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secret island part 2
summary: while searching for the treasure, JJ and you are separated from the group and must survive together on an isolated island. In the midst of danger, both give in to the attraction, but when returning to the others, JJ is already involved Kie and you and him have to face guilt
warnings: nothing i think
word counter: 5032
author's note: english is not my first language
tags: @immyowndefender @overthinkersofia @sturnxluvv
The dim moonlight filtered through the window, softly illuminating the room. You were lying next to JJ, feeling the warmth of his body next to yours. His fingers were tracing soft patterns on your arm, a gesture that seemed as natural as breathing. The room was silent, except for the sound of your calm breathing.
Your head rested on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart. It was a rhythm that, for some reason, made you feel safe, as if in this small space, at least for a moment, the rest of the world didnât matter.
JJ spoke first, breaking the silence with a voice that sounded soft but laden with emotion.
âI donât know how Iâm going to walk away from you after this,â he admitted, his tone honest and vulnerable.
His words made your heart skip a beat. You closed your eyes for a moment, trying to contain the whirlwind of emotions that threatened to overwhelm you.
âI donât know how to do it either,â you replied in a whisper. I donât want to.
JJ sighed, and his arm tightened slightly around you, as if he was afraid you would fade away.
âItâs like⌠I need you,â he said after a moment, his voice barely a murmur.
Your eyes slowly opened, and you sat up enough to look at him. The sincerity in his eyes was almost overwhelming. You felt the same way, though it was hard to admit it out loud. Everything that had happened between the two of you these past few days seemed so inevitable, so intense, that fighting it would be pointless.
But there was one shadow you couldnât ignore. The image of Kie loomed in your mind, and with it, guilt.
âAnd Kie?â you finally asked, your voice shaking a little. âWhatâs going to happen to her, JJ?â
JJ looked away, his expression darkening. You could see the internal struggle on his face, the way his thoughts seemed like chaos. Finally, he looked back at you, his eyes filled with a mix of frustration and sadness.
âI donât know,â he admitted, rubbing his face with his hands. âItâs all so complicated. Kie is important to me, but what I feel when Iâm with youâŚâ He paused, searching for words. âItâs different. You make everything clearer and more confusing at the same time.â
His words resonated deeply with you, because they were an exact reflection of how you felt. You were caught between what you knew was right and what your heart was screaming for.
âJJ⌠this isnât going to be easy,â you said, though a part of you wished things were different.
He nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving yours.
âI know. But right now, I donât want to think about whatâs going to happen. I donât want to think about anything.â
Before you could respond, JJ leaned into you, his lips finding yours. The kiss was gentle at first, but it quickly became deeper, more urgent. There was a desperate need in his touch, like he was trying to hold on to this moment and to you.
You let yourself go, your hands finding his hair as he pulled you closer. Every kiss, every touch, was a reminder of how inevitable this connection between the two of you was. No matter how many times you tried to rationalize it, the attraction and intimacy was too powerful to ignore.
JJ gently laid you down on the bed, his body covering yours as his lips trailed down your neck, leaving a trail of kisses that made you shiver. Everything you felt for him was spilling out in that moment, in every whisper, in every caress.
âI need you,â he murmured against your skin, his voice husky and heavy with emotion.
Your fingers slid down his back, and his words caused a heat to spread throughout your body.
âMe too,â your voice replied, broken by the intensity of the moment.
The outside world disappeared once again, leaving only the two of you tangled in a tangle of emotions and desire. The weight of guilt and uncertainty was still there, but for now, you both decided to put it aside. In this space, there was no judgment or regret, just the truth of what you felt for each other.
The night continued with that mix of passion and vulnerability. The next morning when the sun was already high, was when you decided to leave the room and leave JJ behind. You had talked about being discreet, to avoid raising suspicions. So, with your heart still beating fast from what had happened between you, you quickly got ready and left first.
The cool air outside hit your skin, you walked towards the meeting point, where everyone had agreed to meet up later. As you got closer, you heard the familiar laughter and voices of your friends. You took a deep breath and forced yourself to keep a neutral expression.
Upon arriving, John B and Sarah were discussing something, while Pope and Kiara were laughing at an inside joke. You waved with a tight smile and took a seat on a log near Pope.
âThere you are!â Pope said, giving you a friendly punch on the shoulder. âWe thought JJ had left you somewhere on the island.â
You forced a laugh, shaking your head.
âNah, I got ahead of myself. JJâs probably still sleeping.â
Pope looked at you with a smile that seemed a little longer than usual, but you didnât comment on anything. At that moment, JJ appeared, walking with his hands in his pockets, looking carefree as always. His eyes met yours for a brief moment, but he quickly looked away at the others.
âWow, and the party already started without me?â he joked, sitting right next to Kiara.
She laughed, pushing him slightly.
âYouâre late as usual.â
JJ smiled, leaning into her with a familiarity that made you tense. You tried to focus on the conversation Sarah was having with John B, but you couldnât help but let your eyes drift to JJ and Kiara.
They were too close together.
Kiara leaned into him as they talked, her laughter echoing easily. JJ, for his part, seemed to enjoy her attention, resting an arm casually on the back of his seat, near his shoulders. You felt a pang in your chest that you tried to ignore.
Meanwhile, Pope sat closer to you, taking advantage of the general distraction to strike up a conversation.
âHow are you?â he asked you, his tone softer than usual.
âFine,â you replied with an automatic smile, though your attention was still divided between him and JJ.
Pope seemed to take your answer as an invitation to continue.
âYou know, Iâve been thinking⌠you and I havenât spent much time together lately. We should go out exploring a bit later, how about that?â
His words surprised you, and before you could respond, you felt a gaze fixed on you. You turned your head just in time to see JJ watching you, his eyes slightly narrowed. There was an obvious tension in his jaw, as if every word Pope said was irritating him more than he wanted to show.
âSure, Pope. That sounds good,â you said, not so much because you wanted to, but because you wanted to see how JJ would react.
And he did. His relaxed smile disappeared for a moment, and in its place, a flash of awkwardness appeared. However, he quickly returned his focus to Kiara, leaning in to whisper something to her that made her laugh again.
The atmosphere became unbearable. You felt like you were both throwing silent hints at each other through each other. Pope was trying to keep your attention, while JJ seemed more and more determined to focus on Kiara. The closeness between them was like a dagger, and you hated yourself for how much it affected you.
Eventually, Sarah noticed the tension in the air and tried to lighten the mood.
âOkay, guys, how about we stop flirting with each other and get back to business?â she teased, looking between you and Pope, then between JJ and Kiara.
âFlirting?â Pope said, laughing nervously. âCome on, Sarah, donât start with that.â
âYeah, yeah,â Kiara replied, waving a hand. âItâs just pure friendship here. Right, JJ?â
JJ smirked, but didnât say anything. His gaze, however, strayed to you for a second, just enough to make your heart race. There was something in that look, a mix of defiance and regret, as if she were saying: I know what youâre thinking, but this is what we have to do.
You decided to keep your composure, even though inside everything was chaos.
âExactly. Pure friendship,â you interjected, trying to sound casual.
Sarah raised her eyebrows, clearly intrigued, but she didnât press any further.
The afternoon passed slowly, each moment charged with a tension that only you and JJ seemed to notice. The fleeting glances, the awkward silences, the forced smiles.
When the group finally dispersed, you found yourself alone, walking towards the edge of the beach. You needed a moment to breathe, to gather your thoughts. It wasnât long before JJ caught up to you, his expression serious.
âWhat are you doing?â he asked, his voice low but laden with frustration.
You turned to him, surprised by his tone.
âMe? What are you doing, JJ?â you snapped, crossing your arms. âYou couldnât get any closer to Kiara if you tried.â
JJ took a step towards you, his gaze intense.
âWhat about Pope?â he said, his tone bitter. âHe seems more than happy to fill the void when Iâm not around.â
You stayed silent for a moment, trying to find the right words.
âThis is crazy,â you finally muttered, running a hand through your hair. âWe canât keep going like this, JJ.â
JJ sighed, his gaze softening. He took a step closer, until he was just inches away from you.
âI know. But I canât get away from you either.â
The tension between you and JJ didnât lessen after that confrontation on the beach; if anything, it only intensified what already seemed inevitable. In the days that followed, the moments alone became more frequent, more desperate. You both seemed to look for any excuse to break away from the group, any opportunity to let your feelings for each other get carried away, even if only for a little while.
With each encounter, the connection between you two grew stronger, deeper. It wasnât just desire that brought you together, though that was always there; it was something else, something you were both afraid to name out loud. Every time JJ looked at you with those intense, emotion-filled eyes, you felt like your world was crumbling and rebuilding at the same time.
One afternoon, while the others were busy with the boat, JJ took you into the woods, to a secluded clearing where you knew no one would find you. There was something almost ritualistic about these encounters: the urgency with which he grabbed your hand, the way his lips sought yours before either of you could speak. But this time it was different.
After a long moment together, you both lay on the ground, the grass serving as a makeshift bed. Your head rested on his chest, listening to the calm rhythm of his breathing.
âThis is going too far,â you finally whispered, breaking the silence. Your eyes were fixed on the treetops, where the sunlight filtered in soft rays.
JJ didnât respond right away. His arm was wrapped around your waist, his thumb tracing small circles on your skin.
âI canât help it,â he finally admitted, his voice low and heavy with emotion. âEvery time I try to get away, I find myself reaching for you again.â
You bit your lip, squeezing your eyes shut as you felt a lump form in your throat. You were on the verge of tears, and you hated how vulnerable you felt.
âJJ, this is killing me,â you confessed, your voice shaky. âWhat weâre doing⌠I donât know how to deal with all of this.â I donât know how to move on knowing that everything could explode at any moment.
He sat up a little, forcing you to look at him. His eyes were filled with worry and something deeper, something you acknowledged but had both avoided mentioning until now.
âHeyâŚâ he whispered, bringing a hand to your face to caress your cheek. âI donât want you to cry about this, about me.â
His words only made a single tear slide down your cheek.
âI canât help it,â you admitted, your voice breaking. âI feel like Iâm trapped. I love you, JJ, but all of this⌠itâs too much.â
Silence fell between you for a moment, broken only by the distant chirping of birds. JJ let out a long sigh, as if he was trying to process what you had just said.
âI love you too,â he finally said, his voice barely a whisper. âMore than I should.â
His words made your heart stop for an instant. It had been the first time either of you had said it out loud, the first time you had put a name to what you were feeling. The gravity of his words hit you hard, and you couldnât help the tears that began to flow even more intensely.
JJ held you tightly, his lips pressed against your hair.
âWeâll figure it out, okay?â he promised, though his voice was tinged with uncertainty. âWeâll find a way to make this work.â
You clung to him, letting his words comfort you, though a part of you doubted it was possible.
As the days passed, the nights were the hardest; you knew JJ was somewhere nearby, and the longing to be with him was almost unbearable.
There were times, though, when guilt would creep in, especially when you saw Kiara smile at JJ or when Pope spoke to you in that gentle tone that made you feel even guiltier. There was a constant weight on your chest, a mix of happiness and remorse that you didnât know how to handle.
Some nights, after one of their encounters, you found yourself crying silently in your bed. It hurt to be caught between what you wanted and what you knew was right. But despite everything, you couldnât imagine not seeing JJ anymore, not feeling his touch, not losing that connection that seemed as essential as breathing.
The weight of their clandestine relationship had become unbearable. Every shared glance, every furtive touch, only added more tension to the burden they both carried. No matter how much they loved each other.
That night, after days of awkward silence, you decided it was time to talk to JJ. You asked him to meet you at the beach, out of sight of everyone else. The sound of waves crashing against the shore filled the air, offering a fitting soundtrack to what you knew was going to be a painful conversation.
JJ arrived a few minutes later, hands in his pockets and a serious expression on his face. Without needing words, you both knew this meeting wasnât like the others.
âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, though his tone betrayed that he already knew the answer.
You took a deep breath, feeling the lump in your throat grow.
âJJ⌠this canât go on.â Your voice trembled slightly, but you forced yourself to continue. âWe canât go on like this, hiding, lying to everyone. Itâs not fair to Kiara, or to us.â
JJ pressed his lips together, looking away toward the horizon. He remained silent for a moment, and you could see the internal struggle reflected in his eyes.
âI know,â he finally replied, his tone resigned. âYouâre right. But that doesnât mean itâs easy.â
âItâs not,â you admitted, tears beginning to pool in your eyes. âBut if we keep going, weâre just going to hurt each other more, hurt everyone.â
JJ nodded slowly, letting out a heavy sigh.
âSo, this is it, right?â he said, his voice cracking slightly.
You didnât trust your voice to answer, so you simply nodded. JJ took a step closer, raising a hand to caress your face one last time. His fingers brushed your cheek gently, as if he wanted to memorize the feeling.
âIâm going to miss you,â he murmured.
âIâm going to miss you, too,â you replied, your voice barely a whisper.
You both stared at each other in silence for what seemed like an eternity before JJ lowered his hand and pulled away. You both knew this was the right thing to do, but that didnât make the pain any easier to bear.
In the days that followed, the distance between you became palpable. Although you were still part of the same group, interactions were limited to what was strictly necessary. JJ took refuge in his usual carefree facade, joking around with Kiara and the others as if nothing had changed. But you could see the sadness behind his smile, the way his eyes sought you out when he thought no one was looking.
For your part, you tried hard to keep your composure, but the reality was that you were broken. The nights were the worst. In the solitude of your room, you allowed the tears to flow freely, silently drowning out the pain you couldnât share with anyone.
You tried to distract yourself by spending more time with Pope, Sarah, and John B, but nothing filled the void JJ had left. Every time you saw Kiara and JJ together, a mix of jealousy and sadness would ripple through your chest. Not because you doubted JJâs feelings for you, but because you saw how well he knew how to hide them.
There were times when you almost reached out to him, you wanted to ask him if he felt as miserable as you did. But you didnât.
One night, while everyone was gathered around a campfire, JJ got up to get more wood. His eyes met yours for a brief moment before he disappeared into the darkness. The gesture was enough to make your heart beat faster.
Pope, sitting next to you, tried to start a conversation, but his voice faded into the background as your thoughts focused on JJ.
A couple of hours later, while everyone else was asleep, you heard footsteps outside your room. You slowly opened the door, meeting JJ, who stopped dead when he saw you. For a moment, it seemed like he was going to say something, but he eventually shook his head and walked away.
You closed the door. Despite the separation, despite the decision to break up, there was still an invisible bond that kept you connected. And although neither of you dared to break the silence, you both knew the kind of love you had wasn't going to go away easily.
You were both stuck, unable to move forward, but too scared to look back.
The feeling of emptiness was still a constant weight on your chest. There were days when Kiara would talk to you about him, about the jokes they shared, about the little things that seemed to keep their friendship intact, and you would just nod, unable to say anything because the words would get stuck in your throat. You didn't know what to do with those feelings that kept burning, and even though you tried to hide them, it was impossible. There were nights when you felt so lost that you wished everything that had happened with JJ had never happened, so you could keep things the way they were. But there were also nights when you regretted having made that decision, wishing everything would go back to the way it was on the island.
One night, the group had decided to spend time together. The fresh sea air and the night breeze were the only things that accompanied the bustle of laughter and conversation. But in the end, as always, the couples dispersed. John B. and Sarah left early, followed by Pope and Kiara, who, as always, claimed to have âfamily mattersâ to attend to.
So, it was just the two of you left. The silence between you was awkward at first, heavy with unspoken words. You both stared out at the sea, each lost in your own thoughts. You knew you shouldnât be there, but you couldnât help it. The need to be close to him was stronger than any attempt at rationality.
Finally, it was JJ who broke the silence.
âIâve missed you,â he said, his voice soft but full of sincerity. He looked out at the horizon, as if finding the right words was a challenge. âIâve been thinking all the time about what happened between us, about how⌠everything changed.â
A lump formed in your throat. You knew it was true, that there was no way back. But hearing those words made you feel the weight of everything youâd lost.
âIâve missed you too,â you replied, struggling to stay calm. You felt vulnerable, exposed, but you needed to be honest. âSometimes I wish the island thing hadnât happened. I donât want to feel that way, JJ. I feel so bad about what we did, about how it all ended.â
JJ looked at you then, with that intense gaze that always disarmed you, and for a moment you thought he could read your mind, that he knew what you were really thinking. His expression was a mix of sadness and determination, as if he too was fighting what he felt, but could no longer hide it.
âI would repeat it a thousand times, without hesitation,â he said, slowly approaching, his tone low but firm, full of a contained passion that made you feel the warmth of his presence despite the distance that separated you. âI would do it over and over again if it means being with you, even though I know itâs not right. But I canât help it.â
His words floated between you, and for an instant, the world seemed to stop. It was as if everything you had lived, everything you had wanted to keep hidden, exploded at that moment. You felt trapped between the desire to be close to him and the pain of knowing that you couldnât.
He came even closer. The sound of the waves and the gentle breeze couldnât drown out the accelerated pace of your thoughts.
âI donât know if this is right, but I canât stop thinking about you,â he whispered, so close you could almost feel his breath on your skin.
Unable to resist any longer, you made the decision to give in, to surrender to what you felt. The distance between you disappeared in a matter of seconds. His hands sought out your face, gently brushing your skin, as if he feared that, by touching you, everything might fade away. He caressed your cheek and then moved down to your neck, where his fingers lingered for a moment, firm and warm.
When his lips finally found yours, it was as if the world made sense again, if only for an instant. The kiss was soft at first, cautious, as if you both knew you shouldnât be doing this, but you couldnât help it. The pain of separation, the guilt of what had happened before, momentarily faded away. There was only the feeling of him, of his body close to yours, of his lips moving with yours, searching for answers that neither of you had.
You clung to him, your hands on his shirt, pulling him towards you, deepening the kiss. It was like everything else had disappeared, like the sea, the night, and the pain didnât exist. There was only him, JJ, and the desire that bound them together with an inexplicable force. When they finally separated, they were both breathing raggedly, as if they had run an emotional marathon.
âWhy are we doing this?â you asked, your voice raspy, unable to stop the tear that slid down your cheek.
âBecause I canât walk away from you,â he said, his voice shaking, his gaze more vulnerable than ever. âNo matter what happens⌠I would do it again, without thinking about it.â
At that moment, you understood that words no longer mattered. You both knew what you felt, even if you couldnât face it. The reality of what you had decided to do hit you hard, but it was too late to regret it.
The night breeze caressed your skin as you stood there, sitting next to JJ on the beach, not wanting the moment to end. The silence between you wasnât awkward, as if you both knew that what had happened between you couldnât be undone, and for some reason, neither of you wanted it to end.
After a while, JJ stood up, stretching, and then looked at you, his expression more serious than usual.
âWould you like to go to my house?â he asked, a mix of doubt and hope in his voice. He knew that things between you werenât clear, but it seemed that, at that moment, all he wanted was to be alone with you, without the pressures of others, without the whispers or the stares.
You couldnât help it. You felt a mix of fear and desire, but deep down you knew that you needed to be with him. You needed more of him, even if it was just for one night, to feel that everything you had lived together didnât vanish into the air like a lie.
âYes,â you replied, your voice soft but firm, without thinking too much about it.
When you arrived at JJâs house, the darkness of the night almost completely surrounded it. The lights off and the relaxed atmosphere of the house seemed to be a refuge from everything that had happened in the last few weeks. JJ led you to the door, and as you entered, he closed it behind you with a soft âclick.â The silence was overwhelming, but at the same time liberating. You were alone with him.
You both looked at each other in silence for a couple of seconds, as if the space between you was too big to fill with words. Finally, JJ was the first to break the ice.
âI can put on some music if you want, orâŚâ he started to say, but you stopped as you walked towards him.
âNo need,â you said, and without thinking, you took his face in your hands, looking him straight in the eyes. Words were unnecessary, the desire was in plain sight, palpable.
The atmosphere immediately tensed. JJ couldn't help but smile slightly, that smile that melted you from the inside. Then, without saying anything else, he leaned his head towards you and, in a gentle movement, began to kiss your neck. His warm breath was the only company in that instant, and the tension you both felt grew as his lips slid to your jaw, and then to your lips.
The kiss you shared was immediate, loaded with all the repressed passion you both had kept during this time. JJ didn't stop. He put his arms around you, shortening the distance between you, gently pushing you towards the nearest wall. You felt his body against yours, the heat and the shared need. Each movement was like a sigh of relief, of surrender to the inevitable.
He pushed you away for a moment, his breathing agitated. His eyes scanned you, and for a second, you could see the mixture of desire and concern in his gaze. You didn't know if he was also fighting what he felt, if he felt the same as you: the fear that this was nothing more than a mistake.
"Are you sure?" he asked, although his hands were already on your waist, as if he couldn't wait any longer.
"Yes, I'm sure," I answered, before kissing him again, leaving no room for doubt.
The rest of the night was a mix of kisses, caresses and whispers. Every time one of the two separated a little, the other pulled him back, as if they couldn't stop touching each other, being together. He led you to the couch, where they continued exploring each other, without hurry, but with an urgent need to feel closer.
Finally, he carefully lifted you up, taking you to his room. The dim light of the table lamp was the only thing that illuminated the place. JJ didn't let you speak, he didn't want you to say anything else. He gently laid you down on the bed, his hands running over your body with familiarity, but at the same time with a gentleness you had never experienced.
The touch of his skin against yours, the way his fingers explored your forms, made you feel more alive than ever. There were no doubts or regrets in that moment. There was only that deep connection, that feeling that went beyond physical need.
You both knew that, at the end of the night, the consequences would be difficult to face. You knew that what had happened between you would complicate everything even more, but at that moment, you couldn't think of anything other than the intensity of what you shared.
As the night progressed, the caresses became more intense, and the kisses deeper. When you finally succumbed to the desire to be with each other, everything else disappeared. The physical and emotional connection you shared was something that neither you nor anyone else could undo.
Dawn came, but neither of them was in a hurry to face the outside world.
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his smirk after heâs busted for holding
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How to adopt a dead kid in three weeks or less
It's midnight and I'm hopped up on that ADHD juice. Been thinking on and off about this prompt and how things play out. Might clean this up for ao3 posting later but whatever.
Part 1 || Part 2
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Danny can feel the weight of their stares like itâs physical. A last mournful glance at his pancakes- Actually no, fuck it. He grabs the last one from his plate, flashes the whole Wayne family a peace sign, and turns invisible. The pancake is eaten as he dashes out the door and away from the shouting and chaos he leaves the family in.
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âWhere the FUCK did he go!?â Jasonâs shout somehow made it above the din of the others- and got Bruce and Dick yelling âlanguageâ back at him. The pricks.
âI say! Watch your tone Master Jason! As for the rest of you-â The whole family shut the immediate fuck up when Alfred speaks. His displeased expression more than enough to cow them into submission. âI expect you to clean up after yourselves today and a quiet trip to the batcave to find our new ward. Master Jason, you will be taking care of Master Dannyâs plates, and I will hear of an apology from you for scaring that poor boy.â
Thereâs a chorus of âyes Alfredâ from the chastised bats, but Bruce- carefully mind you- presses.
âAlfred, how long has he been here? Why didnât you say anything?â
âThe young master has been staying for the past three weeks sir. And despite my best attempts, I have not yet been able to convince him to sleep in his own room.â
Bruce groans and rubs at his face before turning back to his other children, âNobody thought to tell me!?â
The kids all look at each other, and then back at him with the most judgmental âare you seriousâ looks they can muster. Except Cassandra, who very excitedly signs; New brother! All Bruce can do is sigh into his hands.
âWeâll discuss this later-â
âWhy didnât you notice then old man?â Jason grins, a little feral at Bruceâs dirty look but sue him.
âOkay okay, letâs hurry up and get this place cleaned up. Thereâs no telling how far Danny got- and the sooner we go after him the sooner we figure out whatâs going on.â Dick said, quickly gathering his own plate.Â
âAnd the sooner I can get all of you presents.â The entire family stops. Staring at Jason in shock. âOnly the finest âWorldâs best detectiveâ mugs for all of you!âÂ
The groan he gets from all of them is perfect.
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âI cannot believe you didnât think to tell me either!â Batman scolds Oracle later.Â
Everyone is out in force. Even Batwoman, Batwing, and Bluebird (after having a good laugh at Batmanâs expense) had joined. They had all been searching for Danny the better part of the day. Batman had even agreed to let Red Robin and Robin join the search and skip school. Thatâs how seriously the kids knew he was taking this. And how important it was for one of them to get to Danny before Batman scared him off for good with his infamous paranoia.
âIf you didnât notice, that oneâs on you Batman.â God Jason really loved Barbara sometimes.Â
âOracle would not have allowed a dangerous individual into our midst. She is thorough when it comes to such things.â Robin is moving fast, probably swinging right behind Batman. No doubt headed east where the nicer areas were and any sane person was bound to head.
âI think thatâs the nicest thing youâve ever said to me, baby bat.â
âO, you wouldnât happen to have a new update on Dannyâs whereabouts would you? Or anything from his past?â Nightwing cuts in after Robinâs little âTtâ. Heâs somewhere near the border to Bludhaven, in case Dannyâs making it out that way.
âNothing Nightwing.â They can hear her frustration, and concern, through the voice modulator. âThe kidâs practically a ghost. All I can tell you is that heâs not from Gotham. What little I can find of his time here in Gotham is some security feeds of dumpster diving and sleeping on a bench.â
âHeâs also definitely a meta.â Signal mutters, somewhere to the west and near the coast..
Jason remains quiet and lets them all talk. As funny as it is- and holy shit Jason will never let any of them live this down ever- it is a little strange this random kid would just... Show up out of nowhere. Meta or not. Alfred said he wouldnât sleep in a bed of his own, but he also hadnât left until after Jason questioned his existence. This âDannyâ had been around the manor, the bats coming and going, for weeks. He couldâve found out their secrets, and even if he hadnât sold them out yet, thereâs no telling who might pick him up and drag those secrets out of him. Or worse, if he was sent here by someone, then they needed to find out who. And fastâŚ
âŚ.
Ugh. He sounded like Batman.
âHey guys, how well do you even know Danny?â Jason pulls over near an abandoned apartment building. Cutting the engine to his bike to hear them all better. âHe was there for a few weeks, pick up anything on him? Might help us figure out where he ran off to.â That last bit was added as an afterthought, not wanting to be too paranoid, but it was also true.
âI know how this is going to sound, but uh, well, he does seem really nice actually.â Signal helpfully offers. âDick and I ran into Danny I think not long after he got there?â
âOâs camera feed tells us Danny arrived at the manor 28 days ago, Thursday night 11:38 PM. Looking at the records, he was picked up prior to that in front of Wayne Enterprises by one of our drivers- Archer Tenson. Heâs reliable and honest, no record of any sort that would make him a suspect of subterfuge.â Nightwing rattles off the information pretty calmly, but they all know him well enough to hear the concern. âAccording to the records, he was going to pick up the caffeine addict after the cafe got an alert of his fourth Death Latte-â They all ignored Red Robinâs little âhey!â, â-and dropped him off safely at home.â
âRed Robin.â Batmanâs parental disapproval was palpable through the comms.Â
âThere wasnât a fourth Death Latte!â Red Robin protested from his place in the batcave. Aiding in the digital search and combing over the camera feeds over the past few weeks for any information about Danny. âThe third Death Latte was the last one. An Alert at W.E. was the plan the whole night. Nobody made it back to the manor until sunrise and the cafe kept saying there wasnât any more coffee and-!â He gasped, horrified! Outraged! And the rest were left to hold their snickers as Red Robin said, âHe stole my last coffee!â
âThatâs right, Danny said he was a caffeine addict too.â Batwing mused. Probably flying somewhere over the more open suburbia in case Danny was trying to make a break out of the city that way.
âWait when did you meet Danny?â Spoiler asked- Jason knew she was patrolling nearby with Bluebird. Those two, Orphan and Signal were the only ones who were allowed to come close to Crime Alley. Mainly because they annoyed Jason the least, but also because they understood how bad the streets could get and looked the other way better than the others. Signal surprised him about that one.
âStart from the beginning.â Batman orders. âNightwing, Signal, you met Danny when?â
âLooking back, it was actually the day after he got there it sounds like.â Signal sighs. âI was headed downstairs for breakfast, and saw Dick in one of the sitting rooms. I thought I saw our caffeine addict passed out on the couch and thought dick was going to wake him, so I went in to helpâŚâ
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NSFW âş itto is oblivious to reader's love for him, virgin itto, size difference, biting/marking, public / outside sex, breeding(?)
You and Itto were joint by the hip since little kids. You two did everything together. Exploring places you've never seen before, getting in trouble together, playing beetles together, bathing together. Your parents seemed hesitant at first when you brought little Itto over to your house, he was an oni, they weren't sure if Itto would be too rough when playing or would be a bad influence. But as time progressed, your parents eventually realised that Itto was nothing but a big softie who was a too dumb to actually hurt you.
As you grew older, Itto grew taller. Itto was always the taller one but now as you grew into an adult, he practically towered over you. Itto... didn't become any less of an airhead though, he still remained that same dumb softie from years ago.
When he offered you to join his gang, the Arataki Gang, you somewhat willingly decided to join. At first you thought by 'gang' he meant he'd do crimes and whatnot but then you thought about Itto as a person. There was no way he would be capable to make an elaborate enough plan to steal something or do any crime.
When you actually joined, you realised that it was basically just Itto and his friends hanging out but Kuki â the only one who had a semblance of braincells â that it was originally meant to be for people who were shunned out by society. However, in the process of trying to promote the Arataki Gang, due to the lack of intelligence, mischief and trouble seemed to follow the members like lost puppies. You can't count on your fingers how many times you had to bail them out.
Despite all the chaos in the Arataki Gang, you stuck closest to Itto, it was natural, you've been best friends since diapers. However, this evening when the sun of inazuma set, casting an orange and yellow hue on the land below, you and Kuki were strolling along the streets mindlessly. Itto had gone off somewhere with no contact â like he does sometimes â leaving you and Kuki to talk alone. You liked her, she was calmer than the rest and alot more intelligent.
"You like him don't you?"
Her words rang through your head like an achingly high pitched frequency as you stumbled in your step. Did you like Itto? Sure you sometimes fantasised about his big arms wrapping around you and sometimes your heart would race when he flashed you a toothy grin butâ
"I notice the way you act around the boss,"
Kuki crosses her arms and leans her weight onto on leg as she looks at you. The cool evening breeze brushes past your face like a small caress and you find yourself speechless, not knowing how to respond. From your lack of words she continues,
"I was going to tell him but... I think its best if you do it yourself."
You force a small nod and she walks away, muttering something about needing to run an errand but her words fall short from your ears. You've never considered it until now how you always felt warm whenever with Itto and sometimes you even dreamt of Itto in ways that you'd never say outloud. Now looking back at how you felt around Itto... you were in love and Itto was completely oblivious to it.
You and Itto were laying down on a grassy hill, the tuffs of green tickling your back as Itto was settled next to you with his arms crossed behind his head. He was asleep. Itto had fallen asleep after causing whatever sort of mischief and called you over just to lie on a hill with him.
Silence filled the blue sky with the exception of birds chirping and leaves rustling in the wind. It was a secluded spot no one really came to, that's why Itto liked it. Away from all the judge-y eyes and incriminating stares. You watch as his chest rises and falls at a steady pace and you roll over onto your stomach, eyes still glued on Itto.
"I love you, Itto."
The words spill out of your mouth like a running faucet that doesn't shut off. You shuffle almost uncomfortably on the grass and you keep letting your confession roll from your tongue.
"I can't deny that... sometimes I get these dreams where you love me too andâ"
It's too embarassing to admit that you've dreamt of Itto holding you and fucking you like there's no end but the implication is there.
"But I'll never say it to your face that I love you... I don't want to ruin our friendship." Your words hang heavy and you stare at Itto as if waiting for him to wake up and catch you but he doesn't. Your gaze falls to the ground, watching the blades of grass move along your arm from the wind. It's a ticklish sensation.
"You love me?"
That familiar hearty chuckle meets your ears and you can feel your whole world pause. Slowly turning your head, you meet Itto's gaze. He's propped up on one arm and he's staring at you with sparkles in his eyes like an oaf. Embarassment colors your cheeks as you quickly turn away; you're not sure how to face him after basically confessing how you've had a crush on him and had lewd dreams about him.
A small yelp is practically forced out of you when Itto wraps his arms around your waist securely, and suddenly he's ontop of you, holding you down. "Dreams? About me? The one and only?" Usually by now you'd groan and roll your eyes but when Itto is pressed against your body, you lose all your will to fight. "Wait wait wait wait, you've got me curious now, is it really that good?" You've always knew that Itto was a virgin, never had romantic partner before, never had a hook-up, nothing. So it was natural for the oni to be curious.
Itto's abnormally large and calloused hands roam and prod at your clothing. He doesn't know what he's doing and its clear from how mindlessly he's tugging at your pants. With a small chuckle, Itto clicks off your belt and pulls down your pants alongside with your boxers. Was he really planning to fuck right in the middle of a grass hill? "Woah, you're really small," you took offense to that and was about to retaliate until you remembered Itto was an oni, he was most likely double your size.
At this point your face was buried in the comfort of your own forearms, protecting yourself from the harsh grass below you. You hear a clink followed by a thud, indicating that Itto took off his belt and was doing the same with his pants. "You're trembling man, are you cold?" It was nice of Itto to ask but, you were mostly trembling in a mix of fear and anticipation. How would his cock actually feel inside of you? Would it be bigger than you expected?
Itto leans in and you feel something big poke at your hole. There was no way that was his cock. You glance back at him and your jaw drops to the floor. He was bigger than you expected, and his red markings trailed all the way to his tip. His hand palms at your ass, spreading it apart as he clumsily lines himself up, sometimes missing. The usually talkative Itto is now relatively quiet, his breathing becoming more exasperated as he slowly pushes inside of you.
It burns. The way he stretches you out and forces you to accommodate for his size burns but also feels addictingly good. His hands grab at your waist, squeezing the soft flesh of your body as he groans quietly. "WâWhat the hell... you're so tight," His boisterous ego stammers as he becomes a breathy mess, trying to push deeper inside of you. Itto's nails dig into your skin, leaving crescent shapes indents on your hip as his head falls forward. You can feel his dick throbbing inside of you and your body is completely filled with just him.
Without another word, Itto pulls out before slamming back in. He hits right at your prostate, making stars appear in your vision. "Wait Itto slow down! You're too bigâ" Your whines fail to reach his numb brain; all he can focus on is the way you're sucking him back in every time he pulls out. "Aâah it feels so good," Itto's teeth graze against your shoulder but he tries to resist biting down. What a sweetheart.
You feel him tremble on top of you, like he's resisting the urges to be rough and unforgiving. It was in his nature to breed. His grip tightens on you, and he has his arms firmly wrapped around your body like you're a plushie. Itto's hips piston into you causing a loud slapping sound from your skin making contact with his. He can't help but hold you close, otherwise you'd try to leave him! He's practically drooling all over your shoulder but you're too fucked-dumb to really care.
Itto's teeth finally sink into your shoulder, sucking softly as he marks you as his, "Sorry, can'tâ help it." His apologies are quiet as he stammers like he's acting against his own will. "Gonna... gonna cum," He whimpers, his fingers digging into your skin. That was sure to leave a mark the next day. You feel a pool of pleasure in your stomach; you're close too. The way he's hitting all the right spots with every thrust made your legs weak. Who would've thought the 'big bad oni' would be whimpering and groaning while fucking you senseless.
This was better than your dreams of him. Instead of having to groggily clean your pants every morning, you're shooting blanks out onto the grass as Itto slams his hips against your ass a few more times. He groans lowly into your ear before orgasming inside of you, filling you up to the brim. You feel his crushing weight suddenly crash down on you as he collapses from the bliss. "Itto! You're too heavy get off," you whine but your protests go unheard by the oni who's dazed out of his mind.
"What's going on with you two...?"
Kuki blinks blankly at you as she glances from your intertwined fingers with Itto and your blushing face. You weren't exactly the one for big public display of affection but Itto didn't seem to care at all. In fact, he's got you glued to his side with a big smile on his face.
"He's my boyfriend!"
a/n : big dumb itto ,, luv him
#servicpop â fics/drabbles#bottom male reader#male reader#mlm#male x male#male x reader#sub male reader#genshin x male reader#genshin smut#itto x male reader#itto x reader#itto x you#top character
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a/n: Okay - so I sort of ran with this one, his gentle nature comes out for Girl of course, and his anger is for the fact that despite him having this elevated station, he still has things he must do, things that he hates and along with that he has this woman that will not take the fucking hint that he is not interested in a union between them. Hopefully you like what I did with your request, and that the Lavinia haters (fuck that hoe), do too! (this is before the last chapter)
Warnings; 18+ no minors, vague but big-legal age gap, piv sex, dirty talk, hand stuff đ¤¤, Marcus' very into how possessive girlie is, exhibitionism, *feelings- declarations of love?*, master / slave dynamic (power imbalance), Marcus calls reader Girl, reader calls Marcus Dominus - let me know if I missed any!
Pairing: Marcus Acaciusx F!Reader
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Chaos, the whole house was in utter chaos. High ranking officials and important contacts were all on route to the villa, and Marcus was feeling the pressure. His mood was dark, his frustration clinging to the edge of every word he spoke and everyone who served under his name was on high alert.Â
Your stomach was in knots for another reason, Lavinia would be showing her face after her endeavour to ensnare him in her web. The Gods had seen it fit to intervene and save him from falling under her spell during her attempt but would he be so lucky this time? What about Marcus himself? The thought of him confronting and embarrassing her in front of all dropped stones into your belly.
Thoughts spiralled and your imagination raced with unsavoury repercussions at how he might react to seeing her, how you might react to seeing her as you went about with your preparations. With your chores and duties keeping you away from him it was hard to gauge where his psyche was, hard to anticipate just what he would need from you, or if heâd need you at all.Â
When the guests started to arrive, the house was perfect. Food and drink had been laid out, the decorations were pristine and he had managed to reign in his reluctance to have his house filled with people he had no wish to see. He greeted them all, a smile that never quite reached his eyes plastered on his handsome face, offering everything he had with grace despite the low-simmering anger you could feel even from your place in the shadows.Â
You served, and watched. Head-bowed in deference to those in attendance, silent in your obedience, in your service and efficient as was your way until you saw the cascade of blonde curls in your peripheral. Your stomach roiled at the sight of her, the easy, unbothered way she sauntered through his house, seemingly free of guilt for her feeble attempt at beguiling your Dominus.Â
He noticed her too, and something inside you preened at the way his eyes turned cold. There was none of the warmth that always greeted you in private. She didnât seem to notice it, her gaze drifting to him constantly, devouring him unabashedly whether he welcomed it or not.Â
You kept your vigil as the night wore on, invisible to all except him. Your heart swelled everytime his eyes met yours, whether you were filling his cup or serving a guest, the anger in his gaze dispersed when your eyes locked. The warmth youâd come to crave poured out from him, it crawled through your veins and warmed you from the inside with every tiny, true smile he gifted you.Â
Service came easy to you, it was what you did day in and day out. Despite how forgiving, how patient your Dominus was with you and the rest of those who served in his house, servitude was servitude. Pouring for men and women who did not see you was nothing, preferable, truly.Â
Pouring for, and tending to Lavinia was a distinct torture.Â
She held out her goblet to you and you did your duty, ignoring the fire burning in your belly at her audacity. Your eyes kept drifting to her face, your expression kept twisting into a disgusted scowl, until youâd remember yourself and arrange your features into the appropriate blankness that was expected of one in your station.Â
He caught you though, his eyes pulling yours to his with a raised eyebrow. A soft reproach, a gentle reprimand, followed by a knowingâforgivingâwink.Â
The night wore onâthe food was eaten, the wine flowed, and Lavinia was relentless.Â
Marcus did his best to avoid her presence, excusing himself from where she stood to tend to other guests, walking away when he saw her approaching him. To anyone else, to anyone with any wits about them it was obvious that he had no wish to spend any amount of time with her. To her, it was a challenge, one she ran at full speed and without a care to how desperate she looked.Â
That sense hit you again, of an errant toddler, unable to accept no as an answer to something she desired. Something she felt she was owed.
His face was flushed in anger when he found you clearing empty platters, nose flared in frustration while his guests laughed loudly, soft music filling the room and candlelight burning in his eyes.Â
âFollow me, Girl.â It was an angry whisper, and you rushed to obey.Â
You had to take two steps for every one of his and when he finally arrived at his study he closed the door behind you. The caged animal in him reared its head again, waves of frustration, of poorly concealed aggression poured off him strong enough to paint gooseflesh across your skin.Â
âDominus?â You approached him slowly, tentatively hoping to calm him with soft words and gentle touch and he allowed it. Let you get close, let you press your hands to his chest. His eyes closed tight, but his breathing settled as he pressed his forehead to yours.Â
âHow can I be of help, Dominus? Shall I tell the guests you are ill?â You cupped his face, sweeping up to run your fingers through his grey waves in the way you knew always soothed him.Â
âNo Girl, I must face them. I just needed a moment of peace. I just needed your touch.â He pulled your hand to his mouth, pressing his lips to your palm. âLavinia is relentless, I do not know how to be diplomatic, I do not know how to remain civil and pleasant without reverting to the darker aspect of my nature.â He sighed, hands landing on your hips to hold you close and you ignored the way your heart swelled to know your touch brought him peace.Â
âWould that there was something I could do, I would do it Dominus, I would fix this for you had I any power to do so.â He breathed into your neck, a softer sigh.Â
âGratitude, Girl.â He placed a kiss at your shoulder, resigned to return to the frey. âIf Lavinia knew all of the things I wish to do to you, I promise you sheâd give up her chase.â He smiled, hands lowering to grab at your backside. Something mischievous, something wicked whispered in your ear and you smiled at him.Â
âThat look is trouble if I ever saw it Girl, what mischief are you plotting?â He smiled, eyes narrowed in curious delight. You chewed at your lip, eyes darting behind you to the still closed door.Â
âWell Dominus, perhaps if she were to see the things you like to do to me, the things I dream about you doing to meââ Your own hands travelled down the expanse of his chest, towards his manhood. He groaned when you cupped him, a warm, conspiratorial smile lighting up his face. âPerhaps then she will finally understand that you do not desire her.â You stroked at him, relishing the way he stiffened in your palm.Â
âYou will be the death of me, Girl. Leave it to me. I will go back, and walk towards this room slowly. If I am right in my assumptions about her, she will follow.â His own hand slid down under your tunic, slipping between your legs to find the arousal collecting at the mouth of your cunt. He smiled, eyes on the way your mouth opened in a sharp gasp when he slipped two thick fingers as deep as he could get them.Â
âNaughty, possessive Girl. All wet thinking about her catching me take you hm? Excited that she will finally know that this is the only cunt I wantââ He found the secret place only heâs ever touched and you let out a moan.Â
âYes Dominus, I want her to see, I want her to know that this, that you are mine.â You squeezed him and he let out a punched out groan. His lips pressed to yours in a rough, breath-stealing kiss, his tongue claiming you before pulling away and leaving you almost dazed. His eyes lust-blown when he removed his fingers from between your legs, and stuck them into his mouth.Â
âWait for me here.â He adjusted himself in his robes, and walked out in a swirl of white fabric.Â
By the time he came back, your arousal was something with teeth and claws and it was with an almost inhuman ferocity that you crashed into his arms. He groaned, joining in your frenzy and all but lifting you onto his desk.Â
âPlease Dominus, hurry, I need youââ He cut off your words with another toe-curling kiss, tongue insistent and commanding in your mouth. His hands were rough where they all but ripped your tunic up, barely giving you a warning before stuffing himself to the hilt inside you. You didnât care how loud you were, you didnât care how desperate you sounded, he felt too good to concern yourself with anything but him.Â
He showed his strength, pulling your knees over his forearms to spread you wide, making you clutch at his neck and the arousal only grew. It filled your stomach with butterflies and made your nipples hard as pebbles. There was a creak just down the hall and the butterflies swarmed again, the thought of Lavinia following him and finding him fucking you made the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end. It made your cunt flood him with slick.Â
âI think she approaches Dominusââ You whispered in his ear, nails clawing at his good robes despite the fact that youâll be the one to mend them.Â
âLet her, let her see me with you, deep inside you, the only place I want to be.â He presses his face into the crook of your neck and speeds up, fucking you harder, faster.Â
When she finally pushed the slightly ajar door open all the way the expression on her face almost made you laugh. Her eyes were wide as plates, her mouth open in what could only be described as naked shock. Too surprised and stunned to move, she watched as he thrust inside you, his pace brutal.Â
âI want your gift Dominus, may I have it?â You sung into his ear in your sweetest voice, smiling at her as he moaned into your neck.Â
âItâs yours Girl, my cock, my come, only yours.â He speaks clearly, loudly, and pulls your face away from her direction with a kiss that was lewd enough to shock even you, tongue indecent, one hand moving up to hold onto your neck. She ran out of room but you couldnât bring yourself to care, not when he held you like that, not when he kissed you like that.Â
âIâm yours too, Dominusââ He moaned, the sound between your legs so loud, so wet, âMake me yours Dominus, love me Dominus.â You whispered the last little bit, so low you didnât think he heard. His hand moved down, fingers swirling around your clit.Â
The climax that had been building in the base of your spine and in your core swelled, growing and growing with every delicious swirl until you seized up, frozen in ecstasy as he chased his own end within your body. It was with a filthy groan, and a dirty grind that he painted your insides in his gift. The spurt of it made you laugh with happiness, pressing your lips to his face as he squeezed at the meat of your hips.
He let out a breathy laugh at your reaction.Â
âHappy to have her see you claim me? Claim what drips out of you even now?â He wrapped his arms around your ribs, grabbing at every inch of you he could reach.Â
âYes Dominus, I am happy at the thought that you might have peace now, because of me.â You kept pressing soft, chaste kisses despite his cock softening inside your ruined cunt.Â
âHmmm. Very territorial, my lovely Girl.â He smiled his rare, relaxed smile, accepting your affection with good grace. After a few minutes, he sighed.
âMuch as I enjoy your touch, much as I enjoy you showering me with these soft, devastating kisses I must go back to the gathering.â He took your hands from his face, pressing his lips to both in a gentle apology before pulling out of you and tucking himself away,
âTake your time adjusting yourself before rejoining.â He fixed his robes as best he could, running a hand through his hair before closing the door behind him.Â
By the time you made your way back to his guests, Lavinia was gone and he was himself once more, his smile genuine, his body relaxed and it was difficult to stay humble.Â
You poured for the guests as his gift dripped out of you and onto your thighs, a pleasant ache blooming there as you moved around and completed your duties.Â
He caught your eye and you took your place behind him, when he turned his head you approached, ready to obey and tend to his wants.Â
âTry to keep me inside, I want you to be wet when I love you tonight.â With a raised eyebrow and a knowing grin, he turned to continue the conversation with his guest.Â
All you could do was smile and nod, clenching and obeying as best you could.Â
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Can I please request Alastor and reader having a sleepover because of flooding in the hotel which made most rooms in the hotel out of service including Alastor's and Alastor chooses to stay at reader room because â¨romance⨠Oh and can I be âď¸ anon ( I'm the person who made first request.)
I love your writing so much!!!
hii again!!! thank you so much for the request âď¸! i love when anons give themselves names its actually so fun (,:
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Alastor x Reader (fluff) TW: none! join my discord! âââ â ââââââââââ â ââââââââââ â ââââââââââ â âââ
Itâs nothing new when a violent demon shows up at the doorsteps to the Hazbin HotelâCharlieâs idea wasnât a popular one, except to a very niche market of demons. Many came just to cause havoc and make life harder for the already strained employees of the hotel.
This was new, though, you mused to yourself briefly as a fish-headed demon ripped open the door, the hinges squealing in protest. Bubbles of water floated around his body, strings of a magic aura keeping them attached to his form; there was a large one encasing his head like a helmet, making his already fish-eyed features more⌠well⌠fish-eyed and distorted.
Most demons werenât manifested in hell bearing any sort of noticeable power other than sometimes having a decent âfullâ demon form. So, seeing this fish rearing a set of magical balls of water for attack, for no real reason in particular and with a glint of mania in his eyes, quickly put everybody to their feet and in action.Â
Alastor was out doing god-knows-what, otherwise this wouldâve been over in an instant. The other demons in the hotel were incredibly strong in their own right, but it was undeniable that the power imbalance was⌠huge. And the immediate chaos that ensued likely wouldâve been prevented.
The fish barely hesitated after nearly breaking the front doors, immediately detaching his balls of water and hurling them in every direction. Bottles of booze were shattering, hanging pictures were tumbling, and wooden legs of furniture snapped.Â
Of course, it was over nearly as soon as it started. With a movement so fast you could hardly watch, Vaggie had the fish pinned down, her foot pressed against his neck and spear pointed at one of his bulging eyes. Her eyes were narrowed so hard, her lips so twisted in a scowl, you could practically see the fire of her anger.
âVaggie, hey, hey, hey,â Charlie quickly rattled out, pressing her hands against her girlfriendâs arm and gently ushering away the spear. Vaggie refused to release the demon, who was gurgling some nonsense in his bubble of a helmet. Charlie nudged at her leg that was pinning the demon down. âCâmon. No killing. You know the rules.â
âCharlie, this guy literally came in with intent to kill! Stop treating him like he wants to be in the hotel.â âI know! But⌠justâŚâ Charlie thought for a moment.
The fish headed demon started thrashing around, but Vaggieâs strong leg kept him down. He was growing desperate, you could tell, and a magic aura seemed to flicker around him as he fought for his freedom.
Charlie opened her mouth again, likely to coerce Vaggie to let the guy go, but was interrupted by a loud, squealing groan from every direction. You frowned and leaned your ear against the wall, where it seemed the loudest. The sound of screaming pipes and popping bolts made you clench your jaw and whip your arms over your head, right in time for the walls to start bursting with dangerously high pressure water.
Vaggie turned a glare to Charlie and spread her arms in a âyou see?â motion. She briefly raised her leg, only to slam it back down on the fishâs head. His protective bubble popped, and he was knocked out cold.Â
Easily enough, the pressure immediately began to release after the culprit had been knocked out, but the pipes wouldnât magically fix themselves. Charlie was running back and forth, trying desperately to survey the damage to her hotel. Footsteps came thudding down the stairs and a spindly pink demon came flying down.
âHey, what the fuck is- fuck!â Angel Dustâs curse-filled rant was interrupted as he tripped head first into the steadily increasing pool of water, not expecting his foot to get dragged behind him by said water. With a moment of confused thrashing he stood back up and shook water from his now drenched hair.
âGuys, a little help?â Charlie snapped, unintentionally raising her voice at the three of you. âI donât know what to do, but just-! Something!â
Niffty was quick to arrive after Angel, announcing herself with a shrill cry at the state of things. She immediately went to work, practically flying this way and that with a little hammer and nails. You wondered if she could just materialize that at will.
After finally ebbing the flow at the lobby, you looked at the stairs to the next floor. A steady stream of water made a shock of cold run down your neck.
âGuysâŚâ You pointed at the base of the stairs and drew a line with your finger, following the trail of water.
Charlie choked out a short cry, and Niffty didnât hesitate before barreling between your legs and up the steps.
âOh! My,â A shocked voice called from the entrance. A prickling of static covered your skin, and tension immediately left your shoulders. With him here, this would go a lot faster. You turned your head to look at the Radio Demon, who was now delicately stepping through the layer of water that was now creeping out the open lobby doors.
âThis seems like a dream of a little orphan from the Dirty Thirties, I do think,â Alastor joked, mouth ajar and eyes shut in a sinister laugh at his humor. His staticy ambience changed to a personal laugh track following his statement. His cane was held up carefully on his elbow as he surveyed the scene.
âNo, this wonât do! Not at all, what a dreadful sight for new patrons,â As his hand rose and a crackling of loud static filled the room, you heard the noise of metal bending and snapping as he magically forced them back into place. Even with all the pipes fixed, the water remained. You guessed it was up to the rest of you to deal with that part.
âThank you soooo much, Al,â Charlie had her hands clasped and shaking in front of her as she continued to spew thanks at him for the help. She stopped and looked around. There was still a huge mess. And there was still a lot of water.
The lot of you had spent the next few hours desperately trying to scoop, dump, scoop again, dump again, all the water out, but it seemed neverending. Husk had showed up at some point, went on a furious rant about his collection of now-smashed bottles, and had been cradling the remaining one ever since.
Charlie had given everybody a verbal pat on the back, and called it a night. âWe can get back to it in the morning.â She said this, but you had a feeling she would remain up trying her best to fix the mess. Alastor had excused himself some time ago, saying something about his broadcasts and his papers. Since then, your thoughts have been filled with aggravation from his lack of aid. Yes, he had fixed the pipes, but the water.Â
You gave a light smile to Charlie, half in thanks and half in apology, before heading up to your room. Your jaw was clenched with anticipation for what your room might look like. You could already visualize the damp curtains, the dripping bed, the mildewy air⌠And your clothes were surely ruined. Youâd have to buy something to wear while you washed everything you owned. You sighed at the thought.
You took a breath before pushing the door open. And, when you looked inside, it was⌠completely dry.
âWhat the hell.â You deadpanned, eyes scanning the entire room. Surely there was at least a puddle of water somewhere. The water had affected every level, and although you did live on one of the higher floors you still couldnât understand how your room managed to escape the flood.
You stepped inside and closed the door behind you, making quick work of your drenched clothes and changing into something dry. You fell face first into your pillows. Your eyes were so, so heavy.
A few seconds passed before a knock interrupted the sleep that had been creeping over your body. You heard the faint warbling of radio frequency, and felt both nervousness and anger at the thought of seeing Alastor.
You rolled off the bed and stomped your way over to the floor, flinging it open and glaring up at him. He simply smiled back down at you, his head tilted questioningly as if he had no clue why you were in such a mood.
His eyes broke from yours and he peered into your room. With a pleased glint in his eye, he brushed past you. You wanted to say something about his intrusion, but you knew it would be useless. So you just followed him in.
âLucky you!â He said. âI took it upon myself to look into all the rooms, and yours is the only one that is still in such a shape.â You watched as he examined the contents of your room, grabbing up a decoration here and there to look it over before setting it back down.
He sighed, eyes closing as his wide smile closed into a meager grin. âUnsurprisingly that little bayou of mine flooded much worse than everywhere else. As much as it reminds me of home, even Iâm not one to sleep in the marsh.â He laughed a little.
Does this guy even sleep, you wondered. You had seen his room once before, and envisioned that marsh in the corner of his room completely overrunning the rest.Â
âUh,â You toed the carpet and pursed your lips. You were still a little upset with him, but the idea of him going through the painstaking process of looking through every room in the hotel made it more reasonable for him to disappear earlier. âI mean, you could⌠stay with me. Tonight. Just tonight. Everything should be fine tomorrow, but I donât want you without a bed. You know.â You rambled.
You and Alastor had gotten close over the past year, a little closer than he was with anybody else, but you avoided thinking too hard about your relationship. You worried that overthinking would cause you to accidentally overstep a boundary and you would lose the progress youâve built getting to know him. You were worried about doing just that even as the offer tumbled from your mouth.
You watched as his teeth began to peek through his lips as his smile widened. There was something in his expression that you couldnât quite place. Pride, maybe? Accomplishment? You werenât sure. You didnât have much time to consider it before his smile composed and he remained unreadable.
âHow bold of you,â His voice cooed, the static that surrounded him buzzing louder as his face got closer to you. You swallowed back a lump that had formed at the proximity. âInviting a man into your room. Itâs rather unbecoming of a lady like yourself.â
âI-â Your face grew hot.
âIâm joking!â He interrupted you, leaning himself away and back in a laugh. He waved his hand at you while you frowned. You hated the way he lived off of teasing and embarrassing.
âOkay, nevermind then!â You folded your arms and stuck your nose to the side and in the air. His laughter paused and he looked back down at you. Heat still burned on your cheeks and ears.
He examined you for an uncomfortably long period of time. You had your eyes squeezed shut and you upheld your attitude in the silence for as long as you could before the prickling of radio static on your skin became too uncomfortable. You peeked open one eye to look, and immediately got nervous.
He was just standing there. Just staring with his sinister red eyes. It didnât help that he was quite taller than you. Looming and staring. Probably the worst combination, especially with that buzzing of his.
You felt like an open book, way too vulnerable under his gaze. You lowered your head to look at nothing in particular by your feet.
âSo⌠yes or noâŚâ You said, taking back your earlier statement. âYou can have the bed, of course. Iâll just⌠find a blanket for the floor or something.â If thereâs anything dry, you added to yourself.
His expression broke from concentration, lifting immediately into a gleeful, toothy grin. He wrapped his arm around your shoulder and guided you to the bed.
âWonât be necessary!â He cheered. He pulled at the covers and pushed you down gently. Or, well, gently by Alastorâs standards. You still bounced upon impact. You sat there, a bit dazed with confusion as you watched him cross to the other side of the room and tuck himself under the same sheets.Â
âAlastor- Hey, really, I donât mind-â He put a finger up to your lips, dramatically shutting you up. You decided to listen.
âWhatâs a sleepover between two close friends!â He said gleefully. You couldnât help but let the term âfriendsâ echo in your mind as you fiddled with your thumbs.
Silence filled the room again, but after a while it became more comfortable than awkward. The sound of radio frequencies had died down a little. You refused to look at him. The clock ticked faintly in the corner.
You nearly jumped out of your skin when you felt clawed fingers grab into your shoulder and pull you closer to the Radio Demon. You aided the movement by using your hands to scoot towards him.
Again, you had become close with him over the year, but you never took too long to consider just what you were. You always waited for him to make any move, because otherwise he might completely reject you. So, when he made the decision to bring you closer, you happily obliged, albeit a little anxiously.
You gingerly put your head against his chest, listening to the thrum of his heart. Or what might be a heart. Who knows. You held in a laugh when you realized that even that had some sort of radio-like sound to it. Nonetheless, it did help lull you out of any nerves you had being so close and intimate to Alastor.
You lifted yourself off of him with an elbow and looked at him. He was already looking at you, unsurprisingly, so your eyes met his. They were glowing a little, you noticed.
His face still had a grin, but it was light. And comfortable. His eyebrows were relaxed as he just watched you.Â
Your heart was beating uncomfortably fast, and you were embarrassed to think that he might be able to feel it with how close your chest was to his.
If he did, he made no indication of it. He just kept looking at you with the strangest expression youâve ever seen on him. It was gentle. His words from earlier played in your mind again; when he called you and him âfriends.â
Did âfriendsâ look at each other like this?
Did âfriendsâ inch closer to each other as they stared into the othersâ eyes, bodies flush against one another and legs beginning to tangle?
Your jaw clenched and unclenched as you neared him, and you frantically examined him for even the smallest hint of wanting you to stop. You swore he was leaning in too, though.
You felt his breath brush against your nose. Your heart was practically clawing itself out of your ribs and the elbow you had propped yourself up on grew wobbly with nerves. When Alastorâs eyes began to shut, ever so slowly, you followed suit.
And, for an incredibly brief moment, your lips touched his. One, two, maybe three seconds passed before he pulled away from you. You opened your eyes to watch his expression grow a bit puzzled. His smile was tight, and his brows furrowed slightly as he watched you. He seemed deep in thought, with what exactly you couldnât guess, but he didnât seem uncomfortable.
At some point his hand had come and was gingerly settled on your hip, which he used to pull you back down. Your elbow practically gave out and you fell a little rough back down on his chest. You couldnât help but stare widely at the wall for a moment, just listening to his heartbeat again. Was it beating faster than before?
You smiled lightly. You had no idea if this was a step forward in your relationship with the Radio Demon, or if it would be back to âfriendsâ tomorrow, but you decided to just cross your fingers. You reached your arms up to wrap under his neck, and you slowly made yourself comfortable. He had lightly settled his own arms on your back.
You couldnât help but send silent thanks to that aggressive fish demon from earlier, and a thanks to god himself, as strained as your opinions towards that guy was, for keeping your bed dry.
When Alastor began drawing shapes in your back, gently dragging his sharp nail across your clothed skin, you cast away all worries about the next day out of your head. It all seemed so far away now as you took in the smell of the demon laying underneath you.
You just hoped this would become a regular thing, because man, was this comfortable.
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A Warm Bed (sequel)
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june gloom - part 2: is this gonna end ever?
(Rafe Cameron x pogue!reader, 6.9k words)
part 1
summary: Six months after Rafe walked out of your life, you're finally picking up the shattered pieces he left in his wake. When you accidentally find yourself working at his wedding, your thrown right back into the chaos you thought you were free from.
content: angst/smut, 18+ minors do not interact!, mentions of alcohol abuse and drugs, mentions of cheating, what could be considered infiedelity
a/n: as a fair warning, the angst only gets worse in this one. however, I promise the third and final part will see a satisfying and happy ending for these two if you stick with me. also, this one got wordy, but after struggling with it for a while i'm very happy with how it turned out. thank you to this anon for inspo and for everyone's support on pt. 1.
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Crickets chirped a chorus around you as you laid back on the flannel blanket, the grass beneath making a soft pillow for your head. Your lips wrapped around the blunt, lungs expanding to welcome the smoke. You hummed in pleasure as the high-end strain went down way smoother than any of the trash you would usually get on The Cut.
âGod, this is good shit,â you said with a lazy smile.
âOnly the best for you,â Rafe smirked, leaning over on the blanket to pull the joint from your lips so he could join in your revelry.
He took a long drag and let it go in a smoke ring that rose above you and disappeared into the starry sky. You tried and failed to stifle your laugh.
âWhatâs funny?â He asked, eyes glazed over with his high.
âNothing,â you chuckled. âJustâŚwhat frat house did you learn that in?â
âShut up,â he teased back, making you laugh harder.
âNo, Iâm sure the sorority girls found that very sexy,â you continued.
âThey did actually, thank you,â he joked. âYou wouldâve too.â
âYeah right, Iâd make a great Phi Beta Whateverthefuck,â you huffed sarcastically.
âDid you go to college?â He asked.
Youâd known Rafe for about three months, spending nearly every night together since you first met at that club. You had talked about just about everything under the sun except yourselves, you were caught off-guard by this excavation into your history.
âUm, no,â you answered, taking the blunt back from him.
âWhy not?â
You shrugged, taking another hit, âdidnât wanna.â
âDo you regret it?â He continued.
You sat up and pulled your knees to your chest, looking down at him with a frown.
âWhat?â He questioned.
âWhy the sudden interest?â You said, harsher and less playful than youâd intended to.
Rafe sat up next to you, pulling his knees towards himself to mirror you. His eyes were intense on your face as he mumbled, âyou donât want me to get to know you?â
Truthfully, you wanted that and so much more, but you couldnât tell him that. You knew this was just a way for him to pass the time until he could get you in bed again, and maybe you were okay with that. You decided youâd entertain the line of questioning, just this once, not knowing then that this was just the first of many deep, meaningful conversations youâd share with him.
You took a deep breath and said, âwhat do you want to know?â
He looked up at the stars as he considered the answer to that question. You took the opportunity to admire the way the moonlight reflected off of the sharp angle of his jaw.
He decided on âwhatâs your biggest dream?â
You bit your lip and looked down at your bare feet, digging them into the blanket, not used to this kind of conversation and yet feeling curiously comfortable opening up to him.
âI want to go to India,â you answered honestly. âI read a book when I was a kid about a little girl who grew up in India and Iâve wanted to go ever since.â
Rafe nodded in approval, âthatâs a good one. You should go.â
âYeah, as soon as I win the lottery, itâll be my first stop,â you joked bitterly.
âOr I could just take you,â he shrugged.
You smiled at him, incredulous.Â
âWhat?â He asked, genuinely unsure of the meaning behind the look you were giving him. You realized he might actually be serious, even though you knew it would never really happen.
âNothing. Thatâs sweet,â you smiled. âBut I want to get there on my own. I wanna earn it.â
âI can respect that,â he conceded.Â
âAnytime you wanna lend me that private jet, though, just hit me up,â you teased.
Rafe chuckled, eyebrows raised, âoh I seeâŚyouâre using me.â
âI thought that was obvious,â you smiled coyly.Â
âUh-huh,â Rafe said, playfully shoving your shoulders so you fell back onto the blanket.Â
You giggled as he climbed over you, caging you in between his arms as he held himself up, looking down at you, tucked perfectly beneath him.
âI think Iâm okay with that.â
He leaned down and kissed you, his tongue sweeping over your bottom lip tenderly, lowering himself down until you were chest to chestâŚ
âAre you listening to me?â
Your friend waved her hand in front of your face, trying to get your attention.
âSorry, what?â You were pulled from your thoughts.
âI said they want us there at four this friday,â she showed you an email on her phone.
âOh,â you blinked, coming back to the moment. âWhere is it?â
âSome mansion on Figure 8. Itâs a wedding, but they're doing like a whole weekend thing, so itâs Friday through Sunday. Last time I worked one of these I made over five hundred.â
When she first told you about the catering gig this weekend, you turned her down. Youâd been carefully avoiding the north part of the island for the last six months, and a whole weekend would be a high-risk endeavor. However, you didnât have to check your bank account to know you were near broke, and Figure 8 was where the real money was made. You agreed and ironed your white button down and black slacks, your go-to outfit for catering gigs.
As you pulled up to the address your friend had sent you, you cursed under your breath. The estate was huge, the old house immaculately kept and towering proudly under a crystal blue sky. You turned down the radio as your beat up car sputtered its way up the long, grand drive.
âWeâre definitely not on the south side anymore,â you joked to yourself.Â
You pulled around back to the service entrance as directed by your friendâs text and tracked her down in the crowd of other blue collar workers. Everyone was moving quickly, arranging the massive party space according to the wishes of some unseen bride and groom.Â
You were put to work right away, polishing silverware and arranging it as instructed by the very specific, color-coded diagram you had been given. Tonight was only the rehearsal dinner, and there were two-hundred names on the guestlist. You chatted with your friend as you did various other chores, speculating about who could possibly be the owner of this massive property.
âMaybe itâs a crime lord,â your friend joked. âLike some mafia type shit.â
âMaybe itâs a celebrity,â you guessed.Â
You didnât have to wonder for long.Â
âHey! A little help here!â A delivery driver called to you as he struggled to lift something large and rectangular out of his truck, the mystery item protected with a large, black sheet.
You ran over to give him a hand, and he directed you to a big easel he had set out, âpicture of the happy couple,â he explained. You called your friend over, informing her you were about to have all your questions answered.
Once you had set the canvas down, you asked the delivery driver if you could remove the sheet. âI donât give a fuck, my jobâs done,â he said, hopping back in his truck and driving off. You and your friend giggled as you did a little countdown and drumroll routine. You pulled the sheet away and her mouth fell open
âOf fucking course,â she immediately took out her phone to take a picture.
You stepped back to look at the giant, blown up portrait. Every muscle in your body tensed and the blood drained from your face, you grabbed the back of a nearby chair for support.Â
There on the oversized canvas, smiling that perfect, crooked, arrogant, beautiful smile, was Rafe Cameron.
He had his arm around the woman you recognized to be the one heâd left you for, calling off your whirlwind love affair in pursuit of something more optically appealing to his family. Heâd found it; they were gorgeous together.
Six months had passed since youâd last seen him. The first few months were the hardest youâd ever faced. At first, you went out almost every night, needing to stay shitfaced to keep your mind from wandering to him or your fingers from dialing his number. Eventually, you had to delete him from your phone, not trusting yourself in those late night moments when you missed him so much you thought you might die. No amount of booze or weed could make you forget the feeling of his hands on your body, the sound of his voice, the look in his eyes when he fucked you that last time. Your friends started getting worried. You blacked out so often, you couldnât keep a job. After three or four months of your reckless behavior, they called a sort of intervention and convinced you to calm down.Â
You decided if you were going to be alone, youâd make yourself good company.Â
You stopped drinking, and even gave up cigarettes. It took several false starts, but the patch got you through it. You picked up good habits, too, starting your mornings with yoga and meditation. You were planning to go back to school, tired of career-hopping through dead-end minimum wage jobs. You stopped eating take out so much, started grocery shopping and saving every spare cent you had for a travel fund. You even cut and dyed your hair, finding freedom in the ability to change whenever you wanted, in the fluidity of answering to no one but yourself. You were still untamed, but for the first time in your life, you felt a semblance of control. You decided youâd build a beautiful life even if you had to scratch and claw your way to it. And youâd do it all by yourself.
Slowly, and with the most effort youâd given anything ever, you were finally starting to get over Rafe Cameron.
Or so you thought. Now, standing in his backyard, decorating for his wedding, you felt like you were right back where you were that night in June, lying naked on your bed while he walked out of your life forever.
âWhat the hell do you think youâre doing?â A high-pitched, angry voice startled you, pulling your eyes away from the picture.
You whipped your head around to see her, even more stunning than she was in pictures, her wide Disney-princess eyes shooting daggers at you. Your first and most irrational thought was that she somehow knew who you were. The delusion of that concept was quickly made apparent.
âThe picture was supposed to stay covered until tonight,â she barked at you and your friend, who looked at you with wide-eyed panic. âArenât you the fucking caterers? Why are you even out here?â
âS-sorry,â you stammered out, your mind reeling as it tried to connect to your reality. You picked up the sheet off the ground. âWeâll cover it back up.â
âNo, donât touch it! Whereâs your manager?â She demanded, her hands on her hips. âThey need to know about this. What are your names?â
Your friend looked at you with wide eyes, you knew she needed this job even more desperately than you did. Plus, sheâd stuck her neck out to get you hired and now sheâd lose the money and her credibility.
âIt was me,â you blurted out. âNot her. Donât worry, you donât need to get anyone fired, Iâll just leave.â
It wasnât a big sacrifice, considering you were already thinking if you stayed another minute you might have a full blown panic attack. At least if you threw yourself under the bus and got fired, your friend would have no reason to question why you ran from the property crying.
âFine, whatever,â she dismissed your act of loyalty with a wave of her manicured hand while your friend looked at you with grateful eyes. âWhatâs your name then?â
âDonât worry about it,â you handed her the sheet, which she snatched from your hands irritably. âIâll just go.â
You tried to keep your composure as you walked back toward the house, praying youâd remember your way back to your car. Your heart was pounding, your anxiety and shock threatening to bubble over, you could feel tears springing up and your hands shaking.
You rounded one of the many corners of the massive house, finally out of her line of vision, and broke into a sprint. You passed through another courtyard, where more preparations were underway. There were far too many eyes on you. If you remembered correctly, there was only one more turn before the part of the property you were parked on.
Dirt crunching under your feet, you slid around the corner and straight into something hard and large. You let out a sharp âouchâ as your face burned with the force of the collision. To your horror, you realized youâd run into a person. You kept your eyes low, looking at the manâs feet as you held a hand over your face, wondering for a moment if youâd broken your nose. Then, a familiar scent flooded your senses, and you felt a large hand rest on your shoulder.Â
âWoah, Iâm sorry, are you okay?â Rafeâs voice asked, clearly unaware of who he was talking to, you looked so different than you did six months ago.
You raised your wide eyes to look at him, hand still cradling your throbbing nose. You took him in through rapidly blinking lashes, begging yourself not to cry. His face shifted slowly from concern for a stranger to recognition of someone all too familiar.
He pulled his hand from you in shock, his mouth opening and closing and opening again, trying to form words that just werenât coming. You knew you needed to get out of there before they did.
âIâm fine,â you said firmly, hoping he understood you were talking about more than just your injured face.
You sidestepped him and kept running, leaving him standing wide eyed and ashen faced as he watched you get into your car and peel away from his home, and away from him.Â
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The key rattled against the lock, your hands shaking as you tried to get into your apartment. When you finally got the door opened, you peeled off your clothes quickly, as if they were covered in something radioactive. You pulled on a tank and some sleep shorts, fully ready to get in bed and stay there for days. Everything in you was unraveling. The sight and sound of him undoing the steel backbone you had built for yourself. You climbed under the covers, curled into a ball, and sobbed.
You cried so hard, it knocked you out. Without trying to, your body fell into a hazy, uneasy kind of sleep, haunted by images of Rafe. When you woke, blinking confusedly at the fuzzy outline of the time on your alarm clock, it was dark outside. The clock read 11:03pm. You pulled yourself from your bed with a groan, craving something to comfort you in your post-meltdown emptiness.
As you stood at the sink, filling the kettle for some tea, your mind replayed the events of the day. Heâs getting married tomorrow. The rehearsal dinner that you helped set up for was probably over by now. You pictured him saying goodnight to her with a kiss, hanging his tux for the morning, making sure he had the rings ready. You already knew youâd lost him, but the permanence of tomorrowâs events felt like a boot on the neck of the small part of you that still wondered what if.
Your phone rang out loudly on the kitchen table, making you jump, so startled you almost dropped the tea kettle, the water now overflowing. You set the kettle down on the stove and turned on the burner before looking at your phone screen, which read âunknown number.â You hit decline and let it go to voicemail. After a minute, you poured your tea and sat at the table, watching as your phone lit up again with notification of a new voicemail. You unlocked it and pressed play.
You knew the voice immediately, though it was coming out slurred and strained. You clutched the phone to your ear with both hands to hear better.
âHeyyyy baby. Itâs me. Iâm sorry for calling so many times, blowinâ up your phone and youâre probably out somewhere, looking fuckinâ gorgeous like always. Shit thereâs probably guys lined up to take you home. Do you remember when we met? Fuck you looked so hot. I thought if you said no to going home with me I might literally die. But you said yes! You said yes and you took me home and we, fuckâŚgodâŚit was so good, youâre so good. Not just the sex. I mean, yes your pussy is so perfect, butâŚshit itâs rainingâŚbut you were- you areâŚjesus Rafe get it together. I canât remember what I was saying. Iâm so drunk, I- ouch, fuck!- I miss you, baby. It's cold out here but I donât care, I couldnât be there anymore. I couldnât listen to them talk about this fucking wedding. Fucking flowers and table settings and shit I donât care about any of thatâŚjust, pleaseâŚbabyâŚI need-â
Your phone beeped loudly, the voicemail cut off for length. You replayed it, twice. Outside your kitchen window, you could see the rain getting heavy. The low was in the 30s tonight, and it was supposed to keep raining for hours. You couldnât hear much in the background behind Rafeâs drunken rambling, but you could tell he was outside. You pictured him stumbling into a ditch somewhere. He had hurt himself on the voicemail, did he fall? You couldnât stand the thought of him alone, out in the cold rain, hurt.
Despite every instinct, you pulled up the number he called from and texted him.
Today 11:14pm
Where are you?
Today 11:16pm
âUnknownâ shared their location with you.
You grabbed your coat and keys and ran out the door before you had time to second guess yourself. You found him lying on the beach, his clothes soaked through from the rain that was still falling heavily. Heâd clearly thrown up, just a few feet from where he was laying now. You ran to his side and quickly checked that he was breathing.
âJesus, Rafe,â you recoiled at the overwhelming aroma of booze radiating off of him.
His eyes flew open at the sound of your voice.Â
âBaby?â he groaned.
âWe gotta get out of here, Rafe,â you struggled to help him up.
With an enormous amount of effort, you got him into your car. He leaned his head against the cold window as you drove, his breath fogging up the glass with each exhale. You looked over at him every few seconds to make sure he was still conscious.Â
Once in your apartment, stumbling through the door with his arm over your shoulder, you led him into the bathroom, guiding him to sit on the edge of the tub while you ran the shower, water heating slowly.
You tapped his arms.Â
âUp,â you instructed. He lifted his arms obediently and looked up at you through half-lidded eyes as you peeled off his wet polo, doing everything you could to avoid staring at his bare torso.
âThink you can do the rest yourself?â You motioned to his lower half.
âNo,â he said with a smirk.
âRafe,â you warned, not playing around.
âI can do the rest myself,â he said with his hands up in defense.Â
You left him in the bathroom fumbling with his belt. While he showered, you brewed a pot of coffee and poured two steaming mugs, sitting uneasily at the table when he finally emerged from the bathroom. He was in only his boxers and you blushed aggressively, as if you hadnât seen him naked a hundred times before. He caught the redness in your cheeks as you looked down at your hands, swallowing hard.
âSorry,â he said earnestly. âMy clothes are still wet.â
You pushed back your chair and walked to your bedroom, returning with folded clothes in your hands. He looked suspiciously at the menâs t-shirt and basketball shorts you gave him, cocking his eyebrow at you. You just glared back at him, tilting your head slightly as if to say I dare you to give me shit about where I got them. He didnât push it, pulling them on wordlessly.
âCoffee?â You offered once he was dressed.
âPlease,â he slumped into the chair across from you, sipping the coffee with a sigh.
âFeeling better?â You asked.
âMuch better, thanks,â he said. âNever mix rum and redbull.â
You snorted, âI couldâve told you that.â
âWell you werenât there were you?â The sentence started playfully but ended with a bite.
You sipped your coffee, wondering who would be first to acknowledge the elephant in the room. You sat in silence for a few minutes, both drinking your coffee and letting the air grow thick between you.
Finally, he caved and spoke first, âwhyâd you leave?â
âWhy would I stay?â You responded, voice dripping with spite.
âI- I guess I donât know.â Now it was Rafe avoiding your eyes.
âDoes she knowâŚabout me?â You asked timidly.
âNo,â he mumbled, before sipping up the last drop of his coffee.
âAnd where does she think you are right now?âÂ
âMy bachelor party.â
âWe should get you back there, then.â You stood and collected both mugs, bringing them to the sink.
Rafe scoffed, âyouâre kicking me out again?â
âI never kicked you out, Rafe. You left,â you said, clutching the edge of the sink, bracing for an argument.
But he didnât argue, he just let the silence settle between you for a long moment before finally saying, âI wish I hadnât. I miss you.â
You turned, expecting to find him still slumped over the table, but he had stood and was now startlingly close. You jolted, squaring your shoulders in defense as he got closer to you.
âDonât say that,â you pleaded. âI canât do this with you.â
âThen whyâd you come get me?â He asked, his eyelids low as he looked down at you. âWhyâd you bring me here?
âWhyâd you call me?â You asked back.
âI asked you first,â he said, no playful smile to match his childish words.
âWhy does it matter?â You sighed.
ââCause it does, it matters to me, please just give me a reason,â his voice grew more desperate as he stepped even closer to you, his looming body caging you against the sink. He searched your face as he waited for you to respond, needing an answer you couldnât give him.
âAre you gonna marry her?â Your words tightened the tension already growing between you, causing Rafe to close his eyes in frustration.
âI donât want to talk about her,â he shook his head.Â
Rafe lifted his hand slowly, placing it on your waist. He squeezed gently at the soft skin of your side. You leaned into his touch for just a second before coming to your senses.
âAre you? Going to marry her?â You repeated stubbornly.
âYes,â He said, eyes falling from your face to his hand on your side.
âThen you shouldnât be touching me,â you grabbed Rafeâs hand and lowered it from you. âI wonât be a mistress. I wonât be that dirty pogue who fucks a married guy, I wanna be something better than that.âÂ
You slipped out from between him and the sink, pacing to the other side of the room, but his body turned aggressively to follow you.
âYou are. Youâre so much better,â his voice cracked with urgency as he rushed to reassure you.
You shook your head in anger, raising your voice as you snapped, âthen why are you marrying someone else?â
âBecause I have to!â He matched your heated tone, as if he was the one to have something to be mad about.
âWeâre going in circles, Rafe! We are in the exact same spot we were six months ago! Except Iâm a different person now. It changed me, losing you. I got better, I got healthy, I got sober. I got over you!â You were yelling now, searching for the words to make him understand that he wasnât the only one who had something to lose now.
âWell I didnât get over you,â he stated simply.
âNo, you got engaged,â you pointed out.
âFuck that, fuck her, you know I donât love her!â He scoffed. âYou saw her today, you know sheâs a bitch.â
âThatâs really nice, Rafe, you should put that in your vows,â you huffed sarcastically.
âOh câmon, she doesnât love me either,â he rolled his eyes. âShe still fucks around, everyone knows it.â
He said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world, but it took you by surprise. You searched his face for a sign as to whether it was true or just something he made up to make you sympathize with him. The way his eyes fell to the ground and the apples of his cheeks blushed slightly told you it was true, she cheated on him, and he was ashamed of it. It made you sick, the thought of someone having him so close and caring so little. The only thing worse than the thought of her treating him like that was the thought of him accepting it as if it was what he deserved. You shouldâve felt sad for him, but it just made you angrier.
âThen why, Rafe? Why?â You knew you were becoming a broken record but you just could not wrap your head around his choice. âWhy are you still with her?â You hated the way it made you sound like you were blaming him for her actions, but you needed to understand.
âBecause Iâm going to have to end up with someone like her anyway, I may as well just get it over with,â he said with a resigned shake of his head.
âThatâs fucked up, Rafe,â you said, even though you knew he already knew it.
âIt is what it is,â he shrugged, defeated.
Your eyes caught the clock on your stove. It was almost 1am. Rafe was supposed to be saying his vows in twelve hours, and you knew if he stood here in your apartment for another minute, looking at you so helplessly, youâd crumble for him.
âI think you should go home,â you said, trying and failing to mean it.
âNot yet,â Rafe said, his tone implying there was something more he was waiting for.
And even though you wanted to, you just couldnât give it to him.Â
Mustering the last of your pride, you took a deep breath and said, âIf youâre waiting for me to ask you not to marry her, weâre both gonna be disappointed. Iâve been doing good, Rafe. I got my life together, and I wonât be responsible for ruining someone elseâs. Itâs not on me, you have to decide. If you donât want to marry her, then donât marry her. But do it for you, because Iâve got me covered.â
Rafe considered your words, standing completely still as they washed over him. He had to choose. He could either ruin his reputation and potentially lose his family to be happy with you or keep the lifestyle heâd grown so accustomed to and be miserable with her. He looked so sad, and you desperately wanted to ask him what he was thinking, but you stayed silent, wanting him to say what he was feeling all on his own for once. You needed a simple answer.
But Rafe Cameron never did anything the simple way.
He didnât say anything, he just started walking toward you. Once he was close enough to touch you, and your back was against the wall, he reached up to touch your face gently with one finger, silently asking if you were still in pain from your collision earlier. When you didnât wince or push him away, he leaned down, bringing his lips dangerously close to yours.
âJust one more time, please. Donât kick me out, be with me one more time,â he whispered against your skin.
You shook your head slowly, whispering back, âI wonât kick you out, but I also wonât let you touch me and then marry her.â
âFine, I wonât touch you.âÂ
Rafe leaned back, only slightly, pulling his face away so you were level with his chest. He folded his hands behind his back to show you he meant it. You could smell his familiar musk, his chest so close to your face you could hear his heartbeat as you looked up at the pulsing veins in his neck. His hair, still wet from the shower, flopped messily over his forehead. A single drop fell from his bangs and landed on your collarbone. Rafeâs eyes darkened as he tracked the droplet rolling across your exposed skin, down your chest, over the curve of your tits and finally disappearing into your tank top.
Eyes locked to Rafeâs, you lifted your hand slowly, placing it over the spot the water had fallen, sliding your fingers delicately down the dropâs path. When you reached the neckline of your tank top, Rafeâs eyes consuming every movement, you reached up with your other hand and lowered one of the straps of your top slowly. You dragged your hand down further, cupping your breast through your lacy bralette and biting your lip at the pressure.
Rafeâs jaw clenched. He put one hand on the wall next to your head to steady himself, bringing his body impossibly closer while still not touching you. His other hand fell to his side, moving dangerously close to his dick.
âYou better not touch yourself either, or I swear to god Iâll stop,â you warned him.
âDonât stop,â He brought the drifting hand up to the wall on the other side of your head. âPlease, baby.â
Butterflies erupted in your stomach at his voice, raspy and strained with need. With two hands on the hem of your shirt, you pulled it slowly over your head, leaving you in just the see-through undergarment.Â
âTake that off too,â Rafe tried to sound dominant, but his voice cracked, betraying him.
âYouâre not in any position to make demands,â you scolded with a shake of your head. âAnd youâre not going to see me naked. You have a fianceĂŠ for that.â
Rafe was pained by this, his nostrils flailing as he clenched his jaw in frustration. You ignored him and put your hands back on your body, palming both of your tits again before trailing lower over your stomach. Rafeâs tongue darted out of his mouth and licked his lips as he watched the way your stomach flexed with anticipation, hands finally landing on the waistband of your sleep shorts. One hand pulled the elastic back while the other slid beneath it slowly. When your fingers ran over the fabric of your panties, teasing your clothed clit, your head fell back against the wall and your jaw fell slack. Rafe ran one of his hands through his hair as he watched pleasure flood your face, desperate to touch something, anything. The hand still on the wall closed into a fist. You started rubbing circles over your clit through your panties, the fabric already soaked through, wet since the sight of him in his boxers. Your breath hitched when you found the perfect rhythm and you closed your eyes tight, a melodic moan rising from your throat.
âFuck baby, youâre so fucking sexy,â Rafe growled through gritted teeth.
Your eyes flew open and you pulled your hand from your shorts, suddenly very aware of the lack of space between you and the vulgarity of what you were doing. You slid under his arm and hurried to the other side of the kitchen.
âYou should go,â you whispered, wrapping your arms around yourself and shivering at the sudden loss of his warmth.
Rafe stayed still, trying not to spook you. His head dipped low, looking down at his ringing hands.
âI missed you,â he mumbled helplessly.
âYou mean you missed fucking me?â You asked spitefully.
One agonizingly slow step at a time, Rafe crossed the room. You turned from him as if to push him away, literally giving him the cold shoulder. But he wasnât deterred, he just got closer and closer until he was right behind you, close enough for his breath to sweep across your shoulder as he said, âyeah, what if I do? I miss it so much. Thereâs not a day that passes without me wishing I was here, fucking you so good you scream my name.â
His arrogant words made you so fucking angry, and so fucking wet.
What little resistance you had mustered disappeared. Breathless, you whispered, âwhat else do you miss?â
âI miss your little moans,â he continued, the corner of his lips raising slightly at the sight of the goosebumps that shot up your arms. âI bet you still cry out for me when you make yourself come, donât you? I want you to show me.â
âWe canât do this,â you shook your head.
âNo, I canât do this,â he corrected you. âYou can do whatever you want.â
No fight left, you took his suggestion, and soon you were laying back on your bed, your shorts thrown on the floor, your hand moving feverishly under your panties. Rafe laid next to you, his body drawn in as close as it could possibly get while keeping his promise not to touch you. Youâd made no such promise, the hand you werenât rubbing over your slick folds gripping his arm for purchase as you moaned at your own touch.
âTalk to me,â you begged.
âYeah?â He said excitedly, as if he had been waiting for permission.Â
You nodded desperately, bringing your eyes to his as one of your fingers dropped down to enter yourself.
âYou remember the first time we fucked?â He began. âRight here on this bed. I took you from behind. You were so tight around my cock, like you were fucking made for me.â
You added a second finger, driven by his filthy words. His jaw clenched, restraining himself with more effort than heâd ever given anything as he watched you writhe.
âKeep going,â you whined, eyes squeezed shut.
âI had to turn you around, I had to see that pretty face when you came for me for the first time,â he recalled. âGod, I bet you wish it was me stretching you out right now, donât you? You wish it was my cock pounding you into the mattress until you canât breathe, huh?â
âMhm,â you nodded, lips pouting, overwhelmed by the memories and your need to feel him.
âBest pussy Iâve ever had,â he groaned, feeling himself twitching in his pants, desperate for his own release but committed to yours. âI need to see you come, baby, one more time. Please come for me?â
You cried out as you clenched around your own fingers, their size so inadequate with him so close, knowing what he could be doing to you. But you meant what you said, you couldnât let him touch you, not while his bride was sleeping just across town, no idea her groom was in some pogueâs bed, begging her to come for him. Maybe it was sick, but the thought of him being so desperate for you that he was risking everything with her made your thighs clench around your hand, nearing the edge.
âTell me about the first time you saw me,â you pleaded, the rasp in your voice warning him you were close.Â
âHoly shit, baby, you were so fucking sexy,â he said, rising up from the bed and propping himself on his arm to hover over you, the proximity throwing you into even more of a frenzy. âDancing in that club, the way you move, shit, I wanted to lay you down on that dancefloor and fuck you right there. So did every other guy in there. But they didnât get to have you, I did. And Iâve never been the same since I first touched you.â
It was all too much, his words, the memory, the sensation of your fingers sliding in and out so easily, the way he was talking making you so wet. Your high crashed into you like a truck, your back arching off the bed, your chest bumping into his as you came with his name on your lips.
âThere she is, thatâs my girl,â Rafe exhaled as you rode out your high. Eventually, your muscles gave out from the pleasure and you slumped back into the bed.
He watched you in rapture as your chest rose and fell with labored breaths, struggling to recover. Neither of you knew what to do next, the shock of what just happened washing over you. Your body was so exhausted from the chaos of the day and the aftershocks of your orgasm, all you wanted was him, and you were too tired to fight it.
âRafe?â You whispered into the darkness of your bedroom, the light of the moon the only thing illuminating the small space.
âYeah?â He whispered back.
âCan you hold me?â Your voice sounded so small, and you hated the vulnerability of your request, but at this moment the only thing you wanted in the world was to feel his arms around you.
âI thought you didnât want me to touch you?â He teased gently.
âI said Iâm getting better, not that Iâm perfect,â you smiled, turning your body towards him. âAnd I want to know what it feels like to fall asleep in your arms. Just once.â
âIs it gonna be an issue?â He asked. You knew what he really meant was, âare you going to regret sleeping with an engaged man?â
The answer was yes, but you didnât care.
âJust let me be a little selfish,â you said, turning around so your back was against his chest, pulling his arm around you. âI had you first.â
âYou still have me,â he whispered against your neck, pulling your body into his.
âShhh,â you said, lifting your fingers gently to his lips. âGo to sleep, Rafe.â
He smiled and did as he was told.
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The sunlight landing on your face is what woke you from the deepest and sweetest sleep youâd had in six months. Your first instinct was to smile, humming in satisfaction as you stretched your well rested muscles.
Your second instinct was to reach for him.Â
You shouldnât be surprised, shouldnât pull your knees to your chest, shouldnât be crying alone in your cold bed. Of course he left. He was always going to leave.
Some small, pathetic voice in the back of your mind said, âmaybe he just went to break things off with her.â
Even though it made you feel like the most pitiful girl in the world, you checked his location, still available from the night before. He was on Figure 8, the address you had gone to yesterday. He was at his wedding.Â
He had wanted you to ask him not to marry her. He never wouldâve said it, but you could see it on his face. He had too much to lose, too many people depending on him, too much weight on his shoulders. But maybe he wouldâve given it all up, if only youâd asked.
You threw your phone across the room in frustration. Maybe you shouldâve just asked him to stay with you, maybe you shouldâve put your pride aside this one time, maybe this was all your fault.Â
You were up and out of bed before you had time to talk yourself out of it. You pulled on your catering clothes from the night before. Surely, they wouldnât let you in the gate if you looked like some wedding crashing pogue, but maybe you could slip in undetected if it seemed like you still worked there.
You donât even remember driving there, your stomach on fire with nerves and something that might even be excitement, as you raced across the island. The clock in your car read 1:03pm, and you prayed to whatever god was listening that the ceremony had started late.
As you planned, they let you right in the gate when you said you were with the caterer. You didnât even bother to park at the service entrance, your tires squealing as you came to a stop right in front of the house, leaving the engine running as you ran towards the ceremony site. You could hear music playing in the distance, hoping it was the processional.Â
But when you turned the corner, you heard a large crowd break into applause. You came to a halt, backing up to hide under the cover of a tree a few yards from the end of the aisle. You watched as Rafe appeared, his beaming bride on his arm. He dipped her low, giving her a kiss as the crowd cheered again, the gold ring on his left hand glinting in the sunlight.
You were too late.
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The Arrangement (10) - A New Way
Chapter summary: Astarion always find a way back to you even in the midst of all the chaos.
Pairing: Astarion x female!Tav
Warnings: 18+. Sexual frustration. Jealous Astarion. Protective Astarion. Fingering. Masturbation. Cumplay. Innuendo. Body worship.
Word count: 7.3k
Author's note: Tumblr isn't allowing me to reply to comments ever since I changed my @... already contacted support. I am not ignoring you guys *deep sigh*
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Rivington had its fair share of taverns and inns sprawled across its busy and lively streets. It was surely a welcome change from the grim and daunting sense of dread that loomed over you when travelling across the shadowlands.Â
As such, the group had split to indulge in some brief moments of well deserved and welcome repose before finally reaching Baldurâs Gate.
Astarion sat across from you, subtlety eyeing his surroundings as you happily sipped your apple juice.Â
The sun had yet to reach its peak but the tavern was already crawling with drunkards and unpleasant crowds.Â
âWe shouldnât linger.â Astarion mused with arms crossed.
You nodded. âIâm nearly done.â
As much as you wished to forget about the troubling matters that haunted you, it was evident that your presence was earning some unwanted curious stares from a few onlookers.Â
He suddenly reached for the pouch at his hip, withdrawing a piece of fabric before extending his hand to you.
âHere.â
You took it in your hand, briefly admiring its silky texture of the handkerchief as shades of teal and green swirled together in mesmerising patterns.
Then your fingers found golden letters sewn along one corner.Â
Your name.
Your heart was clenched tight as you traced each letter in absolute awe.
âAstarion, this isâŚâ
He waved a hand dismissively. âOh, think nothing of it, darling. Youâre often covered in blood and sweat and Gods know what other fluids,â he said with a curt smile. âI figured you might as well look stylish whilst wiping that pretty face of yours.â
There he was.
So easily crawling under your skin with his words and now with such a thoughtful gift that fully displayed his artistry and exceptional needlework.
A lump in your throat held your words back.
Maybe he didnât consider this gesture all that relevant or even worthy of a lingering thought, but you did.
This was a silent extension of him.
Now youâd have him by your heart at all times.
But the moment was cut short as a loud bang rippled across your table.
A man reeking of cheap mead cackled loudly at you. He was swaying so violently it was an incredible feat that he was able to stand on both feet without losing balance.
âOi! Arenât you that gal from a few years ago who did magic tricks?â
Your blood ran cold at once and your insides twisted into several knots.
âI donât think so.â you said, focusing your gaze on the drink in front of you.
You didnât recognise him, but you silently prayed he would just drop the matter and leave.
Instead, he hiccuped. âN-No! It is you! I would never forget such a face.â
Your eyes met Astarionâs momentarily as he narrowed his crimson eyes at the loud drunkard, and you reckoned he was close to intervening.Â
You mustered your strength. âNo. Itâs not me.â
But the man was insistent as he was drunk.
He banged a hand on the wooden surface once more. âWhat? You are the one whose motherââ
The flash of a dagger pierced through your field of vision, landing right between the manâs fingers, the blade pressed menacingly against his thumb.
âShe said ânoâ,â he said through gritted teeth, eyes flaring with contempt. âShould I teach you the meaning of the word?â
The man shuddered and cowered in fear as he strolled away as fast as his wobbly steps would allow.
But Astarion had overdone it and had simultaneously caused many heads to turn your way, voices whispering as people tried to make out what the fuss was all about.
âWeâve overstayed our welcome,â he said, sheathing his dagger as he stood up.
You remained frozen in place, still taken aback by the words the man had spewed at you.
Your mind had been kept too busy to dive back into the memories of your mother, and to dwell on what had happened so many years ago.
A shudder spread across your entire body as the sense of dread gripped you.
You felt his hand nudge your shoulder. âNowâs not the time for daydreaming, sweetheart.â
And he quickly tugged at your arm, pulling you up on your feet before the two of you scurried along the tavern and earning heavy glares.
You made it out just in time as two Fists crossed paths with you on their way inside, trying to disperse the crowd that had gathered around the entryway.
âWhat was that all about?â Astarion asked as soon as you were able to blend in with the passers-by.Â
âNothing.â
Your mouth had gone awfully dry even though you had downed most of your apple juice, replenishing your hydration level.Â
He stared at you, raising a brow inquisitively. âHe did actually know you, didnât he?â
You met his gaze in a silent warning. âHe must have had me confused with someone else.â
He rolled his eyes. âYouâre a terrible liar, but I will not pry. We all have secrets to bear.â
You nodded, thankful for his understanding remark.
There was no point in lying to him. He could always see right through your silly attempts at deception.Â
âJust know that you can come to me should you need to air them out,â he added. âI know all too well how buried secrets always find a way to crawl to the surface â one way or another.â
It was a glaring testament to how he had come to terms with opening up to someone else.
He had come far in that regard and you felt proud of him.
A faint smile settled on your lips, but it faded just as quickly once realisation hit you.
âWait!â you said, gripping his arm. âThe handkerchief â I left it there. Let meââ
He patted your back. âLeave it, darling. Unless you fancy starting a tavern brawl, that is.â
Your heart dropped.
âButâŚâ
âI will embroider you a new one.â
But he never did.
There was no point in lying to Astarion.
You were very well aware of this.
He would spot your deceit faster than a hawk could tail its prey.
But the dreadful sense of impending doom had rooted you to the sofa.
This couldnât all just be a coincidence.Â
By the time the two of you had reached the room, Gale and Laeâzel had already vanished through a portal to Waterdeep to assess the situation.Â
âAll we can do for now is wait.â Astarion said, adjusting his shirt.Â
Shadowheart scoffed. âThis is all very odd. Itâs as if something is at work against us.â
You nodded. âI agree.â
âAre the two of you in some competition to see whoâs the most dramatic?â he said with a click of his tongue. âHonestly, we know nothing about what happened. Maybe his contact succumbed to self-inflicted boredom â a running theme amongst wizards.â
His sense of humour would have been welcome under different circumstances, but you were on the brink of freaking out.
âMaybe I could cast Arcane Gate and help outâŚâ you said in a restless tone, feeling nauseous.
But the mage slayer outside kept your magic levels too low for you to successfully cast a level six conjuration spell, so it was not even an option.
Astarion immediately snorted as he joined your side. âPerish the thought. I donât think itâd be wise to do such a thing given your condition. You might open a portal to some place infested with murderous creatures, and then Iâll have to jump in to rescue you.â
Shadowheart, who had been pacing worriedly across the room, came to an immediate halt. âWhat condition?â
You rubbed your temples as if it would magically dissipate the gnawing headache.
âI had too much to drink last night.â
Shadowheartâs accusatory stare immediately landed on Astarion. âWhat did you do?â
He scoffed dramatically. âExcuse me? I am well aware that pinning the blame on me is a recurring activity in this group, but I had nothing to do with this.â
You groaned with a wince. âPlease keep your voices downâŚâ
Shadowheart rushed to lower herself by your feet until she could eye-level with you. âAre you all right?â
No.
And it had little to do with the aftermath of your alcohol consumption.
Ava.
Your intuition was pounding ceaselessly in your mind and you just couldnât bring yourself to ignore it any longer.
Yes, she had told you she would talk to Astarion, but your nerves were being eaten raw and time wasnât something you could afford to spare.
âI⌠think I need to talk about somethingâŚâ you began as a shiver tore through your body.
Shadowheart gripped your knees, her face twisted in alarmed worry. âWhat is it?â
You exchanged a glare with Astarion who eyed you in confusion.
âI met up with Ava last night andâŚâ You paused briefly, pondering your next words. âShe made an offering.â
His brows furrowed together. âWhat offering?â
You felt sweat coat your palms as your heart rate quickened in distress. âSheâs under the impression someone is after us,â you said, clutching your hands together. âThat whoever it is might be responsible for that dead body and us getting wrongfully arrested.â
Shadowheart was now gripping your knees firmly. âAnd what did she offer?â
Your leg was visibly shaking now as you were finding it harder to keep your composure.
âApparently, when Astarion feeds on me, our blood mixes together andâŚâ
As far as you were aware, Shadowheart wasnât aware of his deal with Ava, so you decided to hold that information.
âSheâs interested in that⌠mixture and wants access to it in exchange for information.â
The effect your words had was nearly catastrophic.Â
Shadowheart looked positively scandalised and Astarion immediately gripped your arm, snarling, â What? â
He was instantly on his feet and you followed suit.
âHow would she even have access to that in the first place?â she asked in awe.
Astarion spoke before you could, âIâve been giving her some of my blood as she researches ways to counter the effects of vampirism. But I wasnât aware of this!â
â Astarion! â Shadowheart let out in sheer outrage. âWhat in the Hells is wrong with you?â
He ignored her remark, eyes fixed on you.
He was mad.
No.
He was furious.
Up until this point, you had only ever witnessed him protect Ava and vouched for her integrity, but it seemed that he was no longer interested in upholding his defence.Â
âShe told me she would tell you of this as she only recently found out about it.â
âTo Hells with that!â he snarled. âDid you agree to that arrangement?â
Silence
But that was answer enough.
âYou should have told me!â
You swallowed the uncomfortable lump in your throat. âYou never listen to me when it comes to her!â
He clicked his tongue in annoyance. âThis is different!â
âHow?!â
Crimson eyes locked with yours as he scowled deeply. âShe involved you!â
His admission stunned you into silence.
It wasnât all that common nowadays to witness Shadowheart succumb to her protective instinct to the point of no return.
But you could tell she was close to snapping when she approached Astarion, yellow flames dangerously swirled across her palms.
âGive me one good reason not to blast this Ava into oblivion,â she growled with ire. âOr you, for that matter.â
He gave her a mocking scoff. âDarling, Iâd love to see you try.â
She smiled deviously and you knew it was time to intervene.Â
You carefully placed your hand on her arm. âShadowheart.â
She glanced at you almost in disbelief. ââShadowheartâ? Heâs out here dealing with dodgy people and putting us all at risk! Now sheâs also involved with murdering people in Waterdeep?â
Astarion let out an exasperated groan. âWhat connection is there between the two, then?â
In all honesty, you werenât quite sure.
Not yet, at least.
At this point, you were allowing your gut feeling to guide you, and it could very well blow up in your face if she turned out to be innocent in all of this.
However⌠the warning signs were too loud to ignore.
âI⌠donât know yet.â
Astarion was glaring at you with pursed lips, and you vaguely wondered if he was upset with you, or if he was actually upset that his judgement had failed him when it came to Ava.
âYou can bleed yourself dry if you wish, but not her ,â Shadowheart pressed in a low voice.
âI know .â he shot back.
She took a step forward, her face dangerously close to his. âThen youâd do well to remember that my respect for you has its limits. Do not cross them.â
You tugged at her arm again, trying to put some distance in between them.
âWell, this conversation isnât going anywhere,â he said after a while with a scoff before turning around to leave. âIâll be in my room.â
You tried to go after him, but Shadowheart held you firmly in place. âLet him go.â
It was hard to do so, but you nodded as you sat on a nearby chair.
âI know you care deeply for him, but this is beyond ludicrous.â she said with a heavy sigh.
Her voice was that of reason, so you couldnât fault her for being so apprehensive.
âHe would never harm me.â
And you would always stand by this as sure as the sun is to rise.
âNot consciously, but by dealing with this woman, he might have opened a door to great peril.â
You nodded, avoiding her penetrating gaze. âWyll is running a few checks on some information she gave me. I guess weâll find an answer soon enough.â
Shadowheartâs face softened every so slightly.
âPlease exert caution with Astarion,â she said, grabbing your hand. âAnd Iâm not talking about this in particular.
Oh.
âI donât doubt for a second that he cares for you, but I donât want to see you bound to nightmares,â she said in a whisper. âThat is no way of living.â
You took a deep breath. âThings are fine between us.â
Unexpectedly, she let out a chuckle. âOh, Iâm sure. My room is next to his and⌠well, letâs just say that I may have overheard him mumbling your name a few timesâŚâ
âWhat do youâŚâ
Oh.
âSo, just⌠be careful,â she pleaded as she gripped your hand fiercely. âI trust your judgement, but not his⌠especially not after this.
You felt your heart swell with affection for Shadowheart and you pulled her into a tight embrace, almost tearing up as you did so.
âThank you.â
She rubbed your back affectionately and whispered, âI adore you.â
âSo do I.â
It was becoming more and more apparent that standing outside Astarionâs room was almost part of a routine now.
After a few more seconds, she finally pulled back with a reassuring smile. âIâll tell the Fists outside to inform Wyll of whatâs happened.â
And it was also unnecessarily hard to reach out for that first knock.
You had waited a couple of hours before deciding on what to do.
Wyll hadnât shown up yet and there was still no word from Waterdeep.
So, you took a deep breath and as you were about to rasp your knuckles against the door, a charming voice was heard, âI know youâre outside.â
Of course he did.
âCan I come in?â
A brief pause.âBe my guest.â
You turned the knob and rushed inside, clicking the door shut behind you.
As expected, the room was plunged in a candle-lit dimness as the curtains draped over the window kept the blazing sun at bay.
Astarion lay on his bed, resting against the headboard as he threaded his way along a piece of cloth with a needle, his eyes solely focused on the task at hand.
Your stomach turned and twisted in knots, and you realised you werenât quite sure how to start the conversation.
A low chuckle was heard. âIâm assuming you didnât come here to simply stare at me, darling.â
The lightheartedness in his voice made you feel slightly at ease and you shook your head. âNo. I suppose not.â
This time, he did meet your eyes briefly and your heart skipped a beat.âAs dashing as I am, Iâd rather hear what you have to say instead.â
Right.
You cleared your throat, taking careful steps towards him before taking a seat at the feet of his bed, mindful to keep a certain respectful distance.
âI should have told you about Ava earlier on when you asked me.â
âIndeed.â
He didnât sound upset in the slightest.
If anything, there was a faint hint of strange calmness to his voice.
âAs for ShadowheartâŚâ
He let out a snort. âPlease. The day she stops worrying about you is the day Iâll find her in a casket.â
You couldnât help out a short chuckle as he was absolutely right.Â
Still, you laced your hands in your lap, absentmindedly fidgeting with your fingers. âIâŚâ you began, before drifting off as uncertainty took place. âI didnât want to worry you.â
Astarion paused altogether and his crimson eyes were on you again.
âSee, I do understand that reasoning,â he said, tugging at the thread that curled around one finger. âBut considering the nature of your conversation with her, you should have told me right away.â
You nodded.
âAs fruitful as my connection to her might prove to be, I cannot accept the deal you made with her.â
Your heart raced in your chest at how determined he seemed in his resolve.Â
HoweverâŚ
âIf what she says is true and someone is after us, this feels like a small price to pay.â
Astarion snipped the thread with a pair of scissors before setting his handiwork on the bedside table.
The look on his face could easily make the bravest men cower in fear.
âNothing that involves you is a âsmall price to payâ,â he said, voice low and heavy. âItâs one thing for me to willfully provide my blood, and another for her to take advantage of you so blatantly.â
You frowned deeply. âShe is also taking advantage of you, then.âÂ
âI can deal with her.â
Astarion had this tendency to sell himself short in terms of self-worth. At times, he was as confident as one could be, but the centuries of robbed autonomy and lack of genuine bond to others would often slip in and take hold.
He was probably not even aware of how easy it was for you to catch on to this, but you knew him well enough by now.Â
âYou donât have to.â
He rolled his eyes as he crossed his arms. âDonât tell me what I can or canât do.â
It nearly shattered you to hear him put up his defences around you so unbelievably fast.
There was no need for that.
âDonât ,â you nearly pleaded. âPlease donât assume I am trying to tell you what to do.â
Just as rapidly, his features softened ever so slightly. âI apologise.â
You vehemently shook your head. âI also apologise if my words came across as condescending.â
An unsettling silence took place.
His eyes roamed across your face and you felt more exposed to him than you had ever been even when fully naked in his presence.
Even though you felt comfortable and safe with him, there were times when you wondered if it was reciprocal. Â
âAva is not your concern,â he eventually said. âI will deal with her.â
You had no doubt he would.
It just saddened you that⌠âI know she was helping you out in more ways than one, even if I donât particularly agree with the⌠method, so to speak.â
âYet here you are, thinking that whatever bond I share with her is significant enough,â he said, voice dripping with amusement. âI am using her as much as she is using me. But I never allowed for that to extend to you. Ever .â
You swallowed as his harsh words hit you.
âThat was her first mistake â involving you.â
âI took the deal freely.â you said.
âYou didnât have to at all,â he retorted impatiently. âShe needs me more than I need her. So, if she knows anything about someone coming after us, she will tell me and I wonât be kind when I ask her to.â
Fair enough.
âWill you still give her your blood?â
âIt depends.â
You blinked. âOn what?â
âOn how the conversation goes,â he said with a shrug. âThough what I do know for certain is that I will not give her blood after feeding on you.â
An impending sense of dread rose inside you and you vaguely wondered if you had just fucked up.
Information was power, and you worried that she might not take it well now that Astarion was openly against her proposal.Â
But to be fair, she did mention she would let him know about all of this. So, it wasnât truly your fault that he didnât take it well, was it?
In fact, it was very much on brand with Astarion.
His sense of loyalty to you was unwavering and transcended any arrangement the two of you had agreed to.
And that was a bond not easily severed, probably much to Avaâs dismay.
âYou are off limits.â
It wasnât a subtle warning by any means and it made your heart swell with warmth somehow. His protectiveness nearly rivalled that of Shadowheart, though you wouldnât dare tell her this.
A faint smile curled his lips. âI have to thank you.â
You arched an eyebrow. âFor what?â
He hesitated at first. âI know you mean well. I do know that.â
Oh, AstarionâŚ
âYouâre a better friend than I could ever have hoped for â or even deserve,â he went on. âIt is hard at times to be vulnerable. I was never allowed to. For centuries I equated being vulnerable to being weak⌠even pathetic.â
You were unsure of how to respond, but you felt each word tug at your heartstrings in a way that you had only felt when he had confessed his feelings for you back in Moonrise Towers.Â
âIâm still getting used to thisâŚâ He paused abruptly as if pondering his next words. âAllowing myself to feel all these emotions, I suppose.â
âYou are more deserving than you think,â you said truthfully. âGive yourself some credit. You used to be bound to your selfishness when we first met. You didnât care for others because no one ever cared for you.â
His face held an expression akin to hurt, but it was the good kind of pain. Breaking oneâs protective shell didnât come without discomfort, but it was worth it in the long run.Â
Unconsciously, you shifted along the edge of the bed as the overwhelming urge to embrace him took over you at once.Â
Still, you didnât want to push it, so you halted once you were sitting right next to him, which earned an amused smile from him.
âI have something for you.â
âOh?â
He reached his hand to grab the piece of cloth on the nightstand. The very same he had just been embroidering moments ago.
âCome here.â
Your heart skipped a beat as he tapped his thigh twice.Â
Noticing your hesitancy, he repeated the motion until you gathered yourself, feeling a rush of heat pool at your cheeks.
âYou do have a thing for keeping me waiting, darling.â he remarked playfully.
A chuckle made its way past your lips as you moved to settle on his lap, careful not to sit too close to his-
âHere you go,â he said, proffering what resembled a kerchief of some sort.
You took it in your hands, admiring its silky texture and mesmerising fusion of different shades of blue that swirled beautifully together until your eyes spotted the yellow-threaded embroidery sprawled along one corner.
Your name.
The needlework was impeccable as always.
Your eyes widened in sheer bewilderment as you remembered the last time he had offered you such a gift.âI â this is beautiful,â you managed to say. âThe other one was a masterpiece as well.â
He chuckled tenderly. âThe timing of my offering was rather inopportune on that day â I should have waited until we were back in camp.â
His words were sweet and caressed you like a lover, and you could feel yourself drawn more and more to him.
âMay I?â
You nodded as he took the kerchief from your hands only to have it drape around your neck, his fingers tugging gently at both ends as his eyes met yours.
Oh.
Fuck.
You only had time to hastily hold on to the headboard with both hands for support as he pulled you in closer. âMay I kiss you?â
It was an uncomfortable position to be in since you were trying to avoid his crotch at all costs.
âWhere?â
His gaze dropped to your lips.
âFriends donât do that.â you teased, but still inching closer to him.
âDarling ,â he began with a click of his tongue, rolling the edges of the fabric around each finger. âWe havenât been friends for quite a while now.â
And then he kissed you.
It was a hungry and urgent kiss and his tongue quickly slipped past your lips, causing you to instantly melt into him.
The softest moan escaped your throat as you felt a single fang nip teasingly at your lower lip.
Driven by pure instinct, you shifted along his thighs until you were pressed against his crotch.
He broke the kiss to let out a strained groan and you immediately lifted your hips, alarmed that you had gone too far.
But his hands immediately dropped to your waist, holding you in place. âDonât.â
You met his lustful gaze. âIâm sorryâŚâ
âDonât. Please .â
He didnât push you back against him, but you felt his fingers tease the waistband of your trousers.Â
âAstarionâŚâ you said, unsure if this was a good idea.
He tugged again, but more gently this tme. âWe don't have to do anything you don't feel comfortable with.â
Oh, you were more than eager to carry on. In fact, you were desperate .
You bit your lip, torn between listening to reason or giving in to the moment.
The latter won by a landslide.Â
You nodded and he masterfully undid the buttons and laces with one hand.
âDo you trust me?â
What an odd question from him. âYou know I do.â
His thumb traced your jawline before grazing your lower lip and earning a sigh from you. âCan I trust you not to scream?â
âScream? Why would I-â
Realisation hit you like a tidal wave and your eyes widened as words died in your mouth.
Oh.
Astarion smiled cheekily, patting your thigh, clearly urging you to slide off of his lap. âLock the door.â
You were still taken aback and didn't move an inch, staring into his crimson eyes instead as your heart drummed rapidly in your chest.
âLock the door .â
It resembled a plea, which caused you to clench involuntarily from how desperate he sounded.
Swiftly slipping off his lap, you hurried across his room to turn the key below the doorknob until a click was heard.
By the time you turned around, Astarion had removed his shirt and you were rooted in place, utterly speechless.
He was a work of art.Â
No words of praise would ever do him justice.
Your mouth had dropped slightly open and he chuckled deviously. âYouâre free to stay there and gawk, but Iâd rather have you on top of me.â
His teasing snapped you out of your trance-like state and you felt a stronger wave of heat flare across your face and rush down your body.
Your legs felt weak all of a sudden, but you found your way back to him as you always did.
In the end, all roads did lead back to him.
As if driven by an outside force, you quickly slipped out of your trousers, only leaving on your underwear which was already gathering a growing wet spot.
His stare was fixed on your lower half and you spotted the familiar outline of his cock strained in his own trousers.
He eased you back on his lap with a firm grip on your waist and a boyish grin on his lips. Your hands settled on his bare shoulders, still mindful to not lower your hips too much.
âSo, my dearest friend⌠â he said, adjusting the kerchief around your neck. âHow often do you indulge in such activities with your other friends?â
You smirked playfully. âNot often enough.â
He mirrored your expression, fingers slowly undoing each button of your shirt. âOh? I wonder who crosses your mind, then.â
You.
But he already knew that as his hands travelled down your chest, each breath allowing your shirt to part wide enough to expose your heaving breasts.
âIs it Wyll?â
âYou and your obsession with Wyll,â you laughed as he slowly pulled the fabric to the side, exposing each breast at a time. âIâm starting to think you want him for yourself.â
His eyes left yours to gaze at a perky nipple. âThe question is: would you be willing to share?â
You whimpered softly as his thumb traced the underside of one breast and you felt too tempted to press down against his erection just so you could comfort the throb in between your legs.Â
âOf course⌠Iâm all for sharing friends.âÂ
Once he began grazing your nipple, you had to grip his shoulders tighter to anchor yourself.
Your body undulated instinctively, earning a hum of approval from him.
âWould you let Wyll do this, then? As a friend, obviously.â
You were about to arch a brow at his question when you felt one finger pulling your underwear to the side, exposing yourself to him.
It was almost comical how soaked you already were.
You reckoned it was enough to take more than just his fingers.
âWould you let him, darling?â
âIââ
But your voice died in your throat as he ran a single cool finger along your folds, carefully avoiding the swell in between them much to your agony.
The shift in temperature was always something that took some time getting used to and you occasionally flinched as your body adjusted to his touch.
âCan I do this, then?â he asked in a low growl as he teased your entrance. âAs a friend.â
You rolled your hips out of reflex and he sank into you with ease until he was knuckle-deep.Â
âGodsâŚâ you moaned in sheer relief, instinctively clenching around him.
He then pressed his thumb between your folds, causing your hips to jerk as he teased the pulsing swell. It wasnât long until you began to slowly ride him, your eyes nearly fluttering shut.
âYou can take more, canât you?â he cooed, moving his hand to tease your other nipple. âI remember how eager you used to be for my cock.â
At this rate, he would make you come from his teasing words alone and with a single finger buried inside you.
âAstarion⌠donâtâŚâ you moaned as you rolled your hips, urging him on.Â
He needed to shut upâŚ
You needed him to stop talking before-
He suddenly slipped a second finger and you lost your balance, pressing your breasts against his bare chest while seeking support from his shoulder as you buried your face in his neck.
âYou have no idea how I longed to be inside you again,â he sighed, his fingers gripping your waist and guiding your sloppy rolls, eventually setting the pace. âMy hands can never feel as divine as you do.â
GodsâŚ
You shuddered violently as your moans quickly turned into sobs and whimpers, the wet lewd sounds filling your ears.
He pressed the heel of his palm against you, the delicious friction causing you to rake your hand down from his shoulder and along his chest until he caught your wrist, pressing your heated palm against his hardened nipple.
Astarion immediately groaned and you felt him arch into you.
âDarlingâŚâ he moaned, pumping his fingers faster inside you. âPlease look down.â
You were so out of it, that his words didnât register at first, so you kept on riding him in between sobs, further teasing his nipple under your touch.
âLook down,â he repeated more firmly, nearly slipping out of you. âI want you to see the mess youâve made.â
â No-no-no ⌠pleaseâŚâ you nearly cried in exasperation, moving your hips desperately against him.
âThen look down.â
You growled in pure frustration, somehow managing to pull back enough to have your eyes land on the hand in between your legs.
It was soaked down to his wrist, and you could see some of it beginning to drip, staining his strained bulge.
You felt an overwhelming wave of embarrassment wash down over you and tried to bury your face in his neck again, but he gripped your chin with his fingers, halting you.
âDo not hide from me,â he said, slipping his fingers back inside as he stared into your half-hooded eyes. âThis is one of the highest praises you can offer me.â And he proved his point by planting the softest kiss on your lips.
You immediately melted into his praise, realising just how lovely he could beâŚ
The pent-up sexual frustration was at an all time high and you could feel the familiar coil in your lower abdomen reach the point of no return.
You wished you were strong enough to fight him back with snarky and witty replies, but your concentration was broken.Â
âWhat about a third one?â
You didnât care anymore.
You just wanted release.
It had been too long since he had made you come and you'd take anything he gave you at this point.
âJustâŚâ you began, chasing after that high relentlessly. â Just⌠â
He had the nerve to chuckle at your frustration and you felt a third finger prodding at your entrance.
You could take it.
You would take it.
The fullness would most surely remind you of his cock and you needed it.
You were wet enough to accommodate him as he pushed through, earning a gasp from you followed by a shudder and a strained groan.
âI donât mean to brag, but I highly doubt dear Wyll would get this reaction from you.â
âGods⌠stop talking about Wyll as youâre inside me,â you managed to string coherents words together in between your moans. âJust⌠pleaseâŚâ
He pressed a kiss to your flushed cheek. âYou always take me so well.â
How you wished it was his cock instead, stretching you even more and filling you deeper.
You were nearly there.
âDonât scream, darling.â he teased as you rode him desperately. âWe wouldn't want dear Shadowheart to overhear your wanton cries.â
Well, Shadowheart was already privy to the nature of your relationship with Astarion thanks to him and how he clearly didn't shy away from taking care of himself with others around.
Your mind was about to blank and you slid the kerchief from your neck, feeling the need to bite down on something as you reached your peak.
A few more hip rolls did the trick and one last stroke of his thumb along your folds managed to push you right over the edge.
Your contractions were so violent and strong at first you thought you might die from how hard you were clenching around him, your legs wobbling dangerously as you were drained of lifeforce with each blinding wave of bliss.
The piece of cloth in your mouth didnât do much to muffle you as your climax tore throughout your body, but it was better than having nothing.
Astarion only slid out once you had slumped into his chest, barely able to keep your breathing steady.
Your knees gave out and you sank down against his crotch, earning a guttural growl from deep within him.
Shit.
You instantly slid off of him, worrying you had accidentally gone too far. âAstarion⌠IâmâŚâ
He shook his head, the hand that was soaked in your wetness clawing at the front of his trousers as his eyes were pressed shut.
Oh.
âIâll take care of thisâŚâ he let out a pained hiss.
Oh.
âI can just leave,â you mumbled. âIâmâŚâ
His trousers were now undone and you could see his clothes cock faintly throbbing.
And he shook his head once again. âYou can stay â you can watch⌠if you want to.â His words were coated in urgent lust.Â
Your eyes widened at his proposition and you thought you might implode right there and then.
You had barely come down from your climax and the throbbing that had begun to subside was already about to match your quickened heartbeat.
âOr you can leaveâŚâ he said in a low and strained voice.
Oh, he was truly holding backâŚ
âI⌠can stay.â you offered at once, sitting next to him and trying to ignore the lust that was building inside you once again.
This wasn't about you.
He quickly nodded and with a swift tug he freed his cock and you had to bite down hard on your lip at the mesmerising sight in front of you.
A single strand of precum dangled from the tip, already pooling on his lower abdomen.Â
âGods aboveâŚâ he let out a sigh of relief, hips lifting from the mattress as he wrapped the hand drenched in your wetness around him.Â
This was too hot to witness and you curled your hands into fists on your lap, wishing nothing more than to touch him again.
But you knew he needed this.
He needed to feel at ease with his body first.
His eyes met yours briefly before dropping to your chest and to your breasts as they heaved from your laboured breathing.
You removed your shirt, not wanting to obstruct his view and Astarion growled .
The pace was slow at first as he squeezed his cock, but he quickly picked up, mixing your wetness with his with each stroke.
He looked positively ethereal as his handsome face twisted in pleasure, lips parted and razor-sharp fangs peeking through.Â
Should you say something? Should you praise him? Encourage him? Or would it be too much?
From what you remembered, he seemed to revel in your teasing words in moments of shared bliss, but how much of that was an act back then? Was he ever able to fully enjoy being with you?
In doubt, you chose to remain silent as you watched him bring himself closer to his own climax.
It didn't take him long to start mumbling your name in between heated pants and there was no way back now.
You were throbbing hard again, wetness spilling from you with each involuntarily clench.Â
Your body was so ready for him⌠it was almost painful.
A thicker string of precum bridged his tip to his abdomen, and you nearly moaned, remembering its sweet taste.
He rolled his hips languidly, eyes never leaving you as he gripped the bedsheets under him with such force you reckoned me might tear right through the fabric.
That sparked newfound curiosity inside you.
Slowly, you leaned forward, shifting closer just to have your hand next to his without quite touching him, but close enough for him to feel your warmth.
I'm here⌠I'm with you, you wanted to whisper, but only heard the words echo in your head.
He groaned in response and, much to your surprise, he released the sheets and his fingers found you, intertwining them in yours as he held on to you.Â
Your heart might have skipped several beats, you were no longer sure at this rate.
You had seen him reach his peak a handful of times before, but there was something different about the way he toppled over the edge this time.
He threw his head back against the headboard, straining his neck as his mouth dropped open, your name being the only intelligible word you could make out in the midst of hisses and groans.Â
Your heart was hammering so fast in your chest that you feared you might not make it as he reached his peak.
His hips still momentarily and he covered his swollen tip with his hand and the first spurts of cum began to slip through his fingers before dribbling down to gather at the base and across his lower abdomen.
You held his hand formçy through his climax. Perhaps the first genuine one you had ever witnessed, which invoked an odd feeling of⌠delight?
For the second time in just a mere couple of days, the two of you held hands albeit seeking varying degrees of comfort and relief.
Beads of sweat rolled down his temple and covered his bare torso as he descended from his high and that was when his eyes met yours.
Your stomach turned and you felt the throb between your legs begin to ease with each passing second.
âWill you kiss me?â
His request took you by surprise, but you promptly shifted next to him until your face was close enough that your lips grazed his.
Only then did he let go of your hand and merely because he meant to hold your chin as he kissed you softly.
It carried neither urgency nor lust.
Just a pure display of silent intimacy that strummed at your heartstrings more effectively than any other praise he could ever offer you.
You melted into his sweet touch and allowed your kiss to express the unspoken words you had yet to tell him.
I love youâŚ
Whichever form of love it was, all you knew was that it felt right and love overdue.
You could feel him occasionally smile against your lips and there was not a single drop of doubt in you.
I love you.
After what felt like an eternity, you pulled away, already mourning his touch.
âShadowheart knows.â
He arched an eyebrow. âOh?â
You had to hold back a chuckle. âShe heard you â well, when you were⌠handling things after feeding on me.â
The most mischievous of smiles settled on his lips.Â
âI thought you said you were quietâŚâ
âI was, darling,â he said before pecking your cheek. âFor the most part, that is.â
You giggled and then stared at him in awe as his beauty increased tenfold from where you sat.
He was impossibly handsome.
âYouâre soâŚâ
âCharming?â
You rolled your eyes as he pressed his cool lips to your other cheek.
âBeautiful?â
Another kiss.
âYouâre so⌠you.â you blurted out almost feeling embarrassed from how basic your praise was.
But it drew the biggest smile from him, and you mirrored it instantly.
âWellâŚâ
You watched as his eyes dropped to his lower half and yours widened slightly at the obscene amount of cum was now dribbling down his sides in thick beads. His hand was still holding his now softening cock, fingers drenched in his own spend.
âThatâs a lotâŚâ you said.
He nodded, looking almost as perplexed as you were. âI donât think Iâve everâŚâ and his voice trailed down.
And you knew exactly what he meant.
With a warm smile, you extended your hand, offering him the kerchief he had gifted you moments before.
He visibly winced. âNo, darling. It would be nigh criminal to use such delicate fabric on this .â
Your smile widened. âCan I fetch you a towel then?â
âPlease,â he said with an exasperated sigh. âItâs rather messy here.â
You pressed a fleeting kiss to his lips before sliding off the bed and hurriedly slipping into your shirt and trousers and crossing the room.
The key turned in one swift move and you quickly left the room.
You were only able to take a few steps before a silhouette startled you.
Shadowheart.
She was leaning against the railing by the top of the staircase with folded arms and a quirked brow.
âGods! You scared me,â you said, clutching at your chest.Â
âGlad some of us are able to enjoy ourselves in such times.â
You swallowed hard. âUh⌠we were just talking.â
She snickered humorously. âI suppose itâs a form of communication.â
An overwhelming heatwave spread across your face. Had you been that loud? Or had he?Â
Then her expression turned serious. âPull yourself together. We have visitors.âÂ
TBC
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fem!child!reader x the blue pedelian (platonic!yan), kidnapping, mild injury, implied violence, unhealthy relationships; flowers don't attract butterflies alone. suddenly, others are gravitating to you, expanding your long list of obsessive admirers. pt. 1 ę¨ â masterlist
HOW DID it end up like this? It all happened in the span of one night while you were asleep. And when you reopened your eyes, you quickly discovered that you were no longer inside your bedroom. You had time to explore every place in your manor, so when you couldnât identify which part of the manor you were in, you began to panic and overthink.
Your distress got worse when a silver-haired female burst into the room and grabbed you into a hug as if there wasnât some problem with this. At this point, you began to cry, fully convinced that you were kidnapped, pushing the woman away from you, and startling her. It was in chaos for a while, your screams mixing with your words as you wailed for your freedom. The woman tried to reassure you with sweet words, inclusive of the maids present who stepped in to assist by dangling pretty jewelry in front of your face to distract you.
Unfortunately, their efforts to appease you only increased your wails. When a masculine figure barged into the room this time, it was only then you stopped crying, in favor of blinking at him while the stray tears fell from the corner of your eyes. Staring at the male, you knew he looked familiar, your panicked mind just couldnât identify who.Â
When he approached you with a gentle smile, patted your head, and began this monologue of âprotectingâ you, you finally put the pieces together; this male was no other than the heir of The Blue Pedelian, CASSIS. Oh, boyâŚ
In truth, your kidnapping was all ROXANA's fault, and she had no choice but to admit that. God forbid if her family found out that she was the whole reason for your disappearance, it would even make her kind-hearted mother hold some form of grudge against her and result in her execution. Luckily, no one was able to trace the doings back to her⌠except her red-eyed freak of an older brother.
Satisfying her curiosity was not worth it. As they say, it killed the cat. Now, she was stuck reaping the consequences of her stupidity; distraught over your disappearance, and additional work that could have been avoided, in her plan.
âŚIf her life didn't depend on his, you bet she would have already retaliated without mercy. How foolish, she gave him an inch and he took a mile.
But, who is to blame other than herself? To explain, it was a fleeting thought that crossed her mind one morning to which she initially paid no mind⌠till it stubbornly stuck inside her brain. From what she remembered, in The Abysmal Flower, Sylvia displayed extreme and obsessive feelings toward you, despite being the enemy, willing to risk her safety to keep you by her side. Due to her intervention, however, Sylvia remained out of the picture. Still, she began to wonder.
If Sylvia wasnât immune to your adorable charms, could it possibly be the same for Cassis? And thus, it marked the beginning of her little experiment. It came as no surprise to her that Cassis was on guard when she first introduced you to him. After all, almost every Agriche child was a demon spawn.
Regardless of the precautions Cassis took, his guard quickly crumbled once he was exposed to your innocence and purity, much to Roxanaâs amusement. His hostile attitude quickly evaporated, he even held you on his lap (with Roxanaâs permission), reciting stories that would intrigue a child your age. âŚShe wished he was that cooperative with her as well.
She continued this pattern for a few weeks⌠every day, she would spare some time to take you to Cassis and observe how it played out in the distance. And each time, it never failed to entertain her. A righteous and kept man like him becomes nothing more than a slave for a child, an enemyâs child. She was long satisfied with her discovery, itâs just that Cassis was always in a better mood and more willing to listen after he spent his time with you.
But the day Cassis got too comfortable and had the guts to refer to you as one of his SIBLINGS, she realized, she may have spoiled him too much. She never had a problem when Sylvia referred to you as her âlittle sister.â However, that was BEFORE she was thrown into the novel world. Now that she had the opportunity to experience your kindness herself, anyone who tried to make their claim on you outside the family is nothing LESS aggravating. And that was the end of your little visits.
Thatâs when it went downhill. Of course, Cassis was quick to pick up on your sudden absence throughout the days. He tried to ask, but once Roxana's tone progressively got more aggressive the longer he persisted, he finally got the hint. He wasn't seeing you again.
Roxana was grateful that Cassis had shut his mouth after a while. But, she found it odd how compliant he remained without your presence. More so, she hated the way he stared at her, a hidden intent she couldn't figure out in his eyes. It intensified when she gave him a map of the manor, a faint sighting of a smirk ghosting his lips. âŚOut of all people, Roxana would have never expected Cassis to kidnap someone. Trust no one, as they say. What an arse⌠Repaying her good deeds with this.
And so, the manor of The Black Agriche was thrown into a frenzy, having lost something very precious. Unless Roxana wanted to stir more trouble with hasty actions, she must sit quietly for now. âŚAt the very least she didnât need to worry about your safety. Unlike The Black Agriche, The Blue Pedelian will never torture their captives, let alone a young child like youâŚ
Meanwhile, you were having your own crisis. This was a very drastic change. Although the violent nature of your family often terrifies you, you have grown used to it⌠kind of. Now, with the serene environment of The Blue Pedelians, you've grown antsy, anticipating some form of chaos to arise.
Ignoring how he took you without your agreement (no matter how hard he tried to justify his actions in a good light), you felt more comfortable being around CASSIS than the rest of the family. You werenât sure if the times spent together back in your manor contributed to your lack of fear around him or relieved over the fact that your situation could have been very worse, and you didnât care all that much. Cassis's attitude toward you didnât change from when he was held prisoner, instead, his doting habits only increased now that his actions were not limited and monitored. He spoils you a lot, more than he spoils his younger sister. He will try his hardest to provide whatever you want, as long as it stays within the 'reasonable' range.
And by 'reasonable' he means, stop asking him to return you home. Suddenly, he understood Roxana's frustration. Is this what she felt when he continuously persisted? He doesn't get why you would want to return home out of all places; your family is vile.
It's not like you wanted to return, you had to. Although you wished to run away and never return, the odds were still not in your favor for you to make your escape plan. Something also told you that residing in The Blue Pedelian Manor was its own kind of hellâŚ
The possible feud that can brew if your whereabouts were revealed made your skin crawl with fear. Knowing your value between the two families as well, you would be caught in the crossfire, and who knows what would happen to you then⌠You were trying to make things better for you, not destroy all your chances.
Cassis still didn't listen to your concerns (he never does), shutting down your complaints with a stern glare. âŚYou just hope whatever war was to break out, it would happen later rather than soonerâŚ
Just what was wrong with you? Heâs trying his hardest to get you accustomed to your new surroundings, spoiling you with gifts, spending time with you along with his sister, anything to put you at ease. Yet, you just didnât care! All you did was flush his efforts down the drain. He thought he was making progress with you, so he would never expected it, hell, even imagined it. But, when he caught you creeping around the exit gates, your freaked-out expression said it all. Now, here you were, leg chained to the bedpost back inside your prison-like bedroom. Seeing you chained up reminded him of himself, and it was interesting to see the roles switch to some extent. Truthfully, your tears pained him, but, he didnât see the point in you crying. He wasnât doing anything bad and he wished that youâd stop acting as if he was.
"Why canât you understand that this is for your benefit?"
Oh? SYLVIA adores you? Why, that's no secret and is obvious to anyone who witnesses the interaction between you and her. Why wouldn't she love you!? You're everything she ever wanted in a younger sister⌠well, minus the looks, but, she can get past that!
MORE doting than Cassis, it's overbearing, honestly. Ever since your first encounter, you don't remember a time when you were left alone; it's always some lousy excuse to be around you. She hugs, kisses, cuddles, squishes, and any affectionate gesture she can think of, she does it to you. It was like she was trying to merge herself with you.
Honestly, her compassion spooked you. Her behavior reminded you a lot of your second stepmother, Maria. So, you weren't surprised when she had some hostile reaction whenever a maid would unintentionally interrupt your 'bonding' time. The sweeter they are, the more aggressive. Well, at least there weren't any dead bodies scattered on the groundâŚ
Have you ever been so upset that you began to cry? Sylvia is a perfect demonstration of that. Perhaps you were right to compare her to Maria, the rage evident on her face was akin to the deadly glare your stepmother wore when she was furious. Flashbacks clouded your mind of how Maria snapped when a servant accidentally spilled milk on your gown. This situation was much different; a maid somehow cut your hand with the teacup. The one time Sylvia thought it was a good idea to let you get some fresh air outside your room, the fun atmosphere was ruined by something silly as this. Itâs no surprise if your family lashed out, but to see a sophisticated woman such as Sylvia spew out words of profanity and behave so hostile was unexpected. At the very least, you appreciated she held back for your sake. With the way her hands shook with rage the longer she chewed out the maid, you had the impression Sylvia wanted to do much more than a stern talking to.
âThere you are! I looked for you everywhere. I was beginning to worry that youâve run away, but, you wonât do that to me, right?â
Your fear of RISCHEL was reasonable. Given his position inside his household, you two never met that often. However, the rare times you do meet, his piercing gaze never fails to make you shrink back on yourself. If you think about it, his hateful attitude made sense. You were one of the many offsprings of his biggest enemy, Lante, and said enemy kidnapped his son and tormented him mercilessly. Some of his sonâs many torturers included Lanteâs children, so you could just imagine the many scenarios that went through his mind. You donât blame him if he was tempted to torment you, solely for Lante having a taste of his own medicine.
While Rischelâs expression came across as wanting to bury you six feet under, in truth, he was very much intrigued by your existence. It was confusing to see his son return with an unconscious child after escaping. And for a moment he feared that his son went mad when the child held in his arms was an Agriche and pleaded for your protection.
He was hesitant (for good reason) but ultimately agreed in the end. If his son saw something valuable in you, then there must be some worth in keeping you around. However, it didnât mean he automatically trusted you. Without your knowledge, he monitored you, planting eyes everywhere. Any suspicious activity he was informed of would be enough validation for him to throw you out with no hesitation.
âŚSo how exactly did his wariness morph into overwhelming softness toward you? (like father like son) The feeling just dawned upon him and he noticed it all: your mannerisms, your innocence, it slowly rubbed on him in a positive light. This was strange. He wonders if you had used a spell on him, no one should fall under anyoneâs whims so suddenly as if you possessed this charm that melts even the hearts of the cold-blooded. But, oh, did the feeling around you feel so nice. And soon, he simply gave in to the desire to love you and protect you.
You realized how much more tolerable he became of your presence, to your relief. Even so, the feelings you saw on the outside couldnât begin to compare to the rapidly developing obsessive feelings he harbored for you. And by the time you began to pick up on the dangerous signals, the damage was already done.
You were beyond speechless when you looked into the reflection of the mirror, staring at someone else entirely. Her hair was a shade of pure silver, and her eyes resembled the golden rays of the sun. As you reached your hand out to touch the glass, your body froze as reality sunk in. This was not another person, but rather you, with a new appearance and identity you were forced to carry. Looking over your shoulder, you glanced at the faces of Rischel, Cassis, and Sylvia, hoping for all of this to be one big joke. But, the pleased glances they returned alerted you that this situation was far from a joke, and you had to accept your new fate.
âSylvia was correct. This look suits you perfectly.â
You were stressed and rightfully so. How could all of this happen? And why did it have to be you? You were still young and didnât deserve to deal with these problems. In such a short amount of time, along with new obsessors formed, you temporarily resigned to a new lifestyle, switching from agriche to pedelian.
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Unbound
Joel Miller x f!reader
Warnings/Tags/Notes: 18+ for explicit content. qz!Joel, age gap, m recieving oral, teeny bit of throat fucking, unprotected p in v, a little degredation, mixed with a little praise. Tiny bit of ass play. A good hint of breeding kink. Feelings because this is me. Unedited and unbeta'd.
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Summary: You make the chaos go blank in his mind, where all the thoughts spend hours swirling and billowing up like a storm. They're calmer when he has you to play with.
It's nights like these he needs you most.
When his mind hums and thrums with the feelings he refuses to put name to. When his fingers shake in strange protest of his forgetting, as he pours the last of that eagerly-found bottle of scotch. Stoic by nature these days, but nature has hardly anything to do with it on evenings such as this one - when the memories his mind might make him replay are a betrayal of the highest form. Twenty years and he hasn't let go despite the lies he tells himself.
You're perfect for him. Pretty and precious and all the things that shouldn't exist in this world - a juxtaposition, he thinks, against the starkness of the landscape just beyond the walls. You were sweet when he found you, sweeter now he has you all to himself.
You'd been sucking cock for favours, dirtying your knees in filthy alleyways for ration cards and painkillers. Lovely creature in a stained skirt, spitting out a strangers seed as soon as they walked away. He'd found you like that, huddled in a corner and smoothing yourself down, wiping your face after a particularly enthusiastic session. Recovering from the thing you had never meant to become. It wasn't easy; living behind QZ walls, living under FEDRA law., trying to become your own person while stuck in the same old place never to taste the freedom of the outside world. You had to find ways to live through it, so you did.
Joel was older than most of the guys you knew. It never deterred either of you for a moment. His grey hair and weathered being stirred desires in you the others never had. He'd watched you, rapt, as you stood and brushed the dirt from your clothes. Eyes meeting like they were always going to and Joel knew immediately you were exactly what he had been looking for. He wanted you.
You'd tumbled into him. Fallen into his bed later. And it never stopped from there.
"That's it, that's it. Sweet thing takin' my cock so good" Joel murmurs as you open your mouth for him tonight.
You seem to show up at just the right times. Those moments when he feels the same familiar fears eating at him. When he searches for a bottle, for a pill, for anything that is within reach.
"Fuckin' filthy girl, swallowing me like that" He groans out, a flurry of grumbled words and curses and bit-back moans that make your cunt throb with tumultuous need. No one is like Joel Miller. No one at all.
His cockhead slips into the constricting passage of your throat, your head angled just right for him to push it back there and feel your struggle around him, watch the drool slipping from the corners of your mouth. It's not romantic, nothing pretty. Except for you, to him; always pretty, always perfect. Always his.
As it is, when you let him fill you it make his brain go quiet. And fuck if he doesn't need that every now and thenâŚmore often than not he needs it. You make the chaos go blank in his mind, where all the thoughts spend hours swirling and billowing up like a storm. They're calmer when he has you to play with.
His favourite toy.
And oh, you crave it just like he does.
You gag around him and Joel lets out a loud moan. His hips buck instinctively and your nose is burying into the wiry curls above his cock. His hand finds purchase at the back of your head, and he holds you there for just a moment before his eyes meet your watery ones and he lets you pull back.
"Good girl. Such a good little cocksucker"
A string of saliva connects you to his thick and throbbing member as you withdraw. A vulgar iteration of the string that connects you, brought him to you. You're one and the same, two souls seeking sacred sin. You look up at him wide-eyed, a stray tear making its path down your cheek. A kiss to his tip, as you keep eye contact, as you prepare to take him in again but Joel tuts and shakes his head.
"Not spillin' in that pretty mouth tonight" He says, almost emotionless except for the subtle smirk, the twinkle in his eye of what tonight holds. He hauls you up, strong hands easily moulding you to his desires as he pushes you towards the makeshift bed, one that was much more a bed than your single mattress on the floor. It felt almost like a luxury when you got to sleep in his bed. When he let you sleep.
Joel lays on the bed, pulling you down with him. His big hands splayed on your lower back as you come down on top of him. For a moment the two of you kiss. His breath tastes of alcohol. His sighs taste of guilt. He's been a slave to his emotions for as long as you've known him, as stoic and collected as he tries to be Joel is nothing but a man holding on to everything, letting the pain and trauma drag him down into miserable depths. Grief is his only constant, you've begun to realise. And as much as he wants to hide it, there's no control in the way intimacy reveals so much of one lover to the other.
"You look tired" You murmur, pulling back. Your fingers trace the strong line of his nose and then the dark circles under his eyes. It's a single moment of quiet before the insistent press of his cock against you turns to more.
"Been tired for twenty damn years" Joel responds with a huff, swatting your hand away and then giving your ass a slap, only one thought on his mind right now. Perhaps he'd beg, if you denied him. Perhaps he'd beg for you to give him the remedy, the only thing that truly turns his mind to blissful silence.
You think he would, if only you could deny him.
Instead you let his hands on your hips guide you to straddle him. You'll always give in to him. You're searching for the same relief after all. And it's what you find as you sink onto his length slowly, cunt eagerly welcoming him in. He's a stretch, even after all the time you've spent together. He fills you like nothing and no one else ever could. He makes you feel whole, unbroken, even as he splits you open on him.
"Fuck. There it isâŚshe's opening up for me ain't she?" Joel breathes out, gravelly enough that it vibrates through you.
His hand on your hip holds tighter, the other sneaking upwards and finding your breasts, groping them with that large hand, squeezing and pinching while you begin to move your hips and moan his name all sugary sweet, dripping with honey just for him. Most calming sound he's ever known.
His eyes are on you, never straying away from the roll of your hips or the bounce of your tits. He's taken you apart in so many ways but this is forever his favourite; you on top, spearing yourself with him, letting him see you so completely. It helps him lose his thoughts, almost hypnotised by the beautiful, sinful sight of you.
"C'mon darlin', give me everything" He coaxes, teasing fingers pinching a nipple as he demands more of you. You're tumbling down, down, into him again - just like the first time, just like the next time. Your body trembles with the need for it, walls squeezing around him as your own hands take purchase on his chest and you make yourself move, riding him just like he wants.
"Everything" you agree with a whine, struck dumb by the throb of him.
He loves seeing you work hard for it, when you give him all of it and leave nothing out. You're working your way to ecstasy as his thick length throbs within you, positioning just right that it hits exactly where you need it. Your eyes close, mouth forming a little 'o' as you turn off every other thought and concentrate on the pleasure of this, of him. He's made for this.
Joels fingers knead your flesh as you fuck yourself on him, sharp grasp like a weight anchoring you to reality. Heâs still there, almost gone, eyes glossy with the build of tension. Watching you like this, watching your give and take, it's a tidal wave of pleasure that drowns everything else. Youâre made for this.
The world isn't spinning on its axis anymore. There is nothing - nothing - but the two of you, but the pleasure of you and him and the building tension you both feel as your bodies melt together over and over again. He's not teasing your breasts anymore, finding delight in squeezing your ass cheeks with each meeting thrust, each burial of him into you. Your words come in tongues, each one melding with the other to create a babbling melody of satisfaction that soothes him.
"You're doing so good, sweet thing" He encourages, letting you slow down your momentum after a while, when your legs shake too hard for you to keep your balance. As you fall forward onto him and your chest presses against his he brings one arm around you to hold you there. His lips meet the top of your head, placing a kiss there; gentle even as he raises his knees slightly and lifts his hips to fuck into you now.
"Want it, Joel" you whimper softly. Each push of him into you elicits sounds that are angelic to his ears.
"Beggin' for my cum, beggin' for me to fill youâŚmy perfect, perfect cumdump" Joel mouths against your hair with a smile. It's this, he thinks, that makes him lose himself the most - the way you want him to fill you every time. It wakes the primal thing in him that shouldn't exist anymore, the thought of you round and heavy and his. Thoughts he fights every damn day but fuck they feel like truth when he's in you.
"Make me yours" You say, muffled by your lips latching on to any piece of him you can as his hands spread your cheeks, a finger pressing ever-so at your tight ring of muscle there while his cock drives into your cunt over and over. It's so much, at once, and he's only toying with you there.
"Think you're already mine, aren't you?" He retorts gruffly, the rumble of his voice making shockwaves through your body. He's right, of course he's right. You need the fix of him. He mends you, every time. Brings something new to you, to remind you what it is to exist. And in return you give him the gift of forgetting, of losing all the rotten parts of his soul to something else for a moment in time that he wishes could last forever.
You answer in mumbles and moans, that turn to sinful harmonies as you come undone by him - trembling with the power of it as his tip hits something euphoric in you again and again and you're crashing into pleasure all at once. You squeeze around him, and he curses in your ear, holding you tighter and moving slower, relishing the drag through your convulsing walls.
"Want it, please" you repeat again in that barely-there whine that makes him lose control every time. Sweetness incarnate as you beg him to finish in you.
It flips the switch, and Joel is burying himself deep in you, spilling forth his offering. Your breath heaves against his skin, and his fingers grip you so tight you can't move an inch as he pours himself into you in ropes of white against your insides.
"It's yours" He groans out, a breath of relief as his mind goes fuzzy, limbs limp on the bed as his release wanes and he's spent.
And then, quiet. It's always quiet in the after. Moments of peace you both have been reaching for forever. Found in the arms of each other.
It's quiet except for the hum of words that slip from his lips as he rubs a soothing pattern into your skin. "Thank you".
Soft, and gentle, and him.
Your eyes close, as his do, both unbound from the disquiet for just a little while longer.
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Easy Like A Sunday morning ~ BC
WORD COUNT: 2.7K
GENRE: comfort for family drama, argument between couple, established relationships, angsty, with soft ending
PAIRING: Chan x GN !Reader
â¤Copyright: Š DreamEscapesWriting - January 2024
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The sun beamed through the cracks in the bedroom blinds as you lay with your head on Chan's chest, your fingers running up and down his chest softly as the two of you lay there for what felt like forever. Sundays were always the best for the two of you, neither of you had to work which meant you could spend all day in bed if you felt like it, which nine times out of ten you always did.
You'd lay in bed, tangled in the sheets enjoying the warmth of a lazy Sunday morning, doing nothing but eat and laugh together as you shared moments you couldn't wait to tell your future kids about.
"I love lazy Sundays with you," You said with a giant smile, your hands drawing invisible patterns into Chan's bare chest as he smiled and let out a content sigh.Â
There was nowhere else he'd rather be than with you, work had been stressful to him all week and this had been exactly what he needed to unwind from the chaos of his boss. The two of you needed this time together to just relax, sometimes it was the only thing you had to look forward to after a shitty time at work.
"Me too...No rush...No plans," He sighs happily as he stretches his legs in the bed making you giggle a little at him as he finally stopped and wrapped his arm around your waist,Â
"Just us, TV and lots of food." He finished as you let out a giggle. The two of you would always cook for one another, taking turns every Sunday to see who would cook for the other and this week it had been you.
So you'd made you both some breakfast wraps which had gone down a treat with Chan who'd already had three from you.
"We should do this on Saturdays too," You mumbled, turning to lay with your chin resting on your boyfriend's chest and smiling a little. Saturdays were usually reserved for spending time with your family but after the big blowout you'd had with them yesterday you were hoping you'd limit your time with them as much as humanly possible.
"I thought you were always busy on Saturdays..." Chan trailed off a little trying not to seem as hurt as he was by never getting to spend the full weekend with you but it was confusing for him. The two of you had been together for almost five months now and you'd never been free on Saturdays and whenever he asked you about it, you'd brushed it off as nothing or told him you were working.Â
"Turns out I might be free more often now," You smiled weakly and looked at Chan who appeared to be elsewhere in his own mind so you bit your lip and turned his head to look at you.
"I love you." You whispered before reaching across and kissing him softly. Chan's arms wrapped around you as he pulled you closer to him, his worries melting away as he shared a peaceful kiss with you. As you moved to straddle his lap something sounded downstairs and you stalled completely, your hands resting on Chan's bare chest and you frowned.
No one else had a key except for Chan - who was present and accounted for and...
"Shit!" You hissed out, rushing over to the end of the bed and throwing Chan's clothes in his direction, you looked at him to see him frowning at you.
"What?! Who is it?!" Chan sat bolt upright, panicking as you rushed to find your own clothes, you didn't have time to explain anything to him right now, all you needed to do was hurry up and get dressed before someone walked into your room.
"Yn, this would be a bad time to tell me you're secretly married with a husband." Chan chuckled lightly trying to make you talk to him but you shook your head at him, whimpering a little as you heard the front door slam shut.
"I'm not..I-I just- You need to go."
"What? Why?" The confusion was written across his face as he got dressed, grabbing his bag from your hands as you swallowed a lump that was in your throat.
"Yn! Get down here! We need to talk!" Your mother's voice screeched from down the stairs making your whole body tense up so hard you were afraid you were never gonna move again.
"Y-You need to get out of here before they see you," Your voice barely grew louder than a whisper but Chan heard you as he frowned,
"Why can't they see me?" Chan's voice came out in a whisper too and you cringed as you heard your brothers rumbling around in the kitchen,
"P-Please." Your shakey voice made Chan panic but he nodded his head, a little unsure as to where all of this was coming through.
The two of you had been going out long enough that you could easily meet one another's family, hell, you'd already met Chan's and they all adored you. Whenever Chan had asked about your family, you'd told him it was "complicated" and that you weren't that close but for them to walk into your home it seemed pretty close to him,
"Explain to me what's going on." He wasn't demanding but more concerned, your mother sounded pissed off and he wasn't going to leave you alone if you were worried about them.
"I will...later, I'll distract them and you can go out the front door." You looked out of the blinds to make sure none of them were waiting in the back and you made your way to the bedroom door, your heart racing rapidly inside of your chest.
"Yn," Chan whispered, his chest aching a little at the thought of you hiding him like he was some kind of dirty secret. All of your friends had met him, even your co-workers but you weren't introducing him to the people that mattered most and it pained him.
"I have to go. Please just leave." You barely gave him any chance to fight you on it before you walked out of the bedroom door and headed toward the living room.
"It's too late for you to still be in bed, you shouldn't sleep so much." Your mother's voice carried to the bedroom and Chan waited until he heard you shut the living room door before making a break for it.
The front door to your boyfriend's place creaked open as you stepped inside, your shoulders slumped as you let out an exasperated sigh and kicked off your shoes. You expected to see Chan waiting for you with open arms but he was nowhere to be seen.
"Chan?" You called out before walking further into the home but something felt completely off about it all. The living room felt uneasy and the air felt thick with tension as you noticed the dim lights and Chan sitting in a chair staring at you with a frustrated look on his face.Â
The air felt heavy as if it was carrying the weight of all the unspoken words between you and Chan from earlier in the morning.Â
"Chan-" You started but never got to finish,Â
"We've been together for five months and you've never introduced me to your family." You knew the two of you were going to talk about this tonight but you were hoping you could do it within the comfort of your boyfriend's arms.
"Chan, it's complicated." You breathed out, dropping your bag onto the floor and taking in a deep breath. You'd been trying to figure out where to start with this all day but you still didn't know how or even where to begin.
"Complicated? What seems complicated because they all seemed pretty happy to swing by your place today." He grumbled at you, you looked down at the floor before switching your gaze back to Chan who was staring daggers at you.
"They weren't invited." You mumbled a little because they weren't. They weren't supposed to use the key unless there was an emergency and after the fight you'd had the previous day you figured they'd never wanna see you again anyway.
"They're family, they come whenever they want. My family is the same." Chan reminded you and you rolled your eyes a little. Chan's family were great, they came around but announced it first, and sometimes sent a quick text to prepare him but yours weren't like that.
"Yeah, well your family is different than mine." Your family were different than most, they would drop by unannounced or call you at work demanding you leave and go to them right away.
"How?" He arched a brow at you. All day he'd been left to stew in his own thoughts and he'd come to one conclusion about everything and that was that you were ashamed to be with him and that was why you hadn't introduced him yet.
"It's-"
"Complicated," You both said at the same time before Chan let out a loud scoff at you, shaking his head before sitting down in the chair. This felt like a losing battle every single time he brought up the subject of your family,
"We've talked about it all before and you always brush it off. I feel like a dirty little secret."
"You're not a secret, Chan...It's just-"
"Just what?!" He finally yelled, losing his patience with you as tears built in his eyes. He wasn't the type to cry in front of you but he was losing his will and needed to know if there was something wrong with him that you would hide part of yourself away from him.
"They're just...They're different," Tears began to well up in your eyes as you stared at him. Your family had been one of the main reasons you swore off dating for the longest time. You'd never wanted to have to introduce anyone to your family so long as you could have helped it.Â
"Are you ashamed of me? Is that why we haven't been introduced?" He questioned, staring at you as you sniffled a little, you never wanted him to feel that way because of something you were doing. It had nothing to do with him and all to do with your family,
"No...Chan, it's not that," You sighed shaking your head.
"I just need some more time to figure out how to handle this." You explained, taking in deep breaths but Chan was through with waiting if it meant hiding behind closed doors and sneaking out of the house like he was a teenager.
"Time won't solve anything if we don't face it! We're supposed to be a team...Yn..." You stared at him as you felt the doubt hanging over you like a dark cloud.
You'd been taught never to depend on anyone else no matter what but Chan had been breaking that thought ever since the two of you had met. He'd been breaking every lesson your family had hammered into you over the years and you loved him for it.
"Let me in, Yn...Let me be there for you,"
"I need...time." Your voice cracked as Chan growled a little, standing up and staring at you.
"How much time do you need? Huh? This affecting our relationship and I can't just keep waiting around for you to be ready." Your eyes landed on his as you shook your head. It sounded like he was getting ready to break up with you and the whole point of hiding him from your family was to avoid that,
"Chan, please." You pleaded desperately with him, reaching out for his hands but he stepped further away from you, shaking his head.
"I love you, Chan, and I want to be with you just give me...a little time to figure things out with them." You begged, watching as Chan's eyes softened a little.
"I want to be with you too Yn but we can't keep avoiding it. It isn't fair on either of us." You sighed a little rubbing the bridge of your nose and nodding, you knew he was right but it didn't make you feel any better about all of this,
"We're not teenagers, I don't want to sneak around anymore." He finished and you looked up at him.
"My family are...They have certain beliefs." You told him plainly, sitting down on the edge of his sofa and trying to figure out the best way to approach all of this. It wasn't religion-based but your family believed that certain things had to be a certain way for families to be able to work and grow. It was safe to say you didn't share a lot of their beliefs since you'd done everything you could to get away from them ever since you were at a legal age to do so.
"They have a whole thing about dating, I'm not supposed to date anybody without them giving their approval," You scoffed a little and shook your head as you finally let it off your chest, a weight felt as though it was coming straight off you as well
"You know, it took me almost six years to convince them to let me move out."
"Let you?" Chan asked softly as he sat down on the chair, staring at you as he waited for you to elaborate on it some more,
"I wasn't allowed to work either, they stopped me working. Claiming I needed to be a homemaker for your future partner."
"But you weren't married to anyone..." Chan hoped you weren't since the two of you had been dating for so long and you laughed dryly and shook your head,
"No, but they had plans for me and I broke them down so I wouldn't have to fit in the mould that they had for me."
"Yn.." He whispered, sympathy leaking from his words as he moved to kneel on the spot in front of you, your eyes finding his as you finally let the damn break and you told him everything.
"Every Saturday is reserved for them. I have to go around there, and we talk about work and life at home it was the condition they had for letting me move out...That and no dating," You laughed dryly and Chan moved to sit beside you, holding your hand tightly.Â
"I hadn't told them about us yet because I didn't want them to rush me back to their place...To shield me away and I certainly don't want them to judge you." You looked at him with tears running down your cheeks.
"I'm scared I'll lose you." Chan grabbed your hand in his and squeezed them softly. There was no way on this earth that he was ever going to let you go without a great fight,
"You're not going to lose me...Ever and you're certainly not going to face it alone, Yn. I'm here for you, no matter what." He told you and you smiled weakly, you wanted to believe him but if your family were set on something they weren't just going to back down from it.
"I appreciate it, Chan, but they're difficult." You told him as he gently wiped the tears from your cheeks and shook his head, he didn't care how difficult they were he was never going to let you go through any of it alone.
"Then we can stay hidden as long as you need but sooner or later you'll have to face them...I plan on making you my future spouse and spending forever with you." Your cheeks began to heat as you looked at him,Â
"We're in this together, I love you." He whispered before kissing your forehead, your chest tightening a little as you nodded.,
"I love you too and I'll tell them...eventually. I just-"
"We'll tell them together whenever you're ready." He said, cutting you off and kissing your cheek softly. You thought about it and laughed a little, they were going to hate you introducing a man you'd already been dating for months.
"They won't like it."
"Then they'll have to get over it. If they try and take you from me they'll have a big fight on their hands." He winked at you before you cuddled into his chest, relaxing for the first time since that morning and letting out a small and happy sigh.
"Let's go upstairs and finish our lazy day." He told you before you kissed him softly and made your way toward the staircase.
"I'll be up, I'm going to order your favourite." He chuckled as he watched you happily jogging up the stairs to his bedroom.
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I got the image of the Jack, Miko and Rafael learning to imitate Distressed/terrified Sparkling cries and using them against the decepticons. Itâs a very efficient defense mechanism. Every cybertronian who heard them is freaking out because oh primus how is the squishy thing making that noise and I gotta protect it at all costs. The sheer chaos that would ensue as the âprotect/rescue the sparklingâ programming kicks in full force.
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The vehicons are clustered at the other end of the room panicking. They donât know what to do. The human sparklings are looking right at them and making distress noises. The guilt is killing them.
Knockout going âis the car form less alarming?! If I turn into a car will you stop seeing me as the threat?!â
Breakdown is having a breakdown.
Starscream pinned to the wall on the other side of the room having an internal crisis. He doesnât like this. Make it stop.
Soundwave makes no noise but you can FEEL the sheer distress radiating off of him.
Megatron is frozen. No thoughts, head empty. Heâs not moving at all. He doesnât know how to handle this.
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The autobots have mixed feelings about this. Theyâre glad the kids have a way of defending themselves but please donât do it near them. Theyâre stressed out enough as it is.
(This might sound kinda dumb but I thought it was kinda funny. Very tired while writing this)
Wait no this is actually brilliant.
The Decepticons never anticipated their long buried parental nature to be used against them. No one did. But they day the human children turned up on the battlefield looking far too confident, every Bot and Con present had the all encompassing feeling that something was terribly wrong. Their suspicions were quickly confirmed when, before the Decepticons could do much of anything to get the relics they were after, Rafael began to wail.
Normally, human screams meant nothing. But there was a certain pitch that sounded so close to a cry of distress from a sparkling that, to warriors who had not heard a sparkling in millennia, it was enough to send them running to help. In this case, the issue was only compounded as the children scattered like mice and started making the same noises. The Decepticons could hardly focus on the Autobots booking it to the relics as they frantically tried to locate the fictitious sparklings calling for aid.
The Vehicons managed to get to Jack, but he just kept looking up at them defiantly. Every time one of the dozen or so Vehicons on the field tried to grab him, blast him, or otherwise hurt him, Jack would chirp like a sparkling and send all of them scurrying back. It wasn't cute to the Vehicons. Having never seen actual sparklings but still having the coding needed to adore them, they looked at Jack and saw a weird frame-walker. They weren't sure what to do about it except try to haul themselves away while also keeping a vague circle around the human male.
Miko on the other hand made it a point to chase after Megatron and Soundwave, screeching like a sparkling about to be shredded. Neither stopped for her, but Megatron completely lost his train of thought every time that screech rang out. He could have been aiming at Optimus with a perfect head shot and he would be unable to fire as Miko's distressed sounds rang out in his audials. He KNEW she wasn't a sparking. His coding wasn't even that strong. But by Primus, hearing her screech was the same as watching a civilian get run over by a bus, repeatedly. Focus was impossible.
Soundwave wasn't much better. He didn't react outwardly, but the slowing of his steps and the way he tried to sidestep Miko gave away his distress. He avoided her like the plague, trying to refocus but being unable to really get far as Miko screamed like a demon. It was a fight against the Unmaker himself to keep Soundwave from bolting over to collect the sparkling who sounded so very upset.
Rafael, for his part, followed Miko's lead and harassed the other three members of High Command most often found out on the field. Breakdown ran screaming the moment Rafael started chirping at him. This was both out of fear of the frame-walker and to escape the inevitable overreaction of his coding. He may or may not have attempted parkour once or twice to get as far away from the smallest of the humans as possible.
Knockout tried to ignore Rafael when the kid chirped up at him, he really really did. But how does one ignore the Cybertronian equivalent of a soaking wet kitten meowing up at you? Simply put: you don't. Knockout gave in and quickly dropped down to try and soothe the non-existent sparkling every. single. time. Rafael pulled his noise trickery. He never fails to panic and attempt to flash colorful things at Rafael to get him to stop. Every Decepticon has since been endlessly disappointed in him.
Starscream, being terrified of things that really shouldn't be there, took the skies the instant the trio began screeching. Nope. Not today Unicron. He'll get the mission done or get the heck out of dodge to avoid coding coming online. He doesn't need empty nest syndrome on top of a crippling case of "I Love Power." He also doesn't need to deal with the horrific mental image of a squishy somehow managing to sound like a sparkling. Nope. Nope. NOPE.
The Autobots are grateful the kids can protect themselves a bit now. But by Primus, they have known NO peace since the kids figured it all out.
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i know requests are closed and im sorry but i need this so i dont forget đ actor!toji looking at edits on live and hes like âso yall see me like thisâ and the fans go wild
actor!toji on live!
okay iâll make an exception once.
đđ actor!toji (x implied gn!reader)
sfw, crack, tiktok (bc thatâs itâs own warning), suggestive, horny toji fans, toji has reading glasses, petnames (âkidâ) heâs a little rude but when is he not :), old man toji <3
ă(ăťâăť) : me after not writing abt actor toji for like a month đđ¤
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âhey, everybody,â toji said, waving to camera as if he didnât fumble and struggle in front of his fans for the past ten minutes trying to get his phone to stand up securely. he looks cute, dressed in a navy blue hoodie with nothing underneath and his dark hair was a messy mop atop his head.
now he just sits in his chair at his dining room table, watching the viewer count rise and rise to absolutely ridiculous numbers.
âfourty thousan-fifty thou-sixty thousand?! didnât know i had so many fans..jesus christâŚâ
honestly, toji had no idea what he was doing and he was a tiny bit nervous. this was his first ever âliveâ (something that he did not know even existed until you told him) and he had no idea how to entertain his fans or what they really wanted. but they seem pleased with him just staring at the camera in confusion and admiring his handsome face.
toji proceeds to read some of the comments in the rapid moving chat of chaos. here, starts the beginning of his own demise.
many comments are sweet, kind, praising him for his talent and acting skills, some were just spamming their country flags and names, a rare male fan is asking to see his guns collection, others asking about his upcoming projects but the majority of them areâŚnot exactly PG in the slightest.
tojiâs eyes could bulge out of damn skull at some of the explicitly and complete shamelessness of his fans. he knew they found him attractive, but this was a whole other level of depravity.
âwhat the fuckâŚâ toji whispers in awe, mouth agape as his eyes scan through the chat, his eyes being fed with the most desperate and thirsty comments he has even read, âyou guys are sumthinâ elseâŚâ
his one sentence just pours fuel on the, already blazing and large, fire, the chat moving so fast that is starts to lag.
âwhyâd i even speak..â
he actually takes time to read each comment that he can see (and stomach) and one of them catches his eye.
âwatch your edits on tiktok? i have edits? whatâs an edit?â
the chat blows up even more, commenters begging and begging him to watch theseâŚedits.
âalright, alright, iâll watch these âeditsâ,â toji says to the camera, before pulling out another phone, one that is clearly quite old, jagged edges and a cracked camera, a raggedy phone case and just overall not in the best condition it could be in.
ââwhat is that ancient ass deviceâ eh? this is my main phone,â he replies to a comment, showing his phone to the camera to his fans can see, ââs fine, works perfectly. and itâs not âancientâ. itâs actually a nokia. pft, dumbass kids.â
toji can feel himself being flamed in the chat. even more so when he pulls out his reading glasses.
âyeah, âm fuckinâ old. jesus.â
he squints, scrolling on his beaten up phone with his index finger, âyâknow, ion even really use tiktok, i only got it so _____ can send me videos of whatever the fuck. i swear, that kid sends me a million videos per day..â toji sighs, smiling at the thought of you, âahh, theyâre just so dumb.â
toji, after a long time of searching through trial and error and directions from his fans, eventually finds the search page of tiktok.
âalright, whatâd i type in then? just âtojiâ? âtoji fushiguroâ?â he looks for answers in the chat, but find himself getting frustrated at the lack of actual responses to his question. he tuts, âiâm just gonna search âtoji fushiguro editsâ and see what happens.â
he does just that and the results areâŚvery interesting.
right in front of his very eyes are miles and miles of edits of himself, created by his fans, their depravity exposed for him to see, some of who were probably watching him at this very moment.
âjeeeeesus christ. âdunno what i even expected, honestly,â he scrolls through them, audios changing constantly as he does so, his eyes wide and wondering, âiâm actually impressedâŚâ
toji pressed on one, and he watches it, the edit flashing in the reflection of his glasses as he watches. his open mouth slowly turns into a smirk of amusement and all out disbelief, the audio of the video being something about⌠âneeding someone olderâ?
âso you guys see me like this?â he asked, expression incredulous and he breathes out a small chuckle, âbuncha little fuckinâ freaks.â
the chat seems to like that. a lot.
his chat is once again flooded with comments from hellâŚhell for people driven purely by lust, that is.
toji huffs, âhow old is this person anyway?â
he seemingly clicks on the account and reads their username. well, almost.
ââtojis little cu-woah!â he almost drops his phone out of his hand, jaw on the floor, âhow old are you! sixteen?! toji looks to the camera, eyebrows furrowed before slamming his phone on the table and pointing at his fans through the screen, âgo do your homework! and be in bed by nine. actually, no scratch that, eight! christâŚsixteen years old, oh my godâŚâ
he continues to mutter to himself, completely baffled at how some of his fans are so young and just soâŚout of their minds. his skin crawls at the thought of a sixteen year old liking him in such a way.
toji shivers, âgod, where are your parents?â he questions and continues to search through the edits, before finding one that looks safe, innocent and PG.
he was proven wrong however, when the audio was a woman rapping about being put in full nelsons-
âokay, thatâs enough!â he slams his phone down again on the table, âiâve seen enough,â and then he reaches for the camera, not even caring about his viewers. he mutters a, âcrazy fuckinâ kidsâ before abruptly ending his âliveâ and going to take a nap.
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the next day, you have sent him over ten videos on tiktok, all of them being edits of him from the day of the live, most of them containing the clip of when he called his fans, quote, a âbuncha little fuckinâ freaksâ unquote.
toji sighs at them, secretly entertained that you must be watching these deviant edits of him too.
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ă(ăťâăť) : no i have not forgotten abt actor toji
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Day 18 can you believe it? Here is a list of my prompts & event terms!
đŠđđ˘đŤđ˘đ§đ : gn!doctor!reader x doctor!gaz, security!price + horangi, psychotic!soap + kĂśnig + ghost đŹđŽđŚđŚđđŤđ˛ : you and a group of mount massive personnel have holed up in the security room as chaos erupts around the building. Then, your beloved patients find you, they decide its better that they keep you 'safe' instead. đ°đ¨đŤđ đđ¨đŽđ§đ : 1.3 k đ/đ§ : i based this on my fking favorite game series outlast so-! đđ¨đ§đđđ§đ đ°đđŤđ§đ˘đ§đ : blood/gore/death, swearing, yandere/possessive traits
đđđđđđđ đđđđđđđđ đđđ đđđđđđđ. The sirens had blared for over an hour, each smashed to pieces by howling patients or they had simply died out...
No one was coming. No one should have been coming.
You and Doctor Garrick stared in pale horror at the panel of security cameras.
Every screen was filled with scenes straight out of a horror movie. In the halls, doctors in white coats tripped over themselves fleeing in terror as patients roared in fear, smashing in the skulls of the people who had hurt them. The common rooms were filled with more docile patients, the television screen tuned to nothing but static. A few patients wheezed in pain, bandages covering their disfigured faces, while others cried quietly into themselves, simply staring off into the static. All sitting together motionlessly, seemingly immune to the horrors now ravaging Mount Massive Asylum.
The sight was enough to make you heave and turn away. Dr. Garrick quickly caught you, rubbing your back in a soothing manner as Price and Horangi stepped up to the monitors. "Fucking hell," the brit muttered, his blue eyes roving over the screens with a grimace.
With the two officers busy, you turned your head towards Gaz, eyes wide with terror, trying so hard not to tremble under his touch. "They won't send anyone! Gaz!" you whispered frantically, trying not to draw the attention of the two security guards who had pulled you two into the safety of the locked security room.
No one knew except the doctors.
The Murkoff Corporation, the company that employed everyone here had been conducting unethical experiments on the patients here... They would never allow a leak this substantial to ever get out to the public.
You and Gaz both knew it too. They wouldn't send anyone but an army of men to 'clean' up this mess.
Another wave of nausea hit you at the thought.
"Shhh, I know, I know," he muttered, glancing over his shoulder towards the two security officers, making sure they didn't overhear.
Both were equipped to handle patients, guns in their belts, the same blue shirt, black pants, badge and hat...
What would they do when they found out the truth? Would they throw the two of you out if they found out you both had no power over what happened next? Had no idea what to fucking do in this situation?
All you and Gaz knew, was that wearing a white doctors coat right now, was a death sentence.
As far as irrational thought went, it felt like the only person you could truly trust right now was the man rubbing your back.
"So what's the plan?" Price interrupted, making both you and Gaz nearly jump.
From the horrified looks on both your faces, the security officer's both got an inkling of the reality of the situation.
"We... We-we could," Gaz stumbled, trying to blurt out anything that came to mind before Price got up in his face, angry like the you had both suspected.
"You know what's happening outside those doors?!" Price's voice boomed, grabbing ahold of Gaz's collar to bring him up to his face. Although you tried to stop it, Price was strong, and forced Gaz's face to the monitors. "Those fucking lunatics will kill all of us if we don't get the fuck out of here-!"
"Wait!" You yelped, trying to calm the already deteriorating situation. "We have clearance to all floors! There's got to be a way out!" You reasoned, digging through your coat pocket to retrieve your keycard and hold it up for him to see.
Everyone seemed to stop for a moment, the tension buzzing like electricity before Horangi placed a firm hand on Price's shoulder, silently urging him to drop the doctor. "The front doors down the hall are locked," he started, the black face mask he always wore muffling his voice some.
Price finally let go of Gaz, and you protectively helped him straighten out, a nervous look on both of your faces.
"Before we got the two of you in here, there was a man in the halls," Horangi recalled eerily, taking his hand off Price to hold the straps of his belt instead. "Big fucking guy, had no nose," he muttered, "We can't go through the front doors with him there."
The front doors were on this floor, only a few halls away... but who knows what had happened in the past hour to stop the exit from being so... clear.
"That's Chris," you whispered, immediately recognizing the description of the man Price and Horangi had seen.
Chris Walker, a violent man, standing at six foot nine... He wasn't your patient, but he was infamous among the doctors here... And now, he was standing between you and potentially getting out of this hellhole.
What the hell were you all going to do?
You took a minute to think, covering your mouth in shock while the three men stood quietly, each considering that look on your face.
It looked like a plan was forming in that sharp mind of yours, and none wanted to interrupt it. Holding their breaths for what they hoped was a miracle.
"Keys," you muttered to yourself, blankly staring at the screens in front of your face whilst you held subconsciously onto Gaz's shoulder.
"They took the keys," Price tried to explain, remembering the crushed body of the guard who was supposed to have them.
"No, they always have spares," you nodded to yourself, the flimsy idea stitching itself together more coherently in your mind.
As you spiraled further into thought, more screams and violence took place outside on the screens. Each eye watching as crude traps went up, bookshelves fell over in the halls, windows broke as men pounded their bloodied hands against it...
"They always have spare keys in the subbasement," you huffed breathlessly, feeling your blood run cold at the idea.
That's where Walrider had broken out. Where this whole asylum riot had started, and now the four of you, or at least one of you had to go down there with the very keycard you held tightly in your hand.
Gaz whispered your name almost inaudibly, hand slowly slithering around your waist and pulling you behind him.
Slowly, you followed his eyes and felt cold horror run through your veins.
"Hey Doc."
"Maus."
"It's you."
There, at the bulletproof window of the security office, stood three of your patients, each doused in blood splatters and maniac grins.
John "Soap" MacTavish. His blue eyes wide with madness glared at you, standing so close to the window that his breath fogged up the glass. "Doc, I could really use your help out here..." he grinned, tapping on the window before he quickly got more infuriated by the barrier. "Open up this fucking door you bitch!" he roared, smashing his fists onto the window until a bloodied puddle had formed... and he wouldn't fucking stop.
KĂśnig stood behind him, his usual black hood, the one he always felt more safe under was dripping with gore onto his bare chest. The giant of a man tilted his head acutely, his icy blue eyes flickering from your face with a softness, before they turned hard and cold when he realized there were others in the room with you. The tension apparent in the way his fists suddenly balled up into a white knuckle grip.
And Mr. Simon "Ghost" Riley stood closest to the edge of the window, watching curiously as Soap spit a mix of soft pleas for you to come out, to vulgar swears and threats if you didn't. An idea was forming in his head. Those dark orbs of his now considering the door that separated you from him. He would find a way in, or through.
To their deranged minds, their beloved doctor needed their help.
And the men in the room with you needed you alive to get out of this damned asylum.
p.s. is cross over the right word for this? what'd you think of this guys? lmk! because i honestly loved writing this!
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JJ Maybank x Fem!Reader
Being John B's twin sister means navigating life alongside the island's most charming troublemaker: JJ Maybank. With every wild plan leading to chaosâand often near jail timeâhe's the most wholesome distraction you never asked for. But when a reckless escape from a crime scene ends with him stealing your first kiss, everything changes.
Notes: fluff and angsty, no mention of (Y/N). they're like 15 (before Season 1), stolen kiss and everything :D
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It was one of those summer days that seemed endless, the air humid and heavy with salt, the sun dipping low in the sky. You, JJ, and John B had been out all day, doing what you all did bestâgetting into trouble. This time, you were investigating some shady dealings down by the old, abandoned docks, hoping to find clues about an old smuggling operation. It was JJâs idea, obviously.
You crouched low behind a stack of crates, your heart racing. You were with JJ, while your twin brother John B was somewhere further ahead, scouting the area. The docks were quiet, except for the distant sound of waves lapping against the wooden beams and the occasional cry of a seagull.
âOkay, this feels like a bad idea,â you whispered in JJâs ear, your voice barely above the sound of waves lapping against the rotting wood. JJ flashed you that trademark grin, his eyes glinting with mischief.
âRelax, weâve done worse.â
Despite his easy smile, there was tension in his voice. You two were risking getting caught, and you both knew it. But for JJ, the thrill was part of the fun. You, on the other hand, were always the more cautious one. You werenât afraidânever wereâbut that little voice in your head had a knack for keeping you one step ahead of disaster. This time, though, it felt like that voice was warning you to run.
Just as you both were about to move from their hiding spot, you heard footsteps.
Your breath caught in your throat, and you shot JJ a panicked look. His face immediately grew serious as he motioned for you to stay low.
âAnyone down here?â
You could hear the police officer tried to call someone outâyou and JJ, theoretically. The footsteps grew louder, the police officer coming closer.
âWhat do we do? Weâre screwed if they catch us here!â you whispered frantically, a bead of sweat trickling down your back as panic surged through you.
JJâs eyes darted around, thinking fast. You two were too far from where your brother was hiding, and there was no time to run. Then, suddenly, he did something that caught you completely off guard.
âClose your eyes.â
Without a word, JJ grabbed you by the wrist and pulled you out of the shadows, pressing you against the side of the crate. Before you could even process what was happening, his lips were on yours.
Your mind went blank.
You stiffened for a split second, heart racing for an entirely different reason now. But as the officerâs footsteps got even closer, you understoodâhe was trying to make it look like you were just a couple sneaking around, nothing suspicious. Playing alongâor maybe just feeling yourselfâyou melted into the kiss, hands instinctively gripping the front of his t-shirt.
From behind them, they could hear the officerâs voice.
âDamn kids...â he grumbled in a low and rough voice, clearly annoyed. The footsteps receded, the officer seemed disinterested in breaking up what he assumed was a stolen moment between two teenagers.
As soon as the coast was clear, JJ pulled back, breathless but grinning.
âWorked, didnât it?â
You didnât answer at first, your heart still hammering in you chest. You stared at him, wide-eyed, the lingering warmth of the kiss still buzzing on your lips. It was all an actâyou knew thatâbut something about the way JJ had kissed you felt... real. And that thought sent a shiver through you that you werenât ready to acknowledge.
You were still trying to catch your breath, clearly dazed when replying, âYeah⌠totally.â
JJ didnât seem to notice your dazed expression, still riding the adrenaline high of nearly getting caught.
âYou should thank me,â JJ teased you. âPretty sure that was the smoothest getaway weâve ever had.â
You let out a shaky laugh, trying to play it cool.
âOh yeah, real smooth, JJ.â
But deep down, you were anything but smooth. In fact, you were pretty sure your cheeks were still flushed, and your heart wouldnât stop pounding. You could barely look at him without feeling the heat rise to your face again.
As they started to head back toward John B, who was waiting for them near the edge of the dock, you blurted out the confession before you could stop yourself.
âThat was... my first kiss,â you murmured.
JJ turned to you, his brow furrowing in surprise.
âWait, seriously?â his eyes widened innocently, genuinely surprised. His lips parted a little, jaw creaking open.
You nodded, biting your lip, feeling the embarrassment flood through you. You cursed yourself for even saying anything. Why had you told him? He didnât need to know that! Youâd definitely would be haunted by this memory.
But instead of making a big deal out of it, JJ just smiled, that soft, easy grin that always made you feel like everything was going to be okay.
âWell, then you handled it like a pro.â
He ruffled your hair playfully, completely unaware of how flustered you were inside. Maybe to him, it was just another moment, another close call, another escape.
But for you? It was the moment your harmless childhood crush on JJ started to become something more. You had always liked himâwho didnât like JJ?âbut now, you felt it creeping in, that warm feeling in your chest every time he smiled at you or teased you.
You blushed, looking away so he wouldnât see.
âYeah, well, donât get used to it,â you grumbled, clearly trying to hide the blush that started to blossom. âNot happening again.â
JJ just laughed, oblivious, and threw his arm around your shoulders as you two caught up to John B. But you knew you wouldnât forget it. Even though it had been nothing more than a diversion, that kiss had changed something inside you.
As the three of you headed back toward The Chateau, you walked beside JJ, heart still fluttering, wondering if heâd ever see you as more than just John Bâs twin.
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Astarionâs eyes rove your form laying beneath him in reverence, the silken strands of your hair spread like a halo around your face and your dress a mess around your waist.
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Dim candlelight plays along the walls of Astarionâs studio, illuminating the discarded bolts of fabric leaning against the wall with haphazard grace, the threads of linens, silks, and cottons a riot of color against the muted walls. Spools of silken thread and tangles of ribbon lay sprawling across the work table, interspersed with pincushions and stray needles waiting to be threaded.
The studio itself is small, humble in its nature. Set aside on a small street within the city walls it wasnât a far walk from your shared home, making it an easy decision to join him on the nights he decided to work.
Lush velvet draperies hang heavily across several leaded windows, while multicolored rugs layered themselves over the floor. Fat pillars of candle wax sit haphazardly upon several surfaces, filling the room with moving pockets of light, their dance helped along by the light summer breeze blowing through the open windows. It was undeniably one of your favorite places to be.
Despite Astarionâs initial claims to the contrary (if you could even call his half-hearted condescension to the concept such a thing), he was decidedly well suited for a life of domesticity. Much like a spoiled cat, he very much enjoyed his luxuries. Vials of scented oils, a soft bed covered with blankets and quilts, piles of books in the corners of rooms waiting to be read at his decision. You were very quick to learn that Astarion was nothing if not a creature of comfort. And he made it so very easy to spoil him, accepting your love and affection with open arms.
You nestle deeper into the nest of pillows that made up the corner you had decided to call your own, novel discarded beside you and your goblet of wine long emptied of its contents resting against the floorboards. With a small huff your attention turns from your surroundings to said owner of the studio, watching him weave the needle in and out of the fabric in his hands, focus intent on his art.
He had such beautiful hands, you couldnât help but think. Hands as well-versed in sowing chaos as easily as they could thread a needle to create the tiniest of embellishments upon a single piece of silk. Hands as intimately versed in the art of death as they were in the art of drawing pleasure. Sometimes, you think, he is secretly desperate to prove that his hands no longer have to steal, cheat, or seduce for others and instead were capable to creating something soft and vulnerable for himself instead.
With a small stretch you sit yourself upright, adjusting the lovingly embroidered straps of the light linen dress you wore to compensate for the overbearing warmth of summer. You were always content to accept any creation Astarion made for you and your dress was no exception, tailored to perfection to sit on your curves perfectly with small decorations of lace and embroidery as he saw fit.
As though drawn by your thoughts, his carmine gaze glances up to meet your own. Astarionâs eyes linger upon your form as you slowly stand and stretch your arms high above your head, back arching slightly with the motion before you step to the nearest open window. A light breeze ruffles your hair as you rest your elbows on the sill, careful of the several plants currently residing there as your eyes move to watch the people below weave through the streets in the darkness.
âDearest, do you mind lending me those ever-so-lovely eyes of yours for a moment?â His voice is a casual drawl. âI wish to seek your opinion on this particular color scheme.âÂ
You turn to face him from your spot at the window as he gestures to the work in his hand with a small movement of his wrist, and quickly step across the floor to stop at his side. You glance down to see the wooden embroidery hoop he holds with measured regard in one hand, the other carefully grasping a small, sharp needle. You lean in slightly to see better, your breasts adding the barest of pressure against his arm.
You focus your vision upon the delicate pattern of his needlework, the threads weaving together to create an intricate pattern of scrolling vines and abundant spring blossoms in a warm milky white adorning the collar of a cream colored linen shirt, the colors almost ethereal together in their similarity.Â
âI hate to break this to you, butâŚI do believe it is simply cream upon cream,â you say with a small smile gracing your lips. âWhat ever is there for me to even give my opinion on?âÂ
âItâs called monochrome, my dear.â Astarion gives you a look of affectionate exasperation before continuing, âDespite what everyone seems to think, I am capable of subtlety when the occasion permits.â You briefly turn to look at him, an elegant eyebrow arching in amusement.Â
He rolls his eyes and scoffs slightly before murmuring, âCertainly those pretty eyes of yours can see the differences despite the similarity of color?â
Sure enough, upon further inspection you could pick out the slightest hint of metallic gold threaded throughout the creamy colored delicate flowers and surrounding vines, the only detail differentiating the colors from one another. The subtle shine of the golden threads were mesmerizing to follow with your eyes, the candlelight bouncing off of them creating fiery highlights on the raised embroidery. Like everything Astarion touched, it was undeniably beautiful.
âI suppose it looks decent.â You tease, pressing your chest further into his arm while your attention shifts to the elegant planes of his face. He was simply so easy to admire, the way his hair always seemed to fall so perfectly into place, his mouth held soft in concentration looked so inviting.
A noise of protest leaves his lips at the mere thought his creation was only âdecentâ, and you canât help but laugh at the reaction while leaning in to press a soft kiss to his pale cheek.
âIt must be so hard to have such artistic merit, Astarion. Iâm afraid such a talentless individual as myself canât fully appreciate such craft and workmanship.â You playfully lean your body back and throw a hand up your forehead in mock distress, earning a short laugh from him.Â
âDespite such questionable opinions, you are far my talentless, my dear.â Astarion sets aside the hoop and needle to the far edge of the worktable and turns in his chair, settling his full attention on you.
âIn fact, I would be more than willing to remind you of the several of the talents you possess.â
Slowly, he draws his eyes from your features to glance down at the twin pinprick scars decorating your neck before slowly continuing lower to finally rest on a spot above your breasts. He brings his fingertips to brush lightly against the skin, pressing against the delicate lace trim of the neckline, sweeping slowly and softly back and forth against the swells. He watches the sudden intake of your breath with interest before his eyes glide up to meet your own again.Â
A slow, feline smile graces his lips. âSuch a distraction, dearest. Especially when you press these lovely breasts of yours into me.âÂ
You match his smile with a sly one of your own.
âCan you blame me?â You give a half-hearted shrug, hardly caring that you had been caught in your so-called crime. âItâs quite hard to not want to be close to such a beautiful individual like yourself.â
âAh yes, there it is. Talent number one: flattery.âÂ
He moves the hand tracing patterns against your skin upward, glancing touches against your neck, before curling his fingers underneath your chin to bring your face closer to his own.Â
You knew he could easily see the effects of his relatively innocent ministrations, could view the inevitable pink beginning to decorate your cheeks.Â
Could smell it in the blood beginning to race through your veins.Â
Astarion had always known exactly what to say made you breathless and had never held back on using that knowledge to his advantage to make you weak to his whims.Â
âNow be a good girl and take a seat.â His voice is low, hungry; he leans forward and both his hands find your waist and pull.Â
You feel your body relax easily into his touch, letting him smooth your skirts out of the way as he brings you towards his waiting lap. Your hips instantly connect together, fabric the only barrier between you. You feel a telltale twitch beneath you, signaling his pleasure at the slight friction created by the connection and your hips grind against his own instinctually, the friction and pressure adding to the growing warmth deep in your belly.Â
Astarion leans forward, connecting his mouth with your own in a scalding kiss, moaning into your mouth as his hips roll against your own, his growing erection pressing closer to your covered center.Â
Wrapping your arms around his neck, you pull yourself even closer to him as your hands card through the silver curls sitting at the back of his neck. Opening your mouth, you lick against his lips hoping he will open them for you. Astarion obliges, meeting your tongue halfway.Â
Your tongue brushes against a sensitive fang, drawing another moan out of him and he slowly pulls away from the kiss, lightly nipping at your bottom lip as he leaves before moving to press small, sweet kisses across your jaw.Â
âWould you indulge me a snack, dearest?â He presses a quick kiss followed by a small lick to the skin behind your ear, sending a shiver of pleasure down your skin.
âI suppose I could be convincedâŚâ Breathy sighs fall from your lips as he peppers kisses down the elegant column of your neck. âQuite easily perhaps, too.â
âWill you give me a small taste, my dear?â he mouths the words against your skin, lips hot.
Your eyes fall closed at his kisses. âYou know you donât even have to ask to have my blood. I give it to you, freely, and I always will.â With a tilt of your head you grant him more access to continue his search.
âI donât deserve you.â âAbsolutely false. You deserve everything.â The words roll off your tongue with quick ease, certain youâve never spoken truer words.
As Astarion moves the straps of your dress aside to hang off your shoulders and free the expanse of your neck and collar he finds the spot he had been looking for, laving the area with his tongue briefly before he bites down.
A split second of burning heat as his fangs dig into the flesh of your neck with as much delicacy as he can manage before he finally begins to suck, the pull of the blood leaving your body as he drinks brings a decidedly indecent moan to your lips, the heat of your core growing wetter with every draw of his mouth.
As Astarion drinks in your lifeblood in slow gulps, you feel his hands moving to the neckline of your dress and he grabs at it, pulling the fabric down across your chest, exposing more and more of you with every pull of the fabric. You had forgone a corset today in an attempt at comfort in an unending battle against humidity, trusting the bodice of your dress to instead keep your (somewhat questionable) modesty in tact.Â
The rush of cold air combined with the sudden brush of his chilled hands against your breasts as he lets the dress fall to hang freely around your waist draws a surprised gasp from your lips. You move your arms out of the straps before burying them again in his silver locks.
He quickly brings a free hand up to grasp a breast, brushing his thumb over a newly hardened nipple. Extricating his fangs from your neck, his tongue moves to lick up the blood tracing down from the wound, not letting a single drop go to waste. Â
âSuch a delightful little treat,â he murmurs against your skin, lips brushing with every movement as your hips grind downward against his growing erection in slow rolls.Â
His lips move further down your chest, no longer following the trail of fresh blood but that of the blood in your veins leading to your heart.Â
Astarion presses a chaste kiss over the place where your heart beats, your back arching with the movement of his lips as he moves lower to capture a hardened peak. A soft cry at the touch of his mouth falls from your lips, the motion of his tongue drawing circles around the bud sending a flash of heat straight to your core.Â
He laves at the bud, alternating licks and soft bites in a bid to stoke the fire inside you even higher, his free hand coming up to massage its twin with delicate motions.
Astarion cants his hips up into yours as he sucks hard at your breast, his prominent erection pressing into your growing wetness before his mouth moves to your other breast, continuing his ministrations.
âAstarion, please, I need more.â You whine, attempting to press harder against his erection in hopes the touch will grant a reprieve from the building heat between your thighs.
âAs you wish, my love.â He grants your request with a whisper, his hands falling on your thighs to support you as he moves to stand, bringing you with him. Chair pushing back with the movement, he places you on the desk in front of him as his hips spread your thighs.Â
Desperate to keep the connection between the two of your bodies, Astarion stands between your legs, pressing close. His hands skate up your body to land on your cheeks, tilting your face to look up at his own as a thumb brushes absentmindedly against your bottom lip. He leans down to press his lips to your forehead, your eyes, cheeks, nose, and finally your lips.Â
âLay back, love,â His words are a whisper as one hand makes it way from your cheek to rest on the back of your head. âItâs alright, Iâve got you.â
His eyes never leave your own as your body relaxes, trusting him, and he leans you back onto the tabletop with care until your body meets the wood.Â
Barely breathing, you watch as his hands made their way teasingly downwards, skating over your bared breasts to find the skirt of your dress, moving to push the thin fabric tantalizingly up your thighs to settle around your waist and out of the way. Astarionâs eyes settle upon a tiny, lacy pair of panties, the fabric the only thing keeping you from being completely bared to him.Â
âYouâre just utterly shameless, arenât you?â He tsks, âSeducing me away from my work like this.â Astarionâs eyes rove your form laying beneath him in reverence, the silken strands of your hair spread like a halo around your face and your dress a mess around your waist.
He was so beautiful it made your heart feel like it was going to beat out of your chest.Â
With bated breath, you raise a hand to draw your fingers softly over his cheek, capturing his attention.Â
âPromise me that you will tell me if this gets to be too much for you,â Your eyes meet his as you watch his expression fill with sudden affection at your request.Â
âWhat a sweet thing you are,â Astarion brings a hand to cover the one you had placed over his cheek. âThank you for always taking care of me so.â With a small movement, he turns his head to bring his lips to press against your palm.Â
âI promise you that anything and everything I do with you is my choice.â Astarion moves the hand that covers yours to flit down your body, teasing touches over your peaked nipples, down your belly, before brushing against the line of your underwear. A sudden intake of breath escapes your lungs as he watches your stomach jump with the touch.Â
A smirk graces his face as he moves those same fingers lower, brushing lightly against the gusset of your underwear before pressing harder against the growing damp of the lace. His touch creates a sweet friction, your wetness mixed with the texture of the lace and the pressure of his fingers drawing a soft moan from you.
You whine as his fingers pull your underwear to the side, Astarion moving to slide his fingertips up and down your exposed slit, spreading your wetness. He makes teasing passes around the small pearl that rests above; close but never quite touching where you need him, your arousal aiding the smooth glide of his motions.
âIâve barely touched you and youâre already this wet for me, darling?â
âYou know I always aim to please.â The words are hard won but you manage to give him a haughty smile nonetheless, trying to maintain the last shred of willpower you have left to pretend to be unaffected.
He moves to pump a finger shallowly inside you, not nearly deep enough to provide any relief. You gasp at feeling, attempting to roll your hips in hopes to bring his finger deeper. But just as quickly as he enters he leaves, eliciting a noise of frustration from you.
âPatience, patience.â He tuts, hands moving to your hips to tug at the lace resting over them. He yanks at the fabric, and you raise you bottom to aid him in finally removing them. Astarion pockets the pair with a smug look as his hands move to spread your thighs further apart.
With every push of your thighs Astarion bares you to him, your arousal glistening against your center in the low light.
âYou know, dearest, I think I would maybe like to have a taste of something else as well.â You feel your cunt clench at the prospect, adding to the building heat deep inside you.Â
âConsider me at your mercy, then.â A smirk from him at your blessing as he slowly lowers himself to his knees before your spread legs.
Astarion is supplicant before you as he rests his head on your upper thigh, unfairly close to where you want him most. Your hips jump in anticipation as he begins pressing tantalizingly soft kisses into the crease where your hip meets your thigh.
You feel his fingers touch you finally, delicately spreading your folds as he watches your most intimate place open for him. His thumb comes to rest against your clit, rubbing lightly at the small bud and you release a contented hum at the warmth of the pleasure inside your body growing with the movement of his fingers.
Your eyes fall shut at the sheer relief of his attention, his expertise in knowing exactly how and where to touch to drive you wild drawing a moan from you. Your hand falls from its place in his hair to land beside your head, jostling errant sewing supplies from their resting place next to you.
âCareful, darling. Watch those lovely hands of yours to not catch on a needle. I would so hate for you to bleed so needlessly.â A roguish smile alights his lips as he lowers his mouth to lick a slow stripe up your center, intent to collect as much of your wetness on his tongue as he can.
Your hand immediately finds its way back to his hair, gripping his silver curls mindlessly as he begins to work his tongue up and down your center, tracing patterns against your sex as he goes.
His tongue moves to finally circle your clit with small movements, intent to drive your pleasure higher and higher with every pass. His mouth moves lower, licking across your folds as he finds your entrance, tracing around it with agonizingly slow motions.
Astarion is quick to move a hand to rest over your belly as your hips jut up, applying soft pressure as he grows bold in his motions and his tongue moves to push inside of you. Your grip on his curls grows harder with every thrust of his tongue inside your body, head thrown back and moans growing louder as he brings you closer and closer to completion.
The hand resting on your stomach moves to press lightly at your clit, once again resuming the small circles round and around as his tongue continues its exploration deep in your core, eating you out with fervor.Â
Astarion continues to lave inside you, his soft tongue whorling against your walls as his fingers expertly work your clit in tandem with your cries as your hips ride his face, thighs shaking as your orgasm barrels towards you.Â
And itâs just like that when you cry out and finally come, his tongue moving deep inside as his finger strums your clit with practiced motions and the feeling is white-hot as you plunge into your ecstasy. He licks up your come greedily, tongue never stopping its endeavor as you ride the wave of your orgasm, breathy cries leaving your lips and hips rolling until your body finally relaxes.Â
Shaking in the aftermath of your orgasm, your hand falls from Astarionâs hair to rest over your eyes as your breathing begins to even out and you finally come down from the high, Astarion cleaning up your cum until you can take it no longer, hips jerking in overstimulation away from his mouth.
Astarion places a light kiss over your clit before raising up from his knees back to his full height, your slick glistening on his chin and lips in the light of the candles as his still clothed cock brushes against your empty center.
Astarion leans forward, arms caging your head as he leans down to nuzzle your cheek whispering ardent words, âOut of all the beautiful things in this room, you are by far the most gorgeous.â
His admission momentarily stuns you. Astarion had never been shy in his admirations of your beauty and while you had grown more used to them during your time together he still managed to catch you off guard with such compliments from time to time.
âCan I please touch you? Taste you?â You pant, desperation coloring your words in the wake of his earlier admission as you begin to push yourself up onto your elbows. Astarionâs hand comes down and gently presses on your chest instead, and you lower yourself back down at the gentle command in the gleaming red of his eyes.Â
âYou can put that clever mouth of yours to use later, my dear. I have other plans for you, I think.â His eye rove your features before pressing his mouth upon yours in a fevered kiss, his tongue licking against your lips asking for entry. You can taste the essence of yourself on his lips and groan at the taste, opening yours to tangle his tongue with your own.
Astarion deepens the kiss as his hands find your own and grasping them gently, he brings them down his body to rest upon his still-clothed cock.Â
âYou said you wanted to touch. Indulge me, lover.â His lips never leave your own as he speaks the words, tongue sneaking out to lick at your bottom lip.
Your hands spring to action immediately to palm his cock through his leather pants before you find the laces holding him and undo them with deft fingers familiar with the task.
Astarionâs thick cock springs free of the confines of the pants and your fingers find the beads of precum decorating the tip and spread the wetness down his length. your fingers glide from top to bottom in smooth motions over the veined velvet of him, his essence aiding your ministrations as his mouth falls open from the sheer indulgence of your touch. His head falls heavily onto your shoulder and his lips move over the spot he fed from earlier, kissing and licking the area as your hands work him closer to closer to the edge.Â
Lifting a hand from him you bring your fingers to your own wetness, drawing your fingertips through your slick before pumping two of them inside yourself in an imitation of his own motions earlier as you moan at the feeling.
Astarion glances down to see your fingers buried in your own cunt, the sight making him go impossibly harder as he watches you briefly pleasure the both of you. With a whine, your fingers leave your body to return to Astarion, a mixture of your arousal and come coating your fingers as your spread it onto his waiting cock, increasing your rhythm to rub him faster.
âGods Above, you really are something else.â His pupils are blown out in lust as he groans at both the sight and feel of your hands working his shaft, one hand massaging the crown of his cock while the other works him closer to the base in quick motions.
A wicked thought strikes your mind, and you almost feel badly for even entertaining the idea. Almost.
You can feel his breath fanning your neck with every pass of your hands, his moans growing more unrestrained as your ministrations draw him to edge of completion. Without warning you withdraw your hands from his weeping cock, cruelly denying him the climax he was so close to.
Astarionâs head flies up from where it rests on your shoulder as a noise of disbelief leaves his lips and he shoots you a look of pure shock. The knowledge you caught him so unaware has you riding another kind of high, one you rarely had the privilege of reveling in.
âYou little minx! Who knew you were capable of such cruelty. Youâre going to pay for that, you know.â
Mischief settles on your features. âMaybe that was the goal.â
âAsk and you shall receive, little love. Donât say I didnât warn you.â His lips curve with a devilish grin, eyes glinting in the candlelight as his hands move to grip your waist, fingertips pressing hard into the soft skin.
âHow should I make you pay for it, then?â He muses. âShould I shove my cock into that tight, sweet cunt of yours and fuck you so hard you wonât be able to stand? Or maybe I should make good use of that wicked little mouth of yours and fill it instead?â
His darkening eyes bore into your own, your cheeks heating at his suggestions as you shift under his contemplation.
âYou do look quite beautiful like that, you know. Mouth stretched around me as I fuck your throat. Youâd like that, wouldnât you?â You give an enthusiastic nod at the prospect, excited for whatever punishment he deems appropriate to hand out.
Without warning, you feel the hands upon your waist move to lift you up and flip you over, your stomach making contact with the table as your bare breasts press tight against the wood grain. His hand comes to rest in the center of your back, pushing you further into the surface. You move your head to rest your cheek upon the table, the coolness of the wood a welcome sensation to the quickly rebuilding heat inside you as your eyes glance up to meet his own in curiosity.Â
âToo bad. I have another idea instead.â His voice is deep with promise.
Such trouble you had gotten yourself into, it seems.Â
Cool hands move from your back to the forgotten skirt of your dress to flip it upward to rest around your waist once more, exposing your ass and glistening center to the warm air.Â
Astarion brings his hand down hard against one of your cheeks, the sharpness of the spank making you cry out as surprise and pleasure mingle into one. He rubs the growing red mark left on your skin before bending down to press a his lips to it, soothing the area with barely-there kisses.Â
He brings both hands to your ass now, rubbing soothing circles over the area before moving to pull your rear cheeks apart, allowing Astarion to see absolutely everything.
A wave of embarrassment hits you to be put on such display for his vision despite his knowledge of your body, and you fidget slightly under his intent gaze of your most intimate areas.Â
âAstarionâŚâ you let out a moan and he is quick to shush you as he moves a hand off your asscheek to brush his thumb in light circles over your asshole.Â
âMaybe I should take you here instead, I know how much you love when I play with your pretty ass.â His voice is deep, eyes impossibly dark.Â
âOh fuck,â His words draw a ragged moan from your lips at the mere thought, setting your neglected pussy on fire with need.
âProve to me you can be a good girl.â His thumb applies soft pressure before it leaves you to be replaced by his lips. He presses a soft kiss to the tight hole before kissing downwards and licking deep into your cunt without warning, lapping at your waiting wetness.
âGods, AstarionâŚâ your hips press backwards towards his waiting mouth. âWhatever you want, wherever you want, my love. Iâll do anything. I just want you inside of me.â Your voice is hoarse with need, no longer caring to win this little game you had started.
You feel Astarionâs mouth leave your pussy and whine at the loss, but he is quick replace your empty cunt with two of his elegant fingers instead, sliding them in and out at slow, measured pace.Â
âDo you think I should let you come one more time before I fuck you so hard you wonât be able to walk properly?â You are helpless to do anything other than nod your head in insistence, hoping he wonât rob you of your orgasm the way you had done to him. âI donât know if you deserve it yet.â
Astarion slowly pulls his fingers out of your body only to add a third finger on the plunge back in, drawing a cry from your lips at the sudden fullness.Â
His fingers push deep and curl inside of you pressing against that special spot over and over again, driving you to new heights as the lightest veil of tears begins to dust your lashes at the sheer bliss of the feeling.
Noticing the tears, you feel Astarion immediately stop his ministrations and lean over your back to look into your eyes with concern, a noise of protest at the lack of motion falls from your mouth as his fingers slowly leave your body to rest on your hip, brushing calming circles on your skin.
âIs this too much, love?â Any trace of his teasing dominance is gone from his voice as he speaks the words to you clearly, looking intently for any indication you needed him to step back from the scene the two of you had created. âWe can stop, darling, if you need to. I donât want you to push yourself too far to please me.â
You smile at genuine concern evident on his face, blinking away the sheen of tears.Â
Pushing your hips back into him with as much motion as you can manage in your prone position against the table, you lean your body up in hopes to press a kiss to his lips. Astarion leans in, mouth quick to meet you halfway in a kiss as his spare hand moves to cup your cheek.
âThe only thing you are pushing is my patience, love. Please donât stop.â You beg, hoping he will acquiesce to your desire to continue as you lower your body back down onto the table. âThe only thing I want in this moment is to come so hard I canât think straight and then to have that beautiful cock of yours inside of me in whatever way you wish to give it to me.â
âInsatiable. Who taught you such language?â His body follows yours down, back pressing against your own as his lips brush against yours as he speaks the words, the concern leaving his eyes replaced with mounting desire.
âBelieve me, there is nothing I want more than to be buried deep inside you,â The hand on your hip makes its way back towards your center. âMake me the same promise I made you earlier.â
The words come to your mouth effortlessly.
âI promise you that anything and everything I do with you is my choice.â You recite the words softly, with ease.Â
Quieter now, you whisper. âI trust you, Astarion.â
You know how much your words and trust mean to him, can see it in his unguarded expression. Astarion didnât put much trust in the Gods, but he would never stop thanking whichever one it was that brought your paths together. His fingers gently graze your pussy, ringing around your entrance with soft, teasing touches.
âI love you.â Astarion says before pressing his lips firmly to your own, those same three fingers finally slipping back inside.
Astarion renews the pace of his fingers right away, pressing and curling with precise motions meant to bring you to the brink.
You give into the sensation of every movement of his fingers, mouth open and eyes falling shut at the feeling and itâs not long before he has you once again close to your orgasm.Â
âPlease, donât stop,â you whimper as your thighs begin to shake.
âWouldnât dream of it,â Astarion brings his other hand down your body to brush lightly against your clit. He sounds as lost in desire as you feel. âWant to feel you come on my hand. Can you do that for me, sweet thing?â
His words have you clenching hard on his fingers, the pressure of them against your insides combined with the fingers of his other hand brushing light, concentric circles over your clit have you coming within moments of his request.
âSuch a good girl to give me what I want so easily.â You barely hear the words that fall from his lips through the haze of your ongoing orgasm, the feeling of his breath on the skin of your ear serving to only enhancing the moment.
Your body spasms around his fingers and cries of ecstasy fall from your lips as he continues, working you through your orgasm while his lips press soothing kisses anywhere his lips can reachâyour face, your neck, the tip of your ear.Â
âThatâs it. You always look so beautiful when you come for me.â
Slowly, finally you feel your body begin to relax through the haze of your orgasm. Your mind comes back to you and you release a small laugh as your breath starts to even out, feeling him leave your body. Without breaking eye contact, he brings the fingers that had filled you so deeply to his mouth and licks them clean. The sight of it sends a wave of heat right back to your cunt, a shudder of anticipation running through you.
âI think you already succeeded in your wish to make me unable to stand.â You pant.
âAnd to think I havenât even fucked you yet.â His cock is hard as his eyes scan your form from the flesh of your core to the flush of your cheeks, your eyes glassy with a haze of lust.
âI think I want to fuck you just like this.â He whispers into your ear as his hands run soothingly over your back. âI like you this, on display as you wait for me.â You desperately attempt to push your hips back to brush against his uncovered cock, looking for any bit of friction.
You watch him from your place on the table, the lithe way his body moves as he takes off his luxurious silk shirt to expose his chest.
His beauty was almost otherworldly as the dancing candlelight illuminates the carved marble of his skin, light and shadow creating a moving chiaroscuro upon the planes of his body.
He looked like a god.
âYou are so beautiful.â Your words are a mere whisper as he moves his thick cock to finally brush against your center, slicking himself in your spend as the tip catches against your clit, drawing twin moans from you both.
Grabbing your hips, Astarion positions himself at your entrance and begins to slowly push inside, so familiar with your body he barely needs to guide his cock.
His head drops to press a kiss to your shoulder before righting himself again, hissing in pleasure at the feeling of your walls closing around him as he slides in, your wetness aiding him as he bottoms out and his hips press hard against your own.Â
Low moans escape you at the sheer feeling of his cock stretching and sliding home and your hands move grasp for purchase on the desk as he slowly begins to rock back and forth.Â
âIf only you could see yourself now,â His voice is deep as he watches himself pull his cock out of your body almost completely, only the head left resting shallowly inside you before pushing forward with a hard thrust, hitting a place so deep you let out a ragged cry at the feeling.
âGods, Astarion, just like that.â He fucks you hard, the force of his thrusts pushing you back and forth with small motions, breasts pressing hard against the wood of the table as one of your hands finds his own still holding your hips. You grab at his wrist in hopes he will take it, needing to touch more of him. Sensing your need Astarion takes your hand, bringing it to his lips to press a soft kiss on the back of it before resting your joined hands on your lower back.Â
âNo one takes my cock like you,â He pants through his thrusting. âYou were made for me, werenât you?âÂ
Supplications fall from his lips as he moves in and out of your body, showering you with worship as if you were his own private deity. His words further kindle the rising flame inside your belly, every touch of his cock against your walls serving to push you closer and closer to your third orgasm.Â
âOnly you,â you pant, hips canting back into his own to match the rhythm of his thrusts. âNo one else.â
You feel so incredibly full with your body positioned like this, every movement of his cock has him pressing hard against your sweet spot, the feeling like heaven as cries fall from your lips.
âI love how wet you get for me, darling,â Astarion can feel you tighten around him as you grow nearer to your orgasm, your body trembling and cunt pulsing with pleasure as your hips drive back into his own. The feeling of you so close to your orgasm has hips losing their rhythm, his eagerness at the two of you reaching your end together driving him to move harder with every press inside you.
You love seeing him, feeling him like this. His hips finally moving with wild abandon, chasing pure instinct as he moves fast and deep inside your body. A hand comes up to settle in your unbound hair, softly gripping the silk-like strands in his fingers and in his passion he pulls softly, the motion lifting your head. His lips lower to your ear as his back presses fully against your own, the feeling of his cock moving even deeper inside you unmatched. Between his chest against your back and his cock moving so deep he was practically rutting inside, you were almost certain your cunt had never felt so full. Breathless whimpers escape your mouth at the feeling, eyes closing in complete ecstasy as the sound of his own moans against your ear leaves your cunt clenching hard as he hits your g-spot over and over again with each deep thrust.
âBeg for it. Beg for me to let you cum.â
And beg you do.
âPlease, Astarion!â A chorus of pleas rise from your throat voicing your desperation as his tongue licks the shell of your ear, the hand in your hair tightening slightly with every word and moan that falls from your lips.Â
You can barely think as you feel your orgasm careen towards you, unintelligible in your words as you lose yourself in the feeling of your bodies. Astarionâs cock hits that deep inside spot at your front wall once more, and you finally let go, orgasm taking over your body, stars behind your eyes in all-consuming pleasure. You recognize Astarion nearing his own end, his hips rutting into yours as you ride out your orgasm on his cock, cunt squeezing him in a vice. He comes with a drawn-out moan as he paints your insides with his cum, hips shuttering until his thrusts slow down.
Astarion stays inside you, cock softening as he rubs his hands up and down your sides as you both come down from your high, his cold cheek pressed against your shoulder. With deep breaths you take air so heavy and sweet with your shared lust into your lungs, the weight of Astarion on your back an anchor to the world.
With one final pump Astarion pulls himself from your body, watching as your empty cunt weeps with a mixture of his and your own cum. Before he can stop himself, he reaches two fingers up to catch the cum on his fingertips, gently pushing it back inside you before it can fall out onto the table resting below your hips.Â
âWouldnât want you to waste a single drop, my love.â
You whine and buck your hips, overstimulated after coming so many times in a row. With one last press of his fingers, he leaves your cunt, leaning forward to place a kiss on the small of your back.
Astarion grabs a discarded piece of silk off the table beside your head and he gently wipes at the mess that threatens to leave your body before cleaning his own spent cock. As your breathing returns to its normal pace, you push yourself up slightly.Â
âSilk. Really, Astarion?â
âOnly the best for you, my love.â Astarion is quick to help you off the table, steadying you as you sway slightly after being in the same position for so long. He presses a kiss to your lips as he helps pull your dress back up over your breasts and into place.Â
âI would ask if I was too rough, but I know you better than that.â His remark makes you laugh as you lean into him, throwing your arms around his neck with a wide smile.
âYou know, I think Iâm missing a tiny piece of my clothing,â Your eyebrows raise as you gesture to his pocket where a tiny piece of darkened lace sticks out from. "You wouldnât happen to know where it is, would you?â
âWhy bother?â Astarion gives a casual shrug as he waves off your query. âIâm just going to take them off of you again when we get home.âÂ
He stuffs the underwear in question deeper into his pocket, patting it securely before flashing you a crafty smile.
âAfter all, I havenât even had my dinner yet.â He leans in, setting your heart aflame with a passionate kiss before grabbing your hand to lead you out the door and into the waiting night.
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