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Another s16 crack "theory" totally real totally legit not clickbait: Mac’s long distance bf is a catfish, but it turns out to be Cricket because Mac was also catfishing, pretending to be someone rich and famous, and when they were supposed to finally meet, Cricket was just gonna rob the guy blind, (but then when it turns out to be Mac, maybe at first they're like okay let's just pretend this never happened, but then they're like unless... and the first guy Mac ever ends up sleeping with (on screen) is Cricket).
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gintokiu · 1 year ago
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ��
love love love getting Tumblr messages, especially if they come from Rena! thank you so much for thinking to tag me and get me back on this ye olde blog. I will do my best to answer since most of my favorites are unfinished and waiting for me to have time to complete them asdfgh anyway, starting from the bottom:
5. Unfinished, unposted work: Worth the Wait
This one is fun because it's something I'm currently working on and I am soo obsessed with it; it's an AU of a fantasy game that I've put way too many hours into recently. I think that the overall premise of the story is something akin to finding things in places that you wouldn't expect them to be, which I always love when it comes to Gintoki and Hijikata, because that's kind of like, their thing? It's set right now to be three or four chapters long and ahh I can't wait for it to be done. I hope, like usual, that the AU doesn't shy people away because they might not know about it/played the game. :') I can't help I only like writing AUs I'm sorry adsfgh
4. Fahrenheit
This story has such humble beginnings and such a warm place in my heart. It was actually the first ginhiji fic I ever wrote and oh god, it was fucking horrible. Rewrote it when I matured more as a writer and am hoping that I figure out where exactly I want this one to end because it's a bit of a toss-up. Right now, I am simply enjoying writing all the modern-day fluff and antics (and sex) until the plot decides to cement itself properly in my brain.
3. Hirudinea
The big one, the one that my brain refuses to write even though I have the plot all there waiting for me to write it. The powerpoint for this story is crazy. I'm looking forward to one day getting to tie this one up with a nice little bow and give it the proper love it deserves, but I want to finish other things first. Forcing myself to write things only ever ends in me hating them and I refuse for that to be the case with this story because there is so much love for it in me and seemingly in the community <3
2. Ninety-Nine and The Flight, the Fall, and the Forsaking of a Crow
There are two for this spot because I can't make up my mind. The Flight is another one with very humble beginnings. I wrote this, god, six or so years ago originally? Rewrote it when I started posting my work and fell in love with the new rendition of it so much. I'm such a sucker for transformations and gaining new understandings of the world, which is exactly what Gintoki gets to go through, which is why it means so much to me. The pacing is there, the emotion is there. Truly one of my favorites of mine that remind myself that I can write sometimes, LOL.
Ninety-nine I love because it is so easy to write. It's the child that never backtalks, never gets in trouble-- it's just golden. The plot for this is fleshed out all the way to the end and the powerpoint is thirty slides longer than Hirudinea's at a whopping 91 slides. It's a beast. I have end chapters completely written, just waiting for the rest of it to catch up. While definitely not my most popular piece, it's the one that I love to work on the most and I hope I can give it the ending that it deserves :') ahhh there's so much I want to say but can't so I'll just leave it here and talk about it later when it gets closer to being complete.
Things That Happen During the In-Between
Certainly did not expect this work to get the recognition that it did when it was posted. When I tell y'all that I hated this story for the longest time because I reread the same scenes fifteen, twenty times over, edited each one at least three or four times super in-depth to the point where it became beyond predictable in my mind. So then I post this, and people are all like "I cried!" I'm like HUH what do you mean you cried? this work sucks?? So then I waited like a month, reread it, and understood that yeah, okay, I actually didn't do that bad of a job with this one. My personal favorite aspect of this story is the characterization, because there are so many parts where I can read through it and say with confidence that that's a very "them" thing to say/do. (I also just love and adore the second movie, it's such a good film and I'm glad that I was able to do it some justice with this story.)
this was such a treat to do, once more thank you @renamusing for tagging me <3 I'll send a few out to some authors who I think are active on my tumblr so if you get one then consider it a little forehead kiss mwha
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valleynix · 2 years ago
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Idc what's in character and what's not as long as I get my rare soft Bela/Cass moments when they love each other not only from afar asdfgh
THE FACT THAT YOU WERE THINKING IF IT'S OK TO ADD THOSE KISSES FROM DANI IS TERRIFYING WHAT KIND OF FAMILY THOSE PEOPLE HAVE THAT THEY WOULD THINK OF IT AS ANYTHING BUT PLATONIC OH MY GOD
Are they supposed to stay 6ft away from each other all the time or what 😭
I think Lunatic/Reader portray nicely that monsters are made.
And I really like that Lunatic isn't the way they are just because but there's so much depth to it.
If the planned thing with Red is about them getting ripped to pieces then sure I am going to enjoy it.
And virginity may have a few interpretations.
But I don't see how any of it would actually affect the blood's taste, because there's simply no way losing it has such an impact unless there's some supernatural witchy explanation to it. (I also heard "virgin blood" is the one never used in rituals before, but again it's not sth that would logicaly explain the difference in taste)
I could see Alcina liking her victims being virgins because of her hate for men and a virgin is often interpreted as a woman who never had sex with a man. But the taste wouldn't be a main thing then.
That's why I wonder how it works in this universe.
now i'm thinking of a scenario where their roles are reversed and Bela starts being super annoying to Cass for no reason, just because it's funny to her LMAOOO
Y'ALL ALREADY KNOW HOW WEIRD MFS BE IN THIS FANDOM, I TALK ABT IT ALL THE TIME (or i used to). the sibling shippers make me want to actually vomit and it makes me afraid to show them being like physically affectionate with each other because people might take it the wrong way </3
even Miranda isn't a massive cunt just because she can be 😭 she's genuinely lost so much in TPtM's universe and has had to witness her daughter dying over and over and over, and that mixed with the influence of the megamycete is sure to make anyone go a little crazy
villains being evil just because they can be is so funny, but i like writing them having reasons for why they act the way they do </3 i don't think i could forgive Miranda for all of this, but at least Lunatic is actually showing change
(meanwhile Red is just a massive dick because they can be LMAO)
well, about that- (i don't want to spoil it but i GUARANTEE you'll like it >:3)
Cas actually messaged me about the virgin thing, and in their words:
"[...] it's about the concept of virgins and how the word can mean many things but ppl usually associate it with sex. but like it could be someone that never has done damned things that could taint their "soul" like do something cultish. so ig the Dimitrescu are tasting the purity of people's blood. and it could also mean they prefer blood that hasn't been tainted with the cadou/mold (well lady d mainly i think)
we did think that people who are "virgins" (or maidens, whichever) taste different, perhaps stronger because of the blood purity, and Cas suggested maybe like a pastry or a meat dish? something that would entice the person drinking the blood into getting more and more of it until their victim is dry
in the case of TPtM's universe, since Red is a smuggler for the Dimitrescus and brings in maidens for them, i guess it could actually be assumed they're bringing in outsiders that haven't been tainted by the mold or any other experimentation. that would explain why the girls don't become feral after drinking Reader's blood, and they wouldn't expect to since they already know they're an experiment in some capacity. with Bela being the only one that knows right now, and seeing how there aren't any other moldy experiments they could drink the blood of to know how they taste, i don't think Cass/Dani would really make the connection
basically, i guess sex doesn't really matter in this case, as the "virginity" refers more to the fact the person (specifically, woman) is "pure" and is not an experiment, rather just some human. i dunno how blood would taste to the Dimis, but i assume they have better sense for making distinctions between flavors, since they can distinguish scents, too
(if that makes sense skdjfh)
i'll probably have to look it up just to be sure how it's interpreted with usual vampires, but for the moment, we'll go with that explanation :D
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alpinelogy · 10 days ago
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And Logan too for the songs
give me a character and i will tell you which song(s) remind me of them give me their vibes <- honestly tbh still open asdfgh. turns out i love yapping
Oh god there is just so much to be said about Lyrith. I will link the actual music video like I did for Mopemope because it is a banger but definitely not mandatory viewing here this time 🙂‍↕️ Anyway, the calm opening before the song really picks up and the very chaotic melody is very fitting, in the mv the protagonist is stuck in a labyrinth and the song evokes that feeling to me a lot!! Which first Logan, and the seemingly inescapable situation he has found himself in time and time again. Even the moments of respite are brief and interrupted
I was iffy on including any songs with lyrics in it but fuck it. I've outed myself as a weeb anyway might as well full send it. ANYWAY, the piano and the very, very mournful tone are very Logan to me, there is palpable loss and saying goodbye in the song which what Logans career and life had been for a long time now it feels like
Similarly to san skia this also a very sad song!! And I adore it and I adore Logan so a win-win!! Anyway yeah, very sad, very repetitive and almost sort of almost white noise-esque music!! Logan!!
It starts off calm and then it picks up and ooh. Ooh!! Hi Logan how are you doing :))). For realsies tho this is like the one happy song in this list and it is so fun!! Calm and held back initially and then it picks up, starts being fun and chaotic and just vibing!! A lot
Finally, Callima Karma. The vocals are unintelligible at least to me, thought according to Feryquitous there are actual lyrics, but the to me unintelligible vocals feel very much like a stream of thought, just push on, one more move, you will eventually make it, maybe.
And finally (the reason why I lowkey wanted someone to send me Logan): songs that I casually put on at 9 pm, blacked out, and next thing I new it was several hours later and I had written a couple thousand words of Logan-centric smut (Alternatively: I wrote porn of him to these songs. Ether strike is on here twice cause I cannot decide which one asdfgh)
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racingliners · 1 month ago
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#moots if you really love me vote for Mike
asdfgh for some reason i misread this as mika and was so confused where did he come from 😂
"Mike Krack continues to struggle in the lastest poll check and- OH MY GOD IN COMES MIKA HAKKINEN WITH A STEEL CHAIR"
(I do think he would do numbers in a non current grid whore poll though)
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sumi-sprite · 2 years ago
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ASDFGH HOW DID I MISS THIS
DYO MADE A FLOWER CROWN. OH MY GOD. 
Bird man with hips coming to break this mask’s pelvis, you LOVE to see it~
HAPPY (belated) VALENTINES DAY YOU SONS OF GUNS
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It looks like these two had fun, at least
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yuzurk · 6 years ago
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AS OF 2019    ━━━━━━━━        template ┊ @astraofrph  ◞  ❤ | taken from @rkjiwvn
❥ ┊ BASIC INFORMATION  ━━━━━━━━━━━
›   full name  choi yena ┊ 최예나
›   pronunciation
›   meaning  choi: high, lofty, towering | yena: life & vitality
›   reasoning  her parents wanted her to be just as successful and mighty as them (lol)
›   nickname ( s )  yuzu, mochi, nana
›   preferred name ( s )  yuzu
›   birth date september 29, 1999
›   age  nineteen
›   zodiac  libra  ・ air sign ┊ the scales. libra is the sign of fairness, and like you would imagine, libras value honesty and fairness. they seek harmonious living, and are often sensitive to those around them, and even run the risk of compromising themselves for the sake of harmony. balance for a libra means finding their other half, making them very romantic individuals. their search for balance and harmony also means biting their tongue, so from time to time, they’re bound to explode.
›   gender / pronouns  female ┊ she / her / hers
›   romantic orientation  hetero-romantic
›   sexual orientation  bicurious
›   nationality  korean
›   ethnicity  korean
›   current residence  itaewon, yongsan-gu, seoul
›   living conditions  sufficient to luxurious ┊ with her cousin & her boyfriend
›   title ( s ) gamer gal
❥ ┊ BACKGROUND  ━━━━━━━━━━━
›   birth place  daegu, korea
›   hometown  jung-gu, daegu, korea
›   social class  upper middle class 
›   education level high school graduate
›   father  choi kibum, 48 ┊ lawyer, politician
›   mother  kim ahrin, 47 ┊ housewife, “it girl”  
›   sibling ( s )  only child (subject to change, open for plotting!)  
›   birth order  
›   children
›   pet ( s ) two dogs owned by her cousin, very strenuous relationship 
›   other important relatives  cousin: song jieun, 26 ┊ indie musician & model
›   previous relationships  none she took seriously and considers worth mentioning
›   criminal record arrested for charges of assault. case dropped the same day     (information restricted from access due to her father’s influence)
❥ ┊ OCCUPATION & INCOME  ━━━━━━━━━━━
›   primary source of income  streamer in twitch (since 2016)
›   secondary source of income  investments managed by her cousin’s boyfriend 
›   tertiary source( s ) of income  part-time barista
›   approximate amount per year  around 5.000.000 $
›   content with their job ( or lack there of ) ?  as of now yes. 
›   past job ( s )  none
›   spending habits  bad but somewhat within reason. mostly spends money on food, game merch and clothing
›   most valuable possession  her computer
❥ ┊ SKILLS & ABILITIES  ━━━━━━━━━━━
›   physical strength she’s 49kg of weak muscle
›   offense  can deliver a punch if needed be
›   defense  as robust as a leaf
›   speed  runs 100m in 10 seconds
›   intelligence  graduated best of her year
›   accuracy  decent (did kyudo in primary)
›   agility  decent due to track and field practice
›   stamina 8 / 10 used to be full 10 but got lazy from her life as a streamer
›   teamwork 6 / 10 can work in a team but tends to stray when she does not agree
›   talents  games, making people laugh, dancing, sports, encouraging people
›   shortcomings  fails to take things seriously, avoids talking about her troubles, evades confrontation, tends to be ignorant
›   language( s ) korean ( fluent ), english ( fluent ), japanese ( fluent, dialect based )
›   can they : drive / jump-start a car / change flat tire / ride a bicycle / swim / play an instrument ( and what instrument ) / play chess / braid hair / tie a tie / pick a lock / etc:
❥ ┊ PHYSICAL APPEARANCE & CHARACTERISTICS  ━━━━━
›   face claim  choi yena, IZ*ONE
›   eye color brown
›   hair color ( naturally black ) but dyed dirty blonde
›   hair type / style wavy, generally up in ponytail or down
›   glasses / contacts  likes to wear “hipster-glasses”
›   dominant hand  left-handed
›   height / weight / build  163cm, 5'4" ┊ 49kg, 108lbs ┊ slender
›   exercise habits  stretch session in the morning, unknown to most she likes to jog
›   skin tone  slightly tan
›   tattoos
›   piercings  pierced ear lobes
›   marks / scars a scar on her knee from falling from a slide (5), scar on her hip from an appendix surgery (14), scar on the inside of her palm from grabbing a knife wrong (16)
›   notable features  pouty lips, squishy cheeks
›   usual expression  curious, approachable
›   clothing style  casual oversized
›   jewelry
›   allergies  walnuts, pineapple
›   body temperature  slightly more warm above average
›   diet  no such word found in her dictionary
›   physical ailments
❥ ┊ PSYCHOLOGY  ━━━━━━━━━━━
›   jung type  enfp┊ a ball of energydespite that, they’re moody af; unpredictable; bounces from one idea to another so much and so quickly it’s not even funny; awesome sense of humor; for some reason, their laugh is almost as funny as their jokes; actually more introverted than most extroverts and can actually be mistaken for an introvert
›   enneagram type  type 7  The Enthusiast  ┊ Enthusiasts are energetic, lively, and optimistic. They want to contribute to the world.
›   moral alignment  chaotic good
›   temperament  sanguine
›   element  air
›   primary intelligence type  kinaesthetic intelligence
›   approximate iq 125
›   mental conditions / disorders
›   sociability 9 / 10
›   emotional stability  8 / 10
›   obsession ( s )  
›   compulsion ( s )
›   phobia ( s ) none
›   vice / addiction ( s )  does coffee count?
›   drug use
›   alcohol use  7 / 10 ┊ loves to party and enjoy a good drink
›   prone to  evasive behaviour, flirting without any intentions, avoid responsibility
❥ ┊ MANNERISMS  ━━━━━━━━━━━
›   speech style  very dialect based, no matter which language she speaks
›   accent  slight accent when speaking japanese but working to get rid of it again
›   quirks  always chewing gum, unhealthy obsession with chicken, chews lips, headtilting
›   hobbies  dancing, gaming, running, archery, singing
›   habits  raises brows when she talks, gum smacking, shrugging, 
›   nervous ticks  twirls her hair, bites her lips, wandering eyes
›   drives/motivations  wanting to make people happy (herself included) 
›   fears  bugs, needles, darkness, ghosts, scary stories
›   positive traits  energetic, courageous, easygoing
›   negative traits  airy, decadent, fickle
›   sense of humor  sarcastic / memes
›   do they curse often? yup
›   catchphrase ( s )  “ hoo boi “ / “ y’all “ / “ foreal! ”
 ❥ ┊ FAVORITES  ━━━━━━━━━━━
›   activity  gaming
›   animal  cats
›   beverage  coffee moccha 
›   book the importance of being earnest
›   celebrity griffin mcelroy (gamer, podcast maker, entertainer)
›   color  black / red
›   designer doesn’t care much for brands- perhaps park ivy?
›   food  fried chicken
›   flower  carnation
›   gem 
›   holiday  christmas 
›   mode of transportation  motorcycle (even though she has no license)
›   movie  heaven’s postman
›   musical artist  little mix
›   quote / saying  fall seven times, get up eight.
›   scenery  sunset on a hill
›   scent  tangerines
›   sport  track and field
›   sports team
›   television show  hello counselor 
›   weather  breeze, warm
›   vacation destination  kyoto, japan
❥ ┊ ATTITUDES  ━━━━━━━━━━━
›   greatest dream  to live a happy and comfortable life
›   greatest fear  being judged in unjustified manners
›   most at ease when  streaming games, spending time with friends
›   least at ease when with her parents, in formal situations
›   worst possible thing that could happen  having to go back to daegu
›   biggest achievement being close to 400K followers on twitch
›   biggest regret none
›   most embarrassing moment  having to tell yoongi she had a crush on him
›   biggest secret  almost got a criminal record if not for the influence of her father
›   top priorities  first. friends and family; second. streaming (her fans); third. her job as a barista
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tvrningout-archived · 2 years ago
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     “ you know, maybe if some people weren’t so quick to anger, i could be nicer to them. ”
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smallhuntress-aa · 4 years ago
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- ✿.。.:* ☆:**:. 𝓇𝒶𝓂𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒶 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝓋𝒾𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝑔𝓈 .:**:.☆*.:。.✿
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randomsmilingpotatoes · 2 years ago
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2 x 05 commentary
- Simon your feelings are showing 👀
- wille CANNOT stop smiling asdfgh
- the little sandwich!!!
- good on you Alexander, he deserves that
- ew speech
- honestly Sara’s right there even though she’s talking from her own heart . There’s no point pushing it with someone you’re not in love with when there’s someone else
- how does Marcus not know I swear he saw wille after the kiss
- not sara practicing how to talk to the royal family bc of august💀💀
- that was a PERSONAL attack on simon about the solo. Fuck this, not the royal family ruining his singing just bc it was Simon ‘s lyrics
- another piano scene but this time he approaches him again🥺
- thank you simon for actually telling wille what’s wrong
- how did wille not realise the song was about him lmao
- honestly fair call Simon. the flashbacks to season 1 tho which him now being the one to say to forget about it🥺
- omg I knew wille was gonna tell him now
- “you’re exactly like them “ I GASPED
- honestly valid points there simon, that wille needed to hear.
I do feel like wille was right about the lawyers and getting away with it, I mean , he’s been raised knowing this. He did what he felt was right
- please tell me wille is about to give a different speech
- awe he’s so anxious rn:(
- omg he can’t fuck up the speech now and let august get it:///
- Love that the girls are filming a tik tok hahaha
- “I feel like you could have a dark side” you are CORRECT
- oh Rosseau 🥴 genuinely not felices fault tho
- wille talking about how he should be grateful but it’s so hard to handle… I’m so so glad he’s in therapy this is exactly what he needs
- “mamma” sigh….. 🥺
- the irony of Sara crying about felices supposed betrayal AS IF SHE DIDNT DO THE SAME THING EXCEPT A THOUSAND TIMES WORSE
- oh my god. okay wille didn’t know august was next in line when he found out so he shouldn’t have used that HOWEVER
he went all the way to Simon to tell him that and the COMMUNICATION THERE. “This is the situation. This is what I feel. That’s all” YES
- “did he just say he’d renounce his throne for you?” 😭 I’m so glad ayub and rosh were there for that
- omg august is he buying the horse?? I hate them so much but why do they genuinely work together like he actually seems to really care???
- wtf sara icing out felice like that???
- I love how they’re using the book from class as a metaphor . and omg how wille and Simon are using that to communicate how they UNDERSTAND how the other feels omg this is PERFECT
- okay PLEASE tell me simon is going to find out about Sara and august soon
- awe Linda loves her kids sm🥺
- fuck not Linda being so happy about Simon and Marcus help
- omg a change of mind??? Police?? I mean yeah
- awe wille fuck
- the comfort blanket 🥺
- “I’m not trying to stop you. But it’s scary” Thank you for maturing wille this is exactly what I want to see😭
- OH MY GOD THEY🥹🥹 YES YES YES
PLEASE CLOSE THE CURTAINS THOUGH
- HE CLSOED THE CURTAINS ASDFHFJF YAY
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the hermits as dumb things my friends and i have said on our minecraft server
Scar: Yummy obsidian
Cub: ???
Cub: You eating it?
Scar: Tastes a little bit burnt
Scar: Like smokey burger
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Cleo: I only want their heads
Cleo: Is that so much to ask
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Bdubs: Thief
Etho: ?
Bdubs: You’re stealing wild sugarcane
Etho: The operative word being “wild”
Doc: Feral sugarcane
Doc: Just like normal one but can bite you
Etho: Like Bdubs
Bdubs: Yes!
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Grian joined the game
Grian: I don’t care about Jesus
Mumbo: Oh my god Grian you just killed me
Mumbo: I’m dying at that being the first thing you say when you log in
Grian: My teacher is talking about Jesus and I went to play Minecraft instead
Mumbo: Reject Jesus, embrace Minecraft
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Zedaph, looking directly at a hoglin’s backside from two blocks away: I wonder why this hoglin isn’t attacking me
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Grian was slain by MumboJumbo
Iskall: Casual murder
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Scar: I have 1 heart
Bdubs: Where are you Scar I just wanna talk
GoodTimeWithScar was slain by Bdoubleo100
Xisuma: F
Xisuma: Here lies Scar
Bdubs: I’ll give you your elytra back if we can have a truce
Scar: I know where you live
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(Grian’s first day in season 6)
Cleo: Hunt heads
Cleo: That’s what I do
Cleo: Speaking of which can I have yours
Grian: S-Sure?
Cleo: :D
Cleo: Lemme just get my executioner hood
Mumbo: Back sorry
Mumbo: What did I miss?
Cleo: Murder
Mumbo: CLEO
Cleo: I neeeeeeeed the heads
Mumbo: I wanted to wait til he dies first
Mumbo: Not straight up execute him
Cleo: Oh
Grian: WH
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(In Impulse’s base)
Tango, popping by for a visit: Hey G
Grian: What do you mean
Grian: I’m at my base
Grian: Doing nothing
Grian: Nothing sus
Tango: Understandable have a great day
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Mumbo: Why the frick is there a snowball in my furnace
Mumbo: Grian
Iskall: SDFGH
Grian: THAT WASNT ME
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Mumbo: Iskall assaulted me with snow today
Grian: That’s exactly what I’m gonna do too in a sec
Mumbo: ASDFGHJK
Grian: I’m coming for you
Mumbo: Oh no
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(After destroying the goat statue)
Bdubs: *chuckles* I’m in danger
Doc: Not yet :)
Bdubs: Thanks that’s very unsettling
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Cleo: That awkward moment when you accidentally give the armour stand your sword and then take his pants while trying to get the sword back
Joe: ASDFGH
Cleo: Feels like you weren’t expecting that message
Joe: I was not
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Grian: Would you mind if I killed you
Bdubs: Gimme a sec
Grian: Now for something I never thought I’d say
Grian: Would you like to run away first
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Grian: Watch this
Grian experienced kinetic energy
Impulse: Epic
Tango: Flew into a wall?
Grian: Okay that spread my stuff out more than I expected
Impulse: Welcome to my base
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Grian: I like killing myself every now and then
Mumbo: That sure is a sentence
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Grian: Oi I wanna raid your base Mumbo where are you
Grian: *visit
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Etho: I’m gonna hunt you
Etho: :)
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Grian: I love brutally ripping off the heads of defenceless creatures, vicious mobs, my friends, and myself
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lee-scribbles-and-doodles · 3 years ago
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S3 ep5
Current emotional status: FEAR
Cthulu Max has been on the rampage for a whole week!?
Ew, the narrator
Oh man, are they sending the airforce after him?
I really like Cthulu Max's design
Momma Bosco 💗
Oh hey, Norrington and Papierwaite are alive.
Superball are you saying you tried to send the Maimtrons up Max's--
Also he's acting president while Max is... deposed of.
Superball is only giving Sam until 6am :(
Featherly!
"Wandering around the moleman tunnels is no fun without Max."
"You got it all wrong, we're trying to help Max." "We will help him... to a generous serving of ass whooping."
"That is one rabbit who will be multiplied... into 2,000 smoldering pieces."
Carol ran off with Blustet
"I only want her to be happy, is all." Aw, Curt
Superball just admitted to having separation anxiety from Max
Ok Momma can't come but Papierwaite and Norringron can.
I like Norrington :)
GASP
Is it?
It is!
SYBIL!!!!
RETURN OF THE QUEEN
Oh, she is very pregnant
She was a wizard at one point?
She's gonna help!
Superball there's no such thing as acceptable losses
Abe has his body back
"Four score and seven tons of raw power"
HE CAN FLY NOW!?
Sybil, I love you, but why did you mod someone else's car???
Grandpa Stinky I love you
Oh, he just handed us the recipe for once.
Asdfff the spore maxes swarming Grandpa
They stole Grandpa's hotdogs
"We must feed the host! Piglets and sphinkters make us stronger!" "We regret nothing!"
Grandpa hasn't slept in three years
Sam just casually taking the last of Grandpa's corndogs
The spores are trying to get it
Lol Sam slapped them
Sal's alive!
He's hiding from Sam :(
Lol we can control Cthulu Max with Corndogs
Ew, the cornstarch got mixed in with the giant puddle 🤢 Looks gross
Love how Sybil completely ignores the Flaming Max head
Also the look of disappointment on the spore's face made me laugh
Fifth trimester???
The way the one Max spore by Grandpa's truck is bobbing in circles with his mouth open is making me laugh.
Sam showing concern for Sybil because she’s preggers 🥺
Her being pregnant with Abe's child implies that statues have working genital in this universe
She put a weiner scented airfreshener in the desoto
At least Sam and a Max spore seem to like that (of course they do)
"Sybil you're the best!" Hell yeah she is!
Sam's mind went to the color bar codes to prevent being traumatized by Sybil's oversharing
We drowned the desoto
Asdfgh Sam just botched slapped one of the spores for trying to say "that's none of your damn buisness."
Ew, Max's spine is pointing out
Oh hey, Satan and Jurgen
Why is Jurgen wearing his old fashioned clothes instead of his emo clothes?
Lol Sam snuck into frame to shout "Go Mets! New York rules!"
"--besides it's just a good and noble thing to do." "You're not familiar with my previous work, are you?"
"Sam, what happened to you to make you so cynical?" Gee, Jurgen, I wonder what could have possibly happened.
Oh so the water tower counts as vegetable oil because Momma did something to it
Pfft we can replace Satan's microphone with a corndog
Omg they jumped off the building to avoid Max
Oh, they're fine, and the oil is in the giant puddle.
I'm thankful to Featherly for giving us an egg but I'd have preferred not to watch him lay it. Granted it was just in a cartoon way but he still made weird noises
Also TRANS FEATHERLY 2021
"I desperately wanted to see that, sir. Ask him if he'll lay another one."
Oh hey, the Flaming Max heads helped heat up the giant desoto corndog
Since I'm playing this in 2021 the Maimtron's song references are super dated, which defeats Superball's efforts
Oooh! A unique opening sequence???
Oh this music is jazzy af
Sam really doesn't like the Max spores
Sam how do you already know what Max's insides look like???
"Even when he's not a collasal monster Max's food comas can last for weeks."
Ok we wake Max up with the coffee beans, right?
Yup!
The gi Max spore is so sad he doesn't get to come 😢
"But I'm a horrible monster!"
"I suppose Max's brain always looks like a living room?" "Well, Max is host to all kinds of weird parasites, and he likes to he a good host!" WHAT
No really, this brings up so many questions about lagomorphs. Are they some kind of Symbiote or something?
And a previous episode confirmed Max is amphibious
Max has tumors!!!
It shocked Sam!
"Eugh! Get away fake Max!" "Do you find my warmth... alarming, Sam?"
"What do nightmares taste like, anyway?" "Pepsi"
Max wants to be author 💗
He also writes fanfiction about Flint 🤣
I'd unironically read his books.
Tina Belcher voice: Friend fiction
Max has an experimental fusion jazz band???
"He just killed a great white shark--"
Max being completely unable to describe a woman is very gay of him. Good for him.
Max's brain teleported everyone to different parts of the body.
Found Sybil in the gym/legs
The brain is broadcasting Sam's thoughts???
Sam couldn't think of a joke for the medicine balls :(
"Wow Max is looking pretty buff. Would it be too weird if I asked him to turn around?"
Sam! Stop thinking bad things about Sybil's pregnancy she can hear you you putz!
She's upset with him now
"Can you believe this guy?" "I find the entire situation to be very contrived and misogynistic." Same spore Max, same.
Sam stop being so mean omg!
"I changed Sybil, I totally get the whole parenthood thing now." "Really now?" "Tax deductions."
In Max's inventory now
Y'know, I never really thought about it as a storage house
Hit The Road reference :3
Baby roach hatched in
"Pa..papa?" "Now I am little champion, now I am!"
Max has a Maximus shrine
Sam turned into a roomba!
Aw, he named it Sam Jr 🥺
We won Sybil back through his love of Sam Jr
Found the conjoined twins
Huh, Max lost as eye. Does that mean he has a glass one, or do lagomorphs have regenerative abilities?
Pfft we have to play twister to control his arma
The brain is messing with things again
Oh, we need a roach to operate the game because of radiation
Well, let's kidnap Sal
Oh, poor Girl Stinky. She's really going through it
Aw, Sal feels bad
Sal?
Honey, are alright?
He's dying???
He's not immune to irradiation!?
Oh no, he's gone
I'm so sad 😞
Gotta pick up Sam Jr. Before I control Max
They mad Max do a magical girl pose
Ugh the narrator is back
Wait, what?
He's Max's brain??? SUPEREGO???
WHAT
"I was always ignored" Yo if my super ego was as pretentious as you I 'd ignore it too 😤
He wants to kill himself and Max???
I know Max had a self loathing complex but holy shit
The super ego is perfectly fine with destroying half the east coast what a jerk
Just noticed Sam's tie is red. Had no idea about this while drawing PI!Sam lol
We have to help Max get his memories back to use the ASTRO projector
Skunkapes has three Sam clones imprisoned
Sam had canon ocd?
Gasp Gordon???
No, it's Sammun Mak
I love him, little child tyrant
Just make him a mobile brain in a jar and let Sam and Max adopt him
Why is Grandpa here?
He isn't talking like Stinky
Too polite
Sam sees it too
He's a space gorilla
They switched brains?
Found the cloning g chamber
Let's go to Momma's first
CONE OF SHAME CONE OF SHAME CONE OF SHAME
Superball is "wracked with guilt"
"Keep it together Superball. Sam will be able to save the day. He always does."
Ok, let's go to the cloning facility
I'm still thinking about poor Sal yo
FLIIIIIINT!
He's punching space apes!
Girl Stinky really playing up the evil Mistress role
The doggleganger has a bomb on him!!!
Wait so Girl really is a mermaid??? I thought that was just her aestetic
God I love Flint
Haha we tricked Skunkape with scooby doo villain tactics
Got the robot
Her water broke... and it was pennies
Max wants to save Sybil! 😭🥺💕
Super Ego is here
Oh now he wants to save Max
The only thing here are those records
Super Ego waved goodbye
Cthulu Max is cute when he cries
Wait What?
His head is on fire!
The maimtron hit him!
He waved goodbye... and teleported away.
He exploaded!!!!
He promised he'd take Sam with him and he didn't!!!!
AAAAAAH
I thought the dead Max thing was popular angst fanon fic thingy!
We're cloning Max?
It didn't work 😭😭😭😭😭
Superball ran off crying
Oh God the credits are just Sam walking sadly what the hell
He's not even stopping to fight any crime 😢
💔💔💔
God the way he's clinging to himself
What?
The elevator???
MAAAAX
he's back???
Past Max???
He blew his Sam up???
Wait hold on I'm glad they're together again but this doesn't fix anything
There's so much trauma from this season
All the horrible things that happened during 301-304 happened in like 3 days tops, then Sam had to deal with Max being a monster for a week before watching him die!
And the new (?) Max had BLOW HIS SAM UP!!!
And they left the franchise like that for a decade????
What the hell?
I want to be happy but this shit is going to consume my brain for the next week at least what the hell
Aaaaaaah!
Like maybe they really do just brush it off but it feels unlikely
I know Max has a connection with his other selves so it'll be easier for him to adjust but certainly Sam is going to notice the discrepancies since he doesn't get the same deal
Someone told me there were multiple endings hold on
Aw, they walked off into the sunrise together
But still
AAAAAAAAH
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somethingyoirelated · 3 years ago
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its-tortle · 3 years ago
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SPOILERY ETERNALS REVIEW/THOUGHTS UNDER THE CUT PLEASE?? 💖
your wish is my command. i'm so sorry this became 1k.
okay, so. i'll put together a likes/dislikes list and then conclude with my overall opinions. why am i writing this like the last sentence of my intro paragraph for a uni paper asdfgh
what i fucked with:
so much representation!!! a little gay family and an emotional homosexual onscreen kiss with one of the main characters!! hell fckin yeah! a deaf main character?? YES!! the beautiful bollywood scene!!! the main main character being an asian woman when it could have been any of the other white and/or male characters?? YESYESYES!! that made me very happy
the costume design was amazing, as was the set design. i did read that eternals was filmed more onsite than marvel films usually are, which is great. it was a gorgeous movie to watch
also cause everyone in it is so gorgeous?? richard madden? gemma chan? angelina jolie? be still my beating heart
i really loved how all the eternals had different powers, and how they complimented each other. it was really cool to watch the way they fought together
the relationship between thena and gil was everything.
sersi's ringtone is juice by lizzo
i also think the concept of sprite and her age issues was really well done. i found her annoying at the end but that was kind of the point, i can't imagine how frustrated she must have been
karun. just, karun.
the fuckin. oh my god. the ikea table joke. my friend and i DIED. that is a contender for funniest marvel joke of all time
i think the concept of the movie was actually kinda really dope and interesting. like, the idea that celestials are born of intelligent life and that's why the eternals were sent to protect human life and serve this greater purpose? cool. it felt original and interesting, and didn't content too much with existing marvel lore.
what was maybe kind of wack:
we saw the movie at 20:45, and the movie theatre didn't serve popcorn after 20:00 because of some inconsistent dutch covid rules and so we couldn't have popcorn. this has nothing to do with the movie but it made me sad so it's going in here anyway
this didn't bother me as much as it did my bestie -- i obviously facetimed her as soon as i got home -- but she was right in pointing out that there was a bit of a problem with the lack of chronology. sometimes the flashback scenes weren't indicated as such soon enough, but mostly the problem was how this influenced the building of characters and relationships
because all of the backstory (just of the characters and their developing relationships) isn't until later in the movie, it's harder to care about them until then. they want us to mourn a relationship and mourn a character before we even know them
which is part of the reason i didn't find ikarus and sersi that convincing. i did ship them in the beginning, but my bestie didn't at all. they tell us they're in love without first showing us how they fell in love, and when they do show us, it's in a few short basic scenes
(also, this isn't necessarily bad but ? a sex scene? in a marvel movie?? i don't know her)
but yeah, i think that not only their relationship, but the relationships between all of them would have been more convincing with more initial scenes of them just bonding and joking around and being a family. we only got references to that, and then the scenes where they're all yelling at each other
which ties to what i would have loved: a montage scene with fun music that shows what they were all up to through the ages. apart from that one short hiroshima scene, all we got was modern day and BC. i want to see phastos finally invent the steam engine! i want sersi in a flapper dress! i want ikaris to be madden back in the kit from cinderella fit!! it also would have been a great way to let the audience get to know the characters better in order to fall in love with them, and a way for the relationships to develop
even though i shipped them, i wasn't invested enough in ikaris' and sersi's realtionship, which might be the crux of it. i liked dane too much and there wasn't enough set up for them. there's that writing rule about romance, and how a good romance is written in such a way that they don't need to kiss in order for you to realize it's romantic. they barely had that.
who was the villain? while i think it can be nice to have ambiguity, the fact that it kept switching around in this movie was a bit confusing. i sometimes forgot who they were fighting.
the really cheesy music over the dramatic moments was too much sometimes. i couldn't help but laugh when it was taking itself way too seriously
which leads me to my last point. they thought they were being so dramatic. they thought they were being so clever. they had ikaris fucking YEET himself into the sun after he messed up once (1), and i was laughing. it was fucking hilarious, and i know that that's not what they were going for. it your defining dramatic moment comes across as ridiculous, you fucked up
what is harry styles doing in the mcu. baby no, run while you can. i think he'll do a great job and i love him but i'll need some time because right now i don't wike it.
conclusion: 6.5/10
i was very much entertained and i had a good time and i fell in love with some characters, but i would have been more in love with them with just a few additional scenes. it was a beautiful movie to watch and had some absolutely hilarious anecdotes that made me laugh out loud. i wish i would have had popcorn. ikarus yeeting himself into the sun is ridiculous. the half point is for the ikea joke.
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faebriel · 3 years ago
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ok ok I'm insane and couldn't pick one so have two (no need to answer both if you don't want to)
“You talk to him.” Not kindly, but he does.
“I’m used to him,” he shoots back. “I’m the only person who is.”
That makes Niki feel something, some uncomfortable tug in her chest. She mentally kicks herself. It’s not jealousy, she reminds herself, because despite the near-cliff jumping and the long nights without food and the nuclear fallout that has punctuated her last few months, being jealous of Tommy would be the least reasonable thing she’s allowed herself to be, maybe ever.
“You don’t believe me,” Tommy says flatly. “You never - eugh.” He cuts himself off with another ragged sigh, running a hand down his face. “Look, Niki, it’s - we were all together in Pogtopia, right? But I was there first. With him. And you didn’t see the start of it, it was horrible, and I’m glad no one else saw the beginning of it either but it was still just so shit and he kept saying all these terrible things about Tubbo and Fundy and you and,” he takes a shaky breath, “then, when I died, I saw him.”
Her breath catches in her throat.
Well, the voice in the back of her head whistles. If you were still wondering about all this afterlife bullshit, if you want to know where you’re going after your third life, here you go.
and
“You didn’t even - this isn’t about L’Manberg, Wilbur!” Niki shouts.
And then he stops, breathing hard, and he looks at Niki the same way he does whenever her voice is being drowned out in a crowd - the way he does when he wants to hear her, when he wants to know what she has to say.
“What else is there?” he asks.
Niki freezes. Stock still, unable to move, unable to breathe, ice threading its way through her gut, her chest, her shoulders, chilled down to the bone. With slow-dawning horror, she can feel hot tears welling up behind her eyes, sitting in her throat, threatening to spill over into a sob. She swallows - to keep her cool, to stay calm, to keep it together -
And then, something in her chest just snaps.
“You said you’d come back for me!” she cries, and her voice hitches on the lump of tears at the back of her throat and god, she sounds absolutely pathetic. Wilbur’s face softens immediately, which somehow just makes her feel even worse. “In Manberg. When Schlatt put me in prison, and you and Tommy were in Pogtopia, you said you’d break me out when it was safe. I waited for weeks , Wilbur. It was… it was horrible.”
“Niki…” a kaleidoscope of emotions flicker across his face, and he seems unsure which to settle on. “We got you out though, right? After the festival.”
“You looked for the button first,” she says quietly, and he stills.
Her sniffling sounds embarrassingly loud against the quiet background of night.
thank you sm!!! i’m gonna put these under the cut because they got a little long sorry (tw for discussion of suicidal ideation)
to preface: tommy is kind of the accidental but incredibly necessary invisible support beam for niki and wilbur’s making amends in bitter. niki cannot accept wilbur’s actions and apology without first acknowledging her own actions and making steps towards an apology, because otherwise it kind of falls flat? in that ending scene niki finally gets what wilbur is feeling and wilbur finally gets that someone else knows how he feels (it’s not perfect 100% yet, but…. that’ll get explored later)
onto the actual snippet! “tommy talks to wilbur - not kindly, but he does” was very important to me! tommy has stuck by wilbur ever since pogtopia, but the tragedy is that he is not equipped to deal with wilbur’s issues, and it shows. wilbur’s first stream after revival depicts this really clearly, where tommy tails wilbur around the whole time but insults him, is still stuck on calling him the villain, physically fights him at some point, etc. on one hand this isn’t healthy but on the other hand tommy is actually around, which is more than can be said for basically any other ally wilbur has had on the dsmp, maybe excluding his dad, who literally killed him lmfao.
this whole issue is exacerbated by the fact that tommy believes that he is the only person who properly understands wilbur, the only person who gets what happened to him, and feels like wilbur is generally his burden to bear. he failed to stop wilbur from both 1. hurting other people and 2. killing himself after the pogtopia-manberg war - and he doesn’t trust wilbur not to do either of those things again, so he’s stuck hovering around wilbur while wilbur is inadvertently setting off his own trauma and feeling responsible for any way he might fuck up and hating that but not wanting to leave. tommy’s memory isn’t perfect and he isn’t a perfect narrator, what he remembers from pogtopia the most were the scariest parts and that’s understandable but it means he’s holding wilbur to the worst expectations of behaviour (and he does so very vocally). the others showed up later, sure, but in tommy’s eyes he’s the only one who saw wilbur’s descent, and by the time they showed up wilbur had already changed irreversably. tommy tries to rationalise this by splitting the ‘different wilburs’ apart from each other in his head (he does this in canon too - there’s one quote from like late 2020 where he says he and tubbo need to keep on going for who wilbur used to be, not who he became, even though they’re,, the same person), and no one challenges that perspective, so he just keeps doing it even though it’s not healthy for him or wilbur.
and then limbo happened and, oh geez, THAT didn’t help jhfaskjjfsa
tommy is on a bit of a knife edge with niki in this fic. niki’s in this state of “ok, he’s annoying whatever, i’m moving on”, but all tommy knows is that she tried to kill him that one time, disappeared off the face of the map, joined a book club with two people who definitely do not like him, and now is just acting weirdly mellow and polite. she is not someone he wants near wilbur bc what the fuck is she gonna do? what is he gonna do? who knows. he’s frustrated that niki doesn’t seem to acknowledge how he’s feeling (especially bc once upon a time she would have been someone he trusted to acknowledge them - they were friends, they fought together) and he’s taking a big step by telling someone about his concerns here, especially bc tommy doesn’t really like talking about them at all. he wouldn’t be saying absolutely anything to niki if he didn’t truly believe she should stay away from wilbur, even if he’s wrong about him. (sometimes i think i write tommy as a little too emotionally mature here but it all goes out the window when wilbur’s brought up. idk if that balances it out)
ok onto niki: this is the first she has actually heard of limbo! she’s only just come around to the fact that resurrection is possible at all. death is kind of a touchy subject for niki both in general and re: wilbur in the fic - she’s coming off of a period in her life where suicidal ideation was, uh, a big thing (whether you want to read that into canon or not is subjective, that’s just the angle i went with in this fic). the sudden existence of a life after death, miserable as it is - and whether she really believes in such a place, when it only exists in tommy and wilbur’s words - that is a lot of information for her to absorb all at once. death is a weird connection point for tommy and niki here, coming right off of the fact that they’ve just acknowledged each other having those problems - tommy, out of, yknow, altruism, would very much like to keep niki out of that place, and niki is quietly reckoning with the fact that that is where she would have sent him. the concept of limbo from the perspective of a character with no experience of it, even secondhand, is so interesting to me like what kind of eldritch location would you feel like you’re living in asghjkl
(also - i gotta be honest the jealousy angle here but mostly when she’s talking later about dream not deserving wilbur’s companionship kinda came out after this post came across my dash while writing. whoops /j)
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fun fact, this is the very first snippet of bitter that i ever wrote! all the way back in may!! this is like the moment of the fic - it's where the miscommunication that niki and wilbur have been having is shattered entirely - and so sticking the landing was uhhh kinda important to me lol.
wilbur's entire being in this fic is basically consumed by L'Manberg - he equates his self worth to it entirely. in his eyes, everyone (rightfully) hates him because of what he did to L'Manberg, because L'Manberg was corrupted and he himself with it, etc. niki tries to tell herself this, and while it definitely does form part of her issues with him, it was the betrayal that causes her this much pain - that he seemingly brushed her and their friendship off entirely when he supposedly left her for dead in manberg. because here is what we as the audience know: wilbur couldn’t leave niki in trouble when he heard her life was in danger, even when he was trying to find the button (pretty much the only thing he sees himself as having left at this point) and so he returned. here is what it looks like from niki’s perspective: wilbur told her to wait in manberg until it was safe to come to pogtopia, laid the place with TNT, went to blow up the place, and only returned when he couldn’t find the detonator (and then the first thing she saw him do in pogtopia was encourage the pit behaviour but that’s not what we’re talking about asdfgh). that is massive miscommunication and it’s been brewing between them for months - to make a quirky little reference to the title, niki has been carrying that anger with her so long it's gone bitter. it was never just about l’manberg with niki - not that anger, not her and wilbur’s friendship (hence the little flashback earlier in the fic, bc niki’s relationship to anarchism and statehood or statelessness juxtaposed with her friendships with wilbur and eret - she loves l’manberg bc she loves wilbur, but she loves eret too and those national ties don’t undermine that - is Real Interesting to me) - so when wilbur asks what else there could possibly be (because in his mind, what else could she have bothered staying around for?), she just fucking breaks.
“Niki freezes. Stock still, unable to move, unable to breathe, ice threading its way through her gut...with slow-dawning horror, she can feel hot tears welling up behind her eyes” - prose discussion time! heat and cold are two big throughlines in this fic - particularly for niki, cold is what she is. admittedly when i started with it i mostly wanted to subvert hot = angry and cold = dead but i kinda ended up enjoying this take on it for what it is instead of just as a subversion (also i like the idea of revived people running hot, their bodies r working hard to keep em going). she’s holding onto her feelings and refusing to deal with them, she’s frozen over. descriptions of cold are key to niki’s mental state throughout the fic - cold weight on her chest, feelings of frostbite when she and wilbur hug the first time, ice cold water during the dinner scene, waking up in the cold flat, etc. this was an attempt at describing a more visceral feeling of like, when you’re really mad and you can just feel the adrenaline running through your veins. always felt more cold than hot to me. when she starts to cry, the facade she’s been putting on is finally thawing out and cracking the ice she’s buried her feelings under. (also gives an excuse to write warm comforting hugs towards the end /hj). it’s a loss, it’s catharsis, it’s a whole mess.
and ofc this is all news to wilbur and he feels terrible, because as unintentional as it was, he really really hurt her - because the destruction of l’manberg fucking sucked but above all else wilbur hurt the people he loved because they loved him so much and not in spite of it, because they cared about him so deeply and his death was a massive blow to them. this hasn’t even dawned on him, because how could it? he respects deeply niki (lowkey respects her opinion more than his own at this point) so he has to listen, because it’s niki (“and he looks at Niki the same way he does whenever her voice is being drowned out in a crowd - the way he does when he wants to hear her, when he wants to know what she has to say” - because he does), and what she says fucking floors him. in his eyes, he failed her by putting her in danger and then by destroying her home - the idea that she valued him and their friendship so much flies entirely over his head until this moment, and he is forced to re-evaluate the mindset that has motivated him since… basically since pogtopia! the way i write wilbur is like… yes, he’s one of niki’s closest friends and he’s more aware of her insecurities and issues than most (which is why he does always take the time to listen to her, etc) but he does over-idealise her a bit. tbf, i think he does to some extent with everyone (calling tubbo strong on the anniversary stream, for example). also the fact that he really wasn’t around for niki’s lowest moments as a character! he still thinks of her the way she was in l’manberg - confident, steadfast, respected - and this moment shatters that for him as he realises exactly what effect he and his death had on her and everyone else, not just by his actions, but because they loved him and cared for him so deeply.
sorry that this got horrifically long!! and thank you so much for sending snippets in <3333
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sweetpopcornkat · 4 years ago
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ToG anime ep 13
Okay I need to talk about this last episode because I just loved it to death. First off, I love the fact we got Rachel’s pov. It was really the best way they could have done it. Rachel is such a hard character to read. This whole season we see her around but we don’t understand her actions and what she’s thinking because the episodes were focused on Bam and his goal (with a mix of other people’s stories). Now this ep finally gave us a little insight of Rachel’s mind and her inner turmoil. The anime did great portraying her feelings, it made me feel so conflicted! I felt bad for her. I got angry at her. She’s struggling in her own way and despite not agreeing with her final decision, I understand how she reached that point. Rachel’s a character made to be hated. It’s ok to not like her, that’s how anyone is supposed to feel over someone who betrays a friend, nonetheless a naive and kind soul like Bam. Many people can connect with that. You can’t deny she’s a great character tho.. And her va did amazing! The music made it so intense. The way we slowly realize past events were all connected to her. I almost stopped breathing. In ep 12 we see that Bam sees a light in their hands, but now this ep shows us Rachel never saw that. Because she isn’t Bam. I thought that was a nice touch. Then we reach the moment everyone learns about Bam. I broke with Rak’s screaming. Bless tissues. God, the voice actors really did a great job. I could feel the pain like I was there :’) Khun’s line “I wish I could’ve met Bam before you did” really hit me hard. Khun really said Bam deserved better than Rachel and that if he was there maybe Bam would still be alive. Which are some pretty strong accusations so early on. But then again it’s Khun and he always had his suspicions (also my khunbam heart was thriving asdfgh). I loved the sound of waves we hear when Bam is waking up. It’s relaxing in a way, like nothing is wrong, like you’re waking up from a dream, and then music plays and he is hit with the realization of what happened. This is when Bam’s character starts growing. He decides how he wants to climb the tower. He wants answers and he is determined to get them. Hwaryun smiled and I died inside. Finally at the end, we get a look of Viole with his beautiful hair flowing with the wind and the opening song becomes the ending song, which makes so much sense, going along with everyone’s drive to climb the tower!  “Welcome to the Tower of God” this is when the adventure really starts and I encourage everyone to read the manhwa bc oh boy it only gets better!~
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