#oh well. i guess
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#been feeling very irritable and negative lately to the point where ive been catching myself getting really frustrated with my dear friends#like i just saw something a friend said and i literally went 'oh my god who gives a fuck' out loud under my breath#and i feel incredibly guilty about it#choosing to blame academia but it literally makes me wanna cry. like i feel like a terrible person and friend#and before you ask. yes i ate yes i had a full nights sleep yes i left my room today yes im drinking water#and its still happening#idk i just cant stop complaining and feeling so DONE with everyone#i just. really thought i was getting better :/#oh well. i guess#ugh i just. UGH last night i talked so much shit about truly one of my closest friends. and its like okay they kinda deserved it#because what they did was shitty#but im literally perpetuating my own worst fear. which is being secretly disliked by those closest to me#:((( AGH.#diary
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the worst part about being an adult is thay its no longer socially acceptable to just roll down a really big hill and then run back up it and roll back down again. "oh is this a syphilis metaphor" passerby would ask. "is this for a tick tock". no i just wanna come home covered in dirt and scratches and bask in the the solace of childlike mirth
#m text#everyone rbing this without the addition and commenting 'op did you mean sisyphus' yes. yes i did#'where did the discord screenshot reblog go did you delete it' well in the 10mn after posting it someone had a funnier reblog#so i was like oh. ill delete the less funny one i did for the funnier one#and then. guess what got big.
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Macaque spent the whole season Big-Damn-Hero-ing and was NOT happy about it xD
#lmk season 5 spoilers#lmk spoilers#lmk season 5#lego monkie kid#lmk#macaque#liu'er mihou#six eared macaque#sun wukong#monkey king#qi xiaotian#mk#li jing#anyone else find it interesting that in english the 'macaque' part of his name comes first#but in chinese the 'six-ears' part comes first? so the way he's called by name in the different dubs has slightly different vibes#i can't quantify 'em tho :/ am not a vibeologist#Macaque was this season's biggest GOAT#like he's very petty about it but he cares about mk and swk SO. MUCH.#(well ok the petty is mostly aimed at swk)#which: fair#POV: everything is going to shit and you are currently the only celestial monkey NOT being re-traumatized or gaslight by celestial beings#macaque's gonna start rolling up to beach parties with a shirt that says:#I Saved The Monkey King's Arse Several Times And All I Got Was An Almost-Hand-Holding-Moment And This Stupid Shirt#MK NOOOOOOOOO#im a fucking wreck that's their KID. he's their BOY. their little BRO HE'S THEIR KID OKAY AND THEY LOVE HIM ENOUGH TO FISTFIGHT THE GODS#which i guess is a little easier since they can win those fights actually#not explicitly shadowpeach#but oh it is there. lurking. waiting to strike#lion king reference! :D
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Funeral, right
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been seeing some discussion about canon/fanon sans re: papyrus' death, and then i thought, unrelatedly, "hey i wonder what he did with the dust"
#undertale#sans#papyrus#tw blood#imi art#undertale comic#i guess?#long post#i had a vision but im not sure i managed to show it properly. oh well#tw death#cw blood#cw death#edit: monsters spread the dust of the fallen over their favourite things. but id like to think that includes places and people too#but maybe some monsters feel they're not worthy of that...? that they're not a 'favourite'...?#yea#Also: “Funeral. right”#Funeral rite(s)#Eh? Eh? (I am forcibly dragged off stage)
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#marvel#agatha all along#agathaallalongedit#aaaedit#agatharioedit#agathario#agatha harkness#rio vidal#myedit#agatha all along spoilers#spoilers#oh...#well i guess i wanted toxicity
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What am I doing with my life.
Based on this post by @fattuccini-afraido
#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#atla modern au#the gaang#zuko#katara#sokka#suki#aang#toph beifong#prince zuko#atla zuko#zuko fanart#katara fanart#katara of the southern water tribe#atla katara#aang fanart#atla aang#avatar aang#atla toph#atla sokka#atla suki#sokka of the southern water tribe#sokka fanart#toph beifong fanart#incorrect quotes#I don't think this is what that anon had in mind when they asked about suggestive artworks. Oh well.#Implied zutara I guess
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thank you for your help 💎
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By popular demand, this piece is now available as a print! https://jasminebythebay.etsy.com/listing/1707594190
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#ngl i'm not really feeling this piece :(#i had a super grand vision for what this piece would look like but it kinda just ended up meh#rip oh well i guess i'll just do better on the next piece#edit: APPARENTLY I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS IT'S MID??? LMAOOOO
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What a day
#it never ends#the stress of family drama#the bills and being broke idk#the loneliness isolation and alienation#the memories and longing for the past and nostalgia#having lunch w my dad today was like crazy all I could do was think of the hat and my favorite ramen and pork bun spots#and frank n sons#I guess I should’ve prepared myself to eventually say goodbye to everything I wanted to make mine.#well at least i have school right#it’s like my loved ones feel like they have to interact w me out of guilt every once in a while as much as they dislike it.#oh well. I guess
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@foundthatoldzeppelinshirt what did u do to me...what in the wattpad is this... i only planned to do a few doodles but then i kept getting more brainrotted and things got out of hand LMAOO (and ofc i HAD to draw hockey player seb at SOME POINT bc its my duty as a canadian citizen🫡🍁🍁 O CANADA!!!)
#my dad loves hockey and i grew up with him just yelling at the tv and saying WATCH THIS! WATCH THIS! OH DID YOU SEE THAT??#the only time i would watch/found it interesting was during shootouts or whenever fights broke out BAHAHA god... theres so much fighting#the amount of blood i put on seb isnt even an exaggeration or anything out of the ordinary if youve watched hockey LMFAO#tho something i always found super cute about hockey is that the players always give each other head pats on their helmets its ADORABLE#my dad always tried to get me into hockey and now i guess i finally did something hockey related LMAOO are u proud of me papa???#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy sebastian#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#choccyart#ask#i love drawing clora in white and blue she looks like a snow fairy#and idk if its just bc im in canada but we constantly went to the skating rink for field trips and stuff in elementary school#nothing like skating on freshly zamboni'd ice mmmm thats the STUFF#going to a christmas market today as well im excited i hope they have FOOD
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Welcome to the reverse verse! This is part 1 of 2 of a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and I can't wait to tell you all about it, because I'm incapable of being normal and chill about these concepts, so I ran with it.
Charles Rowland was born in 1900, his mum was from India and moved to the UK after marrying Charles' dad, a soldier who was not... very loving. Charles' heritage gave him some problems, but none as bad as that one time in 1916 when he was sacrificed to a demon and spent the next 7 decades in Hell. He doesn't like to talk about it, except when it can get him what he wants. He was always an angry boy, or so he thought, but after his time spent in Hell, it became so much worse. He's explosive and unpredictable, and so he mostly avoids conflict. He doesn't need to fight anyone, as his charming personality and sweet smile (plus a few smart calculations) always seem to be enough to convince people to give him what he asks for. And when the fight is inevitable... well, he has Edwin for that!
Edwin Payne grew up very sheltered, in a deeply religious home, and he is proud of that. Don't try to argue with him, because he surely has a Bible verse that will help him win (and if not, he is not above using his croquet mallet now that he has someone to keep safe). Unfortunately for him, he realized at a quite young age that he felt attraction towards other boys. Even worse, somehow other people could tell as well, including those peers that ended up killing him for it (the rumour spread throughout school was that he had died due to AIDS, and most people just accepted it). He never acted on those unnatural urges of his, but when he met this ghost who had just escaped Hell... he decided not to risk eternal damnation, and to stay here with Charles, instead. Edwin has no interest in the supernatural or in magic, and sort of looks down on them, but luckily his friend's got that covered.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#honestly the fact that i was given so much freedom to plan this universe is insane to me i am so thankful#i feel like this version of them is a bit darker#that wasn't intentional but oh well#guess that comes with having a charles who is kind of manipulative#and an edwin who is the annoying kind of catholic#(i am allowed to say that i come from a catholic family... not very catholic mind you my mom didn't actually care)#cw homophobia#can't forget that one#i'll post the next part probably tomorrow or the day after!#that's the crossover so wait for it#just to make it clear yes this edwin is in love with his charles but in denial#and this charles adores his edwin and doesn't think much about it#universal constant etc etc
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LEE KNOW + DLC VIDEO MAKING FILM
#still thinking about him btw if anyone was wondering :^)#*#*lino#*23#*5s#lee know#stray kids#skz#bystay#linosource#skzco#melontrack#usersa#userlau#forparker#fornini#stayjuni#thestephtag#me everyday im at work: oh boy i cant wait to have a day off im gonna gif so much#me on my day off: waking up from my second nap of the day still tired... well.... i guess ill make 3 gifs#we love burnout here in this house im having a great time#*1k
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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hey have you heard of this brand new aa trend that totally just came out
#pride just ended in amsterdam and i miss rainbows#it has been brought to my attention that tektiv's tie is actually orange. oh well.#guess who's my favorite character. the answer will flabbergast you#dounart#ace attorney#aa#gyakuten saiban#ace attorney fanart#gyakuten saiban fanart#phoenix wright#beanix my beloved#miles edgeworth#narumitsu#maya fey#dick tektiv#dick gumshoe#his french name is just better sorry#mia fey#dahlia hawthorne#raymond shields#still in denial about aai names#grossberg#virgil gramarye#forgot the others' names#justine courtney#sebastian debeste#STILL IN DENIAL#simon blackquill#judge my beloved#pearl fey
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advice from the gang, how nice :)
#i wished they focused on this friendship squad instead of that love triangle!#eugene was done dirty ):#oh well i'll manifest it myself#*holds writers at gun point*#wednesday netflix#wednesday addams#thing addams#eugene otinger#enid sinclair#wenclair#i guess?#tater's art stuff
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the chances of me being single for the rest of my life are looking higher and higher everyday lmaooo
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worlds smuggest tween owning noobs on wizard101
#rose lalonde#lovisas art#uhhhhh#tw suicide bait#i guess??#if u look closely at the chat window#spent way too much time recreating the ui#anyway come find me on wizard101#this has been sitting in my drafts for like a week bc i thought i posted it a few days ago#and today i was like boohoo why is nobody leaving tags on my wizard101 post#well here it is i guess#oh and disclaimer yes roses psychoanalysis is full of shit and thats the point dont @ me#shes 12-13 (wizard101 was created in fall 2008 and sburb ended the world in spring 2009#she had a very slim window of time to play this masterpiece of a game
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