr moze#feixiao#hsr feixiao#moqiu#feiqiu#moze x jiaoqiu#feixiao x jiaoqiu#it can go either way tbh depending on how you read it but i personally don’t ship feiqiu#this was mostly just jiaoqiu character exploration#hsr 2.5#hsr spoilers#just in case because i actually got fucking spoiled on the plot twist and it made me so mad#experimental comic#being in art school for like 3 weeks really experimentalpilled me#(i just wanted to do something other than lineart lmao)#painted it almost entirely with a singular noise brush because i was going for those memories vibes + jiaoqiu’s blind now#so i was trying to give the impression that he can’t see clearly#for anyone who’s about to like idk get on my ass about depicting blindness wrong#i based all of these visuals off of what i see when i take off my glasses#ill do more research when i wanna get in depth with this concept but for now my -300 degrees eyes are gonna have to be the reference#im imagining jiaoqiu with prescription bottlebottom glasses now
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not-so-vigilant vigilante has not noticed the sound of rain over his explanation of how to get himself on a “Which Vigilante Are You?” FuzzBeed quiz
hgcz fanart using @mumblesplash’s design bc nepotism or smth
this whole project is so cool
#my art#fanart#hotguy comics zine#hgcz fanart#hgcz#gtws hotguy#cuteguy#i was too lazy to do an actual city skyline#and ended up trying to capture the ~vibe~ of a city at night#which some may note#is a lot more of a Task than skylines are#but i went mad with color#enjoy#amazed i finished this tbh#i have had almost no time for anything#school work is much
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