#Anyway I need to consider sleep goodnight gang!! :D

[somegrumpynerd]

Random hcs that have been on my mind for the past couple days: now in doodle format!

Text for each drawing written out under the cut in case it's not clear or anyone wants to translate it!

(1) <- Somehow soft?? <-Sometimes makes a comforting hum/rumble <-Holding for support

(2) <-Walks so quietly everywhere he goes <-Is about to meet god

(3) <-Can't see well in the dark (no eyelights) <-Can't help himself

(4) <-Thinks Color will turn Killer against him and convince him to run away

(5) <-Thinks Nightmare is using them all for the negativity and has brainwashed Killer into liking it

(6) <-Thinks if he runs and jumps at Cross as fast as he can Cross will lift him and it'll look so cool

[angstysebfan]

My Roommate’s Boyfriend 4/?

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: Your roommate’s boyfriend and you do not get along. You don’t even know why anymore. When your roommate has to move unexpectedly across the country, you both begrudgingly drive her car to her new home. Adventure, angst, and secrets come alive.

Warnings: swearing, potential assault, fighting

You continue driving and make it to the border of Minnesota and North Dakota, when you finally stop at a motel. The rest of the drive has been silent. After Bucky kissed you, you pulled away in surprise. You both stared at each other for a moment, before you reached out for him and brought his lips back to yours.

You allowed him to deepen the kiss and explore your mouth with his tongue. You felt your whole body come alive for the first time in so long. You didn’t want to let go, but the need to breath forced you both to separate. No words were said as Bucky took your hand and guided you back to the car.

Now you are at another motel, and you don’t know what to expect. Neither of you have said a thing since the kiss, and you don’t know what he is thinking. You walk into the office of the motel, where Bucky asks for two separate rooms. You tried to hide your disappointment. You walk up to your rooms and before you go in you look at Bucky as he unlocks his door.

“D-did you want to do dinner?” you ask quietly. He looks at you, his expression unreadable. “No. I need some time alone. I’ll see you in the morning at 5, okay?” he asks. You nod and watch him go into his room without sparing you another glance. You go into your room, and lock the door behind you. You slide down the door to the floor and let out a sob.

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Once you showered, you looked at your phone to see what was around for food. You found a place that was within walking distance, so you throw on a hoodie, and shoes and walk out your door. You thought about stopping to ask Bucky again, but decided against it.

You walk down the block to a McDonald’s and head inside. While you are there, you see a group of young guys, possibly college age, sitting in a group. You order your food and while you are waiting, you hear the guys cat-calling you. You decide to ignore them, since you were in no mood to deal with stupidity tonight. You got your food and left. While walking back, you continue to hear voices calling you. You turn around and see the group of guys were following you. You tried to speed up, but they caught up to you quickly.

“What’s a beautiful woman like you doing out here alone, huh?” One of the guys says. You keep your head down, clutching your food. The rest of the group surrounds you, and you felt trapped. You looked at the guy who was speaking. He had blonde hair and green eyes, and would be considered good looking if he wasn’t stalking you.

“Leave me alone. I am just trying to get back to the motel.” you say, while trying to push past the group, unfortunately they do not let you leave. “Why don’t you stay and hang out with us. We will show you a good time.” the blonde said again, while his friends laughed.

You continue to try and force your way out of the group, but they just laugh at your feeble attempts. You start to get frighten that they will do something to you. “Look, my boyfriend is at the motel, and he will come looking for me, if you don’t let me go.” you say, hoping that will scare them off. The blonde just laughs. “What kind of boyfriend lets his girl out alone?” he sneers at you, getting closer and grasping your arm.

“The kind that will kill you if you touch her again.” you hear from a familiar voice. You look up and there is Bucky, looking angrier than you have ever seen him. “It’s time for you all to move along, or do you actually have a death wish tonight?” he says menacingly.

The blonde laughs and pulls you to him. “What makes you think you could take all of us on?” he asks. Bucky looks from you to him, getting angrier by the second. Bucky stalks up to the crowd, which parts to let him into the center of the group. He walks up to the blonde and with one punch knocks him out, causing both you and the blonde to fall on the floor.

Bucky picks you up bridal style and turns toward the rest of the group. They stare at him as he walks past them with you in his arms. You wrap your arms around him and nuzzle your face into his neck, as tears flow down your face. Bucky says nothing as he walks back to the motel.

He opens the door and walks in, closing it with his foot. He places you on the bed and kneels in front of you. He wipes the tears from your cheeks with his thumbs as he whispers, “you’re okay, baby. I got you.” Then he places a soft kiss on your forehead. You look at him then look around and realize he brought you back to his room. 

You take a steadying breath, “I.. I think I’m okay.” You give him a small smile. Bucky gives one back as he rubs your arms. “Are you sure?” he asks, fear evident in his eyes. You nod, “Yeah...Thank you... for saving me.” You say.

Bucky smiles at you, it’s the first time he ever directed a real smile at you and it makes your stomach drop. It’s the most beautiful thing you have ever seen. “I should go back to my room.” You say. “Are you sure you’re okay?” He asks, generally concerned. You just nod and walk to the door. “Goodnight” you say. Bucky smiles at you again. “Goodnight.”

Bucky POV

Bucky watches you leave, and once the door closes he let out the breath he was holding. He doesn’t know what to make of today. It was such a rollercoaster. He thought ignoring you would be the solution, but you had to ask that question. Then he freaks out and says the worst things he could think of to you, when he didn’t mean it. Watching you have a panic attack because of him broke his heart.

Then you tell him your side of the story and he doesn’t know whether to believe you or not. He looked into your eyes to find the lie, but couldn’t find one. Then he thought about what you said. You had wanted him as much as he wanted you, AND you said you still like him. He doesn’t know why because he knows he has been horrible to you. Bucky sighs and picks up his phone to text Nat:

Hey, we are practically in North Dakota. My plan is to be in Washington State by tomorrow, as long as we don’t make too many stops.

Yay! I can’t wait to see you baby! I miss you. How are things going with Y/N?

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You lay in bed staring at the ceiling thinking about what a clusterfuck the day turned into. First you were basically sitting on egg shells while he ignored your existence, then you had to bring up the drama. The words that he said, even now make tears come to your eyes. You never want to hear anything like that again! But then he took care of you, while you had your embarrassing panic attack. He held your hand to his chest and got you to match his breathing.

Even after you calmed down, he continued to hold your hand, even brushing his thumb over your knuckles. After explaining yourself, he kissed you! You still feel his soft lips on yours, the taste of him in your mouth. God you had dreamed of him kissing you, and now that you had it, you wanted more. But you couldn’t do that to Nat, plus you don’t know what he thinks of you anyway.

To top off the entire fucked up day, you almost get gang raped when you were just trying to get food. Again, Bucky took care of you, and saved your life. You owe him so much for that. Now you lay here and wish you had stayed in his room with him. You are too scared to close your eyes, that the nightmares of what could have happened to you will appear. 

Before you know what you are doing, you find yourself leaving your room and standing in front of his door. You don’t see the light on from under the door and think maybe you should leave him alone. But you knock softly anyway, just to see. After a moment, the door opens to find Bucky in those black sweatpants, hanging low on his hips, no shirt, and his hair in a low bun. He looks surprised to see you.

“Hey... uh... sorry if I woke you, but.... I-I couldn’t sleep.... and--” you stutter through your sentence. Before you could finish, Bucky takes your hand and pulls you into the room and closes the door.

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You wake up the next morning and find yourself snuggled tightly in Bucky’s arms, with your face nuzzled into his into his neck. Bucky is sound asleep, which allows you time to look at him without him knowing. His face is so soft while he sleeps, with his lips parted just slightly. He is just so beautiful! God you want to kiss him again. What the hell is wrong with you? This man made your life hell, and now you act like some lovesick puppy!

Bucky starts to stir and slowly opens his eyes and looks right into yours. He blushes when he sees how tight he is holding you. “Oh... uh sorry. I guess I like to cuddle when I sleep.” he said bashfully, letting you go. You can’t shake the disappointed feeling of not having his warmth around you. You just smile, “It’s okay... I didn’t mind. Thank you for letting me sleep in here last night.” you say quietly.

Bucky looks from your eyes to your lips, then back. “No problem.” he says quickly before getting up out of bed. You frown, but figure you might as well get up too. You look at the clock and see that it is 5 am. “We should get going if we are going to make it to the Washington state line by tonight.” Bucky says as he walks toward his bathroom.

You nod, “I’ll get dressed and meet you at the car in 15 minutes?” you ask as you head toward the door. Bucky just nods before closing the door to the bathroom. You quickly leave the room and go into yours. You run to the bathroom to freshen up and then change into jeans, a t-shirt, and hoodie. After brushing your teeth and putting your hair up, you pack your things and head out to the car, where Bucky is waiting.

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This was kind of a filler chapter to try and get into both the readers and Bucky’s mindset. Don’t worry next chapter will go back to some angsty stuff, and Nat comes back into the picture! Feedback, as usual, is appreciated.

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