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[thatdeadaquarius]

Al haithem leads the creator to the oldest known record of human language. A stone that has "sus" etched into it.

a h –

💀 stop this madness- what do u want from me,, aHH- what do u waNT- PLEASE-

I KNEW AS SOON AS I TYPED THAT SHIT OUT SOMEONE WOULD ASSAULT ME W/ MORE CURSED MEMES ON ANCIENT STONE SLABS I TOOK THE CHANCE ANYWAY IT WAS A MISTAKE-

Omfg. Awful thought:

Everytime there's a modern "update" on memes and trends and slang, Teyvat finds like another documentation of it 💀

Sumeru archeologists (Creator specific ones would exist too i would think..) is an absolutely reliable field,

Bc unlike here, those stone slabs or murals just keep showing up deep in sand dunes or hard to reach nature areas (like enkanomiya etc), and are made in order to "reflect/update" to our modern lingo bc it needs to keep a record bc its "Teyvat history" to them 😭

(Like the world itself is adding that shit, and the Irminsul wants to know)

Stop no get of my head no more thought head emtpy

Its the wine yall i gotta go to bed-

♡

Also heyyy, u may have noticed i have slowed down, i am mostly sad not bc of yall pressuring me not at all, im just ready to not be a student anymore!!

Bc I got uni starting back up again/senior semester graduation, so kinda crazy + car trouble this week :/

Anyway, ill be updating more on the weekends!!

So if ur interested in my insane ramblings, look out for my ass groovin out to yalls asks / requests on the weekends :)

(🚧Also cant wait to be working on those 100 follower event postssss *construction noises resume*👷✍️🚧)

Cheers,

🌒🌧🌊Aqaurius♒️🌌🌘

[unfortunatelyevent]

thinking about essek thelyss "my entire life goal is and has always been the search for knowledge, the uncovery of mysteries, and I'll do it before everyone one way or another, no matter what I have to do, no matter the cost, but meeting you turned my life around in such a way that I would turn away the opportunity to uncover the greatest time mystery of all that's right in front of me and fix every mistake I made, just by the mere possibility that changing any of the choices I made would take you from me, nothing would make me give away any of the moments I had and will have with you.... unless it's for you, then I would do it in a heart beat" and going just a little bit more insane

[baylardian-1]

she's been putting it off............................

[bandtrees]

“Sasha.” He murmurs into her mouth. “Yes.” She confirms. It’s me — I know — Me too — You’re welcome — like a cold reader. The kind of con he would have laughed out of the Institute. But his head’s worn down, his heart even moreso. He’s tired of thinking. —— John has one assistant he still trusts.

woe, spooky little john(not!)sasha thing i wrote be upon ye

[kitkatpancakestack]

Wow yes I DO think 9-1-1 needs more female characters you make a great point and we should definitely—wait what did you say? oooh okay i see *packs up bags* nvm guys stand down false alarm they're just talking about Taylor Kelly again

[sweetest-honeybee]

was cleaning my fridge when I randomly thought "a clean home is a happy home" and now I'm thinkin how infuriated Home would be if he gets dirty or to add even more fuel to the already blazing fire, how much of a clean freak Grey Au!Wally would be to keep Home happy

Ohh! A clean home is definitely a happy home! I’m seeing this more like Home being such a clean freak haha!

[godlygivenanxiety]

From The Start ➸ And I sound like a loon, but don't you feel it too? Confess I loved you from the start

[something-wicked-within-me]

PearlescentMoon, here! 🌑

🌕 Genderapathetic and Lunirgender. Call me whatever pronouns you'd like. I go by Pearl or Scarlet :] 🌖 I have Erotomania + OLD (Obsessive Love Disorder) and BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). 🌗 As mentioned above, I have a delusional disorder, and I have a DA to Double Life PearlescentMoon. But doubles are just 'swell! Welcome, even :] I'm just one Pearl among a universe of many! I'd love to meet others out there! Shoot me an ask, aye? 🌘 I identify as a fictionkin and as an IRL yandere. yes, I'm getting therapy, I made this blog as a safe place to healthy handle my delusions and obsessive thoughts. Don't harass me. I'm coping. 🌑 Mediamates are welcome! ESPECIALLY Scotts. Scotts PLEASE, PLEASE interact. I don't care if you're a fictive, fictionkin, linker, etc, i'd love for ANY Scott to interact with me. After all, we find other in every universe!

DISCLAIMER.

✨🌙 Yes, I ship myself and C!Scott. Yes, I'm aware he's cannonically gay, and he still is in my canon. And, though I identified as woman in canon, I don't identify as a woman anymore. I 'ship' us more in a of a queerplatonic sense that only sort of veers into romantic tension, anyway.

[souporsaladnatural]

the devil has won today (i am restarting supernatural)

[mwagneto]

unfortunately for everyone involved im hitting the exact right combination of summer melancholy + extreme mental illness spiral + late july/august + insomnia that makes me rewatch shadowhunters. sorry in advance

[wexhappyxfew]

CLINGING TO JACKET MY FRIEND!

HI POETTTT!!!!!! at your service! more than anything! ab-so-lute-ly!!!! i give all credit to @softspeirs for sparking me with this idea (after a recent Margie x Benny prompt) and just....i have NOT stopped thinking about it since because....it is SO GOOD. SO GOOD. to say i get enabled easily is an extreme understatement and i just couldn't help it and had to take it and do some writing for it. not much progress has been made (ie = work lol), but i'll be excited to finish writing and polish it off - CHEF'S KISS IDEA!!!!!!!

This idea of 'clinging to jacket' (or at least A jacket) came from writing a Margie x Benny prompt, and I briefly mentioned how (and therefore implied) that the first person to see Margie when she came into the Stalag was Major Cleven. And this is significant in the fact that - it's not like it's Benny, or one of the girls, or even Bucky - it's Major Cleven - it's Buck.

Buck reminds Margie of some of her older brothers - on the quieter side, caring, hard-working, true-to-themselves, always willing to help, always ready and willing to address a situation that isn't right. And so, after we come to this head in the writing that I've mentioned previously (the SB crew gets split up - Annie, Kennedy, Margie and Bessie go down and all end up in the Stalag), we reach this separation point and new eras for all of the girls. Margie especially.

She ends up thinking of herself as almost this completely whole new person. Because of what she's experienced and felt and lived through in the matter of a week before getting to the Stalag. I'm a big fan of platonic-based connections and it is safe to say that Buck and Margie are one of those. And (I hope to include this perspective in future pieces), but Margie never had much interaction with Buck before all this - conversations here and there but nothing deep. BUT - when Buck Cleven is the first person Margie sees after the horrors of what she has just gone through, she immediately clings to that.

Someone she knows! Someone from the 100th! Someone that can HELP HER!! Someone that can get her out of whatever she's experiencing and someone she can cling to!

So, Buck Cleven becomes pretty significant to Margie in the sense that she knows he is there for her. All the time. After arriving in the camp. They will go on to share some heartfelt moments and Buck ends up being there for her in more ways than one - but having that first person show up for her - someone she recognized and brought her out of the unknown. She sticks to people like that. As a somewhat religious person, she would sat that Buck Cleven was put there because of the situation, because he needed to be there, for the both of them.

I really want to emphasize the CLINGING aspect - like Margie was almost death on two feet - practically destroyed from the earlier version of her normal sunshine-self! And she's left clinging to life, to someone, something, to stay alive. And that's Buck Cleven's coat. pretty significant and equally important. Buck Cleven you are too special, king!! Never change! <3

It'll be a nice exploration of that specific connection to one another and I'm very excited to get writing with it!!!!! ;D

feel free to ask about one of my WIPs! [here]

[darcyolsson]

whats the worst kind of relationship to have with anyone and why is it ex-best friend who you had a massive conflict with that got resolved but still makes you hate them a little at all times but only in the same way that you'll always love them a little for once being your best friend. and you have to pretend you dont feel either of those things because youre just casual friends now

[sabrirene]

i fear the 'surely someone's gonna save me' in sunshine baby has an incredible chokehold on me

[iidsch]

I'm watching a playthrough of the original Disco Elysium and man, I cannot overstate how much of an improvement the voice acting in the Final Cut is. Not just in comparison to the original (all the voices are so so so much better) but also to the game as a whole. The voice actors do a stellar job of filling each scene with the right emotion and perfectly characterizing each character. Mad props to the people behind the voice casting, I hope they are proud of the incredible work they've done

[somespiralworkshop]

HEY

Do you think it'd be cool to have more variations on magic? Do you think Pigswick's magic could've had a point? Do you feel like some schools could've easily had more to them?

Do you just want to witness the result of me going insane for a couple years and developing the hell out of Spiral magic?

WELL LUCKILY FOR YOU!

I have spent an entire day creating my horrible (affectionate) little uquiz which takes all the alternative magic styles I've conceptualized and puts them in a sorting quiz. We aren't just talking your basic schools here; we've got results for latent-born Astral and Shadow schools, alternative variations off of the main schools centered on Pigswick's ideas, and even ancient Primal variations of magic incorporating facets of magical schools otherwise looked over, like the storm and seas, or life and the wild!! This is me releasing my concepts to the public. And if you are so curious, YOU can figure out which one fits you best!!!*

*results may not actually be best fitting. I'm doing my best out here.

Anyways <3 Have fun in there folk!!

[the--highlanders]

I just think victoria should have been allowed to kill maxtible tbh. I think she should have stumbled off skaro covered in blood and even more traumatised