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An hour left :)) how am i still not done
#mine#deadline countdown lifeblog#i just fucking realized. itās spelled LIVE blog#girl i need to stop#also Iām working on the introduction and then i only have to format it and then I only have to put in pictures#oh and write the conclusion also#so basically done
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Hi!
The other day I read this post by froppygurl talking about the infantilization of Ballister's character and one person commented on how there's nearly no art of Ambrosius in drag.
>And I remembered that I had these from Halloween that I didn't finish on time so I just abandoned them there dhfjdh but posting them for the lack of Ambrosius in drag drawings pipipi
(Plus a few tiny drawings under the cut that I've drawn of Ambrosius either in a dress or in heels)
>By the way, he's dressed as the back-up dancers in this Shakira's music video, since it was a thing this Halloween on TikTok and many guys dressed as 'las de la intuiciĆ³n' š£ļø (also yeah, he's missing the purple wig jdfkdf he'll put it on later, don't worry)
>These women š«¦:
(Also when I drew him and Ballister I thought of this picture of Darwin š couldn't really imitate it tho, I have a hard time drawing characters in heels djkdf)
>The ladies are wearing small heels, but I said no bro, thigh-length boots for Ambrosius or nothing š£ļø
>Also I sorta had drawn it from memory, and had forgotten that the shirt was untucked but that way you see more waist so I just left it like that š
-Also, on TikTok there's this guy (AndrƩs something something, he's mexican if I'm not mistaken) that tries on very high heels, and in one video he was trying on a pair and doing stuff like jumping, trotting and sweeping the floor sjdks
>Drew this thing like three months ago bc that guy reminds me of Ambrosius:
*Barre* = *Sweeps*
-Also got this thing from a TikTok video based over those Gravity Falls' credits where they marry the goat and Waddle (That one that sings goat and the pig wooo š£ļøš£ļø) (Well in Spanish is something like long live love woooo š£ļøš£ļø)
-Oh also I had been thinking about manicure, so, headcanon that Ballister bites his nails short, but Ambrosius gets that kind of manicure that makes nails look 'natural' but shiny and very well-cared for š£ļø (those sort of nails are so pretty) (also sorry, projecting what I do onto Ballister, I don't even clip my nails off, I just bite them when they get too long and burden me. They smooth in their own with the days sjkdsj)
That's it š§ my humble contribution wa, hopefully will draw more stuff like this in the future sjkdsd
#nimona#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister boldheart#goldenheart#my art#I'm sorry froppygurl if you see this - about not tagging you but I'm shy pipipi#Also the post made me think#about how I draw and write Ballister and Ambrosius and came to the conclusion of: I'm not really sure of how I do it#or if it's right the way I do it waa#I just hope I don't infantilize either of them or restrict them to the top/bottom dynamic š§#If I do someone tell me so I can go to the corner of the room to think of my actions sjdksd#oh also the heels he's wearing in the halloween costume aren't as tall as his height suggests but I'm too lazy to modify it sjdk apologies
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EVERYONE SHUT UP!!!! IM WORKING ON A FORGETTABLE!AU ANIMATIC (ITLL TAKE A WHILE, DONT WORRY ABOUT IT) AND I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING
Sans. Wingdings. Brothers. Yes?
Asriel. Chara. Siblings. YES?
scuse me while I RRAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
fineee you can have a littttle sneak peak :3 just keep this between us
#WHY THE PARRELELS SO MANY PARRLDLRLRLR#I also love how its pointed out that Flowey and Papyrus were both given āsecond chancesā#and in general just how similar they/Asriel and Papyrus are#but im not apposed to Wingdings and Chara similarities#AND CLEARLY THERE ARE SOME#intentional or not#just found this out and just had to shareā¦#I love the the the asriel n chara skelebro similarities findings#theyre so goofy why does Toby write siblings like that#oh yes lemme write some siblings! now excuse me while I#(TRAUMA)#(MYSTERIOUSNESS)#also Deltarune time (just hear me out)#Kris like tries to get beloved by the town so hard but just cant and is seen as that WEIRD kid?#and Asriel is beloved by the town and usually when the townsfolk are talking to Kris theyre asking them about Asriel#((WHO DOES THAT REMIND YOU OF??????)))#i swear to fucking god its intentional#EVEN DOWN TO KRIS BEING āTHE WEIRD HUMANā AND PAPYRUS BEING āTHE WEIRD SKELETONā#*shaking you by the shoulders*#IM NOT CRAZY#THESE ARE INTENTIONAL PARALLELS THAT WILL GET SATISFYING CONCLUSIONS ONE DAY#IN THE YEAR 2043#I CAN WAIT#I CAN BE PATIENT#oh yeah this was about Forgettable au#forgettable au
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Gals that will probably never see the light of day. ever maybe.
hello and goodnight, Penacony / Gallagher.
#honkai star rail#hsr#gallagher#gallagher hsr#man...MANN#TT#how about I just jump off an airship huh#hoyo rlly enjoys writing off playable characters dont they#i haven't played the recent quest yet#but i saw a spoiler regarding a train letter..#but i have played the aideen quest#where we meet sleepie#poor sleepie:'(#my heart fell seeing gallagher's name between the crosses#i hope sleepie is ok:(#i want to draw more of him#but..#his attire..oh dear..#tried my hand on pc again#and came to a conclusion:#my back hurts#also I procrastinated more#in the end#i gave up on finishing the drawing#i might come back to it#not now tho#goodnight gallagher
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chris_bloodfilms Met my hero on a train.
This story is long so scroll if you cba reading.
It's 2005, a band explodes on MySpace. They're dressed like you and their lyrics are a mirror to your life.
Bleeding heck, who the fuck are the Arctic Monkeys?
After 19 years on repeat it's now 2024. Myself and @conor_bloodfilms are travelling back from Paris.
We arrive at Gare Du Nord and Duffy stops in his tracks. He whispers to me "I think that's Alex Turner."
"F**k off!" | immediately reply. I gaze over at a guy wearing a leather jacket with long brown hair, his face adorned with aviators. We should probably stop staring as it's getting weird, sexually and aggressively weird.
Turns out it is bloody Alex Turner, the man who's provided the soundtrack to my life! He strolls past and disappears into the Parisian platform crowd. A missed opportunity.
We board our train back to London. We look to our left and there's Alex. Sitting in his seat accompanied by a notepad. He's probably writing the next Arctic Monkeys hit "Two gawping pricks on a train". We really need to stop staring.
I tell Duffers I'm going in, he stops me. Reminds me that I'm a fully functioning adult and not to create a scene. Christ, he's right! I feel like I'm 15 years old again, someone get me a Strongbow and whack Dancing Shoes on, kin hell lad!
Eventually myself and Con engage, it's a surreal experience. Alex is polite and returns conversation in a soft friendly manner. The whole situation is just bloody lovely.
I awkwardly ask if I can take his portrait, fully aware that it could result in an awkward exchange and destroy this wonderful moment. He smiles and obliges, he's effortlessly cool, asks for direction and I take a few snaps.
We disembark the train, I felt quite emotional and that's embarrassing to admit. Maybe it was the jet lag, the caffeine and croissant overload? Or maybe it was just the rekindling of my youth.
This all might sound trivial, however, for me these portraits are deeply personal serving a reminder that life is a series of fortunate events and when fully appreciated can conjure up some pretty awesome memories.
#29/04/2024#alex turner#RECENT#Iām crying#how is he so beautiful#and so fucking polite#he asked for directions for the portraits I canāt breathe ššš„¹#heās alive heās still got hair and heās fucking writing#bless this day#the videos is real Iām freaking out and Iām just chilling at home#oh now thatās one pleasant surprise#so conclusion he aināt up for taking fan selfies BUT heās up for getting some free portraits š¤£š¤£š«¶š½#post the car era#all right new plan imma just take the train from London to Paris till I stumble upon him š
š« #on his way home to London#the fucking POUT#also I mean weāre used to it but Stan him for not using his game and money for deluxe class but traveling in standard
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#oh the weekend couple#ā¦#do yall think he loved her#i think he did tbh#in his own fucked up way#šš#also like i never had a conclusion in mind for it while writing it#like it is literally open ended for both of us so ur headcannon is just as valid n possible as mine#it gave v right person awful time#the time is so awful that it can never be possible#and thatās so tragic n angsty but yeah
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Pride Poems Day #18 Theme: Agender
This poem is dedicated towards @leafgorge, a wonderful Agender Fellow and my sister in crime for this project
Broken Dawn
Fractured sun rising over a kaleidoscope sky A broken dawn over a patchwork world Made of stolen memories,
This isnāt our place
blue, pink, yellow, red broken machines broken things
Fragments of a metal world Dot the landscape
Iām grey, Iām not broken I donāt have their affliction
blue, pink, yellow, red broken machines broken things
A reminder of what couldāve been
#poetry#poem#pride#pride month#pride poetry#agender#do you ever write something and go#āwhat the fuck did I just sayā#this poem does that for me#ALSO LEAF I WROTE IT LISTENING TO WILLARD#this one isn't really agender#so idk#why it has that tag#but oh well#death of the author and all that#draw your own conclusions
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two dudes... sitting in a hot tub stone wolf... souls mingled into one complete being but they're not gay
#fitz and the fool#lmao theyre so gay#has robin hobb recanted yet? she literally wrote this ending#with a callback to the 'no limits on that love' line#did she think that was a heterosexual conclusion to these nine books#i know people on tumblr like to call queer headcanons 'literally canon' and then when you consume the media its like#they talked twice and made eye contact and one of them wears a stylish coat#and so if you haven't read the books but have seen the fandom you might think 'oh so some subtext?'#'theyre friends who have an emotional connection which could feed shippers?'#no#this is textually canon across both their character arcs and the larger themes of the series#reinforced through repeated narrative symmetry and also the fact that they have kissed and confessed their love multiple times#robin hobb is FASCINATING to me like imagine someone writing a story about a guy with 'hair the color of autumn leaves abd foxes'#and then getting mad when people interpret him as anything other than a blond#bestie you WROTE THIS
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Here is a badly drawn comic of my terrible, awkward group project experience from yesterday. I thought it was very absurd so I wanted to share it other people lol :)
Let me know, how do you find their conduct š
#i tried to small talk#and they werent rly listening and were like i just wanna get this done w so i can eat#yet talked to me abt smth random after#but the moving the laptop is what made me draw this š#like is that not absurd????#i dont wanna rewatch the video#but i wanna see what the camera frame looked like#bcs from what i saw my drawing is p accurate#but yeah they also talked for the majority of the time#even tho i did more research bcs they took up most of the slides#AND ALSO TOOK MY IDEAS#im like uhhhh im p sure [insert slide topic] is required!!!#and i went to go start writing it#and theyre like oh okay ill do that slide#and even tho i kept reminding them of the slide requirement#they kept being like ugh i cant think of anything#and then would take my ideas when i proposed them#like the conclusion part was to write a proposal abt what solution can be made for the current event topic#AND i took notes the night before and wrote down the idea for the solution#and i told them and theyre like oh yeah thats okay and started writing those slides#i know i should be more assertive but im so conflict avoidant and was kinda like oh. okay. ah.#lmao i hope this doesnt make me come off as someone victimizing themselves#im just annoyed šš#and also this person was on my abroad trip and we all hated them#but i felt bad abt how much we hated them and theyre(I THOUGHT) much more chill in a classroom setting#so i kinda softened my hate for them and theyre the only person i know in my class rly#so im like ahhhh we should work together!#and now i remember why i dislike them šš#catie.rambling.txt#catie.art.
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planning document must be going well I just said the words āexplaining the endurance of Platonism could be the life Iām livingā to myself. Alone. At 2:30am. Because yeah. Could be.
#mrowmrowmrowmrowmrow I should be able to submit the word nya and the word nya alone in place of a second chapter#tumblr gets my planning thoughts because. yeah#I fucking hate chapter 2 so much for being a relations chapter in what began as a relations dissertation#on one hand I feel like Iām insane if I donāt talk about Origen in ReHashing Christian Neoplatonism The Dissertation but on the other hand#it is disingenuous to talk about incorporation of Platonism without addressing the vehement arguments against it#like I was there going what I would love is a good writer/writers between Justin+clem and Augustine and went well big issue is most of the#writings between actively addressing christianity and Platonism as a shared logos are arguing by against so#there is that#(I am at peace ish with the arbitrary decision to do Justin and clem for ch1 because I do think apologetics is the best genre to illustrate#the shift Iām discussing; ideal world would have me using every writer ever but. my supervisor says I canāt do that so)#but also it is so bullshit arbitrary relations chapter#I think it weakens my argumentation as opposed to contextualising it or adding complexity#itās just like oh you were told to show opposing views and you did#clap clap whatever#I donāt know what itās saying#in theory Iād love to find something about the root of the difficult of reconciling the two#but also what if I donāt find that#what then#Augustine must be discussed but otherwise every other writer is more or less arbitrary short of perhaps the issue of orthodoxy#but also that is what I get for doing a deeply arbitrary capstone as opposed to something with teeth#past Lewis deciding surely I will find something of substance if I engage in investigation of something I find interesting falling into the#eternal trap of contemporary humanities#things could be framed as an examination of how ideas get incorporated into canon#but also then itās like why this as an example#and then itās like well maybe thereās teeth in examining whether this was a part of platonismās endurance and#you can spend a life explaining the endurance of Platonism#you canāt just say that in your introduction and conclusion and call it a day#connecting to medieval receptions is perhaps my only hope but why do medieval receptions matter I donāt know I am not a medievalist#and i fear I could spend a lifetime examining that#capstone
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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!
#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to#that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know#but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look#like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies#dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS#plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song#and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal#again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like#yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more#OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit#love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning#im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY#i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy#but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like#emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness#its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool#addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic#but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys#this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like#the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth#but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd#i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying#about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement
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hey dearest besties,
if you haven't heard from me in a bit or noticed me lacking interactions with your posts, I formally apologize.
a few weeks ago, I got involved in a minor incident and albeit I am fine (with a matching brace as arcane viktor, although that wasn't what I meant when I said I wanted to become an academic weapon), it did fuck up with a lot of my routines (I am not at my work city but back with my parents) and especially my sleep. hence I'll be staring at the screen in confusion most of the time.
on top of it, my new job (my phd) started and I am in a mess... in shambles due to deadline and me being just tired. either way, sorry again and if you ever want to reach out I'd love to, I'll try to be more present.
have a lovely day!
#angsti rambles#in conclusion#sorry guys I am just tired#ngl I am glad I am not popular anymore in fandoms because I'd be crying for not publishing#oh also writing block so
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2024 reads / storygraph
Greta & Valdin
contemporary fiction following two gay siblings who live together in central auckland
Greta, in her 20s, getting her masters and living on a shitty academic salary, getting over an unrequited crush, and exploring a new relationship
Valdin, in his 30s, who quit science for a tourism show, whose ex (he still isnāt over) is in his orbit again when work sends him to Argentina, and has to confront what he wants for his future
navigating adulthood, OCD, a messy eccentric MÄori/Russian family
#Greta & Valdin#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#oh this is great. also so weird/familiar reading about people in nz especially cities i am familiar with#I enjoyed the quirky writing style and I really loved the central sibling relationship!#The plot is just kinda a lot of hanging out with various people and then having deep conversations with them. and repeat#(but also nothing ever getting SUPER in depth)#(often about things that theyāve somehow never talked about in the decades of being a family despite the amount of yapping they do?)#but not a criticism really that's kinda the point of the book i guess lol! I think it worked for the most part#It is quite unstructured which I didnāt mind for the most part but the end was a bit random?#thereās suddenly short chapters from other characterās POVs which was a bit whiplashy#especially being in first person (by the time I felt used to the new characterās voice the 3 page chapter would be over)#Also maybe Iām dumb and missed something but what was going on with their mumās possible affair?#like they were talking about it at the end butā¦ i was confused if there was any conclusion drawn there. lol#thereās a review thatās like i hated this and all the product placement why do we need to know you got kapiti ice cream & went to [x] gelat#i just need you to know that we are like that about ice cream. they all have different vibes & giving that detail is just like...flavour#anyway yeah i thought it was good overall!#wlw books#mlm books
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I had such a good day today :):):):)) Iām very happy āŗļø
#talked to one of my friends for like an hour after work cus weāre not schedule at the same time#then finished dm-ing my dnd groups one shot and it was really good they all loved it#and said my writing was phenomenal#and I havenāt seen them in like a month so it was fun#and then we just talked for an hour#and everything is great basically in conclusion#weāre doing a Christmas one shot next week and I need to design my new character :):)#OH and also I got two of my coworkers contact info cus I quit so we can stay in contact#god I love having friends that donāt go to my school#not that thereās anything wrong with my school friends#I just love having friends#life is good folks
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with all due respect the gaider books couldāve done with stronger editing
#editing in the sense of like. this is repeated or confusing or#it doesnāt make sense why this character has come to this conclusion at this moment#falling into TMEās arms with joyful abandon right now oh my god#tunes talks critical#<- I be bitchin š#tunes titters#also like. Iām sorry but I find the way gaider writes establishing world building to be so boring
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the reason evangeline survived jacksās kiss is because sheās a lesbian w an insane comphet crush atm, thus making her immune bc sheāll ānever truly love himā (ācause sheās, you know, 0% attracted to men), and in a month, sheās going to come out of the closet and theyāre going to have an immensely awkward breakup. aaaaand send post.
#when i said i know what you are I DIDNT THINK STEPH WOULD WRITE A PLOT HOLE SO BIG THAT THE ONLY EXPLANATION FOR IT IS EVA BEING A LESBIAN#like that wasnāt the power of love that saved the dayā¦ the only acceptable explanation is aurora/evangeline purple/pink lesbians. iāmā¦.#aurora would ACTUALLY be a good match for eva because sheās a) actually evaās age and b) guys why are we acting like sheās irredeemably evi#jacks has done worse TO EVANGELINE in the books and heās STILL a worse person#than aurora who never directly harmed eva š literally all her villainy was actively traded for#sheās not a monster sheās jst a 17 y/o girl who doesnāt know how to talk to her crush#sheās the type of girl that sends eva a letter telling her to get out of her school because she doesnāt know how to deal w loving her ššš#memorie.txt#.bookthoughts#author: stephanie garber#book: a curse for true love#GOD it sucked ass. completely ineffective as a āstunning conclusionā and even as a book in general#OH ALSO insane that steph hates women so muchā¦ she hates them so badly she accidentally came around to writing them as lesbians#everyone in that fandom is also fucking TERRIFIED of gay ppl. god bless ur pink haired girl is sapphicsapphicgaygaygaylesbian š
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