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kindheartedgummybears · 1 year ago

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sorry for not being active yesterday I went to do some personal stuff and saw(ahhaha) saw x and ummm

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HADIOAWIUDBUAW??? ERRRR??? GERNAWIRHAE???? AWIOAWIODAWOBUDUVADW???????AWDNAWIOHDAWIHODIHOADW???????

This movie is going to be my whole personality the next few days so I'm sorry for that

#SPOILERS AND RANT IN TAGS!!#Saw X #Saw #Saw X Spoilers #tagtagtags #Spoiler tag #abwwbawbibadwbawdw #trying to bury the spoilers cuz im about to RANT #ok hopefully thats enough???#OK FIRST THIGNS FIRST IS THIS WAS MY FIRST MOVIE SEEN IN A THEATER A N D MY FIRST SAW MOVIE AND OHH MYY GODDDD #IT WAS SO GOOODDD a little slow and boring at the beginning but it picked up and OMGNGHGG #GRRRRRRRRRR OMNOMNOMNOMNOM HISSSSS MMMMMMMM GRGRGRGRRRRRRRR!!!!!!#sorry Saw fandom you're stuck with me now <3 #OKOK VALENTINA😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍#MATEO😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳#GABBYYYY🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#Cecilia.😐#I didnt care about her bf ngl💀💀#VALENTINA AND MATEO WERE STRAIGHT UP ROBBED LIKE💀💀 JOHN PUT THEM IN THOSE TRAPS KNOWING DAMN WELL THEY-#-DIDNT A C T U A L L Y KNOW HOW TO DO THAT SHIT MATEO ESPECIALLY!!#Gabby </3 #the scariest part about this move was Amandas haircut😨😨#“epic bad luck” oof way to remind me this takes place in the 2000s💀💀#Shout out to that random child real MVP of this movie XD #anyways new fav sewer rats just dropped😍😍 and they're all dead just like the rest <3 #I aint including my rant for CeCiLlIa cuz THATS going to need an entire post💀💀

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zerozerozio · 30 days ago

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OMG YOU LKE HOUSE I LITERALLY JUST LIKE GOT THE MOTIVATION TO WATCH IT AND IM CRASHING OUT!!!!! WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SCENE

I FUCKING LOVE HOUSE!!!!!!!! UGHHHH omg ok

my favourite scene is INCREDIBLY hard to choose, so instead i will give you what TYPE of scenes are my favourite. theres 3 main ones

1. moments between House and Wilson. I could just go on and on about their chemistry and what they mean to eachother but it might kill me if i do, so anyway. The "gay" scenes (where they joke about being gay, ppl thinking theyre gay, etc etc) are ofc entertaining and awesome, but i actually like another type even more. Scenes that show how they fit together like no one else, their casual intimacy, the married couple behaviour, the scenes that show THEM. if that makes sense. if i weren't concussed, maybe i could explain exactly what I mean better, but basically, i love the gay joke scenes however i love the scenes that make you actually wonder "whats the deal with these guys" Those. Those are my favourites.

2. times when we see under House's shell. I love scenes where we can see that he does care, just in his own weird twisted way. when he's vulnerable in general, it's interesting to see. i love characters with walls up and seeing them be broken down, even if just for a moment.

3. anytime something happens that is just so ridiculous or absurd that it's hilarious (think of when Chase tried to dominate a patient to help him accept treatment, or when House dances at work with a beatbox on his shoulder for example.) House is a super entertaining show over all, and i love when they do things that are just so unserious

#hopefully this is something #ask #i fucking love house md #hilson #gregory house #greg house #james wilson #robert chase #house x wilson #house md #housemd #ok thats enough tags for a rant post bryn

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insufferablemod · 2 months ago

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#Ruining the semi normal sleep schedule I'd managed 2 keep going for like a week cus of paranoia 😎#This is ofcthe one time I'm like Actually fucking sleepy #I shocked myself earlier n am in a spiral about the whole “even a semi small shock can fuck up ur heart hours or days later” thing #Which idk if thats unreasonable paranoia or like normal n smart #The internet is 50/50 on it lol #Mom says im being paranoid. Called a like phone nurse about it who said it'd be smart 2 get it checked just 2 be safe #But it's late and doesn't feel serious enough for the er?#Also the er is hell. U just sit there for Hours waiting n then get looked at for 5 minutes told n2 wait even more n then told 2 just go hom #So I am just kinda... existing.. until stuff opens n I can hopefully see a doctor about it or something:)#And cus I was already feeling kinda sick Before the shock I can't be sure if I actually have any symptoms of something worrying #AAAAND my anxiety about the whole thing is making me over analyze every heartbeat or muscle twitch #N tricking my brain into believing shit that's not real #I wanna nap so bad but my brain won't let meee #Ok ramble is done... I just needed 2 get this out of my system somewhere...#Can u believe I use 2 think I didn't have anxiety?? I was all Oh yeah I'm Super chill 😎 while sirens played in my head 24/7 #rambles

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cheerfullycatholic · 3 months ago

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I think it's a lay in bed and listen to Christmas music kind of day

#i think the stress from my grandpa is making the fluid build up in my brain again #do not feel good #weak shaky heavy eyes brain pain #all it #but its very mild #so hopefully if i relax enough it wont get worse #and whats more relaxing than that bing guy?#lol #whats that guys name?#crosby?#no thats someone else #idk #it dont matter #ok i go now bye bye

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fizzsparkpop · 11 months ago

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some suggestive dwelfs… im gonna be honest i havent religiously used tumblr in years so idk how to tag these properly #imsorry

#dbd #dead by daylight #dwelf #dwight fairfield #dbd dwight #ok that’s enough tags #DO I TAG IT SUGGESTIVE #suggestive #ok well #hopefully thats good #sorry guys

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nightmare8-420 · 1 month ago

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i feel like a part of my soul has been ripped from my chest and i dont know why.

#is this a bad time to mention i dont even believe in souls?#i really dk why.#no this isnt abt jiro somehow apparently having a loving family #(ok like. at least 1/4 of it is BUT STILL. NOT THE POINT)#(part of me feels awkward abt it bc just. huh? youre telling me. this guy. that i basically am the irl version of. has a loving family???)#(/j and all but just. idk part of me feels awkward now? it just. a guy who blew himself up for most of the same ideals i have)#(gets to have the one thing i yearn so very hard for. everyday of my life. but can never have.)#(ill get over this in like. 2 hours. hopefully. most of thats just shock anyways.)#just. for the past some days. besides a couple things and people. hurt and love havent really. made me feel much of anything #like being cared for by actual ppl even online. yeah. it still does but #even my fantasies don’t entertain me anymore #oh god am i becoming lopt. save me fuck #UNLESS this means i get mason as my bf. then hell fucking yeah (kidding kidding kIDDINGG i dont wanna be lopt. please.)#but srsly. usually i can envoke some sorta reaction from myself if its brutal enough #but. nothing.#id assume that im over doing it usually. but i havent in a good while #maybe this is some what where my art/writers block is coming from #whatever this hell is.#time to go on a spiral of mildly depressing and somewhat cryptic posts (cryptic if i didnt info dump in the tags that is)#why is it so hard to confront issues when you dont even know what the issue is?#i just. wanna be able to make myself feel something.#not in a “i have no one but myself” way for once. just. i dont wanna have to rely on others for my emotions #i want to feel a pang of hurt. yet it feels so empty. i dont want to harm myself. i just want to feel it.#anyways ig.#ig im gonna just sleep #which tbh im growing to hate bc like. i feel all i do is sleep. i sleep to avoid how much my own body hurts. i sleep to ignore my issues #i sleep to ignore the fact i keep forgetting to respond to people even though ik i have to at some point. i sleep to avoid the dread of not #getting anything done. i sleep just because im bored.#and im tired of sleeping.#but. it feels worse awake. my body hurts. my mind hurts. it all just hurts.

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yeba · 4 months ago

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happy 4 years since I've posted a fanfic!

#ive started working on one and hopefully my mood stays stable enough to let me finish and not hate it to pieces 👍#ok i mean #i have roughly *checks docs* 150 different fics partially drafted thats ive worked on here and there #but none are particularly anywhere near ready to be shared #the ideas are endless but my brain and body are relentless(ly tired)#the one im particularly invested in writing atm is a barrissoka fic soooo if youre not into that my apologies #we love trauma besties going through it to enemies to reconciliation(?)

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kal-thas · 3 months ago

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guys when the disability is disabling 👎

#sorry stupid vent post <3 #im gonna be angry in the tags here for a second #im just. idk. sick of being aware of the fact that im getting worse.#i had a week off from work for moving and school purposes #and now that im back i am . oh boy 👍 not great #literally passed out this morning which . thats new. dont like that.#hopefully its just a . one off thing. i dont know. but. idk.#something something capitalism something something ableism something something im tired of this grandpa #i am tired of being in pain <3 im tired of feeling like im falling behind constantly and like im letting everyone down #by just not being able to do the things i feel i should be able to do.#and like. also currently looking at wfh jobs bc i do not think my body can handle school and work and having to stand and walk and stairs #that much . every single day.#and i feel bad about that too bc i transfered to this store ! i put in work to be here at this store and my fucking body is giving out !!#its not even bad. its a much quieter store than the one i came from. everyone ive talked to is nice. the manager is understanding #and i hate that i feel like im just. deteriorating. and failing at everything <3 #but like whatever . its whatever. i know its just the. internalized shit of 'yeah but im not bad enough to warrant this'#like ! fuck !#idk. things to bring up in therapy i guess <3 #ok goop night sorry for this. i wont be deleting bc fuck me if i ever delete a post. cringe is dead or wtvr

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orcelito · 1 month ago

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Despite all odds, I have arrived home safely👍

Turns out that the earlier goop was the better goop. The adderall goop. The adderall has worn off now though. So I am. Very incredibly out of it.

But I am home. And I will take my quick shower. And then I will climb into bed.

I do need to eat. But... later...

#speculation nation #im the special kind of tired where im more tired than hungry #which is to say my every cell is yelling at me to get some fucking sleep.#and i dont think id be much more successful at eating rn than i was this morning.#i ate. half a can of chef boyardee. which was half bc i was so focused on typing and half bc i could barely stomach it.#so i at least ate Something. but not as much as normal.#i did have an ensure in the middle of the day. so theres some nutrients too at least.#i'll eat after i get a few hours of sleep. when the edge is no longer so desperate.#and hopefully i'll be able to stomach things better then.#honestly have all nighters always been this hard or am i just getting older? i havent actually pulled an all nighter since uhhh #well there was kind of one on dead dad day. but that day sucked just in general.#last time i think was april '23 when i read t.rimax volume 9-14 within a 24 hour period while also finishing a final presentation.#even then tho i got like 2 hours of sleep. it was still pretty rough though.#like ok i guess those times were pretty awful and also i did get at least some sleep. which is more than today.#so it makes sense for me to be in worse shape rn. i also didnt get as much sleep the night before last as i wanted to #i got... ...maybe 4 hours sleep??? ummm. which isnt a good thing actuslly. no wonder im so fucking exhausted.#i can barely type right now i will be honest. it was so hard to bike home. it took all my focus to not drive off a bridge #or get pushed into traffic by wind. oh boy the wind sure did try.#then i almost tripped down the stairs at my apartment after grabbing the mail bc i Briefly was focused on my mail 🙄#barely present. total mess. but at least im home. and i already did all the thinking i need to do today.#i was brave. i perservered. i was tempted to give up around 6 am ish but i was like No. this is getting done TODAY.#so i did it. i turned it in. and i so bravely did my in class work for my 2nd class. even though i was so mentally not present the whole way #i did my thinking... i am home... rest soon.#actually its kind of funny im lying on my couch rn and i think if most other ppl were in my current state theyd fall asleep right here.#but the power of my insomnia is so. powerful. i am not at risk of falling asleep without meaning to.#only time thats ever actually happened are like. a handful of times i was like. the most tired ive ever been in my life. etc etc.#in fact idk how well i'll be able to fall asleep for my nap. i certainly couldnt last night despite how hard i tried.#hopefully this time... i am truly tired enough....pls i need to rest i am so tired 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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dullahandyke · 1 month ago

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i need to be forcibly held back from checking the local cinema's homepage. i go ooh cool movies. girl you have so many assignments

#im gonna apply for extensions on 2 essays and hopefully those get granted and ill feel more optimistic #buttt the cinema is showing the substance which chacha was posting abt like a week ago and it looked rlly cool ....#and also kathleen is here which is irish (yay) about women with problems (yay) and looks interesting enough #ok fucking!!! for every assignment i get done i get to see a movie. thats the deal #and both of em are only in the cinema until this thursday so i gotta fucking hoof it

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claidi · 1 month ago

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Does anyone else find it weird that we went from "your vote doesn't matter" to "your vote irrevocably stains your soul and makes you complicit in every wrongdoing your candidate/country is a part of so the only way to stay pure is to boycott the polls"? Like it may just be me, but I don't remember seeing those kinds of arguments for previous elections

Since when was giving up what limited power you have with the government the equivalent with "I'm not going to patronize this establishment for x, y, x reasons"? I get that "interaction" is tied with the concept of giving support/financial compensation, but like... That's for businesses, influencers, whatever person on the internet you have a parasocial relationship with that thanks you for attention.

Idk, it just seems Odd to me

#us politics #its midnight and I've seen a few too many baffling takes tonight that really made me think about how different these anti vote arguments are #i get we're on a bit of an internet purity culture trend as a whole #so like taking the Wrong Action is seen as Terrible in a way that taking the Wrong Inaction rarely is #I'm pretty sure everyone is still actually paying their taxes so like people are still funding the governments actions?#but like thats Ok because... idk #you'd get in trouble if you didn't and by not voting you somehow don't bare responsibility for its use?#then ive seen some takes that just go with that because they don't have a candidate they like everyone deserves to suffer???#which okayyy i get its probably coming from a place of hurt but Still #anyways I'm not trying to come across as overly harsh here but I'm just REALLY looking forward to when election season is over #and we leave all this drama and stress behind for Different drama and stress 👍#hopefully after enough people voted against a guy who I would love to never hear about again

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wanderingmoonmen · 1 month ago

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hi there, I love your fics 🥺 any kennderland content soon?

I hope so!

At my 'new' (as if it hasn't been half a year already) job I literally cannot have my phone on me while I work so any of the little downtime I've had I can't write on my phone........

........so I've been hand writing it when I get the chance (featuring censor lizard)

[ edit: video and end of post below cut ]

The problem now is I have to sit down and write this up digitally which I just... haven't done it yet.

Thank you to those of you who have recently left kudos and comments! I do see them and it makes me happy and pushes me to try and get more stuff written.

#work was super busy for the last three months and ive been learning on the fly and its been like drinking through a firehose #just normal industry capitalism problems of not enough people and not enough time for a big fucking project #so it was down to either giving the new inexperienced person (me) the really fucking hard thing to do or no one does it lol #i do like the work wayyy more than my old job but its been A Lot #im fortunate enough to have a good manager and way more experienced people helping me get through it #anyway that dumb dumpster fire is basically done now (hopefully) so i'll (hopefully) not be using all my braincells as much #im also so bad and rotating additional blorbos and have ideas for that stuff rn that if incorporated into PE as is would be a big time skip #and a lot of 'ok just trust me this is how this is working'#anyway thats all my excuses lmao #if you are one of the people out there that can still read cursive and/or my handwriting you can spoil yourself #asks #ramblings #kennderland #STEM is all well and good until you get into it and realize how many things are holding on by a thread #thats a wholeeee other rant that i dont need to get started on lol

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kanabiveil · 3 months ago

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the organ was a sacred tool, kei thinks.

the keyboard was simply a distant cousin, kei knows.

fingers, translucent and neon, tap against plastic keys - they are lighter than what he is used to. the hustle and bustle of the music store is something most unfamiliar, akin to that of the train stations he had since forgotten come his days in a desolate wasteland.

truth be told, the company of demons was a welcome one. amidst the sand, snow and oddities that da'at presented to him, it was most unfortunate to stick out like a sore thumb here. blue hair, yellow eyes, a not exactly human appearance . . . he figures he looks more similar to the robot singer he sees across billboards. the one with the lightning blue hair. right.

and yet, there is an inkling of hope born within fiyero. someone traditionally nonhuman, someone with eyes somewhat similar to his. perhaps they had similar experiences. hopefully they did.

affront to god or not, some of demonkind had been kind to kei. some of his closest companions themselves had accepted him with open arms. it is only natural he would seek those of similar walks of life to him.

fingers dance on keys, waiting expectantly for his gaze. eventually, kei resorts to simply playing it not well. loudly. he makes no means to hide unwavering stare.

demons he knew had a certain aura to them. fiyero lacked it. there is no sense of angelkind upon her, nor the touch of an artificial god.

"do you play ?" kei eventually calls out. "piano, i mean."

"you look musical. i would like to speak to you more," . . . can someone look musical ? "privately, please. i don't like talking over crowds."

@viladlind

#okay so after reading your amaazing tavs bio 549589 times i really liked the #only elves are permitted on the island. for the queen to have born a tiefling is disgrace enough for her to cast true polymorph on him' par #nahobinos themselves are an Affront To God and i quite liked their similarities of being a form in which isn't really taken kindly to in #their own respective universes..!#generally speaking any non-human in smt is referred to as a demon so thats moreso what kei means! but i hope this is okay! let me know if #it isnt! hes just excited to hopefully meet a fellow 'demon' hahaha #also lmk if variating pronouns is ok! if not i shall gladly change!

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recapitulation · 2 years ago

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hello pocket friends happy friday I hope you're able to have a nice restful weekend 🍓💗🩷🫶

#i have nothing planned today it just a do what i can kind of day #hopefully ill muster up enough spoons to take out the trash and clean my car but if i dont thats ok <3 #my gi system is in shambles 💃

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yuridovewing · 1 year ago

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Nice to see Hawkwing’s Journey keeping in line with Clear Sky’s DotC characterization: disregarding the females.

#also ‘’we have to look to firestars descendants’’ girl they are sandstorms descendants too???’’#hwj liveread #ok thats enough for tonight actually LOL #they gave me psychic damage by putting clear sky in there sorry #also ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hate how sandstorm is regarded in this whole arc soooooooooo bad #‘’we love you firestar we miss you so much’’ ‘’and sandstorm?’’ ‘’uh- yeah her too i guess’’ *sitcom laugh track*#shes half the reason yall even exist today would it kill you to give her more credit #but yknow this is the same character who apparently didnt even deserve a dignified death with reactions from her family or anything #also i kinda wanna go on a tangent abt how weird the skyclan after life is but i may wait til shattered sky. too tired and i think itll get #a bit more clear then hopefully

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literalfuckingfreak · 1 year ago

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might have to get a lil horny with it but its for the catholic imagery ok. i gotta sell the catholicism.

#also because. and im sorry for this. not nearly enough ppl make elias a sub. and thats a crime. thanks #subway sandwich mmm #ok uhhhhh. yes. OH my apple pencil has disappeared into the ether againz. hopefully it turns up. yk. unlike my wallet

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