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discoveredreality · 5 months ago

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having a uterus is so shitty

#ari's shit #help i hate periods #ive been crying for a good 10 minutes #cause there is 3 of the same mouses in our house #and idk what to do #how do i tell them apart #help #why am i crying #this is so shit #and like the mouses r so fucking annoying #ugh #i thought it was exactly the mouse i wanted #now that my mum has it i hate it #and now we have an extra my dad sometimes uses one #wtf #why does everyone have a mouse like mine #i hate htis #help i cant stop cryong

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butteredfrogs · 3 months ago

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trying so hard not to get upset and say fuck it and delete my tumblr

#the reason i’m upset isn’t even anything to do with tumblr #i’m upset bc of my mum and this house and just #idk i know i’m being emotional but i’m honestly struggling right now and i can feel my mental health getting fucking worse #and i’m just like haha who would even care if i leave #idk i probably sound so privileged to other people people probably think my problems are so stupid haha #i just hate this house it’s not a good place for me to be right now #when my mum just has random little outbursts and blames me #and then decides oh you know i offered for you to stay here rent free? oh and how i pay for the food #yeah well now you have to pay rent and i’m also not going to feed you okay!!!!!!#anyway.

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obsob · 2 years ago

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i hve a little sale going on in my shop rn!! 10% off some stuff! trying to move some of my older stock i am. running out of room oh dear oh dear

#barks #its running until next sunday so fill ur boots #my new prints arrived n i was like okay sick. whrere do i put these #my mum has decided she loves. cutting out n sticking labels on envelopes so now i hve a helper ssbgksbgkbs #nothing in the world i hate more than . cellotape noises

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oifaaa · 2 years ago

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you hate the Jason parents retcon? Me too; I've never seen anyone else like the circus parents more

I kinda feel bad now bc I meant the Jason's parents retcon of them going from victims of their circumstance to poor people bad sorry anon I'm sure there are people who prefer circus parents #2 I'm just not one of them (if you do sound off so anon knows they're not alone)

#ask #anon #im gonna continue my little steph Jason parents rant from yesterday tho bc i got a lot to say #like the way that steph and jason basically had mirror images of their parents #is a really easy way to see how the perception of poor people #changed between their two eras of batman comics #like jasons parents being poor and bc of that being forced to do shitty things #to stephs mum and dad being poor and just shitty people #but the reason i dont complain about stephs background like i do with jasons now that they've retconed his parents #is bc Jason was also retconed to always be this overly angry kid #while steph literally choose to fight her fathers villainy #and everything steph does herself fights back again poor stereotypes #like how she was a teen pregnancy #so while steph fights against sterotypes jason has been retconed to play into them #and i hate it #its why i think if you want to explore the bad poor parents you do it with steph #and we should try to steer jasons back into jason was a good kid with good parents who were doomed to fail by the system

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kavehater · 5 months ago

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I’ll never understand younger siblings whining about their older siblings moving away like I bet yall were nasty and annoying too like wow all those years and you claim to adore the older sibling and post oh woe is me the older sibling abandoned me … girl … the older sibling didn’t have a parental certificate or anything.

#since when were we friends nor did I have any obligation over you or towards you #we are literally roommates here acting like we’re friends #dora daily #I say this cause I saw yet another younger sibling on tiktok trying to make themselves a victim like the older one is clearly avoiding the #whole family and changing their phone number so u guys don’t contact for a reason like wth did you guys do that’s so bad they would go #through all that trouble #‘older siblings will never understand how doing that affects us physically and mentally’ oh quit whining and cope #I didn’t have an older sibling I relied on only myself heck not even strangers help me when I’m in dire need #I think yall need to cope harder and wake up to the real world #not all younger siblings but a lot of them like my little brother 13yo is good id never want to abandon him but the rest … yeah bye #idgaf you should’ve not been an idiot because believe me ik kids mess up but not like this #and now she’s grovelling at my feet bye grovel harder #like just an hour ago or so she came up to me and was like I’m going to school for the first day are you gonna miss me #I said no because she always tells me no when I ask her if she missed me #and somehow she had the audacity to be upset like okay #the same girl who tells me to move out btw #my mum said oh u have to be her best friend cause if she has nobody here then she will have to rely on strangers #and she would find herself in trouble cause they don’t have good intent oh gee I wonder which person caused me to do that #it’s honestly ironic #like Eris and virtue happened because she couldn’t step up and be a normal mother byeeee #and anyways whyre you acting like having a sibling is essential #it honestly isn’t like why would I be nice to a girl who dogs on me and beats me up and is disrespectful #she’s not that young anymore she’s almost 12 #‘oh they have different personalities’ well i hate hers and im not to be forced to like it either its my right

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immortalsins · 4 hours ago

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fml my dad misunderstood mine and my brother's christmas plans and thought we'd be spending all of christmas day with our mum. so until now he's assumed we'd be leaving him alone on christmas day. and didn't say anything. he made the closest thing he could to christmas lunch today, likely thinking he wouldn't get to do it with us. and he didn't say anything

#corrected him today but he's spent almost 48 hours with the belief that we wouldn't see him once #need to do some work but i will sit here and cry about that instead #i'm so tired of this i want to leave this house but also never leave him again #my biggest fear right now is that he'll kill himself #and it's clearly my brother's too #not that we've discussed it #i know my mum did something to him but she hasn't said what #she'll tell me one day but has said that i will hate her when she does #i never could #and i know he's done unforgivable things to her #but god i'm scared of that conversation #ANYWAYYYY #fuck. dont want to go tomorrow #despite doing everything in my power not to come here #first i need to throw away the choke lead he found on a walk and decided to use for my dog :/#cut that thing in half and replace it with another when my brother & i go to town #rambling now. will shut up and watch my lectures #👍#🥲#😬

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bunveh · 6 days ago

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kicks rocks ..

#I honest to God don’t know how to speak to anyone on here ..#not even on here only I mean in general #it’s fine it’s fine I’m ok on my lonesome IT IS OK !#<- convincing myself. I’m such a liar tho #why do I have to reach out first 24/7 like am I not interesting enough ??#I actually feel sick this is genuinely sickening.#SO beyond sickening.#like I swear I don’t complain 24/7 ?? but like when the only thing that happens to u is negative and ur only surrounded by negativity no #matter what positive thing you try what else do I have #I don’t understand why has it been my whole life I have to pander and give give give 24/7 to even be considered a distant friend #I always used to get ppl gifts I always made gifts too and used to get ppl snacks and try to be overly empathetic #in fact a girl said I’m better than her psychologists #and now I bring my coworkers snacks too all the time and delivered the sandwiches my mum made for them #I feel stupid. stupid and used. and pathetic.#I know for a fact I’d be thrown away so quick if I didn’t do those things. and I do them bc I care for the person I’m not actively like #oh I’ll do this so they like me no .. I do that bc I genuinely adore the person but I’m not stupid ..#ik when it’s like ppl are only there bc they just tolerate me or they like what I can give #but I want to take only for once .. just once. Ik I’ll hate taking and whenever someone offers I blatantly refuse always #but it’s the thought .. the thought means the entire world and beyond to me #it just all bottles down to the fact I am insanely replaceable and forgettable and not noticeable. that’s about it.#I’m not back. and yea that’s a stupid thing to even put as a note bc there is zero chance anyone even noticed lol 😭 ! but yea ..#sigh I privated practically my whole blog again yay #fnsoalsm the reason I say coworkers instead of friends (bc we are actually super close so I should be calling them friends but ..) is bc I #refuse to call anyone my friend anymore. I just #give up. I’m so tired .. so so tired of these surface level lies I don’t think I’ll ever have friends and that is ok.#anyways on a positive note I was watching arcane and words cannot describe how much jinx means to me. actually they can give you an idea ..#she is actually soooo adorable to me and my heart hurts for her too sobsss #her and I are getting married fr LOOLLL (cover your ears Kaveh)#Ik for a fact she’s gonna get screwed over in season two I haven’t rlly watched it yet tho but I’ve seen spoilers

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the-casbah-way · 12 days ago

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stupid family bullshit below the cut

i just found out that my dad had an older brother who died in a car crash when he was 11 and no one told us. apparently it was the entire reason my granddad was so sad and quiet all the time because it fucked him up forever

#ask to tag #also found out in the same convo that my other granddad used to beat the shit out of my mum #less surprising because he did that to me too but damn #didn’t even find out because anyone told me it’s because my auntie posted about her brother on fb #and when i brought it up to my sister we talked abt all the other shit they hid from us and a bunch more stuff came up #now i have to tell my brother. sigh #i hate how emotionally constipated everyone here is like why don’t they tell us anything #they didn’t tell me when my dad got cancer twice #didn’t tell me when my uncle died of cancer i just showed up on christmas and he wasn’t there #i wasn’t allowed to go to my grandfathers funeral even though he was my primary caretaker for 9 years #purely bc no one wanted to deal w the emotional baggage of explaining funerals to a kid #MAN. fucks sake. fuck this #i love some of my family in theory but sometimes i wonder if i should just give up and cut contact #the person i love the most has been dead most of my life now and we’ll never get to move back to the highlands. what is the point #that was what i wanted. the rest of this isn’t worth it. i’m tired of being lied to #the more i think about it the more i’m clinging to this family because it’s the closest thing to my granddad i still have #but i just want him i don’t want any of this. so i think i should move on maybe

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ed89 · 1 month ago

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long ass rant in tags. abt to explode

#need to get this off my chest #ok so i straight up lied to my mum. shes been trying to get me a job out of stocking shelves #and i just. cannot find the motivation to do anything. i dont know what i want to do other than rot away #and im also so fucking scared of everything #so she made me apply for an office job that was mostly data entry and writing/editing #which is fine. easy. but i cant think of anything worse than having to sit on my ass doing boring shit for 8 hours #so when they called me. i didnt pick up #i didnt reply to their message. and my mum has been asking about it for the past 2 weeks cus she was convinced that HAD to call me #that i was a perfect candidate. and i was. but i didnt tell her they called me #i just lied and said they didnt. but she emailed them and they..well they told her the truth #and now shes really pissed at me. but hear me out. she forced me to apply. i didnt fucking want to #and ive already said no to so many jobs that i feel terribly guilty abt it so i just went along with it #lying is so easy yknow?#but i guess lying isnt great when they find out #i feel like shit. shes not even acknowledging me and i hate when shes pissed off at me and i know she should be #but cmon. i didnt want the damn job. why cant i just die honestly #ed stfu challenge #vent

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djarinova · 1 month ago

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trying to act normal over the fact that we're moving house next week. and failing

#god i just need to fall apart NOW #im barely hanging on fr #we dismantled the sofa today and are now sitting on our old chairs in the living room #and i almost died actually #thinking about how i had no idea that last night would be THE last night i ever ate my dinner on that sofa in this house #or about how last night was the last night I would ever sit with my boyfriend on that sofa in this house #or or or or or #there are so many things that are about to be the last time i ever do them in this house #and i hate that i cant properly know when they will be #what if i never walk my dogs in this park again #what if i never wash my hair upstairs ever again #what if i never cook another meal in this kitchen #WHY CAN WE NOT KNOW WHEN WE ARE DOING THINGS FOR THE FINAL TIME #i hate this #it's literally never going to be over and i mean that #after we move #we have to clean and organise and unpack/buy things for my dads house #which will take months especially to buy furniture and decorate bec he wont have enough money for extra things #and then my mum will be moving into her new house #probably December but honestly could be after Christmas. who knows #and then the same again #at least her house is newer and has been lived in #dads hasnt been lived in for years and is dirty and unused #FUCK #i need a break #and i just know i wont be able to visit my boyfriends house for WEEKS #i just want to get through this move but god. it will never be over #em talks #tag talk

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thursdayg1rl · 1 month ago

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one of the dramas from the wedding was one of the grooms cousins (on the other side not mine) just not wearing the clothes we had made for her specifically