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idk why i feel so off today but i just. do
#nothing seems to be helping#it's 3 pm and i've done basically nothing today#and i'm so bored but i have no idea what to even do with myself#i hate to waste a sunday like this but what do i DO??#absolutely nothing is holding my interest or seems fun#and my head hurts and my ear hurts (and has been bleeding since last night??) and i'm just like#over everything#idk what's causing this mood drop but i need it to stop#tbd#idk i'm just whining
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I hate the summer
#its currently 230 am and i am hot and sweaty from the heat#nothing seems to be helping#its to late to get a fan (id wake everybody up)#this is not fun
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QUICK NO ONE'S LOOKING
(See readmore for thoughts, cope, bonus, etc.)
Anyone else up thinking about Ratio's big, strong, secure arms and how warm and all-consuming they could be in a hug or embrace. :/ Anyway
I just wanted to draw them being cute and seizing a sliver of a moment where they could have some PDA silly time without actually having any eyes on them. They're public figures and working adults with very clear boundaries between public persona and private life (to varying degrees of "in a sad way"), so while it may be in Aventurine's nature to constantly blur lines for various agendas and self-preservation (read: play "the flirt" without an aligned goal), I believe that in an actual relationship they'd be fairly private.
It's kind of fun to break your own rules, though! Ratio would be more upset about the consequences, though. He's a little bit of a hypocrite, which is devastating for someone of such discipline, but nobody's perfect.
I'm of the mentality of, "If you're tired of working on it, then just post it!", so here are some fun peripherals that I didn't feel like adding:
Some staff in the background sweeping up to evoke a blended sense of fragile privacy and liminal time.
A laptop on the aquarium/bar/counter because there's something fascinating about seeing people on their work laptops in public.
The rest of their clothes (casual friday)
#hsr#dr. ratio#aventurine#aventio#ratiorine#my art#hsr fanart#there's nothing profound about this I just like drawing cute fluff. I'm having fun with my Gay Working Adults Romance#epic universe! still have to get on a conference call with ten people kind of thing#i'm always thinking about how both of them control the personality they convey very meticulously#how it's a survival mechanism for aventurine but some... other thing for ratio....#it's practicality and discipline and ideals.#it's also ''midnight on a sunday'' so i am going to schedule this to post at a ''normal hour''#and then ''go to bed''#what wip do i work on next. the answer is probably nothing i've already started#my art: hsr#aventurine doing his evil flirting thing to rile people up 🤝 ratio trying to ''be in character'' on the IPC broadcast and making his and#aventurine's work partnership ''seem blurry and messy''#= manufactured youtuber drama#they're going home and ratio's going to bake some fish dude!!!! aventurine is LLLLLLITERALLLYYYYY turning on the radio#and helping him peel carrots.#and most importantly#they are NOT googling themselves ‼
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Something I really like about timebomb is that Ekko actually knows what he's getting into.
I'm not really seeing it get talked about but in season 1 they mention that Ekko and the firelights help people addicted to shimmer get off it and lead more fulfilling lives within the community. I should probably rewatch the scene for the exact wording (might be misremembering tbh) but that comment implies A LOT.
First: Ekko's mission is helping people where he can, he would probably try and help Jinx even if he wasn't in love with her
Second: He has experience dealing with severe mental illness as that often goes hand in hand with drug abuse, namely depression/suicidal ideation like what Jinx was exhibiting
Third: He's probably mapped out best course of action FOR dealing with this and has already figured out his own limits/boundaries. Meaning he knew what he was getting into trying to talk Jinx out of suicide, and was thus more equipped to deal with the aftermath
Fourth: He's probably helped ex members of Silco's gang. The firelights seem to have a theme of healing and repairing and recovering, so they've probably also learned to forgive. If they're mission is to rebuild the lanes into a safe space, they can't exclude people they don't like, they have to make room for them. I think they fought Silco out of necessity, and I doubt Jinx would be the first person they help who's killed one of them.
These all might be a bit of a stretch but I think it really fits. Beyond that, it shows that Ekko can ACTUALLY help Jinx. As much as unconditional love can do, Ekko has the tools for Jinx's recovery and a path ready for her. He also probably knows that her "healthy" will look different from AU Powder's "healthy." On top of that, I expect he knows how to respect her even in the middle of psychotic breaks and won't agitate her already frail mental state
#if you would like to (respectfully) disagree with me I'll GLADLY talk with you. I can think of nothing but Arcane atm#timebomb#ekko arcane#putting it in the tags bc I want to let people agree with my timebomb takes without having to listen to my other ship opinions#uh on that note I have some Caitlyn and Vi opinions that go a bit hand in hand with this#but I think that in contrast Caitlyn and Vi are mutually self destructive#see neither of them seem to make the others mental health... better.#Vi is desperate and needs love wherever she can get it#and Caitlyn... I'm not sure. I have a hard time reading her but a lot of the vibes I get off her feel like she just likes having the power#over vi#I KNOW THAT'S A STRONG CLAIM#hear me out#Vi in her search for unconditional love does a lot of enabling#a good example is when Caitlyn arrests that henchman in episode 3(?)#Vi is VISIBLY uncomfortable with that and for good reason!#Caitlyn just locked someone up for life for... nothing?#kinda like Marcus did to her (yes Marcus was trying to protect her but I doubt that's how Vi sees it)#but Vi doesn't voice this or push Caitlyn on it#instead she asks Caitlyn not to change#not great communication on Vi's part#but also indicative of how little their values align#and how little Caitlyn actually considers Vi and her problems and history#Caitlyn doesn't help Vi heal and she turns on Vi the second Vi stops enabling her and letting Caitlyn do as she thinks is best#neither of them are ready to deal with the others problems or communicate well#again. willing to discuss this. my opinions are swayable.#I just personally found Caitlyn made the most sense and was most compelling when she was going down facist dictator path#sure she could be more but I don't think the show ever really transitioned her away from that#you can see it in the way she treats Maddy#hhhhhh I should go to bed rather than spill every last thought I've ever had
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please 🥺 whenever you complete some kind of personal goal, bakugou will hook an arm around your neck and tug you into his chest and press his lips into your hair an murmur a quiet, "proud of you," 🥺
#PLEASEEEE#he's so sweet 🥺#quietly motivating 🥺 i dont think he lets you slack LOL#he seems like the kind of person to—#like if it's his day off and he's got nothing to do (not likely) he's like. what way can i help you accomplish this#that does not take away from you doing it yourself#he's one task after another#and if it's a goal and task for you then it's important to him 🥺#✿ thoughts: bakugou#and i also think he really wants to make sure YOU accomplish your goal YOURSELF so that you can reap the benefit of it 🥺#proud of yourself more confident in yourself#bc he knows you can do it 🥺#✿ theme: domestic bakugou
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So after barely 2 hours, my perfectly respectful byler theory/analysis (didn't mention mileven badly even once) was taken down because it was apparently reported MULTIPLE TIMES on reddit.
Another byler helped me contest the report, so the post is back up for NOW..... But I seriously need people to help me fight this bs, because I'm sure it's at risk of being taken down again. Please upvote it if you can <3
LINK TO THE REDDIT POST
#byler#also i genuinely dont get upset about the hateful or rude comments they're replying with on the post#cause i know for a fact that they won't provide any evidence or arguments to actually make my analysis seem wrong#it'll just be a whole lot of “you're wrong” “you're delusional” “mileven is endgame” with NOTHING to really back it up#so yes i just want the post to stay up to make a point#cause i KNOW it will help plant little seed of doubt in their brains#no matter how much they deny it#because they clearly dont have anything solid to say im wrong#just that i AM#lolol
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Cullen: *trying to distract Ras Al Ghul for his sister who he just found out was Blue Bird* Why do you worship Lazarus anyway? What does it give you?!
Ras Al Ghul: It gives me endless life and eternal youth.
Cullen: But I bet it can't give me a boyfriend.
*Lazarus green portal opens up in the sky and shoots a guy down at Cullen feet*
Ras:
Cullen:
Nightwing:
Bluebird:
Robin:
Cullen: Dibs
Robin: That is a demon. A pit demon.
Cullen: and I called dibs
Phantom: ????
Phantom: I know a place if you like burgers
#dp x dc#fanfiction prompts#prompts#danny phantom#danny fenton#batman#cullen row#cullen row x danny fenton#do they have a ship name yet?#i know nothing about cullens comic charecter other than he:#1 has a crush on tim#2 has low self esteem#3 seems kinda desperate for a boyfriend#somebody help this guy#with the self esteem issue if nothing else#the bats are gonna lose it if danny just disappears with Cullen#which he totally would#maybe he gets Phantom to fight Ras too#bad news#cullen is now seen as a possible Lazarus saint or something idk and the loa wants him bad
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Baby’s first Mouthwashing fanart
#WE’RE SAUR BACK#HIIIIII#HUZZAH#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#I love this game so much it’s actually inhumane#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#art#fanart#my art#slay#I sprint excitedly to my undisclosed destination#before abruptly tripping over what seemed like nothing at all#hundrends upon thousands of Daisuke Mouthwashing pictures come spilling out of my pocket#now splayed all across the ground for onlookers to see and judge me vehemently for#I scramble to stuff each picture back into my pockets#all the while the horde of strangers point laugh at my misfortune#tears begin to stream from my eyes uncontrollably#prompting a little boy to cut through the crowds laughter with his piercing call#“STOP!!!!!#the boy yells before admitting to being the one who had tripped me#albeit accidentally#the then chastises the cruel horde of onlookers for their malevolence#before promptly kneeling down to help me gather up my pictures#all the while he apologizes profusely for putting me into this situation in the first place#one could say the little boy took responsibility.#????? what the hell man#anyway#MOUTHWASHING!!!!!
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I have a theory that probably isn't new,but I think that Galinda probably had a very lonely childhood and may not have actually been popular until like 8th-10th grade. She was obviously doted on and surrounded by yes-men from an early age,but I think she empathized with elphie from the beginning. I also think she was scared to express that for fear of losing the image she had so carefully crafted. She feels all this "loathing" as well as love towards Elphaba because she sees everything she still could be if she were braver...unfortunately this also includes becoming a pariah. Mind you,she does make wisecracks about elphie being green but they both enjoyed their little spat in history class. That Ozdust dance scene really seems to drive it home with how she joined Elphaba's dance. Okay,that might have been out of remorse for setting her up like that,but the comforting???? The wiping her tears and the embrace???? Ignoring her toxic ass friends trying to get her to stop when she's usually all about image???? Her doing the most to secure her date and position of love interest with fiyero only to ditch him entirely to run off with Elphie????
And THEN we get the Popular sequence. It's not just a flirty or silly little number (it is those things but it's more than that). Popularity has helped her rise up the social ladder despite a lack (at the time) of talent. Her ambition to become a sorceress is altruistic if also self-serving. She wants to actually DO and BE good and feel like the adoration she seems to acquire so easily has been earned. She tries to help Elphaba become popular because Elphaba IS good and has so much talent. BUT Elphaba lacks social skills and isn't conventionally attractive. Elphaba gave her a leg up towards her goals by not only insisting Galinda be in the seminar as well but also THREATENING TO QUIT THAT INSTANT if morrible didn't include her and give her the training wand. They both spend the rest of act 1 bar like a couple of scenes helping each other advance until they have to part ways inevitably. That's love born of empathy and understanding. The "galindafying" was her protecting Elphaba and literally the best gift she was able to give in return
#gelphie#galinda upland#glinda the good witch#elphaba thropp#wicked#giving very “no one wanted to play with me as a little kid// so I've been scheming like a criminal ever since”#“to make them love me and make it seem effortless'#all she ends up doing for all her dressup and hair styling ultimately is putting an accessory of her signature color in Elphaba's hair#“pink goes good with green” “goes well with green” “it so does”#i feel like she knew the grammatically correct word but it was just banter she enjoyed and did it to annoy her then tease affectionately#she realizes elphaba is beautiful the way she is#elphaba being her “new project” had nothing to do with thinking she was ugly or imperfect#she genuinely wants to help and do good for someone she knows deserves the world#i am once again in tears over these two
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I'm on season 3 of House MD and I really appreciate that they've graduated from "petty" medical malpractice to straight-up assisted suicide
#they've helped someone die in TWO different episodes this season and we're only on episode 7#there was nothing petty about their previous medical malpractice but the technical murder is certainly new#and REALLY fueling my villain AU#house md#also holy fuck wilson is a ride or die friend#he seems like the most straight edged of them but he's off the fucking rails too#my posts
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The GBG project is definitely the funniest thing Kuusuke has done.
It's incredibly cartoonishly evil.
"Familiarizing them with this technology will reduce both their fear and resistance", "gain blind trust", "encourage them to stop thinking", "the target(Saiki Kusuo)" - it's so over the top.
But aside from that, another factor for it being really funny is how he Forgot the bag with the data.
Kuusuke took a device to set up a fake phone conversation, parts to modify the shooting contest gun with, but not it.
Kuusuke deliberately came back to live with his grandparents for this project. And before that, he stated that he'll return once he thinks he can win. The GBG project was a well-prepared attempt to win. And he just didn't bring the plans for it.
#saiki kuusuke#saiki kusuke#kusuke saiki#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k#although he seemed not to need those files much as he was doing fine without them#if they were unnecessary he'd have just told kuniharu to throw the bag away; so they were important#kuusuke thinking of the cat tank shows that#either he originally intended to include it in this project or that he wasn't expecting to win with this plan#in either case this was certainly supposed to be an Attempt#kuniharu's laziness actually helped out kusuo there#in the 3ds game he actually does make an 'army' of old people#(nothing interesting happens with that but it's still a nice reference)
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The sheer desperate need to be close and to be held, to not e alone, to not lose him to his own choices.
#blue canvas of youthful days#bcoyd#qi lu x qin xiao#qin xiao x qi lu#chinese bl#asian lgbtq dramas#bl drama#bl series#asianlgbtqdramas#bl gif#that grop on this jacket almost took me out#it was just destruction at the very most basic level#he is so desperate to not be alone#but nothing he does seems to help him escape that fate
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this is literally how analyzing borderlands feels. btw.
#borderlands#ITS SOOO...#i went through the bloodshot ramparts again and watching the scripted events of hyperion slaughtering bandits...#its clearly meant to be seen as brutal. like you seem them begging and screaming for help as the loaders mow them down#and then the vhs do the same thing. and the bloodshots are getting swarmed on two different ends and theres just nothing they can do#the crimson raiders had a direct hand in allowing the COV to be made bc they didnt gaf about anyone else on pan- (gets shot)
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Okay challenge mode. You are a therapist and Eridan Ampora from Homestuck has just walked right out of his intro page into your office. How do you fix him?
put him and karkat in a room with a pile of stuff and tell them they can't leave until they've jumped into it and talked about their feelings
#realtalk therapy doesnt work unless the person getting the therapy puts in the effort to make it work#eridan starts the comic in complete and utter denial that he's in need of help#so there's really nothing i nor any stranger could do about that#HOWEVER he does talk to karkat often about his feelings (and vice versa) and#the reason they didnt hang out during the game seems to be#1) they were on separate teams and didnt realize the teams were the same team until later on#2) by then it was too late and eridan had aggro'd all his angels#3) gamzee was deliberately keeping eridan away from karkat and vice versa (likely bc gamzee had a palecrush on kk)#4) karkat was too busy falling victim to his own insecurities abt being a leader to pay attention to his actual friendships#4a) eg. it shouldve been the time player doing the frog hunt with kanaya & not the blood player#like im not saying moirallegiance with karkat would have fixed all of eridans problems but i am saying#what eridan really needed was a friend who took his problems seriously and could see past his bullshitting#and karkat already WAS that friend - they just never hung out#so by the time the meteor rolls around eridan has spent WEEKS feeling abandoned anxious and alone on his death planet#and karkat has gotten used to not thinking about eridan too much#so karkat - who is basically eridans only actual friend at that point - isnt able to get through to him & eridan snaps#like the thing about sburb/homestuck is that it really stresses the importance of friendship and working together#letting each other help with each others' problems#thats why the smallest viable game is still two people by necessity#so when we see things like gamzee snapping or eridan snapping or vriska snapping#as much as these are the 'fault' of the person snapping they also need to be viewed as comprehensive team failures#the people who should have spent the game together didnt and the people who shouldnt have spent the game together did#vriska was allowed to bully tf outta tavros and nobody intervened#eridan was left all alone and nobody tried to help him#and everybody was mean to gamzee and nobody tried to connect with him#and you know whose job it is to make sure the right people are hanging out together? the blood player#and unfortunately our blood player was so insecure that he was doing jobs that werent his to do#im not saying pale erikar would fix homestuck but i am saying pale erikar is a symptom of things being fixed in homestuck
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I'll either succeed or I'll learn trying
#I wanna REMEMBER THIS!!!!!!!!#its helpful for me to keep in mind#not failing. learning#learning. learning makes failures into something worthwhile#grimacing as I repeat this to myself#text post#delete later#idk saying it cause it made me be like heh. nice#so idk might make someone else be like hm... nice#so LAMGOMSAGKLSAJGALKGJASLKGMSALKGJ#there is not much thought behind the things I post there's just not really much thought in general#honestly that is not true#I overthing everything. on account of the anxiety#but it's all good#speaking of the doc gave me an anti anxiety med on top of the adhd thing#so that's cool#seems to be working though..#she told me I could up the dose and I might do that in like a week if it feels like hrmm#I asked for all the instructions about starting stopping upping lowering or changing the time I take things#cause yknow. those things matter and I like to experiment to figure out whats best for me#this has nothing to do with the post#also they messed up my order again#i only got 180 books#bro theres 120 more#where are they#give me my books!!! please!!!!!!!1#I'll wait til tomorrow#its possible they just didnt fit on the truck. thats completely reasonable
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a lot of clipping to fix, but hey I got it moving at least! I'll get the Telvanni robe properly physic'd if it's the last thing I do >:0
#last i checked the vanilla hdt clothes on the nexus didn't cover solstheim content#but i wanted to finally learn to do proper hdt bones myself anyway so its fine :)#this was a nightmarish mess before i separated the black underskirt to its own group#now it swishes around nicely and collides without going through the red outer skirt#i still haven't figured out the crouching/sneaking problem where it'll sometimes phase through the thighs like they don't exist#but that seems to happen to other people's outfits too so maybe it's not just mine? idk yet lol#hmmm i think that back flap thing with the gold trim is gonna have to be separated too. it stretches out weirdly :/#also. should the scarf get to move? maybe just the dangling ends?#bc the rest can't really move since there's nothing under the scarf. it's just glued at the edges to the chest of the outfit#which is good bc it's optimized well so the game isn't rendering the neck part of the robes that you don't even see#but I'd have to create new faces on the mesh to fill in the unseen gaps like i did when splitting the skirts up#and also i'm too lazy to map that new fancy chest area and draw out the missing texture with all the telvanni swirls :'(#help me motivation gods#modding stuff#my posts#i want nelly to be able to swish around prettily like anyone else <3#guys deserve some physic'd outfit love too
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