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i-ate-your-dog-srry · 8 months ago

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Crowly is here to teach an important lesson

#oh god im falling apart #help crowly #crowly helpppp #im suffering crowly #CROWLY FIX ME #CROWLYYYYYYYY!?!???#silly stuff #silly #art #digital art #crowley good omens #good omens crowley #good omens fanart #good omens art #good omens meme #good omens silly art #silly art #crowley

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triglycercule · 22 days ago

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mtt therapy moment except dust keeps taking breaks to talk to phantom papyrus and horror just wants this to hurry up so it can get to his turn because he couldn't give two shits about dust and killer's trauma and killer physically cannot discuss his issues and just starts zoning out while crying for some reason during it

and i'm the therapist listening to all of this writing down notes fervently because ITS CANON MATERIAL CANON I NEED TO GET THE CANON MATERIAL

#i have to break apart like 34 potential fights with my otherdimensional godly creator powers #i would be an ass therapist i will not lie. infact i would make them worse with my knowledge of their lives. never put me in a room w them #OH MY GOD I JUST REVISTED THIS IDEA AFTER LEAVING IT TO COLLECT DUST (hehehe) IN MY DRAFYS FOR A MONTH #ANS TJIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY HELP 😭😭😭😭😭 HELP😭😭😭😭😭😭#still real tho highkey i havent changed 1 bit. ITS CANON OMG WRITE THSY DOWN WHAY WERE THE EXACT REACTIONS #ive got these guys wearing microphones i got cameras in the room i got advanced psychologists watching to explain every detail #is it a therapy session or just a badly disguised interview #nooo nooo its therapy......DONT LEAVS!!!! (activates the chains (that coincidentally all are connected to eachother) (heheheheh))#now youCANT leave😈😈😈😈😈 not until im done asking my questions ASSHOLES. dont question the handcuffs that keep you guys together please #actually id probably get like nothing out of them because theyre all repressed and defensive and whatever. BUT im simply more determined so #tricule rant #killer sans #horror sans #dust sans #murder time trio #utmv #sans au #fandom event if the mtt ever became real. we're all lining up to the facility to ask one question #world's hardest challenge: if you could ask the murder time trio one thing what would it be #FUCK idk...... id simply hav too many questions!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!#triglycercule do your homework SHUT UO RESPONSIBLE VOICE IN MY HEAD!!!! I WONT!!!!! NOT UNTIL THIS IS DONE #fall headcanons for the trio when. i'll think of them once i'm done with homework #see a reward system! now i have a thought that i dont wanna say in tags this will be going to the side blog #anyways! i think that's enough drafts undrafted and posted i REALLY need to do my homework #i dont even have that much it's literally 2 assignments but i know damn well doing 1 of them is gonna bring me to dream and nightmare's age #sigh......... i hate school bring me back to summer break i wasSO productive. SMH

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al-luviec · 29 days ago

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Thinking about how the entire reason Zane went along with Wu was to try to find out more about his past. Thinkinggg about how he reached his true potential after finding his father's workshop. A big chunk of his character arc in s2 focused on how badly having no family left affected him. Then he found out how father was alive and he was sooo happy... and then his father died. And then Zane died too.

#alek insanity #ninjago #zane julien #dr julien erasing zane's memories the first time he died and practically giving him a new life -> zane ending his own life once his father #died a second time is something that's in constant brain rotation. zane's sacrifice was an act of suicide #“oh. but he needed to defeat the overlord” he found an opportunity and took it. season 3 he was constantly putting himself in harms way #even though it was completely unnecessary. kinda crazy about none of the ninja knowing how fucked up he was about his dad's death #rewatching s2 like... damn zane doesnt make it another year ! and how these are the teams last interactions before everything falls apart #s3 had lloyd off doing his own thing. the love triangle threw a wrench in things. and then zane died and s4 is them picking up the pieces #guhh the period of time where zane really was dead and how messed up the ninja were. especially kai #“it shouldve been me” and it snowed at zanes funeral when kai gave the speech and he became an alchoholic #what the hell !!! whatttt the hell !!!#when zane sakd “IM GLAD YOU MADE ME” OHHH MY GOD OHHHHH MY GOD IM SICK #rant over

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flufflecat · 22 days ago

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the ouija board has arrived

#gravity falls #bill cipher #IM FREAKIN OUT MAN #i cannot believe i own this thing. oh my god. oh my god. oh my god.#i was freaking out all day waiting for it to arrive. when the doorbell rang i finally understood how my dog feels when someones at the door #it does not have any blacklight messages tragically #this is now officially the coolest thing i own and if my apartment ever catches on fire i will lose an arm before i let this thing get hurt #ive made an official gravity falls section on my shelves #keeping it and journal 3 close together so that i can grab them both and then dive out the window in case of emergency #gus fring is there too bc i love him #headless ford is still headless. thatll be remedied at some point.#ough look at how beautiful it is 🥹🥹🥹🥹#thank you alex hirsch thank you thank you thank you thank you #he still hasnt dmed me back with my grunkle stan recording though 🙄🙄🙄 smh alex hirsch ghosting me #life is crazy rn yall

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stunies · 23 hours ago

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hi hi evie !!! i hope youre doing swell today !!! remember to take breaks from your booth !! heres a refresher 🤲

hey … nick? hi nick! hope you’re doing great!! im picking myself off the floor right now JSNDNKC so actually this is my 5th attempt at typing a proper response (in total i have probably written about a full scientific report’s amount of info about this and decided it still did not do your ask any justice..)

gif A is me clutching onto this ask sobbing, gif B is me still clutching onto his ask sobbing, gif C is me after my tears flood my house (the ask is safe inside my pocket of course…)

#彡 cherishing.#彡 nick!#彡 inbox.#evie.ss #PLEASE THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER YOU ARE SO VERY KIND TO ME #THANKNYOU SO MUCH FOR DOING THESE …. CAN I PLEASE SAVE IT … ITS JUST SO CUTE IM falling apart im becoming a blob oh my god #MOZE’S FLUFFY EARS IM GONNA START CRYING and also just in general the way u draw his hair 🥹🥹🥹 HES SO SOFT HES SO FLUFFY HHGGRRRRRR HES SO #PERFECT i adore your style in general … to see moze in your style is such a blessing ….. his expression is so darn cute ….. i don’t know #enough words to express myself right now i might have to pull out the ancient 10lb dictionary to crack open some new terms for this BECAUSE #because omg… I AM SO DOG /pos IM SO DOG /very pos I LOVE THIS MUCH HANSNCKCK #my dynamic description was so vague and yet you captured exactly what i was thinking 🥹 PLEASE #im pacing around embarrassingly fast im so happy #i am the riled up dog in question over this #THE WAY HE IS LIKE OVER ME . WAIT STOP PUTTING THAT INTO WORDS IS MAKING ME SO SJSNCJKC #anyways moving on … nick your art style is so awesome … i just said that earlier however #i should say it again for extra emphasis ….. nods nods …..#artists are so cool #artists are so cool oh my god #i keep leaving this draft and coming back to think of other ways to show my gratitude but i really am at a loss #*strangled happy noises and frantic pacing* thank you so much >: from the bottom of my heart sobs >: sobs some more >:#in the evie brain museum (perhaps a room in my brain) this is framed in gold btw

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meddykip · 1 month ago

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#guys oh my god i lost smth important tew meee LOLLLL AAGHHHHF FFUCKKK (falling apart)#im rly trying hard to be so normal about it but i cant i cant i cant im sorry #i lost the bracelets my dearest friend gave me and its all because i took them off to wash my hands now i dont remember where they are god #of course this happens to me #i brought this up and its like its not a big fuckin deal because theyre just bracelets but what if theyre bracelets that mean a lot to me #i cant its so hard to want to do things now #sorry sorry sorry #delete later but i just i needed to go somewhere i cant do this #nothing matters anymore i think

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cator99 · 1 month ago

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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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#evenings and nights are always the worst for me #when i feel this lonely.... :(((#when you're alone the nights are the worst bc #u dont have anyone at all really.. and it gets so obvious at night #just .. the loneliness gets intensified #and i can compare bc #there was a period of time where i talked to someone everyday #and i looked forward to the nights and their messages and comforing goodnight messages #and so i know firsthand what big of a difference that makes #for years and years i've had these bad loneliness feelings tho.. so it's not smth new #but it gets harder and harder to deal with them. esp as the world outside is getting colder and crueler #and people only get more and more mean #plus when i do have smth wonderful that made me warm and happy and comforted that i dont have anymore #and can compare and know what im missing #it does get harder :c #i try to watch videos and think of other things but oh god this loneliness hurts so damn much i crumble underneath the weight of it #maybe life will get better dealing with it all if i have a stable income and an apartment with my pets #and go to work all day and come home too tired to feel lonely... idk?#im so scared i'll never find someone that i can be together with. bc i think im the kind of person who needs that #but im also so different and difficult and idk how and if it'll happen....#and how do i live with these heavy painful feelings of extreme loneliness ? idk :c #i try mindfulness too. and listening to music. and reading. and cuddling my pets #but im just a human. i want someone i love to hold me and fall asleep with them close to me.#i wanna lie in bed and talk to them abt anything bc between us it is a judgement free zone #despite what ppl say i am not weak for needing and wanting that. and being incredibly alone without it.#it's what i need and want but idk if i ever will and the thought of being stuck with this heavy loneliness all my life makes me wanna die #ok. peace out 😑✌️

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marsbotz · 4 months ago

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btw this is what i mean by the weirdddd kinda sus dru scene. the brooding. plus a funny subtitle typo

#like okkk its cus he got 'lied to'... which i dont think he.. technically did?#like he never said he wasnt going to return it. or it was for his job #its still TECHNICALLY what dru asked for which was to do a joint heist #also yeah there was a stupid argument plot. EURRGHHHHH.#like dudeeee u cannotttt set me up w gru and dru connecting bc of both feeling like disappointments to their parents #and then have gru be like 'wellll no wonder dad didnt love u' DUDEEEEE.#esp when in the same movie they tell us gru was blamed for his fathers death????? for being such a failure?????#like it would notttt happen. im sorry #also the fckingggg falling out hing is so stupid. like dru is incompetent and goofy but like whyyyy disown him. he didnt DO anything #except be kinda useless. ANDTHEY MAKE UP IN THE NEXT SCENE #pleaseeeeee please tru villain plot dru return to me please #dude the way the gorls r written too. i feel naught but pain #how do u go from them being kinda scared but brave against vector. to actively fighting against el macho. TO LITERALLY NOTHINGGGG W BRATT #wahhhhh im scareedddd wahhhhhh !! aiiiieee!!! DUDEEEE U LITERALLY SAVEDDD THE WORLD LAST FILM. stopppp #also they reuse the same joke w agnes shattering glass w her scream from 2. TWICE #im such a hater sorry. this movie frustrates me beyond belief #there are like 4 scnes that i rlly like. and all of them r just the minions #i think lucy is the most in character but she has like zero funny scenes compared to the one billion from 2. and her plot w the gorls is ba #also this is just personal but the idea of dru like. coopting the minions makes me soooo sad. THOSE ARE HIS FUCKING FAMILYYYYYY U MONSTERRR #btw the credits sequence rlly is the best part of the film apart from the minion scenes. reminds me of the dynamic w vector and gru. funnn #i wish it could have been. In the movie #man god sorry to literally be such a hater but oh hhhh my god. the amount of cool stuff tehy cld have done vs the NOTHING they did is crazy

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kits-ships · 6 months ago

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my husband ranks my f/os.png

things i love about this:

he has watched moon knight, yet didn't recognize jake lockley or marc spector

he does NOT know who rex is. he said he just likes that picture of dt hgfsdfhh

wtf did din do to him

i love who he put in 'my wife needs help.' it's everyone i expected him to put there

i thought 🪓❄️ would be in the last category tbh

WTF DID POE DO TO HIM

#oh lord tagging on mobile sucks #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #m; ive been fooled many times; but you seem to truly be mine #ac; as sure as god made black and white #c; i love everybody because i love you !#b; after youre gone and the house is mine alone #kr; she'll answer me wherever she may be #j; im holding tight- will you come back someday?#a; baby are you coming for the ride?#h; inside the hollow word i can only hope this will do some good #r; i bet on losing dogs #f; im taking your girl and making her mine #e; cant your heart find its home in me #m; a love made of matches is destined to burn #m; moonlight to show the way we can follow #o; somewhere in these eyes im on your side #n; no one ever said it would be this hard #p; lets fall in love for the night #b; youre still the only light that fills the emptiness #d; ill be yours till forever falls apart #o; run away now and forevermore #m; falling for him was like falling from grace #p; i shouldnt cry but i love it starboy

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orcelito · 24 days ago

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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

#speculation nation #IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha #this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test #an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc #very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA #but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep #(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.

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starsandrqindrops · 7 months ago

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SAVE ME TANK TOP SEUNGMIN

#IM SO UNWELL #IM SO INSANE #IM DECEASED #THIS WAS TOO MUCH FOR MY HEART I FEAR #the SEUNGARMS the seungsweat the seungchest the seungneck #it is too much to handle I CAN’T DO THIS PLEASE HFKWJSJSJSJ #(i need to suck him off omfg please oh my god please I need him to fall apart under my hands)#kim seungmin #heather speaks

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featherymainffins · 7 months ago

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Now this might be because I have issues but is it just me or does Slay The Princess feel like an allegory for a relationship?

#like i dont even mean the actual textual stuff like the two gods loving each other i mean like #while the narrator himself does say that he is not the protagonist at all the voices do in fact count him as one of them and #both the narrator and the voices are described as shattered glass pieces on the floor #and im saying that just to contextualise what im about to say because i feel like the narrator is an echo of someone who was in #a relationship with another person and is trying to 'slay' the memory of this person and defeat death not only literally but #on a metaphorical level (as in the death of a relationship). if you do slay her you destroy her memory and in that way you do not know her #at all nor do you care to #and the routes would be the perspectives held by different parts of you. shes literally a being that changes based on who perceives her #but metaphorically thats just how people work isnt it? relationships are complicated and there is a part of you who sees someone as a razor #and there is a part of you who sees them as a damsel and another who sees them as a god etc etc #its like youre a person who is trying to make sense of the situation and; which is why the construct of the princess is made up of #several vessels called perspectives. you understand the whole of what you think only when you take apart all your perspectives;#and theres a you who isnt you anymore who doesnt want to do this. hes telling you to just destroy it. it was wholly wretched and wholly bad #and it changed which is a crime in itself. theres an echo of you. and theres you; built by this echo because thats how the self works #we are each our own god and we build ourselves. the different voices are like different parts of you #much like the vessels are the equivalent of the voices. theyre the finite confined perspectives; aspects of a whole person #and slaying her in this context would obviously mean literally just destroying the memory and deciding that change and all it brings #is an awful thing. though im not yet sure what the difference between leaving with the whole and between separating yourself #and leaving with just an aspect would be.#thats probably like the only thing thats kinda ruining this interpretation lol #oh and obviously a lot of the routes have like very strong relationship symbolism. specifically a lot of them feel like #scenes from a relationship that is falling apart. for example in the adversary and then the fury when you run away the dialogue #basically mimics a partner running away from a conflict and the other one destroying themselves because of it #witch and the thorn are both heavily Esop-coded and the text itself says that its about two people hurting each other even though they love #each other but both are afraid of the other one and of being vulnerable. thorn is about finding forgiveness in one another #and deciding to be better and love each other despite the hurt youve caused each other due to your problems #etc etc #like am i insane am i mental am i projecting?

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lrdvyke · 4 months ago

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think the whole "corpse possessed by frenzy" opened a can of worms in my brain that i was unprepared for. bc like, it would make for a good way on how vyke was able to escape the evergaol. the tarnished killed him, the evergaol thought him dead, but he wakes back up and escapes ... but it also kinda is in contention with my theory of "outer gods don't have influence in the evergaols and that's why vyke doesn't use frenzy during that specific fight". so ... workshopping lol

#or it may be still fine. bc that would explain that in death he doesn't become the lord of frenzy #but his spirit is still in his body. and has no way of going into another body ( hy/etta & shab/riri like )#so it just brings him back up bc the frenzy is still in him. it's just quiet.#idk workshopping still ghsjghkjs #tbd.#mi/dra's existence really helps a lot but also makes me question so so so much more #would also make sense why his body is falling apart as it is #also the whole parasite angle ....... oh god im just making escaped vy/ke so much worse LMAO

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hella1975 · 2 years ago

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there may be an influx of ethel cain mutuals atm and im even willing to share the podium but i will ALWAYS be the strangers mutual. stay humble

#BUT GOD IS TELLING YOU AND I THAT THERE IS DEATH FOR ALL OF US #IN YOUR BASEMENT I GROW COLD THINKING BACK TO IT I WAS ALWAYS TOLD DONT TALK TO STRANGERS OR YOU MIGHT FALL IN LOVE #FREEZER BRIDE YOUR SWEET DIVINE YOU DEVOUR LIKE SMOKED BOVINE HIDE HOW FUNNY I NEVER CONSIDERED MYSELF TOUGH #YOURE SO HANDSOME WALKING OVER TO ME NOW I TRIED TO BE GOOD AM I NO GOOD AM I NO GOOD AM I NO GOOD #WITH MY MEMORY RESTRICYED TO A POLAROID IN EVIDENCE I JUST WANTED TO BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS JUST TELL ME IM YOURS #IF IM TURNING IN UOUR STOMACH AND IM MAKING YOU GEEL SICK #WHEN MY MOTHER SEES ME ON YHE SIDE OF A MILK CARTON IN WINN-DIXIE’S DAIRY ISLE SHE’LL CRY AND WAIT UP FOR ME #WE’LL MAKE LOVE IN YOUR ATTIC ALL NIGHT EUPHORIC IN SOME STRANGE DELIGHT IM HAPPIER HERE CAUSE HE TOLD ME I SHOULD BE OH #YOUR SO HANDSOME WHEN IM ALL OVER YOUR MOUTH WHEN IM ALL OVER YOUR MOUTH WHEN KM ALL OVER YOU MOUTH I TRIED FO BE GOOD #AM I NO GOOD AM I NO GOOD AM I NO GOOD WITH MY MEMORY RESTRICTED TO A POLAROID IN EVIDENCE #I JUST WANTED TO BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS IFNIM TURNING IN YOUR STOMACH AND IM MAKING YOU FEEL SICK #AM I MAKING YOU FEEL SICK??????? AM I MAKING YOU FEEL SICK??#AAAAAAHSHSHAGAFFGQGQUUAHABSBSNJASHDJCNCJSKAIAJABBSBDBNDJEJAMQLWOOSKZNANBABDHIAJQBBANAAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #FOUND YOU JUST TO TELL YOU THAT I MADE IT REAL FAR AND THAT I NEVER BLAMED YOU FOR LOVING ME THE WAY THAT YOU DID WHEN YOU WERE TORN APART #I WOULD STILL WAIT WITH YOU THERE DONT THINK ABOUT JT TOO HARD OR YOULL NEVER SLEEP A WINK AT NIGHT AGAIN #DONT WORRY ABOUT ME AND THESE GREEN EYES MAMA JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU I DO AND ILL SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET HERE #ethel cain

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magnecalliope · 5 months ago

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How am I meant to remain humble in these conditions?

#one of them said this almost verbatim #another said 'oh thank god youre back.'#this place falls apart so quickly when im not here #callioposte

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