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vampmilf · 2 years ago

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honestly i wish i could finish school again now. i finished the highest education level at 19 while i was extremely depressed, barely present, skipped half my classes to lie in bed and feel miserable and i just barely scraped by with my grades. im worlds better now and i know that with my current stability and mindset i would do so much better. i couldve gotten into uni if id done better. i couldve studied and done a job i was actually passionate about and instead i spent the following years doing jobs that got me admitted to mental hospitals, then being unable to do any work at all until after years of therapy i was finally able to settle for a job that i didnt like but that at least wouldnt kill me. idk im fine with who i am now but i cant help but feel that i wasted over ten years of my life on just barely surviving and if i hadnt been severely mentally ill as a teen i couldve had a better life you know

#oh my god that got so dark but like.#dont worry im fine for real im stable im happy and im quitting this job to hashtag follow my dreams and all that #im just bitter is all #like from 12-24 my life was just. getting by and trying to make it to the next day. its hard to not be bitter about losing half your youth #when everyone else got to experience so much friendship and relationships and party and do fun things #and i was busy hiding under my blanket and getting into one single relationship that also fucked me up even worse #like it sucks man :/#soph txts #txt

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babacontainsmultitudes · 7 months ago

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RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.

#I fucking loved this episode but also FUCK- OH UH DON'T READ MY TAGS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET CAUSE UH SPOILERS LOL #dndads #dungeons and daddies #the peachyville horror #dndads spoilers #dndads s3 ep 5 #tony collette #ebenezer white #[breathes]#TONYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK #choosing to believe there's a chance they save him #I REALLY hope they save him #please these tags were gonna be me rambling about how I'm so ready for him to accidentally become an actual spy #and how Ebenezer is just one more person I need him to have homoerotic tension with #BUT NOW WHAT #Anyways poor Will but also not poor Will cause it was REALLY funny how much everyone was screwing with him this episode zkbfeskgzl #stupidly it was the moth bit that got me the most and particularly Matt describing its journey lmao #Somehow- like I knew the Trudy stuff was gonna be dark but somehow it was even darker than I imagined like fuuuuuck #Also sounds like the people who theorized there'd been an og human Trudy were *probably* right?#Heh. But was it a normal death or was she *murdered* dun dun dun #*Very* excited for Kelsey's boxing match #Francis UH OH GOD??#the two scoops line was perfect though #what else what else... No I'm just caught on that ending now god DAMN it I don't care if they pull some cheap shit to save him #oh actually I know exactly what I want out of this but I'll make a separate post about that one sec lol #undescribed

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lilithofpenandbook · 6 months ago

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Seriously how can M*r*uders stans like random Slytherins (who tf are Evan Rosier, Pandora (is that Luna's mum and why tf is she Evan Rosier's twin in half of these), and I don't even want to discuss Regulus) and make them Actually Misunderstood Good People Who Were Forced Down That Path when at least one of them *coughreguluscough* was obsessed with Voldemort

And then turn around and make Snape an awful person?

#i saw a post with hcs about the marauders and the “slytherin skittles”#and i swear to god they gave everyone a lil nuance but snape was evil #just... how?????#im starting to wonder if they just can't accept that the marauders were actually horrible people as teens #and so in order to digest that they need to make snape awful to be like “Oh but he DESERVED it because he's So Awful”#it's just ridiculous #like i hate james but i can also acknowledge that he did ultimately love lily and harry and would have been a loving partner and dad #even if he was a fool #and i don't vibe well with sirius but i also acknowledge that he was fucking traumatised so yeah he wouldn't be the best person #why is it so hard for the marauders stans to understand that their faves tormenting a geniunely innocent child #because honestly? severus was innocent from the start #they're the ones who pushed him over the edge #I've said it once and I'll it again:#being into the Dark Arts doesn't automatically make someone evil #anyway i need to go sleep #or at least try. i got very pissed lmao #severus snape #pro snape #anti marauders fandom #(not even anti marauders as much its their fandom that pisses me off)#also #anti james potter #(just because i want to be petty UwU)#snape defense #also you know what #anti regulus black #<-whoever he was it wasnt what the fandom said #in my mind he was one of the worst out of the black cousins from an early age #(mostly as a mental Fuck You to the stans lmao)

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technicalknockout · 6 months ago

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a bunch of loosely pko related art. can you tell i love him a lot

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#the ok ko krew is so mean because they make the prettiest and most interesting character concept and they use it for like two episodes??#i mean WHAT #WHO DOES THAT ;-;#i was watching dark plaza and let me tell you. we need more pko content #i mean just how cool is he #blue and yellow color scheme? oh my god just. kill me before i explode #im sorri i got attached and it's an illness that plagues my being now #it's really fun to mix up the way i draw ko and tko. brushy hair but make it extra spikey. ehehehehehe #anyway. these took an entire week #they should NOT have taken an entire week but the human condition was in my way #also yall should check out this thing called the LASSO TOOL? IT'S LITERALLY THE COOLEST THING?#IT FILLS IN COLORS. GENIUS #ok ko #ok ko let's be heroes #ok ko fanart #ok ko pko #ok ko ko #ok ko tko #ok ko shadowy figure #never thought id use that tag #my art

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idontmindifuforgetme · 8 months ago

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How tf am I gonna be a neurosurgeon one day if it destroys me every time I see a senior patient with a neurodegenerative disease sad

#17 YEARS OF EDUCATION and so very lovable #But I got destroyed bc we gave her a questionnaire on her mental state and she was like. Knowing I have this and will die bc of it one day #Makes me sad #and I was like OH MY GOD I wanna kms right here #Also I made friends w one of the psychometrists. Shes 25 and sooo pretty #She said the neurologist I shadow made every psychometrist here cry at one point 💀#The future looks dark I’m terrified of her getting mad at me #She’s been so lax so far????#Whatever..#I’m ready to be home for the day but I have some more shit to wrap up first UGHH

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variksel · 8 months ago

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peachyville horror has done Something to my psyche and i dont know if i enjoy it only bcs its slow and painful ......... for the first time in my life im sitting here, 5 days before a new episode is coming out, and im getting excited about it being dndads tuesday soon

#like. in no other media #ever #no matter how much ive loved it #have i sat down and thought “oh god i wish it would be x day already so the next episode would come out”.#i tend to be fucking awful at consuming media #im a perfectionist at it #i overthink even fucking watching my favourite show (do i really want to rn should i save it for later am i awake enough etc)#but for tph im literally sitting here giddy thinking about tuesday #its so weird #it was sorta the same with s2 too but i got on board of s2 a bit later when things were already pretty dark #and i am SUUUUCH a sucker for happy go lucky funny media #like i fucking loved s2 (obviously) but listening to it was always also a bit more Serious than tph? idk how to explain #i just super like tph and it cheers me up a lot and at least now when theres no heady stuff going on its so relaxing and SO FUN #anyway #dndads #dungeons and daddies #the peachyville horror

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frostbite-the-bat · 1 year ago

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society if literally 80% of rw fandom and especially rw analysis youtubers (who are great, EXCEPT) stopped calling gourmand heckin' chonker chubby diabetic ginormous whatever and paid more mind to their whole character and not just the fact that they're fat

#watching a REALLY GOOD VIDEO #like its structured so well and already made me a bit emotional in the way it's retelling the story #and it's very entertaining and doesn't dumb down things much #ofc skipping directly reading pearl dialogue or iterator chat logs since that takes a lot of time #they appear on screen tho #id link it but i dont want any harassment + spoilers for molly #but oh my god they just got to gorumand and they instantly just. do this.#like yes gourmand is fat. they are heavy and they smartly utilize this for combat. they're definitely not just fat though there's muscle #underneath all that. they're strong.#and yes their quest is to eat things - but their whole deal is to enjoy the simpler things in life. in this dark tragic world #there is someone who is kind and nurturing and sees the beauty in all of this #and comes back home telling grand tales of their adventures #a great leader #all that is gourmand #but all ppl can talk about is OWO UWU THE CHONKER #oh my god you can acknowledge they're fat ass a descriptor without being so fucking weird about it #imagine if people did this for skinny characters all the time #ohh the twiggy! ohh silly skinny !!#look how dumb you sound

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joonebugg · 7 months ago

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Bive fans wya?

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withastorytotell · 7 months ago

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I think I like this little life

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moregraceful · 1 month ago

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EVERYBODY SHUT UP!!!!!! PAT SIELOFF IS PREGNANT!!!!!

1. Birthday cake from Sierra and Kelly; 2. Gritty soft serve ice cream cup; 3. Sign for Erik Johnson's 1k celebration; 4. Jersey Devil Christmas tree ornament.

#just got taken very off guard by a big room remix of mozart's lacrimosa and the experience did NOT spark joy #horrible. i keep going back to the playlist it was on and listening to 30 seconds and getting mad all over again #not bc i believe in the sanctity of lacrimosa but bc i don't like it #ko and sierra aren't responding to my messages probably because they are spending quality time with family!!#but EYE do not have quality time with family. and my brain is swiss cheese from too much church #please god let him be a girl dad do not let him have a boy to put into hockey #i mean you can put the girl in hockey but we do NOT need pat sieloff jr (boy) into hockey #pat sieloff continuing proof that every single bone in your body can be broken and you have like negative muscle ligaments #but you can still be so so so so cute and happy with your wife in pictures announcing baby sieloff 🥰🥰#the weather is making me UNWELL. like physically i was not built for this weather i was built for heat not cold #BUT mentally also. please explain to me why i outlined an entire advent liturgy -- all four sundays -- based around hockey #LIKE NOBODY NEEDS A PRAYER OF CONFESSION AROUND HOCKEY #and it fucking WHIPS is the worst part. it was only an outline but if i spent more than 3 hours on it. well someone should a do wellness ch #ck is what should happen. we don't need hockey liturgy no one needs that #the thing is i am so fucking burnt out and just exhausted by all of it (<- what christmas/advent will do to a mfer) but i love #writing liturgy. it's so fun. it's like creative nonfiction #so then i was like well what if i did lent and baseball. which tracks much better yk ending the darkness and the coming light #and then i was like. interesting. what urgent tasks am i avoiding by doing all this. what medication am i not taking #white knuckling it ONE DAY LEFT OF CHURCH NONSENSE AND THEN I CAN ROT IN MY LIVING ROOM FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR #oh my god is it past midnight already i've been working on this post for like two hours and keep getting distracted #if the classical music station played ''mozart's final rave (lacrimosa)'' by oliver heldens at 7am i would certainly get out of bed :/#fresno oilers.txt

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mysticfemme · 2 months ago

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guys I'm so hot and yet nobody has a crush on me

#today got to wear my new cropped dark red crochet jumper w my black maxi skirt and docs and my leather jacket #i looked so hot you don't even understand #black and dark red clothing ily ily ily #i wish i could wear my heeled boots to uni but my bloody laptop is too damn heavy #MAYBE I SHOULD WEAR THEM TO MY EXAM ON THURSDAY #no laptop that day teehee #is that weird if i wear them #maybe not #I'm just so hot and mysterious oh my god #how did i date my ex like how #if you compare me now side by side to them it's like WHAT #they just get women cause they're masc and have a big ego #rants n rambles

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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am i tripping or is x3 relatively way better than dark phoenix like,,, obviously the second half of x3's plot is atrociously wrong (apart from when erik keeps bringing up charles) but the initial set up and premise feel less flat than dark phoenix with more things going on than just jean/phoenix and erik and the brotherhood don't feel as shoehorned?

i fear i feel you ..... however ive always held the belief X3 wasnt a terrible movie on the sole basis hank was there and the movie started with old man bickering while adopting their daughter so this aint a shocking opinion to meee

'but snap hank was in dark phoenix too' ok he didnt piss me off in X3 !!!!! moving on !!!!!!!!

#snap chats #so funny how things are intersecting cause people are talking about DP on twitter #like with X3. it wasnt my favorite but i could at least be like 'ok that was fine'#DP just had me bored or like. Miffed #idk i should rewatch them movies again.... awful because i rewatched dark phoenix twice in a week for some reason #I DONT KNOW WHY?? I WATCHED IT ONCE THEN AGAIN FOR SOME RESAON BUT OK #anyway no youre right with the brotherhood bit like we were actualy introduced to them in x3 #or we saw how we got here. in dp We Just Fuckin Here. Inexplicably. Erik Werent You Wanted For Terrorism #why you just hangin out in this relatively nice field with supplies LMAO #oh but about hank tho. this my beef with the hank/mystique bit like girl why he so pressed at charles like that #as if mystique wasnt charles' sister like hank you gottttt nooooo right to be more upset than charles #like people crticize DP for how antagonistic people are to charles and WHILE CONCEPTUALLY i dont think thats a bad thing #i think it can be fun and interesting to criticize charles sometimes- or at least question him every now and then #but it do be kinda comedic in this movie cause its so....... Oh Hello JLAEKAJK LIKE WHY YALL SO MEAAN TO HIM WHATD HE DO #god this rambling is not meant for tags im gonna run out. all ima say is X3 did handle the dark phoenix thing better #even if the movie still isnt. super good. on consensus idk i should rewatch it it been a while

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unknownarmageddon · 22 days ago

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this is from august weeping wailing

#but!!! i am!!!! finally listening to it #answering asks #chair asks #chair!!#WOAHH not the start i expected #these are some funky sounds dude #HOLY FUCK #IT GOT LOUD #WHAATTTTT #THIS IS WILD #oh my god and now it’s quiet #dude i’m kinda fucking with this #OUTHTHF #every time it gets loud it’s like my head’s exploding (positive)#this is like. a horror movie #cause the quiet sounds remind me of like the chirping of small creatures in a forest at night #and then when it gets Loud it’s like Something else is out there with you #but it’s too dark to see past the first row of trees in front of you #WOAAHHHH #THE SCREAMING FIR A SECOND #goddd i love these sounds so much this is awesome #i think this might be one of my favorites overall so far its so so interesting #god and the whispering #and the fact that you can’t really make out excaclty what’s being said #ooouhh and the repeating toward the end there #and it’s fading….#okay yeah i really like that one they went hard with that. that was insane

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starryluminary · 5 months ago

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Ooohhhhh my god. Oohh mmmyyyyggoododdsdddooodddd

#oohhhhhhhmmmmmyyyyyyygggggooooooodddddddddd #like I KNEW bowser got a cake at the end of the game but ITS STILL SO SWEET #THE SENTIMENT OF PEACH MARIO AND LUIGI MAKING HIM A CAKE FOR HIS EFFORTS OF BEATING THE DARK STAR #AND THEY *STILL* HAD TO KICK HIS ASS AFTER THE BOSS!!! BUT THEY STILL CARE!!! THEY APPRECIATE HIM!!!! OH MY GOD #inhale exhale #so I beat bowsers inside story finally. it was a great game #second favorite so far and I highly doubt dream team is gonna beat it so second best it will stay #if I don’t finish dream team before brother ship I’m satisfied with having beat the original trilogy #mario bros #mario and luigi #bowsers inside story #Starry speaks #two things so I don’t make a whole new post #1. I found out today that the last time I dropped the game it was literally right before the final boss.#specifically before mario and Luigi kick the weakened dark star out of bowsers body #that shocked me. I was so close last time and I gave up. wumphf #2. according to my activity log on my ds I first played this game April 30th of 2012 #it took me 12 years to beat the fucking game. I just wanted to say that

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ayyponine · 7 months ago

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not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....

#mom wanted to rewatch the movies so we've been going thru them <3 #talk about a movie thats just like. grief. i turn into the jamie lee curtis halloween trauma supercut #SORRY..... the visuals are peak like that IS the hp vibe to ME and i am BLOWN AWAY this movie was made in 2004 it feels ahead of its time #the first two are so whimsical and magical enrapturing and this movie is like. a well worn cardigan. this feels 2011 cozycore to me #sorry but the introduction of lupin becoming a comforting trusted guardian type of figure AND the dementors representing hollow depression #this 13 yr old whos been kept in the dark on so many things being extra vulnerable prey to them bc of the severe trauma #but getting lessons on how to withstand that creeping dread.. through happy memories... still bonding w lupin increasngly ouagh...#the grief between them both over james and lily. also btw ofc defense against the dark arts being fighting yr fears through laughter. aaaaaa #and then sirius. black. im. i know we meme on the twelve years of it! in azkaban! but as a bitch whos now closer to those characters in age #and can appreciate and understand them obv more than i could when i was. a tween. that just hits like ok shit. VALID #so valid and real to see the child of your friends you knew at that age but who DIED and then see the friend who betrayed them #to see like the best of BOTH of them mirrored and living on in him and be like yknow what???? you WILL be protected frm that same fate #hoooo the briefest moment where harry might hope things will turn out okay. w sirius' name being cleared and peter having to explain himself #and sirius being like hey i get it if you want to stay w your family that is fine but. if you wanna move in w me...#(harry relaying this to hermione later as well. dreaming of a place fr just the two of them somewhere in the countryside #somewhere..... sirius might see the sky..... bc he thinks he would like that after all those years locked up do not even touch me rn.......)#only fr everything to turn to shit two friends fighting w deadly force. the chance to set this right slipping off into the night.#a million dementors descending relentlessly until utter exhaustion and certain death. some strange salvation? fight for a second chance?#but then still havign to say goodbye when they only just GOT this. and everything still being so. god. and lupin having to leave as well.#the thought of sirius also WANTING that guardian type connection but being forced to live in 1. a cave barely living more freely than before #2. then being confined to the stuffy somber abusive home he ran away from as a teen w that portrait still up there and everything.. bitch...#oh man the way i KNOW when we get to ootp (my favourite) its gonna leave me blasted into a million little pieces #the way i know shit like the knowing wink the entirety of the wall tapestry room scene and of course nice one james is gonna DESTROY me..#dont even talk to me abt that dark turn at the end of gof and how everything after gets soooo. god. w everything just getting destroyed and.#i cant even think abt it i cant even talk about it. wah #i dont care btw that they aged those guys up undermining how insanely young these people died. perfect casting fr the remaining marauders ok

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i3utterflyeffect · 7 months ago

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Thanks to your decapitated Tim hc I now hc that Tim can just pop their limbs like a magnetic doll

You pull too hard? Pop

Of course after deletion that hurts a bit

GOD. that's a fucked up thought but somehow i could see it? not on my Vic maybe but that's such a neat concept....

my sticks are headcanoned in such a way that it's kind of hard to do but i honestly love the hcs that accentuate the 'abused and discarded toy' aspect of Victim..... it's so fucked up but it's accurate to what they went through as a character....

#tommy's foolery #tommy's stickmen tag #victim is fascinating to me. there's so much wrong with them #i also love the (albeit conflicting) headcanons that victim faded from age or from the program freezing #for my vic it'd probably be the second considering their 'halo'!#the angel concept is also interesting and i like the way people draw it but just. not for me i think #probably bc i walked in the fandom right as victim went 'i'm going to torture a man' SLKJGKLDJLKSGD #victim headcanons in general are simply fascinating because we have so little basis for them #for chosen and dark we have a lot of stuff with them being extremely expressive and obvious abt what they want #but with ava 1 i don't think alan was planning much more than a one-off #so that's not exactly helpful to their character very much #and ava 6 hasn't been completed yet so we can't exactly say we know what their goals are or how they think of themself #oh god this got long. sorry

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