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kakusboyfriend · 6 months ago

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Huh. Narumitsu dream where they were pretty much canon and I was their third but also a real fucking nuisance/getting in the way all the time.

Psh. You could not discourage me from dating these two dysfunctional men at once even if you held me at gunpoint. They're stuck here with me.

#bad dreams abt your f/os is just the devil isnt it #cmon now. ive had so much worse #also my poly ships tend to suffer a lot from this issue somehow? like itll always be abt how they dont love my s/i #or how im getting in the way or how theyre breaking up #try harder. i aint leaving #📡 incoming transmission 📡#💜narumitsu

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casualavocados · 5 months ago

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Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Behind the scenes of Ep. 12

Bonus (x)

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userspicy #userrain #userjjessi #pdribs #*cajedit #*gif #if anyone's got a better quality link to the bonus gifs hmu & i will update this Immediately but regardless i Needed to look at that. more.#theyre simultaneously so gentle and so needy. there is...so much going on.#like they and this scene was This Good in the show but theres so much MORE. THEY SHOULD HAVE KEPT IN THE MORE. the little details-#like the 4th gif thats directly after the shots we DID get of ai di hugging chen yi and kissing his neck...#the way chen yi pulls him gently back to kiss him again. & the way ai di arched into that and put his arm around chen yi's shoulders.#the alternating between quick and deeper kisses. PHEW. WHEW. theyve ruined other shows for me fr and im grateful #and i love HANDS. i love chen yi's hand on the back of ai di's neck and his other hand going up and down ai di's back #he's barely applying pressure but he needs ai di as close as possible. & i love ai di cradling chen yi's jaw & tugging on his shoulders...#and the way they sit up together in the bonus. hands in hair & the gentle squeezes #chen yi's knee up in the bg while ai di straddles one leg before chen yi moves them so that ai di is sitting fully in his lap #how ai di only lets go of chen yi's neck when he needs to push himself up & chen yi keeps him balanced without breaking the kiss. okay!!!!

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bacchuschucklefuck · 4 months ago

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#not art (yet!!!!)#preddy good kristen I got goin on in this piece #for some reason my brain isnt letting me do this one. been stalling on it for a good few days. but I intend to break thru it #I need to put this on paper at least once #(its space sweepers. I think it would be funny if the kids are in that universe too but theyre just like off to the side doing their own #thing pretty much unrelated to the main plot. theyre delivery people. theyre all still teens. they get up to shenanigans and then #one day they look up like huh the guy who founded eden fucking died?? when #kristen specifically I got a decent amount hashed out in my brain somehow. she's like an engineered messiah with a grafted engine #along her upper body skeleton that'd let her spontaneously rearrange objects on a molecular level #so she can theoretically knit wounds or cure diseases by thinking abt it very hard #sadly the engine of course takes enormous amount of energy to power. so most of the time in practice she just #has a half-metal skeleton that doesn't do anything. so she's buff as shit on the upper side and one of her punches can break your neck #but her mobility is limited and she sprains her ankles like every other week. her shins have broken like a few times #I genuinely love the way her shoes n braces look in this one its very fun #there are a lot of choices I made in this one that are so fun and also just like. a result of putting them in space sweepers #and thinking to myself here and there hey this would be cool if it harkens back to their canon designs #not riz tho other than being human he is fully exactly like how he looks in canon. hes just like that #hes the navigator and he charts their courses by hand with a school calculator #(also technically their legal counselor since he's sorta responsible for not putting them in traffic control's hands)#drawing this does make me realise a lot of these dynamics are really fun lol. idk if Im gonna ever do anything like proper for this but #at the very least if I draw this the idea will be out there)

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oceanwithouthermoon · 4 months ago

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i posted abt this on my tiktok story but i need to rant more so im putting it here 😭😭 the way a lot of mikosai shippers (on tiktok, pinterest, reddit, etc) are is such a big reminder to me of why i hate the strictly romantic soulmates trope with every fiber of my being 😭😭😭 people who interpret soulmates as "that means theyre canonically together" regardless of how the characters actually feel about each other and if they ACTUALLY get together is so fucking gross to me oh my god its so fucking gross i hate forced romance so bad 😭😭 someone cant just say "hey, we're soulmates so you HAVE to date me and its literally weird and impossible for you to like anyone else because i said so!!" and also aiura WOULDNT do that anyway ???? HELLOOO???

you have no idea how many people ive seen call all saiki ships with anyone other than aiura "problematic ships" just because "theyre soulmates"

#SOULMATES DOES NOT MAKE A COUPLE CANON <333 #'she SAID theyre soulmates so that means hes HERS now and its gross for u to think he liked anyone else'#hey thats actually... really bad!! hey she actually cant and wouldnt force him to date her!!! hey what the fuck!!!#not a mikosai hate post #only weird forced romance likers hate post <3 #if someone doesnt like someone then they dont like them... them being soulmates doesnt change that...#thats actually just not how it works and the idea that that WOULD be how it works is gross #and a lot of the fics ive read of them end up with aiura being all 'ha i told you so! i knew id break u eventually!'#'i knew id get to u if i just kept calling u my boyfriend without permission and saying we're soulmates!'#which like not only would she not do that... its also just really gross #like u really thought 'he doesnt like her so she wears him down and doesnt leave him alone until he relents' and like... u went with that?#oh...#weird...#idk maybe im crazy and also im having a hard time phrasing any of this #but it just brings up so many consent issues and it makes me really uncomfortable #like according to THOSE shippers it wouldnt be by his own will or feelings if he eventually fell in love with her #it would just be because the universe said so and he never had any choice #mikosai is so cute when u think of it in like the totally opposite way #in MY opinion i love mikosai AFTER aiura accepts that soulmates doesnt mean he HAS to date her #that HAS to happen before they date and THEN theyre really cute #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post

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quietwingsinthesky · 1 year ago

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of ten’s companions, if the doctor couldn’t handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that he’d have a little more time with them:

rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isn’t her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, she’s both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. it’s a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while she’s with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)

i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that she’s 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and she’s onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why he’s doing this, there’s like. a minute where she’s kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that he’d come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasn’t pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes ‘oh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right now’ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.

donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way that’s definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because he’s gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesn’t explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know he’d take everything you’ve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he can’t live with it, he’s breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesn’t want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.

#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea #also like. i mentioned in rose’s section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her.#but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor #because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that he’s break laws #fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go #doctor who #rose tyler #martha jones #martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god #the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well #i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. ‘oh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me #from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!’ sir go to therapy #donna noble #also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is #remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in #the other room and she. didnt notice.#rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive.#REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE #ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST #donna’s here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is ‘resolved’ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she #keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that he’ll take himself and everything #else away from her while she begs him not to.#angst <3

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zackcharine · 14 days ago

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I need to try harder to get out of bed but augh

#🤖.txt #aghhfjg i really need to catch up on sleep. but i also want to do stuff but idk. this is dumb but nothing i do really feels worth the effor #anymore. Thinking like this is sad bc drawing is one of the few things i like doing and make me happy but idk #i might just go back to the way things were before. Just wait for the weekend and spend as much time drawing then #genuinely dont want to do anything at all this is so frustrating and im so tired and sad all the time #i know i should be using my break to focus on studying but with what time #Idkkkk i just really hate living like this #thinking about dropping out again but that would just mean house chores + babysitting full time while job hunting and idk if i can handle #that. I cant handle anything anymore and this is making me so sad . I want to be useful and do so many things but i reached my limit months #ago. I just wanted a week or two to just rest its all i need . But i know im never gonna get that again and at this point i might as well #just die but i cant do that neither bc i have shit to do #Everyone is always talking about how i have it so easy and how things are just gonna get worse bc they think me being home = me not doing #anything and idk. I cant take anything anymore and i think the most upsetting part of this is that i know theyre right #im not doing barely anything and i dont know. How to do more im just useless and ungrateful for the things i have #Really stressed and tired and literally nothing happened. Its gonna be 2pm soon and im supposed to wake up Earlier #But yeagh. this wasnt supposed to be this wall of text i just wanted to say that i might give up on art again for a while #aughhh i dont know how to do anything right idk how to live or take care of myself how am i supposed to raise someone .#this is. too much i think. I reallyyyyy need to relearn how to just talk to myself . I cant keep dropping these everyday and being . This t #evsryone around me. Everyone in my life deserves so much better than ill ever be #vent

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freakinator · 28 days ago

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yknow with tthe whole cc!kab rping an actual character rather than just being herself with extra steps thing i should prbs talk about her character in a different way compared to other lsers cause it feels wrong to talk about her in the same way that i do for the others when she plays in such a significantly different way

#mine.txt #ik its for practical purposes aka cc!kab not wanting to mistake ppl talking about her character to be talking about her #but man doing this whole cc! and c! thing is really just reminding me of the dsmp days lmao #i mean i never did that shit cause like i didnt really see the point cause like. theyre doing improv what difference would it make #cause like the character and the actor still share the same name online #how much can you really talk about someone doing improv in that kinda way until it doesnt work anymore #but theres a point to it this time #im not doing this for clarification purposes cause yall already know im not talking about irl kab #but cc!kab repeatedly breaks the forurth wall and not in an ''im a streamer so i gotta talk to chat'' way #but in a ''none of this is real guys were actually friends irl #and i make sure to do aftercare during heavy streams btw im trained in acting since i was a kid'' way #which means at least in my minds eye its heavily impractical to talk about kab the way i usually do for other streamers #see the way i talk about the other streamers theres an implicit acknowledgement of the blurred line between cc and c #but for kab while its all improv ofc theres a very defined line between cc and c #its a lil smudged sure but its still quite defined #so that implicit acknowledgement just kinda... gets lost. yanno? which im not a big fan of #so yeah i feel the need to talk about her differently cause of this entirely different framework to work off of #im not really sure how to do that besides adding cc! and ls! before her name #since usually in smps and mcyt in general theres a pretty similar meta rp style from all the members of a server #so i never really felt the need to talk about ome of the characters differently #but ofc ls had to be different it just had to lmao #but whatever ill figure it out #dont expect me to keep up with this when im triggered tho lmao cause thats just not happening

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arolesbianism · 3 months ago

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Sometimes I just look at Isabeau and just know that if isat came out and I got into it when I was like 16 he would be my favorite character and I would've gone absolutely buck wild over this man and feel like he was laser targeting me. But alas Odile has a grip of steel on me rn due to her virtue of being a middle aged woman

#rat rambles #stars posting #I feel like the biggest change in my taste in characters as the years have gone by is Im now far more biased towards old ppl lol #although tbf I was also the one person in 2016 who actually liked asgore so maybe Ive always liked parhetic old ppl #but yeah the reason isa is past me bait is because hes an exploration and subversion of the sort of tropes I Hated as a kid #and I still dont like them so isa still appeals to me its just not as much as he would have to a younger me #I do genuinely love all the party very dearly tho theyre all soooo good #I think my favorite part of isabeau is how like. of everyone we get to see the least facets of him but like in a very good way #this is a man who hides and bottles shit hes so fun to rotate #his self image is so carefully controlled compared to everyone else which makes him an incredibly interesting character to analyze #and I love that despite him seeming like the most emotionally stable person here on the surface he still clearly has like. hashtag issues.#like he's in that beautiful zone where its so so fun imagining what it would look like to truly break him #<- normal things that normal ppl say. like me.#I may have my very light beef with alt looping aus as a concept but hes probably the most interesting alternate looper to me #also my light beef exclusively relates to king quest stuff which is why Im a big fan of duo looper aus with sif #but honestly. isa might be the only one that I genuinely think works better as a solo looper even with taking king quest into account #although bonnie comes close. I <3 looper bonnie I <3 seeing fictional children go through the horrors #I think theres a lot of fun to be had with any alt looper au tho I just am a huge king quest fan so I like it when my favorite elements of #it dont have to be handwaved #but yeah the real question is how would younger me feel about mirabelle #because on the one hand: acearo character #but on the other hand: I have always been a little hater abt romance so idk if younger me would rly be able to follow her character well #I wasnt exactly good at character analysis back then lol #except for the instances in which I was but I dont have that sort of faith in my younger self #yknow Im thinking abt my history of favorite characters now and I think me being one of few 2016 alphys enjoyers might have been a prophecy #she was my quote unquote third favorite but in reality she was second #I think she chara and peridot su teamed up to define my taste in fictional characters for the next several years #and somehow that lead to olivia becoming one of my favorite fictional characters of all time #I say somehow as if that isnt a very natural conclusion

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thetangibleghost · 2 months ago

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I've always wanted to wake up from a dream laughing and I just did but I realized after I woke up that I have missed a million social cues :((((((((((((((((( it wasn't even funny idk why I couldn't stop giggling. I dont even giggle irl.

#this also may have been a separate dream #i was in this big aquarium swimming and walking around. it was like. you could swim in a lot of the exhibit and interact with the animals #i had some sort of mission and i also found a baby seal who i picked up and was carrying around as i wandered around #eventually i ended up in this little nook that had one of the adult seals/walrusess? so i let the baby go but the adult was not into it and #i heard someone day something like “aw he still has hope”#theres this kid that works at the aquarium and i tell him to come with me for some reason. its around this time i realize this is some movie #the kids boss is like “next time you leave your post you gotta dive out”#and im worried a bit allready sbout him leavin his post with the adult walrus up there.#then suddenly the glass starts breaking everywhere. like one crack then the whole aquarium starts falling apart #and the kid seems a bit worried.#as were all evacuating i decide that its my fault. because the walrus must have been ramming the glass while the kid wasnt watching.#i remember thinking about how this was a movie or something and feeling really dumv #then yhe dream was over snd there was s recap??? in like drawing form and it showed the main character (me) putting a bomb in the center of #the aquarium in some sort of well or something. so. i guess it really was completely my fault in a different way than i thought #then later im at some sort of party or something and then i leave the party for another party or something? and i feel really bad sn #and socially innept the entire time. the person who i think i reconize we start talking and theyre like the first person whos nice to me #and were talking about following eachother on Instagram? or somth #while their scrolling i see a video eith one of my old friends and shes on the news? the headline is like “me and cathy snd the murder #victim...“ or something. and im like ”hey thats my friend“ and the person just shuts their phone off.#any ways so this person lets me hitch a ride with them back to the original party. they get out of the uber super early but its the right #house and the tell the driver that hes lost and the DRIVER gets out. so im like oh i guess this is their car??#and so they drive up to the drive way and three more people start getting in the car and theyre like putting stuff in the trunk #and talking about where to sit and i just start giggling.#and im still trying to participate like i offer to sit in the middle. theres already someone sitting at the front but he gets out and #everytime someone says anything i start giggling??? and like its sunny and everyone is very attractive in a way that o just found so funny #and then eventually two of then run over to this like panel dash board yhing that on a wall outside and like messing with it opening the #glove box and stuff and i just wake up #and immediately upon waking. well first i was like “teehee. i woke up from giggling” then i thought about it and i was like “oh. i was #take the front seat :(#dream log

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khayalli · 11 months ago

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#sometimes i forget that kind people exist #not that they arent theree just that #i dont receive it #personally #and then someone pops up out of nowhere and knocks me down because i wasnt expecting anyone to notice #because even when i state it people dont really say much #not that theyre obligated to mind you #but when someone does it just #it breaks me a little bit in a weird way #what are you doing looking at me #there are nicer things to look at #i promise you im not one of them #but thank you anyway #it was a fleeting interaction #i dont know how to process it #ill delete i just needed to get this out somewhere #im weepy

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sometimesanequine · 5 months ago

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why is it when i take a week off i suddenly draw massive amounts of horses huh????

#truly the mental health break is the horses im making along the way #or something?#not a horse #I'll probably set up a queue for everything i guess. theres a lot of fucking horses to get through #theyre like 5 minute sketches but i like how they look

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turnedpalefromlackofsun · 5 months ago

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starscream got himself a harem in earthspark? im pissing myself

genderbending like half the cast is interesting. i wonder why they decided that? just for fun?

well, i like it. ive been thinking about harems a lot so it was funny. and also i want to draw it. fundamentally im never in favor of this but im not taking it seriously anyways

usually i prefer genderbending just starscream and leaving sw and tc as male. reverse harem. but like this too. idk why i never thought about it before

#ngl i can see why there was controversy about this show #its ehhhhhhhhh #its like. one side of the scale is wfc and the other side is this but theyre the same coin #idgaf i heard ss shows up thats why im watching it #ppl told me ss has great character development but this is also the crowd that thing character development is just redemption #and the only way he can grow is by being redeemed. soooooo #not really a fan of ss being redeemed. i like it sometimes but only #augh its not really redemption. i like it when he breaks out of the vicious cycle internally but still has to fight the one externally.#'decepticons attacked san francisco' FINALLY!!!! FINALLY SF TAKES CASUALTIES IN MEDIA #I HATE THAT CITY #i dont really like how expressive sw sounds. ill probably get used to it ig #also i hate the new cast. ht can stay but fuck jb and ns especially ns #by new i mean excluding the human kids and the terran twins #i dont like them either but its the kind of dislike i have for all MCs nothing personal. i might like them eventually.#theyre written annoyingly but with damage control so i can ignore it and pretend theyre written not annoyingly #the characterization isnt bad tho. of the kids. the pre-existing guys tho.....#how a show portrays op is a pretty good indicator how good the show gonna be thats all i gotta say

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linogram · 5 months ago

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this whole one sided rivalry australia is having w the us over the olympics is so funny, acting like the us is being malicious and lying abt the "overall winners" of the olympics when its literally just how the us talks abt olympic medals