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"I find it rather concerning the number of people who apparently wish to see Ajaw and myself kiss."
#ic: kinich#open starter#open if someone wants to reply#yup this is his blog debut post#I've scrolled no less than three Kinich/Ajaw arts on Twitter already and he's CONCERNED
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As an attempt at a polite "going forward" comment...
I do not plan to draw for Three Houses or Hopes for a long while. I know a lot of my followers are from the past four years and I appreciate that you followed me at all! But if you are only interested in the art of those characters I wanted to be clear and say you can unfollow me at any point if what i draw no longer aligns with what you want to see.
I might draw for other FEs (like Heroes or 13/14/17) but I do not want to get involved with 3H any more. I do have other interests and across tumblr, twitter (now inactive), and sometimes on discord I've heard enough "I thought it was (FE3H character)".
This is not one person doing it and it is not simply one character being mistaken. I simply want to distance myself from 3H and have unfollowed a few people that reblog art of it because it just leaves a lingering bad taste in my mouth.
Thank you very much for your time and I hope you can find artists who can provide art for topics you like.
#moe talks a lot#not art#again this is NOT the fault of one person its been accumulating for a loooong time#its not even other franchises entirely being labeled as 3h oopsies!#i think one of the most frustrating was a twitter exp where i drew felicia and flora from fates and someone said thought it was marihilda#its just very demotivating and makes me feel like im nothing but a machine for the 3h fans and i want to move past that#i would far prefer no comments or tags than the constant barrage of mistaking a character when i draw for anything else#i know (or rather hope) people who do this are not doing it to be mean! but ! it hurts to put time into something to have it devalued#im sorry to those that really liked my 3h art but i am extremely burnt out on some comments and being asked to justify my doodles#i just want to draw stupid things and it got to the point i had to explain my stupid things#which defeated the stress relief of it being stupid#half of the asks i never replied to were like this so again it is NOT just one person doing this ! its just finally added up#to me needing to be open and clear#i tried to be concise in the main post but it still looks really wordy#opened the ask box again temporarily but not open to anons so we will see how this goes
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there is something so. intensely frustrating about feeling incapable of showing up for people the way that they want you to
#i wish people understood that it's so hard to be present in their lives and that closeness for me isnt about frequency of contact#but how open we feel during that contact#my brain is such a difficult place to live in it is so loud and so busy all the time#24 hours a day is a constant monologue and argument with myself for everything and it means that i just dont have the capacity to talk to#others most of the time#and like. i know this is so unreasonable. obviously we have to be present in the lives of people that care for us#but it just feels like every day i have to like. get on a stage and perform to every person in my life that cares about me so i can meet the#criteria of being a Good Friend or Good Girlfriend or Good Fan Artist or Good Mutual or Good Server Member#i feel like it is such a blessing to be seen by others as someone to expect things from#but as more people have started to love me it feels like i have to 'go out and perform' more and more and i am very exhausted#i wish i was someone that was easy to love and care for in the way that i am. and i dont mean that self deprecatingly it's just#i know im very hard to care about and love. because i disappear all the time and come back in a big flurry as soon as i get the energy back#and im just feeling it a Lot More lately because im starting to think this isnt going to be a short term thing i have to do before i start#feeling comfortable with a person#this is going to be my whole life#if i get married im going to have to 'go out and perform' and be a good wife and be affectionate and happy and not closed into my own brain#for days#if im going to make friends with colleagues I'll have to go out when they invite me and have to reply ro their texts and i cant just go#silent for weeks while i try to negotiate with my thoughts and then reappear once i make the slightest breakthrough#im very tired and sad. i want companionship but i feel like the kind of person i am is not fair for people who would be my companion#vent post#♡alizeh talks♡
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what do you think is the hardest part of being an artist? personally I hate the process of "finishing" any piece. do you ever feel like a piece is truly done?
tbh... Finishing is such a weird one, I NEVER feel like a drawing is finished, only that I'm finished looking at it but I think the hardest part of being an artist (as a Trade) is that most of what you have to do, in order to be an artist, isn't art. So the organizing, the emails, the customer service, self promotion, order fulfillment, keeping a Schedule, things like that. None of that has anything to do with actually making stuff. and I think that's what's always the hardest for me. If I never had to manage my own presence, advertise, or figure out how to handle customer service / emails / organization in general, and my job was just to make things, I think "being an artist" is easy. If I could just draw, I think that would be the ideal. But 78% of being an artist actually has nothing to do with drawing.
#I think keeping an organized and responsive Email Presence is harder than Making Art.#if I could hand that part of the process off to someone then I would.#in a world without money: I wouldn't be doing any of that anyway. I would just make things I want to make.#i mean it's like hey#at least anytime you message me. Me is the one you're getting a reply from.#like hey. that's great for you (maybe). but bad for me. and bad for Business. bc I'm not consistent#but if I could just draw and never have to open an inbox ever again. I'd be so happy.#or I probably wouldn't. But it'd be a step towards happiness.#sergle answers#sorry that's a different answer than what you were asking about LMAOOOO
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HI ERABUU HRUU?? :D
so, have you seen those Sethos and Wanderer lines? and the dynamic them both have at all?? its like Sethos wanted to know more of Wanderer and possibly befriend him y'know 😭😭
YES I READ IT AND i am really invested in it.
They are both interesting, I enjoy their dynamic 😭 bahahaa plz ! Also when wanderer told "huh he keeps following me and ask abt my hat ☝️ 😐" and sethos and in backstory 1 of Sethos, when Sethos was too busy, Wanderer is the one starting the conversation 😭 oh he doesn't mind Sethos at all !! Anyway, looking how Sethos is smart but also open-minded, I am sure Wanderer would find it interesting to talk with him too !
And the fact they also both pretty similar, but contrary too !! Anyway, I'm happy abt a possible Sethos Scara friendship 😊
#reply#sethos#scara#hMMM if i should talking about romance dynamic between them#i don't mind either and I might be like it#but in a one-sided romance from Sethos ☝️ and also I HC Wanderer having borderline personnality disorder ; it is hard for him-#to create new friendship because of that#wanderer can't trust anyone but mostly because he can't trust himself ; and also the fear of rejection but also feel deep connection when-#he start to like someone (platonic or romantic) and that's why I believe more than his redemption#he fears to create link with people#HUH MY THOUGHT IS MORE DEEP THAN THAT ABT WANDERER BUT in big that's my thought. and!#i truly believe Sethos could bring a sort of “comfort” because he is smart and open-minded#sethos is interested on wanderer beCAUSE he is sure he is not a normal student but the fact Sethos wish to keep talk w him even if wanderer-#shows act of rejection (but it is not like he doesn't want Sethos to interact w him anymore ; he wouldn't talk him first once if so)#just kind of show that their dynamic could work#but it can be /rom as /p ofc !!#i lost the thread of my thought i dont remember where I wanted to go... huh in conclusion : slay
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Did you see the merch leak!?!! J plush and a JCJenson pen
I FUCKING KNEW THAT PEN WOULD BE MERCH ONE DAY HGJFKDL
#Zeisty's Askbox#murder drones spoilers#just in case because of something#from here on out i want to know nothing of any leaks if they mayhaps contain spoilers. merch or otherwise tell me nothing#also do not call my attention to anything that isn’t what i’m focusing on in the post#i am. kind of upset someone called my attention to the glass painting in the replies#only because they called my attention to it being there. genuinely unhappy. i went in a thousand percent blind with the last six episodes#so don’t even tell me about that upcoming MD news if it contains anything beyond what we’ve seen in that beginning of the end teaser thing#i will close my askbox if anyone says anything to me about it and i will not open it until after both episodes come out i swear
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Question, do "fic recs" fall under things that can be done for Stanuary? Because I've remembered this fic I've read, which I'm pretty sure fits with one of the themes for the event, but I'm absolutely not the person who wrote it, and also the fic's incomplete and hasn't been updated in like a year or two (the author has SO many good fic ideas and bounces between them and new ones at random, which means there's a wide variety of good stuff, but also means the odds aren't in your favour if you want to see more of any one given fic).
ooh good question!
i'd never thought about fic recs before but i always want to encourage post types beyond the two big categories of art and fic (i really miss when more people made playlists and moodboards and such), so i think this is a lovely idea! one of the reasons i've started reblogging more stan posts that aren't strictly "for" stanuary over the years is to give some extra attention to creations that might otherwise have gone under the radar, and recommending fics that could use more love would be right in line with that :')
one thing to keep in mind is that i do read all the stanuary fics before reblogging them here (to make sure they fit the guidelines and so i can tag any big triggers if necessary), but if someone recs a fic with a 50k wordcount i obviously won't have time to read it all. so i'd just ask everyone to be aware of the guidelines and list warnings to the best of your ability when making a rec post. and of course anyone can always dm to ask if you're unsure about something!
tl;dr you have my blessing 💗
#text#replies#pomrania#i think for organizational purposes i'll tag fic rec posts as 'rec' so that opens it up to more than just fic#i.e. if someone wants to rec an amv or playlist they like or something#for the ao3 collection i probably won't add recced fics (tho maybe i'll bookmark them there so i can make a note of it)#hmm much to think about.....
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Yet again closed my ask box. Will do the asks that are currently within it, but I'd like to work on my own personal art after I've done the asks/requests. As I don't have time to do my own art due to requests/asks.
I'll open them back up at some point, but if I do open them, chances are requests will be closed, asks for my characters/I would be open though.
#mono rambles#I really appreciate people sending in all the asks though#as its something that's never happened to me on my time on tumblr. I've gotten more asks within this past month...#than what I've gotten on my main for like 4 years.#so its super crazy for me. I'm not used to it lol#dms are open thou if someone has something specific to say to me. Or you can always reply to a post I make lol#but super sorry for anyone who wants to send me something#I'm just a bit drained by it all
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Yeah yeah twitters the bad place but also if you comment on an nhl team’s tweet for Hanukkah with two Jewish players “please tell me they aren’t Zionist” that’s not like. Progressive. That’s literally just antisemitic and you should be embarrassed and go be sad in your basement bc no one invited you to their holiday party.
#Chag sameach! If you’re gentile you are cordially invited to be FUCKING NORMAL THIS HANUKKAH#Or else!#Like sorry buddy the rainbow flag in the Twitter bio doesn’t mean the guy calling Hanukkah a satanic holiday in the replies magically#Disagrees w/you! Anyways! Chag sameach to Jewish hockey guys I hope yall are enjoying fried foods open flames and two bottles of chard each#Quinn Hughes I hope you have three bottles bc they made you do the Xmas post too#sorry for being a bummer but also the nhl has a man on the leafs selling anti 5g amulets if you want me to think potential zionists are a#Problem I’m gonna need you to get your fucking eyes checked. Girl a staal brother is my teams captain. Get a grip and read the room.#kazoo noises#sports posting#tw antisemitism#I try to like keep most discourse and politics off my blog these days bc that shit actively worsens my mental health but holy SHIT#Sorry to be a bummer on Hanukkah but also if you’re a gentile and see someone doing this tell them to cut that shit out
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I’m curious, do you have any voice canons that you thing the mbnssb characters would sound like?
I don't really, tbh! I'm not very good at imagining voices ahaha but just pulling from some of my favorite characters/lowkey (or highkey) sources of inspiration, I can see Kaito sounding like Tsukki from Haikyuu!! (Koki Uchiyama, who fun fact also voices Shigaraki in MHA and Mithrun in Dungeon Meshi lol); Karin sounding like Kagura from Gintama (Rie Kugimiya); and. I would be lying if I didn't admit that Maki likely sounds just as much like Yuji from JJK as he looks like him LMAO (Junya Enoki)
#thanks for asking this was fun to think about!#I remember there was a comment some time ago that someone thought Kaito would sound like Kyoya from Ouran which is also good#I'm very open to other headcanons if anyone wants to share any!#replies#mbnssb#my brother's not so secret boyfriend
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honestly it's been really healing being back to actively contributing things and writing out thoughts on tumblr the last week or so, because while twitter tends to be easier for me to write out Thoughts on without getting overwhelmed, the environment in the twitter fandom circles i'm interested in is not only infested with antis but cliqueish in a way that is caustic to the fucking soul if you try to express a thought that's more than three sentences long--a hundred times over if you're autistic in slightly the wrong way--and it's incredibly reassuring to come back to an environment where the very kindest and most inclusive people toward you are not clearly thinking the r-slur the entire time they interact with you lmao
#whosebaby talks#took an incident of just open petty cruelty the other day for me to finally go#you know what all of this is doing a huge number on my self-esteem and scrupulosity and social anxiety and mental health overall#sometimes it pays to hold out and give the benefit of the doubt#when your knee-jerk reaction is to think something Must Be a Sign of Shitty Intent; bc often it will turn out that wasn't the case at all#but unfortunately sometimes it turns out people are in fact just being shitty in exactly the way you thought they were#and at the *very* best you are incompatible in such a way that if they don't have bad intentions you're just never going to be able to tell#or well. not even necessarily bad *intentions*; just shitty behavior that's harmful to you regardless of whether they mean well#sometimes you just gotta accept that even if neither of you *is* being shitty it's not worth your peace of mind to never be able to confirm#and it's better to just save both of you the stress and not try to pursue that.#it fuckin sucks when it's people you think are cool and really want to get to know; it's a hard lesson to learn; but it's the way sometimes#......and then sometimes the confirmation you finally get is that yeah okay this is some bullshit#and not in a way that can likely be communicated past; no matter how much effort you make to be kind; clear; and mature#and being publicly humiliated for carefully trying to yes-and some clarification on meta of mine#which was being used in ways i was deeply uncomfortable with; and had had no warning would take the turn that it did#and which was contributing to the original post gaining traction in the first place#all targeted in ways pretty much tailor-made to hurt someone with specific issues they had seen me talk about + acknowledged#was just. yeah i think i'm done here lmao#i am Not someone who takes down meta once posted#so the fact that it was bad enough to make me delete an entire thread really says something lol#anyway. lots of other context there; and i appreciate that in some ways the person was genuinely trying to be kind; but i'm. yeah.#that shit Hurted Extremely; and made me realize that while i'm not the *most* well-socialized or articulate or approachable#there is just something in the water over there and no amount of The Problem Not Being Me would have mattered#and the nice asks/replies/comments i've gotten both recently and during hibernation make me feel warm inside; thank y'all <3#the salt files#bullying cw#ableism cw
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"Hehehe. Another birthday of his gone, another year closer to Kinich's sweet sweet death."
#ic: ajaw#and yes he is holding a glass of juice to celebrate being closer to Kinich's death LOL#I meant to post this way back on Kinich's actual birthday but better late than never#open if someone wants to reply#he's basically just a bonus muse alongside my Kinich muse but he's a gremlin and yall know I love gremlins
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*I go and give a hug to Nix*
I’m assuming you mean Nix as a Smiling Critter!!!
Fun fact! Nix smells like Cinnamon!!
(I hope you dont mind me drawing you as an anon)
Thanks for the ask!!!
#digital art#drawing#sketch#original art#poppy playtime chapter 3#poppy playtime#smiling critters#smiling critters oc#asks and replies#my asks#asks open#answered asks#asks <3#thanks for the ask!#did this as quickly as I could#i think it looks ok#sorry#i hope you dont mind i drew you as an anon#im thinking if someone wants to interact directly with characters#that they just put it in anon or idk#I’ll just draw them as an anon#or my background character design#dont do that one a lot#not sure#we’ll see what happens#lol
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oversharing in the tags time :)
#i think it’s time i go back to therapy#i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend#or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out#backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my#bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy#anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown#it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc#(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf#and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it)#and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went#to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel#so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him#then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward#she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times#start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted#in feb 2023. we had tickets for#mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not#she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji#and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man#so I still worry about her#writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better#but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’#it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK#anyways. I need therapy to get over this#and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im#out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me#up as a kid)#if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day#don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!
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AAA your art style is so cute!! I'm especially a fan of your Ethubs and Smalletho hehe :3
thank you thank you!! I, too, am a big fan of them, haha, so I hope to provide more content for their fellow enjoyers <33
#sphynx asks!#i am. So sorry for taking so long to reply to such a simple and sweet message LOL#I am awful at expressing gratitude so I originally wanted to doodle a little something for this but… burnout hit and… well. Yeah#but!!!! do know that this and any other sweet message has made me smile a good couple times when i opened my inbox!!!#i will always love you if you have ever said the littlest kind thing to me it is such a joy to see if i’ve brought someone else joy
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i will say i think there’s a Minor exception for more ephemeral emotions where sonic Is willing to be open about them. that’s kind of two sided, bc on one hand it’s okay to be open about those Because they’re ephemeral and no one expects you to hold onto something like irritation over someone going slow, so if you forget about it people don’t consider it a big deal. i also think it works to make sonic Look like an expressive person so people don’t stop to wonder what he’s feeling on a deeper level, so it’s Defensive in that way as well
#N posts stuff#forgive me for taking literal animal qualities and giving them a metaphorical edge#but i like the idea that sonic is more made up of Defensive layers than he seems to be#like how his quills are just a cute useful design element but they Are at their core defensive mechanisms#so i kind of think that’s fun to extend to sonic’s other visible character traits#ie; his classic open expression of irritation. like in sth1&2 when he’ll tap his foot and glare at the player if they have him stand still#he’ll make kind of a big show about minor irritants and playful joking around#and they aren’t Lies but they are a little bit a kind of facade so you don’t look deeper#and they aren’t things he actually holds onto once the precise moment has passed#so he’s free to forget about them as much as he wants and that doesn’t really catch people’s attention BC they’re minor and ephemeral#whereas like. if things in sonic forces Were very bad — if sonic was open about his capture and what happened and how he felt#then a couple weeks later if someone tried to talk to him about it and he replied ‘huh? oh i don’t really remember most of the details#of that stuff anymore. who cares at this point?’ that would be Noticeable and would make people look deeper#so one he can be open about and one he doesn’t want to be
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