#oldst
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
[low activity for a bit. Got a new thing that needs my attention and its this]

#[Backstage]#[Four cats now]#[This ones new]#[ youngest is PISSED]#[Second oldst and oldest are doing fine]
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Venmt,,, read if u want igg [tws: death/near death, talking abt psychosis, prescription/drug mention, hospital mentions, em idk sorrz]
Erm,,, am tired.. of myself, my family, my hobbies, my interests, food, just,,,, my life.
I think it waz when I waz 10 when it got rlly bad (i waz already deprrssed b4 then but eh.??)... soz my bruder had almost died, it waz just me, my 2 sisters, an my bruder in the haus.. i waz judt in the living room, by myself an watching vidz on yt, then my oldst sister screamedd (i tink.?) erm i ran in cuz i knew it wuldve been bad..... it waz rlly bad bad,, my bruder waznt breathing, his machines were beeping loudly, constantly, his tracheastomy tube waz out - he couldnt breathe... he waz turning blu, i waz standing over him just inspecting him..,,, i waz so worried, i saw his tube out, i thut maybe if i just stuvk it back in,, hed be fine.. i didnt becuz i waz scared. I blamed myself 4 not taking action, maybe if i did he wuldnt be suffering even more..??? Dats not logical anyway,, it prolly wuldve hurt him more.... the ambulance came,, i rrmember covering myself in a blanket on the sofa., i waz crying!! Praying 4 gods sake?!!! I dont rememver the rest of the day.., apparently i went in the ambulance 2.
Aftrr dat day, i waz never same. I wuld take walks all alone wivout telling any1, id isolate, i started seeing figures in my peripheral, i heard people calling my name, i waz paranoid that people were watching me,, i forced myself to walk even when it felt like every1 i passed wasnt a real person,, they were all watching me. It got bad so bad.
I was 12 when I hadnt showred or bathed for a month after getting a fear and paranoia involving water,, scared. I felt shameful n scared 4 everyting i did online becuz i thuht the govrnmnt waz jus stalking me waiting 4 me 2 mess up... i almozt died becuz of my erratic behavior that led to me drinking so much black coffee,,, mlem it was awful. They had to give me potassium thru an IV,, it burned burns burns. They gave me risperidone (rispiridal 4 yung folks).. i h8d it so much... it didnt help!! I forgit 2 take it a lot anyway,, nd i had such a bad auditory hallucination on it dat made me cryy..
Scary scary.. i h8 myself i h8 my brain,, why does it make me do this.??,, none of my sisters got dis problem,,? Whyd it even happen, am i just,, broken..??,, maybe a factory error dat just got past inspection somehow....... i need,,, something else... these scary things havnt stopped,, ive had 3 morr hospitalizationz solely becuz of dis problem,,,
#how do i stop the voices#is there a cure for this????#pls help#just a tiny vent#straight up yappin#long post
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
33 notes
·
View notes
Text




waz playin a lil las ni n i gave some of em namez:0 granit marnie n jac are siblingss jac iz the oldst n granits the youngin :3 mcsneek n stevy are granit n jac’s best friends n trick iz marnies girlfriend:0
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
the existence of lars ulrich implies the existence of lar (singular) ulpoor. the existence of kirk hammett implies the existence of kirk beefmett. the existence of james hetfield implies the existence of jame (singular) gayfield. the existence of jason newsted implies the existence of jasoff oldsted. the existence of cliff burton implies the existence of mountain burtoff. the existence of robert trujillo implies the existence of robert falsejillo. like, subscribe and hit the bell button for more bangers from me 🔥🔥🔥
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
W,ll e i____ , ibtho *t. ******* s n desnt hv _
Oldst ***, __--..... *(*_) u, non )ga*p) hu. (thunder ) peanut bttr _rea y o **16 dan *)*((*). Hin5oo .......hu nn bmp. O***

587 notes
·
View notes
Photo

𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗶𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘆 | After smashing the vegan food scene in London with their first site at @popbrixton, @haloburgeruk have a new spot just by Old St station. 🍔🌱 Bringing 90% of their menu (no hot dog for the moment 😢) their @beyondmeat burgers and @this.uk chicken nuggets are now East-bound. With a very strong vegan scene in east London I’m sure this will go down a treat. The restaurant only sits around 8 people, so maybe you’ll want to think about grabbing a burger for the road, or just play on their free arcade machine whilst you wait for a spot. Good luck to @haloburgeruk with the new site, I’m sure it will be a success! . . . . , . #haloburger #burger #burgers #cheeseburger #beyondmeat #veganburger #veganjunkfood #veganfoodporn #veganfood #veganfoodlondon #londonvegan #londonburger #oldstreet #oldst #shoreditch (at Great Eastern Street) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8Guf4yHAof/?igshid=81f8eo1f1zxf
#haloburger#burger#burgers#cheeseburger#beyondmeat#veganburger#veganjunkfood#veganfoodporn#veganfood#veganfoodlondon#londonvegan#londonburger#oldstreet#oldst#shoreditch
8 notes
·
View notes
Photo

#flashbackfriday to playing @roadtripbar in Old St. MJ had a great gig but lost his favourite sweater. 🤯💥 •• #london #ldn #oldst #eastlondon #londonmusician #londonlife #music #musicscene #friday #gig #concert #livemusic #guitaristsofinstagram #guitarsofinstagram #guitarporn #hondo #vintage #musician #electro #pop #rc505 #looping #loops (at Roadtrip & The Workshop) https://www.instagram.com/p/By997qsgHn3/?igshid=boknwth4pxri
#flashbackfriday#london#ldn#oldst#eastlondon#londonmusician#londonlife#music#musicscene#friday#gig#concert#livemusic#guitaristsofinstagram#guitarsofinstagram#guitarporn#hondo#vintage#musician#electro#pop#rc505#looping#loops
0 notes
Photo

Sound advice... • • #olyatra #bekind #be #kind #bekindtoothers #goodadvice #soundadvice #karma #begood #payforward #payforeword #lampost #graffiti #randomkindness #randomactsofkindness #oldstreet #oldst #oldstreetlondon #oldstlondon #london #radialtiltshift #iphone #iphone6 #iphoneography #iphoneography #streetphotography #streetphoto #tiltshift (at Clerkenwell London)
#goodadvice#karma#iphone#iphoneography#randomkindness#randomactsofkindness#oldstlondon#soundadvice#radialtiltshift#bekind#tiltshift#streetphotography#oldstreet#kind#begood#london#streetphoto#be#oldst#graffiti#olyatra#oldstreetlondon#iphone6#payforeword#payforward#lampost#bekindtoothers
2 notes
·
View notes
Photo

Bus stop, Old Street 2019. . . . #fujifilmxt2 #xt2 #2019 #35mm #streetphotography #streetphoto #storytime #storyofthestreet #scene #fujifilm #shoreditch #oldst #composition #graffiti #streetart #london (at Shoreditch) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvyeUiuBAoj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nxg7uog0dmqp
#fujifilmxt2#xt2#2019#35mm#streetphotography#streetphoto#storytime#storyofthestreet#scene#fujifilm#shoreditch#oldst#composition#graffiti#streetart#london
0 notes
Photo

Some special treatment for old boots of our great customer from UK: Mr. M.C. Look at all the pictures please to see how were these shoes before and how they have become after our beauty farm. Don’t hesitate to contact me if you want to save your old lovely shoes! [email protected] #beforeandafter #buttonboots #dandy #dapper #beautyfarm #clinique #restauro #remiseenforme #oldboots #shoes #respecr #wark #class #best #like #follow #morepic #bestblog #shoestagram #uk #oldste #british #customer
#morepic#oldboots#clinique#beforeandafter#best#beautyfarm#wark#respecr#british#dandy#shoestagram#follow#bestblog#remiseenforme#like#oldste#class#customer#dapper#uk#restauro#shoes#buttonboots
9 notes
·
View notes
Note
💀 🌙 🌸 ♥️ random headcanon? On seer, crypto and octane If you don’t mind.
Also happy holidays
teehee thank u
octane
☠ - angry/violent headcanon: so i've actually always had the headcanon that octane gets SUUUUUPER passive aggressive when angry and season 9 onwards has kinda proven me right lmao. i think he would need to be the right combo of drunk and truly pissed off to like, yell and all that, but for the most part he would just be like. mean girls level of petty and passive aggressive and vindictive. see the season 14 interactions where he laughs like a huuuuge bitch @ seer for literally no reason LMAO
☾ - sleep headcanon: stays up literally all week chugging energy drinks, then passes out late saturday evening and sleeps all the way until monday morning. gets hot easily so he kicks all the covers off. and since he's used to sleeping on that beanbag in his dropship room he sleeps all curled up in a ball.
✿ - sex headcanon: literally always down to fuck even if he isn't actually in the mood. sex is really casual to him and asking if he wants to have sex is kind of just like asking if he wants a snack. he'll take it even if he's not hungry because it'll be satisfying regardless. also he's a bottom bitch but will top OCCASIONALLY and has a horrific green strap-on for such occasions
♥ - family headcanon: has no extended family that he knows of, doesn't care about blood family all that much anyways and likes the little found family he's claimed for himself among the legends. i think he's not gonna be ready For a family any time soon but he would be a really cool fun uncle for now, and a slightly irresponsible but spoils-his-kid(s)-a-lot dad later. and he WOULD want to eventually be a dad when he's in the right headspace in it and he wants to be a dad for kind of petty reasons at first ("i'm gonna be a waaaay better dad than my old man watch") but he's gonna be ride or die for that kid as soon as they're adopted. i hc him as trans obviously but i think he would prefer adoption over biological kids.
random headcanon: he did track and field in high school and actually has really good running form. it's kind of janky now cuz he has uhhh metal legs but if he'd actually focused on track and field instead of just viewing it an outlet for his energy and a way to avoid home he probably could have pursued a legit track career instead of shooting himself out of cannons and shit
crypto
☠ - angry/violent headcanon: of the three crypto is probably the most prone to violence when angry? he never gets violent with people but he is very much a "turns and kicks the car/wall/table etc" kind of person when something is angering him. he is also kind of always seething. just in a shit mood sometimes and finds everything annoying and is plotting his revenge internally. he never acts on it but it's thereupetic to him. he'll probably get over it when he stops feeling crushed under the weight of the Horrors
☾ - sleep headcanon: very light sleeper, jerks awake at the smallest of noises if he can even fall asleep in the first place. sleeps on his back usually and always wakes up with his hand under his shirt for some reason.
✿ - sex headcanon: i know it does nawt seem that way based on all my cryptane fics but crypto is definitely the horniest one between them even if octane usually proposes because he's more forward about stuff. i think he just has a lot of frustration towards...Everything, in general, and sometimes instead of acting out violently due to that frustration he'll just get horny. angry horny. and also he has a very vivid imagination and is definitely far kinkier than he will ever admit to octavio
♥ - family headcanon: so i actually like to hc that he and mila were the oldst kids at mystik's orphanage and were therefore babysitting the younger ones a lot, so crypto is really good with kids and he wants to start his own family one day. he's mostly made peace with the fact that he'll never know his biological parents and he loves mila and mystik but there's a small part of him that wants just One blood connection so as soon as he settles down and gets his shit together he is going to start wanting kids. a lot
random headcanon: enjoys cheesy romcom books and movies, will never admit it even at gunpoint. every time one of his friends finds out he considers changing his identity again
seer
☠ - angry/violent headcanon: i don't think he gets angry very often and is really good at hiding his anger because of the bullying he used to undergo. he might even be Too good at hiding it. i think he'll go a while not realizing he *IS* angry until someone is like "yo obi are you ok you're so tense" and then it'll all break like a dam and he'll pick up a pillow and scream into it before acting like nothing happened
☾ - sleep headcanon: sleeps with a little eyemask on and is actually a very heavy sleeper. ramya has drawn on his face while sleeping and he didn't even rouse. actually he has the incredibly powerful ability to fall asleep on command. seer says "i am going to bed" and he lays down and falls asleep in 5 minutes. he MEANS it
✿ - sex headcanon: i think cuz of the way boreas treated him the thought of a real, emotional, romantic relationship seemed kind of faraway to him and he didn't start dating people For Real until he was like. 23/24. and like he's an #empath and all but i think for his first couple of relationships before that, it was mostly a sex thing but then he got more comfortable being vulnerable around his partners and now he's really picky about sleeping with people. like it will take maybe 6 dates now before he considers sleeping with someone. and they will appreciate it because obi is very good in bed actually,
♥ - family headcanon: nobody has ever trusted obi around children at ALL and therefore he doesn't know how to handle them and probably doesn't want any for a while. like he'll be nice to kids but if you hand him one even if he is going ":)" inside he is crying screaming shaking because he doesn't know what to do. all his extended family cut his parents off when he was born but he never really knew them so he tries not to think about it. and he was also Very Loved and slightly spoiled by his parents, as he deserves to be
random headcanon: he does not like tea or coffee. he prefers energy drinks. he does NOT want to admit this and will never buy them for himself, he has to convince ramya to buy him a can and then he discards the evidence before anyone can notice
6 notes
·
View notes
Note
Oldst Oc anon here!!! Ibmeant the oldest one. That you've been using recently? I can hear about the oldest pne period if you wanna!!
oldest one still being used is kinda hard to determine at the moment since I'm very heavily considering retiring a lot of em (plus Toyhouse doesn't have the right dates for a bunch of em who were made before I had an account and the site I was using before didn't record created dates at all)
Oldest oldest tho as far as I can remember was like this sailor moon rip off named Princess Crystal or something and she was a princess from space but she doesn't know that so she's just living as a normal anime school girl (she also lives with just actually Minecraft Steve) and so like a talking wolf named Hunter Greywolf tells her you need to be the magic space crystal princess and fight evil. it wasn't good, I was like a baby tho, this was at least 2011 so I was probably like 7 years old when I made that.
5 notes
·
View notes
Note
NOOOO not ur laptop!!! can i ask how that bitchass broke it???
well if u must knw. i was sitting on the floor and plnning as i normlly do when tweedle dee and tweedle dum strted fighting. i was laughing at thm bcause its fun 2 laugh at idiots i shouldnt have 2 explain tht. anway they strted fucking wrestling or whatevr so i decided 2 move. well aftr i got on the couch the third one decided 2 jump over the couch and kcked my laptop out of my hnds and on 2 the floor. and as if tht wasnt bad enough camden (the second oldst idiot obvisly) lost his feet or somthing and fell on it. thts when roger finlly decided to stop his idiot childrn and broke up the fight. and now i have a brokn laptop.
2 notes
·
View notes
Photo

𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗶𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘆 | @passo.london is a modern Italian restaurant serving up small plates on the corner of Old Street Roundabout (yes, roundabouts have corners) and I got the chance to visit the other day, and I was super impressed with the food. With options ranging from pasta, veg, meat, fish, and pizza, there’s more than enough choices to get a real flavour of the menu. The food is very good, and the price does reflect this, so if I told you that I would personally pay £10 for the cheese selection (pictured) then hopefully that will give you an idea of just how good it is. From the pasta section we tried the Doppio Raviolo, which is a confit rabbit ravioli with a veal reduction jus, and my GOD that reduction is incredible. Plus the ravioli is left uncut like a giant serving. We also tried the fresh orecchiette with wild mushrooms and buffalo Camembert. This dish was slightly smaller, but still tasty. The chargrilled honey aubergine with a herb yoghurt was very nice, I like the sweet touch, but it also had a touch of chilli which kicked up the heat levels quite a bit. The braised lamb belly croquettes might have been my favourite dish of the night, the pan fried stone bass was soft and flakey, and the beef onglet came with a pretty nice Jerusalem artichoke & salsa verde. We also tried the current special which is fried chicken with a peanut sauce, and it was a fairly big portion. For dessert you HAVE to get the rhubarb cheesecake, it’s incredible. I feel lucky lately to have visited some top restaurants, and this is definitely one of them. If you’re feeling a bit more fancy, being a date here, it’s also v cute inside and the cocktails are good too. . . , . . #passo #pasta #shoreditch #oldst #oldstreet #pizza #steak #aubergine #ravioli #orecchiette #italian #italianfood #londonrestaurants #italianrestaurantlondon #italianrestaurant (at Passo) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8QqkBxn2Kt/?igshid=19s40dsf4tg1u
#passo#pasta#shoreditch#oldst#oldstreet#pizza#steak#aubergine#ravioli#orecchiette#italian#italianfood#londonrestaurants#italianrestaurantlondon#italianrestaurant
3 notes
·
View notes