#oh i have covid btw

[tense-cat]

being sick makes me not fucking think straight...

not that i ever could...

i'm not straight...

anyways i wanted to see if an iron was still hot so i decided to put my hand fully on it..

yes..yes it's still hot...

[aeb-art]

note: the following is three (almost four) years post-game

okay fine i'll just draw comics for my au since writing is so dang hard smh

anyways welcome to two coins! where loop shows up again but siffrin only got the one hat ending

edit: part two

[gardening--tools]

🐶.

perhaps the reason this sickness is hanging on is in part due to the fact i have to rescue the puppies from being put outside to sleep at night. they don’t have their second coats yet!!! they can’t be outside at night!!! in winter!!!! it’s sub freezing let’s use our fucking brains!!!

[sapphicautistic]

my partner's family is 100% how i'm going to get covid

[thebloodykarte]

ranting about chronically online shit in the tags for today

[titsthedamnseason]

people i want to know better (thank you for the tag emily @sparklestheunicorn !!) i havent done a tag game in possibly years but i just had a good feeling about this one! and i feel guilty for my years of never participating so this is me finally paying it forward

last song: chloe or same or sophia or marcus. yall know what's up. it was halfway through when i pulled up to my house but obviously i had to sit in the car to finish it <3

favorite color: historically pink but lately it's green

currently watching: just restarted ted lasso last night because when it first came out i was too sad to ever watch the last episode but now it's been renewed and i needed a comfort watch

last movie: beetlejuice

sweet/spicy/savory: ummmm i love them all? i just love eating haha. i used to be all about sweets but i feel like now my order is probably savory > sweet > spicy (but this really depends)

current obsessions: my heart is lacking in fixations right now and maybe that's why i feel so terrible lol. maybe boys of tommen could be considered a micro-obsession? while i was reading the books i was in knee deep but that's already fading now that im done. but of course the addicted series is always there for me to fall back on

last thing i googled: "when is big brother finale" (i wanted to mark it in my planner lol)

tagging all the lovely people in my addicted community because i have been a very very neglectful admin which im sorry about @lorenlily @raisy @somanyfandomsbruh @rosecobollway @thelifeofannabanana @apocalypticspawn @atchoum752 @ca-3-lestis and as always anyone else that wants to do it!! love you all 💗

[ratoybox]

wow the cdc REALLY fucken hates disabled ppl huh

[0809sysblings]

having been sick the past couple days means anytime i am reminded of The Sickness (sneeze, cough, feel like shit when not resting in bed doing nothing, etc) my brain just blasts "i think i hauve covid" over and over again until i get distracted with something else and forget about The Sickness again. then repeat.

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

not going to write out the essay forming in my head but it’s so crazy to me like i know my vision of dennis is not universal and is mostly influenced by me thinking it’s fun to woobify him with fellow tumblrinas but it’s like…..how are people watching the whole show and thinking he is actually cold hearted angry and calculated and a genius potentially a secret serial killer and that this extends to his relationship with the gang…like idk it’s just funny to me…..there is so much in the show that goes against that

[watchyourdigits]

since i'm sick, i've been trying to do some writing. starting with not-so-tasteful smut.

unfortunately, it devolved into a 2.5k word long Thing (??) that starts with frankie & maccready fucking and ends with frankie crying because his body is holding onto the trauma of pre-war stuff (homophobia) and he isn't sure he'll ever be able to let that go and just feel Normal but surprise it's really just me projecting the whole time wow life is crazy

fr tho i'm like damn bro 🤟🏼😔 falloutober got me quaking in my BOOTS & also considering therapy

[pa-pa-plasma]

i'm going to fucking kill someone. i got screamed at & called selfish & stupid for telling my mom to wear a mask. she gave me covid

[coffeeworldsasaki]

Once again chanting in my mind "graphic card" to avoid snapping at my mother saying dumb shit

[mxlabradorite]

Well that's not great

Struggling with a bunch of stuff that I'm trying to identify, and it's resolving down into a terrible mix of RSD, and feeling like the lessons of the last three years feel suspiciously like PTSD and just sum up as: Staying very, very still is the only way to remain unharmed, literally physically, or metaphorically.

This feels different than "don't wannas" around getting myself to exercise or do the dishes.

This feels like burnout on such an existential level that I'm not even sure what the answer is.

[tallbisexualwantstobeloved]

I'm extremely sick and my eyes hurt all the time and that should stop me from watching yt and playing video games at all my waking hours, but does it? no.

[oetscop]

dude my mom only started saying her sciatica was hurting bc she was convinced larry was seeing someone now (hes literally not) and then when we like. weren't giving her enough attention, we both got sick, and shes SO FUCKING PISSED. thats why she was so mad at larry when he tested positive for covid. omfg

[jelliebeanbitch]

i have a feeling we’re gonna keep saying “it’s [xyz] summer!” every summer in an attempt to replicate the high — the momentous cultural revelry — of barbie summer but it’s never going to be quite the same