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to do list:
coffee
get pinned down to the bed by a butch eagerly grinding her crotch into my wet cunt
buy more pens
#goodmorning#okay time to sleep again#butch bait#lesbian#lesbian nsft#sapphic nsft#lesbian smut#femme4butch#femme lesbian#butch appreciation#bunnyās thoughts šā¹ā ā#butch lesbian#wlw yearning#wlw nsft
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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when weāre angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#today wasā¦.not good#and at one point i had a moment#where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didnāt have anyone to call or talk to about it#but im still really hopeful it will happen some day#because all i want in this world is to feel secure#and for others to feel secure around me#and for everyone to feel secure around people they love#because itās so painful and scary when you donāt#but one day im going to be warm and happy in someoneās arms and will barely remember this at all#im manifesting it#im completely okay btw things just got a little rough#and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay#im gay and i like sleeping#also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever#im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight
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#sebek is 3 minutes into a 14 minute grandstanding speech abt timeliness and respect and duty and silver is NOT listening#i got to draw silver's room AGAIN!!!! this time with early daytime lighting. ougghgh its so pretty.... i luv furniture. i love shadows#this new bday series has me nonstop waiting with bated breath for silver's card. i cant wait. there are so many possibilities#ik they wouldnt do it but itd be HILARIOUS if his was the full school uni minus the jacket. groovy is him face down passed out#the man sleeps standing up. he could sleep is his full sundays best. he sleeps in jeans. he is so powerful#(i sleep in jeans sometimes silver its okay)#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#sebek zigvolt#one more for diasomnia nation and then just the storybook pages. only one left i hope u guys have enjoyed it!!!#it was an honor to draw and to share it w everyone. i read every tag and i giggle to myself at home and smile out loud at the kindness#love u all. silver nation <3#suntails
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Random hcs that have been on my mind for the past couple days: now in doodle format!
Text for each drawing written out under the cut in case it's not clear or anyone wants to translate it!
(1) <- Somehow soft?? <-Sometimes makes a comforting hum/rumble <-Holding for support
(2) <-Walks so quietly everywhere he goes <-Is about to meet god
(3) <-Can't see well in the dark (no eyelights) <-Can't help himself
(4) <-Thinks Color will turn Killer against him and convince him to run away
(5) <-Thinks Nightmare is using them all for the negativity and has brainwashed Killer into liking it
(6) <-Thinks if he runs and jumps at Cross as fast as he can Cross will lift him and it'll look so cool
#UTDR#UTMV#My Art#Horror Sans#Nightmare Sans#Color Sans#Killer Sans#These are all kinda random but at least I got something drawn today!!#I do really love the hc of Horror having that slasher movement about him#Because I have it too and I wanna share it with him#I can't stop scaring the people around me by entering rooms or walking up to them and I think he should have that too#It's almost always unintentional and scares him too when they suddenly yell#But sometimes... sometimes it's for funsies#Killer refuses to use a light of any kind even when he can't see so he's kind of asking for it#Also this is the short version of how I think Color and Nightmare are in a dadmare situation#They still have beef but it's like. they're both paranoid#They both think the other is gonna convince Killer to never see them again but it never happens#Maybe it gets resolved in some way but that's for another post#Also HorrorDust cuddles#Because that's the kind of nap I wanted to have earlier so I'm living vicariously through Dust#Also my first time trying to draw XChara! I hope I did okay!!#Trying to incorporate them into things slowly for Wick#Anyway I need to consider sleep goodnight gang!! :D
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Bradley "Boyfriend" Bradshaw
Messy hair, hickies and soft clothes <3
#sam draws#fanart#digital art#art#top gun#top gun maverick#rooster#bradley rooster bradshaw#bradley bradshaw#top gun art#top gun fanart#tgm#miles teller#I'm kind of in the middle of a whole medical issue so art might be a lil slow#sorry about that everyone#i had to go to the ER and everything lmao#im okay for the most part but its a thing thats been going on all year and im#1. really fucking tired of this and being in pain#and 2. really want to know what the fuck is going on with me that this keeps happening#hopefully ill get referred to a specialist now that its happened again#since that was kind of our plan#but we'll see!#but yes#between me being in pain and trying to work enough hours to keep my apartment art may be touch and go#i just wanna sleep all the time it really sucks
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+3 friendship with Jin Ling: He actively tries to dissuade you from further embroiling yourself in the homosexual allegations.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jin ling#jiang cheng#nie huaisang#For real though it's so sweet how desperate he sounds when trying to save mxy's face.#Jin Ling genuinely likes this uncle! He's let him into his heart!#Why his uncle is so desperate to make his reputation worse is beyond him!!!#The same uncle who has time and time again proven to be genuine in his intentions and has been there for JL in so many ways!#JL wants to return the favour! Alas it is like holding a dog back from eating the onion chips on the ground.#I sure hope nothing betrays jin ling's trust in this new bond!#(and yes I am keeping NHS and JC's sleep wear in the next scenes. For the whimsy)#In other news - LWJ finally gets a little hand hold. Most likely it was a highfive that lasted a little too long.#But it counts okay? To him it counts.#Speaking of: I went sooooo long in life not realizing the 'hee hee let's compare hand sizes' was a flirt move.#I thought people were just genuinely curious about fingers and hands. But no. It's not that. It's a hand hold move.#I'm here for the science and research. You are here to flirt. We are not the same.
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jeez smg3 really fell for 4 there
#birdyfy art#im normal about what im working on very very NORMAL amounts of normal(GET THEM OUT OF MY SKIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#OKAY NOW THAT I HAVE. an idea. on their......ice skating outfits........comic time. COMIC COMIC COMIIICCC TIIIMMEMEEMEMEME#birdys smg4 ice skaters#smg34#smg4#smg4 fanart#smg3#smg3 fanart#im about to reach new heights (i swear to god if i sleep at 4am in the morning again because of these guys)#oh smg4 would DEFINITELY go something like āwhy do you keep falling for me; smg3?ā if he's losing an argument or something during filming#just so 3 can shut the hell up LMAO#EVEN BETTER FOUR FALLS FACE FIRST ONTO THE ICE RIGHT AFTER LMSAOAIOWAKSAO#the.....THE..the possibilities......HOU
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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards
*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a#few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but#you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device#they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause#nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to#keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter#raaa#and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs
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happy holidays and a happy new year, @ko-rka!! i am your secret santa for @fmasecretsanta ^^
i drew for you emo punk ed fashion, cats, and stars... and let me tell you, it's been SUCH a pleasure drawing as i've listened to your mcr playlist!! i ended up liking a lot of songs on spotify back-to-back, but some of my favorites were "to the end" and "sleep"
i hope you like it, and i'm wishing you the best for the new year! :]
#fma#fullmetal alchemist#edward elric#i do apologize for making you wait for so long!!#and thank you again for the playlist!! i literally listened to it going like... why did i put off listening to mcr again this is literally#the type of music i've been looking for YEARS... the rock instrumentation and the raw vocals?? i have been missing out!!#its definitely going to occupy some brain groove for the foreseeable future... im looking forward to it >:]#i also hope ed's fashion is okay!! i think ed would have pins enforced w bottle caps to make em last!#i also imagine him to be the kind of person to embroider designs he thinks will look cool & also to repair his coat which#i imagine he loved ragged but refuses to replace; the top right img is based off of a time i left my coat out and a cat was sleeping in it#when i came back... joy be upon ye cats
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cw: Bakugou dies but comes back to life, ācomes back wrongā trope, implied fighting, angst
When Bakugou died, youāre not sure how you went on living. Grief had taken over your life, sat you in the passenger side while it cruised off the highway into icy waters. And even then, you couldnāt find the energy to drown.
Itās why thereās a sudden uptick of energy when youāre promised to have him back. Some top scientists contact you months after his death, tell you to hurry down to the headquarters labs, come and rejoice for what youāre about to witness. And youāre horrified, to say the least.
āThis isnāt my husband.ā Are your first words when you walk in, watch the figure on the other side of the glass examine its own hands. It looks like your husband butābut his hair isnāt the right shade of blond all over. His nose bridge had a slight bump after a scuffle with a villain. He had a scar on his hand butābut it never looked like it was to sew a pinky beside the other fingers.
āIs that really my husband?ā You ask next in disbelief, slowly entering the room. Bakugouās head snaps up, his eyes a little brighter than you remember butāthey hold so much emotion. So much memory, so much panic, so much guilt.
āI left you.ā He mutters, his voice raspy and ragged, and you wonder if itāll always be like this now. It makes you cry a little harder than it should, but you only embrace each other. Heās cold and his shoulders donāt hold the same mass and his back doesnāt carry the same scars. Thereās one, jagged and rough, running down his back, and you think, you think thatās where they slipped a new spine in.
āWelcome back home.ā You tell him, weeks after meeting him again, new and not totallyāKatsuki. Heās stiff and he doesnāt immediately take off his boots when he enters, and it worries you. Makes you think if youāve just let a stranger into your home, one that has stolen your dead husbands face. Makes you wonder if heāll be as loving as Katsuki once was, or if heāll become your monster looming over you with the guilt of not being able to rest anymore.
āIāve missed you so much.ā You whisper against his mouth one night, a little while after heās moved back. You donāt know why you lay under him, why you let him nestle himself inside of you, why you let him hold you against his chest. Katsuki always ran his hands over your cheeks and neck whenever he held you like this, but thisā¦man, only holds himself up with his hands resting beside your head. Itās alien, how he looks at you, how his hips are methodically measured with every thrust, how he kisses you every 8 seconds. You wonder if heās more robot than Frankenstein monster.
āWhy did you come back to me like this?ā You ask him one night, barricaded in the bathroom away from him. You can hear his sobs on the other side, his pleading to be let in. He tells you he never wanted to come back if he had to be like this, that heās sorry, please let him in, he misses the warmth of your skin, heās never been so cold before, heās never liked the cold.
āIs this considered cheating?ā You ask yourself aloud one night, when Bakugou is forced back to the lab when he becomes tooā¦un-Bakugou. To sleep with a man that is your husband in every way but? Your husband has been dead for a year now, and yet you stroke the chin of the man that tries so hard to be him everyday, but fails so miserably at it every time.
āIāll come back to you right this time.ā Bakugou promises to you when heās strapped down to leave for the lab and before heās sedated. But you donāt believe himāyou never did. Your husband is dead, and this animated corpse has been nothing but a cheap mockery of everything youāve lost and something you will never truly get back.
#I was writing this and then checked my dash and saw another post about this#and felt so guilty and almost didnāt post it aidjdkfj#but I love this trope too much to delete it!!!!!#Iāve written about this in my published book before and itās one of my favorite things Iāve ever written#thereās just such a deep heartache about having to grieve someone#and then the grieving process being interrupted by the one you lost#and battling with their death even though you still look at them everyday again#but itās just not right?? itās not the same??#they have the same face (kinda) but itās truly not hem#not them* heck#it reminds me of a convo I had in a psych class about making a new cloned version of yourself#where the question was āis the clone/new version still you? or are they an entirely new person now?ā#and at first I said theyāre still me you know? they have my face n body n memories#but my prof told me no!! after they have been cloned they are sentient and are now their own person making new memories apart from you#and I thought that was soooo interesting and it makes me fall in love w this trope every time#youāre my person but only a version. youāre who I love but a newer person. youāre not them. youāre everything Iāve missed about them#so heartbreaking I LOVE ITTTT#sorry Iām rapping itās the sleep meds kicking in#okay bai#bakugou treats! š¬#ānew treat in the streets! š«
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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admittedly one of my favorite things about house ( that also drives me up a wall ) is that something Really Big happens and then the next episode they like loosely mention it like wow wasnāt it crazy that that happened . anyway haha
#once again iāve just finished s2 so donāt tell me about any plotlines i do not know ab ā¼ļøā¼ļø#like okay i UNDERSTAND that so many things happen in episodes to keep you engaged but like#i want it to linger .#i want sore relationships that donāt fit i want i love you but iāve looked into your eyes as you crumbled so i keep you at arms length#because i donāt know if i can be there to hold your hand the next time i donāt know if i can do that again#i want i love you but i canāt live without this piece of my heart anymore and you proved it#i want characters to look at each other both thinking of The Thing They Canāt Say#because of the thing that happened .#anyways this is about foreman almost dying this is about house getting shot this is about wilson sleeping with his patient#this is about chaseās dad dying this is about chase letting his patient die this is about cameronās husband#this is about houseās parents this is about wilson giving up his job to defend house this is about stacy this is about#they have so much good ANGST that has the potential to make their relationships unhealthily dependent#and i .#i need to eat it up#house#house md#gregory house#greg house#hilson#houseposting#lgbtq#lgbt
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Iām telling myself not to get hurt by how now Marko has decided to bitch about Daniel, because all it sounds like to me is your ex you walked away from and now they spend years telling everyone youāre crazy? But. No one sorta believes them because you were THAT bitch, other than their dumb friends who already didnāt like you. And letās face it, you were never gonna change their minds.
And honestly, that time after you dump your crazy ex is shitty. I know that Danielās probably feeling shitty, knowing he had that seat and he lost it for internal politics. But I do think heās stronger than we give him credit for, and in a few days, weeks or months heās gonna pop up in Australia or America enjoying his life and his family and itāll burn Marko and Horner more because they could never dull a sun that burned brighter than both of them.
#daniel ricciardo#f1#also red bullā¦what will be your legacy after max leaves?#max is gonna go fishing and being a twitch streamer#youāre not gonna get his loyalty for shit#anyway i woke up feeling quite a bit better?#i had a good sleep#as sad as i am at possibly not seeing daniel in f1 again#time is wonderous and healing#heāll be okay and on our screens soon enough
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usopp and sanji late night impromptu date swimming in the aquarium. reblog if you agree
#one piece#sanji#usopp#sanuso#nemotime#its ass oclock and theyre both tired and one of them floats the idea of a swimming date#but the sea is dark and hard to navigate and neither of them want to drag out the kiddie pool frnky has stashed away somewhere#and usopp suggests the aquarium. sanji goes 'okay. aquarium time.'#dont even bother to change into swimsuits. they strip as much as they want before going in.#and then just kinda hang out at the edge of the hatch#shoulder to shoulder and valiantly trying their best not to fall asleep in the water#any fish that come investigating (read: bothering usopp) gets kicked away by sanji and also added to meal planning for the next day#the rest of the crew find their night watch idiots asleep in a very precarious position#where one wrong move would send them into the water#zoro pushes sanji in on purpose. in his sudden surprise and panic sanji grabs usopp and drags him down with him#before resurfacing not a few moments later cursing and apologizing thinking it was his own fault they fell in#zoro rips them a new one about falling asleep on watch duty. sanji figures out it was him who pushed them in- or has a hunch idk#anyway. fighting while usopp gets ushered off to bed proper with a warm drink. sanji joins him after making breakfast#and they eat together in usopp's bunk before snuggling and probably sleeping again#anyway
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PLEASE DRAW COLOR PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
(Not forced)
Sometimes I get the impression people wanna see me draw things, no idea where must just be cause I'm such an empath-
Pfff yes chef one lil firey boy right away! o7
And of course the greatest honour I can bestow upon a character: cuddling
#UTDR#Ask#Sandeewithtwoe#Color Sans#These are such tiny quick doodles cause I have to sleep for work soon sorry!#But I know if I don't do them now I'll forget and never will >.<#So quick and done it is!! I hope these are okay!#He's a fun little dude I love seeing him and Killer chilling so much lately#I have some ideas but they'll have to wait until I'm not working full time hours again -A-#Gently sets Color in the queue for my attention span
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In a sudden turn of events I am going to be okay!!!
#Iāve officially dropped AP art#You know what that means? :D#I get to sleep!#And hang out with my friends!#And go for runs!#And spend more time studying Physics and Chem!#I am quite literally bawling my eyes out right now#I have not slept or eaten in like#two months#My emotions are going wild right now#Huge sense of grief or maybe loss but also#Justā¦ so much relief#I finally get to take care of myself#And do the things I enjoy#And focus on the important things#My life has been RAPIDLY spiralling downwards since school started#But now itās going to get a lot better#And Iāll be happy again#Iām going to be okay chat#Iām gonna be okay
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