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Having more Jon thoughts because I have a neurodivergent fascination with him and refuse to be quiet -
So Jon is the one who pushed and killed Kilorn’s mentor, right? He did that to set into motion the plot that we read within the books, and so it really makes me wonder what Jon would’ve had to have seen in those other futures to have made him kill Kilorn’s mentor. One of the most obvious is Mare dying, sent off to war because she couldn’t find a job and so just became another dead body on the battlefield. And without the little lightning girl to act as a catalyst within the palace, where would that leave us?
I have no doubt that the Scarlet Guard, given just how giant it is, would’ve risen up with or without Mare, considering how small/maybe even insignificant she is within the rebellion when you really think about it. But the question is, would they succeed or would they fail? How many futures existed within Jon’s eyes where they fell like all the rest, and things within Norta remained the same? Or become significantly worse for everyone?
Now Norta had unrest building within the country for a while, and you can only oppress such a massive group of people for so long. But I know the fall of Norta would’ve been so much messier. For one, was Tiberias still killed? Was Elara able to execute her plan without Mare to act as a distraction? What about Cal?? Did he take the throne or was it stolen from under him like before? Did he die too??? Or maybe there were a few paths where Norta didn’t fall at all, and things never change. And all of these things determine Maven’s path during all of this, I think.
Why was what we read the best option in Jon’s mind? How much worse would those other endings have been? Why did he want this one specifically??
And then you also have to think about how every time Jon appears in the books, you know that it’s deliberate (god I love that thought so much, this character who always has some deeper purpose behind them every time they show up-). He’s there to change something, no matter how small that something may be. Like how he warns Mare!! That was to prevent another path from being followed so if he didn’t interfere at that point, what would’ve happened then!!!
When thinking about this there is just so, so many things to consider because there is a possibility that just about everything could change and it drives me fucking nuts because I LOVE IT SO MUCH I COULD TALK ABOUT IT FOR DAYS!!! I NEED SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND BEFORE I EXPLODE
#I fucking. love Jon’s character.#I do not care if nobody else sees him the way I do HE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME#Which is why he’s such a pillar in Nell’s story 🫶#I’m going to drive myself insane thinking about this stuff#it’s just incredible how much can change#LIKE LITERALLY THE WHOLE SERIES???#oh I’m having a moment#red queen series#red queen#jon red queen#mare barrow#maven calore#cal calore
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same#but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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packed these shorts without trying them on first because I was sure they fit me………
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This is the hottest a man’s ever looked on tv
#I’m having a moment#that other look in the carriage is close second btw#but this wins#oh I want him bad#bridgerton#colin bridgerton#luke newton#polin#it’s the dark eyes floppy hair combo
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Here are the biblically accurate raidens I drew for every day I played metal gear rising (plus some cuz the gaps were bothering me). What a fucking ridiculous game 12/10
#metal gear rising#mgr#raiden#amazing how this game had moments of genuinely interesting commentary on just political shit#and the next moment loony tunes music starts playing and we move on#absolutely amazing#couldn’t have been done more flawlessly#I didn’t think I’d get sad over sam#I thought oh handsome piece of shit#my eyes will feast and then I’ll forget#and then I was like oh OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH#damn#see u again I’m the dlc boyo#which isn’t glitched anymore hopefully
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Mangograft! (PHIGHTING!)
Would one care for a mango? (It’s a bomb /j)
ANYWAYS I forgot to post this so here it is! Live laugh Mangograft this was a suggestion from a friend since I was bored :3
Also here’s this gem too no im not giving context
#I’m finally starting to neglect my poor tumblr followers less#YOU GUYSCARE FINALLY BEING FED WOWWWWWWW!!!!!!#More art soon also as well! I have a few other things planned that I’m working on at the moment and then a possible PMV idea if I ever get#To it…….#The second thing was made at like 2 in the morning by the way after I was already running on low sleep 💔#Speaking of low sleep also SCHOOL HAS STARTED BACK UP FOR ME !#2 ap classes and the rest basically all honors with no specials is kicking my ASS and it’s only the third day but I mean at least my grades#Are doing good so far and I’m finally around people again >:3!#Cosplay related content is also REAAAAALLLLYYYY gonna kick up as well + tradjtonal projects I can’t wait for as well#For now though digital art is gonna stick to a pretty meh pace but I’m still cooking that’s for sure! So be prepared!#…. Perspective is really hard by the way this piece took 10 hours EXACTLY#Oh my GOD#art#phighting!#artists on tumblr#digital art#phighting art#roblox phighting#phighting roblox#phighting fanart#roblox#phighting#phighting! roblox#phighting! oc#phighting! art#phighting! subspace#subspace tripmine#phighting subspace#phighting oc#biograft phighting
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“K-kristen… Stewart…..”
#‘I wanna do the gayest fucking thing you’ve ever seen’ I think I hauve covid#ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH YM GOD OH MY GOD#I’m having a category 73 lesbian moment someone please save me#kristen stewart
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someone talk with me about an AU where delores is a real girl who somehow survived the initial apocalypse and spends it growing old with five and keeping him sane
someone talk with me about delores being five’s age when he discovers her body in the rubble and thinks she’s dead before he notices the small rise and fall of her chest before he pulls her out and desperately tries to help her breathe normally again and watches the life fill her eyes with tears in his own that he’s finally no longer alone
someone talk with me about delores being an only child to parents who she wasn’t close with leading her to become dependent on herself until she meets five and learns to trust other people before finding out about his huge family and doing everything in her power to help him not only because she cares about him and wants him to be happy but also because she wants to experience the family she’s never had
someone talk with me about how delores never had powers but survived for the 40+ years in the apocalyptic wasteland of the future due to her seriously genius mind (and five’s help) and lives to help five figure out how to save his family
someone talk with me about young five and delores searching for anything they can find to survive before they stumble upon a half-broken mannequin with a surprisingly intact polka-dotted blouse that five says would suit her so she puts it on out of boredom from looking for materials before five looks at her with the most genuine, in-love eyes she’s ever seen and she decides to keep it just for him
someone talk with me about five always making sure delores has a comfortable place to sleep, to rest, to eat, etc
someone talk with me about five explaining his childhood so nonchalantly one day once he realizes that he can trust delores to her surprise, and she asks why he suddenly had the strength to tell her and he looks her in the eyes and says “believe it or not, you’re stuck with me, and i’m stuck with you, and i want you to know who i am when we’re kicking this apocalypse in the ass”
someone talk with me about teenage five teaching teenage delores how to defend herself with the training he was given during his childhood but reassuring her that he’ll always be there to protect her if something were to happen (to which she reminds him that she appreciates it, but knows she can defend herself with the spite and sheer willpower she has to survive)
someone talk with me about five and delores having a makeshift wedding and five’s vows being along the lines of “even if the rest of the world was alive, i don’t think i could ever hope to find someone that makes me as truly happy as you do, and i will be eternally grateful that of anyone i could get stuck in this goddamn apocalypse with, it was always you, and it will always be you”
someone talk with me about the handler showing up from the commission to recruit five as a temporal assassin and delores as a case worker because they’re both dangerously smart and incredible at surviving in harsh conditions (also, the handler approached them separately to see where their loyalties lied and they both firmly explained they wouldn’t go anywhere without the other)
someone talk with me about delores getting fed up with the handler repeatedly making moves on five despite him clearly being uncomfortable until it bubbles to a climax and she punches her square in the jaw, which results in an ER trip and zero regret (plus five falling even harder in love with the woman who endlessly sticks up for him)
someone talk with me about five and delores plotting an escape plan to get back to 2019 which all goes well, except five had once again messed up the math (or so he thought) and he and delores are placed back in their 13 year-old bodies, but she confesses that she doesn’t mind seeing the boy she fell in love with all those years ago once again
someone talk with me about delores learning to trust and love the hargreeves just as much as five, as they learn to love and trust her just as much
someone talk with me about five always keeping track of dates and specifically remembering the exact times of significant events for himself and delores, like the moment she looked at him for the first time, the moment he knew he was in love with her, and the moment they decided they were going to stop at nothing to keep each other alive and stop the world from ending
someone talk with me about five and delores, the 58 year-old couple that they are, snuggling up on elliot’s couch together because they can’t fall asleep without the other one there to remind them that they’re safe and out of harm’s way (mostly)
someone talk with me about how delores has never been the type to step down, and she continues to stand her ground and be brutally honest when shes upset or wants five to listen to her, and he admires her bluntness (and frankly, needs it) due to his impatience and expectations of honesty at all times
someone talk with me about delores knowing exactly when five needs his time alone and stepping away to help his siblings as much as she possibly can, usually by encouragement or (again) brutal honesty hidden behind a kind and genuine smile
someone talk with me about five reminding delores of his love for her whenever it’s too quiet or he thinks she’s gone too long without him showing it, in every way he can think of, like letting her know that he would’ve lost his mind in the apocalypse without her (which.. he kind of did?), finding little things that remind him of her and bringing them to her, and holding her hand whenever he sees frustration or discomfort bubbling behind her eyes
#ok i know there’s probably some fics about human delores so please if u know of any lmk!! i need#it is so unfair that i have no idea how to write#guys if i could write… oh boy#i would have tons of 100k word multi chapter fics out at all times#it’s ridiculous#if i could write this shit#omfg i can’t even explain how much i’d love to be able to write this shit bro#i need this to be a fic and i need to be able to read 50 chapters of it right now in this moment#i’m losing my mind over them. for the love of god someone save me#please please please add onto this!!!!!! i love thinking about them#please please please if anyone wants to write about this do it omfg#you have no idea how much i’d eat that shit up#i’m probably going to add to this#i have so many ideas about them#five and delores…. my beloved#laur rambles#laur says stuff#the umbrella academy#tua#umbrella academy#five hargreeves#hargreeves siblings#delores#tua delores#five x delores#tua dolores#dolores#five x dolores#number five#tua five
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*Holds up Félix and Chloé* It’s not obvious because it’s all WIPs and very little has been posted but I care them so much. I love putting them in a room together and locking the door to see what happens. They’re two somewhat territorial cats who are fighting one minute, then totally chill the next. They’re judging each other. They like to hang out and judge other people. They’re mocking each other one minute and then planning each other’s parents’ (Andre and Audrey’s/Colt’s) murders. Amélie invites Chloé over and treats her like a daughter. Chloé is breaking down crying in Amélie’s arms because she feels loved one moment, then smirking at Félix because she’s stealing his mom five minutes later. Sabrina knows Félix by his full government name due to Chloé’s ranting but has never formally met him. They both love Adrien so much but they’re not the greatest at remembering to tell him. They both have so many issues. They complain about each other. They have blackmail material for days. They would kill for one another if it came down to it. Do you feel me. Do you get me. Did any of that make sense. I know I’m taking a five second interaction and allusions to what their relationship was before and blowing it up out of proportion but they interest me so MUCH and I WILL make headcanons about it.
#One of these days I’ll get to write something proper and my rambling will make more sense#there’s a few moments in CTS that I really wanna get to bc they mean so much to me#I wanna see them interact more. I think it’ll be funny/interesting/heartbreaking. I’ll take anything#I haven’t written anything for it but I do think it would be interesting to have them talk post season 5#Where Chloé is at her lowest and thinks she can’t get better. and then Félix rocks up like ‘Been there#‘C’mon let’s get you some self reflection and view changing experiences. Or don’t I can’t make you’#and she’s like ‘What you’re suddenly perfect now??’ and he’s like ‘HA. no. but I’m getting better. trying to anyways. and you can too’#‘But you have to WANT to.’#and. yeah. I just think about them a lot okay#miraculous ladybug#felix graham de vanily#felix fathom#chloe bourgeois#SB Speaks#SB Rambles#oh boy I did a lot of rambling
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thinking pining wishing longing desiring wanting yearning weeping aching sobbing
#having a moment over him#i miss him all the time#anytime i’m not watching gladiator haha#craving his softness and sweetness tonight#i just need a hug from him#and a kiss#and a snuggle#and some company#i wish i could be with him 💕#eternally thinking of him and longing for him#i would be so gentle with him#i would be gentle with his heart#and he would never wonder if he was loved#he would always know#because i would never let him forget it#and we would never be lonely again#oh how i long for that#what a sweet life that would be#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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And that’s a wrap for Comic Con 2024! Ha, it was a lot of fun, but I really enjoyed dressing up as Mondo today! I even had a couple people recognize him! And a few others just liked the hair, one of whom asked how long it took me to get my hair like that, which tells me that at least it looks natural enough for people to mistake it as my actual hair, ha.
Overall, Comic Con was cool! On Thursday, I attended a live podcast recording for Braving the Elements, which is an Avatar the Last Airbender podcast hosted by Janet Varney and Dante Bosco (the voices of Korra and Zuko, respectively), and I actually got a trivia question right and I should (hopefully…) get an email from them soon to get a prize for answering the question right. If not… oh well. At least I’ll be featured briefly on the podcast answering trivia correctly, even though I usually suck at trivia, ha.
The rest of the days were a bit more meh, but I still had fun. I won a Pokeball ornament from a Hallmark panel, since I knew how many Squirtles were in the Squirtle Squad, aha. Which leaves my trivia score 2 for 2 at the moment.😅 I also got a free shirt and scarf for the upcoming Yakuza live action show, which was neat. I’ve never played Yakuza, but my brother has, so I was able to give him the shirt at least.
Still, while Comic Con was fun, I’m definitely glad it’s over so I can go home and clean up from my frantic cosplay creating the last several weeks, oof.
Also! On the first day I dressed at Taka, but since I was by myself I only have the one photo my dad was able to quickly take of me before he had to drive off and a quick selfie I took in the car.
#danganronpa#mondo owada#kiyotaka ishimaru#GPOY#ishimondo#personal post#My angry face could do some work ha#I can do a mean death glare. But angry face? Not as much sadly#Oh well.#Oh! And I’m kinda proud of myself with the Taka costume#Not for anything I did on the costume but because I was able to lose enough weight to fit into the cosplay jacket I bought years ago!#It was too small when I bought it and while I got it refunded I didn’t actually return it#Since the company was trying to make me spend $40 to send it back?#And I was like… that pretty much takes up the majority of the cost of the outfit what.#So I never sent it back and still got the money for it#I always thought that MAYBE I would one day lose enough weight to fit it#But I didn’t have much hope of it#But! I have found a good medication that helps with my appetite and I am trying to exercise more#And now the jacket fits!#The pants of the cosplay still don’t but that’s fine#I have white pants ha#Oh also yes my hair did deflate as the day went on ha#I’ll fix it before the next con I decide to wear this costume to#Luckily I didn’t overheat that badly while wearing it#There was one moment where I got very dizzy but that happens every so often with me these days#The heat didn’t help but it didn’t fully cause it either
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😭😭😭 that’s his tiger cub your honor. his little monkey if you will. you cannot separate them i’m sorry it’s against the rules (source: because i said so)
#this was so cute i can’t get over it#you know when people were like jogo had it all he grabbed sukuna’s face held hands with gojo and had him straddle his arm WELL this is that#moment for us sukuita nation. they really said we’re finally here and we’re gonna grab each other#+ i know i’m seeing things but the way kuna looks at yuuji like. when he REALLY gets a moment to stare directly at him. is always so pensive#im going insane y’all#sukuita#my post#i was sensing that it was gonna be an important chapter with a final panel of sukuna going “oh.” or smth (and boy was i right oh no…) so i#was nervous but i was given more sukuita and now that’s all i have in mind 😭
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I remember when the Kenobi show first came out, and there was quite a lot of outrage around the fact that Reva knew Vader’s identity.
I specifically remember one post on r/fixingmovies suggesting that this plot hole could be fixed by… rewriting the Order 66 Jedi Temple flashback scenes at the beginning of the series to include Reva as a Jedi youngling, and thus giving her a reason to know Vader was Anakin Skywalker. I am sincerely not joking.
If you, perhaps, remember the Kenobi series and have, perhaps, a singular brain cell, you will remember that not only was it quite clearly obvious that Reva was one of the younglings in that flashback, but that this was later explicitly confirmed.
Obviously this ‘fix’ was not needed in any way and was entirely ridiculous.
Reading this, you are, perhaps, shaking your head at the idiocy of some people. But rest assured that your criticisms of the ‘plot holes’ and ‘lore-breaking events’ and other unutterably terrible occurrences in The Acolyte are THE SAME FUCKING THING
#reading people screaming ‘oh my god the witches BROKE CANON!!! they can’t make kids they’re ruining star war!’ and having flashbacks to the#exact moment I lost any marginal amount of faith in the wider sw fandom I had#people have said this before and better. but reading brainrotted bad faith criticism like this is fucking awful#and I’m allowed to rant#star wars#is this the original post tag#sw the acolyte#star wars the acolyte#the acolyte#kenobi series#star wars kenobi#kenobi show
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They’re Cooking on Twitter
#The girlies are already calling it twowillis. New and exciting things going down#Willis Todd#Two Face#Jason Todd#this concept is actually so funny can you imagine if Willis died because he was having a toxic yaoi moment with his boss#while his sick wife and child are at home oh I’m sick 😩#Harvey Dent
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fall brings many surprises; unfortunately, one of them is realizing that you’re in love with your arranged husband
#I don’t draw her lovesick enough so here#this was actually gonna be a lighting test but it turned into this. so.#now that I’m looking at it it’s very iffy but oh well#also!! don’t really have their “oh.” moments written down so if anyone has ideas don’t be shy to tell me<33#project sekai#akito shinonome#kohane azusawa#akikoha#shinonome akito#vivid bad squad#azusawa kohane#akihane#lyn-ne’s art
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Calliieeeee hellloooo Callie helloooo Callie ^_^
#splatoon#callie splatoon#callie cuttlefish#captain 3#agent 3#vice captain 3.5???#goober art#I didn’t wanna draw digitally today so we have a rare trad art moment#with Calliieeee hi Callie hiiiiiiiii :3#I got press on nails today#no more nubs for the time being🤑🤑🤑#I can walk around serving mild cunt…FINALLY!!!#I’VE BEEN WAITING SO LONG FOR MY MOMENT OF CUNTENSLAYEN#COUGH#ermmm#lowkey I think I’m gonna pick team past for the Grand Fest#cuz like#gameboys#oh and nostalgia I guess but gameboys are more important😒😒#also like the past can include yesterday so….its not like the past only consists of cringefail Goober from like 628262 years ago💀💀#huzzah!!!#anywho!!!!#listen to N.D.F.E by Bad Waitress#do ur daily click#annndddddd#have a good!!#┌|◎o◎|┘
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